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gxyhxrror · 2 years
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I’m the type of autistic person who needs you to spell out what you want from me, especially when it’s instructions or you making a decision.
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alagaisia · 13 days
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Hey if you’re still enjoying and engaging with Harry Potter in any capacity you can unfollow me 😊 please and thank you
Like. I get it. I was super into it as a kid too. I did not have the social context to pick up on the antisemitism or transphobia or sexism or fatphobia or bioessentialism or racism or anything else. I also picked up on surface-level language of Fighting Back Against Evil and ascribed my own values onto what that meant and thought we were all on the same page. I remember when the original kids who grew up with the books started becoming adult fans and picking up on the (blatant!) antisemitism and everybody was still mostly willing to give JKR the benefit of the doubt on it. (“She was writing kids books!” They said. “She didn’t know she was penning a global phenomenon! She picked a common literary trend in European fairy tales (antisemitic caricature) and didn’t examine it closely. It’s a mistake anyone could make,” we said. “She would probably do things differently now. After all, she word-of-god confirmed the vaguest hints she dropped that Dumbledore might be gay,” we said.) There was actually a span of several years where biases inherent in the actual real content of the Harry Potter series were coming to light and even the people pointing them out still seemed mostly to think it was an unfortunate accident.
That time has passed. Years ago! We are long past the first months of “maybe she doesn’t realize this seemingly-feminist tweet she liked was made by a noted TERF” and then “how could she not realize that these many veiled TERF-y things she’s retweeted have implications for the many queer fans of her work” and finally “oh wow okay JKR just dropped an entire transphobic manifesto on twitter. I guess the transphobia was the point.”
Yeah, there were a few months after that where people were still processing and still working through how they felt about Harry Potter and all of its flaws with the context of the now open transphobia of the creator. I was there for that. Remember how I was one of the kids who built it up into something noble and worthwhile based on my own beliefs about what messages it was probably trying to convey? Turns out it wasn’t trying to say any of those things, and when you take the time to examine all of the terrible shit that made its way into the text whether JKR intended it to be there or not, the whole series falls apart. It’s weird to discover that there’s a room in your house that’s rotten to the core, but eventually you figure out you can’t live like that, still going in there and holding your nose and pretending it’s still the same room you thought it was when the termites were only inside of the walls and hadn’t yet started chewing their way through the furniture. Because what’s going to happen is that they are going to infest the rest of your house. If you decide you can ignore transphobia and antisemitism and everything else just because you liked the color of the wallpaper, the rest of your principles are going to crumble too. You get rid of that fucking room. You put those books on a high shelf in the back of your closet behind other outgrown clothes and interests and you move the fuck on.
JKR uses the money made from her transphobic antisemitic children’s books to actively funding hate groups and to lobby for legislation that will and has actually affected the actual lives of trans people in an entire country. We are past the point of grieving something you were wrong about in childhood. Kids are wrong about a lot of stuff. You grow up and you learn new information and you change your behaviors based on it. You have to choose. It is transphobic to pretend there is not transphobia where there is. It is transphobic to support the work of someone who is using those funds to take rights from trans people with every fucking dollar. It is hateful to continue to engage positively with a story that at its very core is rooted in hate and bigotry and prejudice. You can choose to do all of those things but you cannot claim ignorance of them and you cannot choose those things and still pretend that choosing them upholds the values we convinced ourselves that Harry Potter stood for over a decade ago as uninformed children. You cannot choose to do those things and pretend to still support your trans and queer and Jewish neighbors. I do not want you in my neighborhood. Leave.
#mine#Harry potter cw#yeah I don’t want to see or think about this shit either and I’m sure most of my followers are on the same page of just like. let’s wipe it#from the public consciousness and do our best to just completely ignore it and forget it existed and in doing so take away JKRs platform and#influence and also stop the continued harm the series will do by propagated hateful biases in people who continue to read it#but despite heavily culling my feed over the course of the past several years and thankfully mostly not seeing HP fandom things anymore#I’ve been seeing a lot of responses today to people defending it and honestly I forget that there are still people out there doing that who#think they are just fine and normal fandom people with non-hateful and terrible interests and it makes me so angry#maybe more so because like. I was there too! I was annoyingly obsessed with Harry Potter from the ages of idk seven? up until whenever JKR#started being openly transphobic. I have so much fucking knowledge about this book series that will never leave my brain. and yeah it was#weird and hard to have to rethink things and realize that no actually it does feel bad and uncomfortable to continue to be a fan even#passively of these books. it was a big part of my childhood and several of my friendships. I fully get it. I was the weird kid also.#it was weird and hard to say oh actually this sucks and I don’t want to be a part of it anymore. but I did it! I got there! because it was#more important to care about real actual things and people than it is to fondly remember a book series for children.#and at the time it felt like maybe I did hang on a little longer than I could have and was a little later than some people and figuring out#my feelings and moving on from the whole thing. but it was still fucking years ago. and you’re still here?#because you like the color of the wallpaper in this shitty rotten broken down tacked on room? because we used to spend time there together?#buddy the room was giving us lead poisoning the whole time and the rest of us have accepted that and we are all outside doing other things.#you will find connection and community in so many places in your life. I promise. get the fuck out of that terrible awful room#and for gods sake stop bring out handfuls of mold you found under the floorboards and shoving it in our faces#nobody fucking wants this. we did it. we’re done.#so yeah I think I have an extra level of disdain because I know from personal experience that it’s not *that* fucking hard to care more#about real life trans people than about antisemitic children’s books.
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bowlofsoob · 9 months
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O5 thank you next — go ahead and log out for me
SOOBIN’S POV
notes; all of soobin’s accounts are yn and all of yns accounts are soobin until the end of their birthday
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In the early glow of the morning, Soobin, now inhabiting his soulmate’s body, sat nervously in the passenger seat of the car he’d just gotten picked up in. Taehyun and Hueningkai, as he’d come to recently learn, were exchanging awkward glances in the rearview mirror as Soobin’s own songs played through the car’s speakers.
“So, uh, hope you’re okay with your own music on the playlist,” Hueningkai said from the passenger seat, “It’s just what we usually play.”
Soobin couldn’t help but feel fond of them, they were his fans after all.
“It’s cool, I actually really love this one,” he answered, his own unfamiliar voice startling him.
“We thought it might help with adjusting,” Taehyun added, a faint hue of pink on his cheeks.
Soobin could only nod in response, picking at the fabric of his pants. Nothing in his soulmate’s closet adhered to his taste, and most of it just consisted of poorly designed graphic tees.
The car descended into an uneasy quietness, broken only by the familiar melodies spilling out of the speakers that seemed oddly intimate with Soobin now present.
“You guys seem a bit shy, anything on your mind?” Soobin tentatively asked in an attempt to break the tension with the two people he would be spending the rest of the day with.
“It’s just that having our idol in the car, even if it’s in our friend’s body, is kinda surreal,” Hueningkai smiled, stumbling over his words.
"We’re not used to this level of…fame?” Taehyun replied.
“I get it, I’m not used to being on this side of things either,” Soobin replied, trying to relate.
As they approached their apartment, Soobin couldn't help but feel a strange connection with his soulmate’s friends. As Taehyun parked the car they all hesitated before stepping out, still unsure of themselves in each other’s presence.
“This is so weird,” Hueningkai marvels.
Soobin can’t help but laugh, “Tell me about it.”
As they entered the apartment the trio settled into the living room rather awkwardly. Soobin couldn’t help but take notice of the memorabilia of himself surrounding them, he’d never expected to see how one of his fan’s lives up close.
Even though he was navigating an unfamiliar shyness he found comfort in the tentative smiles of his soulmate’s friends.
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In one of their cramped bedrooms, Soobin, now uncomfortably squeezed into your body, stared blankly at the physics textbook.
“Okay, let's go through this again,” Taehyun sighed, “The laws of thermodynamics is the transfer of—"
“You lost me at thermo,” Soobin muttered, flipping through the flashcards laid out in front of him halfheartedly.
“This is hopeless, how is he supposed to pass the exams?” Taehyun mumbled to Hueningkai.
“Maybe if we play his songs backward, he'll absorb physics knowledge by osmosis,” Hueningkai sadly jokes, half serious.
“Backwards songs?” Soobin asks as he looks up, “That’s a thing?”
“We’re getting off track, let’s try this one more time,” Taehyun sighs, directing Soobin’s attention towards his notebook.
They spent the few hours they had before the exams attempting to explain concepts, drawing diagrams, and resorting to desperate analogies involving concert stages and sound waves. However, Soobin struggled to grasp the complexities of physics and mathematics. He was fucked.
“I’m sorry, this is all like a foreign language to me,” Soobin says, feeling bad with how hard they were trying.
Truth is he gave up hours ago when Hueningkai started singing formulas to him in an attempt to get him to memorize them. As the minutes dragged on, Soobin’s lack of concern became more apparent.
He just didn’t care enough.
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୨୧✧ — author notes; hi guys sorry for the wait 😔 i was off at war (finals week)
୨୧✧ — synopsis; in a universe where you and your soulmate swap bodies on your twenty-first birthday and every birthday after that. world renowned soloist soobin is set to have a concert on the day of your guys’ shared birthday, a firm believer he doesn’t have a soulmate and wants nothing to do with them. you, a college student who hasn’t listened to a single one of his songs, swap bodies with him on the day of your final exam and his big concert. you’re now under the public eye for ruining his career and soobin has to deal with your wrath since he failed your exams. he must also process the fact that he does in fact have a soulmate, one he couldn’t care less about.
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thinkingofchishiya · 3 months
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kpopidol!reader x chishiya pls!
also, good luck in writing fics :)
Thank you my love, i’m actually having a lot of fun with it so far!! Hope you like this 🤍 feel free to spam my inbox if you have any more ideas
Chishiya x kpopidol! reader headcannons
warnings: brief mention of potential ED, slight angst at the end
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•when you first arrived at the beach chishiya had no idea who you were, k-pop isn’t exactly his specialty sure he’d heard a few songs but he wasn’t exactly knowledgeable
•it wasn’t until he saw the stares and whispers of other residents that he realised there was something special about you, it was kuina who excitedly informed him who you were
•in response he rolled his eyes saying being a celebrity in this world was meaningless, but he had to admit you were beautiful and just couldn’t tear his eyes from you, he felt annoyingly drawn in by you and he couldn’t figure out why.
