#but fr his anxiety disorder is making the situation much more dire to him and won’t let him accept more possible truths right now

[milimeters-morales]

thinking of how miles is already hiding his relationship with ganke & then starts hiding/denying being trans so ganke comes to the conclusion that miles is ashamed of being gay and in a relationship with him, and he’s sick of that, so he says they need to take a break in the relationship for miles to figure his shit out. and miles feels he can’t go to anyone because he isn’t ready to come out and is in denial about the other thing, but he needs to tell someone bc he can’t handle it on his own, and when he tries to handle it on his own, he loses his boyfriend, his friends, and the trust of others all because fear overpowered hope and it ultimately ruined his social life and sense of self. i just love when it’s shown in fics that lack of community will kill parts of you, maybe even all of you <3