#but i sooooo wanna go back there. i was there like idk 7 years ago and i wanna go back there sooooo bad

[fivefeetfangirl]

debating whether or not i should drive 14 hours to drive the same road as in succession 🧐 i didnt even finish succession

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 13 + 14.11.20 lbs

13.11.20

i’m just gonna skim through this one, coz i don’t wanna dwell on the death and maatam and all.

hahahahahahahahaha riddhima is screaming at god for letting this happen and kabir is like “bhagwaan ko beech mein kyun laa rahi ho, mujhe bhi toh credit do!” i truly love this crazyass fucker.

riddhima continuing to scream at god about vansh jissne “KOI KABHI BURA KAAM NAHI KIYA HAI” ?!?!?!!?!?!?!? sis what the fuck???? first of all, none of us over the age of like...... 7, are truly sinless. and THIS MAN PARALYZED AND THREATENED TO KILL YOU MULTIPLE TIMES, FFS.

KABIR IS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, I AM KABIR

now she trying to throw herself off the cliff and for some reason i cannot understand, kabir is holding her back????? literally why, my bro????? let her die, saaari musibatein khatam. ugh, you still have some kinda residual feelings for her from your not-that-kameena days, don’t you?

asalkdjaldkjsaldkjsalkdjl riddhima ke andar OG prerna ka bhoot chadh gaya, she hitting kabir with danda the way Mother India did dhulaayi of yudi in the disco (still one of the most iconic scenes of tellywood for me, istg)

dude, idk if it’s just ego waale possesive issues or he still has feelings for her, but kabir def wants riddhima to be “his girl”. even after danda beating he’s trying to help her as she stumbles around in sadma.

anyway she sauntered off rubbing that stupid muffler of vansh’s on her face. SIS YOU GONNA BREAK OUT IF YOU RUB SUCH GANDA KAPDA ON YOUR FACE.

5 min of flashbacks of vansh. fwding.

family (dadi, chanchal, and all the rest of the riff-raff) has come back home and ghar is all dark.

weird how angre is also with them. i woulda thought he’d be on whatever tasks vansh set him on, instead of doing mandir yatras with these assholes.

mummy has decided to break news in most non-tactful way ever. wearing all white and has set up photu with haar already.

yeah, requisite screaming and crying blah blah. nahi dekhna.

i’m only here for ishani and angre’s reactions. bechaare look genuinely devastated. i mean dadi does too, but bohut hi zyaaaada overdramatic and i’m getting uncomfortable.

riddhima has returned.

to her surprise everyone already knows. zara dimaag lagao behen, how they even found out before you reached??? (ok no i understand you’re numb from trauma rn and can’t think of all this, but i hope your idiot brain thinks of it later.)

WHY THE FUCK IS DADI YELLING AT RIDDHIMA KI TERE HOTE HUE KAISE HUA YEHHHHHH, WHO THE FUCK IS SHE TO TAALOFY GIANT COSMIC DECISIONS LIKE LIFE AND DEATH????? isse apni khud ki jaan nahi sambhali jaati, let alone someone else’s.

holy shit she’s actually saying, “tu toh uski dhaal thi, uske liye tuney goli khaayi thi, iss baar kaise chook gayi????” MAN, FAMILIES OF DESI BOYS REALLY BE FUCKIN WILDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WITH THEIR EXPECTATIONS FROM BAHUS. one time she took a bullet for him wasn’t enough????? you want her to actually fucking die before something happens to him. god forgive me but i really wanna slap this dadi rn.

mummy cooking up some fucking ridiculousssssss story about gunde in the house and how vansh was chasing them and gaadi khaayi mein gir gayi and god knows whatttt

ok she’s saying siya got the call about it and she was running down the stairs while in shock and now whoopsie daisy, she’s in critical condition (probably in a coma or some shit.)

aryan looks sad at the siya news. thank god this mummy ka niyana has basic consideration for someone else other than himself and his mother.

mummy ka rona dhona drama fwding.

ishani is now yelling at angre. which..... kinda deserved. you’re his safety person dude.

ok too much crying. fwding.

riddhima asking mummy why you lie to family about how he died. mummy like how tf i tell them police dragged him out and he died in an encounter for trying to escape. it’s better for them to not know the truth. which.............. ok fair, but coming from this shadyassss woman......

god this mummy ka ainvayi praising vansh waala scene is going on too long. fwding.

riddhima back to room. some more flashbacks. OUFF. FWDING.

obligatory kamre ka tod-phod scene. FWDING!!!!!!!!!!

fell asleep crying and holding one of his coats.

LMAO ISHANI KA MANN NAHI BHARAA GHAR KE ITNE CASUALTIES SE............ SHE’S LIKE WHAT’S ONE MORE????

dadi slapping ishani for doing what any one of us would do, honestly, so.... whatever. fuck off dadi.

ishani telling 100% truth ki jabse this useless b has entered my bhai’s life, his problems have been never ending, i’m fucking sureeeeeeeeee she’s the reason he’s dead. the only voice of reason in this show, truly.

dadi all WOH EK HAADSAAAA THAAAA, NOONE CAN CONTROLLLL THOSEEEE, oh yeah, not the sentiment that you were expressing to riddhima when she walked in, you stupid old bat. whatever, i’m fwding this scene.

kabir and mishra have entered house. coz they are awwal no. ke sadists. need to get off on watching this family cry and suffer.

LMAO THE LOOK RIDDHIMA GAVE KABIR. HE’S LEGIT SCARED OF HER.

angre bhi staring daggers at kabir. chal hatt, i know for sure you’re behind saving vansh and stashing him somewhere to crawl out whenever it’s the right time. 

body nahi mili blah blah blah

lol this one’s face clearly says milegi bhi kaise, main tum logon ki tarah nikamma nahi hoon. i have 16% success rate. it’s low but it’s more than y’all 0%.

lmaoooooo oh DOW DIGGY DIGGY DOW DIGGY DOW DOW, i love you sooooooooo much.

ALSO WHAT A MISSED OPPORTUNITY TO MAAROFY THE PUN KI “MAINE VANSH KE VANSH KO MITAAAAA DIYAAAAAAAA” severely disappointed in you, kabir.

yup. appropriate response. to just generally all the men in your life.

lmao riddhima like you arrested vansh ONLY COZ I LOVEDDDDDDD HIMMMMMMMMMMMM. lol the amount of self delusion. sis, his feelings for vansh were faaaaaaar more powerful and intense than anything he ever felt for your dumb ass.

kabir saying there’s nothing left for you here, why don’t you come back to me and lmao............... he tried.

 “riddhima nahi. riddhima vansh raisinghania.” 

ok whatever you say, sis. i’m just grateful to god this manhoos episode is finally over.

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14.11.20

redo of last scene.

lmao kabir is like I HATED VANSH WAAAAAAAAAAAAY BEFORE YOUR DUMB ASS FELL FOR HIM. YEAH I DON’T LIKE THAT YOU PICKED HIM OVER ME, BUT I’M NOT SO BAD THAT I’D TAKE REVENGE FROM HIM FOR THAT. yeah, dude. he just wanted his money; not youuuuuu. like..... chillll. kahaan se aata hai logon ko itnaaaaa confidence khud pe???

kabir saying i had proof vansh killed ragini, i found his watch there next to the body. she’s like i had it, i took it to repair it, and ragini died in front of me. vansh wasn’t anywhere near there.

lmao she’s back to shoving him around. what an annoying bitch she is. 

kabir like did you SEE who shot ragini? no????????? then it could very well have been vansh, right????? plus i got that footage from 3 years ago.

she’s like hein hein heinnnnn where you get it from when i burnt that chip????????? OH NOW SHE’S USING HER BRAINNNNN. SO WAS VANSH THE ONE RENDERING HER SO FUCKING STUPID? NOW HE’S NOT ADDLING HER BRAIN WITH LUST HORMONES, HER 3 BRAIN CELLS ARE FINALLY WORKING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! take this as proof, ladies. MEN MAKE YOU FUCKING DUMB AS SHIT BY JUST MAKING YOU BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS THEM.

kabir saying someone from inside the house probably saved it and sent it. and that vansh made all this happen by taking mishra’s gunnnn and forcing them to take the sunsaaaan paaath and he tried to runnn and blah blah blah.

again he’s asking her to come be with him and she’s like gtfo i don’t wanna see your cuteass face anymore, you’re dead to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok she didn’t say the cute bit, i did. i think y’all already knew that. but how to resist??? he sho cute!!!!!! 

mishra like this b kuch zyaada nahi bol gayi???? 

“dil par jo chot lagti hai, woh nazar nahi aati, but ghaav bohut gehra hota hai. yeh dard maine bhi mehsoos kiya tha, jab riddhima mujhe chod ke chali gayi thi vansh ke paas.” heinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn? now he suddenly is/was truly in love with her again???? bhai, tu decide karle, ki if she’s just a pawn to you or something more. ainvayi jhool raha hai idhar udhar.

mishra like, ok whatever, but where vansh’s body tho???

clearly not him. the head shape alllllll different.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS THEY FINALLY PUT RRAHUL’S FINE ASS IN JEANS!!!!!!

again, no wedding ring. dead body is not vansh.

“bhagwaan jaane kahaan chali gayi uski laash.” lmao i really loled the way he delivered the line. i really love him the mostttttttttt.

kabir you are honestly suchhhhhhhhhhhhhh an idiot, if you think not getting his body is a good thing. DON’T YOU KNOW HIM AT ALL??????? AT ALLLLLLLL????? NO BODY MEANS HE’S STILL OUT THERE, BIDING HIS TIME TO FUCKING COME GET YOUUUUUU.

he’s like good, vansh didn’t even get antim sanskaaaar. who knew kabir was sooooo religious??????

vansh so efficient and independent ki khud ka kriyakaram kar raha hai. aatmanirbhar ho toh aise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not before he maarofied his own pocket tho.

“bohut jald iss VR mansion ke aage KR mansion ka signboard hoga.” hein???????? the R in there is for RAISINGHANIA. why the hell would you add one random surname to your name??????

YEAH. I KNOW THOSE CHITTAAA-ASSS EARSSSSSSS.

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG BHAGWAAAAAAN NE MERIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII SUNNNNNNNNNNN LIIIIIIIIII THEY MADE HIM SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE ASALKJDLKJDSLAKJDLASKAS

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG THE DUMBASS FAKE DEEEP VOICE IS GONE TOOOOOOOOO ALKSDJSALKDJLASKJDLSAKJDLASKJDLASKJDLKJLKS I JUST

styling also EXAAAAAAACTLY HOW I LIKE IT.

helllllllllllllllllllllllo hunny. NOW YOU’VE MADE THIS SHOW FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY WORTH WATCHING. bas thodaaaa saa tharakkkkk ka maska i need to make my tellywood viewing experience sooooooo much easier. AUR WOH MUJHE AAAAAAJ SE MIL GAYAAAAAAAAAAA.

ok 13 days later.

bitch looks better after going through life-altering trauma than i do on my most stable mental health days.

talking to portrait about how the misery is unending, etc. etc.

kabir still calling her. WHY??????? dude just take the L and move the fuck on.

lmaooooooo mummy is like 13 din rone ki acting kar karke aankhon ki band baj gayiiiiii. 

standard mwahahahahaha we succedded bufoonery from too complacent evil ppl. dumb dumb dumbbbbb!

but let’s admire this evil cutie bean.

riddhima’s mangalsutra which she justttttt set down on that bureau missing. she in a panic.

ofc these two are behind it.

ishani wants the truth about that dayyyyyyy and aryan jumping in about how riddhima never loved vansh and just always doubted him and blah blah.

my question is since when aryan loves vansh bhaiiiiiii so much huh???????

anyway. this happens. and those two are left plotting some more about getting the truth out.

VIHAAAAAAAAAAAN is the new name.

seeeeee????? i knew his ass had some lucrative skill in the current economy. he some tech bro types.