•However it was his attitude towards you that made you like him, constantly being stared at and gawked over got tiring real fast but chishiya made you feel normal - he treated you like a regular person and the two of you quickly got quiet close
•especially after the jack of hearts, the two of you teamed up and aced the game together
•the other players at the beach were confused by the unlikely duo- cold conniving chishiya who barely spoke to anyone and the idol anyone would be blessed to talk to even for a moment. They thought it was unfair and confusing - how did him of all men garner so much of your attention ?
•him noticing your strict eating patterns and making sure you’ve always had a decent sized meal. The industry was strict on their idols and chishiya knew that but he wouldn’t have it +
+ when you accuse him of caring about you with a grin, he scoffs a “you wish” and rolls his eyes, but what you don’t see is the way his cheeks and the tips of his ears burn pink when he turns around beginning to walk away from you
•one time on his way back from a game he stopped in a 7/11 , and he saw you on the cover of an old magazine with your group
•sneakily picking up the magazine as if anyone was around, he flicked to find the page you were on. Titled “ group/name to come to shibuya for 2 nights in may” you were scheduled to be on tour performing when you arrived here.
•After this he started having angstier thoughts about you, how unfair it was that a girl like you who worked so hard to have it all was stuck in a place like this. Not only because you were famous but because you were sweet, not build for the borderlands in his eyes
•Despite his initial thoughts on you not being special, he now wanted nothing more than to protect you
•however what chishiya didn’t realise is your hard training for hours on end made you incredibly fit - games like spades especially were ones you mastered in
•chishiya secretly listening to your songs in his earphones and actually enjoying them, k-pop from your group alone his guilty pleasure
•listens intently whenever kuina begs you to tell her stories from your time with the group as you giggle at her interest
•likes watching you dance and sing, especially on drunk nights when you and the beach were extra hyped after a winning round of games
•when you guys start dating he worships you and your physique, always keeping an arm around your waist as you walk through the beach to smugly show you off
•loves getting under niragi’s jealous skin, brings you up during executive meetings just to piss him off
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•You’d been with chishiya for two years when one day he comes home from work to tell you about a young girl he’s had to perform surgery for multiple times
•she was a terminally ill patient and while it wasn’t chishiya’s job to arrange things for the make a wish organisation, he knew he had to get you to meet her when she mentioned being a huge fan of your group
•he rarely exchanged details about his personal life with patients, except for when it came to children and young teens. Speaking about his beloved partner he let your name slip , “y/n like the idol from g/n?” this is when chishiya felt extra proud to be with you as he explained , “yeah, actually her”
•the patient squeeled and this was happiest he’d ever seen her “no way! that’s so cool doctor shiya!”
• “she’s gorgeous, you’re so lucky!” and his smug grin in response “i know”
•after talking to you about it you agreed withought hesitation to meet the girl, it turns out you were her bias
•the meeting went well with many hugs and laughs exchanged as you spent time learning about her, chishiya even joining to stay for a little bit instead of working as he had a free moment
•you liked staying at the hospital as it meant being closer to shiya on his busy days but you never had an excuse to be there, on this day though you ended up staying with the girl for hours until the day was almost over
•when chishiya came in you were sitting by his patient giving her a final hug as the credits rolled for your groups tour movie on the hospital room’s television
•when it was time for you to leave together and go home, you barely made it to the car before bursting into uncontrollable sobs
•chishiya held you silently rubbing your back with your face in his chest as you let it all out, “it’s not fair!” you sobbed “,i know…i know” what you didn’t see was the way he fought back prickling tears that stung his eyes and the burning ache he felt in his chest
•this patient was his worst loss yet and the pain that was usually easier to hide was now tripled as you cried in his arms
•just two weeks later you were informed of her passing, her family had written a letter to chishiya thanking him for looking after their daughter in her short time and for his incredible act of kindness by getting you to meet her in what they described as “the best day of her little life”
•shortly after you were trending in the news with your pictures all over the papers, being held by your group on stage at a concert as you cried during the girl’s favourite song. You requested a replay and dedicated it in her name
•the two of you even attended her funeral, wearing what you learned was her favourite colour
a/n: i loved this request thank you so much anon!! It was gonna be something cutesy and light but the opportunity arose to write my first angst, hope i did well !! i really appreciate feedback and comments
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newtthetranswriter · 4 months
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Could I request kuroo(haikyuu) x male reader where the reader is in the chess club and Kuroo is hopelessly in love with him and starts learning chess to have something in common with the reader who is awkward and standoffish but with every game karoo challenges him to they fall more and more in love
Love is a Chess Game
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Word count: 2762
Paring: Tetsuro Kuroo x male! Reader
Summary: Kuroo has always been fascinated by Y/n, after learning that he was in the chess club, Kuroo sets out to try and learn more about his closed off crush.
A/n: Thank you so much for requesting. I’m sorry it took so long to get this out but I promise I made it the best I could. I hope you enjoy and have a happy pride month. And as alway remember to hydrate or diedrate. 
    It wasn’t common for Kuroo to be late for practice, he is the captain after all. But this time he had a question for his teacher about an assignment and so he didn’t leave when the bell rang. Having never been in the main building of the school after school was out, he never paid much attention to what other clubs meet after school and where. So imagine his surprise when he spots the guy he’s been crushing on, walking to one of the empty classrooms. 
    Curious as to what Y/n could be doing, Kuroo decided that since he was already late for practice, what's a couple extra minutes. So he, too, approached the classroom. Getting closer to the door he heard the unmistakable sounds of people talking and realized the room wasn’t actually empty. Without being seen, or so he thought, he poked his head through the small opening, observing what was happening. Quickly Kuroo realized that it was a meeting for the school's Chess club. 
    After his eyes took in the numerous chess boards set up, they were drawn to the person who unknowingly lured the Middle blocker to the room. There Y/n stood talking with one of his clubmates. Kuroo couldn’t help but stare at the unsuspecting boy, completely in awe. This was the first time Kuroo had seen Y/n talking openly with anyone, he normally sits away from people looking like he couldn’t care less about those around him. But here he was chatting and laughing like it was completely normal.
   Kuroo probably would have stood there for hours watching his crush, but sadly an obnoxious ringing came from his pocket. He quickly pulled his phone out of his pocket, jumping away from the door hoping not to get caught. “What’s up?” He asked the person on the other end, not bothering to see who is calling him.
   “Where are you? Practice was supposed to start twenty minutes ago.” Surprisingly it was Kenma. 
   Checking the time he let out a sigh. “Shit sorry, got held up asking a teacher a few questions and lost track of time. I'll be there shortly.” He answered quickly. As he hung up the phone he didn’t fail to notice the grumbles in the background from presumably Yaku. Putting his phone back in his pocket he made up his mind. First he was going to go to practice so as to not incur the wrath of either Kenma or Yaku as he did not want to deal with either parties bitching. Second, he was going to spend as much of his free time as possible learning to play chess.
   After about two weeks of spending any moment not at school or practice, learning how to play chess, Kuroo decided it was time to put his new knowledge to the test. So he approached Y/n on their lunch break. 
   “Hey, Y//n I wanted to ask if you would be willing to play a game of chess with me?” He asked the quiet boy.
   Not even looking up from his food Y/n responded. “Why?” It was a simple one word response, but the tone of voice said he would rather do anything else.
   Kuroo was not expecting that, but being the quick thinker he is, recovered from his shock before speaking again. “I noticed you enjoy chess, and thought maybe you would like to play against a new opponent. Playing the same people over and over probably gets boring.” He hoped his explanation made sense, and didn’t make him sound like a fool. “And to make it more interesting we can make a bet out of it. Winner can ask the loser one question and the loser has to answer honestly.” Thinking one the spot, Kuroo silently wished that the friendly wager would entice Y/n into agreeing.
   After a moment of silence Y/n nodded. “Fine I’ll play, but not right now come by the Chess club after school we’ll do this.” With that he turned back to his food ignoring the massive grin that spread across Kuroo’s face.
  Walking back to his seat, Kuroo quickly texted the team’s group chat saying something came up and so he would likely be late to practice so they should just start without him. Of course he was met with a series of questions ranging from Lev asking innocently why, to Kenma telling him a date isn’t a reason to be late for practice if he can’t miss practice for a new video game. Kenma’s message was then met with even more confused questions. Deciding that he was done with the idiot squad Kuroo turned his phone off and tried to calm his excitement, wanting to focus on school and not over think his plans for the afternoon.
   After the bell rang, Kuroo made his way to the room where the Chess club met, barely hiding his excitement. When he entered the room he was greeted by the stares of confused chess players, wondering why the boys volleyball captain was in the chess room. Noticing Y/n wasn’t there yet, He stood by the door awkwardly hoping he wouldn’t have to wait long.
   His prayers were answered because not even two minutes later, Y/n entered the room. At first he didn’t notice the athlete, but as he approached his clubmates he noticed them taking glances at the door like something was wrong. Looking at the door, couldn’t hide his shock as he made eye contact with the tall Middle blocker awkwardly standing by the door.
   Once Kuroo realized Y/n had showed up, he made his way over. “So Y//n you ready for our game?” He asked as he took a seat across the stoic chess player.
   Receiving confused questions from the other’s in the room as to why he was playing a round of chess with someone on the volleyball team, Y/n sighed. “Yes Kuroo, let me just set the board up. As for you, peanut gallery, he asked to play so I decided to indulge his request.” The player explained as he began placing chess pieces on the board in front of him.
   After the board was set, the match began. Even with Y/n being a gentleman and letting Kuroo take the first move, it only took him 37 moves to beat the middle blocker. It didn’t really surprise anyone in the room, after all Y/n was one of the best players in the club.
   Accepting his loss Kuroo, reminded Y/n of their wager. “So, what’s your question you want answered?” Kuroo asked, believing it would probably be something that would likely embarrass him like ‘what is the dumbest thing he’s ever done?’. But he was left, shocked by the response he got.
