#beet <333 😭😭😭

[seoafin]

Hi Morgan, it’s been a while! I know everyone else has been telling you similar things but I just wanna say it too, but you really did singlehandedly rekindle a love of reading for me. Like I was reading things but not nearly as much I do now, something about your writing just flows so well and makes you want more. It’s hard to put into words. I started picking up books and VN I had been reading but didn’t finish and even saved a lot of your recommendations cause I got excited about reading again. You really are one of a kind! How was the ramune vanilla ice cream btw?

EVERYONE STOP GIVING ME COMPLIMENTS IM LITERALLY GOING TO BAWL IN PUBLIC! I don't have to words to explain how much this touched me 🥲🥲🥲🥲 I totally understand how someone can fall out of love with reading I actually think school has a lot to do with how people perceive reading and how it sucks all the joy out of the wonders of reading!!! I'm so glad I could rekindle your love of reading I'm going to cryyyyy

[bazthefirstborn]

could u do jealous scaramouche? 😭

like male reader was being around childe too much and being slightly touchy so he got jealous, then reader finds out and makes it up to him by fucking him?<3

OMG HI ANON !!!! yes I would be delighted hehe :D ily and your brain sm omloml skfjwadflj keyboard smash

JEALOUS SCARA X GN!READER

MDNI you know the drill

Scaramouche wouldn't call himself... possessive. He was, in a way, but he wasn't direct about it. He wanted everyone to know what was his, but not in a "grrrr nobody touches my s/o mine" way, just like a "I belong to them and only them" way. He now wears the collar you got for him around on the daily, it's a beautiful red silk, with an o-ring in the front and a cute little golden bell. If Y/N didn't know any better, they'd think it was just a choker that went with his outfit, because, well, his hat literally jingled. But both of them knew that was not the case.

Y/N had to attend a Harbinger debrief meeting, (Harbinger reader <333) because it was to decide how a group of soldiers would carry on. These soldiers were working under Childe, who managed to rope Y/N in with his charming words. Scaramouche hated this. They were always sat together, because they were teammates now, They went out to lunches, they had outings to the Fatui outposts together, and even the soldiers under their command thought they were together. There was only so much Scara could do. He couldn't just go kill off the whole hoard of the soldiers. He tried that once, and he was almost discharged. He didn't know what else to do, so he followed them to a dinner that Childe and Y/N had planned.

About half an hour into the insufferable dinner (for Scara at least) Childe, sitting on the opposite side of the table as Y/N, touched their hand. Their hand. Scara was furious. How DARE he touch his love's hand??? Who does he think he is???

Scara decided to walk up to the table and say, "Y/N. We need to go."

Smirking, like they knew exactly what was happening, they said "Of course, darling. We have so much to do at home."

"Can I at least walk you out, Comrade?" Childe asked, who, apparently, had picked up on nothing that was happening.

"I've got it. Thank you, Tartaglia." Scara sneered.

He grabbed Y/N's hand and got them out of there as fast as he could. He was grumpy the whole way home, refusing to look at his partner.

As they stepped inside, Scaramouche was about to turn and leave, when:

"Scara, what's wrong?"

"Nothing." He was clearly upset, it was written all over his face.

"Was it Childe? We're just work partners, baby, you have nothing to worry about."

He broke down crying, laying over the couch. "He just... *sniff* He was flirting with you- and I- do you like him more than *sniff* me?"

"Scaramouche! I could never! Childe and I are just friends, I promise." Y/N said, sliding next to Scara on the couch, their legs intertwining with his. "I love you so so so much, Kuni... I could never leave you, especially not for someone like him."

They gave him a peck, but Scaramouche held onto their neck and pulled them in for another kiss, whining when he felt their tongue against his. When they pulled back, he immediately chased their lips, but they opted to kiss his neck instead. He moaned, clearly needy, and sat in their lap.

"Scara... are you sure?" They asked, concern etched on their face.

"Fuck! Yes! Please, daddy, make me yours!

That did it. They flipped Scaramouche so he was laying on his back, and took his shorts off. Staring in between his legs, Scaramouche turned beet red.

