#body insecurities

[hidden-snow]

𝑆𝑘𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠

Requested by @strongheartneteyam

Rating // +18

Warnings // Body insecurities / Smut teaser at the end/ Jealousy / Body image issues / Might be triggering for some readers

Word count // 1,950

You’d never been ashamed of your body before. You’d never had a reason to hate your body before. Sure, you were shorter than most Na’vi girls your age, and you weren’t as thin as they were. Your body held more flesh and you had a bit of a belly that went along with your thick thighs and curvy frame.

With Neteyam, though, everything about you was perfect.

Courtship was something every Na’vi girl dreamed of when growing up, fantasizing about how her future mate would ask her, as well as their future afterwards.

You were no different.

What you weren’t expecting was for Neteyam to be the one to ask.

You’d had a crush on him since childhood and, due to the close bond you both shared, it was no surprise when he started gifting you small intricately-designed bracelets and elegant necklaces, asking you into a courtship with him.

You’d have to admit, you tended to match a person with a stereotype and, even though you were thrilled out of your mind at the prospect of a happy family with the boy of your dreams, you’d thought he was into a different type of woman. A thinner type.

He was quick to snuff out that stereotype, showering you with praise and adoration, and constant kisses all over your body at night when you were expected to be sleeping instead. He knew your body like the back of his hand, having explored almost every inch of you. His favorite thing to do with you was to kiss your thighs, trailing his lips upwards to your belly, before resting his cheek against your stomach.

You would lay there, fingers gently running through the beaded thin braids of his hair, as his head rose and fell with your relaxed breathing.

Trouble didn’t arise until Neteyam started branching out with friends of the opposite gender. Girls would flirt with him in a desperate attempt to take him from your side. He was usually very quick to shut it down and, should you have happened to hear about it later, he made sure you heard about the situations from his own mouth first.

One day, though, you were headed to see him, a handful of picked flowers in your hands to give him as a gift. You had to do a double take, seeing him sitting on the ground while talking with a girl. A skinny girl with thin limbs and the same amount of fingers as him. A skinny girl with a tall frame and pretty black hair.

A skinny pretty girl.

You couldn’t remember him mentioning a new female friend, but it wasn’t like you were against it. You didn’t mind, as long as he made sure to keep her in the friend space and nothing more. You trusted him.

Shaking off your stupor, you approached and gave him the flowers, and the smile on his face was brilliant and dazzling, bright as the stars at night. Your heart fluttered at the smile and you couldn’t help but return it with a sheepish one.

The next day, he was with that girl again. Talking and laughing, as if the bestest of friends. Standing on the edge of the field, arrows drawn back tight, they looked at their targets for a moment before releasing the strings, watching the arrows sink into the bullseye of the trees they’d been aiming for. They looked at each other, smiling in pure pride and happiness, and you can’t help but falter.

Especially when you heard the whispers.

Whispers of people all around you, talking about how perfect of a couple they’d make together. That was the first time you’d begun to feel insecure. That was the first time you’d begun to compare yourself to someone else in the village.

Sure, you were a halfling, just like Neteyam and the other children. You were born from the union of a Na’vi mother and an avatar father. Like Lo’ak, you had five fingers on each hand, and you had the slightest dusting of eyebrows upon your face.

You weren’t the best at archery, nor were you very good at hunting in general. Sure, you’d passed your iknimaya well enough, but you still weren’t one of the best. Instead, you preferred helping with cooking the meals for your people or crafting jewelry and clothing for your fellow people.

This girl… she had more in common with Neteyam than you ever would.

Clutching the bracelet you’d made for him tight to your chest, that was the first time you’d ever fled from him.

It felt like your chest was on fire, like your heart was physically ripping in shreds. Because in that moment, you realized that the whispers were right; he deserved her. She would be perfect for him. You would have to let him go so that he could truly be happy.

When he came to find you, you were sitting in your hut, hunched over a loom, weaving a new top for your mother to wear. He’d asked you to go flying with him, something you both enjoyed doing with each other.

You’d kept your face down to hide the tears and the trembling of your lips as you shook your head, claiming to be busy at the time. After constant pushing for him to go and fly with his new friend, he left, but you could feel the disappointment that radiated off of him in waves. Each wave smashed against your tender heart like a hammer, cracking it more and more the longer you thought about it.

Thus began a new cycle.

You were pushing him away, trying to get him to realize that he’d found his match and she wasn’t you. Distance was what he needed. Distance and time. And then he’d see her and he’d fall in love and he’d be truly happy.

At least, that’s what you thought.

To Neteyam, you were simply being stubborn and cold. He had no idea why you were doing this or why you were behaving the way you were. The nights of snuggling, the days of talking and just being together, they were all over.

He missed you.

A lot.

In an attempt to figure out a solution to your sudden coldness, he turned to the wiser adults. First, he’d spoken to Mo’at. Then his parents. And finally, he’d sat down with your parents to find out what the root of this problem was.

No one had any idea what could possibly have caused this chaos between you and him. They were as stumped as he was.

One thing that did stick to him, though, was something his father had told him.

“Neteyam, girls are fragile, but they’re also strong willed and smart. They trust men with their lives, until they don’t. So if you’ve started doing things you know Y/n wouldn’t like, you need to figure out what it is and stop it.”

Was he doing something wrong?

He didn’t know. If he tried to ask, you’d brush him off and walk away, acting like everything was just fine, even if it wasn’t.

So, he turned to his new friend. Sitting down under the shade of a tree, he spilled out his heart to her, confessing his love towards you, as well as his confusion over your sudden coldness. She listened patiently, nodding as if she knew exactly what was wrong.

When he’d gotten to the end of his rant, she smiled.

“What is it? Do you know why she is acting this way?” he’d asked softly and she nodded again.