   “The only thing I want to know is why did you decide to learn how to play chess?” Y/n wasn't trying to be mean or make fun of Kuroo, he honestly wanted to know.
   Getting over his shock, Kuroo thought for a moment. He could A) tell the truth that he did it to get to know Y/n or B) lie and say he just thought it looked interesting. Deciding that if he wanted this to all turn out well, he would have to be honest so he went for. “Honestly, I wanted to get to know you and when I saw that you were part of the chess club I figured it was a good opportunity to start.” He was just being honest, but for some reason the confidence he had while speaking amazed Y/n.
   Taking a moment to fully understand why Kuroo made the choice, Y/n decided to play along with Kuroo’s idea. “Well, if you want to get to know me you’ll have to beat me in a game so you can ask me a question.” This took everyone in the room by surprise. The awkward and standoffish Y/n was actually offering to let someone get to know him. “So Kuroo, if you are up for it, next week we will have a rematch.”
   Kuroo thought for a second before nodding in agreement. “Yeah, it sounds like a plan.” After finishing his sentence, he felt his phone vibrate. Checking it, seeing a text from Yaku saying he was needed in the gym, Kuroo started to stand. “Well, it seems my own club is in need of their amazing captain so, I will see you around Y/n. And I will definitely be back next week for our rematch and I’m going to win.” finishing his sentence Kuroo closed the door to the room. Deciding to be slow about reaching the gym, for the soul purpose of quieting his giddy thoughts about getting to know Y/n more. 
The day before the rematch
   Kuroo had tried to tell the rest of the team that he would once again be late to practice,       without telling them why but a certain cat eyed setter decided to have some fun. “He’s going to play chess with his boyfriend.” Kenma announced to the group who was currently cleaning up the gym after practice.
   “He is not my boyfriend.” Kuroo said, trying to keep calm and not strangle the boy with two-toned hair.
   Yaku, not having a full understanding of what was happening, decided now was a great time to interrogate his friend. “So, the reason you showed up late to practice was to randomly play chess with some random guy? Am I understanding that correctly?” He asked, moving to stand next to Kenma.
   Before Kuroo could respond, Kenma responded more than happy to give his teammates ways to make fun of his best friend. “No, not some random guy. It was Y/n, he’s been in Kuroo’s class since middle school and he just now got the balls to talk to him.” While Kuroo wanted to argue and say Kenma had it wrong, he knew Kenma was telling the truth. After all he told Kenma all about his plan to learn to play chess and once he beats y/n in a game he’ll ask him out.
   “Anyway, I’m just letting you guys know so you don’t blow up my phone after two minutes of me not being here on time.” Kuroo said finishing up the last bit of cleaning that needed to be done for the night. He received a chorus of ‘yeah whatever’s and they all dropped the subject. Once they were sure the gym was clean they all headed home for the night.
   The next day like he promised Kuroo showed up at the Chess club ready for his rematch with Y/n. This time he waited outside not wanting to deal with the awkward stares of the other club members. After only a couple minutes he spotted y/n approaching the room.
   “Hello, Y/n how are you today?” He asked, hoping to start a conversation outside of their game.
   Y/n gave him a slight smile before covering it with his normal unreadable face. “I’m fine, but if you want to know more you have to beat me first.” He said, not missing the flash of shock across Kuroo’s face at how he was clearly making jokes at him. Y/n, then opened the door and usher Kuroo into the room. Taking a seat at the same table as last time Y/n began setting up for their game.
   Just like the week before Kuroo was unable to beat Y/n. “Since I stand victorious once again, it’s time for you to answer a question. Why do you want to get to know me? We’ve never really talked before so why now?” Y/n asked, not expecting much of an answer but figured he’d give it a try.
   Kuroo was startled by the question, but decided once again that if he wants to pursue anything with Y/n, he would have to be honest from the start. “I’ve admired you for a while. You always managed to get good grades since middle school and you never seem to let people get to you. I just wanted to know more about what makes you who you are.”
   It was now Y/n’s turn to be stunned. “Well that certainly wasn’t the answer I was expecting. Anyway, don't you have captain duties to get to, at your own club?” He asked the messy haired athlete. 
   Sighing, Kuroo stood up. Before leaving he turned to Y/n one last time for the day. “Same time next week, and this time I’ll be the one asking the question.” 
    Y/n had to quickly hide the stunned look on his face before nodding. Sure he had realized that Kuroo wasn’t the kind of guy to give up, but he wasn’t quite expecting such confidence from him. After Kuroo left, the Chess club went about business as usual. Well except their star player was getting lost in thought every time he wasn’t participating in a game.
Time skip to a month later
    After four more games Kuroo still hadn’t managed to beat Y/n in a single game of chess. But on the brightside the two had started interacting with each other outside of their now weekly chess matches. It wasn’t much but Y/n was letting Kuroo get to know him more without the caveat of winning a chess game. Knowing more about Y/n made Kuroo even more happy with his choice to learn chess.
    When it came time for their seventh game, it came to no one's surprise that Kuroo had shown up to the Chess club and set up the usual spot before Y/n even arrived. What did surprise everyone was the fact that Kuroo managed to get the upper hand. After a long back and forth Kuroo actually managed to beat Y/n for the first time. At first members of the chess club figured it had to be fluke and Y/n just made a mistake. But after going over the game in their heads, they quickly realized that Kuroo actually managed to outsmart the chess player.
   After over coming the shock of actually losing to Kuroo, Y/n raised his head looking to his opponent. “So Kurro, It seems it’s your turn to ask me a question.” Y/n prompted, expecting a question similar to ones he had asked in the past like ‘why play chess’ or ‘why did he agree to play chess against him?’ something like that. 
   There was just one thing Y/n seemed to forget he wasn’t playing chess against another chess player, he was playing against the captain of the Nekoma Volleyball team. This was a cunning and confident cat, Kuroo had been planning for this for weeks now. “Will you let me take you on a date?” It was straight to the point but Kuroo wanted to make it clear that he wanted to take Y/n on a date, not just them going and hanging out, but an actual date.’
   Everyone who was present in the room at that moment, froze. No one expected that to be the question Kuroo asked. After about a minute of silence though Kuroo’s confidence started to fade. As he was about to speak up and say it’s fine and that they can all just forget it happened, Y/n finally spoke. “I would love to go on a date with you Kuroo.” 
   It was Kuroo’s turn to freeze, of course this was the outcome he hoped for, but to actually hear it, his brain stopped working. Shaking the surprise from his mind, he couldn’t help but smile as he responded. “Great, I’ll text you the details and don’t worry about paying for anything. I asked you out so the first date is on me.” Y/n just chuckled and nodded in response. “Well, I guess I have to get to practice. Thank you for the game, and thank you for agreeing to go out with me.” Kuroo had to fight the urge to jump in excitement as he left the room. 
   Y/n on the other hand, now had to deal with the wave of questions his clubmates were now throwing at him. He wasn’t expecting that agreeing to a chess game with Volleyball player would lead to him going on a date with said volleyball player. But even if it was not the expected outcome, he was truly looking forward to it having grown to enjoy and look forward to spending time with the middle blocker.
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brrypiiix · 5 months
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what was trollex and clays reaction when they found out they were having the triplets?
Sorry for the late response! Finals week is coming up.
This is actually a big one to answer for me, because I got a whole scenario planned out and I’m so glad you asked this.
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My HCs That Help to Make This Make Sense
Pop Trolls naturally only have one egg at a time
Techno Trolls naturally can have more than one at a time(bc fish)
The mixing of genres cause different effects to a certain troll when they have an egg or more due to each type of genre needing specific resources. For example, a Rock Troll egg would require a large amount of calcium in order to naturally have the harder shell they usually do and a Pop Troll may not be able to provide that amount unless they’re aware of this, in which they just have to put more calcium into their diet, but its still a rare case for a Pop Troll to have a Rock Troll egg without any soft spots due to the lacking requirements. So in this case, a Pop Troll, who is naturally adapted to making only one egg at a time, having more than one is asking for extra resources from the Pop Troll that they may not have due to the resources needs being so different
Pop Trolls are more adapted to being overprotective of their eggs, due to their major history with the Bergens and being extra vulnerable as prey animals compared to the other genres
Techno Trolls are more adapted to carrying around other Techno Trolls eggs. Babysitting is a huge norm to them
Claylex Reactions and Experience of Having The Triplets
Pure shock.
First off, they did not even know they were having eggs. It was, in a way, an unexpected. Not that they didn’t want kids, Trollex especially wanted kids with Clay by this time. Clay was more focused on work and his workaholic tendencies, so he didn’t think much of it.
The thing is, Clay definitely was not aware enough to know what to expect if he were to have an egg from Trollex, and turns out it actually was a scary moment.
He definitely curses himself for not doing any research on it, but then again genres were still just beginning to mix in this period so not much knowledge was known for Trolls all across the kingdom. Plus, he wasn’t expecting to have eggs anytime soon
When it happened, he got up one morning. He was especially exhausted and his body ached, but not as much as his head. Pure migraine and him groaning from it. He made it to the kitchen just enough time to basically start having the worst pain to experience in his head. So imagine Guy Diamonds experience having Tiny Diamonds egg, and then crank it up by a ton and then multiply it by 3. Since Clay had three eggs. All with needs that his Pop Troll body isnt adapted to meet. They were draining a lot more resources than he was ready to provide.
Luckily, his brothers were there to help him through it. All through panic and John Dory passing out at one point, whom which Clay was cursing out like crazy
Clay was a cursing demon too during this, btw. He was absolutely terrifying and saying the most outlandish things, but bro had every right
Trollex also wasn’t there, because he wasn’t visiting at the time. He was all the way at the Reef when this was happening, because they weren’t expecting this to happen at all
So as soon as Clay’s hair popped out the three eggs finally, he was so physically exhausted that bro ended up passing out for three whole days straight
Absolutely terrified his brothers, who all worked to keep watch over him and relying on Dr. Moonbloom to ensure he truly was alright.
