No bc what do you search on pinterest for thinsp0 or diets bc whenever i do nothing comes up😭💀
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Finally the lowest weight I’ve been in forever!
:)
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New rule: never accept food from people, if the food didn’t come from myself where I know exactly how many calories are in it, I’m not eating it 🤪 look at me sideways, I don’t give a fuck, because the people who will give you shit aren’t the people who are skinny :)
Just ask yourself “do I want the body of the person offering me food?”
The answer is always no✨
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Tw:ED rant(?)
I don't even know what to do anymore, i just want to be fast, i just want to know i did it, to be able to say that i actually reached my goal, i just want to look good, i just want to be lighter, less heavy, i just want to have a thigh gap, i just want to have a flat stomach, thin arms. I just want to be tiny like my height implies i should be, i want to be cute, i want to be pretty, i want to be free. I want to live.
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Youre not hungry, youre just bored so close that damn fridge💀
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Why are Ed people always cold 🥲.
Freaking freezing 😩😩
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My love, Ana.
I met her at my lowest: when the room I slept at was no better than a cave, when being alone in the middle of a crowd was my day to day interaction, when life pushed me around like a helpless sailor on a sinking ship.
Even if I had already spoken with her once or twice before, the idea of progressing our relationship had always made me step back in the past. But not anymore.
I only started dating her for myself at first, for the jealous stares and the tight clothes, for the number on the scale and the praises from close ones.
Our relationship had been hard to maintain the first couple weeks because she interfered with my everyday life: lunch after class with friends, drinks in the tavern with cousins, dinner with family... I admit I sometimes had wondered whether or not she deserved all the fuss.
But, oh, man.
Slowly but surely, I had started to fall in love with her and she has ended up becoming the only thingI could think of: the touch of her bony, weightless, perfect body, the pleasant numbness I feel after treating her well, the way she always comforts me whenever I feel distressed...
The very thought of her makes me dizzy with love until my sight turns black and my feet gave me up, until I bang my head with the hard ground, until my hair starts to fall and until there's nothing more left of me than my undying love to her.
And I know her love's poisonous. I know she's someone my family and friends don't approve of; but she's the love of my life.
Because Ana is the only one that makes me beautiful.
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