“I believe that she might be jealous of our friendship. Some rumors have started of late. Adults talking about how you and I would go well together. Even though we are only friends, I’m sure she has heard them and believes them.”

He was falling into a whole new level of confusion. It wasn’t like you to listen to gossip and rumors. You’d always thought that sort of thing was petty and cruel. So why would you listen to it now?

That was when he decided he’d had enough of it all. No more cat and mouse games. No more playing around. He was going to get down to the bottom of this with you one way or another.

He approached you in your little crook of the world, determination making it hard for you to push him away.

“Y/n, I’m not leaving until you answer me,” he stated, hands firmly planted on your shoulders as you stared up at him with wide eyes.

“Why are you behaving like this? Did none of this even matter to you? Everything we have built together, all of it. Does it no longer matter to you anymore?”

You were frozen, finally forced to face the conflict of your actions, and you didn’t know how to respond other than to break into tears in his arms.

“She would be so much better for you,” you sob softly as he cradled your body close to him. “She is skinny and tall and beautiful. She is good at all the things you’re good at and she has so much in common with you. She would make you so much happier than I ever could.”

You spill out every thought, every feeling that had been stowed away for weeks in your head.

He listened patiently, letting you ramble until you had no words left to speak.

And then, he pulled you over to your mat, pushing you flat on your back, hands planted on each side of your head.

“I love you. You make my life interesting, Y/n. No one could ever come close to replacing you. I love you and your beautiful body. Your funny jokes and your frustration. I love that cute little groan you make when you miss your target. I love helping you aim your arrows because I can feel your skin against mine and it fills me with warmth. I love cuddling with you at night and kissing every inch of your body. I love talking to you and listening to your exciting stories. Your mischievous adventures always thrill me the most. I’d rather listen to you talking about what you’ve done all day than talk to anyone else.”

He moved down to dust his lips lightly against your own, cupping your jaw gently with his hand.

“I think it’s time to remind you of how much I love you.”

His voice was soft, as quiet as a whisper, and it sent shivers up your spine. You were crying, but it was from relief. He wasn’t going to leave you because he loved you.

It was something he wasn’t going to ever give up on.

His fingers brushed down your body, light as a feather, touching every inch of your skin. And once he’d touched every part of you, he began to trail kisses down your skin, pulling your thighs up over his shoulders so that he could kiss the flesh of your legs. His teeth lightly graze the inner parts of your thighs and you just relish in his gentle kisses and light touches.

He returns his lips back to yours, drawing you into a deeper, more heated kiss. Fingers gently pull your tewng off, discarding it nearby, before he wiggled out of his own. His hands gently press against yours, fingers slotted between your own to grip your hands tightly as he rubbed his girth in between your thighs.

“I love every inch of you,” he whispered as he parted from your kiss. “Every inch of you belongs to me, just like every inch of me belongs to you. I will never throw you away for anyone else.”

[blackcherryvelvet0909]

Beach Body (Idia x GN!Reader)

Content Warning: Body insecurity, mild angst, self-esteem issues, self-deprecation (Idia)

A single speck of black was visible on the sandy beach. It sat alone, highlighted by wisps of fiery blue hair that peeked out from under its hood. The legs that curled up before the speck, tucked under its chin, were paler than the sand, as white as a sand dollar. The umbrella high above the speck was the only thing to shade it from the harsh, hot rays of the sun. It cowered away from them, as if it wished to disappear from the scene altogether. That assumption was correct - Idia would rather be elsewhere. 

The only reason the man was not back in the safety of his hotel room was the robot boy that played among the waves. Idia had made that waterproof body of his for the trip, so he could play with his peers like any other kid. Idia thought that would be enough; he could simply watch Ortho play from the balcony of their condo. Ortho had other plans, however. There was nothing the boy wanted more than to have his beloved brother with him out on the beach. He said it would be fun to make such memories with him. Though Idia silently disagreed, there was no way he could refuse those pleading eyes. 

So, here he was, sat alone on the beach while Ortho had fun. The boy would come check on him once in a while, try to coax him out into the sea to play with him, or to play in the sand. The only successful attempt had occurred two days ago, when the sandcastle building contest took place. To think Idia thought they actually had a chance at winning - laughable. It was bad enough that they weren't allowed to use magic; when Idia was asked to hand over his tech, and Ortho was told he couldn’t use any tricks of his own, Idia knew they were goners. They came in dead last that day. Ortho had fun, but never again would Idia expose himself to such humiliation. 

The black hoodie that covered his torso sweltered in the heat, but it was the best Idia had to cover up with. You won’t catch him frolicking about like some oblivious loser in a beach episode. That sunny spotlight was for the main characters, the hot NPCs - Idia was neither. He hated this so much…he let out a long sigh as he draped his arms over his knees and rested his chin atop them as he continued to watch Ortho. He cracked a little smile as he heard Ortho squealed in delight when Epel splashed him with water. Well, at least one thing he did was worth something. 

“Idia?” 

Idia flinched at the sudden sound of his name. He whipped his head around to look up at the person addressing him: [Y/n]. “W-What?” 

You pointed to his hoodie. “Aren’t you burning up in that thing?” 

Idia glanced to the side as he lied, “No.” 

“I can clearly see the sweat dripping off your face.” You tugged on his sleeve. “C’mon, you’ll burn up if you don’t!” 

“No!” Idia tugged the hoodie closer to his body. He glared down at the towel he sat on as he grumbled. “Geez, can’t a guy get some peace?” 

You furrowed your eyebrows at his sour attitude. “Are you still upset about the sandcastle contest?” 

“I’m not upset,” he mumbled. Another obvious lie. 

