starting any new medication with intended or unintended mental effects is so weird. it’s not exactly like waking up with a whole new brain but it definitely feels like my mind got reformatted. this latest nervous system one is doing some what it’s supposed to physically (thank god) but it’s definitely doing… something to my thinking patterns and emotional responses. i’m not sure what. it has some overlap with the symptoms of an early manic upswing in the sense that the “regard for consequences” segment of my brain is sending an out-of-office message, so i thought it was that at first, but that’s definitely not it. but. something.
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The kids have obviously heard Steve laugh. It’s not like he never laughs. But they didn’t realize how rare it actually was to hear him really truly fully laugh until Eddie came in and they all started to hang out together.
Just. Eddie can be a funny guy, they all know this. But boy can he make Steve laugh. Be it him telling jokes or just goofing off with the kids Steve is having fun. He laughs so much. Eddie Munson even has the ability to make Steve Harrington giggle.
And honestly they won’t be saying it out loud but they love that for Steve, the guy deserves to be happy
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autism is so funny today i briefly had a messy break up with my wham hyperfixation because i saw a small out of context thing that upset me after intentionally going out of my way to look for something that could upset me only to decide after hours of deliberation that it did not actually upset me and didn’t even matter because i was just being silly looking to dramatise something to bother me 👍 as part of my unmasking goal of 2024 i am going to be open about the weird and nonsensical autism symptoms that i cycle through on the daily 👍 anyway now we’re back together and im streaming wham rap enjoy what you do 👍
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finally finished mp100 s3 last night & i’m baffled that people are expecting me to go to work & live my daily life as if i haven’t been fundamentally changed as a person………..
also i have a fic idea rip 😔😔😔
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there is truly no better sound than complete silence
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