The moment Trollex found out Clay had eggs, was like hours after Clay had passed out. Trollex was so crazy happy to hear he has eggs now, that he swam out, did a whole “whoop” noise and got all his Techno Trolls to chant it back to him before he booked it so quick on his whale all the way to Trollstopia to be with Clay. He extended his stay for three whole weeks to be with him and help take care of him and the eggs.
Trollex was completely speechless the moment he got to see the eggs. He knew he loved them before he even saw them, but he didnt think it’d come so strong when he actually got to be around them. They havent even hatched and already he’s imagining all the fun stuff they can do together, all the raves he can take them too and to teach them all kinds of things from Techno culture
Despite the absolute scare it was, Trollex doesnt really understand why exactly it happened either, and is more ecstatic at the fact that they have eggs now. Because again, having more than one egg was normal to Techno Trolls.
So the moment Trollex found out about the way Pop Trolls naturally have eggs and what that put Clay through, he was extra clingy to him and apologizing over and over, feeling absolutely guilty to put him through that. He was already super loving and caring over Clay, but this increased it after that.
Clay, on the other hand, was still processing from it all and was exhausted. He thought it was so insane that he had three eggs and was never told of the possibility nor how it would go down(to be fair, no one knew of it happening like this).
Clay went through some major mood swings and the moment he saw Trollex he went from cursing him out for putting him through this situation, to crying to him about how much it hurt, to clinging to him for extra comfort from his husband
They definitely had to help him get his nourishment and energy back up too since it was drained to give to the eggs
Clay struggled a lot with contemplating if being a father was who he was now, if it erases all his work and accomplishments. Basically struggled more with his identity issues. He didn’t want being a father to override everything he’s ever accomplished.
Then he worried if he could love or protect them enough, and proceeded to cry many nights over it while holding them, afraid of being a bad parent already
Despite this though, the moment Clay was first awake and able to hold his eggs, he was so extremely protective of them that bro threatened to bite the hand off of anyone who tried to touch them. His brothers, and other pop trolls, were already aware enough to not try him. Because one, they know he’s naturally gonna be over protective and two it’s Clay so the aggression is gonna be cranked up.
Clay definitely at one point had a huge mood swing that caused him to break down in tears, fearing for his future and his eggs. Fearing that his identity of being a hard, serious worker and everything he’s done being overlooked because he’s now a father. It got so bad that bro started crying in bed, with all his family there trying to console him, and he starts irrationally freaking out and going “I can’t do this, man!! I’ll never make it as a father!!! Take them!! TAKE THEM!! RIGHT NOW- NO DONT TOUCH MY BABIES!!!” Next thing they all know, JD has a new bite scar on his arm.
John definitely had to walk into Clay’s room every time in fully homemade armor like a person wears when giving a cat a bath. He was the main target to Clay’s hostility whenever he was in his area during this time
Trollex wanted so badly to take the eggs to their first rave, but Clay shut that idea down so quick because it’d be way too dangerous, he did not want to go to some rave while busy caring for eggs, and he refuses to separate from them
Trollex had to learn very quickly that he had to be careful not to overstep Clay’s boundary when it came to the eggs, but was able to calm him down mostly enough that he could relax and let Trollex get up close to his hair to talk to, caress and be near the eggs
Trollex absolutely sung to the eggs every time him and Clay cuddled
He also talked to them and kept saying how amazing they will be out in the world one day and always says that he’ll always be there for them to love them
Makes Clay tear up and cry every time, because thats the love he wants to give his babies. Something him and his brothers never received from either of their parents
Clay is super strict when it comes to not taking his eggs out of his hair, but sometimes when he’s alone he will and set them on his criss crossed lap to hug and love on. He also uses this time to promise that he’ll do his best for them and love them with all his heart.
Clay is scared all throughout the incubating period with the eggs in wondering if he’s a bad parent, if he can truly love them, if being a parent erases who he is as a troll, but spoiler alert, the very moment they hatch he’s so overwhelmed with parent love for them
And there ya go! Thanks for the ask!
If you’d like to know more on my hcs related to anything Trolls just shoot me an ask or request. I love doing these
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claudemblems · 2 years
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Never Change | Alhaitham
Summary: You've been subtly trying to change things about yourself to become the "ideal" partner for Alhaitham. However, you didn't take into account that maybe there wasn't anything you needed to fix, and it's up to Alhaitham to reassure you that he loves you just the way you are.
Notes: Fem!Reader. Established Relationship. This didn't turn out like how I imagined in my head ig and it's pretty short (compared to what I usually write), but I hope the Alhaitham fans enjoy this fic nonetheless :)
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Despite how intelligent Alhaitham is, there are still many things he doesn't fully understand. Or, rather, it's hard for him to grasp how the majority of the "normal" populace thinks.
This is why he couldn't figure out why you'd been acting so strange as of late. It wasn't until Kaveh explained to him in an exasperated tone that your behavior stemmed from feelings of inferiority. "How can someone as smart as you be so dense to your own girlfriend's feelings?!"
Alhaitham had let Kaveh's insult off the hook that time because he was right. All that knowledge in his brain and yet the Scribe needed extra help to come to the right conclusion. 
Now that he knew what was going on, it was his responsibility to make things right.
"You needed me?"
Leaning against the doorframe of Alhaitham's office, you watched as your boyfriend poured over the piles of paperwork that no doubt came flooding in due to the recent removal of several sages. His body relaxed as soon as he heard your voice, and he quickly abandoned his work for the more important task at hand. "Yes, I'd like to discuss something with you. Just the two of us."
You nodded in response and entered the room, quietly shutting the door behind you. Once you made your way over to an empty chair in front of his desk, Alhaitham locked his gaze with yours, a tell-tale sign that whatever he was about to say was of great importance to himself and to the other person involved—in this case, you. 
“Something’s been bothering you, and you’ve done an impeccable job at keeping it hidden, even from me. Honestly, I couldn’t figure out what it was until Kaveh brought it to my attention.”
“O-oh? Like what?”
“Don’t play coy, [Name].” Alhaitham sighed, though his frustration wasn’t directed at you, rather at his own incompetence. “He told me that you’ve been trying to change yourself, to become someone that’s ‘Worthy of my love.’” 
Embarrassment surged through you, tinting the tips of your ears red. He’s caught onto my problems, huh? You switched your gaze from his eyes to the floor, too ashamed to even look him in the face. But even if you wouldn’t meet his eyes, Alhaitham was determined to get his feelings across to you.
Heat bloomed into your hand as he took it in his, squeezing it tightly. “I don’t know who gave you the idea that you needed to change for me, but they’re completely wrong. I didn’t develop feelings for you out of pity or in the hopes that you could become something “better.” I was attracted to you because of all of your good qualities. You’re quick-witted yet gentle, independent yet considerate. You wear your heart on your sleeve, something that I’ve never been able to do.”
Alhaitham stroked your knuckles, a brief smile appearing on his lips. “I never considered the factor that I might actually one day fall in love with someone. I thought all I needed to be content in life was to devote myself to knowledge and try my best to go about things alone, but then I realized that I’m still human and that I’m prone to emotions. It’s not wrong to choose feelings over logic or love over knowledge. You changed the way I view the world. Now it’s not just about getting by and being satisfied with how things are. I want more. I want to explore these affections that I harbor in my heart. I want to discover everything that makes you smile. I want to know what I can do to make you the happiest person in all of Sumeru—no, in all of Teyvat.”
Alhaitham had gotten up from his desk and cautiously approached you, careful to not overwhelm you in the moment. His free hand came to rest on your cheek, and you let him lift your head up to meet his loving gaze that sent butterflies into your stomach. Had he always looked at you this way and you’d just never noticed? When he looked at you like that, with so much adoration, you wondered how you’d even allowed yourself to doubt just how much he cared for you.
“You were definitely an unexpected variable in all of my plans, but I’m thankful that you found a way to enter into my life. Now that I know what it’s like to love you, I can’t ever be persuaded to let you go.”
Tears brimmed at the edges of your eyes as you stood and wrapped your arms around his torso, your head pressed so close to his chest that you could feel his very heartbeat against your ear.
“Thank you, Alhaitham. I’m sorry that I made you worry.”
“There’s no need to apologize. I’m the one that should have figured out what was going on sooner.” He nestled his head on top of yours, placing a chaste kiss to your hair. “As you can see, I still have a long way to go when it comes to understanding other people.”
“It’s okay. We have all the time in the world, don’t we?”
At this, you felt him smile against you, hugging you a little tighter. “That’s right, and I’m determined to use that time to make sure that you know I love you just the way you are. Don’t let anyone tell you differently. They’re fools if they do.”
Your laughter echoed throughout the room as you melted further into Alhaitham’s embrace, neither of you quite yet ready to let go.
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hugsandchaos · 9 months
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So I’m starved for Smiling Critters content, but I don’t exactly have a oneshot in mind to write nor do I exactly have an AU. I do, however, have some headcanons that are definitely canon divergent, especially since I imagined it in the cartoon-like world they were in during the tape recording. I don’t know if it’s enough to build up an AU, but I’m posting them anyways.