“Don’t be mad - ignore Leona and his bullshit.” You knelt down to look Idia in the eye. “He was just trying to get a rise out of you. You did a lot better than I would have.” 

Idia clicked his tongue as he scoffed. “You can make something worse than a pile of sand?” 

“It wasn’t a pile of sand,” you chuckled. “It was a cute little house! Ortho told me you came up with it; it’s the one from ‘Miko Doesn’t Talk’, right?” 

Idia’s eyebrows lifted, surprised you knew of the show. “Y-You like it?” 

“The anime? Yeah, I think it’s cute! I’ve only just started watching it though, so I can’t say much about it.” 

Idia let out a quiet giggle, “Noob - haven’t even seen a show that beginner grade.” 

It was your turn to scoff, though a smirk accompanied yours. “Well, if someone would come out of their room and talk to me more often, maybe I wouldn’t be such a noob.” 

Idia had nothing to say to that - he just rolled his eyes and looked back out at the sea. Ortho had come closer to shore, he and Deuce now looking for seashells. Baby games…but Idia thought it was cute how Ortho wanted to make them matching shell bracelets. He then saw you move out of the corner of his eye, a water bottle slowly coming into his line of sight. He looked back in your direction with a confused expression. 

“Here,” you said as you lifted the bottle closer to him. “I came to give you this. If you really have to keep on the hoodie, you need to drink more water.” 

“Water’s for normies,” he mused. 

“And heat stroke via stubbornness is for losers,” you retorted. 

Well, you had a point. Idia hated plain water, but he was thirsty. So, with an overdramatically annoyed sound, he took the plastic bottle from you. His fingers brushed against yours as he grasped the bottle; he quickly pulled away and looked down before you could see the pink of his cheeks. “Thanks…” 

“No problem.” Your smile was as bright as the sparkles that came with an SSR card pull. The swimsuit you wore made you look like the love interest in an otome game…why did Idia have to be like this? Before his thoughts could get too carried away, you broke Idia out as you spoke again. “Why are you wearing that anyway? It’s not even that windy today, and it’s not going to rain either. You don’t need it.” 

“You don’t need it,” Idia mocked in a voice that exaggerated yours. He scoffed again as he continued, “What do you want me to do, huh? Take it off and get laughed at by everyone?” He sipped his water sharply before he mumbled under his breath, “It’s not like I’m a protagonist with abs.” 

You furrowed your brow, “Epel doesn’t have abs, neither do Deuce or Ace, and they’re out without a shirt.” 

“They don’t look like a dweeb,” Idia grumbled as he took another swig of his water. 

“You do not look like a dweeb,” you said as you gently elbowed his side. 

Idia smirked again as he chuckled. “What do you have, x-ray vision? How do you know?” 

“I don’t,” you admitted, “but you’re not bad looking, Idia.” Idia glanced back your way as you finished your thought. “I’ve always thought you looked pretty cute.” 

Cute cute you called him cute aaaaahhh!!! 

‘Calm down Idia,’ Idia told himself. ‘You’re fine, you’re fine, you’re cool, you’re fine. Be cool, be…be cool.’ 

Idia managed a grin as he leaned a little closer. “C-Cute, huh?” He mentally called himself dumb for the stammer. “Like what, a puppy?” 

“No, not a puppy,” you laughed. “That’s more of Jack than anything.” Idia held back a laugh of his own as he saw Jack’s ears perk up in the distance. It nearly slipped when the beastman looked in your direction with a look between surprise and puzzled on his face. “I think…hmm…” You thought it over for a bit; honestly, Idia was afraid of what you might say. When you finally did speak, he was nowhere near prepared for what you said. 

“You remind me of the cute loner best friend the main character ends up with in a romantic comedy.”

Idia’s mind ran a mile a minute as he processed your words. Him, cute guy? Love interest in a romantic comedy? What? Good thing his hoodie hid his face when he looked down, or you’d see just how blushy he was. He barely registered the words that came out of his mouth in his flustered state. “Are you the main character?” he mumbled. 

“Huh?” you asked. “What did you say?” 

Idia quickly regained himself, though clumsily. “I, I, u-uh, nothing!” For the first time since he’d gotten to the beach, Idia scrambled up from his spot on the ground. “I-I just remembered I forgot, um…O-Ortho’s bag! Need that if he’s going to collect shells.” He was sweating more now than he ever had before. “I-I’ll see you later!” 

Never did anyone know that Idia Shroud could run that fast. Idia felt ridiculous, honestly - like some anime school girl that just got rejected by her crush. You hadn’t rejected him, but you surely would have laughed if you heard what he said. C’mon, you? With him? Laughable. You’d likely end up with one of the main guys, like Malleus, or Vil, or Leona.

It’d never be with him…never. Idia felt a lump form in his stomach as he slowed down. As his shoes clumped along the wooden walkway that led to and from the beach’s entrance, he tugged his hood further over his head. He could see his once blue hair was now a flaming bright pink. He groaned as he rolled his eyes to the sky, so very frustrated with himself. He told himself to be cool…when was he ever. 

“Get an actual beach body and maybe you could have a shot with the main character,” Idia grumbled to himself as he walked along. 

Hopefully you didn’t notice Ortho’s bag on the beach towel where he’d left it. 

[mple-selhnhh]

Σάρκα και κορμί

Μην είναι γητειά; μην είναι όνειρο; μην είναι θαύμα;

Το πλάνεμα της σκέψης μου, ο πυρετός και οι νοσταλγίες,

κι ο οίστρος ο τρομερός της σάρκας μου.

Όλα μου σου τα χαρίζω – μες στον ήλιο και μες στο

ερωτικό χρώμα των ματιών σου.