CAN YOU BELIEVEEEEEEEEE THEY HID THAT FUCKING JAWLINE AND THOSE DIMPLES UNDER THAT BEARD FOR 5 WHOLE MONTHSSSSSSSSS. FUCKING HUMAN RIGHTS CRIMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unf, boy got cake. that ass just needed shirali to stay tf away from it.

also askdjalskjdlsakdjlaskjdlkj they turned ragini’s container waala room into his hacker man cave. what a wonderfully multipurpose room!

honestly, i’m just soooooooooo relieved i can just watch this show for eyecandy now. kaleje ko suchhhhhhhh thandak, yougaizzzzz.

banda khud vansh ke net worth (5000 cr.) ko dekh kar hairaan pareshaan. yeah, this much wealth accumulation is fucking immoral, asshole. you vansh did deserve to get thrown off a fucking cliff.

show laaaaaaaaaakh convince karne ki koshish karle ki yeh koi aur hai, my bullshit meter says it’s vansh vansh and no one else but vansh.

unrealistic af, someone PRINTING photos out in this day and age. what kinda tech person are you???????

lmao he’s checking out each photo for each family member and the commentssssssss.....

rudra chacha and chanchal chachi: “kaafi expressive faces! koshish bhi kare chupaane ki toh bhi chupaa nahi paa rahe ke lomdiii hain yeh ghar ke.”

aslkdjaslkdjlsakjdlskjdlksj i already like him better than old vansh.

aryan: “doosron ke bharose jeene waala.”

ishani: “raisinghania hone ka bohut ghamand hai, magar bechaari ki shaadi angre se ho gayi.”

how he know that if he not vansh????? angre not even in this set of pics.

siya: “kehte hain jo chal nahi sakte, unka wifi network bohut strong hota hai..... kab, kahaan, kya pakad le, koi nahi jaanta.”

“aur yeh hai....... RIDDHIMAAAAA....... iss parivaar ka most special aur khoobsoorat member.”

“moh aur maaya...... dono ka mel [...]”

yup, i definitely like this cheeky and cheesy persona better than the murder-threatening-paralyzing shit we had to put up with earlier. happy days, you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[the-blind-assassin-12]

no one asked but here we are:

i am procrastinating my ass off today and i saw this on @something-tofightfor ‘s page and thought “OH LOOK A NEW WAY TO PROCRASTINATE MY ASS OFF!” So here’s some useless information about me: 

1. Do you put ketchup on hotdogs?

Yes. Alllll the toppings. Onions, relish, mustard, mayo and ketchup. 

2. Choice of soda?

I don’t really like soda because I don’t love sweet beverages. Ginger Ale, I guess, if I had to pick. 

3. Do you put salt on watermelon?

So I never knew this was a thing until I worked at a fancy schmancy place where there was a fancy schmancy watermelon cocktail that was finished with a wedge of watermelon that had been sprinkled with kosher salt. And it was fine but seemed unnecessary. So that was my long winded way of saying: not on purpose. 

4. Can you swim?

I can. I had a small above ground pool in my backyard growing up and I was in it ALL the time. I also took lessons and grew up only a few miles from the ocean, so learning to swim with currents was part of my childhood. 

5. Hot dogs or burgers?

Toss up. Gimme one of each at a cookout.   

6. Favorite type of food?  

Tacos. All kinds. Any kinds. 

7. Do you believe in ghosts?

I do. But I’m not afraid of them. 

8. What do you drink in the morning?  

Coffee, black with a little drizzle of honey. 

9. Can you do 100 push-ups?

The most I ever did at once was 40 (not the kind some asshats call “girl pushups”- we don’t have time for why I hate that- with your knees on the floor, but with my legs all the way extended) but I could certainly get to 100 if I had a few weeks to build up to it. I couldn’t do more than 12 a few years ago. 

10. Summer, Fall, Winter or Spring?

Fall and Spring over Summer and Winter. But Winter is last. 

11. Your favorite animal?  

Giraffes. I got to feed one once and it was one of the best days of my life. 

12. Tattoos?

I have one - the number 26.2 on my right foot. I got it after I ran my first and only full marathon (marathons are 26.2 miles). I have plans for more but there are other things I need/ want to save my money for before I can spend on ink. 

13. Do you wear glasses?

I sure do. I have thick coke bottle glasses and without them the world is just a bunch of formless blobs of color and light and shadow. 

14. Do you have a fear?

I have a very irrational fear of something happening to someone I care about while they’re driving. If it takes someone longer than expected to get somewhere I start to panic until I hear from them. It’s a problem. 

I used to be afraid of clowns and I still certainly do not like them, but now I know how to choke people so... they can come at me I guess. 

15. Do you have a nickname?

Most people call me Lyss. A few family members call me Lissie. My sister calls me Sissie because she had trouble with L’s as a small child and couldn’t say Lissie, not because it’s a cute form of sister. One of my very good friends from college calls me Fro-ho Baggins because of my giant ass hair. 

16. Can you change a tire?

I’ve done it once and I dented the wheel well. After that time I always ask for help. I *could* do it...but I don’t wanna fuck up my car. 

17. Favorite flower?

Daisies. 

18. Can you drive a stick?

No, but I want to learn. I always wanted to know that in an emergency I could drive any vehicle I needed to. But that’s not true currently. I know that soon they will probably do away with manual transition altogether but I still wouldn’t pass up the chance to learn. 

19. Ever gone sky diving?

No but I really want to! Fun fact- the head instructor at my gym has done like over 100 solo jumps. 

20. Kids?

Nope. 

21. Favorite color?

Green. All kinds of greens. 

22. Can you whistle?

Yeah, like, really well. 

23. Where were you born?

New Jersey

24. Surgeries?

I had major surgery on my right foot in 2018. I had an accessory navicular bone, which is the roundish kind of bump bone on the inside of your foot, right under your ankle. I had a second one growing on top of the existing one, and it was pulling the tendons in my calf and foot in the wrong direction. It caused my arch to completely collapse and it got to the point where it was excruciatingly painful to even walk. So they removed the extra bone, cut my heel away from my foot, moved everything back into place, took out about a foot of diseased tendon, and then screwed everything in place with one LONG screw through my heel and into my foot, and one small threaded anchor holding the good tendons to the spot where they’re supposed to go. I was in a cast for...I think it was 8 weeks total, and then a walking boot for about a month after that, and then another two months of PT. 

25. Shower or bath?

Shower. Baths bother me. I know they’re supposed to feel relaxing but I can’t help feeling grossed. Maybe if I had like a super nice jacuzzi tub with like jets and enough space to really lounge and stretch it would feel better, but i’d prefer a shower anytime. 

26. Last song you heard?

Papillion by The Airborne Toxic Event is playing right now. Does that count? 

27. How many TV’s in your home?

One.

28. Worst pain?

When the nerve block wore off the second day after the aforementioned surgery. I was so out of it for the first like 20 hours that I was home that I really couldn’t feel a thing, but then all at once it was there and it was awful. I have a VERY high pain tolerance and I was just in tears. 

29. Do you like to sing?

I do! I’m not very good but I do not give a single shit. 

30. Are your parents still alive?

My father is. My mom passed away 9 years ago. 

31. Do you like to go Camping?

I LOVE CAMPING. I want to camp every state. And I want to do a Canadian camping adventure sooooo badly. 

32. What do you binge watch?

So, binge watching is the only way I watch anything anymore. So...everything I watch I watch all in one go. Most recent binge of something new (to me) and not something I’ve seen a million times was Hanna on Amazon Prime and I frickin loved it and I love Erik and I’m not okay. 

33. Pumpkin or pecan?

Neither. Sweet Potato, not pumpkin (a new development) and Pistachio not Pecan. Replace the pecans with pistachios and voila. 

34. A photo of yourself.

Ew. Okay, fine, but I look like absolute garbage right now so you’re getting one from like... two months ago: 

Idk why I feel the need to stick my tongue out in so many pictures. Gosh I can’t take me anywhere.

[teen--marvel]

Good morning, world and all who inhabit it ☀️

At the time of typing this, it’s 8:45AM. So, get ready for a tangent/explanation that I don’t really need to share, but kind of want to. If I’ve tagged anyone, feel free to ignore ✌🏻

As a majority of my followers know, I started out a health blog (which is where most of you came from). Still into it, but as the years have gone by, my interests have changed just a tad.

Around 2013, I jumped headfirst into the Teen Wolf fandom. Yes, I talk about this show a lot, don’t judge. (Which also means I jumped into the Dylan O’Brien fandom headfirst...)

Anyway, didn’t really talk about that interest, just said what I was feeling about the episodes I caught up on and watched weekly, and sometimes I didn’t even say anything. Ended up kind of falling out of the fandom. Still watched the episodes when they were made available on Hulu or the MTV website. This also resulted in me kind of falling out of the Dylan fandom, but still watched his movies (more on this later)

Okay, so fast forward to Oct 2018. Stranger Things 2 came out. Yes, we were a year behind the show then when it first started streaming on Netflix. Feel in love with it (just like TW), and ultimately started loving Steve Harrington because character development.

That’s when I turned to fan fiction to get more of our beloved Steve, and fell in love with it!

I knew fanfic was out there, I just didn’t wanna read it. AT FIRST.

For some reason, my brain kept telling me, “You’re 24. Fanfic is for teens.”

Shut my brain down real quick 👏🏻

I first drafted fanfic that I liked, so that I could go back later and reread if I wanted. I didn’t wanna double tap to like because for some reason, my brain (yet again), told me, “They’re gonna see that a health blog is liking their stuff. No. Don’t like. Draft.” That went on for about a week until I decided that liking someone else’s work (at the time of my way of thinking) is just as important as reblogging (which I’ve now learned is not the case, but more on this later.) This was January 2018.

Fast forward to April 2018... when I dive headfirst back into the TW and Dylan O’Brien fandoms. I started reading Stiles fanfic and fell in love. The first one i remember reading was so long, I didn’t know that fanfic could be 14,000 words! (Now I read it like it’s nothing, haha!) Then I found a TW Rewrite. Binge read it in like a week, then read daily when I got caught up for 6A then stopped reading it cause I hadn’t watched 6B yet (Amazon didn’t have it for free yet. You had to rent or buy the episode.) got caught up on the episodes, freaking cried and tried not to scream at my tv with the last episdoe while everyone was sleeping. I went back to the rewrite and read those last ten. I’ve read this particular rewrite about 8 times (weird, I know, but it’s so good!) After that rewrite was done, the author put out another rewrite for The Maze Runner. Read for the first two movies, then had to stop again because, at the time, I was in them middle of reading TDC and hadn’t seen the movie yet.

Side note: I read all of TMR, and half of TST. Said fuck it for TST, and the hubs and I went to see it in theaters. Took me from Apr 2018 to Aug 2018 to read TDC cause slow reader (and over a year to read American Assassin)

-if you’re still with me, Four For You, Glen Coco! You Go, Glen Coco! (I was 11 when Mean Girls came out, sooooo 🤷🏻‍♀️)

It wasn’t until just recently that I was only liking fanfic that I truly enjoyed... which was most of what I was reading.

Ended up getting back into Marvel, specifically Spider-Man, and started reading fanfic for him.

Yes, I read fanfic for the actors as well.

About a month or so ago (hell idk, just go with it.) I started leaving little emojis letting the authors know what I thought of their work/chapter/part, whatever. Then I started leaving actual comments on their work, expressing what I liked about the chapter, what I wonder is gonna happen next, all that jazz.

I say ALL OF THAT to say this:

Even though most of you, well the MAJORITY of you are health blogs and have been with me for the last 7 years— first of all, I applaud you cause I would’ve left a long time ago 😂—

Anyway, even though the majority of you are healths blogs, you can expect some health reblogs/personal posts from me, but to support the fanfic authors that I’m following and reading their work, I’m gonna start reblogging their work. So, if that’s something that you don’t wanna see from me, then my only advice to you is to simply unfollow. This isn’t me saying, Bye Felicia. It’s me giving you that option to unfollow if you don’t want it clogging up your dash.

