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You ever wonder what the other freelancers would think of present day wash??
To see him go from happy-go-lucky to a tired war vet in the few years that have passed since the project imploded??
#you ever think about the other freelancers and get sad bc#(jontron voice) they're all dead arin!#red vs blue#rvb#project freelancer#you ever just think about york and get really sad??#boy howdy i know i do#text#wash drinks coffee right from the pot#thats practically canon
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the constant inner struggle of a Na'vi speaker/teacher browsing Na'vi OCs
#(spongebob rainbow meme) autism#if i've ever reblogged your post to correct your na'vi grammar/OC name i promise promise promise i wasn't doing it to be rude#or as any sort of personal attack or criticism#the na'vi language is just a special interest of mine and i really love sharing information about it and helping people who are new to it!!#but also yes i acknowledge that at the end of the day it doesn't *really* matter if tumblruser29's na'vi oc has an “invalid” name#as long as they're happy with it#but boy howdy does the infodump side of me still want to fix it#...yeah this is why i very seldom reblog other people's OCs even if I really like the concept/design/art 😅#because i know i won't be able to resist fixing the names#and i'm aware that most people will probably find that more annoying than helpful#i'm more likely to bite the bullet and do it anyways with grammar mistakes#because with OC names a lot of the time there's a good chance the person isn't actually interested in learning the language#they simply want a cool name for their character#but if someone's trying to string together full phrases/sentences I assume they have at least some interest in actually learning#so I want to step in and help out#but...yeah#lì'fya leNa'vi#na'vi oc#my art#comic
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I'm not sure I feel well enough to stand up but I want to run around being annoying. I think this is truly the source of all of my anxiety. I'm an animal designed to be physically clambering around shouting and kicking my legs in the air but I have No Fucking Blood with which to do it. the way glimmer will clearly like get bees in her bonnet and then need to do laps around the house about it? THIS HAPPENS TO ME ALSO I JUST AM NOT PHYSICALLY CAPABLE OF DOING LAPS AROUND THE HOUSE. torture
#sick#FRUSTRATED YOWLING#i miss when i was a kid and i could just. physically do whatever!#UGHHHHH#i wish i was regular and could like build my strength up like a regular person#if Exercise Worked Correctly for me and i could gradually become stronger#boy howdy it would all be iver for you bitches and by you bitches i mean. i dont know#people who dont want to be annoyed by me
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@luztoyeweek 2024 day 1 - i'll be seeing you by billie holliday
#luztoyeweek2024#...yeah i made myself REAL SAD WITH THIS ONE#the seeing you in all the familiar places and the always thinking of you that way....#the lyrics talking about the “day” imagery with them young and happy during currahee#followed with the “looking at the moon” imagery and them during breaking point#...i feel like i should apologize#FUCK i didnt even have this on my luztoye playlist before the week prompts came out but boy howdy has it consumed my soul for luztoye now#but yeah i was super inspired to do the spotify lyrics-esque edit and im kinda obsessed with it!!#(also yes i know this is a day late from the prompt shhhhhhhhhh)#happy luztoye week i guess 😭#luztoye#otp: hell of an idea#george luz#joe toye#band of brothers#bofb#hbowar#em's edits#mine#also just a HUGE shoutout to rie for putting this week together!!! seriously the prompts are SO cool and i am so in love with it!!!
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I need everyone to understand that when I write Oltyx as completely romantically oblivious/terrified of rejection in the face of overwhelming evidence his feelings are reciprocated, I am writing from experience. I was exactly that dense. I'm literally writing my own thoughts. I did this to my poor, patient husband before we got together.
When I told everyone we were going out on a date they rolled their eyes and said "about time". Or were genuinely shocked we weren't already dating.
Oltyx, buddy, I see you and I understand you.
#necrons#warhammer 40k#personal post#oltyx#they say to write what you know#and boy howdy do I know how to convince yourself that guy that obviously likes you doesn't *like* like you
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"Merlin and Gwen are mlm wlw solidarity" "Merlin and Morgana are mlm wlw hostility" what about these two then.
mlm wlw hilarity. lesbian gay passionately making out then stabbing each other in the back. bi4bi quadrant vacilation
#kicking and giggling every time these two are on screen#I don't know what that emotion is but boy howdy do I feel it#they are SO SILLY. silly idiots with their inscrutable genders and the worst relationship ever (affectionate)#leatherpants lucifer and miss gender is a performance and I like to sometimes skip between shakespeare and eminem in the middle of the play#anyway.#merlin#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#morgause#cenred
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Do you mind if I share some speculations on our favorite bug man?
I think you're right in that Howdy has caught onto something being off about their world. But he can't just jump up and tell everyone that they are living in a simulation. So he has to watch and wait for everyone else to realize it in their own time.
But
In his heart, he is a lovable asshole. And an asshole he will be!
Sally got close to figuring out that the food are props, but it hasn't clicked yet. Until then, the lable on the "mashed potatoes" is just a marketing ploy.
