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persimmonlions Ā· 2 years
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starting to think i should ghost this one friend
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redbullgirly Ā· 8 months
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The Dancer [FA14 smau]
Fernando Alonoso x dancer!reader
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Summary: Few months after, everybody laughs when they remember the rumors about Fernando Alonso and Taylor Swift dating. Would they laugh though if they new it maybe wasn't so far from truth as it may seem? Well, one thing's for sure - Y/N and Fernando will laugh very much while soft launching their relationship... and confusing everyone with swiftie content thanks to her job.
Warnings: Maybe wrong dates and timeline of The Eras Tour, but whatever XD.
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fernandoalo_oficial I was taken by the view like we were in Paris... romance is not dead.
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user1 i dont think my brain can comprehend so many things all at oncešŸ˜Ø
user2 right? I'M IN SHOCK
user3 fr fernando wants to give us a heart attackšŸ˜­
lilymhe I see what you did here...
alex_albon I indeed see what he did here too...šŸ˜
user4 guys tell us what he did pls I'm begging youuuu
user5 Alonso soft launching was not on my 2024 bingo card
user6 him soft launching with TAYLOR SWIFT wasn't on MY bingo card šŸ˜­
user7 How he's suddenly so hot in the first pic? Like damn sir okayšŸ«¢
user8 girlfriend effect is real y'all
georgerussell63 Mate you can't do that to me, I just woke up šŸ˜§
user8 lmfao princess georgie is as confused as we are xd
fernandoalo_oficial sorry mate, don't get wrinklesšŸ¤ž
gerogerussell63 What even is that choice of emoji?
fernandoalo_oficial well, someone is original with an emoji and someone is original with a pose... choice is yours šŸ˜ƒ
georgerussell63 Stop it's been almost a year šŸ˜­
user9 not them bullying each otheršŸ’€
user10 Yeah the duo we didn't know we needed
user11 I saw the first picture and almost spat out my drink in shock of such a hot photo of Nando. Then I swiped and literally choked on it because the last think I'd ever expect from his photo dump is a soft lunch of some baddie girlšŸ«£
user12 I am delusional for thinking Taylonso could still have a chance, aren't I?
user13 well i mean you basically answered it yourself so... yeah XD
user14 OMG WHAAAAAATšŸ˜±
user15 oh no Fernando is not single anymorešŸ’”
user16 I think I accidentally teleported into some alternative universe... what is thiiiis?
user17 REAL
user18 fuck me this man seriously used lyrics from paris by tsšŸ’€
user19 Idk why but I kinda like this new side of FernandošŸ˜»
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yourusername crazy performance, even crazier night out and the most crazy training the day after... I call that the life of a danceršŸ˜»šŸŽ‰ also my head and heart did go vroom vroom after the second pic
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taylorswift I call that the eras tour life!šŸ’—
yourusername yes ma'am!
user1 damn she got our queen Taylor replying to her posts... how does it feel to live my dream?!šŸ˜­
yourusername amazing! šŸ„°
user2 such a shame my mum didn't force me to try dancing when I was little... I could have been at podium next to Taylor Swift right now šŸ˜ƒ
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user3 You are such a good dancer, the shows wouldn't be the same without you Y/N!
yourusername omg thank u sm I really appreciate that!!šŸ„¹
user4 sooo... are we gonna just ignore Fernando in the likes or what???
user5 THAT'S WHAT I CAME HERE TO SAY
user6 fr I need some crazy detective from twitter to figure this outšŸ˜«
carmenmmundt Hey, could you give me and lilymhe vip tickets...?
yourusername I mean... everything can be done šŸ˜ I'll just need to ask mother Taylor bc I just used my plus one at the last concertšŸ«”
lilymhe OH MY GOD WE LOVE YOU Y/N
yourusername I love you girls as well, we have to finally meet sometimes!!!
carmenmmundt Yeah, I think we'll have chance at the end of February at the latestšŸ˜‰
user7 WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE
user8 Omg are they hinting Y/N at the Bahrain GP?? F1 season starts at the end of February right?!
goergerussell63 Well hello there, nice to meet you Y/N... given the fact my dear girlfriend doesn't care about me, could you give me and alex_albon vip tickets as well?šŸ˜Š
alex_albon Yeah Y/N we are very big fansšŸ˜Š
yourusername everything for the guys that go vroom vroomšŸ«”
alex_albon Like your heart
yourusername exactly!
user9 I AM FREAKING OUT
user9 MY BRAIN HURTS FROM HOW MUCH IS GOING ON
user9 WAIT FUCK I THINK I GOT IT
user9 AAAHHH I FEEL LIKE SHERLOCK MF HOLMES
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yourusername preparing for the next seasonšŸ¤ž
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user1 y/n is literally living my dream life rn
georgerussell63 Oh no... he infected you with that emoji, didn't he?
yourusername we'll never know... maybe I infected HIM with it
gourgerussell63 I think higher of you and your taste in emojis
yourusername aww thanks princess georgie how sweetšŸ„°
georgerussell63 I take it back
user2 HELLO?! what is happeningšŸ’€
dancer1 excuse me little miss y/n... is that a man i'm seeing?šŸ¤Ø
yourusername well... maybe
dancer2 Be fr she's trying to soft launch him for like a month nowšŸ˜­
dancer1 okay i'm calling you rn STAY WHERE YOU ARE
user3 Guys why's nobody talking about the paddock pass in the 5th picture!!!!
user4 omg that's a PADDOCK PASS?šŸ˜±
user5 yeah it is I noticed it thanks to this comment
user6 Wait... does that mean her and Fernando have been together longer? Because she already went to a race before the winter break??
user5 idk girl we don't even know for sure she's really dating himšŸ˜“
user6 idgaf about who's dating her bc even without bf y/n's sooo hot like damn... mommyšŸ„µ
user7 I'm so confused... is this Alonso's girl or not?
user8 trust me user7 - we'd all like to know thatšŸ˜­
user9 šŸ˜
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user1 replied to yourusername story: is that an f1 driver there y/n
dancer1 replied to yourusername story: Hope he'll not disappoint me in person when you talked about him sm šŸ˜’
yourusername ohhh trust me you'll love him just as I došŸ„°
dancer1 omg bleeeeh I hope not šŸ«£
user2 replied to yourusername story: your friends are so prettyšŸ˜©
taylorswift replied to yourusername story: When you'll take him to get my approval??
