#based off of taylor swift

[miss-americana-reputation]

you’re losing me

eddie munson x reader

warnings- angst, idk if the ending is comfort, mild cussing

based on you’re losing me by taylor swift

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“eddie.” i whisper. “hm?” he hums, still tuning with his guitar. “are you gonna come to bed?” i ask. “later.” he mumbles. “oh.” i sigh and leave, getting into bed alone.

i let my head hit the pillow before tears slip down. i don’t even attempt to wipe them away. eventually i fall asleep, one small wipe to my cheeks before i drift off.

i wake up in an empty bed and his side cold. i sigh and pad into the kitchen. i see his handwriting sprawled across a note.

emergency band meeting

-eddie

i sigh and make myself coffee. not even a ‘love eddie’ just an ‘-eddie’.

i’m pouring the creamer into my cup when the door opens and he appears. “morning.” i softly smile. “hey.” he sends a small smile back.

i watch him grab himself a cup of coffee and go and sit down on the couch, turning on the tv. i glare at him as i sip on my coffee.

he didn’t even say morning to me, or kiss me, or hardly acknowledge me.

i sit down beside him and try to cuddle into his side. it just seems that he’s cold, he’s not responding. “ed’s.” i say softly. “yeah?” he asks. “i love you.” i smile. “love you.” he responds, turning back to the tv.

“so, what was the emergency?” i ask. “gareth got a good idea, wanted to put it on paper.” he shrugs. “oh.” i turn back to the tv.

“did you sleep at all?” i ask. “for like 30 minutes.” he shrugs. “oh.” i pick at my sweater. i continue to stay there and let my coffee get cold.

eventually i can’t take it and look up at him. “eddie.” i sigh, pushing myself off of him. “what?” he asks. “do you love me?” i feel tears threaten to spill. “what? of course i do.” he swears.

“well fucking act like it.” i beg. “i have been.” he scoffs. “no you haven’t.” i point out, getting up. “what do you mean?” he responds. “you’re never here!” i yell.

“i’m here right now, and i was here all day yesterday.” he points out, now standing also. “you weren’t though! you might’ve been in the same apartment, but you’re not with me. you barely talked to me, only until i talked to you. you didn’t eat with me. you didn’t even lay down in bed with me. for fucks sake.” i rant.

“if you don’t want to be with me, just tell me. i can’t deal with this.” i beg him. “i do want to be with you.” he argues. “then act like it!” i yell.

he sighs, rubbing his hands over his face, sitting back down. there’s a moment of silence and i let the tears i’ve been holding back, fall.

“baby.” he sighs, getting up. i try to wipe them away but they keep falling. “hey.” he says softly. he moves my hands away and wipes away the tears.

“i’m sorry.” he apologizes. “sorry for not showing you how much i love you, because trust me, i love you more than life itself, more than anything. sorry for being an asshole, and sorry for not putting you and our relationship first.” he coos.

“i’m sorry for yelling.” i apologize. “it’s okay.” he softly laughs. “i promise i’ll be better.” he states. “me too.” i nod. “i love you.” he smiles. “i love you.” i smile back. “i’ll cancel my plans for the next week, just for me to make up for lost time. almost lost the most important thing to me.” he smiles.

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[fantaorange]

okay and here are a few doodles….. i posted a few of these (one of which i updated 2 put here) on instagram as well so if u saw those shhhhhhhh

[just-tagg]

Quick I finished season 2, time to drop a doodle of the teens

[prettyupsetnerd]

hard to be a cool goth loner when some losers keep bugging you all the damn time

[reagomyeggo]

sunshine in the rain 🌦️

[musicoftheheart]

the marauders just chilling in their dorm:

sirius: hey so, serious question—

james: 'serious' like genuine or like you?

sirius: genuine

remus, muttering: doubtful, but okay

sirius: why can we eat salad but not grass?

remus:

peter:

james:

james: he has a point—

[satellitesunset]

I attribute the belief (that's mostly present on tiktok) that the story a song tells must be solely rooted in nonfictional events that occurrd to the songwriter to taylor swift. it's not only abt her strictly autobiographical approach (it's natural for your art to be derived from personal experience). but rather the the culture (that she created !); from speculations to who they're abt to. to attempting to work them into the story/timeline she constructed. that is det​ri​men​tal to music (and on a larger scale literature) analysis. it convinced most that is the norm and every record must be 100% based on a true experience.

