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flowerakatsuka · 2 months

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pov : you're the rest of the sextuplets meeting kuroba for the first time.

#as soon as i found out this was a meme i knew i had to redraw it w/ kuroba #some context : kara doesn't tell his brothers about kuroba ( mostly bc he doesn't want them to cause issues and ->#get him banned from their shop ) but oso & totty figure out he's hiding something when he starts acting suspicious about the roses he bought #eventually the rest of them get roped into tagging along and they tail him the next time he sneaks off to kuro's #they end up breaking one of the potted plants outside their shop while trying to eavesdrop and kuro comes out w/ this kind of energy #they're not even really mad they're playing up their scary face to fuck with them a bit #but that ends up working too well bc they all end up running off scared as hell of kara's new '' yakusa '' friend #( get it? like yakuza and kusa meaning grass. gET IIIIT— )#anyways one of the benefits of kuro looking like their granddad is being able to make the same intimidating faces he can pull off #i need to finish chouji's ref soon... i love him...#osmt #karamatsu #mj ocs #oc : kuroba #mj draws #🕰 : scheduled post

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bmpmp3 · 4 months

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sorry to be a bit of a hater but i do wish youtubers weren't so scared of making their videos just like, "reviews", whys everything gotta be a "video essay" all the time. every day my recommendations are filled with 40 minute videos titled "_____: An Underrated Masterpiece" where the first like five minutes are reading the wikipedia definition of "masterpiece" in a somber voice with dramatic themed text on screen. please just tell me how good or bad you think something is and use the rest of the runtime to explain why. you dont need to put on all these airs

#i know the ahem. channel. of some awe....... that whole situation kind of scared people off from using the word review #but like we live in the future now. you can make a review. i believe in you #AND LIKE i like a good video essay!! but im picky. because i read academic shit for fun #when i see a capital E essay im expecting theses. im expecting sub headers. im expecting multiple examples AND footnotes with asides #(and i know this is a controversial topic but i do expect them to be long. because if you read aloud a 4 page journal article its gonna)#(take a bit of time LOL maybe i just read too much academia shit. but i dunno man. theres not a lot you can say about like a big huge)#(topic with multiple angles if you only have like 10 minutes. maybe i just talk too slow. i need to breath <3 )#theres other formats too. surveys. retrospectives. informative essays. persuasive essays. etc #and like i also read lots of reviews not just of like movies and books but of like gallery exhibitions and shit!! they can be extremely #interesting a lot of work and some really beautiful writing!! nothing wrong with a review!!! theyre important #but i do get annoyed with like. the odd air of pretention i see in a lot of video essays. especially cause its usually not backed up by #the content. i dont care for those airs in academia either. nor do i like it in documentaries #just talk naturally. you'll find your voice. there might be pretention in it in the end but it'll be yours #if im making sense. i hear a lot of people talking in a pretention that is not their own. something they put on because thats what they #think they should do. you need to find your own pretention. be pretentious in a way that feels natural to youuuuuu #hell im being pretentious. about this LOL but like its my own. it is a pretentiousness ive built over the past half decade #play around. write a blog. i dunno. find your voice dear youtubers. find your voice

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silvergreenseraphim · 10 months

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So about that part in Ever Crisis where Sephiroth tries to call Genesis, I used Google Translate to try and see the actual translation of the original Japanese script. "頼む･･････出てくれ•"

Google Translate translates it as "Please...please come out."

I looked up 頼む(tanomu) and it translates as "to ask; to beg; to request" and 出てくれ(dete kure) translates to "to appear or to come out."

Is Sephiroth literally begging for Genesis to reveal himself?

Aaaa!! Yes, he is! I actually hadn’t translated this bit yet, but yes that phrase is very…pleading.

"頼む･･････出てくれ•"

“Please…please come forth…”

The second part of the phrase does indeed mean to “come forth, reveal oneself.” Sephiroth is pleading for Genesis to appear out of…wherever he is. The tone is desperate.

So yes, it works in context with the phone-call. Sephiroth wants Genesis to show up on the other end.

Yet knowing the deeper context of the current events, and Genesis’ desertion, it is almost like Sephiroth is saying,

“Please…please come back…”

He is terrified for Genesis. This is one of the few times I have seen Sephiroth express genuine anxiety and desperation as an adult.