Πώς πέφτει το φύλλο της λεύκας, το φύλλο που μαγεύει

το φως έτσι θε να πέσω μες στην αγκαλιά σου

Πώς σβήνουν τα τραγούδια των κοριτσιών το σούρουπο;

έτσι θε να σβήσω μες στην αγκαλιά σου.

Το γυμνό μου σώμα βρίσκεται πια στην εύκρατο ζώνη.

-Μάτση Χατζηλαζάρου

[sometimes-men-need-help-too]

Billie Eilish's latest comments about body-shaming haven't gone down well, especially after a 2019 interview resurfaced

Billie Eilish has received backlash for suggesting men don't get criticized for their appearances. Many commenters called her out for overlooking male body-shaming.

The 21-year-old singer was interviewed as part of Variety's "Power of Women" issue. Eilish reflected on the media attention and scrutiny she received after wearing a tank top in public aged 16, and went on to describe how she felt men were viewed in contrast.

"Nobody ever says a thing about men's bodies," Eilish told Variety. "If you're muscular, cool. If you're not, cool. If you're rail thin, cool. If you have a dad bod, cool. If you're pudgy, love it! Everybody's happy with it. You know why? Because girls are nice. They don't give a fuck because we see people for who they are!"

On November 13, entertainment news account Pop Base shared Eilish's remarks in a post to X, formerly Twitter, which received 36 million views and over 9,100 comments. While some people came out in support of the singer and seemed to agree with her stance, many hit back at her comments.

One user called Eilish's comments "a little tone deaf" as they felt both men and women could be judged, while others commented that women were more likely to receive criticism, but it was still false to suggest that men didn't receive any.

Some pointed to the physical traits they felt men were particularly judged on, including their height, body shape, and general appearance, although also expressed the view that scrutiny of female bodies is typically more intense and widespread.

Multiple X users referenced a community note they said had been added to Pop Base's post, although no such note is currently visible. Community notes are an X feature that allows users to add context to a post which will be shown publicly if enough contributors rate it as helpful.

Various users shared screenshots of what appears to be a community note on the post saying, "Billie Eilish has publicly criticized women dating 'ugly men' and has said that ugly men deserve nothing on recorded promotional interviews," followed by a YouTube link.

This is likely a reference to a 2019 interview with Eilish available on Pitchfork's YouTube channel.

"Why is every pretty girl with a horrible-looking man, I don't understand," she said during the interview.

"Listen, I'm not shaming people for their looks, but I am though. You give an ugly guy a chance, he thinks he rules the world," she said. "I swear to god, because they got a hot girl, they can be horrible? Like, you're still ugly though."

She went on to reference the size of men's genitals, suggesting it's something they would have to "make up for."

Many comments under the video posted over the four years it's been uploaded called Eilish out for negatively commenting on other people's looks, especially as she has been so public about those who criticized her appearance.

On X, many also mentioned the long history of objectification of Eilish, going back to her teenage years, suggesting her perception is understandable as a result.

Eilish has encouraged people to normalize "real bodies" in the past. She spoke out on this topic earlier this year and said it still hurt to see comments about her own body online, Insider previously reported.

Representatives for Billie Eilish did not immediately respond to Insider's request for comment.

First of all, it's blatantly untrue to think that men never receive criticism about their bodies. In a previous post of mine, I mentioned how some people reacted to seeing a picture of Jonathan Taylor Thomas for the first time in 2 years. Some people were of the opinion that he really let himself go.

There was an article about Keanu Reeves, I believe earlier this year. He was shown to be topless and people thought he was chubby.

I could go on.

If she truly thinks a man's body is just loved and accepted without a second thought, she is mistaken. Whether he's famous or he's not, somebody will have something to say. Maybe some people have never dealt with it, but that can't be said for men as a whole.

And then for her to say that girls won't care is wrong too. I'd bet anyone that's been body shamed by a girl would disagree.

[v-a-n-a-m-o]

what i ate today 30.4.2023

breakfast 🍮

- chia pudding with dark chocolate and coconut flakes 190 cal

lunch 🌰

- green tea 0 cal

- 2 rice cakes 55 cal + 2 turkey slices 16 cal + 6 thin cucumber slices 2 cal

- 3 cashew nuts 27 cal

- 2 almonds 12 cal

- 2 walnuts 43 cal

dinner 🍈

- 1 cup honeydew melon cubes 45 cal + 3 grapes 12 cal

snacks 🥥

- 330ml coconut water 69 cal

total: 468 cal

notes:

one of my family members said i looked skinnier than before. What a nice compliment :)

[elijahslittleprincess]

Ps: I hope you'll like it @primadonnagurl01

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Leonora's office door opened and slammed against the wall behind it, letting your girlfriend and you enter the room. In a matter of second the door in question was back being closed but was locked to this time by lady lesso making sure no one would disturb you both.

With a grin on her perfct lips, leonora kissed you with so much strength that you back up and your back slammed againt the dark oak door making you wimped in pain and surprise. The redhead's kiss was needy and intense she was forcing her tongue in your mouth and you just let her get her way moaning at the taste of her. With one of her hand, Lesso grip your neck pretty hard altering your breathing a little and angle it to the side to give her access to kiss the demanding flesh that was there. Her lips left your lips giving you time to take back your breath panting and they went strait to your neck kissing, biting, licking it making you moan and shiver with pleasure. You knew that she was giving your skin some hickeys and bruses cuz it hurt and stings when she was passing her tongue to your skin after biting and sucking it. The only idea of your body receiving marks form her was making your breath shallow and your body exited.

Your legs where starting to get a little weak your concentration was just on the feelings you were receiving and it was overwelming, after all it was you and Leo's first time and you wanted to be sure to remember it and feel deeply everting she was doing to your body. You circled one of your arms around your loves neck to try steadying you a little and you let your body literally lay on the door for support. Your head fell backward and your eyes closed in extacy when leo's free hand slide under your top and start caressing your hips and your abdomens getting higher slowly and ending up to be on your bra. Her hand squeeze your boobs pretty hard against your bra and you moan biting your lips.

