#bpd problems

[borderlinejackiee]

[iiflywithmeii]

it hurts finally accepting that nothing will get better

[ryn-stillstanding]

i just want to feel good enough for somebody

i just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. i just want someone to send me little messages throughout the day. i just want someone that will bake cookies with me. i just want someone who will make coffee for us in the morning. i just want someone to be in the same room as me. i just want someone to be there when i need them to be. i just want someone to feel heard and understood when they talk to me. i just want someone who will let me softly sing to them. i just want someone to wipe tears from my eyes and hold my face in their hands. i just want someone to exist in the same room as me. i just want someone who will listen to my story. i just want someone who doesn't have reasons that they don't want to be with me. i just want someone to feel immensely loved by me. i just want someone to lay with. i just want someone i can come home to on a long day. i just want someone that will make me food on the days i feel bad. i just want someone to talk to. i just want someone to know that i will not judge them. i just want someone who will spend the day at the beach with me. i just want someone who will let me keep my leg overtop of theirs as we read books. i just want someone who will listen to my music, as awful as it is.

i just want someone to tell me that this isn't asking for too much

[interruptedsblog]

I hate when pwbpd demonize pwnpd, YOU ARE ALSO FROM CLUSTER B, YOU EVEN SHARE CERTAIN PERSONALITY TRAITS.

[saduboiss]

I’m okay.

it’s getting bad again

[f-zzysocks]

fine i guess if you dont want me to be your best and only friend that means you hate me and never want to talk to me again

[zieanna]

When you go to sleep and leave me alone I die a little bit inside

[whitheredramblings]

i feel myself falling apart again. i’m desperately grabbing at all the pieces of me as they fall away but now i see every ounce of goodness pooling on the floor around my feet and i’m left with this unbelievable rage.

[bl0w-m3]

When I’m told I have my mothers eyes I wanna gouge them out

[plagu3dlov3r]

This whole “no contact” social construct is so fucking idiotic. If you were as obsessed with me as you said then why the fuck does anything else matter? Why cant we just be our own people setting our own standards and doing what we feel instead of how it appeases anyone else. Why does anyone else’s expectations for us matter? Let’s rewrite this bullshit world. You said forever it will be us. Did you lie? This was too short to be forever.

[iiflywithmeii]

no one understands

i don’t have a fucking future

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[actuallymagsdump]