#autistic kokichi

[bee-writes-n-spins]

on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.

he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.

that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.

but then he meets you.

you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.

please.. just tell him it's okay..

RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!

[spirit-praise-and-beauty]

im in a group where we stream a little bit of v3 every week and voice act it. unfortunately stuffing macaroni in my face during the caged child seance was not a good idea

[sappy-detective]

so i’m obsessed with when fics make shuichi a working detective. and i have a small detective/runaway saiouma AU. warning i talk a LOT

so ouma and saihara are childhood best friends. i’m talking like knowing each other since like kindergarten age.

they’re both attached at the hip. shuichi being a shy introvert and ouma being very obnoxious and outgoing. one thing they have in common is that- well they don’t have any friends. no one wants to talk to shuichi because they think he’s weird and no one likes ouma because they think he’s loud and obnoxious. but they mesh so well and become the best of friends.

and their home lives are very polar opposite.

oumas pretty poor, his dad is an abusive dick and his mom is .. well she try’s to be good but in the end she stands by and doesn’t say or do anything to stop his dad. but he’s a mamas boy through and trough.

shuichis mom and dad pretty much abandoned him with his aunt and uncle. they’re upper middle class and they’re very very supportive and loving to him. they’re his mother and father figure but it’s not the same as having your mom and dad. especially sucks when he sees them in movies and tv shows.

they share everything with each other and are very comfortable with each other. they came out to each other and support each other. they’re just very incredibly close.

then one day, ouma just, disappears?

they’re in about high school when he disappears. about 15-16? at this point, shuichis made friends with kaede, maki, and kaito, along with others in his class. he’s still shy and has social anxiety but it wasn’t as bad as it used to be.

he didn’t notice at first, but found it odd that ouma didn’t text him in the morning, or walk with shuichi to his bus stop.

he and ouma go to different schools so he can’t talk to him direct, so he tries calling ouma during his lunch hour but the call didn’t go through at all.

he was bubbling with anxiety the whole day, kaede and his friends tried calming him down but this is WAy out of character. this goes on for days and shuichis just about to freak because.. we’ll he can’t really do anything.

ouma never invited shuichi over or even told shuichi where he lives. he isn’t embarrassed about being poor or anything but he doesn’t want shuichi meeting his dad.

they always hang out at shuichis house, ouma always walks home and refuses any offers of a ride home from shuichis uncle so shuichi has no idea whats going on.

now with shuichis uncle being a detective i imagine that he tries snooping and he figured out it looks like ouma either ran away from home or was kidnapped.

now this is part you can take out but,

the night before, ouma visited saiharas window. not extremely weird. on school night when ouma isn’t allowed past 9, so he visits saiharas windows to talk to him.

what was odd about this time was that ouma seemed to be in a rush. his face was flushed and he was panting like he just ran a marathon. he was at saiharas window just talking, then periodically popping in cool he thought shuichi was. in a kind of ouma way.

“pst! ouma! come on, we have to go!” shuichi jumped a bit, looking past ouma to see a feminine figure jogging up to his back fence.

“who’s that?”

“just… one of my friends” ouma sighed, letting go of the  windowsill.

that night ends with ouma giving shuichi a kiss, a semi love confession and a smile before leaving with his friend.

then he disappears. you can take that part out though. but i think it adds a kind of lead to what happened.

shuichis uncle isn’t allowed to investigate or interfere because he knows ouma so it’s all up to the detective that’s put on his missing persons case. maybe they think he ran away so it’s not being taken seriously?

shuichi just wants to get to the bottom of what happened to his best friend (and let’s be honest, almost lover.)

then it’s teen boy detective saihara snooping around, going to his school just- being a detective.

this is just a funny idea i MIGHT write a one shot about or might not who knows. OBVIOUSLY the people he left with was DICE but shuichi doesn’t know that. i like to think that they’re close this makes shuichi realize that, in reality, he knows nothing about ouma.

sure he knows his favorite food, how he likes his fruit cut and what his favorite flavor of candy is but he doesn’t even know what his parents names are or where he lives.

in reality oumas been planning on running away for a long time, planning with his friends/found family and just has been putting it off because… well shuichi would be alone without him but now that shuichis finally has more friends to help him out he feels comfortable leaving his shitty home life.

definitely wasn’t easy tho!!! you should add more mystery if you want- make it fun

[yourclownpal]

Cringetober babey!!!! Im bringing my full cring self out!!! So i drew my silly lil guy

Rb plz!!!(if u want)

Below has the promt list, along with extra versions of this drawing (where you can actually see the heterochromia i give him)

The stinky sketch

[vincent-stims]

got this at a convention a few years back, the follow me eyes are pretty neat

free 2 use with credit!