•Bubba is fluent in English and Portuguese, and is currently trying to learn sign language from Catnap
•Dogday has 2 sisters and 3 brothers, and he is also the runt of the litter (most of his siblings don’t really care, but one of his brothers likes to pick on him for it and is upset he got “special treatment” when they were younger — that special treatment was mostly just medical treatment and their parents and siblings being responsibly worried about him)
•Bobby and Picky share a favorite way of showing her friends love; by making them their favorite/comfort food for them
•Hoppy doesn’t usually like going slow, but she adores running with her two younger brothers to no end
•Bubba strongly believes Hoppy might have seasonal allergies due to her falling ill for a few weeks when winter turns to spring and pollen levels rise, but Hoppy has her suspicions due to the fact that she’s never been diagnosed to be allergic to anything
•Picky always looks at the nutrition labels at the grocery store
•Picky is thinking about starting her own garden
•Crafty prefers to draw rather than write, but enjoys a good book (she definitely doesn’t have a small library in her living room, I don’t know what you’re talking about)
•Crafty isn’t the best at magic, but she’s learning and her friends are very encouraging
•Bobby’s house is a cozy two story cottage that she keeps nice and clean on a daily basis
•Bobby and Bubba both have a closet in their house full of extra blankets, pillows, towels, and winter clothes
•Kickin’ loves to teach anyone who asks how to surf, how to skateboard, or how to ski
•Catnap almost never talks or makes any sound, but it’s not because he can’t, it’s because he simply prefers not to
•Kickin’ has a great sense of balance
•Catnap is a light sleeper
•Bobby and Catnap sometimes work together to get the group to bed, but in the end, Catnap “turns on her” and gets her to bed too before going to sleep himself
•Kickin’ and Dogday love to plan hiking or camping trips for the group (Hoppy has to stay within someone’s sight so she doesn’t run off, Bobby and Crafty like to stop and look at flowers, Picky likes to pack healthy snacks for everyone, Bubba enjoys telling facts about plants, and Catnap keeps an eye on the whole group by walking in the back)
•Catnap has a surprising amount of knowledge surrounding sleep, even Bubba didn’t know a lot of the things he did
•Bobby has made a plushie for everyone except Catnap, who already has a small, odd plushie resembling a blue creature with yellow hands and feet (Crafty has a flower, Dogday has a bone, Bubba has a dinosaur, Picky has a strawberry, Hoppy has a star, Kickin’ has a dragon, and Bobby has a heart)
•Bobby can actually be scary when she’s protecting her friends
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ninyard · 3 months
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ALSO ouhhhhh I forgot to mention something. So I was looking at the line of questioning regarding why Neil would know about Andrew's past with Drake but Aaron didn't. And I remembered something I read in the extra content: that Andrew, in Aaron's trial, does testify (extremely reluctantly) to the fact that Drake had expressed interest in Aaron and made several sexually charged comments about him. I don't remember if there was context provided for that, whether it was in response to questions regarding Andrew's history with the Spears, why his stay with them ended so abruptly with him going to juvie etc. But I'm thinking it could definitely be in response to why Aaron didn't know about Drake: because Andrew wanted to protect him from the knowledge of all that including the threat against Aaron. I think the defense could even use that information in their favour somehow, not from a legal but from a compelling-an-audience perspective, especially in opening/closing statements.
oh GOD yeah the aaron comment. (did luther know about that?)
i think it’d be a big talking point that aaron didn’t know who drake was or what he’d done - he simply saw a man with andrew, blood, and just swung. there’s a few different explanations as to why aaron could’ve done it that aren’t self defence/protecting andrew, so having andrew explain why he didn’t know would definitely put their relationship in a more positive light if there was any doubt as to how close they actually were, because andrew was protecting him by not telling him in a way.
i’m interested to imagine how it would come up, though. possibly he’s being asked if aaron knew about drake, or if drake knew about aaron (and imagine how sick aaron would feel hearing that. knowing that drake knew who he was. knowing what he was imagining doing. yuck+ouch). how would it come to the point where andrew finds himself needing to give up that little bit of info? god there’s so many little arguments here and questions that would need to be answered!!
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finnzhal · 1 year
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CRIMSON KNOLASTNAME x GN!READER
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@psychicanais asked
hey i’m just asking maybe could you do dating head canons for crimson from helluva boss? nsfw or sfw i don’t mind <33
FINN's response
Hello ! I' m sorry if this headcanons can be a bit OOC , I tried making it realistic as much as possible . I' m a SFW blog but I felt a bit risky last night and mix some NSFW headcanons there hehe
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NOTE : I don' t condone this behavior in real life . If you' re sensitive to heavy topics I suggest reading something else in my page !
I literally have to rewatch S2 EP 3 for this cause i don't give two shits about MOXXIE' s dad
If you guys are interested in requesting , my requests are open ! Just make sure to read my INFO's !!
Reader : GENDER NEUTRAL , YOU / YOUR
Character : CRIMSON KNOLASTNAME
Mentions : SPOILERS (?) , DARK Toxic relationship , Abusive , spoilers(?) , Sexism, lack knowledge of LGBTQ / homosexuality
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How you guys met
[] To be honest , I don't really see Crimson getting into committed relationships . He would just do one night stands wether a woman or a man whenever he feels ykyk
[] Crimson probably met you in a bar or you were once his victim that seduced him while you're about to get killed ( I'm loosing creativity for this one- )
[] So Crimson made you as one of his toys whenever he wants to relieve himself , calling you and talking to you just because of that .
[] Slowly meeting more other than in bed , making you as an employer of his Mafia , making you live in his house , and now actually dating . In those correct orders .
[] Crimson asked you out after one of his successful kills
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[] Crimson would spoil you with gifts , expensive ones and the most questionable yet disgusting ones too . He gifted you a skull once , the skull was from one of the people who mistreated you
[] Crimson would bite you at every part of your body whenever you guys are alone , He doesn't care if it's visible . He wants people to know you're his .
[] Crimson will and would show you off to his gangsters and to everyone
[] Crimson will call you " His treasure " or " His bait " . . If you guys are alone he'll call you " Darling " or " Dear / Dearest "
[] Crimson will literally flirt with you at any given time just to see your flustered reaction . If you do flirt back , you know what will happened next
[] Crimson will make you as bait to get his victims , if his victims gets closer to you or touch you . You'll see the victim's skull on the wall
[] Crimson would get very possessive over you
[] Crimson would get an obsession over you , He doesn't want anyone to be closer to you or take you away from him .
[] Crimson would be controlling of you , guilt tripping, and manipulating you at every chance he gets and maybe even isolating you
[] Crimson will get his gangsters to monitor you everywhere you go . He's not gonna let you try and do anything funny .
[] If you' re a man , he would choose being the top everytime you guys sleep together . It' s less gay , he said . .
[] If you're a woman , he would talk shit about your behavior for not being a "woman" enough .
[] Crimson will punish you for disobeying him . To talking back to him , doing something or going somewhere without his permission , and more
[] Crimson will do quickies with you in risky places , it gets him riled up and will be extra harsh on you
[] Crimson will degrade and praise you outside and inside of the bedroom , there' s no in between
[] There' s times that Crimson is uncharacteristically clingy and sweet . He'll purr like a cat if you pet him after a long day , wrapping his tail around you for more
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I guess that's all for him . . I couldn't think of anything else and since this isn't my cup of tea . I tried my best , I hope you like it !
If there's any grammar / spelling mistakes , please let me know !
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© Do not steal. Please. FINN's fragile
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simonalkenmayer · 4 months
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this is so random but I dunno, you seem wise. If you don’t have any response or advice, then that’s quite alright, it’s not like this is your responsibility.
I’m in a dilemma where I am so attracted to this girl(I say girl not woman because we’re both teenagers) but I don’t know if I could have any kind of intimate relationship with her that wouldn’t be me using her. As in, even if she consented, I think she might just be too vulnerable and I’m not.
Because I believe that that wouldn’t be right, because I don’t think it would be ethical, I’ve decided I shouldn’t proposition her. But how should I move forward with these feelings? They’ve been hard to cope with. She’s so cute and I’m just someone that feels emotions intensely. How should I let go and just be friends with her?
Don’t worry, I’ll also consult a therapist about it soon.
Thank you.
Wisdom? Ha. I am not so stupid as to claim wisdom. Perspective? Age? Those I will claim.
Here is my reply.
Why do you have the right to decide what she is allowed to experience? That’s very self-centered, don’t you think? Doesn’t seem like you actually have a high opinion of her, if you think somehow you’re entitled to determine whether or not she is “being used”. Seems as if you think you’re smarter/more capable/more knowledgeable, and speak of her as if she’s fragile or weak, compared to your machinations or whatnot. No idea what sex you are, but that’s the kind of thing men tend to do to women that vexes them most.
My reply sounds harsh to you? Well, good, because hopefully it will show you how silly the above situation is.
It is perfectly fine to ask someone if they’d prefer to have only a physical relationship, with extra features to that, friendship and so forth, to be added as desired. There isn’t one type of relationship. There are many. And you can build one that suits you both. You could have a conversation about your mutual thoughts and make a decision together instead of deciding you ought to choose for her.
Don’t decide things for her, because that tells her you don’t respect her agency.
Or…could it be you’re making that choice so that you never have to face actually walking up to the girl and telling her how much you admire her. Terrifying, but one of the only experiences humans seem to feel with any intensity. Don’t deprive yourself of that emotional rollercoaster. I hear it’s one of humanity’s chief delights.
If she has a vulnerability you can see, then simply don’t exploit it, but instead make her aware of it and strengthen her. That, my friend is the active form of “love” such as humans feel it. By helping her tackle those things that make her vulnerable without exploiting them, you prove you are the sort who truly does have what it takes to be a safe place for her.
Do yourself a favor. Tell her you like her and end the debate. If she says no, you move on. Because now the question is moot. If she’s interested, well then you get the fun of establishing your boundaries and deciding what sort of relationship would be equitable. With her input, since she is a thinking feeling person and not an object.
Humans waste so much time agonizing rather than just solving. To hell with fear or nerves. Just do the thing and enjoy the next phase of existence.
I advise forthright honesty in all things. Yes it can make you vulnerable to others, but it’s also something that can provide you with incredible strength further down the road. being vulnerable with someone shows them you trust them and is the basis of a relationship.
Do the thing. Then agonize, if such is required.
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ficclings · 1 year
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Lost ~ Chapter Four
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The feeling of fingers gently petting her ears was a lovely feeling and she stretched out her limbs, fingers itching to grab onto Felix for a cuddle before she suddenly froze at the smell of rotting to the right of her. 
Right, still with Lee Know she pushed away her slight disappointment and opened her eyes to see Lee Know smiling cautiously at her, hands moving away from her ears and quickly pushed a couple of cereal bars towards her. 
“Eat up, Spots,” he stretched his arms and then proceeded to stretch out his legs, groaning as he did so. 
“Have you left this building at all?”  
Lee Know met her eyes for a few seconds before turning so he could try and stretch out his arms a bit more. 
“No need to when I have everything here,” he explained, closing his eyes as he felt his muscles stretch making her extremely flustered for a second and she looked to the floor, “it’s why I’m stretching,” he added. 
