#bit of a rant tbh

[locklylemybeloved]

opens google and searches how to erase someone from your brain

[xxxpu55yslay3rxxx]

Some thoughts

I just realized, tumblr is becoming boring for me. All I'm doing is just reblogging, which is fine, which leads to more passive posting. Like genuinely I'm just scrolling through , it's boring. Also some of you are funny but have being annoying online being your only personality trait.

Also I kinda miss old tumblr where there used to be more specific nsfw and hentai content. I greatly appreciate all the SWrs here however. Goals for my account tbh:

Post more original posts tbh

Start posting weird nsfw

Start posting more fandom content tbh

Hopefully it gets better from now on

Also I'm posting this because my final semester doesn't start from a month a now from at least

[ryansjane]

23.5 pairing godji & golf, long time friends & trans icons together, IS THE MOST ICONIC THING EVER!!! I swear this show has the best characters, I love them all so much 😭😭😭

[doodle17]

Many things about the Ink Demons deisgn bothers me, but I think the number one thing is his "smile". Because it isn't really a smile, it just looks like a regular exposed jaw. I honestly think if they kept the beta smile it'd be infinitely better

So I made an edit of what I thought it should look like. I had to stretch and mesh it a bit to get it to look right, bit I think I achieved what I was going for (I know I suck at editing but at LEAST you can picture what I mean)

Left is the original, right is my edit

I honestly think the right would be way creepier. The demonic goat legs, the big ass hands, I would ignore ALL of those if they changed his smile

[myokk]

“She’s tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt me”😤😤😤

(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra ‘s AMAZING regency inspired art😮‍💨😇🙏)

[tunaricebowl]

finally got my pics back from the lil shoot i did at the japanese gardens earlier this month c: i honestly didnt know what other pose to do but other than that i think these look super cool! it’s my very first cosplay as well so i’m still figuring out how to be photographed and stuff

[grimalkinmessor]

Once more frustrated by people seeing Light's various moves as stupid because they're looking at it from a point of omniscience and not from the perspective of Light himself and the information he had access to :')

[eliks-edge]

I love the idea of a death wizard who parallels Malistaire pre-Sylvia’s death working together with Cyrus so much. Cyrus sees his brother in this child and it hurts because he misses his brother so much but it also worries him deeply. The wizard and Malistaire are so similar he can only hope that the trauma the wizard will have to live with after dragonspyre (and even more so after future worlds) will not make them into the man Malistaire is now. And really and truly, Malistaire is just a man overrun with grief over a loved one, which could so easily happen to the wizard. I think it would so interesting to see a villain arc very similar to Malistaires with the wizard

[hella1975]

so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment

[cathalbravecog]

veep dad comfort art

[antiendovents]

Dissapointed as sysboxes. very dissapointed. they were my fav blog. just a big ass lie. :/// welp, gitta remake all those userboxes I saved from them 😅 this makes me want to start a userbox account for myself too but laziness says NopE

but yeah. im dissapointed and sick to my stomach. like, they could've been friends, even publicly, but allowing a pro endo on the trusted anti endo blog? duh. at this point idk if I should go "it was their blog" cause it has broken trust of many of us, it was a community blog, a big one and not someone's personal blog.. and then they added a pro endo on it? while saying supporters dni... da fuc 😭

nod, nod, we know of a few anti endo userbox blogs if you might be interested (@antiendo-sysboxes , @systemuserboxes and there's probably a few more out there, but those are two that we currently follow on our main).

But yeah it was really odd, like no ones mad your friends, they're just mad you let a pro endo into a anti endo community that does not trust pro endos. Like sure it might seem overdramatic to some but personally I wouldn't want any userboxes made by that mod because I have (in my entire time on Tumblr) refused to knowingly use anything from endos / pro endos and I'm not going to break that all because this one's "nice". They still believe in harmful stuff. Endos are inherently harmful and just because your nice doesn't excuse you from the fact you genuinely believe in that.

Plus it is very ironic they say supporters DNI but then let the very person they don't want to interact in as a mod— like what

[silverskye13]

hi can i just say that while I haven't been there to read your HK fanfiction, seeing you update nailmaster's folly after so long makes me... hopeful? In the 'I also have wips I haven't touched in years but there might still be space for them one day if I get the gumption' sort of way? so, while I'm not really going to be reading it as I know nothing about HK: thanks for updating nailmaster's folly, so cool to see it.

Hey you're very welcome! I'm very stoked it's giving you hope for your future projects. That's a hope you deserve to have.

Honestly, one of the most important things about art that I wish everyone would, at some point, absorb into their creative process, is that everything is allowed to rest. Sometimes the only thing that will "fix" a problem piece is time and distance, and that time and distance is allowed to be long. You're allowed to drop something for 4 years and randomly decide it's worth your time again, and you should be able to have that process without guilt or judgement.

Not to get on the "internet culture is evil" soapbox, but, the idea of the "grind", that every project must be done at once, from start to finish, in a logical order that others can consume and follow from point A to point Z, is untenable for individual creators, especially creators that are doing it just for fun. You aren't a machine. You aren't a writing board churning out a podcast, movie, tv series, comic book set, etc. You're a person finding joy in making art about something you love. The process can be messy. It can make no sense. It can involve long breaks, or deciding you're done with something entirely. Without guilt or malice, you are allowed to wash your hands of something and then decide to get them dirty with it again when you can stand the texture.

I understand there's sadness in thinking you can't finish something, in not knowing how to fix it immediately, or not being able to conjure the motivation to put to physicality something that makes so much sense in your head. Be disappointed, and grieve it, if you must. But never think it was time wasted. No one has ever walked out of their house in the morning without, at some point or another, looking at the world to see what was there. You're allowed to start a project, walk down the road with it, and realize you'd rather look around.

You can always come back.

[ibijau]

I knew from the start that today was always going to be rough, because conspiracy man was going to shit talk about the election

ended up being worst than I thought

I'm just... appalled. Like. I try to avoid getting into political talks at work because especially with the work culture where I am, it's just asking for troubles to argue with people. But I was so fucking angry with what I heard that I had to react. I'm half glad that I did (maybe NOW that guy and his asshole friend will stop talking so freely around me???) and half wishing I hadn't.

I was just shaking after they left. Literally fucking shaking from nerves and rage. Pure rage.

I heard them say a bunch of bullshit, but the worst one had to be "whether the far right or the left one, it doesn't really make a difference in the end"

I spent a month worried for myself, worried for people I love, worried for many strangers I have never met. And this man. This white, middle aged, middle class, straight man. Had the audacity. In my presence. To say that both sides are the same.

[aria0fgold]

Hmmmmmm I think some is wrong with my copy of OMORI

[cinnamon-bunni]

so far in nightbringer (currently in chapter 5) all ive learned is is that Lucifer truly is such a good source of angst. he 1) will never let his brothers know what he is thinking or feeling, 2) sees that this leads to misunderstandings between him and them because of this, but doesnt do anything about it because 3) he can and will do anything for his brothers and their wellbeings. he loves them so much and only wants what's best for them, even if they disagree. even if it actively hurts them, he will do what he believes is best for them because he loves them and if that isnt good Angst then i dont know what is

[thevoiceofdesertbluffs]

THE DOG Island is such a great game because you get it and you're like "ohhh such a cute and innocent game for kids" and then The Horrors