And I am done with this unbearable ache in my heart for it. With each moment passes i feel like wrenching it out of my ribs and squeezing it hard until there is no you left.
I am haunted by the ghost of yours even in my subconscious like an old victorian castle. The more i try to close my eyes the more clearly i hear . And the worst part is that this time I don’t even want to face them. You are a chapter I never want to open beacause I am too scared to stuck up again in that bad loop.
What do I do to get you out if my life. That not even just a mere thought of yours could rattle me like nothing ever did. Please leave me alone I am better off you.