She nodded in response, too embarrassed to look up as she chowed down on a chocolate cereal bar; smiling at the sugar she was having after not having some for a while. 
Once the two of them had gotten their things together, an air of nervousness washed over them, and a small look of comfort was shared between them as they made their way towards the window, she had smashed her way through. 
“Be careful, I didn’t smash the window in a delicate manner,” she explained as she effortlessly slipped out, pausing as she immediately had the smell of blood enter her nose and she turned to see Lee Know holding his hand. 
“It’s just a small cut, I’m good,” he assured her and waved his sore hand in the air, where she promptly grabbed his hand and licked over his cut making him yelp and jump backwards with a considerably redder face. 
“I’m part Dog,” she pointed out as if it were obvious, “though normal dogs have a lot of bacteria, I don’t,” she showed her fanged teeth proudly, “hybrids have extra....things to them and dog hybrids can actually clean wounds....unlike full dogs,” she smiled when Lee Know nodded silently as she was pretty sure he was now the flustered one. 
“I thought that was common knowledge, sorry,” she bowed a little as she apologised and Lee Know quickly snapped out of his daze. 
“I was just caught off guard,” he mumbled and motioned for them to keep walking as he eyed the small group of zombies still pottering about the place. 
As Lee Know looked around, he felt very small all of a sudden when he saw how fast the area had gone to ruin while he had been hunkered down in the office building. 
He shifted his eyes to his new friend who was on high alert as she scanned and sniffed the area, both for danger and her lost friend. He was saddened that she seemed used to this situation, used to the way things looked outside. 
“I can smell the road we were on,” she exclaimed and Lee Know smirked in amusement when she stood on her tip toes to try and sniff the air better over the stench of the dead walking around. 
“Well, that means we’re close to your home, right?” Lee Know saw her nod in confirmation and they picked up their pace as they neared the shattered pharmacy that Felix had gone into. 
She gasped at the sight of the doorway to the pharmacy, three freshly executed zombies were blocking the entrance; one of the zombies had been cut in half, the rotten flesh ripping as its own spinal cord was too heavy. 
“Are any of them your friend?” Lee Know asked with a worried tone as he tried to read the hybrid’s face, her eyes still glued on the bodies before them. 
“No,” she moved closer, trying not to be sick as she took smaller sniffs to try and pick up Felix’s scent, “he was here; he was the one who killed these guys,” she suddenly hurled backwards and cupped her hand to her mouth as she tried to stop herself from being sick, the oversensitivity of her nose really was becoming her worst enemy during this apocalypse. 
“Spots?” she felt his hand gently press against her back, “I know it sucks that you can smell them more, but we need to move,” he gave her a small smile when she looked up at him with a pale face, mouth still blocked by her hands and her ears pushed back on her head in distress. 
“C’mon, show me the way or y’know,” he twirled his bat in his hand, “we could always stand around and get eaten,”  
She could sense that he was nervous being outside of the office building and she knew he was putting on a bit of a front, but she just wanted to get both her breathing and stomach settled before walking, one hundred percent certain she would be sick if she started moving. 
Lee Know chewed the inside of his cheek and he looked around and over his shoulder, eyes widening as he could see zombies throwing themselves into other zombies in the distance, screaming like banshees as their fingernails became dirtied with one another’s grey flesh. 
His hold on his bat got tighter as nearer screams started to echo around some of the buildings close to them; his heart beating frantically in his chest as he longed to be back in his almost-safe building where he could snack and drink without being on the menu himself. 
“I need,” she stopped to try and breathe clearer, forcing herself away from the doorway to lessen the smell, “I’m...please look away from me,” she could feel her anxiety getting the better of her again and once Lee Know quickly turned away from her, she was sick once again and the only though that jumped to her mind was that the cereal bar was now wasted. 
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” she whispered looking to the floor once she had finished, cringing as she wiped her mouth on her sleeve, other hand waving her baton in distress, “t-this way,” she couldn’t meet his gaze when he turned back around, bat held in an attack form just in case and she moved forwards in silence as she tried to fight off the utter dread she was feeling as she wondered how weak Lee Know thought she was. 
If Lee Know could pick up on her distress, she was glad he had the foresight to keep quiet about it whilst she tried to get focused again. 
You’re outside you fucking moron! Focus! Both of you could die if you don’t focus! She nodded at her own thoughts and opened her eyes, a deep breath following. 
“It’s going to piss down,” Lee Know informed her as the skies above them grew black in colour, “piss down and storm, aren’t we the lucky ones?” he commented sarcastically, feeling the tension leave the hybrid as she laughed at his sarcasm. 
“Rain gets rid of the smell,” she pointed out, “so it’s a blessing to me,” she giggled quietly at the less than enthused expression on Lee Knows face. 
Thunder rumbled through the area, but it sounded far away, she tried to concentrate on her hearing, but she couldn’t block out the sudden screaming from the zombies as they reacted to the noise of the storm brewing. 
It didn’t take that much longer for the two of them to finally reach the apartments; after throwing themselves into alleyways to hide as groups moved passed them several times, they were just relieved to see the doors. 
“Wait,” she froze at the sight of fresh blood across the handles of the doors, and it didn’t help that she could smell that Felix had been here not long ago. 
“What’s the mat-wait!” Lee Know yelled as she suddenly took off in a blind panic, ripping the door open after fumbling with the button for a second, the door slamming against the wall of the building and cracking the glass. 
“I’m sorry!” she cried out, tripping over her own feet as she climbed the stairs, knees now bruised and cut. 
She was almost hyperventilating when she reached her floor, hands now frantically grabbing at her jean pockets to find her key. 
She could faintly hear Lee Know shouting after her as he chased his way upwards. 
Unlocking the door, she burst into the apartment, tears brimming as she looked around for her friend. 
“FELIX?!” she was aware of how hysterical she sounded but she couldn’t stop her sheer panic at the thought of losing somebody who was the best thing that had ever happened to her. 
It was then that she was suddenly grabbed from behind, sending her into another panic as she spun around with her baton held ready to strike; she then froze upon coming face to face with Felix’s large eyes shimmering at her with his own tears spilling down his face in relief. 
“You’re safe!” she whimpered making him nod and she threw her arms around his neck, crying into his shoulder, “I-I saw the blood on the door and I could still smell you and I thought...I thought!” she wailed as she started to realise just how scared she had been; though her tail was now endlessly wagging. 
“I thought you were dead,” Felix’s deep voice broke in the middle of his sentence as he gently her the sides of her face, “I tried to find you, but I just couldn’t get passed, I was chased back home,” he chewed his bottom lip, “I cut myself falling arse over head,” he pointed out with a small chuckle, watery smile on his lips, “that was the blood,” he waved his scratched up legs to her and it was then that she took in his state. 
He was currently in just a shirt and shorts, plasters all over his legs. 
“Me too,” she lifted her jeans legs to show her dark bruises, “we’re a mess,” 
“And you’re soaking,” he added with a laugh as she really did look so defeated with her clothes soaked through. 
“Why did you run off like that?!” she jumped at the sound of Lee Know’s voice as he reached the doorway, clearly out of breath from all the running he’d done. 
“I-I’m sorry, I was worried,” she explained and gestured to a suddenly silent Felix who was staring at Lee Know with an almost disbelieving look on his face; as if he was seeing an illusion. 
“Hyung?” Felix whispered with a voice that made him sound much younger than he was, “holy shit,” his face scrunched up as he broke down in tears once again, pulling the older man into his arms and burying himself in his chest, hands grasping the fabric of Lee Know’s office shirt. 
“Yongbok,” Lee Know’s voice was shaky as he held Felix tightly, his eyes squinting as if he was trying to stop himself from joining the younger in his crying. 
“Hyung,”  
Lee Know looked over his shoulder at his new friend who was currently closing the door, locking it before she turned back to him with a thoroughly confused look on her face. 
“You should have said you were looking for Felix,” Lee Know felt a lump in his throat when Felix whimpered against his chest. 
“What the hell is going on?” she asked with an adorable tilt of her head, nose and cheek bright red from all the crying she was still doing. 
“This is Minho Hyung,” Felix murmured finally pulling away and holding out his hand to her so he could have both close to him, “you found him,” he smiled warmly when her hand linked with his. 
“Minho?” she looked to Lee Know. 
“Lee Know is a nickname,” he explained with a shrug, “just used to introducing myself like that,”  
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what would Steddie be like wine tasting?
Okay okay okay, I am totally tipsy wine tasting myself and I love getting asks I LOVE GETTING ASKS
So imma try and answer this all in one go. 
Steve has been around wine his whole life via his parents and knows all about wine tasting
He learned to walk in a tasting room and as a child viewed them as the best place to get free saltines or crunch bread sticks.
So he deffo has a wine snob side even though his actual wine knowledge is fairly superficial 
He is okay at food pairings but mostly because he remembers to ask in tasting rooms and then remembers the answers, rather than being able to rely on his own palate 
Eddie doesn’t know the difference between fine wine and two buck chuck, he would drink either out of a jam jar with ice on a hot summer’s day, it makes Steve threaten to weep sometimes
Mostly Eddie is there for the snacks, boy can power his way through a charcuterie board or two like nobody’s business, he doesn’t really get wine but he is a garbage disposal during these outings he will consume anything you give him
He tries to keep pouring himself water, and he is pretty good about it but sometimes he loses track 
They keep having to ask for more charcuterie boards because inevitably he finished off something on the plate (again) before Steve could try some and Steve is a stickler for trying a bite of everything with each pour (even though if pressed he would not be able to tell you the difference beyond “I liked this better than that”
Steve: “I like this one better than that last pour.” Eddie: “I don’t remember the last pour. This tastes a little like apple juice.”
Eddie ends up sunburnt, drunk, and full; he can handle his beer or spirits but there is something about wine that genuinely knocks him on his ass every time
He wants to be present, for Steve, but he’s so tipsy and extra-easily distracted
Eddie: “How many more pours, is this the last one?” Steve: “There’s one more.” Eddie: “Oh Jesus H Christ, I’m going to die.”