TL;DR: gonna start reblogging fanfic that I like cause my interests with this particular blog have changed. If you don’t wanna see that, I’m giving you the option to unfollow. Would suck to lose the followers I’ve had for last 7 years, but people change and do their interests. It’s 9:23AM and I just finished writing this long ass post✌🏻

[skamfairy]

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - thoughts after reading it for the first time

oh my god it’s come to this. we made it. WE ARE HERE. at the end. im emotional. shsajhahjs THATS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. This whole book has left me so emotionally drained but not in a bad way. it made me feel so so so much and change everything and i’m just shjjhsahjas I GOT A LOT OF THOUGHTS but i’m also worried i’ll forget things cos i took a long time to read this and a lot happened so ashjashjas let’s see how i go (i really should have kept notes as i read but i’m chaotic and it’s too late sajsahj i’ll do that if i ever review a book on here again) 

THIS IS SO LONG so if you read all of this then sajhsajha wow you must really love me or harry, or both sdhjasjhahjssajh 💖

ALRIGHT lets start with dudley!! it feels like years ago now but when he actually showed feelings towards harry it was soooo good and unexpected and i really really loved that choice. like showing that he’s not a villain or anything and that he does actually care for harry despite being such a brat his whole life sahjsahj idk it made me remember that he’s just a kid too who was also raised by the dursley’s you know? anyway i loved it and i’m hoping harry and him do sorta keep in touch. 

this also feels like a big part of the theme in this series i want to touch on. I feel like instead of villainising characters straight up, we sorta get to see that when you are shown nothing but cruelty and disrespect then they are the traits you will only know as you grow and it’s really sad but also creates incredible empathy and understanding in the reader when you see characters like draco and dudley kinda follow what their parents teach them. and then when you get that reminder with both characters that that’s not really them and once they begin to think for themselves or get shown something else they can finally branch away from that and be who they really are. That’s what i love so much in this series! being able to see that they aren’t evil or bad they’ve just been taught shitty behaviour and they can change once they follow their own beliefs and not those of their parents.

i also had a slight critique about slytherin’s potrayal here shjashj but i deleted it cos i felt like i ranted more than i should ashjashj but basically i just felt like there was sooooo much anti-slytherin content in the series but i got it cos i figured it was all building up to a big SLYTHERINS ARE GOOD TOO LETS BE FRIENDS moment and i mean i wasn’t wrong? we got that sorta, in the end when harry talked to his son and told him that slytherins are cool too, although the example was snape jhsjhsa. but yeah i think after all that i was expecting something more idk. especially cos i found it weird that not a single slytherin was in dumbledores army or fought on the order of phoenix side in the battle. like they all just left! but idk maybe i’m too new to hp to understand sahjsahj i just thought at least a couple slytherins would fight just to show that not all of them are bad but maybe they were scared cos of voldemort’s ties to the house shjashj sorry this still turned into a bit of a rant but i’m not like annoyed just surprised. imagine a character who was in the squad but they were slytherin sjhasjh

ANYWAY back on track shjasjhas 

hedwig dying broke my god damn heart 

IM CRYING remember when fred and george got turned into harry’s and they turned to each other and said in sync “WOW WE’RE IDENTICAL!” im sorry i just flicked to that page by accident to remember what to discuss next and that just made me laugh again im sahjahjhjsa

SO I GUESS THAT MEANS IT’S TIME TO TALK ABOUT FRED AND GEORGE. okay yes so they are two of my fave characters EVER not just in hp but in anything i’ve ever read or watched. they bring me so much laughter and happiness and while reading this series, when i was feeling down and i needed something to get my mind of things, i would read hp. but every single time a line from fred or george came up, it would make me feel SO much joy and i can’t express how much they both helped me and brought light into my life while reading this series. and they’ll always hold a special place in my heart. i’m so thankful for this series because it introduced me to some of the most beautiful characters i’ve ever met. and fred and george are two of them. They showed how much you can give and help in such a horrible situation, just by giving people something to laugh about and that was so so so incredible to read. to see that you don’t have to be super brainy like hermione or strong or brave like ron and harry to be important and a hero. bringing light and laughter in people’s lives during a dark time is just as heroic and meaningful as anything else and i love that fred and george represented that power. (but also they had everything else too sajashjhjas) anyway i really love them. and i remember while reading this book, fred pulled the same joke he did when we first saw him in book one and it made me emotional because we have come so far and he’s still just as warm and joyful as he was 7 years ago. losing him was the worst thing in the whole series, not worst in the sense that it didn’t make sense or anything because it did and i’m glad i could feel soooo much but it was the worst thing by it hurting the worst for me personally and ishjajhashjsa im never gonna get over it. everytime i think about it i cry like i am now dammit sdhjsahjajh SO LETS CHANGE THE SUBJECT 

oh my god one of the things that broke my heart early on wasn’t even a death but hermione erasing herself from her parents minds to protect them???? That’s absolutely heartbreaking and sad and i love her so much. she is so clever but also so caring and brilliant and she does whatever she needs to and it’s just fucking hell it was so sad and i just hope it all worked out and she was able to undo it cos i’m really stressing about it i don’t want her to lose her parents :(( and they love her so much like we never got to see them much but i remember in the second book how supportive they were even tho it was so out of their element and scary they were just happy for their daughter and GAH I’M EMOTIONAL anyway i love hermione so much, moving on.

Ron and harry fighting??? MADE ME AGE A THOUSAND YEARS OUT OF STRESS AND PAIN that’s the worst, i hate it. i hate it when they fight. it breaks my heart because you know how much ron means to harry. he’s his number one, he’s his family, his best friend, the first person to ever love him and show him loyalty and love and what it’s like to have a brother who loves you like sahajshhjas IM SORRY ONE OF MY FAVE THINGS IN THIS WHOLE SERIES IS THEIR RELATIONSHIP 100% they mean everything to me. Ron is so insecure because he constantly feels like he’s in harry’s shadow but what he doesn’t realise is that when it comes to harry, everyone else is in his shadow because ron is the most important person to him. i mean don’t get me wrong they love hermione too ashjsahjahj but like ron and harry <3 it’s special they need each other im super asjhhajs im sorry im so passionate about their friendship and chosen family it means so much to me. like i hated it when they fought in goblet of fire and THEN I HAD TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN??? but the scene where they made up literally made me cry and scream in happiness i love them so much i don’t want them to ever not be in each others lives. 

honestly i like ron and hermione! idk if that’s unpopular or what but i feel like they do make sense and their relationship was actually built up based on actual connection and years of developing.....unlike some people who never even talked and then woke up and suddenly were in love for no reason *cough*

TIME TO TALK ABOUT SAD THINGS AGAIN! dobby dying was absolutely horrible that whole chapter was SO DARK and scary and i was actually genuinely frightened for the first time in the series i was so so so scared it was horrible and then dobby came like an angel and saved the day and then he was just....gone??? it was so unfair and so sad and just i hate it so much i can’t comprehend it. he was a free elf! he didn’t deserve this. no one deserved this. that’s what was so tragic about the deaths in this series and it’s what makes everything so real. im so sad god dammit let me find something less sad to talk about again. 

HARRY IS THE DESCENDANT OF THE BROTHER WHO CHOSE THE INVISIBILITY CLOAK FROM THE DEATHLY HALLOW STORY!!!! ahhhhh im so happy i love that harry is related to something so cool and ahhhhhhhh it’s honestly so good and exciting how everything came together naturally like that. and CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT?? like how he literally went from saying he would choose the ressurrection stone, to in the end, just leaving it in the middle of the forest? im so proud of him he breaks my heart and i just wanna protect him forever i’ve never loved someone so much like ashjsajhsa i need to stop but seriously, harry is my absolute everything i love this god damn kid help. 

speaking of people who love harry.... jhsjhassjjas i really really love draco. like i feel so protective of this kid? i want to know more more more about him and i want to help him and go back in time and keep him away from all that bullshit dark stuff i can’t wait to read all the fics that analyse him because i know he’s actually a genuine good? i feel like he is. his parents let him down and he didn’t have any healthy relationships in his life to help him see another side of things even tho i know and really feel like if he did, things would have been different. he was just a kid and you could see he didn’t want this he hated it, he was so scared and alone and sahjsahjhjsa IM SORRY I LOVE HIM 

OKay can i just roast voldemort for a sec by saying, he is TERRIBLE at researching plans before execution and thinking through things like he acted like a silly egotistic child im so. how did the death eaters take him seriously? i don’t understand OKAY YES I KNOW HE HAS SO MUCH POWER but pfft he kept taking snapes credit for killing dumbles. but then it turned out dumbles asked snape to anyway so like sjshjjhsa and harry roasted him with that himself. i love that kid. anyway yeah i can’t wait to make voldemort memes forever this dude is so sjsajasjkajsk i hate him but also enjoy hating him. 

Remus and tonks :((( im so sad i love lupin so much it’s not fair but also now teddy is an orphan after a war just like harry and now harry is the godfather to teddy just like sirius was to him :(( im emotional. 

MOLLY SLAYED BELLATRIX I LOVE HER “NOT MY DAUGHTER YOU BITCH!” jhsdjhsjhsdj queen

okay okay okay finally i’ll address the thing that MESSED ME UP oh my god sajhhjashjsa so i have been complaining for ageeeees that i want LILY! BACKSTORY! and when i didn’t get it in half blood prince i was devastated sahjsahjjhsa and i figured it was never going to happen and then when i least expected it I GET ACTUAL LILY BACKSTORY CONTENT from the man i have been roasting and hating since book one im sahjshajhjas the irony kills me. anyway lily was just as amazing as i thought she was. i love her so much she’s so beautiful and kind and loyal and compassionate. she’s everything <3 and honestly i was actually able to empathise with snape? their friendship was so pure and sweet and i can’t believe he was her best friend in hogwarts this whole time. it’s really sad how he let himself be drawn to dark magic because she was never going to give up on him. him being drawn to that magic, and calling her a slur was what pushed her away and also brought her closer to james so, thanks for helping harry be born mate ashjjhas idk it’s sad and i empathise with snape now and now i can understand things i couldn’t before. LIKE EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW. it’s like the missing piece has been found and i can see everything with new eyes it’s insane. and i remember seeing something about obsessive love in half blood prince and guessing that it was foreshadowing something and i think this is it. it’s just sad :(( and he actually was on dumbledores side im so sahjsahjhjas this whole thing was such a mindfuck idk what to think. but yeah i do emphasise with snape. do i like him now? no 🙈 sorry BUT i can understand him better and his character intrigues me it’s just really sad but he’s still an adult who bullies children. and daaaamn he hated harry, lucky for us he loved lily more than voldemort tho whoop i’m pretty sure my older sister loves snape tho so maybe i’m being too harsh idk 

HARRY WAS A HORCRUX??? i can’t that was epic and such a shock what in the world. i’m so happy how things turned out but holy shit that was insane. yet it made so much sense im so sjjshahjas

oh i love luna ashjahjshjas just gotta say that she’s my everything <3 

NEVILLE I LOVE NEVILLE HIM KILLING THE SNAKE WAS ICONIC !!!!! im so so so happy it was him. i love him so much he really showed how much bravery and potential he has i love this kid. 

okay so hands down the Kings Cross chapter was one of the best chapters in this whole series. seeing dumbledore finally tell us everything and getting to hear and see his mistakes and flaws and his truth was so so so emotional for me and it felt like final closure. im so dhjahjhja the way it was written!!! just all of it every single bit of it made me feel something and OPEN AT THE CLOSE im asjhhjsahjas ofc im just god the whole thing was sooooo jhsjhasjhas THE FEELINGS im sorry im not at all articulate when it comes to this im just the whole thing played in my head so well and i still have chills just from thinking about it i really don’t want this to end :(( 

finally the ending, im surprised that harry married ginny (i mean i guess not surprised cos he’s her love interest, maybe just jahsjhsasahj indifferent?) but im happy that we got to see him happy and again i love that he told albus it didn’t matter if he was in slytherin cos slytherins are cool too jsshjahjsa that was so important. ALSO draco!!! they nodded 👀 also shjsahja luna and george weren’t mentione :(( 

OH MY GOD I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT HOW MUCH NOSTALGIA I GOT IN SNAPES MEMORY WHEN WE SAW JAMES AND SIRIUS FIRST BECOME FRIENDS ON THE TRAIN IT MADE ME THINK OF THE FIRST BOOK IM EMOTIONAL

Now i just want to say i genuinely love harry so so so much. he’s sassy and brave and selfless and caring and he has so much anger and frustration but that never stops him from doing what he can to help people and it just :(( he deserved a happy, free and loving childhood. i love this boy with all my heart and i always will im so thankful i finally let myself actually read his story. 

