#bennyquestions

[b4rredteeth]

benny: fuck, take a bullet for, murder: Mary, emmeline, ara

"Perfect, this is more my speed. I'd take a bullet for Mary, to the leg or something, I ain't dying for nobody. Murder Ara, I've seen her at the hospital, too crazy for my taste. And fuck Emmeline, the word out there is right, older women know how to fuck." @tea-rcses @aeipathys @emmelinefms

[absentmoon]

ok . send me a 🏁+a specific bennyquestion & i will answer.ggrghhgg truthfully

[b4rredteeth]

(all) Ears

Ears: How many times have you heard something you wish you never had?

"Plenty, I'd say I've heard my parents say different variations of not wanting me for most of my childhood. And Anka has told me a few too many times that they didn't think what we had was anything... serious. I think the first one I could've done without, but the latter hurt the most." @hxneybvns

"I'm not sure I know what you mean? I don't think I've ever heard something I wished I'd never heard. Why would I want to unhear something? That seems rather impossible."

"I-- uhm, I wish Cyrek hadn't suggested my mom left me here." @nxnbinarydracvla

"There is one thing that I wish someone could pull from my skull, when they said the boys we'd been fighting were dead, that will never leave me, but just not having heard it wouldn't have changed the fact. I also wished I'd never heard the sounds of Atticus and Micah going at it." @pcisxnivys

"There's a shit fucked ton of stuff I wished I'd never heard, but you ain't getting a fucking sob story from me, grey face."

"A lot... five?"

"I wish I hadn't heard the sadness in my wife's voice when she said goodbye to me and her children. When we didn't know those would be her final words yet. But it sounded as if she knew. I wish she hadn't known."

[b4rredteeth]

🎁, 🍑, 🤬

🎁  —  a season of giving!       a headcanon about how my muse shows, or has shown, their affection specifically in a gifting way.

Matevos is horrible at gift-giving, but great at gift-giving with pets. He's given the pets of friends and the other Bastards plenty of gifts. Most of the toys that Fallon's dog Cerberus has, were gifts from Matevos. And they're always great ones, because Matevos supports the ones that are good for the pets.

Abhinav has always been known within his family as the best gift-giver. He often gets presents way in advance, when he finds the perfect gift. His wife always got the best ones, the ones that she didn't even know she wanted, or he'd take her to places she didn't even know she wanted to go. He would hear the wishes of his kids in their stories, not the ones they outright asked for, but the ones they actually really wanted. They in return have been terrible at giving him gifts, but it has always been to his amusement to see them try.

🍑  —  you’re a peach!      a headcanon specifically about a physical aspect of a person they are attracted to.

Matevos loved the curves of Anka's bones, their knees, their elbows, the space between their neck and shoulder. He would trail a finger along them and marvel at the tender muscles.

Benny likes the softness of Mei's belly, how it curves from her hips down and up again, how it is always warm to his touch.

Pesor loves the little edge between Dorothy's nose and her cheek, and the curve of her lips.

🤬  — get loud!    a headcanon about my muse and what will elicit a loud or explosive reaction.

Matevos will fight if it's one of the Bastards who get hurt or are betrayed, though his reaction will not be loud or explosive. However, if it's animals, and they're being intentionally hurt, he'll gladly break all hell loose.

Bijan is not loud nor explosive, but he knows if anything happens to Colson, he'll gladly fight hordes of enemies.

Benny in general will not mind exploding, in the past he's stood up for Stella when he's thought it was the right thing to do.

@cfstvlla @fragilcline @tea-rcses @hxneybvns @withoz @conkniving

[b4rredteeth]

💅🌟 + meisha / benny

( 💅 ) a bitchy text

to MEIS: yeah u r def hot shit to MEIS: tell ur roommate she aint and i dont care for ur dinner plans u owe me

( 🌟 ) a late night text

to MEIS: do u ever just think about how lonely life is? to MEIS: like to MEIS: us humans aint made to enjoy our own company to MEIS: we r company animals to MEIS: and i am glad u like me to MEIS: cuz i am fuckin insufferable

[b4rredteeth]

benny: 🦊 from anka

Send 🦊 for fairly intimidating

"Guess I gotta try harder then."