And sure, Howdy knows the blowing balls are made of foam, but Eddie doesn't know that! So Howdy sends him off, watching him struggle to carry something that weighs next to nothing.
Maybe if they interact with enough props, they'll catch on, too? In the meantime, Howdy is gonna have fun messing with everyone.
ohhhh i Do like this interpretation! where he's actually trying to clue them in, not just going "well. this might as well happen". and doing it his own... uh... Special way....
#i mean that would be an intriguing reason for his flippant behavior!#also it could create an interesting ah... dramatic irony situation with wally#because wally Knows. and he's likely in the 'i need to let everyone figure it out when theyre ready'#so if wally is fully standing back and giving everyone space#and howdy is nudging them towards a realization he himself doesnt fully grasp#OH that could create some. oh boy oh man#conflict! the aforementioned dramatic irony! conflicting methods towards the same goal!#howdy: i must clue everyone in! they have no idea! look at wally - he hasn't a notion!#wally: no one's caught on yet. hm. well at least i know for them <3#both of them: *oblivious to either*#rambles from the bog#howdy's playing the world's longest running joke#but before they catch on sally will eat soap and eddie will haul hollow wood bowling balls#i mean hey! the implications of the situation are horrific! he might as well have fun with it!#wally watching howdy sell a piece of obvious drywall as 'hard cheese': what the f...#hm. wait. is that why wally doesnt eat apples? theyre all styrofoam and he Knows It?#nah lmao im thinking too hard about it. he definitely doesnt eat them because he likes them too much#cue howdy doing the red pill blue pill thing but its two packets of soap
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just reread a book with the only romance I’ve ever truly gotten invested in and it was great but also I am now reminded about how little I care about romance and how annoying it is that everything ever is either about romance or forced into being about romance by fans. man. I am simply too aromantic for this society
#also like all the aros I know are the type to still get super obsessed with fictional romance#and boy howdy am I not one of them#like do I care about people having a strong and loving connection? Fuck yes. but I honestly feel like most romances aren’t.#and I simply do not give a shit. show me that they like each other and maybe I’ll care about them cuddling all cutesy or whatever the fuck#n e way#Not mart
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(i'm going to be the virus)
closeups :)
xigbar: can i have this chip, child ive never met
brain, literally two seconds away from dying: go. do a crime. kill
#YOU THOUGHT SPRAWL WAS ABOUT VEN AND VANI? WRONG. BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Luxu/brain/braig/bragi they all give me hives#sprawl au#brain kh#xigbar kh#well .#luxu kh#both . whatever#my art#ask to tag#...gooey. body horror?#it wasnt xigbars fault necessarily. like blaine was not going to be allowed to live#might as well give permission and means for crimes before u go#especially because the means is inside ur skull. dont worry about that#boy howdy i do not make comics regularly. i sure dont know how to do it AHAHA my goal is to get weirder with comic spreads#i have got to be weirder#i have also just got to post insane things and leave. that’s my job
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Well I finally sat down and worked out the schedule for the whole tournament (probably should've done that at the start but oh well). The pictures are under the cut for those interested, you'll see that I continue with the usual "Mon-Thurs with a 3 day break at the end of the week" routine for Round 2, and then Rounds 3 and 4 are going to be one poll everyday with (almost) no breaks, and then there's going to be some break time before the semifinals, and then the finals will be on November 4th. Sorry if it's all kinda confusing, scheduling a tournament turned out to be a lot more complicated than I thought it'd be lmao
#not a poll#I said upfront in my pinned post that this tourney might be set up strangely because I don't really know what I'm doing#and boy howdy was I right#the thing is: I could've continued at the usual pace for the whole tourney‚ but that would've taken forever#but when I speed up the pace I run into the problem of having to wait until the last polls are done before I start the new ones#so I came up with this... mess of a schedule frankly#y'know this would've been a lot simpler if I could better customize how long polls run for#but nope. 1 day or 1 week. that's all we get#ah well. sorry for all my complaining and rambling!
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girl we went to high school with but was several grades below us: why didn't I know you in school?? you're fuckin hilarious [to justin] I'm just gonna keep hitting on your wife, she's great
me internally: getting a good grade in human 😊
#she also got in on the end of the night goodbye hugs and was like 'AND you're a great hugger'#but I already knew that lol. if one thing can be said for me it's that I hug like I fuckin mean it#GOING TO A WEDDING was a great opportunity to see both sides of my social ability in action#sitting with a group of old friends at dinner: relaxed. comfortable. lively. chitchatty-- outgoing even. dare I say funny#hanging out with a small group of friends who left the wedding early: told repeatedly by new friend how much she liked Me Specifically#one(1) single friend-- the wedding photographer-- came up to say hi to Just Me: so how are...! you! how is. things.. 🧍♂️#ahsdidlsgsj bad at it! I cannot do one-on-one I don't know why!! or at LEAST not baseline human smalltalk which SHOULD be the EASIEST KIND#put me in A Small Group though boy howdy I can DO that#about me
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Aizetsu being the 'nicest' and least likely to kill you (comparatively)
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Aizetsu being the most psychologically manipulative of all the clones
#tell me im wrong#hes the cutest and he knows it#he knows how to use his sad little pout to his advantage#demon slayer#aizetsu#he has the greatest success of all of them re: emotional manipulation#bby boy can get any information out of ANYONE#not to say he WONT threaten you but boy howdy is he gonna make you believe its ur own fault#and hes probably right :)#(i do mean he is both)
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feels like the isolation is a gushing wound and going to the centre is just a small bandage. i think perhaps i am not really ever going to feel okay unless something miraculous happens. i am retaining some semblance of sanity now that I'm leaving the house and socializing with non-family more than once a week, but i am still hurting more than I can really tolerate and I don't know what to do about it. there doesn't seem to be a fix for this that I can enact.