yourusername soon taylor, soon... I'm just afraid it'll break the internet lol
taylorswift I think we're used to that already with Travis at this pointšŸ˜‚
yourusername truešŸ˜­
fernandoalo_official replied to yourusername story: šŸ”„
yourusername it's going to be okay, they'll love you šŸ«¶
fernandoalo_oficial how did you know I was nervous amor?
yourusername I saw you literally shaking when you left to the bathroom love...šŸ˜¹
yourusername oh they're back come quickly!!šŸ’ž
fernandoalo_oficial onmw
user3 replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: IS THIS THE CONFIRMATION WE NEEDED?!
user4 replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: I see what you're doing here old man šŸ‘€
user5 replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: soft launch slowly turning into a hard launch and I'm here for it!!!!
dancer1 replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: I guess you aren't that bad in person...
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user6 replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: screaming crying throwing up
taylorswift replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: You better treat my best dancer right Alonso!šŸ¤
fernandoalo_oficial of course ma'am! šŸ«”
user7 replied to fernandoalo_oficial story: So cute!!šŸ˜
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fernandoalo_oficial All these people think love's for show but I would die for you in secret... #swiftie
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yourusername I'd just like to make it clear to everybody that it's me who made him be swiftie... you're welcomešŸ’‹
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user1 OMG THE LYRICS FROM PEACE BY TAYLOR
carmenmmundt Y/N is so pretty!šŸ˜
yourusername ohh carmen ilysm you're even prettieršŸ„¹
user2 No way Fernando just really har launched his gfšŸ˜­
f1 We smell a new wag!
user4 LOL you're kinda late for that admin xd
user5 Congrats and wish you well world champ!šŸ’Ŗ
user6 can we talk about how gorgeous she is???
lilymhe double date when honey?
yourusername anytime babeee!!!
fernandoalo_oficial why do I have a feeling me and alex_albon will be third-wheeling on you two?šŸ¤Ø
alex_albon you'll eventually get used to third-wheeling your own girlfriend and her friends, trust me fernando...šŸ¤ 
user7 This girl is like a goddess, I can't even blame him ā¤ļøšŸ”„
user8 mommy & daddy
georgerussell63 Finally! Congratulation on the hard launch matešŸ‘
fernandoalo_oficial and look who's original with emojis now...šŸ˜‚
user9 from now on this is my fav couple
user10 mine to
user11 SHUT UP THE DELULU GIRLIES ON TWITTER WERE RIGHT
lance_stroll šŸ’ššŸ’š
user12 nah I don't know what he see in heršŸ™„
user13 Go away we don't want the jealous haters here šŸ„±
kellypiquet Welcome to the F1 family yourusername!šŸ¤
yourusername thx!šŸ’ž
user14 i call this couple goals
user15 I'M SO READY FOR BOYFRIEND MATERIAL ALONSO
user16 I can already feel he'll be so hot in his new era šŸ˜©
user17 lmao nando in his swiftie and stlutty era as someone on twitter saidšŸ˜¹
yourusername swiftie and slutty era? i like the sound of itšŸ˜
user16 not y/n reading all the comments sipping over her bf šŸ’€
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Author's Note: Hello everyone, hope you liked it! I'm not sure you should get used to me posting so often, but let's say that after Lance's social media au and the great feedback I had so much motivation... plus I'm sick, so I actually have the time to write and create XD. Anyway, I'll be glad for likes, comments, reblog and every other way of showing support! Have a great day and let me know how you liked Nando and swiftie dancer together!
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povlnfour Ā· 11 months
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ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš PADDOCK TO PADDOCK (LN) PART 8
series masterlist | previous part
lando norris x fem!horse rider!reader
landonorris just posted a photo ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš
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landonorris 100th race, p2, and a nice little call with my girl to show off her flexibility. thank you austin
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user3 ā€˜MY GIRLā€™šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
user7 I KNEWWW EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY
user9 lando have you seen what sheā€™s done?
landonorris have friends? yeah pretty happy for her tbh
charles_leclerc p2 because the fia hates lewis and me*
user2 see everyone the boys are fine
landonorris keep crying mate
yourusername i actually hate you so bad rn
yourusername @/charles_leclerc SURE you donā€™t wanna date me instead?
user1 HELP Y/N AJDJDJSJ
user6 she said iā€™ve had ENOUGH
charles_leclerc make me that rice dish again and iā€™ll consider it
landonorris @/charles_leclerc you donā€™t even know what tteokbokki is called you donā€™t deserve heršŸ˜¤
yourusername just posted a photo ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš
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yourusername from monaco with love
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alex_albon we need to have a serious conversation about how cute lily always looks in the photos you take and yetā€¦. meā€¦
lilymhe thatā€™s just your face baby
charles_leclerc heā€™s not gonna know what hit himšŸ¤«
yourusername you could not have made this sound worse
charles_leclerc iā€™m quite enjoying being an accessory to internet drama
lilymhe do you know whatā€™s rude? you spend one (1) second with a man and get a dating rumourā€¦ yet NOTHING when you hang w me!
yourusername FR weā€™ve been married for two years atpšŸ™„
landonorris i know a Better place in monaco you can visitšŸ§”
yourusername get your cute butt home and show me then
texts with charles ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš
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y/nupdates y/n at the airport today!! it seems sheā€™s flying out to mexico for the upcoming grand prix šŸ©·
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user9 seriously? has everyone just forgotten sheā€™s a cheater?
user3 and yet you follow fan accounts of her??? get a life
user7 ur actually miserable. lando hates u.
