#but cuz I ‘culturally’ havent ‘finished’ my subconscious is like You Should Go Back | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

otakumagicmusicgamer · 2 years

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Just had a dream that I was taking a math final and I didn’t finish it. Like I was halfway done and time was up. And I was left with the familiar feeling of frustration and gauging if I failed this it’ll tank my grade from an A to a C or worse. And have woken up to that feeling of sadness and inadequacy cuz I failed my math final in my dream.

I’ve been out of school for 5 years now.

#dreams #it really fucks with my brain that I didn’t do 4 years of college I think #like I have a degree I walked I wanted to die I’ve done the college leave me alone #also school did hella damage to my brain in general #school is legit terrible for my body and brain #like I genuinely contemplate going back and my body shuts down #but cuz I ‘culturally’ havent ‘finished’ my subconscious is like You Should Go Back #but every dream I have is me failing or being late in some fashion and I’m like Oooor I could just not have to worry about any of that #like my subconscious is trying to get me to go back but is doing a TERRIBLE job at convincing

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