He tries to pour himself a glass of water and misses, Steve has to help him
Steve ends up with a tan, because nothing can burn that guy short of literally visiting the sun
Steve is fine to drive, officer (no he really is, his metabolism is crazy and he’s guzzling water as we speak, he is genuinely fine and a very responsible driver)
Eddie can’t feel his face and wants McDonalds
In this moment I am both Steve (re: tasting room upbringing, omg what if his parents are in marketing and/or events in the wine industry) and Eddie (cannot feel my face, need more crackers or maybe a sandwich to soak this up jfc, my partner is like “Just eat more crackers” right now 😂).
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Introductory post
Welcome to Backrooms Corp.
“Once you become part of the family, you never leave.”
This will be a lot to read, so buckle in.
This will be split up into sections, listed here;
1) Letters (asks/boundaries)
2) Joining the Family (making ocs)
3) My knowledge
4) Extra Information
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Section one: Letters (asks/boundaries)
When sending letters (asks) into the office, there are a few things we do not permit you to add in these letters. All letters in and out are monitored, so nothing gets past us.
1. No explicitly NSFW asks - slightly suggestive (asking for hugs, kisses, romantic life, etc) ones are okay, but no actual explicit (sexual life, asking for sexual favours, etc) letters.
2. No sending upsetting letters. If you do not like an employee, this can be taken up with management.
3. When sending letters, make it clear who it is addressed to. If it is being sent to everyone, make such clear within your letters, same applies if you are asking a few specific people.
4. Role play accounts/letters are allowed, maybe encouraged. As long as you aren’t being weird to our employees, do what you wish.
5. These rules may not always apply, so if you send letters frequently, make sure to read up on rules each time, just to be safe!
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Section two: Joining the Family (making ocs)
When employees are being interviewed to join us here at Backrooms Corp, they are regulations and standards they must meet.
1. Can my employee be something other then an entity?
Yes, but there are rules. If your oc is human, they must be insane or very crazy. Humans can only join if they are clear signs of insanity. This means they won’t try to escape and tell the front rooms about our existence. If they are a non-human entity from something other then the backrooms, this okay and there aren’t any rules. (Currently)
2. Can my employee have a S.O.? (significant other)
Yes, but only if the creator of the employee says so. This means you can ship your own employees together within the office. Your employee can also have a crush on another employee. (Im fine with any of yours having crushes on mine!) If the creator of the employee asks you to remove their crush, you must. We respect other’s boundaries, regardless of how we feel about them. You may headcanon employees as dating, but as of now, none currently are. (I don’t care what you ship, js don’t be rude or weird about it)
3. How many ocs can I make?
As many as you like, but if a lot of employees join, we cannot ensure we will show all of them the same attention. If your employees are being very overshadowed and ignored, bring this up to management and they will try their best to fix it.
Here is the dress code; read up on it to make sure your employee(s) fit the standards.
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Section three: My knowledge (on the backrooms)
As it stands, I’m not very well versed on the Backrooms lore or Backrooms overall. If I’m being honest, I didn’t think this would get that much attention, but I’m so thankful that it did!
I’m trying to research it as much as I can currently, so please excuse me if I’m not as well informed as you may assume. As it stands, I have a self-rating 4.5/10 understanding of the backrooms. This will hopefully go up as I research and continue this account.
I would also like to note none of this is canon to any Backrooms lore (unless I make my own) but it may include some of the backrooms lore.
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Section Four: Extra Information
My posting schedule is usually consistent, which is posting every weekend. If I miss a weekend, do not worry, I’ll just post on Monday instead.
If you want a higher chance of your letter being answered, ask earlier on in the week, so Monday - Wednesday I would say. This gives me plenty of time to make a response.
My main account is @parhamsiphagluis although I don’t post very often, since I focus more on this account.
No, I do not want you or anyone reposting this content. If you want to reblog, then please do, but don’t post the content elsewhere with or without credits. I want all the rewards of my work, to go to me.
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Thank you for checking this out and reading it all! I hope I can please everyone with my posts and enjoy myself as well!
More sections may be added as it goes on, but for now, this is where I will leave it.
If there is anything I missed or need to clear up, send a letter or message me privately!
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Taking the Host Club to a Chuck E Cheese
AN: I just watched John Oliver do a special on Chuck E Cheese , it was HILARIOUS, and *boom* inspiration. Also, I’m only imagining the Chuck E Cheese from MY childhood, late 90′s early 2000′s. 
Haruhi: “Is this food even edible?” Haruhi would be annoyed that you wasted her afternoon that she had planned to get caught up on house chores. Even when you or the Host Club offered to pay for everything, she was still not impressed. She played a few of the arcade games, and eventually revealed the last time she had been to a Chuck E Cheese was when a kid in her class had a birthday party at one. She and her parents all went, and she remembered having a good time. Haruhi was somehow given everyone’s tickets. She picked out a stuffed animal for a neighbor kid who recently broke his arm. She would not go back again nor recommend.
Kaoru: He snuck backstage and somehow managed to get the animatronics to sing songs not appropriate for children. He also spent a ridiculous amount of time taking pictures and making memes to send in his, Hikaru’s, and Haruhi’s group chat. He would not go back again nor recommend.
Honey: Honey enjoyed manipulating the staff members into thinking he was a kid so he could get away with being a little shit. He snuck extra food (that Mori took away), he cheated at games, ran through the climbing playground and knocked kids over, and boo-ed the robots Kaoru messed with. All of Honey’s rat knowledge comes from Ratatouille and Chuck E Cheese.  He would not go back again nor recommend.
Hikaru: He paid the kid in the Chuck E Cheese costume 2 weeks’ worth of salary to borrow the costume. Hikaru almost backed out after smelling it, but knew the prank would be worth it. Spent the next two hours terrorizing small children, and chasing them around. He was disappointed when he discovered that his amount of terrorizing the children was actually less than what the restaurant actually manages to do simply by existing. He would not go back again nor recommend.
Mori: A nervous wreck. The eyes of the robots are following him, and he is not a fan. Mori also kept on losing Honey, and he was stressed Honey was going to get lost in the rat palace. Plus, the person in the rat costume freaked him out. This image of Chuck gave him nightmares. He would not go back again nor recommend.
Kyoya: Would NOT go in. Are you kidding me? He would look the place up, see THIS picture, or any picture to be honest, and not even deign you with a response. He is a rich boy, and you want him to eat food cooked and served by a RAT? Hell no. Plus, there would be so many goddamn running and screaming children. Absolutely not. He would make your broke ass pay for his therapy bills having to experience this child’s rat casino. He would not go back again nor recommend.
Tamaki: One of the said running and screaming children. He would be pulling everyone all around, challenging them to games, trying to win prizes, absolutely determined to win whatever the latest grand prize was, even though he could probably just go to the store and buy 100 of them. Whoever is chaperoning him, please don’t let him eat the pizza. Anything prepackaged is fine, but nothing that is “cooked” at the establishment. He would not go back again nor recommend.
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Ripples of Destiny
Book 1 : Chapter 1 The Boy in the Iceberg
The south sun was rising on the snow-smattered ice and I was once again taking in the view, longing for the days when the rays had shone through vibrant leaves, for the days when my mother would call to me over the rushing river bends and my father would guide me home. The days are long here, and so are the nights, and they’re both just as cold. It has been just shy of three years of living in the Southern Water Tribe and I’m still getting used to the chill.
The voices of the village waking up filled the early air, gentle like the dawning light. Katara and Sokka were already out fishing for food. Knowing their bickering antics, it would take longer than intended, so here I sat in my own peace, awaiting their return so that I could begin feeding the many women and children who were also left behind by the warriors of the tribe. I spent many mornings like this, alone in my memories. Then, everything changed when a beam of light etched through the horizon, breaking my trance.
I wouldn’t have been surprised if the Northern Water Tribe saw that blast of light. The village was worried, we didn’t know what it was. Gran-Gran found me in her concern that Sokka and Katara weren’t back yet, so we waited agreeing if they weren’t back by nightfall that I would go out looking for them. When the siblings finally returned, our concerns ebbed as our questions were answered. It was an airbender.
“He was stuck in the ice?” I questioned my friends as we helped the unconscious boy take a rest in one of the extra tents.
“Isn’t it amazing? An airbender! Maybe he can teach us, Kaida.” Katara beamed almost as bright as that unnatural light at the thought of finally having a master. I had to admit, this was an exciting discovery and it would be nice to have a bending master fall right into our laps, but I couldn’t help but to be a little suspicious considering he bursted out of an iceberg.
“Let’s get to know him a little bit first, yeah Katara?” She didn’t seem to let my tepid response affect her mood. She’s always been a stubborn optimist.
We waited for the boy from the iceberg to wake up, and when he finally did we had all gathered around to meet him. I was actually quite nervous. I’ve always respected the air nomads, at least from what I heard of them through stories, but I never thought I’d get the chance to meet one.
“Aang, this is the entire village.” Katara gestured to our remaining people. “Entire village, this is Aang.” Everyone but me had cowered a bit, not being used to meeting outsiders, let alone one that was thought to have been extinct. A pang rang in my heart as I remembered the day I arrived at the Southern Water Tribe and how hesitant everyone was to accept me, so I decided to respond with my own bow of respect for our new guest.
“Uh, why are they looking at me like that? Did Appa sneeze on me?” He was checking his clothes for bison snot when Gran-Gran stepped forward.
“Well, no one has seen an airbender in a hundred years. We thought they were extinct, until my granddaughter and grandson found you.”
“Extinct?” Aang exclaimed. I couldn’t help but think this was a strange reaction considering the general knowledge was that the air nomads had been murdered by the fire nation, but I decided to keep my questions to myself.
“Aang, this is my grandmother.” Katara gestured towards the elderly woman, ignoring his shock.
“Call me Gran-Gran.” The interaction was deadpan.
Sokka walked toward Aang and abruptly snatched his staff out of his hands, examining it.
“What is this, a weapon? You can't stab anything with this!”
“It's not for stabbing! It's for airbending.” Aang snatched his staff back with a gentle gust of wind before revealing the red fans hidden within the staff.
“Wow…” I said, amazed and waiting to witness more.
“Magic trick! Do it again!” The little ones were just as excited as I was, they only expressed it more outwardly.