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y/nupdates any unnecessary hate comments will be deleted and you will be blockedšŸ©·
user8 sheā€™s so pretty even in the rain :( and she stopped to take photos with fans
user1 apparently someone gave her a necklace with an L on it and she put it straight onšŸ„¹
user8 @/user1 YOURE KIDDING THATS SO CUTE IM GONNA CRY
user1 THEY GAVE HER A MATCHING BRACELET FOR LANDO WITH HER INITIALS ON AS WELL!!!!
landonorris thank you admin for giving me a new lockscreen
user2 OH MY GOD ADMIN
y/nupdates šŸ«£šŸ«£šŸ«£šŸ«£šŸ«£ YOU ARE SO WELCOME
landonorris just tweeted ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš
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tweet 4 should finish: hate towards those close to me*
tweet 6 should finish: blocked by my team**
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mclaren from p17-p5. not the start to the weekend he wanted but he only went and turned it aroundšŸ™ŒšŸ»
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user2 SO PROUDDDS
user9 all because of herā€¦.
user3 HAVE FUN GETTING BLOCKED LMAO
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user6 GUYS I THINK MCLAREN ACTUALLY BLOCKED THEM THE COMMENT ISNT SHOWING UP FOR ME LMAOOO
yourusername thatā€™s my boy
mclaren we heard it had something to do with his lucky charmšŸ˜‰
user3 this isnā€™t taking a week off maā€™am
yourusername had to support the boy. it starts now <3
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a/n:
OKAY this part was boring i am very sorry BUT there is onE OFFICIAL PART LEFT. itā€™ll be a long one i warn now but then there may be a mini epilogue of stuff i fully made up for next summer xxxx
thank you all for coming on this crazy ride with me ā€” sorry itā€™s aLL OVER THE PLACE atm but it makes sense in my head ok
charles au is also otw next week and a one shot lando smau
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jadeylovesmarvelxo Ā· 5 months
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Mean Eddie series. Part one part two
Minors shoo. More angst I'm afraid, jealous Eddie but our boy won't admit it.
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How you've managed to avoid Eddie for a full week is anyone's guess but between cheer practice, sleepovers with Chrissy and hanging out with Steve and Robin, it's like a soothing balm for your heartache.
Except at the dead of night when the ache from missing Eddie threatens to overwhelm you. The thing is you're stubborn and you highly doubt Eddie is missing you. Why would he?
Billy Hargrove has also been trying to catch your attention, he's been flirting for the entire week and he's not shy about doing it in front of others either.
It's not like Billy isn't handsome, he is. However you've heard far too many things about him dating multiple girls, being a player. You weren't interested in being another notch on his bedpost.
As your at your locker and attempting not to look Eddie's way, his locker is right across from yours and he's busy chatting to Gareth, discussing the new Hellfire campaign he's planning.
You'd been with Eddie once while he was knee deep in campaign planning, watched as his tongue poked out while he was writing and weaving a new story for the next Hellfire night. He looked so cute and it made you giggle, Eddie smirks amused at your giggles.
"Princess, I said no interruptions if you stayed, I may need to punish you for that" he kissed you then proceeded to tickle you until you were breathless and laughing, Eddie watching you with a soft smile on his face.
It was one of the moments with him where you thought the two of you could be more. Obviously you were wrong.
Billy brings you out of your reverie and you realise he's been standing talking to you for a full minute. Shit. What did he say?
"We could go to the party then somewhere more private babe?" He winks at you and you jump as you hear a locker slam. Eddie's.
Gareth is watching him confused as he gathers up his notes. "Dude, what's up with you?" you tear your eyes away from Eddie and back to an expectancy Billy.
"Sorry, I have other plans with Chrissy" Billy frowns but spots Eddie before he can say anything else.
"Hey man, you got any weed for me? Need some tonight" Eddie's gaze briefly drifts over to you and your heart skips a beat, then he looks away and disappointment curdles in your stomach.
"No, I don't have any for you and your girlfriend" he spits out the word and you freeze. What was up with him? Evidently Billy must be thinking the same thing.
"What's crawled up your ass Munson?" Billy snaps and Eddie's brown eyes meet his, they flash dangerously. He's never been intimidated by Billy and he isn't going to start now.
"Next time you two want to flirt can you do it out of the way of us peasants. You're bringing my lunch up dude" you freeze at Eddie's tone. Seriously what the fuck was up with him?
Before Billy can reply you do. "You're insufferable Eddie. Billy's not my boyfriend. Not that is any of your business" you can feel the anger clawing inside of you and just dare Eddie to say something stupid.
He shrugs and avoids your gaze. "Your love life isn't my concern" he murmurs and you swear you're this close to losing it. You take a deep breath and shake your head.
"Whatever Munson" you're tired of crying about someone who just doesn't care. You walk away but Eddie calls out to you.
"Wait" you wait with baited breath for him to say something, anything. Come on Eddie. But he doesn't, he just stays quiet and you feel another crack in your heart.
"Never mind" whatever he was about to say it's gone now and you curse yourself for daring to hope.
Fuck you Eddie.
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Stop, you're losin' me
I can't find a pulse
Stop, you're losin' me
Stop, you're losin' me
My heart won't start anymore
For you
'Cause you're losin' me
Taylor swift- You're losing me.
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I don't want you to lose me, you think through your anger but nothing will ever change so what was the point of hoping.
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pucksandpower Ā· 2 years
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Can I request a Charles insta au where his gf receives hate from the fandom and Charles defending her <<3
Charles Leclerc x widow!Reader - Social Media AU
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charles_leclerc date night on the road ā¤ļø
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yourusername so thankful i get to experience all of this with you
charles_leclerc i wouldnā€™t have it any other way
pierregasly wow just go ahead and crop us out i guess
carlossainz55 they were so caught up in each other i think they forgot that we joined them for dinner
gridgossip why is she private???
circlingthecircuit must have something to hide
leleleclerc or ā€¦ she doesnā€™t want to sacrifice her privacy just because sheā€™s dating an f1 driver
paddockgirlie awww they look so happy together
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charles_leclerc my pianist in-training
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yourusername emphasis on in-training šŸ«£
charles_leclerc you werenā€™t that bad
yourusername donā€™t lie to me
charles_leclerc seriously, it was good for your first time learning to play
tifositalking in the words of avril lavigne: hey, hey, you, you, i don't like your girlfriend. no way, no way, i think you need a new one
ferrari4ever charles could do so much better than her!
leclercitup am i the only one who thinks theyā€™re adorable?