Leo...

Your darling smiled at this and just came back on your lips kissing you again passionately and caressing your body everywhere she could starting to unbuttoned your shirt. It took her only seconds before she pushed the fabric over your shoulders and lift it making it fell to the floor. Instantly you felt the cold air on your skin and bit her lips making Leo groan a little.

All of this made you feel slightly light headed, making you want to go on the bed so you just murmured something to her with a little voice.

Mommy...bed please.

Leonora's eyes widen a little at the nickname and she stop her actions, making you whimper because of the loss. It was the first time that you were calling her like that and she was so turn on by it. Your eyes went to hers and you search for anything that would have caused her to stop but you just realised how dark her eye where. She was so turn on that her breathing was shallow and unsteady. A little groan escaped Lady Lesso's lips and she just pick you up suddenly in her arms princess style and walked to the bed without any difficulty. When she arrived at it she just layed you on it and came on top of you, putting one of her leg between your tight creating friction with your middle and the other assides your body. You look her in the eyes like she was everything in your world and circled her neck with your arm bringing her closer to you and kiss her deeply.

Leonora reciprocate the kiss making it much more sensual and she slowly pass her hand on your body, going down to your skit and to your tight. The redhead fingers then slide under the clothing fabric and went straight to your underwear feeling your wetness for her. A deep moan escapes her and she bit your lips hard and you crie in pain making Leonora smirk.

Hum god your so wet for me my love.

At Leonora's word you blushed furiously and turn you head to the side trying to get away form her hypnotizing green eyes. However, it wasn't for a long time because Leo gripped your chin and made you look back at her.

Don't look away from me princess, no need to be shy after all, you are absolutely adorable when you blush.

The only result of her words trying to make you feel better just made you blush even more and bite your lips, trying to hide the little moan that was very much wishing to get out.

Sorry...its, it's just that I've been waiting for this moment for a long time now Nora...

Your girlfriend giggle a little at that and angle her head to the side with her lips between her teeth in want.

Mmm, did you really sweetling? what a perfect little angel you are, my perfect angel.

The sound of her voice praising you made your body shook with want and made you remember how much you were excited and needed her touch. A wimped came to Leo's ear and she groan.

God it's so fucking hot when you do that sound it makes me crazy.

Lady lesso tighten her grip on your chin and bring your face even closer to hers, a little rudely and pressed her lips to yours forcing her lips in you mouth not even bothering to ask or be delicate.

It was feeling so good to taste her so close and you wanted more but she wasn't giving it to you. Your center was arching in need and to try and relive yourself you start rubbing yourself on lesso's leg doing up and down movement riding it. Im the kiss you felt the evil dean smile and she stopped the kiss abruptly.

So desperate for me aren't you naughty girl. Tell me do you want mommy to touch you?

Immediately you moan and shook your head in approvement to her.

Leonora smiled one of her terribly hot evil smile and made no with her head putting a desapointed face on. Hum come on darling I need to hear you ask it to me I know you can do it for me, make mommy proud of you.

For a second you close your eyes and bit your lips and you finally came up with the words when you open them and they felt in your loves bright green one.

Please Leonora touch me I need you so bad.

Not even a second later, you felt lady lesso's mouth on your neck and you heard a snapping of her finger that were bright purple. You felt quite colder suddenly and you looked at your body to realised you were fully naked.

Fuck your so beautiful...

Leo's mouth rapidly moved to one of your boobs and she start sucking it quite desperately, licking your nipple and biting it sometimes. You moan at the hot touch of her saliva on them and the pleasure she was eliciting. Your back arch and your breath came out in irregular puffs.

Leonora's hands trail slowly down your body making tingle's and shiver shook your body because of her nails. The delicate touch start from your shoulders and torso to your belly and your hips and finally stop itself at your tight. The dean of evil's finger then came to your sensible clit and then down your dripping little pussy and start stroking the needy folds doing circles with her thumb around your little ired button and slowly entering two fingers inside you. You felt your vision blur and a cry of pure extacy leave your lips. Your head fell back on the bed and your lips opened slightly letting out moans and wimped that makes the redhead smile devilishly. Her lips had switched to your other perfect nipple now and her other free hand was tightly around your neck tightening her grip and making you choke a little.

Mhh yes mommy please I need more.

At your demand Leo penetrated your tight pussy with an other one of her finger and went has deep with them that she could hitting you sensible spot every time she move back in you. You where a moaning mess and your face was so perfect and hot showing how good you felt and it almost made Leonora come herself. Yet the teacher focused on you and let go of your boobs to crawl down to your inner tight and start lapping at your clit with her tongue and you felt you pleasure burst out and you literally came all over her face and finger yelling leonora's name non stop until you came down your peek. Your tired body lay on the bed totally limp and a little shaky. Your breath were shallow and for a second you closed your eyes and sigh. Leo on her side had bitten her lips when you came undone, looking at your perfect face literally thinking it was the sexyest thing in the world. After a while of staying asside of you and waiting for your body to get its energie back slowly, she kissed your forehead and got up from the bed trying getting away from you. Yet your eyes had opened when her lips touched your skin and seeing that she wanted to go away makes you frown in questionnement. You grab her wrist and stood up on your knees looking in her blue eyes.

Where are you going my love? It's my turn to please you now come here.

Leo's expression change and she seemed to tense at your word. She looked worried and scared suddenly and it was never happening normally. The dean of evil never shows her emotion. This detail made you wonder what you did to cause her to react like that and you stood up and came in front of her with a worried look. The hand that was on her forearm slide on her hand and you squeeze it delicately and press a gentle kiss to her lips.

