There's a girl I liked, I used to think that she liked me too but also "how could she like me if she's thin and fit and pretty and I'm like this" (aka fat, ugly, manly, weird). We're friends now but the more I know her the more I'm sure about how much importance she puts on weight and calories and all that shit so it's clearer she never liked me and It was all on my mind
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Everyone pat my ass and call me brave I reached out to my uncle after a few years of not talking bc of the psycho mom thing and I'm hoping he responds
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there’s always good with the bad…
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Please post more about giyu just dating everyone
i should...... gonna start right now cuz ive actually thought about mitsugiyu for the GiyuusFuckingSad au- when hes still moping around in the cafeteria corner she pops over because she saw shinobu, shinobu stops her excited rambling and explains that its Quiet Time and shes like 'oh! okay! i can be quiet!' and she just hangs around to doodle in her sketchbook across from them. giyuu once again baffled by another random girl deciding she wants to hang out near(with?) him when hes literally never said a word in response.
she sees him in the halls and tries to talk with him, he responds minimally but shes encouraged by any response at all and talks to him outside the cafeteria any chance she gets- giyuu's incredibly confused as to why she likes talking to him so much, but one time when he realizes he missed the turn to his class about three halls ago finally notices how much he enjoys listening to her stories (he ended up just walking her to class to hear the end of the story, he was a few minutes late when he got back to his own)
when shinobu starts inviting him to little outings with her friends mitsuri's the first to welcome him, kyojuro and suma quickly follow and hes. very overwhelmed. why did he get introduced to the loudest ones of the friend group first?? contrary to what he thought would happen though, they actually love him and despite how hype the three of them get (and how not hype he usually is) he doesn't ever feel left out or pushed to the side (physically speaking too- suma frequently hangs off him since hes the most stable one around now and mitsuri & kyojuro aren't hesitant to pull him in to make him focus on whatever they're talking about. he likes how free they are with affection towards him like that)
months later he's acquainted with and knows the whole group and they're all out at a restaurant chatting and having fun- giyuu notices how entranced everyone else is at kyojuro's retelling of a story and he can't help but think how much sabito would like them all... mitsuri stops paying attention to kyo and turns to him, "Giyuu? Are you okay?"
"Yeah, why?"
"You're crying"
the grief finally hits, the tears get heavier despite his attempts at drying them before he starts to panic and excuses himself- he practically runs out and mitsuri worriedly glances back at everyone before excusing herself and running after him. she follows him to the side of the restaurant in the little alley where hes having his breakdown and hugs him- he buries his face in her shoulder and holds back shaking like a leaf for a while before the worst of it passes. she asks what happened, "I-i just- he'd like you all.. he would've loved to meet you.." she knows who hes talking about- well.. she knows he was extremely important to giyuu, and that something happened and he's not around anymore, and that its extremely painful for giyuu to talk about so he just doesn't. she says shes honored by his thought and goes on to try to calm him down/cheer him up, his face looks a mess from the splotchy flush and eye liner- it got smudged to hell and back and hes a little embarrassed by it. only for a moment tho because mitsuri immediately offers to fix it for him. when they're finally ready to go back in they notice obanai standing at the entrance of the alleyway, blocking the view from outsiders.
"aw! you're so thoughtful obanai!"
"You two good to head back inside now?"
"how long were you standing there?"
"long enough, you worried everyone running off like that"
"sorry.."
"don't apologize, idiot. c'mon, lets go eat"
and they followed an excited mitsuri back to the rest of the group.
after that mitsuri started inviting him to her apartment to practice makeup art on him since she knew he was okay with it. he was good at sitting still and he liked how gently she touched and moved his face however while she worked, quiet and serene with her music playing from the room over- the first thing she tried out was a simple little water-esque mark on his left cheek. when he was finally allowed to look at it he remembered the time when they were kids and sabito backhanded him there for saying he wished he had died with his sister. remembered how badly he wished he could have gone with sabito too. remembered his final words, 'promise me you'll love again'
he looks back up at mitsuri with a little smile, maybe that promise isn't as impossible for me to keep as i thought. "i like it"
"oooh! i just had another idea! what if i made it look like a stream of water coming out the corners of your mouth!?"
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I have a scene in my head and thoughts but idk if I'll ever be able to fit it in a fic so I'm just going to ramble a bit here. I love that Phoenix is canonically so selfless and he struggles with how reliant he is on the people around him. He hates asking for help but he's so good at getting help, especially from people he doesn't always get along with.
I just think it makes sense for Phoenix to be a bit insecure about his own abilities when he always has someone there to save him and one of the few times he doesn't, he trusts someone and gets disbarred. I can see him admitting to Maya about how he feels useless on his own, He relied on Mia and Miles and Maya herself (etc), for so much of his success that I feel like it would be so easy to convince himself that his own contributions aren't that substantial.
Maya has to give him the metaphorical slap in the face of 'Guess what dumbass, we want to help you, we like helping you, you don't have to do things alone to be worthy of the help you deserve to receive', Phoenix has the ability to get people to want to help him, the second time he met Edgeworth in court he managed to convince him to kind of sabotage his own argument without even trying. His mentor defies the laws of death to tell him to believe in himself. He uses his big puppy eyes and the people who hated his guts like a week ago go 'sure, I'll go to the ends of the earth for you' and if you hate him you go to hell not matter what.
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facetimed my friend to help her with her homework and she texted me during the call that her gf that doesn’t like me is on the phone on her laptop and i feel like she said something bc of something i said at the start of the call LOL
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my ex boyfriend keeps posting pictures of the person who I assume is his new girlfriend, because they're on some vacation together or something, and yet 1) she isn't hard launched 2) no valentine's posts, no posts for any milestones like 6 months or 1 year or etc. can't even be jealous bc that is disrespectful tbh
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The tenderness in this photo is NOT helping my feral ness for this boy!
Anons are already up my ass for mentioning Lavinia so I might as well respond to this now because ABSOLUTELY. You have 100% absolutely 10/10 come to the right place. The way he has one hand behind her head even though it looks like hes holding something. Instead of leading her by her chin or jaw which can feel a little aggressive he he holds her face delicately. He just has to make sure she’s hearing what he’s saying to her, but does so gently, carefully. And her looking at him like Thomas is the whole world. Personally i tense when anyone touches my face no matter what but she’s so relaxed and that says a lot.
Plus the fact that she’s posting a picture of them without actually posting a picture of them. You don’t need to see Thomas to infer his relevance because the way Lavinia is looking says everything and more. Usually couples take pictures wrapped around each other to show their affection, but Lavinia isn’t even touching him. She’s not even smiling, but her expression still reads as head over heels and devoted.
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