This series brought me so much laughter, wonder, tears, pain and magic. i’m so so so happy i finally read it sahjsajh despite avoiding and judging it my whole life lmao i was so wrong about it and this series has made me fall deeply in love with every single character and now im obsessed shjashjhjas LIKE I LITERALLY CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT i can’t im so asjhashj

im actually obsessed with harry potter i didn’t think this would ever happen to me. thank you for taking this journey with me angels 💖

anyway now i got 8(?) movies to watch for the first time sahjashashj stay tuned 💖 

[annyonghaseno]

50 Questions Tag!

Tagged by @supercriminalwolf​  Thanks dollface!! xoxo

1. what takes up too much of your time? Irish dancing are u surprised yet

2. what makes your day better?  waking up early, dancing, hanging out with my sister, warm weather, having time to take care of myself

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? I taught a lesson with one of my dancers and we fixed a part in her dance that’s been bothering her a lot - she was really happy 

4. what fictional place would you like to go? Hogwarts for sure 

5. are you good at giving advice? I like to think so

6. do you have any mental illness? yo. I have the worst social anxiety ever bahaha

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no, thank God 

8. what musician inspired you the most? not to be totally predictable here, but I really am inspired by how hardworking and humble bang chan is - I could go wayyyy into that, but I’ll leave it there

9. have you ever fallen in love? I actually don’t think so - not with a person, anyway (fell in love w dancing a LOOONG time ago)

10. what’s your dream date? as long as we’re doing something new, it’s a dream date

11. what do others notice about you? my dedication I hope. also how quiet I am rip

12. what is the annoying habit you have? popping joints

13. do you still talk to you first love? nooooooooooo

14. how many ex’s do you have? like 5

15. how many songs are on your playlist? since I just got a new phone, only about 140

16. what instruments can you play? I play the bass guitar, but I haven’t practiced as much as I should, lately

17. who do you have the most pictures of? my sister and her artwork <3 

18. where would you like to go before you die? I would like to see Iceland properly. I’ve only done 1 day stopovers 

19. what is your zodiac? taurus 

20. do you relate to it? sometimes

21. what is happiness to you? doing what you love!!!! whatever that may be!

22. are you going through anything right now? nothing particular other than the usual work plus dance stress, but it’s not bad really

23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? putting someone who didn’t care about me that much before my family

24. what’s your favourite store? forever 21. a bitch loves disposable clothing 

25. what’s your opinion on abortion? Them's fightin words. 

26. do you keep a bucket list? I do! I've actually crossed off a few this past month! 

27. do you have a favorite album at the moment? Yall KNOW i'm gonna say I am You. 

28. what do you want for your birthday? Money. Bahaah i'll be to go to spain again sooooo  

29. what are most peoples first impression of you? According to literally everyone i've ever asked, the first impression people have of me is: scary. Yeah. Idk if it's the same online, but i guess i look intimidating or something

30. what age do you seem according to most people according to most people? It's usually from 16 to 19 murder me i'll be carded for the rest of my life   31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? Bahaaha if it doesn't fall under the bed, it ends up somewhere under the pillow 

32. what word do you say the most? Twat. Or asshat.   

33. what’s the oldest age you would date? Maybe like 26? If someone older were trying to date me, i'd be wondering why they can't get someone their own age 

34. what’s the youngest age you would date? Prob like 20

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? Teaching, i suppose, since it already is my job

36. what’s your favourite music genre? I really like rock music, blues and old country, but i'm open to any genre

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? God, Ireland 10000000000 percent Ireland  

38. what is your current favourite song? I AM YOU DUH, also Lil Touch Oh GG, Pet Cheetah Twenty One Pilots and Get Cool as well

39. how long have you had this blog for? I've not even kept track. A few years

40. what are you excited for? I've got a trip back to ireland in february and my heart is a c h i n g, it's been too long since i've been   41. are you a better talker or listener? Listener for sure. I suck at talking 42. what is the last productive thing you did? Finished a dance video project up last night!   43. what do you want for christmas? I'm dying to start backpacking like hardcore, so i've asked for all kinds of backpacking and camping supplies haha 44. what class do you get the best grades in? Always english. Hence the degree haha 45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? About a 7 maybe? 46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? Teaching irish dance full time in a studio with my world globe on a shelf and travelling all over the world both to watch my dancers compete and also just because i want to fingers crossed!!!!! 47. when did you get your first heartbreak? Ughhhhhhh i was like 18 i think. Listen up yall, this is some piping hot tea. We were both irish dancers, and like. I kept beating him at competitions so he broke up with me. He was like i have to work on myself. But really he just needed to work on his dancing. I was still really upset about it though because i was young and still had emotions bahaha 48. at what age do you want to get married? There's no specific age that i have in mind. Honestly whether i get married or not, what's meant to be will be. I think as long as i'm happy, it doesn't really matter 49. what career did you want to have as a child? I think i wanted to be a singer 50. what do you crave right now? That lemon pound cake in the display at this starbucks is calling to me my dudes

I’m too lazy to tag this time, but if ya wanna do it then. do it.

[1kook]

85 questions

rules: answer 85 questions about myself then tag 20 people

i was tagged by @teapical aka the sweetest blog i follow, thank you!!

last

1. drink - water

2. phone call - my friend bc i missed him!

3. text message - my best friend!!

4. song you listened to - nonstop by drake

5. time you cried - uhhh like 2 years ago lol whew...the pent up emotions😷

ever

6. dated someone twice? - nay sir

7. kissed someone and regretted it - my first kiss yes

8. been cheated on - no, bless

9. lost someone special - yes

10. been depressed - tbh no 

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - sadly 😔

fave colours

12. yellow!! all of the shades!!

13. soft pink like beige pink (??)

14. black

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes ma'am!

16. fallen out of love - I've never even been in love I'm like 3 years old

17. laughed until you cried - probably

18. found out someone was talking about you - yeah 

19. met someone who changed you - nah

20. found out who your friends are - nah

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - nope

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - like 85% of them

23. do you have any pets - nah I'm not a fan of pets lol sorry 

24. do you want to change your name - no! i love my name its pretty 

25. what did you do for your last birthday - i was sick :(

26. what time did you wake up today - 5:15 AM bc it was my first day back to school yikes

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - trying to fuckin sleep and fix my sleeping schedule! 

28. what is something you can’t wait for - graduation!!!

30. what are you listening to right now - the A/C lol

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - no surprisingly? 

32. something that gets on your nerves - y'all gone be like wtf but its annoying when someone acts ‘too tumblr’ irl if you know what i mean lol

33. most visited website - thesimsresource LMAO

34. hair color - brown 

35. long or short hair - LOOOONG it reaches my buttcrack, thats like 2.5 feet lol

36. do you have a crush on someone - pcy 😔

37. what do you like about yourself - my smile!! i had braces for four years i woulda sued them if i didn't like it 

38. want any piercings? - i want an industrial in my right ear but i go to catholic school and whew....the dress code sis

39. blood type - tbh i can't remember lol

40. nicknames - yambo, yam

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - im a virgo and I'm gonna be honest i really don't understand any other astrology stuff lol help 

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - adventure time! la reyna del sur if u know that show girl....🤧

45. tattoos - tbh i never thought about getting one but maybe in the future??

46. right or left handed - I'm ambidextrous actually!

47. ever had surgery - nay

48. piercings - i have the simplest ones aka one on each ear 

49. sport - i run track & field (i do the same events as the person who tagged me!) and play soccer 

50. vacation -  i wanna go to mexico sooooo bad lol

51. trainers - i wear a lot of vans tbh they're just so comfortable 

more general

52. eating - chicken! big fan 

53. drinking - water sometimes lemonade 

54. i’m about to watch - another pcy comp probably lmao 

55. waiting for - nct china !!!!!

56. want - girl idek what i want to eat rn so

57. get married - preferably 

58. career - undecided but i wanna study kinesiology !

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - both bye 

60. lips or eyes - lips 

61. shorter or taller - taller

62. older or younger - older

63. nice arms or stomach - mm idk both i guess??

64. hookup or relationship - relationship duh

65. troublemaker or hesitant - I've dated both and i hate both bye but if i must then i guess troublemaker 

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - hell nah

67. drank hard liquor - yeah

68. lost glasses - they're literally lost right now 

69. turned someone down - yeah.... yikes

70. sex on first date - no thanks

71. broken someone’s heart - yeah lmao 

72. had your heart broken - nah

73. been arrested - nah

74. cried when someone died - yeah

75. fallen for a friend - ......yes 

do you believe in

76. yourself - I'm my biggest fan 

77. miracles - i believe in miracles where its a result of hardwork lol

78. love at first sight - nah 

79. santa claus - nah

80. kiss on a first date - mm maybe

81. angels - sometimes

other

82. best friend’s name - id rather not lol

83. eye color - brown but super dark 

84. fave movie - UGH ..... COCO 

85. fave actor - tbh i don't really follow actors/actresses like that so ill just say michael b jordan cuz he was in the last movie i saw lol (it was fruitvale station)

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idk many people so I'm just gonna tag blogs i like/remember a lot lol, sorry if you’ve already been tagged by someone else/have already one this!!

@seokbyuns @glossyjongin @automqtic @88swife @byunberries

[smireyac]

fuck this year man u dont even get cute emojis in the title this time

so lemme just start by saying fuck 2020 

now that we’re on the same page, lets get into it

so i dont have to explain all the reasons why this year sucked bc u just need to google 2020 and there will be a million reasons why it was TOTAL FUCKING GARBAGE...... usually when so many people collectively say a year sucked ass, i can be like “oh it wasnt *all* bad for me, personally” haha not this year!!! 

its super fucking depressing to look at how hopeful and positive i was about 2020 a year ago..... ofc there was no way for me to have known it would all go to shit but i still really appreciate the tone i had set... reading over the previous reflections and seeing how harsh and negative i was @ myself made the softness of last years post super refreshing.... 

now i said i dont *have* to explain all the ways 2020 was shitty, but i am gonna explain the biggest reason this year was shitty for me, personally..... it might seem really small in comparison to the ways 2020 was shitty as a whole on like a global scale? but really the biggest reason 2020 sucked ass was i didnt get to really hang out with any of my friends in real life for 9 out of the 12 months of the year.... and really it was like the first week of march that shit hit the fan so like really it was only 2 months that we got to see each other....... if u rmbr p much every previous retrospective post ive made, there was a big emphasis on friends..... ive come to realize that im actually a very *extra*verted person??? despite my overall shyness and homebody attitude, i would always choose to hang out with people over being alone so stay-at-home orders FUCKING SUCKED??? when we all thought it would be over in a couple weeks, maybe a month it was fine?? hey its a good time to draw or catch up on that reading and/or writing i said i was gonna do maybe even start learning to drive?? it’ll be no big deal THEN it wasn’t over in a month and it wasnt gonna BE over anytime soon and no one important was doing anything about it and its an election year and black lives have always mattered and yet everything is so uncertain and

[inhale]

[exhale]

this year was..... a lot...... too much in fact

in 2018, i had said that i watched vox’s video on the year in 5 mins and cried... if i watched this year in five minutes, i dont think i would be able to breathe...... 

SO instead of making myself CRY..... lets try to think about any GOOD things that happened and think about what we can do to make 2021 good for ourselves:

GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED:

-i *didn’t* lose my job!! sad that so many others cannot say the same but im trying to make myself feel *better* not WORSE so i got to keep my job and i actually work more hours than before so!!

-i actually *did* learn to drive this year!!!! and im pretty good at it??? for someone that just started this year anyway?? i probably *would* have my DRIVER’S LICENSE right now if it weren’t for a surge in cases in a certain STATE that i happen to live in......... but w/e its fine i get more time to practice and im ~~**DEFINITELY**~~ going pass my test and get my license ~whenever it is that i can reschedule my dmv appt~

lmfao its so funny that last year, i was absolutely *dreading* learning to drive but i so fucking get why everyone was like ‘you need to learn how to drive’ i legit love it so much???? ive always been a car person but that was like purely for the aesthetic but now that i can drive im just....... WOOOW this really is what freedom feels like.... like ik that public transportation is amazing and i will always champion it but nothing beats being purely in control of your destination.... i also wanted to buy myself a car for my birthday even tho i couldnt really drive yet but then sien had to fix smthg on her car and it was EXPENSIVE AF and my mom was like “u dont need to buy a car yet” so i put the brakes [haha] on that... but soon... once i get my license,,, then i will have u my love................. so with that being “my most serious goal of 2020″ im glad i did it

-i was one of lucky ones and got unemployment when i couldn’t work so i have a lot of money saved in the bank??? pls no one steal my identity i wanna use that money to buy myself a car and/or for when we move out 🤞🤞 we’ll just have to wait and seeeeee....................