“Not magic, airbending.” He moved his glider around him, visually demonstrating what he was talking about. “It lets me control the air currents around my glider and fly.”
“Ya know, last time I checked, humans can't fly!”
This comment had me jabbing my elbow into Sokka’s ribs, earning me a baffled look. Aang smiled before challenging Sokka. “Check again!”
Aang grabbed hold of his glider and pushed himself off the ground, leaving Katara, Sokka, and me to cover our faces against the sudden wind. The village stared in awe as Aang made some loops and turns in the sky.
“He’s flying!” Aang made another loop and sped up to soar past the gazing villagers. “It’s amazing!”
Aang's shadow passed over Katara and I, who were smiling at him. Aang, intending to further impress the villagers, flew sideways and closed his eyes while grinning broadly. He promptly flew head-on into the village's watchtower, causing his head to be stuck in its side. Katara covered her mouth as she watched Aang struggle to extricate his head from the icy watchtower. Succeeding, he tumbled downward onto a pile of snow at the base of the tower that crumbled from the building. Katara immediately rushed to his side while Sokka stared in shock at the damage inflicted on his watchtower. “My watchtower!”
Aang lay covered in snow at the base of the partially collapsed tower. Katara and some other girls of the tribe, including myself, ran toward Aang, beaming.
Offering her hand to pull him out of the snow, Katara announced, “That was amazing!”
Sokka ran to his watchtower in an attempt to keep it from being damaged anymore, but ended up getting a huge glob of snow on top of his head.
“Great. You're an airbender, Katara and Kaida are waterbenders. Together you can just waste time all day long.” He wedged himself free from underneath the weight of the snow and stalked off muttering to himself.
Aang whipped his head towards Katara and me, “You’re waterbenders?”
“Well, sort of. Not yet.” Katara sideways glanced at me in what seemed to be embarrassment.
“We still have a lot to learn.” I said.
“All right, no more playing. Come on, Katara, you have chores.” Gran-Gran disrupted the excitement by leading Katara away from Aang and I. The rest of the villagers let them pass but formed a crowd around Aang almost immediately to study him.
Aang started showing off some tricks again before licking his staff, his tongue freezing to the wood. “See? Now my tongue is stuck to my staff!” One of the younger boys started yanking the staff trying to unstick Aang’s tongue from the wood. I couldn’t help but giggle at how silly the interaction was.
Eventually we dispersed, I left Aang to have fun with the villagers as I got to work doing my own chores alongside Katara. As I was bending the excess water out of the laundry I was washing, I overheard Aang ask Sokka and Katara a jarring question.
“What war? What are you talking about?”
“You're kidding, right?”
I stood up and walked towards the group as I began to ask “What do you mean what wa-“ I was cut off by Aang screeching at the sight of an otter-penguin in the distance, and he left my words in the wind behind his back. “Penguin!”
Sokka glanced at Katara and me with an annoyed, dumbfounded look. “He’s kidding, right?” Katara and I began our trek as we attempted to find the exuberant airbender. “We might have to put a bell on that kid.” I said before I began to jog in Aang’s general direction.
“Aang?” We found him in a field full of otter-penguins, chasing the cute animals over the dunes of snow. “Hey, come on little guy. Wanna go sledding?” Aang begs as he jumped on one of the penguins with little to no luck. He belly-flopped on the ice with a grunt before airbending himself back onto his feet to face us. “Heh heh. I have a way with animals.” Aang stretched his arms wide and imitated the sound and movements of the otter-penguins, making Katara and I both laugh.
“Impressive tactics.” I let out a sarcastic tease amid my giggles.
“Hehehe, Aang, I'll help you catch a penguin if you teach me and Kaida waterbending.”
Aang released the tail of a penguin that he had attempted to capture before responding to Katara’s request “You got a deal! Just one little problem ... I'm an airbender, not a waterbender. Isn't there someone in your tribe who can teach you?”
I looked over at Katara sympathetically “No. You're looking at the only waterbenders in the whole South Pole.” She said sadly, looking at her feet. “Kaida is the only one who has been able to teach me, but she hasn’t mastered waterbending, either.”
“This isn't right. A waterbender needs to master water.” He paused, and I knew what he was about to say. “What about the North Pole? There's another Water Tribe up there, right? Maybe they have waterbenders who could teach you.”
“Maybe, but we haven't had contact with our sister tribe in a long time. It's not exactly "turn right at the second glacier". It's on the other side of the world.” It was Katara’s turn to look at me with an understanding look. We’ve all lost people to the war, and it was easy to recognize it in others, even if we were only children.
“But you forget, I have a flying bison. Appa and I can personally fly you to the North Pole. Katara, Kaida, we're going to find you a master!”
Aang’s appearance in our humble lives here in the South Pole may have been a blessing. For once in my sixteen years in this world, hope was the strongest feeling in my heart. I had been yearning to go to the North Pole my entire life, yearning to learn more about my mother’s childhood, my mother’s family, and why she left home. “That’s a great idea, Aang!” I blurt out in a blitz of excitement, earning a smile from Aang.
“That's... I mean, I don't know. I've never left home before.” Katara spoke up timidly.
“Well, you think about it, but in the meantime, can you guys teach me to catch one of these penguins?”
Katara gave me a final look of consideration before turning back to Aang “Okay, listen closely my young pupil. Catching penguins is an ancient and sacred art.” She summoned a hidden fish out of her sleeve. “Observe!”
Katara threw the fish into Aang’s grasp and he stood uncomprehending as the penguins crowded him in a flurry of desire for the fresh treat in his hands.
Soon enough we were all mounted on our new rides at the top of an iceberg that we were using as a makeshift slide. The air was whipping past my ears as Katara, Aang, and I soared through the air before once again meeting solid snow. We raced down the steep slope and Aang used another iceberg as a ramp to propel him into the air, soaring over Katara and me. Our penguins bolted down the hill and we both turned onto the next iceberg, gaining a bit of speed and landing once again next to Aang as we all let out euphoric laughter.
“I haven't done this since I was a kid!” Katara gleefully shouted.
“You still are a kid,” Aang responded.
We all entered a tunnel of ice, Katara in the lead, constantly changing her direction to hold Aang and me back. Aang used his airbending to race over the ceiling past both of us, picking up the lead. There was no way Katara or I would catch up to him, so it was between us to take last place and Katara was still a bit ahead of me.
“If he can play dirty, so can I.” I thought to myself before waterbending a clump of snow into Katara’s face. My penguin flew past hers as she lost her ability to steer for a second, and I cackled in competitive pride as I watched Katara slow behind Aang and me in third place.
“That’s so unfair!” Katara lightheartedly scolded me while wiping snow off of her cheeks and waterbending her own ball of snow at me in protest of my cheating behavior. The ball had missed my face and hit my shoulder before I bantered with my friend and we used our bending to send more snow towards each other. A full-blown snowball fight would have ensued if Aang hadn’t interrupted us. “Whoa! What is that?”
Katara’s expression darkened, “A Fire Navy ship. And a very bad memory for my people.” Aang began to approach the wreckage. “Aang, stop! We're not allowed to go near it! The ship could be booby-trapped!”
“If you want to be a bender, you have to let go of fear.” I could see Katara taking his remark into consideration before stepping forward to join him. I reached out and grabbed her wrist. “Wait, Katara. This could be dangerous.” No matter how much fun I was having with my new airbending acquaintance and my best friend, I wasn’t certain venturing into an old Fire Navy ship was the best idea, and I didn’t want Katara to get hurt.
“It’ll be okay. You’re with me.” Katara gave me a gentle smile and squeezed my hand before I let go of her wrist.
“Fine. But no messing around in there, okay?” Katara and Aang nodded respectfully, agreeing to my conditions as we all slowly entered the old ship.
There was little life left in the abandoned vessel, only some small hamsters that I spotted scurrying against the edges of the walls. We soon entered a room stocked full of weapons. “This ship has haunted my tribe since Gran-Gran was a little girl.” Katara began as we spectated the weapons more closely. I picked up “It was part of the Fire Nation's first attacks.”
“Okay, back up. I have friends all over the world, even in the Fire Nation.” Aang picked up a guandao to inspect it. “I've never seen any war.”
This is the second time now Aang’s statements have confused me and I couldn’t help but feel a bit questioning of him.
“Aang, how long were you in that iceberg?” Katara asked what I was thinking.
“I don’t know. A few days, maybe?”
“I think it was more like a hundred years!”
“What?! That's impossible! Do I look like a hundred-twelve-year-old man to you?”
“No, Aang. Katara is right.”
“Think about it. The War is a century old. You don't know about it because, somehow, you were in there the whole time! It's the only explanation.” Aang’s expression was dooming as he slumped into the wall behind him.
“A hundred years! I can't believe it.” My heart broke slightly, looking down on this lost boy, one hundred years out of his time.
Katara, nurturing as she is, knelt down beside Aang. “I'm sorry, Aang. Maybe somehow there's a bright side to all this...”
“I did get to meet you.” Aang cheered up a bit, smiling warmly at Katara before averting his eyes towards me.
Katara offered him a warm smile of comfort. “Come on, let's get out of here.”
“Aang, let's head back, this place is creepy.”
“Agreed. This ship feels colder than it does out there.” I shivered, taking in my surroundings and rubbing my arms in an attempt for warmth. The metal walls felt empty and void of love, the complete opposite of the environment I was raised.
As we were heading towards the hole that we entered through, Aang tripped on an almost invisibly thin wire, causing metal bars to slam down and trap us inside.
“Huh?” Aang said as we all ran towards what would have been our exit. “What's that you said about booby traps?”
Just like Aang awakening from that iceberg, the gears of the shipwreck shifted to life. We all watched as the movements of the ship powered a flare high into the sky, exploding and alerting nearby inhabitants.
“Uh oh...” Aang looked up at a hole in the roof of the ship and took Katara in his arms. “Hold on tight!” Katara yelped as Aang hurled them upwards and out of the ship with his bending abilities before coming back for me. The shorter boy grabbed me by my waist in a flurry of incredible speed and suddenly I was being bolted out of the ship.
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