feralforferrari me too! they genuinely look completely in love with each other
leclercalicious you deserve to be more than just a rebound for a gold digger
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pierregasly no wonder charles actually let me drive without a fight today
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yourusername couldnā€™t help it. i had a comfy pillow
charles_leclerc and i had a personal space heater
luckyleclerc tell charles that sheā€™s just using him
gridgossip seriously! how does charles not realize that sheā€™s going to lead him on and then discard him just like she did her first husband?
totallytifosi you need to leave them alone. you know nothing about her or their relationship. stop blindly hating
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pierregasly no one should have to deal with this and especially not someone with a soul as kind as y/nā€™s
sebastianvettel so sorry to hear what y/n has been through. it can get very tough sometimes. weā€™re always here if you need to talk
carlossainz55 anyone who doesnā€™t like y/n is a horrible judge of character
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yourusername It has now been four years without you, my love. Your hoodies no longer smell like you no matter how long I refused to wash them. Your fingerprints on the mirror have been covered by dust. Sometimes I find myself forgetting what your voice sounded like and breaking down in the middle of work. Grief is a horrible thing. But you are permanently imprinted in my heart and my memories of you live on. I fight every day to keep them alive.
I met someone ā€” his name is Charles. In many ways, he reminds me of you. You are both loyal and loving and so incredibly passionate. For the first time in years, I felt my heart come alive again. Charles understands how cruelly love can be snatched away from you. He understands the battle of trying to keep living while melancholy weighs you down. Alongside him, I learned that my heart has room enough for two incredible men and that I can love you both equally and in your own ways.
I know that this is what you would have wanted for me. I know that youā€™re smiling down on me right now. And it took me a long time to come to terms with it, but I know that it is okay for me to find love and happiness again. I have found it all with Charles. Time will keep passing us by but I promise that my love for you will never grow fainter.
To Ben, I will always love you. To Charles, I will love you just as faithfully until my own dying breath. To those who have supported me, you gave me a reason to keep living. To those who have misjudged and hated on me, I hope that going public with this will set the story straight and at the very least lead to me being treated with basic human decency. Thank you
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charles_leclerc so proud of you, mon amour. thank you for loving me and letting me love you
pierregasly one of the strongest people i know
arthur_leclerc charles has never been happier and anyone with eyes can see that
leclerc_pascale ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
carlossainz55 so much love to you both
landonorris iā€™m so sorry it came to this but weā€™re all behind you
georgerussell63 we always have your back
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Behind the Curtain: A Sinned Awakening StoryšŸ©ø
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An AU Elvis fic
(Vampire!Elvis/ Vampire Austin! Elvis x reader)
Fandom: Elvis - Elvis (2022)
Prompt: Getting promoted to be Elvis full time housekeeper, you realize the man holds secrets beyond belief and your undeniable attraction makes you tear the unknown. [Fem!Reader]
TW: Cussing, mentions of blood, SMUT,
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 3.7k
A/N: Hello again! I have found some inspiration regarding Vampire!Elvis šŸ«£ I've had this idea for a while and thought to make it a stand alone one shot but why not make it part of the Sinned Awakening universe? I think it works well considering what goes on in this partšŸ˜‰ Elvis is on his worst behavior in this one... you've been warned hehe.
If you'd like to start from the beginning, start here or Ao3! hope you enjoy and message and comment what you think.
Las Vegas, February, 1974
You could hardly believe that it was a year, almost to the date, when you first met Elvis here in Las Vegas. It felt like another lifetime since you first saw each other and fought that undeniable attraction. Through struggle and heartache, you both could not deny the connection you had. Now you were a vampire too, madly in love with Elvis Presley. More in love than you thought was ever possible. He constantly reminds you of that fact too. How he cannot believe you are his and drowns you in his love.Ā 
He was about to open his winter residency at The Hilton tonight. He was as usual, very nervous and couldnā€™t contain it. You tried to stay backstage to calm him down. He said you made him feel more relaxed when you were right next to him. But the other issue on hand tonight was that he hadnā€™t been feeding. He took rehearsing so seriously for these shows and put all his time and energy into practicing these last few weeks to make this the best show anyone has seen. You tried to gently remind him to take the time to feed but he always dismissed it. He would assure you he was fine and would feed later but of course, he wouldnā€™t. You can sense how hungry he was just standing next to him. He was trying to focus on getting mentally ready for the show but the overwhelming scent of blood from every human in the audience was driving him insane.Ā 
It was almost time for the curtain to go up and you had to get to your seat. Jerry was waiting to escort you to the ballroom and take his seat with you. Elvis didnā€™t trust anyone anymore and was forever paranoid that someone would try to take you again. Even with you being a vampire and stronger than ever, he didnā€™t want to take a chance. So any show you went to, Jerry always accompanied you. He was always such great company and never complained he had to escort you anywhere.Ā 
You tell Jerry youā€™ll be right there and quickly pull Elvis to the side.Ā 
ā€œBaby, are you okay?ā€ You ask low, squeezing his hand. He looks at you nervously, his eyes darker than youā€™ve seen in a long time.Ā 
ā€œYeah, Iā€™m fine. Just nervous thatā€™s all,ā€ he says flatly.Ā 
ā€œI know. But you still havenā€™t fed have you?ā€ You say bluntly.Ā 
He looks down and shakes his head no. You reach for his face to look back at you.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s okay. Youā€™re going to have an amazing show tonight. Just focus on me. If you canā€™t control your thirst up there, focus on me. Thatā€™s what Iā€™ve always done and it always helps,ā€ you try to assure him. He nods his head and smiles at you sweetly.Ā 
ā€œThen after the show you better feed,ā€ you scold him.Ā 
ā€œI will. Thank you, baby,ā€ he says leaning down for a kiss.Ā 
You go walk with Jerry and take your seats in the center booth, your usual spot. The house was packed and was buzzing with excitement. There was a lot of anticipation for this engagement. The public was noticing a very different Elvis. He wasnā€™t the usual recluse who would avoid people at all costs. He wasnā€™t locked up in the penthouse for hours on end anymore. Elvis liked to be out and primarily show you off around town. It was a nice change. You were glad you could bring the more adventurous side out of him.Ā 
The band starts to play the opening riff and the crowd bursts in applause. Everyone is on their feet including yourself, waiting eagerly to see him come from the wings of the stage. You hear his heart racing away and he takes a deep breath before stepping onto the stage. The audience somehow gets even louder when they see him emerge with his white fringe jumpsuit and green macrame belt. It even has your jaw on the floor. Something about seeing him on stage with the dozens of lights on him somehow makes him look more attractive. Hell, you had seen him naked but something about him on stage in a jumpsuit had you incredibly weak.