-i had mentioned playing dnd last year too and thats been going STRONG as hell thank goodness....... we couldnt keep playing in person but when we moved it to online, not only did we actually get to hang out a lot more, we made more friends??? introduced new people to the group?? its so good and in fact probably the only thing that kept me even a little bit sane this year...... 

-this is more of an honorable mention than an accomplishment but im this 🤏close to catching up with critical role and thats partially thanks to the pandemic lmao sooooo ??? 

aaaaaaand thats p much it lol i didnt really accomplish any of my other goals bc reasons................. but!!! as cliche as it sounds, with a light at the end of the tunnel, im confident that i can turn that all around this year.... so if 2016 was the year of change, 2017 was the year of getting used to shit, 2018 was the year of getting *too* used to shit and 2019 ended up being the year of friends, 2020 was the year of absolute shit and it doesn’t fucking count....... i learned a lot this year, biggest lesson of all is that life is short and if i were to have died at any point last year, what the fuck would i have to show for it??? so usually i end up giving a theme or name to a year after its done but this time im determined to make 2021 into what i want it to be SO i am declaring this year, the year of our lord 2021, the year of new experiences!!!! what the fuck does that mean you ask? well ill tell you!!! im gonna try new things this year!! make a very pointed effort to do things outside my comfort zone?? and for my goals this year, im going back to my old way of making a huge list of stuff u wanna do and seeing how much i can actuallly accomplish!! now i said theres a light but we really dont know when all this shit will end and life will go “bAcK tO nOrMaL” so whos to say ill get to accomplish any of it? at the same time, there are plenty of stuff on the list that i can do within the pandemic set parameters so!! lets see this list!!

2021 GOALS:

[check boxes bc there is no plain box emoji lmao]

☑️ read new books!! i’ll keep last years goal bc i didnt meet it and i have good reads now which tells me i just need to read 1.5 books a month to reach that goal!! huzzah!

☑️ watch new shows and new movies b4 u end up watching shit you’ve already seen a million times... i bought an old planner for 2020 instead of 2021 by accident but i hope it will help keep track of the movies/shows along with the books too!

☑️ listen to new music!! this years spotify wrapped was garbo it only had like 3 albums and a bunch of other shit i always listen to so i gotta fix that lmfao

☑️ write new stories!! i am comforted by the shit ive been writing for the past like 7 years but if my screenplay class taught me anything its that there are a lot of stories to tell and i got so many ideas floating around in this noggin!! instead of an arbitrary word count, why dont i say write idk 3 new stories, start to finish, in whatever medium idc screenplay, short story, comic, twine WHATEVER!! do it!

☑️ eat new food!! lmao this one seems the most silly to me but ive never had indian food, ive never had [not really anyway] korean food, i want to find new restaurants and eat new food!!! yum!

☑️ go on a road trip!!

☑️ visit some place ive never been before!!

☑️ go on a hike??

☑️ go to mexico again

☑️ ride a scary rollercoaster you previously wouldnt have

☑️ go to a club

☑️ get silly drunk fr 

☑️ FUCK IT go on dates!! self date friend dates sister date cousin dates R- Romantic... dates ??? FUCK IT!!! YEAH!! DATE ALL UP IN THIS BITCH!!

☑️ learn to use blender

☑️ animate something 

☑️ make a big painting

☑️ cosplay ???? AHH

☑️ learn to roller skate lmao u bought the skates and were so excited for them!! 

☑️ go somewhere SUPER DARK and go see some real stars!!!! 

☑️ and to top it all off, throw the airbnb house party that we’ve been talking about for MONTHS lmao 

hmmmm,, i think thats a good enough list for now ?? another thing i wanted to accomplish.... that im scared to speak into existence bc then i cant back out of doing it...........and it doesnt align with the whole “new” spirit of 2021 but.......... i want to like start making apartments for rent????? like i want to have something of it to show by, if not the 8th anniversary then by the end of the year HHUFF THERE I SAID IT......... no turning back now.......... 

alright its almost midnight on.... whats this? its already jan. 1st??? lmao yeah fuck it i didnt keep up with anything i normally did this year who cares i made up the rules i can break them too lol  

so yeah 

we’ll see what this year brings us,,,,

hoo boy

[alien-origins]

tag game

i was tagged by @suhosbulge like ages ago, i’m sorry it took me so long to do this but i had it in my draft for ages and i was tired ;(( but thank you for tagging me darling ! 💖💖 

RECENT:

1. drink: green tea, i always have a cup of green tea for breakfast.

 2. phone call: my mom !! she’s like my last 6 calls, 

3. text message: my one and only bro !

4. song you listened to: i listen to music sometimes when i sleep and the last song i remember is and i’m here from the goblin sound track.

5. time you cried:  a week ago maybe???? longest time i’ve gone i think

6. dated someone twice: nah m8 

7. kissed someone and regretted it: yea lol a LOT

8. been cheated on: not what i know of at least but i think no

9. lost someone special: yea, my grandma and a friend

10. been depressed: since 2005 !!! and with winter coming it can only get worse !!

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

FAVORITE COLORS:

12. red (from dark to pink)

13. 
light blue

14. 
warm hues when it comes to yellow/orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 
 

15. made new friends: yeah, some on here and gotten closer to some friends 

16. fallen out of love:
 nopeity nope, love is a conspiracy and FAKE

 17. laughed until you cried: yeah

18. found out someone was talking about you:
 lol yea i’m a hoe and a lot of people talk ya know, especially in my school.

19. met someone who changed you: yeah i guess, you change all the time

20. found out who your friends are: for sure  

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yea boi

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them i don’t add random people

23. do you have any pets: no, but in october when i get back home from japan i’ll get a bunny !

24. do you want to change your name: yes and no, my name is klara and while i think it’s nice and i like it it’s not really international and i don’t even think 70% of the world can pronounce it. but idk what i’d like to change it to, Krystal is just a nickname and i don’t want it to be my name.

25. what did you do for your last birthday: it sucks bc i turned 18 on a monday and in sweden you get to drink when you turn 18. and i was on a internship so i was home late and got up early so i couldn’t drink at all or go out with my friends :// and my whole family was sick so we just ordered a large sushi with 60 pieces and ate at home. however we celebrated my bday at the studio as well and it was nice !

26. what time did you wake up: 6am, i always do !

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping !!! 

28. name something you can’t wait for: going to japan and then go home to get a bun bun :((

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 
like 2-3 hours ago when i woke up and she went to work.

31. what are you listening to right now: i’m watching ni hao kai lan sooooo

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: 
not what i know ????

33. something that is getting on your nerves: 
my school’s exam committee ruining our graduation bc the theme for the party is awful and this one dude is deciding everything on his own.

34. most visited website: tumblr lol.

35. hair colour: 
ash blonde, i might do a dye job before japan tho.

36. long or short hair: medium? it’s just so it reaches my nipples.

37. do you have a crush on someone?: wu yifan :))

38. what do you like about yourself: i’m a mom^tm

40. blood type: i don’t knwo???? i think it was something usual tho

41. nickname: krys, krystal, mom

42. relationship status: 
single !

43. zodiac: 
aquarius

44. pronouns: her/she

45. favourite tv show: how i met your mother or fresh of the boat.

46. tattoos: none yet.

47. right or left handed: right.

48. surgery: nope, none. i removed a mole on my back but that’s it.

50. sport: i did badminton when i was younger as well as jijutsu and i miss both.

51. vacation: like as in planning japan is coming up but the latest was to gotland.

52. pair of trainers: my white knock of sneakers.


MORE GENERAL 
 

53. eating: soup, i love soup so much. like broth soups???? fuck me up fam

54. drinking: 
water, i’m a lowkey health freak.

55. I’m about to: clean my room and do the dishes.

56. waiting for: my eXO ALBUMS THAT STILL HAVEN’T ARRIVED !!!

57. want: money, lots of it. i wanna shop so much in japan...

58. get married: 
some day yea, i wanna have a pretty dress and be disgusting with my significant other !

59. career: 
fashion designer or assistant or a flight attendant.

WHICH IS BETTER
 

60. hugs or kisses: 
 hugs, they are comforting and i really love body contact with people.

61. lips or eyes: eyes, i think eyes say a lot more about someone. 

62. shorter or taller: 
taller people, while i dislike being short i love to feel small? i think it’s bc as a mom i take care about everyone and i like being taken care of so if my significant other is taller i feel secure and content !

63. older or younger: 
older, younger ppl are immature, especially since i’m 18 .

64. nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms !!!!!!

65. hook up or relationship: hook ups, i want a relationship yea...but i like being free and being able to do what i want.

66. troublemaker or hesitant: maybe a trouble maker to clash with me? but rather someone who’s a bit of both.


HAVE YOU EVER: 
 

67. kissed a stranger: yeee
 .

68. drank hard liquor: yeeeeee.

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nah i have good eyesight.

70. turned someone down: yeah.

71. sex on the first date: tinder dates are for sex????

72. broken someone’s heart: yes.

73. had your heart broken: noooope, not in a love way at least.

74. been arrested: i mean.....kinda?

75. cried when someone died: mhm.

76. fallen for a friend: nahhh.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 
 

77. yourself: 
i have my ups and downs, sometimes my confidence is up with zitao and sometimes i hate everything about myself.

78. miracles: sure why not. but not like god giving me a miracle.

79. love at first sight: totally, i saw exo.

80. santa claus: nah m8, got over that when i was like 6??? i was santa once when i was 8.

81. kiss on the first date: if it feels right.

82. angels: i mean kim junmyeon exists so yes !

OTHER: 
 

84. eye colour: grey/blue.

85. favourite movie: the devil wears prada, it’s so damn good i love it so much,... also somewhere only we know 

i tag @1adyluck @swaggyt-enthusiast @bulba-suho-r @crownkingzyx @chogiwapark @xiukitty @xiuminscheeks @ohunshine @exocausetearsandsmiles @taos-left-eyelid @bunmyun @04gf @smtownvi @exordiam @ttaengu

[angelicteeth]

hey bitch all the asks ha u knew i would do this

hey, yeah, i did, thanks !

Halloween Inspired Asks

1. The smell of pumpkin guts or rotting leaves? i don’t think i really enjoy the smell of plain old pumpkin guts so let’s say rotting leaves!

2. Sweet or salty pumpkin seeds? probably salty 

3. Store bought or pumpkin patch pumpkins? PUMPKIN PATCH PUMPKINS NO QUESTION

4. Wool or knit sweaters? uh i love sweaters in general i dont know ? all of them.

5. Halloween party or exploring haunted places? probably exploring haunted places because i don’t really like parties unless it was extremely planned out and there were things to do like halloween activities

6. Candy corn or mellowcreme pumpkins? i fucking hate candy corn and have no idea what mellowcreme pumpkins are

7. Apple cider donuts or pumpkin donuts? probably pumpkin ?

8. Apple pie or pumpkin pie? i’ve never had either

9. Scary costume or something silly? scary alllllll the waaaayyy

10. Still, silent nights or rainy, windblown ones? hm i enjoy both a lot

11. Hocus Pocus or Halloweentown? i’ve never seen hocus pocus but i fucking love halloweentown so fight me

12. Witches or ghosts? GHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTSGHOSTS

13. Raking leaves or climbing trees? uh climbing trees i guess 

14. Ouija boards or ghost stories around a campfire? i dont really like fire but i love ghosts and the idea of ouija boards is cool SO 

15. Frankenweenie or The Corpse Bride? haha no offense i havent seen either 

16. October or November? OCTOBER 

17. Black cats or owls? black cats srry owls ur still cool

18. Fireplace or candlelight? candlelight 

19. Monster movies or their classic novels? oooohhhhhh uh hm let me get back to u on that one

20. Carve or paint pumpkins? carve.

-autumnal asks-

pumpkin spice: what’s your drink of choice? uh it depends but sweet tea i guess ?

wool socks: what’s something you look forward to in fall? halloween

falling leaves: you’re stranded on a desert island and here’s the twist; what three things do you NOT bring with you? oh fucking nice uh probably not makeup, not my cats, annnnndddd not any high heels? i have no fucking idea take my shit answers aND GO

smelly candles: what’s your absolute favorite scent? oh shit um uh oooh i dont know... i have a favorite scent from bath and body works which is pink chiffon sooooo... that ?