#i am scared this will come into play later with glenn actually #my current theory is that something tragic will happen and glenn will end up abandoning young sephiroth #who will plead for glenn to come back or forgive him #it would tie into this scene almost too perfectly as seph once again experiences the fear and panic of being abandoned by a friend #only for glenn to show up moments later to rub salt in the wound #square enix if you do this #i will not be okay #i am nervous haha #these are his first words in the story written for him #it does not bode well #sephiroth #final fantasy 7 #ever crisis #the first soldier #ff7 #genesis rhapsodos #japanese translations #asks

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hayaku14 · 3 months

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been listening to lay me down since last night, thinking and crying about kaishin, and earlier today i found a sam smith and ben platt duet version of it and it made it all the more kaishin to me i can't stop listening to it im going so insane maybe i should just make a list of kaishin fics that made me feel like lay me down actually ✋😔

#it's so bad i keep playing it and singing it and thinking about kaishin yearning and pining wow FUCK #i need to exercise this out of my system somehow it's got me in a chokehold #LOOK OKAY SO WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THE SAM SMITH AND BEN PLATT VERSION RIGHT #IT MAKES ME INSANEEEE #so the starting verses where sam sings that's shinichi's pov like he's basically yearning to be by kid's side right likeeee #at first hes even hopeful that he will but by the end of it he's lost all hope maybe and gives up #cos kid probably disappearee on him or something idk theyre being dumb and in love!!!!!#and when ben's verse comes in it's kaito calling out to shinichi basically wanting the same thing #but he was stupid and scared but he's always wanted it too and #idk idk all i know is that when sam and ben sing the chorus together for the first time i fucking DIE and thats basically kaishin just #pining and yearning wanting to be together likeeeee #requited unrequited love cause theyre stupid and scared and insecure #BUT WHEN THEY SING THE LAST YCJING CHORUS AFTER THE BUILD UP OF THE BRIDGE OF THE SONG LIKEEEE #OH MY GODDDDD I SWEAR I CRY EVERY TIMEEEE #THATS WHEN KAISHIN ACTUALLY GOES TO FINALLY MEET AND SEE ESCH OTHER #AND MAYBE THERES SO DESPERATE BEGGING FROM KAITO'S END IDK EJSMSSJSJSK #BUT THERE'S SOME DESPERATE YEARNING KAISHIN THERE AND I LOVE ITTTTT #ughh this is not enough exercising out of the system i need more of lay me down kaishin wtf #maybe i should rly do that list LMAO #dc prattles

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cathalbravecog · 1 year

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i'm the antonymph of the internet

#how many tributes to this song will i make in my life #MANY ! it literally changed my life and means a lot to me. i love antonymph and vylet pony's music is worth checking out - please do.#unsupervised internet access as a queer neurodivergent kid anthem !!#i chose to do misty since we all know i like drawing her in experimental pieces and putting her in outfits. she also has art in a gir hoodi #from the clash team in treasure trove!! :D #this is also experimental/stylistic as well!! had fun!! nice to just draw something in one day and not worry. leaves me tired but...#haven't done a nice piece like so in one day in a while!!! i'm very proud :] it's a fun one #anyways... both a little tribute to the song and misty as a character #ihave so many thoughts about misty even if i dont talk publicly on them. shes a very interesting character to me and i care about her so #much. i compared her to fluttershy in the past - and realized that if i liked ttcc as a kid she would've been my favorite.#fluttershy on her own meant a lot to me as a child. including mlp itself as it's one of the core things that got me into drawing art online #a lot of my analysis on misty and headcanons at least on the more emotional scale do come from a bit of projecting but...it makes it more #fun to me when i can put myself into the shoes of a character like her who i already relate to. rrghh too bad im scared to talk about her #too much in nuanced detail in public since some people are... not so nice about her. though i know the tumblr audience is nice and unders #standing!!#anyways from me just having fun being me #i let misty have a little bit of fun... something i think she would possibly enjoy? i do see her as someone who gets nostalgic #and is stuck in more childish things and matters. she wants to play ip dip with you...its very sweet to me. letting myself and her be #confident through a song that means so much to me is kind of powerful to me. i had a lot of fun making this drawing.#anyways. love this song. love ttcc. love mity /p. be swag and be self indulgent and have fun. you can do anything u want forevah #toontown #toontown corporate clash #antonymph #guz art #rainmaker