He picks up his guitar and puts the strap on around his shoulders. He grabs the microphone and pulls it toward him, spreading his legs slightly as he stands there. His voice booms through the speakers and sends chills through you. He was so electric without even trying. His leg wonā€™t stop shaking and it only draws your attention more to those impossibly long legs.Ā 
It was an hour of nonstop hits and some new songs heā€™d never performed live. He was just sensational. It never failed to amaze you to see him on stage and do what he does best. The crowd was rowdy and loved everything he did. How he would tease the audience, walking slowly to the edge of the stage to the screaming fans and quickly walking in another direction, leaving them begging for him. Or how he would move his hips in the most subtle of ways and leave everyone drooling for more, including yourself. You didnā€™t care how many times you saw him, there was no denying how that man would make you feel when he moved. You could feel the blood rush to your core if you thought about that for too long. You try to pull yourself together and not make it noticeable to Jerry that you are feeling a certain way about Elvisā€™ performance.Ā 
Canā€™t Help Falling in Love starts playing and Jerry motions for you to follow him backstage. The gold curtain dropped and the crowd was going wild for Elvis. He kneels on the floor with one leg stretched out, along with his arms and his head bowed. It was quite the thing to see. The most simple act of showing his appreciation to his fans. He gets up off the floor and everyone from the band congratulates him on a great show. You wait patiently to greet him. He deserved to be acknowledged by everyone. After some time, through the sea of people, you see him there. His hair was wet and his jumpsuit clung to his body. Your eyes meet through the crowd and your heart hammers uncontrollably. His eyes lure you in and make you feel like a puddle. Oh God, you know what the look meansā€¦
He walks through some of the crew and goes straight for you. He picks you up and holds you tight.Ā 
ā€œCome here mama,ā€ he whispers seductively in your ear.Ā 
Goddamn it, he just canā€™t help himself, can he? He wants you to lose all control right here right now.Ā 
ā€œYou were incredible honey! I couldnā€™t believe what you did up there,ā€ you say as you hug him tightly. He sighs contently when he feels you pressed against him.Ā 
You feel his hands tangle in your hair and pull you in by the nape of your neck. He kisses you fervently, igniting a blazing heat inside of you. You cling to his wet body, needing to be as close as possible to him. He starts to walk backward, his lips never leaving yours. He pushes back through the black curtain that separates the band from the storage area of the backstage.Ā 
You quickly look around and see lots of sound equipment and storage containers for the bandā€™s instruments. You glance back at Elvis and see that devious, dark, hungry look in his eyes. It makes you quiver. With a motion of his finger, he lures you in and beckons you to get closer to him standing in the corner. You willingly walk over to him feeling like putty already. His hair was an absolute mess and his chest glistened with sweat. He looked like he had just been fucked but you hadnā€™t laid a hand on him. Yet.Ā 
He was impatient and pulled you in quickly, pressing you to his body again. You softly groan with the way heā€™s touching you, urgently and unrelenting. He starts to kiss your lips again, groaning when he does this. His whole presence has you drowning. He was so on edge and adrenaline still pumped through him after completing such a stellar show.Ā 
You feel the hard concrete wall press against your back and Elvisā€™ hands squeeze any part of you he could touch first. He puts his hands on your hips and covers your face with kisses. Those lips will always leave you feeling breathless.Ā 
He leans into your ear, ā€œIā€™m starvinā€™,ā€ he groans. Your heart hammers away by just that notion.Ā 
You pull your hair to the side and expose your neck to him. ā€œGo ahead baby, itā€™s okay,ā€ you encourage him. You hear him take a deep breath in and suddenly feel him lick the side of your neck. You groan at the sensation and pull at his jumpsuitā€™s collar.
ā€œIā€™m starved for all of you,ā€ he groans as his hands go lower and brings your leg up to wrap around his hip. You feel his cock begin to get hard, pushing into your body and making you weak by the thought of having him.
He starts to ravage your neck with kisses, nipping and sucking at the spot where he wants to bite. You canā€™t help but get turned on by all of this, the way he was desperate for you was more than you could ever ask for. You feel his hands scrunch up your dress around your hips and his fingers find your aching bud. You gasp at the sensation and hold onto him tighter.Ā 
ā€œElvis, oh God,ā€ you moan. He doesnā€™t lift his head from your neck yet, he is still fully wrapped up in your scent while his hands find new ways to make you a weak mess. You then feel his fangs enter your neck and you have to sniffle the moan he made you produce. He makes satisfied grunts as he starts to drink your blood, holding onto you tighter and teasing you more with those fingers. He was enjoying every second of this. He lifts his head up and you watch as he licks the dripping blood that falls down his bottom lip. His eyes looked much brighter and he had more life in his face. But he still looked dangerous. He was looking at you like he wasnā€™t quite done. He wasnā€™t completely satisfied.Ā 
You hold your breath as he looks at you like this. Youā€™re unsure what to do or say right now. He takes a step back from you and eyes you up and down. You watch as his fingers start to unlace the jumpsuit. Your heart nearly stops when you realize what heā€™s about to do.
ā€œWhat do you think youā€™re doing?ā€ You whisper in a gruff fashion.
He doesnā€™t answer you, he just keeps looking at you like he did when you were human. You didnā€™t know it then, but he was on the verge of draining you when he looked at you like that. Lord, those heated looks should have killed you right then and there and they just might tonight. The laces were untied and he started to unzip the rest of the suit.
ā€œWhat does it look like Iā€™m doing baby?ā€ He says low with a smirk on his face.
ā€œElvis right here? No, we canā€™t. Someone can walk by and catch us,ā€ you panic, still hearing the hum of the crowd and chatter of the band members beyond the curtain.
He starts to shrug his arms out of the suit and looks down at how his cock is fully hard now, begging to be let out. God, you were a dead woman. You take one look at him and youā€™re ready to sink to your knees for him. He pulls down his jumpsuit a bit and you watch as his hand reaches in it to pull his cock out.Ā 
ā€œElvis, please,ā€ you whimper. Youā€™re not sure what youā€™re asking him at this point but you canā€™t handle any of this.
