Y’all soz I’ve been gone landed up in hospital cus cancer playing up again lol but since been out I’ve lost 2kg and gonna lose at least another 2, been exercising again meaning I’m fckn exhausted from chemo and exercise but mind over matter, I’ll be done chemo later this year thank god, also my hair has grown back well 👀🕺, first body checks were taken before my chemo appointment today in the hospital so excuse the background lmfao
body checks in the bathtub i look so fucking stupid. im drink by myself and im not havitn a good time:( im fuckint fat and disgusting and i wanna cut. i need a fucking cigarette
Been going for the gym for like 3 weeks now. I try to remain under 1000kcal everyday since i binge really easily. Currently doing intermittent fasting (11am to 8pm) and eating low carb high protein.
Trying to once not get into full starvation mode, but might do some fasts in the future.
Body checkk, I’ve been properly working out other than walking so I think my legs have a lot more shape, gonna lose more so then the will muscles show through, I’m under 36kg at least, my bmi is 14.4 (although I defo don’t look it lmfao) but I wanna get it in the 13s