[b4rredteeth]

benny, make me choose: mary or meisha

"Mary, just based on what I get out of it. Though honestly, I'd rather have them both. One on either side, if you know what I mean."

[b4rredteeth]

benny, make me choose: atticus or ziv

"Choose for what? Beat up? Firing squad? Romantic dinner? Confusing fucking question this is. I hate them both but Ziv is a prance, I can get rid of him in a few seconds." @scyboo @pcisxnivys

[b4rredteeth]

"one day you will say i was right." for benny throwback, ur welcome (:

"One day you will say I was right," Stella said. 

Benny scoffed. “I ain’t ever going to say that,” he hissed back, as he got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen to snuff his cigarette out in the sink. He could feel her following him with her eyes. 

She was still looking at him when he returned, those piercing eyes looking right where he never wanted anyone to look. He could sense her judgement of him, sense how she viewed him. He wanted to view her harsher too, to have only hate for her, instead of also wanting to kiss her. He wanted to kiss her, even now, even when she acted like she was above him. It was easier to ignore that when she was high, she wasn’t high right now. 

“Fucking hell, Stella. What do you want me to do? Fucking suddenly crash and burn just because you’d rather see me fucking depressed than anything else? Who the fuck cares about who of us is more self destructive than the other? Why do you? If I’m truly more self-destructive than you are, then why do you attempt to undermine that fact literally every night?” 

A mug went flying, and Benny shot out of the way. 

“Way to prove my point!”

[b4rredteeth]

benny ; 🏭, ⛓

[ 🏭 ] is your muse happy with their job or career path? why or why not?

Yes, Benny likes his job. Both the drug dealing - because of the cash he gets out of it - and the handyman work - because of the new skills he gets to learn regularly. It's not his ideal work, but it brings in money and it keeps him busy.

[ ⛓ ] has your muse ever felt trapped? by what?

Most of his youth Benny felt trapped by his parents. Later he felt trapped by the arranged marriage his parents wanted him to go through with, unable to end it because nobody would listen to him. And the last time he felt trapped was in his relationship with Stella, knowing that it wasn't good for both of them, but he was unable to express it himself. He's never been good at expressing his discontent and ending things when they were bad for him. Honesty is not a trait he possesses when the subject matter is personally difficult for him.

[b4rredteeth]

benny: 1/30/24

Ask them to describe their love interest.

I asked Benny, he said no. ;-; He's lovesick over Mei. He told me to say he doesn't deserve her and that she's a fantastic person who needs happiness, not him.

30. What would they do if they knew it would be forgiven?

At first, Benny would probably pull back a little. Even if that's what he really wants, he would still not understand why anyone would ever forgive him for the shit he's done. But eventually he'll come around and be grateful, because if anything, Benny has always craved being understood and loved.

24. Honesty or charity?

Honesty.

[b4rredteeth]

🍔 🍡 🤸‍♀️

🍔 - What kind of food does your muse usually eat? Do they have a favorite food, or favorite style of food? Do they have allergies? Are they vegan, vegetarian, etc.? 🍡 - Can your muse cook? Can they bake? How well can they do either? Do they have any kitchen disaster stories?

Matevos has no allergies nor restrictions. Benny favourite thing to eat is burgers and fries, though at times he does enjoy a good Indian recipe. He's also the type to make jokes about being a carnivore. He's allergic to unions. Bijan loves food from his home country, and favours those as well. He is allergic to apples. Suraj eats a lot of Indian food, and South Asian in general, mostly they avoid fatty American food. They eat strictly Vegan. Pesor's favourite food is cookies, though that's not really a dish. Usually they simply have too much trouble choosing, they try to eat vegetarian as much as possible and have an allergy to milk. Abhinav eats mostly Indian/Tamil food, but his go-to recipe will always be curry. They eat strictly vegan and are allergic to eggs. Ekamdeep will murder for some good fish and chips. He's lactose intolerant but he ignores this most of the time. Ignoring the consequences.