#part of me wonders if going to the centre is helping or hurting more#but i think it's definitely helping more. however it is definitely also hurting/making some things worse#i just wish I could be operating at the same level as most of society#and i feel so egotistical when I talk abt this#but like. why am i always so fucking aware of every single thing going on#and everyone else is just painfully oblivious#I AM USING HYPERBOLE. ITS NOT EVERYONE. i know im not the only person ever lmao#when i got my autism diagnosis i thought oh good okay so THIS is why im such a freak#and now I've met so many other autistic ppl irl and um. no. no thats definitely not it still.#yes its probably part of it but im also just. so fucking traumatized i guess idk. i hate this so much#i just want to be the same and fit in and not be analyzing everything and be able to actually speak my mind#and not be so kind and polite and respectful all the time and be able to say shitty stupid things without thinking anything of it#im so tired of being the only one who seems to care so much about everyone else's comfort and feelings#but also at the same time i would hate if i acted like everyone else bc i know how shitty it makes people feel#and people are always so happy to see me because I am useful and make them feel good and comfortable and heard#and that matters. that means a lot to people i think. but also I am not a person. i am a tool.#and I'd really like to be a person#i somehow feel like im operating at a higher level/awareness than almost everyone irl and also way below everyone at the same time#like im so hyperaware of everyone else more than most ppl but im also so socially inept sometimes. and just... idk how to be a person.#i dont know i just want to not be like this. its so lonely and tiring and i want to matter to people#i want them to like me for more than just what I'm able to do for them. I want to be liked for Me i guess. but Me isnt likeable maybe#Me is uncomfortable for people. Me is a trembling cornered prey animal with a longing to tell stories but is too afraid to do anything#and so Me just exists in a hollow shell made out of people-pleasing and fawning and mirroring everyone around them#and then i get lonelier and more isolated and nothing really changes. but every time i try to crack open the shell a little it goes badly#like i genuinely dont think its my paranoia. i think it is not Safe for Me to exist properly.#i am too sensitive probably! but it does very much feel like a raw wound that peope jab aggressively at when i open up a little!#boy howdy i sound like such a wuss. i mean i probably am one fjfkdl#i just feel like I keep trying to fix things and improve and try new things and nothing ever really works well#my counsellors have always commented on how impressed they are at my willingness to try things#and its like ?? yeah ! ofc i am going to try things! maybe that will be smth that finally helps!
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it was tendOnitis all along???? travesty
#I thought it was spelled ‘tendinitis’??#me is a fool??#no it made sense bc in my language there’s definitely an ‘i’ ther but like#*there#come on mate#D:#I’ve resorted to look up my symptoms online yes why do you ask#4 months of pain should be plenty imho#moreover. I have receipts some lovely comments on my fic :) and I want to reply to them soon :D#*received#but I’m currently typing this with my left as I strapped (no pun intended) a frozen peas bag to my right arm at 6am on this merry Sunday#this does look pretty grim my dudes. ngl#anyway.#I hope everyone is having a good time#and if not.. I’m sending you the goodest of luck#imagine a golden retriever bringing luck to you in a picnic basket as we speak#that’s the luck you deserve peeps#I’ve typed (and I must stress this. with my LEFT index finger. like a boomer) enough for the day#I’ve been awake since 4am to get a good start with ch25 and boy howdy did SDY got scared for a minute there in this chapter 👀#*get#ok I’m done#I’m rather delirious at this point. sorry about that. the pain is real#to my lovely m00ts: I may be late to the game but I will answer your messages and comments. done you worry#*don’t you worry#if anything lemme know if I can be of help with anything on your end D:#mutuals of the same feather as they say..#ok. Niki out P:#sneaky niki
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watching sports that is incomprehensible to you with your partner is a form of love
#im excited by what youre excited by#like oh boy howdy i sure do not know the rules of rugby#but i sure do know the rules of sitting in a pub with your hand in mine#and i like doing that!
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One day.... One day he will be mine..... Djdbsksh
#rain rambles#Slithering Sycophant#rlly tho this bust is so pretty and i w a n t it djdnsksh#i dont know what I'd do with it but. boy howdy do i want it
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