Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, enfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me
Fan art because I had a vision, and I'm still bitter, and there just isn't enough fanfics or fanart of Hardy being the caretaker.
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"Ouch, I have lost myself Again
Lost myself,
and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah, I think that I Might break
Lost myself again
And I feel unsafe"
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Alles was war - eine kurze Wasserstandsmeldung.
Es ist November. Und ich hab mich da in so eine Sache rein quatschen lassen. (Ja, schöne Grüße an der Stelle, ich dich auch 😘)
Aber sei’s drum: Ich werde den November dazu nutzen, Aww zu beenden. Mit ganz viel Glück gibt’s demnächst also mal wieder sowas wie regelmäßige Updates.
Aber das nur nebenbei.
Wir haben jetzt ungefähr die Hälfte geschafft, aber es liegt - auf beiden Ebenen - noch ne Menge Handlung vor uns allen.
Grund genug, mich mal kurz bei euch zu bedanken - wie ihr merkt, antworte ich grundsätzlich nicht auf Reviews, weil mir einfach die Zeit fehlt. (Hab es mir fürs Wochenende aber zumindest mal vorgenommen)
Danke euch also dafür, dass ihr immer noch dabei seid. Danke für die Reviews und die Liebe, die mir aus ihnen entgegen schlägt.
Wir lesen uns. Bald. Versprochen.
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top 10 songs of december
- aka a real Wilbur-heavy month. stay with me for the last one of the year. happy new year btw.
1. Prada - Acoustic Version by cassö, RAYE, D-Block Europe
I found this version on tiktok and somehow fell in love with the whole vibe of the song. I had a few months, when I could afford the big brands and went looking after special perfumes, shoes, even was into looking for balenciaga hoodies etc. but I soon realized saving up money would be more beneficial for the future. it was fun while it lasted though. I'm happy I could afford these things and felt so special for a while.
2. Mine / Yours by Wilbur Soot
the new Wilbur album?? it was such a great suprise! I LOVE every single song on there and I'm listening every day & night to them. this was the absolute fav as you can see, such a vibe! love the bittersweetness of the album.
3. Eulogy by Wilbur Soot
this is a close 2nd fav from the album's tracklist. I actually have strong feelings about this whole album from the minute I first listened. I firmly believe even if not whole songs, but lines are about technoblade. it hurts me deeply to this day, but I can sense so much grief and heavy emotions in these songs (this one specifically).
4. Breathe Me by Sia
a sadder song for the month. I'm always going through it around christmas. I was alone upstairs one night after having spiraling thoughts but I started thinking: actually nevermind, if I have someone that could help me get out of this bullshit, I'm going for it. I knew my bf was playing with friends so I planned on sitting beside him, but as I arrived and he noticed how bad it was, they invited me into the game and had so so much fun that night. I'm real thankful for them but mostly him.
5. Amazon Standing Lamp by Wilbur Soot
this song... I have a strong love-hate relationship with it. I love-love-love the message, the sad undertones, the whole mood of the song, but I just can't seem to be able to stomach the vague helf sentences about their sex life. I just froze when I realized the meaning behind thise words and have been stuck there ever since.
6. Harag by Anchorless Bodies
one hungarian fav. I have issues with dealing with anger and this song somehow connects to me on such a higher level. it's all about anger, it has a distinct atmoshpere that I love when it comes to dealing with my never ending rage.
7. Si No Estás by iñigo quintero
I have a soft spot for this song. I don't even know the meaning of all the words, but it has a charming, calm vibe to it, that I love. I don't know how it happened, but I fell in love when I first listened to it months ago, and it stayed with me.
8. Youngblood by 5 Seconds of Summer
a bit of 5sos never hurts. I was having trouble finding new music that I liked, so I went back to the only artists I never get disappointed by: 5sos, bmth and this month still a bit of loic nottet. I'm trying to deal with these workplace struggles, but no matter how far I move, I never seem to be able to outrun depression and the way I always tend to stay sad for longer periods of time.
9. Dropshipped Cat Shirt by Wilbur Soot
I don't remember listening to this song as much, but it seems like I was enjoying the whole album a bit more than it seemed. I don't think I can understand this song, but I'm totally sure the ending is the most dramatic change I've ever heard in music. must be because I'm so invested in tecno, but I still remember the first time I've heard those last lines.
10. Deathbeds by Bring Me The Horizon
I love this song and And The Snakes Start To Sing so fucking much. somehow these are my all time fav bmth songs and I can be listening to them any time, they always get me. actually I went to the bmth concert earlier this year and it was so fun but I'm still quite sad that they never played too much of the older songs - as a hardcore fan from 2014.
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