#auhg.

[o-mellowy]

Sleeping positions

[autisticlalna]

now that we have. context. for that. everything becomes a lot more worrying.

wake up? am i sleeping? what happened? where am i. did it work? it's so quiet

the thing that's been speculated with summertime is that he's been dviking all along. that that's why his behavior is so strange, that that's why he reacted the IOUs that way, that that's why his sword is named that, and that only got more reinforced with the flashback and him going ballistic when cloneby took his sword. skyblock kingdoms is in a world that's mostly void, so of course that's where dviking would end up after falling into it.

so, going off of that, the idea that comes to mind is that summertime didnt remember he was yellow. not until now, anyway. he had these strong feelings from his previous life but couldnt explain where they came from until everything clicked back into place.

but there's another possibility, and it's that yellow wasn't always here.

was yellow summoned? "did it work" is absolutely about the ritual, but the rest of that-- i mean, that level of confusion makes more sense if yellow did just, well, wake up. plus, yknow, time is kinda a loose thing with the vikings, and its even looser when the void is involved.

but, uh, if we go with "yellow only just got here"... where's summertime?

[keeps-ache]

i loath microsoft with every teeny tiny of my being, that of which may or may not be visible to the naked eye, and i hope whoever made it this sick and twisted circle of getting Nothing done gets put in a labyrinth that is only a circle overlapping circles that tricks the mind into thinking the exit could appear at any moment

[autism-corner]

i cannot believe theyre making me watch a fucking romantic movie man.

[carrionsong]

man i was having a great night. and then i see people reblogging some fash's post about latinx with the notes full of racists. come the fuck on, the op was mad at the Shit Tier company mentioning Anything thats not white of course theyre gonna nitpick about inclusive suffixes😭😭😭

[atomicc]

Thinking about it but like. People gotta realize that delusions are like...

1. Unpredictable.

2. Typically install a feeling of fear, otherness, paranoia or other negative feelings in you (for me).

3. Not always harmful.

The things that set them off aren't typically "silly" lies like "YouTube Poop Just Got Voted For Pope." For me, this is all from my perspective I'm not claiming to be expert on everyone's psychosis.

But yea not all delusions are harmful to the person experiencing them, or are even able to be 'gotten rid of'. It's important to respect a persons delusions without feeding them in a negative way. It's very situational and you should ASK before just assuming you know how to handle a situation. For me, it helps me when my friends (not random strangers on tumblr.) let me know I'm safe and no one will hurt me anymore and blah blah blah. It's much better than someone telling me it's not real and I should get over it.

Because for me.. It is real? VERY real. No amount of telling me it isn't will make it any less real for me. In my mind calling it a delusion just isn't true and I do it for the sake of people around me instead of actually believing in that. I think I'm right about my life and who I am and everyone else just needs to get with the program. Imagine someone walking up to you and arguing and arguing with you that oxygen isn't real, meanwhile you're breathing it. No amount of them telling you it isn't real is going to make you believe that oxygen isn't there. That's what it's like for me.

Same with believing that "voices in your head" are demons sitting on your shoulders telling you to kill people and you listen to them like. Yea I'm not going to say that's not possible. But personally the "voices in my head" tell me to brush my teeth and talk to me about video games I like or whatever is on their mind. Sure, I've had some pretty negative voices come around before, but it's more annoying than anything. You need to get the "movie" version of psychosis and the disorders that cause it out of your mind. Maybe try talking? To a psychotic person? About their experiences instead of assuming that that one TV show you saw once was the Honest Truth???

Idk I know I post about this a lot but it's something that has been seriously affecting me and the way I see people talk to delusional people online is just. Disgusting. My followers are pretty epic swag about it and I think we are all kinda epic crazy here in MonsterLand but lol. Long post short, telling people that they are crazy and need help isn't going to magically change them.

[rockband2]

i nneed a huge glowing pink spiny ghhhhmmmnnhhhhhh i cant finish this sentence actually im sorry

[bluebelledmoon]

do i even need any caption for this.

[wraithwen]

tongues & teeth

[conspicuous-clown-car]

uh,,

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[o-mellowy]

⟨H3M1C4L B&RN !!

[jaylillustrates]

SCENE MISSING

[autism-corner]

augh i was planning to save my contracts for whenever yakumo has an event next but.... this eiden...

[the-tea-table]

it was just supposed to be a sketch but then I got too silly 

[cosmicwhoreo]

Decided to doodle more pre-litter Grand Reef Cookie because he is adorable

[loboazul16]

THIS GUY.