ā€œYouā€™re gonna be a good, quiet little girl for me okay? Thatā€™s how weā€™re not gettinā€™ caught,ā€ he says seductively. You canā€™t tear your eyes off of him, his whole presence right now is dominating and you love it too much to stop it. He takes your hand and has you wrap it around his length. Without even thinking much of it, you start to jerk his cock, watching the pleasure wash over his face. It was addicting to see him so turned on. It didnā€™t matter how many times you were with him intimately, you couldnā€™t contain the pure shock that went through you as you touched him and felt the size of him. The heat that came off of him was overwhelming and he was throbbing in your hand.Ā 
ā€œFucking hell baby,ā€ you gasp.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re gonna let Daddy fuck you right here,ā€ he growls in your ear. You freeze, you had never done something like this and you knew you were not prepared for any of it.
ā€œTake your panties off for me,ā€ he commands. His voice made your core throb and you looked down at his length. Precum started to come out of him and you couldnā€™t think any rational thoughts. You pull his foreskin back and spread the sticky fluid all over his tip with your thumb. He grunts and pulls away from you quickly.Ā 
He grabs your face in his hand to get you to look at his intimidating eyes and sharp fangs peeking out from his upper lip.
ā€œI wonā€™t ask again. Or do I have to rip them off with my teeth?ā€ He growls. You whimper in agony, not ready for this man.Ā 
Your silence speaks volumes and he lets out a frustrated grunt. He lifts up your dress and he starts to sink to his knees. He nips at your thighs with his fangs and draws blood. He licks at the wounds greedily and inches closer and closer to your core, leaving little marks of his fangs all over your legs. You open your legs a bit wider, hoping his tongue might pay a visit to your aching bud. But he wasnā€™t going to give you what you wanted, he was only going to do what pleased him.
You watch helplessly as he bites at the elastic of your panties and tears them off of you in one motion. He lets them fall at your feet and you tremble uncontrollably. He looks back at you with a hungry stare, not liking that you didnā€™t listen to him.Ā 
ā€œAlways so difficult hmm? A good girl listens to me when I tell her to do something,ā€ he hisses. You nod your head at him but itā€™s too late, you didnā€™t listen and youā€™re sure heā€™ll make you pay for it. He lifts you up and has you wrap your legs around his hips as youā€™re pinned to the wall. The grip he has on your thighs is tight and you can feel how bad heā€™s dying to fuck you. You feel the tip of him hover at your entrance and your eyes are blown wide, silently begging him for forgiveness.Ā 
ā€œBaby please, I-I-Iā€™ll listen. Iā€™ll be good.ā€ You try to beg but he doesnā€™t listen. Ā 
He swiftly enters you and you yelp at the forcefulness of his hips. You gasp for breath as he stuffs you with his cock. He quickly covers your mouth with his hand and continues to move inside of you.Ā 
ā€œGood girl,ā€ he grunts, ā€œTake Daddyā€™s cock like only you can,ā€ he says with a devious smirk. Your eyes roll back in your head at his tone.Ā 
He fills you hard and fast, giving you no time to adjust around his substantial girth. He revels how your sopping wet cunt hugs his length tightly with every thrust. You cling onto his shoulders and hold onto him for dear life. The only thing you can hear is the sound of you two breathing, trying to keep it together, and the sound of his cock plunging into your wet pussy. It was all torture. You wanted to move too but the grip he had on you was too tight for you to do anything. He takes his hand off of your mouth to watch your face drown in pleasure. He looks damn good like this. His hair was such a mess and was so concentrated on you.Ā 
Youā€™re stuffed to the hilt and his hips move in short, powerful thrusts, hitting that spot inside you that can make you come on his command. You canā€™t stay quiet. He was killing you and he knew it. His hips were unrelenting and driving into you like he had never had you before. You tilt his head to the side and sink your teeth into his neck, muffling the scream heā€™s made you produce. He groans softly at your actions, finding it all amusing that heā€™s made you such a mess.Ā 
ā€œDoing so good baby girl. You like how deep my cock is?ā€ He groans in your ear. You dig your nails into his back, unable to handle what just uttered from his lips.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll take that as a yes,ā€ he chuckles.Ā 
Each movement of his hips made you hold back loud moans you couldnā€™t help but make. You were biting down hard enough on his neck to draw blood and let the delicious taste of him coat your tongue. You slowly drink his blood and feel your orgasm looming.Ā 
You take your fangs out of him and press your head to the wall, writhing in agony. You watch Elvisā€™ face smugly look at you and enjoy every second of this. You were so close to finishing, you felt your body become weaker and weaker with every thrust of his hips. Your ears suddenly pick up the sound of footsteps walking in your direction backstage. Your whole body freezes, petrified of someone walking by.Ā 
ā€œEP, you back here?ā€ A manā€™s voice calls out.Ā 
You look at Elvis terrified, you want to run away as fast as you can. He doesnā€™t let you budge though. He shakes his head at you and continues to hold you tight.Ā 
ā€œI could have sworn I saw him go back here,ā€ another man said. You recognize itā€™s Jerry. Damn it, no. You claw at Elvisā€™ arms, begging him to stop. He moves slowly but it is still so agonizing and a small whimper escapes your lips. His eyes flash a warning at you and proceeds to put two fingers to your lips.Ā 
ā€œShhhā€¦Open those pretty lips baby,ā€ he whispered. You helplessly do as he asks and he pushes his fingers into your mouth.Ā 
ā€œSuck baby and be quiet,ā€ he says, his voice low and gruff. You eagerly do so and swirl your tongue around his long fingers. His face looks intoxicated from what he is seeing you do. You slowly suck on them, liking to see his reaction to this act. His eyes donā€™t leave you for even a second.
ā€œFuck, just like that honey,ā€ he praises. His hips drive into you harder and your eyes roll back, feeling yourself about to come undone. He was unrelenting and on a pursuit to make you come regardless if people were walking around backstage.