Did I say something wrong or do something you didn't like leo?

Lady lesso expression soften a little seing your worry and she cup your cheek with her hand giving you a small smile.

Don't worry love it's hum...I just don't think that you should see me...hum naked you know.

Leonora pronounced this turning away her eyes from yours and with a frown on her face.

The only sound of her voice and the words she sayed made your worry even more apparent and you came closer to her body trying to get the dean to look at you.

Wait what, Leonora why would you say that?

The red head then looked down a little bit and when her voice sound again she seemed so different that her normal self. It was weak and full of uncertainty and it makes your heart shattered in your chest.

Well...because I'm much older that you and I...I have a lot of old scar and wound on my body that are really not pretty. I just...you are so beautifull and perfect and I'm far from being pretty like you darling. You are going to look at me like a monster and be discussed by my body...and just won't want me anymore...

It wouldn't be the first time anyway, so I'm fine with receiving noting love don't worry.

You had tear in your eyes, you honestly couldn't believe that the most beautiful women in the world in your eyes was thinking that you would react like this to her body. For you Leonora was a masterpiece...a goddess and it was you at first that wasn't feeling worry of her beauty. The first time you had met her you couldn't believe your eyes to see that evil could be so perfect. It was hurting you to see how afraid and broken she was, how she just literally told you everything was fine even if it clearly wasn't. The only thing your wanted to do was just kiss every inch of her skin to tell her and show her how devine she was and praise her during it, and that's exactly want you were planning to do.

Leonora Lesso look at me.

The use of her full name surprised the dean and she turn back her face toward you laying her green eyes in yours to realised they were full of tears. Lady Lesso then gasp in surprised of your state and forgot the matter at hand for a second to kiss you lips and caressed your cheek, wiping away your tears with her thumb delicately.

Darling why are you crying?

You sniff a little and send her a little but sincere smile before taking her face between your hand and bringing your forehead against hers.

I'm sad because I can't believe you think like that of yourself Leo...You are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen and the most perfect women in the world for me. I've been dying to see your body because I know that no mather what it looks like I will think of you has a goddess and worship you and love you. I don't care that you have scars and wounds Leonora, this is a part of who you are and its what makes you you and I'm loving everything that is you. The older that you part...honestly is ridiculous you know very well that I love older women darling and I find angling quite sexy to be honest so it just make you even more attractive...

And to end that non sense...and I want you to listen to me attentively ok because it's really important. I would never and I repeat be discussed of you and I will never ever in all the universe see you had a monster. You might be evil Nora but you are not a monster and I love you so much.

Your words then stopped, a silence crowded the room for some second and your breath and Leo's was the only thing indicating that theirs was poeple I'm the space actually. The red head had her eyes on you and they were full of emotions, passion from love to want and desire relief. She didn't knew what to say or do it was the first time someone was giving her hope and making her feel beautifull. Before she could even say anything or complain, you crashed your lips on hers strongly and start passing your hand on her cloth body delicately. It didn't take long before Leo kissed you back with has much desire that you gave her at first. A little moan escaped your lips, before you took her hand in yours and drag her slowly to the bed and lay her down fully under you. There was still fear in the deans eyes but you gave her a smile and just murmured in her ear that she was the hottest witch in the world.

Now, I'm going to start undressing you...and if you feel uncomfortable and feel like it's to much at some point I want you to tell me my perfect red fox ok?

Your eyes were on Leonora and hesitantly but surely she nod to you and you placed your fingers on her neck tie at first, starting with the easy part not to stress her to much.

Your eyes never leaving the deans eyes, you continue with the next cloth being Leonora's waist coat, leaving her only with her white shirt. When your hands fall to the first buttons of the shirt the redhead's hands came on too of yours stoping you.

Are you certain you won't hate what your about to see y/n, I don't...

shhhh it's ok darling.

While saying this you press a tender kiss on her lips and play with her curly hair a little knowing it was calming for her. The gesture made the older women close her eyes and you saw that opportunity to just continue and you snap your finger delicately suddenly removing the shirt completely. Apparently Leonora didn't realised it yet because her eyes were still close and she didn't looked stressed just calm. On your side tho you could keep your eyes of her...she was absolutely beautiful. She wasn't wearing any bras surprisingly and it was giving your a perfect view of the top part of her body.

Yes she had scars and old wound that had healed with the time at some place the side of her ribs and on her belly and on her chest and back but in no way it was making her less beautifull and you let a shaking breath coming out of your mouth and Leo opened her eyes wondering what was happening and that's in that moment she realised she was bare and she panic. Her eyes went wide and she tried to take her shirt back but you took her arms between you hand and you talked to her.

Leonora relax it's fine love your absolutely beautiful darling. Just breath and relax I'm not scared of you I don't think your a monster I just thing you are gorgeous love.

Her eyes landed on your and her breath calmed down a little and she stopped struggling against you and just focused on your smile and your look of adoration.

She let out a breath and just murmured an apology before looking away in shame.

Seing has she wasn't comfortable and still wasn't really convinced you lower yourself on her body and start kissing her shoulder, letting your lips paint her skin. The first contact making her breath catch and her eyes come back at you. Yet more you kissed her and more she was getting use to it and relax. you pretty much end up kissing all the skin you could get to of her top body and went you were done you kissed her lips and smiled to her lovingly.

Your so beautiful Nora...I just hope you could see yourself like I see you.

The dean of evil at this blushed slightly and bit her lips looking straight at you and smile a little.

Can I take off your pants?

You asked with a delicate and sweet voice intertwining your fingers in hers for comfort.

Lady Lesso then shook her head in approbation before tightening her grip on your hand visibly a little tense in fear.