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rapidhighway · 4 months

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I'm SO surprised by the first episode of 13th doctor. I really loved it

#I'm scared to say who and what i liked cause I'm scared that they'll fuck it up next ep or something #but i liked ryan.....#but i really don't trust the show to feel okay with liking anything about it xd everything could be ruined at any moment #also i like the actress that's playing the doctor #and the doctor's vibe too AND she's got just a bit of 10 in her sorry for being insane about 10 lmaoo #but dear god girl not that outfitttt #i lived her in 12th's clothes so bad pleaseee #not that outfitttt naurrrr TwT

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malaierba · 11 months

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Thinking about Karamatsu/Nozomi whole looking through some web weavings, and if I ever write something for them (currently in the phase of trying to come up with key events and organise them chronologically so it makes sense, thematically) I think I'd like this to be one of the take aways

In the event of a bad ending (dunno if I'm strong enough for that though 🫠 SHE CAN CHANGE HIM WITHOUT DYING im better than that), I hope that Karamatsu still finds it in himself to stop being so passive about his life. Like,

To stop waiting for the perfect moment or the perfect answer to dawn on him, and instead take life by reins and... Just start being an active participant in his own life. To embrace self-determination and the risk of committing to something that may not pan out but still forces you to take conscious and mindful action every day.

#nozomi takahashi #karamatsu #karanozo #thinking about what the sextuplets (say they) want out of life vs. what they do to achieve it vs. whats holding them back #you have cybermatsu who are the most driven/ambitious but where one is held back by anxiety/the delusion that thinking about being responsi #is the same as actually being responsible (i mean. i get it lol) the other one is held back by trying to cheat the system bcs he thinks he'#too smart for hardwork + the apprehension that if he earns something it may be disrupted by his family dynamic which is HEARTBREAKING #then parka who dont show much ambition and i think they embrace the mindset of not wanting more than they currently have #whilst ignoring the discomfort this creates. and i like to think Osomatsu is stressed by the knowledge that as the eldest he SHOULD be #striving for more no matter how much change scares him (sick dad skit + nyachan skit) whils Ichimatsu just has such a low image of himself #he probably thinks back to how hard he had to try I'm HS and gets discourage yet also ignores the successes he's had #(hc but i like to think everyone thought he and choro would be the most well adapted and traditionally functional members of society but it #didn't pan out. in Choro's case because he wasn't as good as he thought he was and in Ichimatsu's because realising that he'd have to mask #forever kept him from trying)#and then. kinniku. and I'm thinking how they're the two with the most obvious passions (the arts + sports) and how they're visibly #skilled (Kara) and talented (Jyushi) and Karamatsu even mentions in S1 that he tried to become an actor but gave up and Jyushi says he's #never actually played an official baseball match prior to the S1 finale and I go insane thinking that they also tried in their own way to #pursue less traditional passions but they were always held back until they allowed the passions to become an scape and a distraction #idk why i wrote all of this it's not actually that related to the post. like i would try to explore that hc in a fic but???#something possessed me lol. but it's written so y'all take it. ANYWAYS #rambles

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sysig · 19 days

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Dangerously frightened ft. a sorta redraw (Patreon)

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Villainsona #Still vent to a degree I guess haha #Poor Charm having to deal with the sads and the scareds - just how it goes!#All different iterations too! Classic and True Villain - she has to deal with way more nonsense under Kaiein so yeah that tracks #Unclear where she's at with Coffee petting her hair - no glasses and hair down but she's basically completely isolated in the TVAU sooo #Probably at least somewhere sometime of being vulnerable to others! Good for her #Wingies! And more stress #Definitely a bad spot in that case - confident Evil and wings is usually pretty alright Classic S1 style anyhow #Feeling powerful! Maybe spiteful or vindictive but at least not Cornered or that something needs to be made up for #Very dangerous spot to be in with that level of power #Like a declawed cat - will strike first with teeth when backed into a corner with nothing else to turn to #Her outfit is still really fun to draw even divorced from context tho haha #Cute wings and scalloping and shapes and everything ahh #Cutes!#Her proportions are fun to mess with too haha is she more like an hourglass or straight up and down? Why not both! All the things!#Depends on the day #The redraws are always interesting I still really like my initial Just Desserts style honestly #The contact points and shapes - like the way her legs sit and taper on the bed - it's cool! I like them #That one's definitely a redraw(s) but the last one is the sorta-redraw haha #Different but similar! Interesting to play in and fun #Poor Charm hopefully she'll catch a break soon <knows she won't (pft)