big sweaters: do you prefer the cold, warmth, or a perfect in-between? c o l d

halloween: if you could dress up as anyone/ anything and pull it off absolutely flawlessly, who/what would it be? uh honestly ? anything really gore-y. idc what just something bloody and scary, thanks xoxo

cozy blankets: where do you feel the most safe and at home? next

hot tea: when was the last time you kissed someone (if you haven’t had your first kiss, who would you like that first someone to be?) LMAO it was over 2 years ago like may 2015 smh

flannel: what’s your favorite day of the year? is there a reason it’s your favorite? uh its gonna be motherfuckin halloween !!! idk why its my favorite i just love the shit out of it !!! thank u

chilly air: what’s your least favorite and favorite type of weather? fucking hot as balls humid florida weather. suck my ass titties florida. favorite? when its rainy but also cold. chilly. nice.

scarves: if you could only wear one outfit for the rest of your life what would it be? oooohhhh uuuuuuhhhhh idk i only have a favorite shirt so im just gonna say that- it says ready or not here i come and its got a reaper/skeleton guy on it :^)

apple cider: if you could throw a party, and invite absolutely anyone, who would they be? OH BOY OH BOY uh all of my fictional boyfriends/girlfriends and all of ambers fictional boyfriends/girlfriends- its a really long list it would be a swanky party ok, cant promise a fight wont break out tho

haunted houses: what’s your scariest memory? (if you don’t have one/ don’t want to talk about it, what’s your biggest fear?) UH i don’t think i have a scariest moment ? if so i probably blocked it out lmao but my biggest fear is either driving or being pregnant

fuzzy boots: if you could live in any year/era, which would it be and why? uuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

thanksgiving: what is something/someone you’re the most thankful for? any particular reason? uh something im thankful for is GOOD, WELL WRITTEN lgbtq+ books AND someone im thankful for is amber for obvious reasons

black friday: what is one thing, if anything, you would sell your soul to own? honestly, truly, completely- nothing. there’s nothing i would absolutely sell my soul for to own

apple picking: if you could go anywhere, where would it be and why? uh i really wanna go back to italy and i’d love to go to japan bc i was young when i went to italy and it’s beautiful there and japan just seems amazing :^)

corn mazes: do you have any secret talents/abilities? no ? i dont think so ? i dont do anything ever

hay rides: if you could pick absolutely anything to be your form of transportation, what would it be? kinda want it to be by train

the color orange: do you have a specific song that reminds you of autumn? what is it? no i don’t really connect songs to things

windy nights: if you could go to any concert whose would it be? well i’ve already seen my 2 top ppl but uh... maybe lana del rey or marina and the diamonds tbh

holding hands: do you believe in soulmates? nooooooo, not at allllllllllll soulmates? what are thoooooseeeee? i hope my sarcasm got thru lol

[batsy-bueller]

I Was Tagged

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag people  Tagged by: @vodkanburgers I tag: @bruciewyne cause you are the only one I regularly talk to consistently lol (its long though so if you don’t wanna I getchya) 1. Drink: I typically only drink water but I also like apple juice  2. Phone Call: Last one was with my dad while we were two rooms apart from each other lol 3. Text message: On my phone? To my friend Maggie. On tumblr? Danny 4. Song You Listened To: 50 Ways to Say Goodbye  5. Time You Cried: About four hours ago when my parents dropped me off at school 6. Dated Someone: Single and doesn’t know how to mingle  7. Kissed Someone and Regretted it: My first kiss was my last kiss and it was during spin the bottle sooooo 8. Been Cheated on: Never been in a relationship to get cheated on  9. Lost Someone Special: Yes 10. Been Depressed: I don’t think so 11. Gotten Drunk and Thrown up: I don’t drink 

3 Favorite Colors

12. Navy Blue  13. Red 14. Purple

In the Last Year Have You

15, Made New Friends: Yup! Again the answer is Danny 16. Fallen Out of Love: N o p e  17. Laughed Until You Cried: I honestly can’t remember  18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: Nuhuh 19. Met Someone Who Changed You: Still Danny, my love for DC has expanded cause of her  20. Found Out Who Your Friends Are: Uhh the same people I’ve always hung out with?? 21. Kissed Someone on Your Facebook List: I don’t even know what a Facebook list is

General

22. How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know in Real Life: The majority of them. I don’t accept the request unless I know who the person is  23. Do You Have Any Pets: Two black labs! A 12 year old named Darcy and a 4 year old named Kayla  24. Do You Want to Change Your Name: Nope 25. What Did You Do for Your Last Birthday: My birthday was on Easter this year so I went to mass then chilled at home with my parents and brother  26. What Time Did You Wake Up: 8:30 am 27: What Were You Doing at Midnight Last Night: Might have already been asleep. If not then I was panicking about going back to school  28. Name Something You Can’t Wait for: to go home  To visit my friend at her college in October! 29. When Was the Last Time You Saw Your Mom: Like four hours ago when I hugged her and my dad goodbye 30. What Are You Listening to Right Now: My fan 31. Have You Ever Talked to a Person Named Tom: I used to have an Uncle Tom 32. Something is Getting on My Nerves: Tumblr is lagging as I type this  33. Most Visited Website Tumblr or Buzzfeed 34. Hair Color: Dirty blonde?? Or light brown idk  35. Long or Short Hair: Long hair. I miss my long hair/being able to braid it  36. Do You Have a Crush on Someone: Nah 37. What Do You Like About Yourself: My loyalty I guess 38. Piercings: My ears only, I hate needles so could never get anymore  39. Blood Type: Either O+ or O- idk 40. Nickname: Shortie, Meg, Meggie, Mogan (friend calls me that one to piss me off)  41. Relationship Status: Alone in bed eating dry cheerios  42. Zodiac: Aries  43. Pronouns: She/Her 44. Favorite TV Show: Mythbusters and Parks and Rec 45. Tattoos: Phobia of needles  46. Rightie or Leftie: Right handed though when I was first learning how to write my cousin tried to make me a leftie 47. Surgery: Nope (knocks on wood)  48. Sport: I am not, as they say, athletic  49. Vacation: I would love to get out of the country and visit Germany and Ireland. In the United States I’d love to go to Boston. Last vacation I went to was to Universal Orlando in 2016 50. Pair of Trainers: Do you mean gym shoes?? I own nine pairs of Converse if thats what you mean??

More General

51. Eating: I’m currently eating cheerios with my fingers. Last real meal I had was Noodles and Company for lunch  52. Drinking: Water 53. I’m About To: Draw or watch Netflix. Maybe both  54. Waiting for: My anemia to go away 55. Want: Friends (or my anemia to go away, I’m not picky)  56. Get Married: I hope 57. Career: Work in a history museum or with history in general

Which is Better

58. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs (especially my dads I never want them to end) 59. Lips or Eyes: Eyes  60. Shorter or Taller: Taller  61. Older or Younger: Uhhhh older I guess 62. Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: (insert shrug emoji)  63. Hook Up or Relationship: Relationship  64. Troublemaker or Hesitant: Both don’t sound great but hesitant??

Have You Ever

65. Kissed a Stranger: Nope 66. Drank Hard Liquor: No 67. Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: No but if I lost my glasses I would be screwed because I would need my glasses to find my glasses 68. Turned Someone Down: Ehhh kinda 69. Sex on the First Date: No sex period  70. Broken Someone’s Heart: Hahaha I doubt it 71. Had Your Heart Broken: Romantically involved with someone? ME?? Haha. The answer is no 72. Been Arrested: I’m a goodie goodie  73. Cried When Someone Died: Yes?? 74. Fallen for a Friend: Nah

Do You Believe In 

75. Yourself: Sometimes.....ish 76. Miracles: Yah 77. Love at First Sight: No 78. Santa Claus: I miss those days (though I did believe in him all the way until 5th grade) 79. Kiss on the First Date: No (not that I even go on dates to not kiss them to begin with) 80. Angels: (I almost wrote angles omf) Kinda, want to say yes

Other

81. Eye Color: Grayish blue  82. Favorite Movie: Ferris Bueller’s Day off  Wait a fucking second how do I only have 82????? Oh well

[budapestalloveragain]

my favs @lovelybenny and @omfgbts both tagged me in this 92 question tag (lol) soooo here we go (i’ll put a read more bc it’s hella long haha)

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. drink: coffee milkshake 2. phone call: with @bandlost​ 💕 3. text message: “okay goodnight !!!” 4. song you listened to: i’m listening to songs like as we go so i’ll just make a list bc i’m extra like that and i like these songs xD (wow you can really see how long it takes me to do tags lol)    - don’t wanna fall in love by kyle    - strip that down by liam (payne) feat. quavo    - mask off by future    - i need u by bts    - 724148 by agust d    - the last by agust d     - hard carry by got7    - devil by super junior     - so far away by agust d feat. suran (& jk) 5. time you cried: ummmmmmm i am not sure lol 6. dated someone twice: lol have i dated anyone once even ?? nooo 7. kissed someone and regretted it: once again... have i even kissed anyone... no... 8. been cheated on: see question 6 9. lost someone special: hmm i mean like death wise yes ? 10. been depressed: no...i don’t think so 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: lol i’m not legal yet (but that means nothing so no haha)

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12. red 13. hmm hot pink maybe or pastel pink lol 14. some kind of blue ?? i’m really indecisive but also i like pale yellow i don’t know xD

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yes !!! 16. fallen out of love: where is the love to fall into though 17. laughed until you cried: probably lol 18. found out someone was talking about you: nopeee 19. met someone who changed you: yeah i guess !!! 20. found out who your friends are: nah not really not the way this question implies at least 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: see question 7 lol

GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i think all of them except @thriftmom​ 🌸 🌺 🌼 23. do you have any pets: 2 kitties!!! 24. do you want to change your name: i used to want to ? i’m not so sure anymore (i wanted to change it to like natasha natalie or lily but tbh now i just put names on my baby name list lol) 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i went to nyc with my family ^-^ 26. what time did you wake up: like 7am and then i went back to sleep bc that’s too early and then i woke up at like 11am haha 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: mmm skyping with my cousin maybe ? or watching eat jin live haha 28. name something you can’t wait for: for bts to comeback and also to see them again if possible (we get it marlon yOU’RE GOING TO SEE GD) (jk ily and i’m so excited for you !!!!!) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: about 2 minutes ago haha also she’s like 10 feet away from me 31. what are you listening to right now: see question 4 lol 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably haha 33. something that is getting on your nerves: collegeeeee r i p 34. most visited website: tumblr or youtube ?  35-37. lost questions????? lol i am confused 38. hair colour: it’s like ... .. so dark brown it’s almost black ? i guess ?  39. long or short hair: it used to be hella long but now it’s chin length ^-^ i like both (i’m kinda more partial to long hair but i always like it short when i have it short so idk really) 40. do you have a crush on someone: not really lol maybe some idols but like ...i still haven’t figured out if i like boys and/or girls etc etc etc sooooo yeah not really sure there 41. what do you like about yourself: yeah my hair usually ... my personality at times... idk really i hate talking about myself xD 42. piercings: noneee 43. blood type: o+ i think 44. nickname: sometimes 동생 or 언니 depending on which of my trashy ass friends i’m talking to lol nothing else really though 45. relationship status: single pringle  46. zodiac: libra  47. pronous: she/her 48. favourite tv show: bon voyage lol does that count also sister’s slam dunk s2 and parks and rec and gAME OF THRONES IS COMING BACK SOON OKAY LIKE (in reality i like a lot of shows but for now we’ll just go with that lol) 49. tattoos: not right now but you never know ! 50. right or left handed: righty 51. surgery: like have i had one ? bc no 52. piercing: lol see question 42 53. sport: dance ! and ultimate ^-^ i used to play soccer too and i had a short phase where i ran track (lol) + i kinda like gymnastics but like just on my own not competitively or anything 55. vacation: to the netherlands poland & the philippines to visit @lovelybenny​ @omfgbts​ and @bandlost​ also korea ofc and in real life i’m actually going to the uk on friday! 56. pair of trainers: i have nike but i wanna get pumas lol i am t r a s h  MORE GENERAL 57. eating: does the milkshake count ? 58. drinking: sEE QUESTION 1 59. i’m about to: watch bon voyage s1 too lol (but not with pixie :( i wish)  61. waiting for: bts to come back lol alsoooo i’m working this summer !! so that 62. want: ...bts to come back... and got7... and to go to the svt concert... and to meet pixie loren & marlon ahhHHHHHH 63. get married: ye hopefully ? we’ll see  64. career: the amount of people that have asked me that in the past week i swear (i don’t know yet lol something international maybe) WHICH IS BETTER 65. hugs or kisses: hugs !! 66. lips or eyes: hmmm... usually eyes but some people have great lips lol 67. shorter or taller: i never understand this question lol like i am shorter than most ?? so taller i guess ??  68. older or younger: see question 67 lol i guess older  70. nice arms or nice stomach: ...both are fine ? i guess stomach is more noticeable to me ? but really neither ???  72. hook up or relationship: relationship but a quick hook up seems alright if you’re both down just like ...don’t be self destructive you know? 73. troublemaker or hesitant: i’m hesitant but idk if i want a troublemaker lol HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: sEE QUESTION 7 75. drank hard liquor: sEE QUESTION 11 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: no bc i have no contact lenses and if i lost my glasses i’d actually be blind haha (i have somehow almost walked out the door without them though lol idk how i did that) 77. turned someone down: technically no but like yeah lol (it’s called fuck: the saga; last year was wild lol)  78. sex on the first date: have i ever done that or would i do it ? no and who knows probably no though 79. broken someone’s heart: lol see question 77 probably not i think he got over it 80. had your heart broken: nooooo 81. been arrested: no (wHAT pixie pls tell me)  82. cried when someone died: yeah 83. fallen for a friend: uhh i mean i had a crush on a guy for 5 years and he’s just a friend now ? he was always kinda just a friend though if you think about it lol i don’t know xD DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself: at times i guess 85. miracles: eh idk 86. love at first sight: with like 0.0000001% of the population maybe lol 87. santa claus: lol until i was like 13 and tbh a part of me still does 88. kiss on the first date: ic the time is right then yeah! 89. angels: that would be nice OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: pixie & marlon & loren & fiona & alexis the actual love of my life 💕 💕 💕  91. eye colour: brown brown brownnnnn 92. favourite movie: sound of music !!!!!