For the pants tho this time you went slowly and when withdrawing it, you stoped ever few inch of skin being uncovered to kiss it with tenderness. Soon the clothing item was withdrawn completely and the women you love was left only in her underwear.

She was a masterpiece, so much better that any DaVinci's painting, not even comparable to any other human being in the world. Leonora Lesso the dean of evil was the absolute perfection on earth. And you didn't keep these thought to yourself, you told them to her and praise her like the goddess she was and she started to feel much more confident and open to show her body to you seing has you seemed to love it instead of hating it like she tought you would.

Soon the touch and kisses you were placing on her body change for more passionate and needy one and Leo ended up whimpering and moaning at what you were doing to her. She needed more and both of you wanted to do more and it just started a fire.

Leonora's underwear was just soaked and you simply withdraw it from her needy body, throwing it to the floor. One of your hand went upward and started playing with the witch nipples and boobs and the other phantom on top of her center.

The moaning got louder and she dean of evil just bulked her hips to urge you to touch her were she needed.

Y/n! Fuck just fuck me already.

You needn't to be told twice, sliding directly two finger inside Leo's perfect pussy and moving in and out of it in a furious pace.

The dean of evil literally didn't understood what was happening to her, feeling her pleasure get so high, so fast and sooner that the two of you could have imagined you heard her tremble under you and yell your name before letting her body fall back on the bed and breath a long sigh, a smile on her lips. The redhead closed her eyes and circled her arms around your waist making you fall completely on her body cuddle you to her, before taking your fingers that were covered with her juice and sliding them in her mouth, sucking them clean with an evil smirk. Now you were getting your Leonora's back and it made your whole being happy. You two kiss each other passionately and when you separated, both just layed in the same position forehead against forehead.

The only thing that was sayed afterward before you let yourselves fall asleep, was those words.

Thank you for loving me like you do my little princess.

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[justabrokenbulimicgirl]

Had to eat a huge dinner now I feel... full. Ughh I hate this feeling! Can someone pls remove that food outta my stomach???

[imababblekat]

In His Eyes

**WARNINGS**: mentions of eating disorder, self hate, body image struggles

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@ glowinthedarkmooon ,”Could I request a link x reader, when the reader is plus sized and they feel insecure about their body. Reader uses gender neutral Pronouns please (I've been feeling really bad about this lately and couldn't find a link comfort so yeah it'll mean alot to me ^^ )”

AN: To those of you struggling with body insecurities, this one is for y’all. As someone who has also been struggling, I want you to know you’re never alone and that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, no matter how hard that can be to believe <3

~xXx~

You stand looking in the mirror, a heavy sigh leaving your soon to be quivering lips. It was another one of those days where you couldn’t stand to be in your own body. Most times you’d be able to push the horrid thoughts aside, but sometimes, your own brain was stronger in deceiving you. Picking at the parts of you that stood out and caused a self hating ache in your heart, you hadn’t noticed your Hyrulean Hero climb up the stairs. A low grunt alerted you to his presence, and you gasped his name with rosy cheeks of embarrassment, and quite frankly, shame. “I-I’m sorry. . .”, you hushed out, quick to cross your arms weakly over your body, gaze falling to the floor and desperately trying to hold back tears. Links wonderfully blue eyes stared back, a sadness in them to match his growing frown. He hated to see you like this. It was hard enough to know how much you disliked your own self, not being able to see what true beauty you held, but what hurt more was knowing that you now also felt he would be disappointed in you. Truthfully, he never could feel that way, no matter how many times you took steps back in your journey to finding self love. With an urgency in his steps, Link placed down his hunting gear and brought you into his arms, his heart strings tugging at the quiet, choked sobs you so desperately tried to hide from him. “I’m sorry.”, you repeated in a painful cry, pushing yourself further into Links chest to hide. The weakness you felt yourself displaying before him the harder it got to stand yourself. You knew Link would never be mad at you for something such as this. He’d been your number one supporter through your struggles even before you two became something deeper then just friends. Yet, every time you pinched, prodded, popped, scratched, or did anything to go against your own body, you felt like you had failed him. A soft kiss to the top of your head and reassuring rubs to your back quieted the storm swirling from within. Pulling back some, Link gently lifted your chin, taking in the tear stained face of the person he fell so deeply in love with. Even through the blurriness of tears, you could make out his smile. Despite all the hate in your heart, the gentle smile of his and endearing eyes always somehow managed to make things feel just the tad bit lighter. He wiped at your cheeks, and reassured to you that there was nothing to apologize for. That no matter how many steps back you took, he would be there with you, just like how you had for him all that time he journeyed across to save Hyrule. And you believed him, because Link is an honest and devoted person, most especially when it came to those he held close. Pointing over the lofts railing, Link questioned if you’d like to have some calming tea, knowing well that in moments like these you would have most likely not eaten/over eaten. With a shaky breath, you silently nodded, following Link along hand in hand. Peering over your shoulder, back to the mirror which held a reflection of your retreating forms, you wondered how the famous Hylian truly saw you. As if reading your mind, you watched as Links reflection mirrored his gaze to look back at you with nothing but the purest adoration and love, something that gave you a realization of the truth and a new, delightful feeling to bloom deep with in your once aching heart.

~xXx~

[eddiessidegirl]

my self esteem has taken another hit.

everyday i am reminded that people value thin bodies over fat bodies. even in the most ‘inclusive’ spaces.

[i-am-so-done]

Just something I wanted to get out, u can scroll past this

I HATE MYSELF WHY AM I SO FAT WHY AM SO WIERD WHY DO I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO DO

stretch marks, cellulite, fat, ugly

textured skin, enclaves face, thick eyebrows growing after a week of being waxed

Gross, rude, awkward, emotional, loud

Insensitive, emotional, moody, angry

all the memories of embarrassment and humiliation keep running through my mind

do all my friends hate me?

did he never forgive me?

do they keep me as a joke?

are they lying to be nice when they say im ok?

