#but also it was scary AND! gay! it was gay!

[gunpowderdtim]

Pov you are Aurora. You were a kid and your biological mom was exploded maybe so then you're nothing. You're a baby moon during some form of planet changing event and you're all alone. Then this woman shows up and she's also all alone. Or well. She has a wife. So they're your moms now. But loreli is an abusive woman and probably not all that enthused about having a moon daughter.

She's still your mom tho

Then carmilla kills/whatever/breaks up with/???'s loreli and like. What the fuck your mom ???'d your other mom and you run away probably. And then you're kidnapped and have all your organs scooped about Micheal Afton style and it sucks because no one acknowledges you're sentient and you're cut apart and repurposed to being a starship. And that shit sucks you can hardly think right anymore and it hurts

And then your mom comes back!!! Her shitty new son saved you (she REPLACED YOU..) but it's okay now you're not with Them you're with Mom and Stupid Fucking Jonny Who Replaced You And Sucks Fuck Him (your jealous she can hold him)

And then there is Nastya. Who by all rights you Fucking Hate at first because She Is The Princess Of The People Who Stole Your Fucking Organs but she talks to you. She's quiet and smart and so pretty and she fixes things that break sometimes and AAAAA. You're gay. You love her. You love her. You love her.

And things happen.

So many things happen.

You're fixed so many times and different ways that your unrecognizable. You're thousands of years older but also like. You're a moon so time doesn't really work the same because you're a fucking moon

Made of flesh

And also some metal but that's fine now because none of it is The Same Metal and you can carry everyone you love safely inside you and sure you've probably rationalized away a lot of the scary horrors of having every drop of agency you had taken away and replaced with engines that often need repair and shit

But like

You're fine

So anyway you've been fixed and changed and repainted and you like it this way. It's your body.

And then your lovely girlfriend goes "I fucking hate this. You're not the same [person] you were 10 thousand years ago"

And like of course you're not. You want to scream. You can control your own course. You're not branded by Them on every plate. You're not a Cyberian Vessel you're just Aurora. You're a moon made of flesh and emotion and self. You're the most you you have been since your moms divorce murdered eachother and you ran away

And Nastya says you've changed. And that you can't work. And then she's gone. Out.

And you're not alone this time.

But she is.

And she's gone.

Just gone.

[bisexual-engineer-guy]

Bisexual but functionally straight cause 95% of men are unattractive to me but functionally gay cause 70% of women are unattractive to me and also women scary but functionally asexual cause I ain't got time for sex and also I don't have the energy to date anyone anyway

[sandinmybed]

god 'basically i'm gay' destroys me for all the obvious reasons but i'm thinking specifically about the phrasing "and obviously, we were more than friends" and basically not elaborating past that. dan simply said, obviously. like; you knew. we knew you knew. we hid it and you still knew and you made it very clear. and it was in a scary intense invasive way, especially for a guy who was deeply closeted, but i'm also thinking about how he's said since then that without the community of fans that had formed from this, he might never have had the courage to come out and would still to this day probably be a miserable straight lawyer. except for how obviously they were together. and i'm just wondering how that must feel for him. if they hadn't been so obvious people might not have figured it out, but without this terrifying state of being perceived he might never have been able to be his true self.

im giving myself a migraine

[diminuel]

Garp is an insane man so Dragon grows up with horror stories about divorce. Men tormented by the insanity of his wife. Women who lie and cheat and steal. Men who are too preoccupied with combat to attend “a divorce hearing”

Of course it doesn’t take Dragon very long to figure out his dad is definitely embellishing and also a little drunk.

It also doesn’t take him very long to decide that Garp is probably mostly biased and lying. Its not harsh to imagine that most women would not enjoy being emotionally bound to this oversized ape. He’s met a few women they seem smart.

Well into his adult years on total random happenstance Dragon somehow manages to *find* his estranged mother, who he thought was dead because he hasn’t seen her since he was like 3 and literally has no memories of her at all.

Of course Dragon is a VERY socially conscious adult so the fact that this woman had a child with and then went completely no-contact with Garp is VERY scary in a particular way (oh good god what did his father do?!)

“Honey that man is gay”

And Dragon is less shocked by the actual content of that revelation as he is by the fact that what has been built up his ENTIRE life as the WORST breakup in HISTORY had such a simple explanation the entire time.

(Garp was maybe just in denial and needed to weave a fiction he got caught up in)

You can tell that the message is going to be good if it starts with "Garp is an insane man" ;D

The punchline to it is also great. Yeah, I can see it. He is way too invested in chasing Roger (and other men - sorry, pirates) across the oceans to have any sort of meaningful relationship with his wife. How did he even come across a woman willing to marry him? Or did they have sex once, she got pregnant and then the "well, now we've gotta marry" mindset got them?

I do not blame Dragon's mom for leaving though maybe she should have taken Dragon with her X'D

(I want to know who Dragon's mom is...!!!)

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

[hideyourautumn-milkteeth]

Gay transmen when they realize they have to leave their bedrooms and go outside to find a bf

[sluckythewizard]

PART OF A BIGGER DOODLE PAGE. WHEN ITS DONE ILL TUCK THE LINK INTO THIS LITTLE X RIGHT HERE ----> [X] I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE TOM N JERRY DYNAMIC W EMIZEL N VEX. IMAGINE BEING SO SO HAUNTED BY A LITTLE GUY THATS JUST SSSSOO FUCKING ANNOYING.

[supercalime]

Just thought about sharing this frame right here

Do with it what you will

[cerealmonster15]

jamiazu / ashenviper week day 6: toxic yaoi overblot

SORRY it's very much a rushed mess especially in the lower half jdkslfjksd i was v busy today and trying to hurry to get something done for this before midnight [covers up the clock... i was close enough,,, it's still day 6 in some time zones jkfdlsjfs]

unfortunate that the overblots have so much going on and take me ten billion years to draw otherwise i think id like drawing them more bc they LOOK VERY COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sollucets]

just yok things for @ahxu-laowen

[milomilesmib]

Nico: why is Leo clinging to you like that?

Jason: a few hours ago he heard me singing "Nobody Loves Me" and thought I genuinely felt unloved and had a mental breakdown so I offered him comfort and he's been here ever since.

Nico:

Nico: oh, honey.

[psychdiarys]

Neo admitting that he was SCARED & didn't know what to do when he found out he was being paired with a girl is so funny considering he's the same guy who suggested to Force that they kiss to break the ice when they first met

P.S. they DID kiss to break the ice if anyone's asking

[8cfc00]

Okay but linc is such a good character??? His development this season has been amazingly consistent and COMPELLING... PLUS, hes not only a good character on his own, but the way he adds to the other teens' arcs is. so good. i think thats why hes shipped with literally almost every other teen... its because his relationships with each of them is just so unique and interesting.

[variksel]

dungeons and daddies s1 was, supposedly, about the funnies and it turned out to be about the horrors (and old man yaoi). we now need to make dungeons and daddies s3, which is supposedly about the horrors, into the funnies (and also old woman yuri)

[unluckyprime]

hey what . hey . hey . guys . what 🥰

anthony burch coming at u again with a “fun silly” -> “what the fuck is the last 30 seconds” episode

[passive-nightmaresans]

School doodles!!! (I was not listening to what the teacher was saying!! :D) Also my hand is so shaky- like what 😭