He pushes his fingers further into your mouth and stuffs you to the brink with his cock. You come hard and your walls squeeze around the base of his cock. You see fireworks behind your closed eyelids and your whole body shudders. He canā€™t hide how good you feel around him and his jaw drops when he feels you come. He canā€™t hold on much longer either and burrows his face in your neck, hiding his own muffled groans.Ā 
ā€œGoddamn baby,ā€ he growls. He thrusts his hips into you once, then twice and you feel his length twitch inside you. He pours his warm, thick load inside of you and groans into the crook of your neck. You gasp for air and your walls squeeze around him again, loving to hear how good he feels. He moves in and out of you slowly, making you both writhe because of how sensitive you are.Ā 
He lifts his head up to see your spent expression on your face. He takes his fingers out of your mouth and goes to kiss you. It was passionate and sloppy and you loved it. You moan into his mouth and pull at his wet hair. You look into his beautiful eyes and see how he canā€™t get enough of you. He gently takes his cock out of you and sets you back on the ground. Your legs feel weak and cling to his body as you try to regain your normal breathing.Ā 
He kisses the top of your head and makes a soft chuckle.
ā€œYou alright lilā€™ darlinā€™?ā€ He asks coyly.
You look up at him with a mischievous glimmer in your eye. ā€œYes Daddy,ā€ you say defiantly. Your hand wraps around his length and you slowly rub his head. You knew heā€™d be too sensitive to handle this and smirk to yourself. His hips buck into your hand and his face is shrouded in agony.
ā€œWoman I swear to God-,ā€ he growls. You stop briefly and hum softly.
ā€œWhat baby? I'm being good, I swear,ā€ you tease.
You pull down your dress and start to walk away from him with a smug smile on your face. You knew you got under his skin and you were amused by it all. You donā€™t make it very far backstage before you feel Elvis pick you up and throw you over his shoulder.
ā€œElvis!ā€ You yelp. He chuckles low and makes quick strides to exit the backstage and into the elevator. He swiftly sets you down and presses the button for the penthouse. He smirks at you and takes your face in his hands as the elevator lurches up.
ā€œItā€™s going to be a long night mama,ā€ he murmurs, placing a kiss on your lips.
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Request: Hey hooooo my dear ā¤ļø I love your blog sooooo much that I cannot resist to send in a Kelly Severide idea for my bday on Monday šŸ«£šŸ„° but of course you can write it whenever you have time !It would be something where you're just moved to Chicago, working at 51 and everyone immediately loves you, especially one grumpy Lieutenant. So after some weeks adjusting to everything and even getting closer with Kelly, which everyone notices and sees how happy you make each other, you finally agree on a date with him. Which turns out absolutely great and you're about to kiss as some random chick disturbs you both (she's been a one time thing with him at some point but not something serious) and you leave him standing there, being hurt and sad. The next days you barely talk with him and don't get him any chance to explain, so the rest of 51 tries talking in your mind that he's never been that serious about a girl until you showed up and stuff. Sooooo on a free day you show up at his apartment, wanting to talk with him, but as he opens the door you notice he just came out of the shower and you cannot get your thoughts together, so you kiss him, which he gladly returns and the situation gets into his bedroom, getting away all doubts of youšŸ”„šŸ˜‰
Pairings: Kelly Severide x Paramedic!Reader
Warnings: angst, fluff, smut
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A/N: Happy Belated Birthday to the anon who sent this in! I hope you enjoy it!
A/N 2: @talesofreading and @imagine-all-the-fandoms here is some Kelly Severide for ya!
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When you moved to Firehouse 51 in Chicago from your old house back in Colorado, who wasnā€™t the best towards women, you thought this was going to be the same way. Boy, were you wrong. When you walked in you saw several women and the house and when they saw you, they immediately welcomed you and made it feel like home. Sylvie Brett, Stella Kidd, and Gabriela Dawson became your immediate friends and you couldnā€™t ask for anyone better to hang out with. When you were introduced to the rest of everyone, they were quick to make you feel welcomed and that made you smile. There was one person that caught your eye and you could tell that you had caught his eye as well. Once everyone cleared out and it was just you and him in the room, he approached you. ā€œHi Iā€™m Kelly Severide. I work on Squad 3.ā€ He said and smiled a dazzling smile that had you swooning and you smiled back at him.
ā€œIā€™m Y/N Y/L/N. Iā€™m gonna be working on Ambulance 61 with Sylvie and Gabriela.ā€ You said and he smiled and nodded.
ā€œYouā€™ll be with the best. So, what made you move here?ā€ He asked and you could tell he was actually curious and not looking for small talk.
ā€œMy firehouse back in Colorado wasnā€™t the best towards women and my ex-boyfriend cheated on me and he worked in the same house. I was the laughing stalk and needed a new start.ā€ You said and he looked like he was actually pissed that happened to you.
ā€œThat is no way to treat someone as beautiful as you.ā€ He said and you actually blushed and you were going to say something else but the bells rang for Ambulance 61 and he looked at you. ā€œWell, it looks like it is your time to shine.ā€ He said and you nodded as Sylvie came and motioned you to come and you did as you were walking towards the ambulance and got in the back, she turned to you.
ā€œYou and Kelly, huh?ā€ She said with a smirk and you just bowed your head and smiled while blushing.
ā€œOhhhh, what is this about?ā€ Gabriela asked and Sylvie turned to her.
ā€œWhen I went to get her, she and Kelly were talking up a storm and he was smiling like actually smiling.ā€Ā  She said
ā€œAre you saying that Kelly and Y/N have a crush on each other already?ā€ She asked and you just blushed furiously because yes it was true.
ā€œExactly what Iā€™m saying.ā€ She said
ā€œStop it guys.ā€ You said but you were smiling and they laughed.
ā€œIn all seriousness, this is the first time I actually saw him smile an actual smile.ā€ Sylvie said
ā€œReally?ā€ You asked and she nodded and turned back to look at you.
ā€œYes, he doesnā€™t smile a lot and he has been a grouch for a while.ā€ She said but you didnā€™t get to ask any more questions because you had arrived at the scene. You three worked perfectly together but you couldnā€™t stop thinking about Kelly and he couldnā€™t stop thinking about you.
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4 weeks had gone by and you were loving your new house and they were loving you. You fit in well with the group.Ā  We were close with all them but you were very close to none other than Kelly Severide. You wonā€™t admit it but you had a crush on the handsome Squad 3 member whenever you were in the room together. Both of you could not stop smiling and making heart eyes with each other.