okay soooo let’s tag @champagnemagnus (omg your url changed i was scared for a sec) @thriftmom & @bandlost (marlon already tagged you but it’s whatever) - only if you want to though ! and ofc feel free to do it for fun even if i didn’t tag you ^-^

(lol it says tag 20 people that’s funny i can barely do 3 so we’re gonna ignore that part)

[accidental-butt-touch]

Get To Know Me

Tagged by: @columbusister​  thank you! ^-^

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. drink: water 2. phone call: yesterday morning, it was a 10 second call of my dad just telling me he’s gonna put my stuff in bags   3. text message: My mom asked me if we needed milk earlier today 4. song you listened to: Eyes Wide Open - Gotye  5. time you cried: i have no frickin clue 6. date someone twice: i’ve never even dated someone once............................ 7. kissed someone and regretted it: ^ 8. been cheated on: ^ 9. lost someone special: uhh a close family friend passed about 2 years ago 10. been depressed: idk 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: hehe i actually got drunk for the first time two weeks ago. didn’t throw up tho cause i’m not gross. but i did piss like a racehorse

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14. black, blue and grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made friends: yeah 16. fallen out of love: i don’t think i’ve ever fallen in love 17. laughed until you cried: probably? 18. found out someone was talking about you: no 19. met someone who changed you: no 20. found out who your friends are: I guess 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: don’t have facebook

GENERAL: 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: ^ 23. do you have any pets: i have a meanie beagle named Brooklyn that i love with all of my heart 24. do you want to change your name: nah 25. what did you do for your last birthday: uhhhhhhh i stayed for 5+ hours in the printmaking studio to finish up my final project 26. what time did you wake up: 11:11 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: pretty sure i was watching a Ronald McDonald movie 28. name something you can’t wait for: THESE TILES IN MY HOUSE TO BE FUCKING DONE 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a few hours ago 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i would have gone back about 3 years ago and stopped my dumb ass from attending college 31. what are you listening to right now: pandora  32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes 33. something that is getting on your nerves: This graduated senior talking shit about my freshman sister 34. most visited websites: Tumblr, youtube, and Lezhin/kissmanga cause i’m a weeb 35-37. (there were no questions asked here)  38. hair color: dark brown 39. long or short hair: ass-length hair 40. do you have a crush on someone: my heart has been dead for 5 years 41. What do you like about yourself: my eyes? and small nose? 42. piercings: i used to have two in each ear but the second hole closed over. i wanna get it re-pierced 43. blood type: i have no clue 44. nickname: Jos, Jossie  45. relationship status: Forever alone it seems 46. Zodiac: Aries 47. pronouns: she/her 48. favorite tv show: uhhhh currently i’m into Sense8 49. tattoos: None 50. right or left handed: Right handed 51. surgery: Never had surgery 52. piercing: see 42 53. sport: never 54. vacation: is this asking for my favorite or ideal? 55. pair of trainers: wtf does this mean

MORE GENERAL: 56. eating: Nothing 57. drinking: Nothing 58. I’m about to: switch tabs to my manhwa tab 59. waiting for: Someone to love me (hehehe me too) but also for my house to be finished 60. want to: i have no idea what i want 61. get married: maybe 62. career: i’m 21 years old and have never had a job, what does that tell you on my thoughts of a career :)

WHICH IS BETTER: 63. hugs or kisses: i’ve only experienced a hug sooooo 64. lips or eyes: Eyes 65. shorter or taller: I LOVE TALL PEOPLE 66. older or younger: I prefer older but if it’s the right person i might be will to go a year younger 67. nice arms or nice stomach: Stomach..? 68. hook up or relationship: Relationship 69. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

HAVE YOU EVER: 70. kissed a stranger: i’ve never kissed anyone :)  71. drank hard liquor: Nah 72. lost glasses/contact lenses: no but i’ve broken 3 pairs of glasses 73. turned someone down: yes... 74. sex on the first date: super virgin 75. broken someone’s heart: i hope not 76. had your heart broken: I’M A ROCK 77. been arrested: never 78. cried when someone died: yes 79. fallen for a friend: kkgfgjjghhh yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 80. yourself: pfft 81. miracles: ehhh  82. love at first sight: maybe???? 83. Santa Claus: never did  84. kiss on the first date: 2trad so nah 85. angels: i’m a little conflicted on that subject 86-89. What was here??

OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: Amber, Leah, Michael, Sarah 91. eye color: Dark Brown 92. favorite movie: Jurassic Park and The Fifth Element

wow that was long

i tag uhhhhh @trashcanbees @sweetest-song @fallarbor-town @dai-does-stuff @dangerousfx 

i guess that’s it 

[herequeeranduncomfortable]

Tah for the tag @mr-dvorak :)

THE LAST:

Drink: sparkling water

Phone call: one of my best friends (she was desperate to tell me how her date went!)

Text message: sorry I didn’t pick up earlier, what’s up?

Song listened to: The Only Exception by Paramore

Time I cried: last week, got a bit overwhelmed by simultaneously being bored and feeling like I have a shit-ton of stuff to do 😣

HAVE YOU:

Dated someone twice: kinda? First guy I was kinda interested was a bit of a dick and I gave hima second chance but the second time round wasn’t really dating??

Kissed someone and regretted it: nah

Been cheated on: nope

Lost someone special: not entirely sure which meaning of special we’re going with but I’ve lost 2 of my grandparents and I was pretty close with them

Been depressed: yeah, towards the end of GCSEs I got quite down and I’ve been in and out of depression since tbh 😕

Gotten drunk and thrown up: my nickname is Chunder Thunder, go figure😂

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

Blue (pretty much all shades tbh)

Dark purple

Hot pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made new friends: So many new friends! Moved to Southampton for uni and met sooooo many great people there!

Fallen out of love: nah

Laughed until you cried: plenty of times

Found out someone was talking about you: nope, but now I’m a lil paranoid people have been😓 

Met someone that changed you: hell yeah, meeting so many new people at uni and some of my closest friends there have definitely changed me for the better 💕

Found out who your friends are: yeah- leaving school I’ve only really kept in touch with 3 friends and no one else has really made much effort to keep in touch (tbh I’ve kept the people that mattered and I’m happy). Also certain friends at uni defo look out for me loooaaads more than others; ‘finding out who my frineds are’ isn’t really the way I’d put it, like I knew who they were and events have just kinda proved it

Kissed someone on your fb friend list: pretty sure everyone I’ve kissed is on my friends list 

GENERAL:

How many of your fb friends do you know irl: I think all of them? Some of them I might have only met briefly but I’ve at least met all of them

Any pets: A cat called Fudge 😍

Do you want to change your name?: Nah, as much of a pain my name can be (Kahlan) I like it

What did you do for your last birthday: went back to uni (we were on Easter break) with friends from uni and school and went drinking in town

What time did you wake up: 7, 7:30, 7:40, 8:00 (I really didn’t wanna get up this morning) 😪

What were you doing at midnight last night?: sleeping, I crashed out at like 9 last night 😂

Something you can’t wait for: Going back to uni in september! Going stir crazy at home and really want to hang with my friends, missing ‘em loads💔💕

One thing I wish I could change in my life: uuhhhhh idk? Probably my mental health, just wish I had a little bit more control over the rougher days

Listening to right now: my boyfriend’s playlist, currently listening to What You Know 

Ever talked to a Tom?: yeah, there were 2 Toms in my block and a Tom in my lab group last year

Something getting on your nerves: being at home- as much as I love my fam and being around my cat I’m going stir crazy, just want a bit of my independence back tbh

Most visited website: Tumblr or fb

Moles: nah

Marks: scars on my legs from shaving and falling over a lot when I was younger, a scar on my wrist from where I leant on an iron

Childhood dream: A massive treehouse/summerhouse in a forest with a ton of fiction books. That or a massive blanket fort, like the one they built in Community

Hair colour: naturally brown but currently black

Long or short hair: Long hair

Do you have a crush on someone: yeeeeaah

What do you like about yourself: I dip in and out of liking most things about mysef tbh, there’s never been one thing I’ve always 100% liked about myself- maybe that I’m there for people when they need me (or at least try my very hardest to be)? Idk really

Piercings?: Got 2 piercings in each of my earlobes, planning on getting a third in a few weeks

Blood type: not a clue

Nickname: Chunder Thunder (well-earned at the the first house party I went to😂)

Relationship status: taken 💛

Zodiac: Aries

Pronouns: she/her

Fave TV show: I have a few but atm it’s GoT

Tattoos: not yet, really wanna get an ace tattoo tho

Right or left hand: right

Surgery: never

Hair dyed a different colour: yeah, went a subtle pink/purple in A-levels and then Black at Easter

Sport: casually I do karate, ballet and badminton, used to do rounders and trampolining. Mostly I just go running now tbh, kinda wish I did more sports

Vacation: going to Madeira in August- the airport I'm going to has that horrific bust of Cristiano Ronaldo 😂

Pairs of trainers: I have a pair of Asics for running and a couple pairs of converses

MORE GENERAL:

Eating: not sure what’s meant by this but I like most foods besides seafood and bland/creamy sauces??

Drinking: I like most drinks tbh, though my go-to favourite drinks are the cocktails from a bar in Southampton called Clowns

I’m about to: go to bed

Waiting for: September, just really wanna be back at uni

Want: …to be back at uni

Get married: maybe?? Wasn’t sure I’d ever even be in a decent relationship until about 6 months ago, let alone thinking about marriage 

Career: not a fkn clue my guy, probably gonna end up staying at uni to do research tbh

Lips or eyes: both preferably??? Eyes I guess?

Shorter or taller: taller, defo

Older or younger: around the same age tbh, but older if I had to pick

Nice arms or nice stomach: nice stomach, but either tbh

Sensitive or loud: if I had to pick one it’d be sensitive but a good mix is better

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker, I’m hesitant and ik I’d never have to guts to try stuff out without someone encouraging it

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: yeah

Drank hard liquor: I’m a uni student, ofc I have

Lost glasses/ contacts: surprisingly no

Turned someone down: yeah,the same guy multiple times

Sex on the first date: nope

Broken someone’s heart: …yeah. It broke my heart too but it would never have worked between us, I’m pretty sure he can see that now.

