#bu1imia

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[blackcoffeecigz]

Not my stomach making whale calls, like shut up bitch you're the reason I have to starve, like just eat yourself already and let me be ✨️skinny ✨️

[elisecapet]

trying to fast until monday, i’m not usually good with fasting, so wish me luck!!

[voeuxia]

[paigewants2besk11ny]

miss my body before puberty hit me and i gained 1000 pounds

[andshesback]

sometimes i enjoy the chaos of bulimia

I feel so fucked up on the inside that having periods of this junkie-like state where all I do is eat, puke, rot in my room, have questionable hygiene, waste money ++... feels "good"? not good but like... it feels right. i feel like a dirty little rat who built up a dirty little secret rat life and its all mine.

losing weight and seeing how shit my skin is getting, the dark circles, lack of energy, feeling the days blending into each other, I just want to fuck up and make everything go to shit to forget how bad I'm doing in life outside of ED. i think its subconsciously a way to avoid responsibility so that I can be like "ooh well I can't progress in life or accomplish anything while I'm busy with fucking throwing up chocolate cake"

i look in the mirror after purging and see my red face, red eyes, with tears and snot and puke all around my mouth, and it just feels like, yep, that's me. being this fucked and gross fits my fucked up self perfectly.

[greenbunni]

dont have to count the calories if i can throw it all up <3

[itwillstopanydaynow]

Another lb lost, 140lbs now (63.5 kg)

Its Easter and I literally got so much god damn food wtf am I even gonna do with this bc I don’t want it💀😭

Dude

[ningscls]

okay, this book is full of these an4/edd coded passages and i’m here for it💪

[blackcoffeecigz]

I love how my body is no longer asking for food. My portions are smaller and big portions/feeling full is fucking gross to me

[luvyouforeverandever]

how it feels to come back to edblr after gaining two pounds

[cok3quette]

pink doll thinspo †

all photos off 📌trest

[fucking-upmylife]

Manifesting that i look like this in the summer

[fantocheabandonado]

Não adianta você ficar horas de jejum e fazer exercícios se vai continuar comendo igual à um porco.