"My, my, Kuni~ Your panties are soaked! Were you this needy for me all day~"

"Yes, yes! I need you so bad, please!"

They couldn't resist when he asked so nicely, pulling his panties off his legs and diving straight into his core. They started by giving slow kitten licks to his clit, humming when he started grinding on their face. "Now, now, baby, don't get greedy on me." He whined, pushing their head into his pussy, now glistening with his slick and Y/N's spit.

"Please, Daddy, fuck me with your tongue~ I need it so bad- AHN!" He moaned when they let their tongue push through his folds and into his hole. "God, please! I need it!"

Y/N hummed again, sending waves of pleasure through his cute little cunt. They pulled their mouth away from Scara's hole, and he whined, trying to hold their hair. "Don't be bratty, baby boy. Take what I give you, slut." Y/N said, pushing their cock (or strap, whatever) into his hole, barely getting the head in before he screamed. "Shit! PLease, daddy! Please fill me up!"

They decided to oblige him, slowly sliding in. "Fuck, baby, you're so tight- shit!" When their hips met his, they both moaned, Y/N giving Scara a minute to adjust. They waited for that little noise and-

"Y- you can move, daddy."

With that, they slowly took their cock out to the head, and slammed it back in. "Fuck! Daddy please! Fuck me hard!" His voice kept getting higher and higher, and, as Y/N started pounding into him, he shrieked. "Daddy! I'm- ahg! I'm so cl- close!" They went into overdrive, pounding into Scara with their free hand rubbing his clit. "Shit! You feel so good, baby~ I'm close too."

"Yes! Cum with me daddy! I want you to fill me up~"

And with a cry, Scara squirted all over Y/N's cock. Y/N didn't even notice, only focusing on their own high. They kept pounding, Scaramouche wriggling around in oversensitivity. With a few more thrusts, Scara came again, clenching hard on Y/N's cock. This forced Y/N to cum inside Scara, with both of their cum falling down around Y/N's cock, still inside their little boyfiend's cunt.

They were both breathing heavy before Y/N was getting up, but Scaamouche stopped them. "Daddy... Stay. Please."

"Okay, love, I'm here."

They laid there, Y/N still inside Scara, and were about to fall asleep when:

"...Y/N?"

"Yes, baby?"

"I... love you. So much."

"I love you too darling."

the end

end note: this got so fluffy at the end baz w/ emotions???? weird

[seoafin]

Just found out the first episode of Skip and Loafer came out today so Im using it as a break from TriMax hell. I think its funny how I didn’t think too much of Knives in the 1998 anime version other than that he was ugly and crazy, but now he’s left an imprint on my brain. You’re so psychotic king.

Also I finished Kitchen and started reading Fata Morgana. I think the first story is my favorite. The bit about losing your loved ones in the physical things they leave behind, like the scent of them fading away from something, really got me. I’m not super far in Fata Morgana yet but the soundtrack already pulled me in hard.

I love stories about people connecting through grief, whether it be negative or positive. Something about it is so intimate and cathartic. Especially ones that get into those ugly feelings. It feels so very human to acknowledge that. Theres so many things I’m reading/watching/playing rn I feel insane.

BEET!!!!! they lowkey did knives dirty in the 1998 anime like he straight up gave my 12 year old self nightmares 😭 i gotta say studio orange redesigning his knives as an eldritch tentacle >>>> points for that!!!!

yes!!!! i think it was a very poignant book about loss and considering the first part is only like what 100 pages?? made me go through the 7 stages of grief. ahhhh im so glad you started HiFM!!! the soundtrack is PHENOMENAL. i always listen to it when im studying LOL. if you like stories about grief you're going to love hifm because it rlly is all about love and grief and letting go and moving on. but before the catharsis it's tragedy on tragedy on tragedy 😭😭😭 i feel like hifm is about the ugly parts of humanity as much as it's about believing in the good. this might be the unpopular opinion but i do firmly believe it's an optimistic game about hope despite everything. i hope it brings you to tears like it did me. but in a wonderful cathartic way <333