Had your heart broken: ^^

Been arrested: nah

Cried when someone died: yeah

Fallen for a friend: yup, on more than one occasion 😂

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: sometimes- only when I know I’m competent in what I’m doing, if there’s any doubts my self-belief goes through the floor

Miracles: uuhhhh kinda? More the ‘exception to the rule/anomaly’ miracles than the ‘a higher being saved me’ miracles

Love at first sight: definitely not, but that’s just from personal experience and as someone who’s identified as ace for pretty much all their life it’s not much to go on😂

Santa: nah

Kiss on the first date: only if it feels right? Never really done dating tbh

Angels: nope

OTHER:

Current best friends names: Josh😘💕 & Freya

Eye colour: green-brown

Fave movie: probably Rogue One

Tagging: @alicee-in-wonderworld @easily-broken-by-emotion @tlhingan-tlhup @unitedspoonsofvulcan (and anyone else who wants to!) if you guys are bored and have time to kill😊

[bi-leef]

Tagged by @iyazo​ :)

LAST: 1. Drink: Dave’s Orange Cream Soda from Wendy’s

2. Phone call: called my mom to see if it was okay if I borrowed the truck

3. Text message: @ my brother: I get off at 6

4. Song you listened to: idk, I was listening to some oldies station

5. Time you cried: Monday was a pretty hard day for no particular reason...

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: barely even once my dude 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: ^^^^^^^^^^ 8. Been cheated on: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 9. Lost someone special: My Grandpa passed away while I was on my mission, but he had developing dementia for most my life. We were never really that close. 10. Been depressed: Not like, diagnosed or anything, but I’m sure I would be if I had time to go see someone about it 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’ve never even seen an Alcohol

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Orange, Green, Pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Oh yeah 16. Fallen out of love: Nah 17. Laughed until you cried: I laugh at just about anything, but THIS gave me fits for several days 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Nah 19. Met someone who changed you: Hmmmmmmmm 20. Found out who your friends are: Oh Yeah 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Only when I was in theatre in high school, even then the list is only 2 people

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Pretty much all of them. 23. Do you have any pets:  I got a 19 year old cat named Purry and another cat named Woody

24. Do you want to change your name: My name is aight, I like that it’s uncommon 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went to a trampoline park with my brother and some friends 26. What time did you wake up: 9:45 I think? I had work at 11 today 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Pokemon, probably 28. Name something you can’t wait for: To move to Logan and start school again at my new university. I’m super stoked to move out of the Salt Lake Valley and be on my own fo’ real this time. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Like, 10 minutes ago. She told me to go to bed 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I just wish I wasn’t so awkward, that or I wish I didn’t care so much about what people think of me. 31. What are you listening right now: Nothing, really. I don’t really listen to music when I’m lounging around, I tend to only listen to music when I’m working or driving. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lol the owner of the Culver’s I work at is a Tom, he’s a super sweet dude. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: I wish people would stop giving me unsolicited advice when I tell them MY plans for MY future. Like, just trust me, I know what I’m doing, don’t make me doubt myself more than I already have. Deciding to transfer to a new school and a new major was a HUGE jump for me, I don’t need anyone telling me what to do 34. Most visited website: I spend all my free time in this hell site

LOST QUESTIONS. JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: I have one on my neck and like 3 on my back.  36. Mark/s: I have two scars on my left hand because I got a hidden fracture falling off my scooter, and I had two pins in there for like, 6 weeks 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be an astronaut, and then a teacher, and then an astronomer! But then in junior high there was like, this career fair life simulation thing and you had to pick your career and your income based on your current GPA, and I couldn’t pick astronomer because I had a 3.4 and I needed like a 3.8, so that started a spiral of “I’m too stupid to do anything I want” that lasted until I graduated from high school since I never got a 3.8 GPA even after I didn’t want to be an astronomer anymore. 39. Long or short hair: I like having longer hair until it starts getting annoying, then I get it cut and I remember that I actually like short hair too 40. Do you have a crush on someone: I stopped having crushes on people in like 9th grade. 41. What do you like about yourself: uhhh I don’t hate the way I look? I think I look okay. I’m kind of chubby but I can still get up a rock wall pretty fast. I know how to pace myself. 42. Piercings: None 43. Blood type: I don’t remember, I’ve only had my blood drawn twice, and I hate needles, sooooo 44. Nickname: In my early Internet Days people would call me Fox or Jak. Some people do call me Link though. 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Taurus/Aries cusp, Taurus is much more prominent though.  47. Pronouns: He/Him/His 48. Favorite TV Show: I don’t watch hardly any TV, when I do I watch the Pokemon Anime on Netflix 49. Tattoos: None 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: The hand pins I mentioned were surgically placed, and I’ve also had my wisdom teeth taken out. 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope 53. Sport: I played a lot of baseball when I was younger, and I still have an affinity for it. Other than that I get together with old high school friends once a week and play ultimate frisbee 54. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ??????????????? 55. Vacation: My mom and my siblings are going to Yellowstone in 2 weeks. My mom wishes she had the money to take us to Hawaii though. 56. Pair of trainers: ??????????????

GENERAL: 57. Eating: Favorite food I guess? Orange chicken from Panda Express 58. Drinking: Dr. Pepper 59. I’m about to: go to bed. It late. 61. Waiting for: College to start again. 62. Want: To feel better about myself 63. Get married: Maybe one day 64. Career: Food Science, working for the FDA or USDA doing inspections.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs are good for everyone 66. Lips or eyes: Ehhhhh 67. Shorter or taller: I feel safe around tall people 68. Older or younger:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: Nope 75. Drank hard liquor: Noupe 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I only ever break my glasses 77. Turned someone down: Sort of? 78. Sex on the first date: I’ve been on like, 4 dates. Dates is actually an acronym for (my) Dates Are Totes Exclusive of Sex 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah kind of 80. Had your heart broken: idk, probably 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: I will definitely cry when my cats die 83. Fallen for a friend: In like, 8th grade yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Depends on the day 85. Miracles: I know that if you go looking for them, they won’t happen 86. Love at first sight: I fantasize about this a lot lol but I don’t think it’s realistic 87. Santa Claus: Me and my sister would snoop out the presents every year since I was like, 6 and that’s what killed santa for me 88. Kiss on the first date:   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: I’ve always hated having to give someone the title of “best friend”  91. Eye color: Blue 92. Favorite movie: Forrest Gump, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, Holes

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: eeeeeeehhhhhhhhh if you wanna do it you can. Go crazy y’all.

[princeyandanxiety]

The "ask me things" ask - all of them!!! Or if that's too insane, do the first 20 and the last 20 :p

The answers are short bc i was rushing them haha but ill put em under the read more

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

… I would be very, very freaked out. Words would not be said. Only screaming.

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

I saw him last month. No offense, but he cannot write a decent speech.

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

Depending on the drug, it’d vary from “please just make sure you’re safe” to “oh god how do i convince you that this is a bad idea [panicky pharmacist daughter vibrating]”

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

[counts letters on fingers] yes!

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

Sober.

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyep

7. What does your last received text say?

“Ok, see you next week. Thanks. :)”8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

Once.

9. Where was your last kiss at?

Kindergarten classroom. In my primary school.

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

[checks time] uh like an hour ago?

11. What do you drink in the morning?

Water or cinnamon orange tea

12. Where did you sleep last night?

My bed.

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

They’re a lot of work, but they’re ultimately a choice that both people have to make. I’d like to hope that they’re ultimately worth it.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

Mostly test results.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

“Oh, hey, we haven’t talked in like 6 years. How’s life?”

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

Sunny.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

Lmao fuck no.

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

Pj pants!

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

Yes. Because I’ll have finished my HSC.

20. Does anyone like you?

Yes ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

No. Only an A, a T, and another A.

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

[shrugs[

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

There are multiple. Be more specific.

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

Yeah but I’m a fucking wuss haha I’d probs pass out from the pain or something.

25. In the past week have you cried?

I cried like 9  hours ago lmao

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

TOY POODLE!

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

Who the fuck dries themself in the shower? It’s all watery in there. Foot mats exist for a reason.

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

nnnnnnnnnnnnnope

29. Do you think you’re old?

Sometimes i feel a little old, but I know that I’m still pretty damn young

30. Do you like text messaging?

Lmao I prefer it to calling that’s for damn sure. I dont actually text all that much tho. Mostly because the people i’d text have free messenger services anyway. That or the bill for texting them would be pretty fuckin pricey.

31. What type of day are you having?

It’s on the better side of neutral.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

Nooooo thanks. I got my ears pieced when I was like 3 and that was enough for me!

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

Mildly cold weather.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

Yes! He’s been my friend since kindergarten haha

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

relationship because i am a massive romantic (whICH REMINDS ME-)

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

Is anyone actually simple? Like really? There are always so many different parts to one person, so many intricacies and contradictions, good and bad, that they might not even think about.

… so im probably a more complicated person haha.

37. What song are you listening to?

Nice2KnoU by All Time Low i love it sooooo muuuuuuch38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

Most of the time, yeah.

39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?Ooooooh yeah. They probably have the most power to wreck me lmao.

40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

Okay in my defense I didn’t realise I actually liked them until my brain was like “lmao what if you had a crush on this person” and I was like “oh. oh fuck. I actually do have a crush on them” but i think it was a few things. they always make me smile, and they don’t mind that i can be a clingy motherfucker. They’re also funny and super sweet, and they have such an amazing mind and personality. Tbh im not entirely surprised that i fell for them because when i click with someone as well as i initially did with them i tend to develop feelings pretty quickly from there.

41. When did you last receive a text message?5:14 pm

42. What is wrong with you right now?Do you have the time to hear the answer to that?

43. How well do you know the last female you texted?Eh. She’s a  teacher.

44. Does anyone disgust you?

Yes.45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?Unfortunately, no, probably not.

46. Are you in a good mood right now?{come back to this}

47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?My mum

48. What color shirt are you wearing?

Black. Like my soul.49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?Yes.

50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

Yeah. Myself.51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

… yes because he turned out to be a dick.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?See above.

53. Do you like rain?I frikkin’ love it

54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?Not really. I’d only be really worried if it was unhealthy levels of drinking.

55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

… Lmao I always tend to admit it eventually, I think. A few times I’ve been like “oh yeah, I used to have a crush on you haha” 56. Do you like to cuddle?

Never… actually… cuddled before...

57. Are you shy?

Eh, it depends. 58. Do you get along with girls?

I tend to get along better with girls than guys tbh but when I was younger I always had a lot of girl cousins and at primary school it was always pretty divided between boys and girls

59. Have you dated the person you texted last?Fuck. no.

60. What do you carry with you at all times?

My phone 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

… maybe. 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?I sure as hell hope I can

63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

Ahhh, the beginning of HSC. I was so young then. So hopeful.

Too bad my soul has been squashed. 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

… Bells has just passed out from thinking about this please leave a message after the beep *beeeeep*65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

My friend did really well on an important test and she was super happy about it haha

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

Between 17 and 18.

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?    I like doing my own nails but tbh I *really* wanna get them done one day.

68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    

How about neither????69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    Nah

70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    Who?

71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?    Android!

72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    

Fuck if I know lmao73. Do you like diet soda?    

Ew no74. What color are the walls in your room?    

Varying shades of purple

75. Are you 16 or older?    Yep!

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    Nope!

77. Do you have a job?    

Double nope!  78. What are your initials?    

Identification.79. Did you ever have braces?    

Got ‘em right now haha80. Are you from the south?    

I COME FROM A LAND DOWN UNDER so technically yeah

81. What does your last status on facebook say?    “How does a worried Hispanic person count to three?Uno, dos, stress.”

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?    Lol no I don't even know if he's alive

83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?    

Mum :)84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    

I did gymnastics in kindergarten!

I hated it.85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    

Probably Moana?86. Do you smoke?   

Nah 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    

THONGS M888. Is your phone touch screen?    

Yes.89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?    

My hair is straight than I am most of the time.90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    Haha no.91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

Pool   92. Have you ever made out in a car?    Nope

93. …Had sex in a car?    Double nope

94. Are you single or in a relationship?    Single!

95. What were you doing last night at midnight?    Sleeping like a baby

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?  

In person? A few years, now.  

97. Do you like the camera on your phone?   Yes. because i have a samsung galaxy s7 now. My s3 had the picture quality of a potato.

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    Nope.

99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    THREE MORE MONTHS. But no not yet

100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    Uh theres one person that i’ve been holding a grudge against for fucking ever but other than that no?

101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? … look bayer and bayer would be getting sued if i was pregnant.

102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    C’mon

103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

Nah its winter so im all long shirts and knee socks rn   104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? 

Idk maybe