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bonetrousledbones · 19 days

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actually since i've broken my streak on not annoyedposting anyway i might as well get this one outta the way too. look the second i saw the "does sans actually care about papyrus dying" discourse pop back up i immediately recognized it as something very annoying that i couldn't care less about and don't want any part in whatsoever because WHO CARES that being said if i keep seeing those posts about it in the papyrus tag im going to meticulously comb through each of my aus to see how exactly i can kill sans off in every single one

#trousled rants #we are returning to 2016 but not even in the fun way everybody's just too scared of being cringe and people are really mean and annoying #take my hand. you can draw really edgy sanses and make your own equally edgy aus. you can make sans cry. none of this will ever matter #we're all playing pretend and moving characters around like dolls you're not gonna die if something is out of character #im maybe making a hypocrite of myself posting this directly after the babybones one but fandom infantilization is a different issue i think #ooc writing in terms of like. og disbelief papyrus is way less of a problem than ooc in terms of dumbing down autistic characters yknow #anyway my point is a lot of yall care too fucking much about your own interpretations being as close too canon as possible #and if u dont learn tagging etiquette i'll kill 2 sanses for every red scarf prop used for his character development in the papyrus tag #hell if we're talking CANON then maybe stop the red scarf thing altogether. clothes turn to dust too dontcha know

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skyburger · 7 months

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considering theyre not even blood related (much less twins), dio and jonathan do a fantastic job at being like a evil twin vs. good twin kinda story. theyre like dante & vergil or liquid snake & solid snake to me. i want to put dio and vergil and eli in a room just to see what happens

#jojo and snavid and dante also get put in a room but theyre just sitting there awkwardly #theyre all being nice to each other they just have absolutely nothing in common to talk about #jjba #mgs #dmc #anyway im thinking too hard about this. i think speedwagon and otacon and lady could all be oomfs too #theyre buddies. i dont think they have literally anything in common #but i need to see otacon be scared of lady anyway #lady and speedwagon are hangin out they're maybe showing off how they fight #and hal is sitting there like a pathetic wet dog looking at them #actually final trio of characters who i think should hang out: josuke and nero and raiden #theyre like. the nephew type character. i know josuke is technically the uncle here but shush its about vibes #imagining dmc4 nero and mgs2 raiden and obviously part4 josuke thats like. the exact combination i need to see #they all think theyre cool but are actually losers. and they have no idea whats going on #my point here is i need to see them play mario kart or something #OKAY ENOUGH YAPPING!!! projecting my random fictional character oomfisms into your MIND.#muffin mumbles #wait edit. i wish wesker had an evil twin because i want to shove some re characters in here but like there is no dante to weskers vergil #there is no solid snake to weskers liquid snake. there is no jojo to weskers dio #you know?#that being said. would love to see jake muller hang out with the quote unquote ''nephew gang''. dont have a reason beyond its funny

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woerm-town · 1 day

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a person talked about me on the bus today while sitting on a seat right across from mine as if i couldn't notice it and also kept turning around at me💀

#♡ posting from my enclosure ♡#she made fun of me a bit ig. or was condescending at best #just because i'm wearing headphones doesn't mean i don't notice your overall. attitude so to say idk #i still didn't hear quite clearly bc i had music playing but she mentioned a binder falling and something related to being jumpy/flinching #or being scared when that happens #and she kept turning around to look at me so ik she was talking about me #plus i do have a bad habit of almost jumping in my seat in class when a loud noise startles me #she also said smth along the lines of me being in the same class as her when the person sitting next to her asked me #he looked at me a bit too #worms in the vents #the reason why this whole thing is negative to me is because she seemed to think i couldn't notice her talking about me and looking at me #like that.#also because it's 90% vv unnecessary to comment on how i respond to stuff. i didn't do shit to you why do you find it funny or weird or smth #you should comment on when you're less than a meter away from the person you're talking about

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chibishortdeath · 5 months

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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).