[protagfolly]

oh why cant he just be normal.

[bollgrodan]

maybe tumblr would appreciate these

[inhuman-io]

Dangan Ronpa AU please love me

They all just look like this.

ITS SO LOVELY

Look at the silly creatures.

LOOK AT MAKOTO HES SO CUTEEEEE

I'll do a lot of the girls next. because they need to be small mfs too.

[sedittedice]

When you realize wally is canonically autistic so you're not sure if you can keep your adhd wally headcanon

[eggs-can-draw]

Kokichi making a potion in Shuichi’s bathtub while Shuichi is making mud soup in the sink (Gundham was babysitting)

Kokichi: CACKLING EVILLY, SURELY THIS POTION SHALL CURSE HIS ENEMIES FOR THE REST OF THEIR DAYS

Shuichi: good soup nice soup making good warm soup for all my friends :)

Gundham "The Cool Uncle" Tanaka: *approves of both and is helping Kokichi cast his evil little spells on the "potion"*

[gh0str3c0rd3r]

an ao3 comment has never been so accurate

[ouma-lovee]

Hello!! I just read the journal part of your website and I just find it funny how different our attitudes are about liking him.

Like,, my autism made him my favorite character and I am UPSET!!! I am in despair because he's probably my special interest!!

I made a picture to illustrate how this happened but I guess you can't send pictures while anonymous,, and I don't want to not be anonymous cuz I'm embarrassed 😔

Also idk if the other ask went through or not,, it said something went wrong so,,

Sorry if this doesn't make a lot of sense,,, I'm not a linguistics autistic!!!!

i forgot how i wanted 2 format this so i'll justr say stuff

i am also autistic, diagnosed, and i am a kiibo irl

i fully believe kokichi and i have history and that he is my romantic partner and i CAN NOT handle other people feeling the way i do about kokichi (they never will anyways cuz my love is genuinely insane)

also before anyone asks; yes i am in therapy yes i have meds no i didnt forget to take them yes i am aware i am delusional leave me alone thanks xoxo

[melanch0lybeepboop]

[vampiresdotgif]

art dump bc i realized i havent posted any in a goddamn eternity

[drunksewerrat14]

I felt like they would be buddies so I made a doodle.

p.s: Whoo! First post, and it's of random art i'm not even supposed to be working on. I've got an assignment for art class due today, think I could turn this in instead?

[asmolboy]

Seeing the autistic hc for Gonta feels really bad and wrong to me, mostly cause he is so infantalised by the game and Fandom.

In my opinion it is kinda ableist, he isn't a bad character just how he is treated is bad if he is. If he is treated like everyone else than it's fine, but if he's overly babied and treated like a pet it feels wrong.

In my autistic pov I read Kokichi as more autistic than Gonta, and the way he's treated feels more realistic. Like yeah most of the cast wouldn't really understand immediately that someone who acts so "normal" is autistic and dislike him by proxy because he shows traits of autism.

More specifically: no one really meets him half way(especially Kaito tbh) like they attempt to go all the way with Gonta, the way they treat Gonta however feels patronizing. While they treat Kokichi poorly it feels more like my own experience growing up and having no one around me know I was autistic and thus leading to group isolation and at times people disliking me because I was acting differently from them and being quick to see the flaws in something and point them out relentlessly until I was listened to.

Kokichi's thought process to me made a lot of sense and I understood where he was coming from than the likes of say Gonta or Kaito, he made sense in my autistic perspective.

And tbh what kind of person is most likely to study everyone in trails enough to predict what they'd say enough to make responses in a script for someone to pretend to be them? Like that doesn't sound very neurotypical to me.

Tldr: I think that hcing Gonta as autistic is ableist since he is treated like a pet or baby while hcing Kokichi as autistic makes more sense and doesn't feel ableist.

Good day/night everyone