[allyricas]

damn some of this is definitely about matty healy like... the smallest man who ever lived??

"if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal?"

"You tried to buy some pills from a friend of friends of mine they just ghosted you now you know what it feels like"

"Cause it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden I would've died for your sins instead I just died inside"

tell me that taylor swift literal goddess was not lusting after matty healy only for him to treat her like shit once they got together and her to realize that it was only the fantasy that worked because he is a piece of shit babe queen its relatable honestly but fucking hell

she needed a fun rebound and instead got... the smallest man who ever lived?!

[prettytoxicrevolver]

13 and Karl

“Karl!!” you scream out your boyfriend's name, running into his room to find him still sound asleep at 10:30 in the morning. 

“Babe!” you yell again, jumping onto his bed and bouncing a few times for good measure. You watch impatiently as the older boy's eyes slowly flutter open, confusing adorning his tired features. 

“Hmm?” he hums out sleepily. 

“I got Taylor Swift tickets!!” you screech, shaking Karl by the shoulders praying he finally snaps awake at your words. 

“What?” he murmurs instead. 

“I! Got! Taylor! Swift! Tickets!” You punctuate each word with a jump on his bed and the action finally gets Karl to sit up. 

“Please tell me this is not why you woke me up,” he groans and you pout. 

“Karl, I got 4 floor tickets to Taylor fucking Swift of course I’m waking your ass up!” 

“But the concert’s not for another year,” he pouts and flops back on the bed. 

“So, we better start turning you into a swiftie now,” you grin down at him and despite his tired demeanor, Karl cracks a wide smile at you. 

“Okay okay,” he relents.

He sits up again but this time wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you down into bed with him. You giggle against his chest and when you try to wiggle out of his grasp he shakes his head and tightens his hold. 

“I’ll become a certified Swiftie at noon,” he mutters and you snuggle into his embrace, glad you had such a ridiculously cute boyfriend. 

[jittyjames]

THE MUSICAL PUMPKINNNNN

or the person with no artistic talent tries to paint something. i watched rocky horror picture show AND two episodes of ghost files while doing this bc i procrastinate even with pumpkins

[blueskittlesart]

whats your favorite song on ttpd?

right now it's ttpd (the title track lol) but i havent actually listened to the whole album all the way through since release night and my tastes tend to change as i re-listen so that's subject to change! ttpd just has that sort of 1989/reputation-ish sound which is my favorite kind of music from her lol. my other favs so far are the albatross, clara bow, and the bolter :)

[rebelcharmings]

my eah characters as taylor swift albums list !!

inspired by ancientknox's list :3

[criticalbeauregard]

i don't really go here but guilty as sin? is kinda such a dorym song

[kingofmyborrowedheart]

reputation (taylor’s version) vinyl concepts

Inspo (x) Template (x)

Check out the Swiftlit episode on colors if you haven’t already! 🌈

[idkmybffjaden]

You're on the phone with your duelmate he's upset he's goin' on about when you beat his deck 'cause he doesn't get your tactics like I do I'm in the dorm, it's a typical Tuesday night I'm talkin' 'bout all the cards he doesn't like and he'll never know your dragons like I do He wears Slipher I wear loose shirts He's King of Games and I'm just some cringe quotes Dreamin' 'bout the day when you wake up and find your real Duel partner's been here the whole time If you could see that I'm the one who wants to duel you Been here all along with my Crystal Beeeeeeasts You should duel with meeeee

[cruelomens]

favourite vampire ⚰️🤍