#bulmic

[andwishthatitwasme]

I want people to worry about me. I want to look dead.

[angelcake-99]

Since relapsing , I have most of the restrictive behaviours of before but not the ideology .

Nothing that I used to belive I have kept .

Such as :

I don't think being thin or extra thin is any prettier than curvy or bigger women or average.

I don't want people to worry for me , I am an not dependent on others care and attention .

I don't want to feel dizzy or have grey skin or be unhealthy. It's too much of any inconvenience for me .

I don't want to go to hospital like I used to so badly . Cause I honestly don't care .

BUT I still have all of my behaviours of restriction and starvation back so I'm kinda in this limbo of not eating but not actually caring about the end result .

[its-dysfunctional-ana]

I thought I could get over this but really i always fall back to it because it’s what i’ve known for so long, it’s something i know i can control. Just because I’m not underweight means no one has ever worried or really tried to stop me even tho they all know, it must mean it’s ok right? That or they just don’t believe i have the willpower to stay strict, well i refuse to fall back to the binges and I will make my goal!

[sadbulmix]

Tried recovery but back again 🤡

[freshthoughts2020]

THE FUTURE IS HERE

6′ X 9′

BY

JAEVONN HARRIS

[karmazzzlol]

feeling fat lol

arent we all though. after eating Christmas fucking dinner. i think im gonna fast for a few days. i cant even weigh myself cuz my scale is broken. but its fine ig weighing myself kind of demotivated me.

[caffienatedth1n]

why do i constantly feel afraid to eat in my own home :/ my stomach is in knots of anxiety because I ate some of my own leftovers

[lunasadnesss]

Quiero ser una chica linda, quiero ser delgada como esas mujeres de siluetas definidas...

[red0822]

hi I don’t usually post anything on here but I need help. I’ve been struggling with bulimia for the past year and lost 3st and 8lbs I’ve now stopped losing and keep gaining even though I purge pretty much everything I eat. I rarely eat enough in a day even without purging I shouldn’t be eating enough calories for me to actually be gaining anything but I’ve been stuck on the same weight for the past 3 months and I don’t know what to do. Everything just feels pointless I’m putting myself in so much pain and I’m not even seeing the results anymore. I would really appreciate any advice that would get me out of this because I’m not even going to attempt to recover until I get to my ugw. The way I’m going I’m going to be stuck doing this for years. Please help

[huntedeers]

Where are the girls with fucked up teeth that have smoked crack been bulmic I am ruined

[andwishthatitwasme]

i wanna look dead. i want them to be worried. but not too worried. does that make any sense?

[angelcake-99]

Its great to be the skinniest one in the family but then you realize you family are all morbidly obese. 

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[sadbulmix]

[an4m4ri4]

Things ppl never tell you....

That being bulmic for years will rot your teeth. One by one, the stomach acid from each upchuck will literally melt the enamel off your molars, one by one and unless you have got amazing dental insurance for dental implants or veneers etc, you'll lose that beautiful smile.

#bulmia #eatingdisorder #awareness

[thin-is-win]

This is totally me when people tell me that eating healthy fats is good 😂

[caffienatedth1n]

is anyone in an ed groupchat that adding people? im also up to making one if other ppl are also looking for one (on snap)