peng… ❤️ they bird on my word till i bird bird bird bird is the word
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Im sorry i havent been able to open commissions this spring break :( i have been sick with a fever and im not sure if ill be able to open commissions yet 😿 im sorry for all the trouble!! I have work and schoolwork after this week, but i will try and look for a time period when i can open comms <_( ; *_*)_>
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"And this one is..."
redraw of one of my favorite scenes in all of mononoke/ayakashi! i wanted to try out a new coloring style and my god it took a while but i like how it looks, at least in some parts.
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bought some records today put together a bookshelf and painted the inside of it slowly unpacking my stuff and cobbling together what i want my space to look like and making it mine
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So what do you do when your favourite rapper makes a catchy song about the hardships of life that you want to love but upon release can’t connect with at all and after a few listens almost outright dislike because none of the pain and hardship life has put you through has ever made you a better person or given you the energy/motivation to do better and it actually just did the complete opposite and you’ve lost out on precious years of your life and so many opportunities while trying to process the trauma and undo the damage
But everyone else seems to love the song to the point that you start to wonder if maybe you’re just a fucking idiot for not being able to make something good out of said trauma and hardship instead of just being filled with crippling anxiety and depression and bitterness and grief and rage
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Today is DAY 15/16/18 (one of those) of SUMMER VACATION DEPRESSION SPIRAL.
Like an Olympic athlete I am at PEAK performance.
Perfect scores in Random Crying Jags, Short Term Memory Loss, Disassociating on the Couch, Time Loss is Relative, Shame & Self Loathing, and Social Phobias.
Though the professional organizations of mental health providers attempted to thwart my performance with articles, conference videos, meditations, and medications, I’m pleased to report they have all failed miserably to stop this mental crisis from thriving.
Daily training includes compulsory viewing of television series for 10-16 hour stretches, repeated napping, listless but distracting masturbation sessions, abstaining from showers until your hair hurts, and occasional bouts of random productivity that are instantly forgotten upon completion or abandoned halfway through.
Why are all these tabs open?
What day is it?
How come there are so many competitors in this sport on tumblr?
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these guys are still very much in progress but I am having quite a lot of fun with them. I want to make another giant bug painting for my wall tho - need to go dumpster diving for giant sheets of cardboard
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sometimes i think the only time i ever felt true peace was when i was home from college on summer break. i'd be awake all night in my room, brightly colored and filled with thrifted items that had no purpose but to be beautiful. i'd have the window open and a cool summer breeze would ruffle my thin curtains. the streetlight across the street was warm on the asphalt and never flickered. i'd scroll through blogs on here for hours, or read, or write, maybe listening to music about what a good life it is, and i'd imagine how my future would be, how everything would get so much better. sometimes my old cat would be in bed with me, purring. i would give anything to be back there
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