I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.

So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.

#text post #incoherent rambling #project update #game project #I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too #It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult #either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about #which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague #truly a balancing act writing is #kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members #which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary #the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film #funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg #but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it #still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason #I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning #ugh writing is HARD #but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles #I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo #and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring #I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums #the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age #anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this #hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀

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soft-serve-soymilk · 4 months

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More random head children musings (aside from the really sad one because that deserves better than a throwaway post):

Honestly I think it’s very fortunate that Dism’s team isn’t *entirely* comprised of lucid dreamers.

#just pav things #they’re teenagers that haven’t lived with using their powers their whole lives. they have no innate control over it #They’re FAR more likely to push themselves psychologically because of their emotional issues #And they don’t know when too far is. So they face their punishments for overtaxing themselves as a result ✨#And like. Dism wants to play hero and be the MOST useful so he overcompensates and takes on too much #Doesn’t delegate tasks/responsibility in battle to anyone else at all #And because he’s wielding that persona Inigo also overcompensates because he doesn’t want Dism to get injured #something something lingering thoughts of Archie y’know ✨#And the poor coordination that Dism and Inigo both have in Arcs 1-3.5 means Idyllia #who secretly feels she’s done a terrible job of protecting the people she cares about her whole life #then uses her healing powers to an unnecessarily high degree #because there is one borderline-suicidal not-even-dodge-tanking-as-supposed-to idiot and #trying-to-fulfill-a-misguided-social-agenda idiot 🌈#What are the ultimate results of this?#Well you have ~75% of the party who are barely holding onto this plane of existence #Dism who can barely walk or speak because he can’t *time* any movements of his body correctly #Idyllia who’s left generally shaky weak and extremely fatigued— her life and vitality disappearing into vapid traces #And Inigo who loses his senses and any bearing on reality at all. Even the most basic tasks unintuitive to him #The chances of a TPKO would be absolutely certain if not for Cynthia being able to nurse and protect them while they’re recovering 😭❤️#Honestly they are coasting by on a LOT of luck and it shows #If the end of Arc 2 was any indication…..#They do get better though <3 #And that’s how they manage to pull off the successful rescue operations for Idyllia and Archie later :D We love some good teamwork :)#Now you may be thinking— how does this same concept pertain to Archie’s kids?#Theon exhibits the same symptoms as Inigo… or that’s what I would say #He’s so scared of repeating history’s mistakes that he only uses his intuition for guiding his aim and not anything like #scanning for weaknesses or seeing the future. ESPECIALLY THE LATTER #So Theon actually doesn’t tax himself much at all #Consequences for Ewan include a sheer rejection of rationality and logic and positivity #Too much light is blinding! Leaving him blind to everything but his baser impulses

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wowitsverycool · 4 months

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i don't even exclusively want gameplay that toes the line between being entertaining and effective i want my video games to tell me to fuck off and deal with it for the sake of Art

#none of this 'OOOHH BUT IT COMMITS TO IT *TOO MUCH*' shit #go ALL THE WAY and isolate me as a player COMPLETELY goddamnit #just totally fuck my shit up.#i'd rather play a bad game that's good art than a good game that's so scared of being grating that it refuses to say something

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plantenjoyer · 2 months

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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS

#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything #my will to draw specifically #but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it #i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that #i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though #so there might be some changes #but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation #we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing #not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw #anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again #but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!

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bittersweetyrn · 6 months

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I'm such a huge baby I wish I could watch more "adult" tv/movies with serious themes and prestigious work but my mental state is so fragile that I literally haven't watched anything serious in 3 years. like literally only funny things and stuff that makes me feel good. NOT EVEN VIDEO GAMES!!!

#I know I COULD get into something more serious #but ive only been able to watch cartoons and comedies and play baby games since my 3 nervous breakdowns kjhsasasjk #I guess im scared that will happen again #but I feel like those freaks that are like “no problematic media for me!” and the fish tank video is the only thing that survives #RHGHRGRRGH I just wanna get into stuff that other serious and smart adults are into #I wanna watch new movies like “all of us strangers” but im just incapable of being normal abt anything #even fucking doctor who seems too much for me at this time #you know....the dumb silly space show with bad cgi #WHY!!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!!!

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