🍡 - Can your muse cook? Can they bake? How well can they do either? Do they have any kitchen disaster stories?

Matevos tends to eat very unhealthy quick-made dishes, like mac'n'cheese, spaghetti, and whatever he finds on discount. In general he can cook, but not well. Benny cannot cook for his dear life, though he's perfected a hand-full of dishes since he's seen his mother and sisters make it. He'd rather stay out of the kitchen. Bijan could be a chef, he loves cooking, he loves baking, he loves perfecting. Suraj can cook, but they never have enough money to do so. Pesor doesn't know how to cook, but they know how to bake cakes. Abhinav used to be the one in the household who did all the cooking, while their wife did the housekeeping. Now they divide the week among themself and the kids, so everyone does some cooking. Ekamdeep would rather die than cook.

🤸‍♀️ - How active is your muse? Do they exercise regularly? Do they do things like yoga? What else do they do to keep fit and active? Are they flexible? Can they do parkour?

Matevos is very active, he goes running a lot and does some boxing at home. He doesn't have to fight often, but if it's needed, he can easily do it. Yoga is not his thing, and Parkour looks way too difficult. Benny goes to the gym at least four times a week, though mostly to maintain his image. He has good cardio, hates yoga, and mostly uses sex to remain fit and flexible ;) Bijan goes on walks, when he was younger he did some swimming, but that's about it. Suraj cannot run to save their life, however, they do plenty of yoga, and they do enjoy skateboarding from time to time. Pesor is very active, it helps that they are very good at copying anything that other people do when it comes to movements. They like most sports, but specifically those done in teams. They are flexible, and if anyone were to invite them to do parkour, they wouldn't say no. Abhinav does a lot of yoga, sometimes they go jogging, and often they go for long nature hikes. They're fit for their age, but not very flexible. Ekamdeep is active, he goes to the gym a lot and plays football whenever he has the chance, whether in France or in the USA, he will find a way to keep fit.

[b4rredteeth]

benny; 92/17/58/73

92. Do you want to get married

"Of course, that's my whole plan. Mary a rich old woman, be a boy toy for a few years, then wait for her to die and inherit her large fortune."

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

Mei. "My inner demons, they're pretty chill once you get to know them." @fragilcline

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

"Whenever people ask stupid questions, yes."

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

"No, but once I inherit that fortune, I'm sure I will. How's that for a throwback, eh?"

[b4rredteeth]

benny ; 🩹, 👊, 🔒

[ 🩹 ] does your muse prefer to keep the peace or rock the boat? are they a mediator, or do they tend to make others upset?

"Fucking rock the boat!"

Benny intents on making others upset, he's the worst possible person to ask to be a mediator ;-;

[ 👊 ] does your muse favour nonviolence? will they be violent if needed? do they revel in violence?

While he does enjoy a good fight, if he can avoid it, he will. He knows that while he may look thought, in most cases he doesn't stand a chance. In others, he might end up more injured than he can handle. However, if needed, Benny can be violent. For instance during his fight with Fallon. @conkniving

[ 🔒 ] what are your muse’s most negative traits? how do these traits influence their lives? (ex. if a muse is aggressive, they may have trouble forming lasting friendships.)

Benny's most negative traits are his tendency to self-sabotage anything good, his deceitful nature which often results in people not trusting him or knowing he'll come back on any promises he makes, and his tendency to need any kind of validation - negative or positive - from the people around him to function. He'd rather be their villain than not be considered by them at all. And mostly he acts to become the villain, which has resulted in him having enemies all over Anchorage.

[b4rredteeth]

benny; cactus, orchid, ivy

cactus ⇢ something you’re currently learning (about)?

"Mandarin."

orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?

"Perfect? Thelonious Monk's Round Midnight."

ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?

answered.

[b4rredteeth]

ivy, nutmeg (benny)

ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?

"I'll fucking tell them, won't I. Life's too short to be giving off fucking tells when people should be hearing it straight from your face. I'll smile when I'm happy, yawn when I'm tired, ball my fits when I'm upset, and kick the shit out of you when I'm annoyed."

nutmeg ⇢ how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?

"Come over, I'll show you."