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brokenobstacless · 10 months
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I'm sorry, I just didn't think you could hurt me that much.
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weighted-hearts · 3 months
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I need a reason to stay here.
Reasons to stay:
1) My Guinea Pigs
2) To prove to my family I can make something of myself.
3) Stop this messed up family cycle.
Reasons not to stay:
1) My presence only hurts people
2) I cant escape my family… not even through getting a job and moving out because that would require me to quit working towards my dream job.
3) I’m stupid and have no adult skills
4) All I do is take up space.
5) Nobody can handle my emotions and I’m im constantly invalidated and gaslit.
6) I’m tired
7) childhood and current trauma take over my life
8) I have very little independence no matter how hard I try to break free.
9) my family will be happier without me.
10) I’ve exhausted all mental health services and been fired by tons of them for being too ill.
11) I can never be in a relationship due to sexual assault trauma…I’ve tried.
12) My insurance will stop this year so no more therapy for me.
13) This world has went to shit.
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looking-for-paradies · 10 months
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I would do anything to feel your love again
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the-moon-whisperer · 1 year
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lydiaortega1996 · 1 month
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kayakovicyoo · 3 days
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poleaxewife · 2 months
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I really just cant help it can I
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One of those nights where I am probably crying myself to sleep. Fuck. I'm laying here in the dark and thinking about my life..crying, because everything feels like it is too much. My heart hurts and I don't know how to stop it. There are all these feelings and they are so overwhelming. For how much longer do I have to keep up with them? I'm alone with all this and it's my own fault. I push everyone away and destroy everything good in my life. I always did. I just can't anymore. It's too much. I can't sleep for months now. I'm so tired of everything. Of all these breakdowns, all these tears, all this heartbreak. I'm broken. I've been broken for so long and I have no idea how to get myself back together. Sometimes it feels like it is too late for that
10.04.2023 ~ 1:21am
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akai-ito-official · 1 year
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I found out that I was never a decent person
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goingphyco · 9 months
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“All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are.”
-Robin Willams
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after my third (?? Actually lost count) rewatch, I have concluded that the true bad man is not Melmont but the fucking Sheriff.
DUDE seriously why you gotta convince Eli to goooooo whyyyyyyyy. Cornelia was still alive like freaking 13 years later they could have done some found family shit together jeeeeez.
(Okay I know reality doesn’t work out and it breaks my freaking heart all over again. No I’m not crying. My face is just wet)
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brokenobstacless · 9 months
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I wonder if anyone will ever choose me.
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consistently-awful · 1 year
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my favorite thing about me is that I can have gone through so much, and still manage to smile
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looking-for-paradies · 10 months
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wondering if you miss me
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blvcksxul · 2 years
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I am still wondering how a human being can s...assault another human and act like it is completely normal and the victim is overreacting...how? Tell me how where you able to hurt the person you "loved" wanted to marry...over and over again, making me feel horrible everytime and shaming me for my bad reactions....
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What do you do as an adult where you desperately want to run to your mom in the same blind trusting save me hold me energy of the 7 year old you once were. Yearning for that safety, that love, that stability. When you feel too big and awkward to be comforted the same way. I ache so much.
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