ED bullshit be fucking with your brain funny.
I'm standing in my kitchen, breaking off pieces of my rice cake because I need it to be specifically 8 grams instead of the 9 or 10 that it is. I literally threw away 3 grams worth of veggies/fruits/meats because it made the weight "too much" and "imperfect". It's kinda funny and sad to see that lonely little piece of food excluded, and my poor person instinct just screams "YOU'RE WASTING FOOD" but still I'll do it.
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ANA RESET after a 3 day bingefest
i am disgusted with myself but I cannot change what happened so I am going to move forward accordingly.
I will be doing dinner OMAD with a fast on Sunday and Tuesdays
No snacks
No sodas - only water and no sugar energy drinks
1 per 2 day energy drink limit
4 bottles of water per day
15,000 steps every day
walk to and from school every day
2 workouts every single day
water between every bite
10 minute scroll on ED Tumblr or EDTWT before a meal
300 Cal Limit per day
9:30pm bedtime
7am wake up
homework done before you can eat
walk/run after dinner no exceptions
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Wondering why I'm b1nging so much this week then get my period today and it all makes sense🥲
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God I hate b1nge eating. Why can’t I do better! I went two days without eating anything and now I have to start over again!
Any tips?
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I’m so nervous to see my boyfriend this weekend. We always eat together, and he b1nge eats. I’m scared if I see him b1nge eating, it’ll make me want to b1nge too. 😭
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ughhh my binge ed got so bad this last year I got back up to 180 :( but I’m back down to 170. Looking for mutuals and weight loss buddy(ies)
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Okay wtf no joke I ate 4,100kcal today
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Dry peas are a stankass FRAUUUUD!
I planned a meal with them, got excited because "Oh! They are lower than rice and buckwheat! I'm gonna eat sooo much and for so low!"
Nuh-uuuuh! Sure, dry peas expand a LOT, but they ain't got nothing on rice and buckwheat. They expanded thrice as much but it was still so little AND IT WASN'T FILLING AT ALL! Like with buckwheat, shit, 50 grams come a long way, my bowl is full and I'm a happy camper. THIS FUCKING SHIT FILLED A LITTLE OVER THE BOTTOM OF MY BOWL, THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO DO??? LICK IT FROM THERE???
Anyway, today I learned, if I'm gonna cook dry peas next time, I'll just skip everything else and eat the boiled mush by itself.
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I hate my "love Handles" there is nothing lovely about them?! I could look so much better without them.
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It’s 7am and I’ve already eaten around 700 cals :( please someone tell me I’m fat or something
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I binged. i was doing well for 3 days and now i binged again... i feel like im a failure
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fuck i just binged i feel so disgusting i can already feel the fat on my face fuck fuck fuck someone teach me how to purg3 pls idk how to do it
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I made it through the night without binging 🥹
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I'm literally like addicted to food, why am I using a credit card to buy sweets to b1ng3 on...🤡
God I wish I just had a restrictive зd
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