I wish I could die

even when im happy, the memories come back to haunt me

the thoughts make me doubt myself

the anxiety of all of it

And I want to scream

let it all out

ugh

idk why I made this

I don’t want any pity or sympathy

I guess I

just want someone to see this

and maybe know they aren’t alone in feeling this way

[hostess-of-horror]

Could I request some hcs of Saltbaker with a chubby s/o who is insecure? Your writing style is so nice!! 💞

As a chubby girl, I feel so represented right now...

Chef Saltbaker with an Insecure Chubby S/O

First off... Chef Saltbaker thinks you are absolutely beautiful. Besides, who is he to judge you or anyone based on their weight?

In fact, he loves how soft you are whenever he hugs you or has you cuddling up inside his arms. You can definitely say the same for him, despite being made out of glass.

He doesn't care about how your body looks, but he does care whenever you make self-deprecating jokes or comments about yourself.

You were feeling rather down one night after a long day at the bakery. Taking one look at yourself in the mirror while in the bathroom did not help at all. It was extremely hard to ignore every roll, every crevasse, every bump and lump you had.

How on earth did I managed to steal Saltbaker's heart?, you thought to yourself. You knew there were other people far more prettier - skinnier - than you, and yet he chose you.

Surely... He must have thought about having someone else...?

You were so completely deep in thought, you didn't hear Chef Saltbaker approaching you from behind. You snapped awake when you felt his arms wrapping around you waist, planting a kiss behind your ear.

Chef Saltbaker knew what was going on. This was not the first time you've done this, but he genuinely hopes that this will be the last.

"Hey..." Chef Saltbaker spoke, "Do you want to know what you truly remind me of?"

You tilted your head, curious as to what he meant. Taking you by the hand, he leads you from the bathroom and all the way to the bedroom. He sat you down and then went into the closet across the room.

After a few minutes of searching, Chef Saltbaker pulled out a small framed picture. It was an old painting - you guessed it had to be a Baroque or Renaissance portrait. In the painting was a semi-nude individual sprawled across a beautiful garden, admiring a crystal lake, creating ripples with one finger.

"You see this? Do you see how they look? That is you.", Chef Saltbaker said, pointing at the picture, "This work of art reminds me of you. Every flaw you pick out, every roll you mention, and even your double chin is all here. If this person in this painting can have all of those and still be beautiful, so can you."

This was, undoubtedly, the most sweetest thing anyone had ever said to you. You can't even remember the last time someone had tried to make you feel better the way Chef Saltbaker did.

"I was going to put this up somewhere, but I didn't have enough room. But until you came into my life... Perhaps it's time to hang it up, don't you think?", he smiled, looking at you.

"You are a work of art, my love... Always remember that."

[gravity-falls-fanatic89]

Even after years of being married, and being loved, I still don't like the fat girl in the mirror. I cringe everytime I see myself.

I know I'm a thick girl, but at the end of the day, I know that the men I swoon for won't see that, and I'll feel so small in their arms and loved, the insecurities die.

Just having a spouse give me that, and a comfort character for support, even if it's silly, helps.

[miss-grimwood]

Swimsuit - Bellamione

(body insecurity - postpartum)

Bellatrix and Hermione had brought Delphi to the beach for the first time. Bellatrix had been so excited, she couldn’t wait to take her baby to the sea, to play in the sand and paddle in the shallow sea. But now, in their rented caravan, she was hesitating.

Hermione had gotten herself and Delphi ready, and now, the baby was getting restless. She set her down with a toy and went to find Bellatrix.

‘What’s taking so long?’ She asked as she slipped into the bedroom, then pouted as she saw Bellatrix, in her swimsuit on the bed, frowning.

‘Are you okay?’ She asked.

‘I’m fine.’ Bellatrix brushed her off, but tensed up as Hermione sat by her on the bed.

‘You aren’t. I know that face.’

‘I just feel so…’ She didn’t know how to put it into words. Her body had changed since having Delphi, and she’d managed to hide her insecurity under floaty cotton dresses and traditional robes until now. Catching sight of herself in her swimsuit had caught her off guard, and she wasn’t quite ready to leave the safety of their holiday home.

Hermione understood. She didn’t need to voice her discomfort - in the years they’d been together, they’d practically developed telepathy.

‘Don’t be daft. You look beautiful.’ And before Bellatrix could interrupt, she continued. ‘And Delphi doesn’t care that you’re squishier than you used to be, she just wants to get to the sea and play with us.’

Bellatrix gave her a defeated smile. Hermione was right. She wasn’t going to let her insecurity get in the way of making memories with her family.

@sapphicmicrofics

[mple-selhnhh]

[sometimes-men-need-help-too]

There's nothing wrong with loosing weight (and don't listen to those extremists who try to tell you otherwise) or trying to gain muscles or gain weight

That's fine

But make sure you're doing it for the right reasons

Don't do it because you think it'll make your S/O love you more

Don't do it because you want the body that's "in" with society so you can be more desirable

Do it because it's good for your health. Do it because you want to

[personal-blog243]

A lot of people are talking about Dolly Parton wearing a Dallas Cowboys cheerleader costume to do a halftime show today. I just hate that when they saw it ALL of the women in my family started developing body image issues and immediately started talking about how they need to lose weight 😢.

It was honestly sad like she has had SO much plastic surgery and was clearly wearing a body suit and stockings her waist and legs DO. NOT. LOOK. LIKE. THAT.

She is a 77 yr old multi millionaire she has EARNED the right to be ugly let her be ugly!