Not many calls were coming in so you took this time to tidy things up and get to know more of your coworkers. You had just come back from using the restroom when you heard Casey's voice and stopped where you couldnā€™t be seen, especially when you heard your name. ā€œEver since Y/N came, Kelly has been a lot nicer.ā€ He said
ā€œOh absolutely, he is smiling a lot more and it's creepy but itā€™s nice.ā€ Stella said and everyone agreed this made you smile to yourself. You had noticed that his mood had changed and to be honest it was nice to have a male being so nice and making you feel noticed. It had gone quiet so you had walked away with a smile on your face. You walked where the trucks were and found Kelly sitting there and that just made you smile even more. You walked over to him and sat down and he looked up and smiled.
ā€œWhat are you smiling about?ā€ He asked with a smile.
ā€œOh, nothing really. I just love this house and itā€™s nowhere near my last one and Iā€™m so grateful for that.ā€ You said and he leaned up further.
ā€œWe absolutely love having you here. I know I do most of all. Speaking of knowing you. I have to admit that I do have a crush on you.ā€ He said and that made you blush.
ā€œI do too.ā€ You said shyly.
ā€œWell, if we feel the same way then maybe go out on a date with me. I know you have turned me down in the past.ā€ He said, this hasnā€™t been the first time that he had asked and each time you had politely turned him down and he understood and didnā€™t push but that didnā€™t stop him from asking a few weeks later. You looked at him thinking, this is the first time that you both had admitted that you had crushes on each other.
ā€œOk, fine. Iā€™ll go on a date with you.ā€ You said and the biggest smile appeared on his face.
ā€œReally?ā€ He asked and you nodded.
ā€œReally.ā€ You said
ā€œWhat kind of food do you like?ā€ He asked
ā€œI really love Thai food.ā€ You said and he smiled and nodded.
ā€œI know this really good Thai place. Iā€™ll pick you up at 7 tomorrow night.ā€ He said and you nodded.
ā€œSounds like a date.ā€ You said
ā€œIndeed, it does.ā€ He said and then the bells went off. You all were heading out onto the call.
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The day of the date started the few days you had off and you were somewhat looking forward to it but not really, you had really just wanted to be with your crew because being alone in a house by yourself sucked. You had spent all day getting ready for your date that you had even called Stella, Sylvie, and Gabriela over to help. When they asked why and you told them they practically squealed and dragged you to your room and started going through your closet. After finally settling on a pair of jeans that hugged your legs and accented what they needed and a nice red shirt that once again accented everything it needed to, you were ready. While you waited, they did your hair and makeup and then you all gossiped. It was mostly about Kelly but you didn't mind not in the least bit. They left around 6:30 PM and now you just had to wait.
7 PM rolled around and Kelly was knocking on your door. During the weeks everyone had exchanged phone numbers with you and some of them, mostly the 3 females that had become your friends, knew you address one being Kelly. You walked to your door and opened to find him on the other side holding some flowers and that made you smile. ā€œThese are for you.ā€ He said and handed you the flowers which you gladly took.
ā€œThank you. Peonies are my favorite.ā€ You said taking them and bringing them up to your nose to smell them. ā€œCome inside while I put these away.ā€ You said and stepped aside and he did just that.Ā 
ā€œSo, our reservation is at 7:30 PM.ā€ He said ā€œIt doesn't take that long to get there.ā€ He added and you nodded as you finished putting the flowers in a vase. When it was close to 7:30 PM you both started to head that way. It turns out it was a walking distance but he insisted on driving and you let him. He found a place to park and then he was shutting off the engine and walking over to your side of the car and opening the door for you and that made you smile.Ā 
ā€œThank you.ā€ You said and he smiled.
ā€œYouā€™re very much welcome.ā€ He said and when you were plenty enough away from the door, he shut it and locked it. You walked in and straight to the desk ā€œReservation for two under Severide.ā€ He said and the hostess nodded and smiled.
ā€œRight this way.ā€ They said and you followed them. You both were led outside to a semi-private area and Kelly pulled out the chair for you. The date was going well and you two got to know a lot about each other. When the date was over, he paid for it and then you both left. As you were walking to his car that was parked a few feet away, the both of you stopped at a little park that was close by with a fountain.Ā 
ā€œI really had a nice time with you.ā€ You said looking up at him and he smiled.
ā€œI did too. Do you wish you wouldā€™ve gone out with me sooner?ā€ He asked and you chuckled.
ā€œI think I was right to turn you down those three other times. It just helped make this night even more perfect.ā€ You said and he chuckled.
ā€œI get it. Iā€™m just glad you said yes, this time.ā€ He said and then turned to you and the both of you stood there staring at each other and you both slowly leaned in. Your lips were almost touching when a female voice sounded.
ā€œKelly? Kelly Severide?ā€ The voice said and that made you both look up and over at the voice.
ā€œAlexa.ā€ He said and your stomach dropped. Everyone told you about his flings and relationships that didnā€™t work out. You expected to meet them sooner or later but not now.
ā€œWhy havenā€™t you texted me back? I wanna hook up again.ā€ Alexa said and that made you feel even worse.
ā€œI told you we were done.ā€ He said and he shook his head and looked over at you.Ā 
ā€œBaby, I promise we are done.ā€ He said and you just shook your head. Alexa put her hands on his biceps and got all up and close.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s only been a week. A week too long. Ditch this tramp and come back to my place with me.ā€ She said trying her hardest to work. Kelly didnā€™t say anything.
ā€œI canā€™t believe I actually fell for this. I shouldā€™ve known better. Youā€™re just as bad as my ex, you were hooking up with her when you were talking and trying to go out with me. You know what? Iā€™m so done. Never talk to me again, Severide.ā€ You said and he cringed and started to panic. You only called him Severide while at work all the other times it had been Kelly. You pushed past them and started to walk away. You heard some talking and the fact he wasnā€™t running after you right now broke your heart and tears fell. ā€œI was so stupid.ā€ You told yourself you were almost home when you heard your name.
ā€œY/N, please stop.ā€ Kelly said and you did but didnā€™t turn around. ā€œI havenā€™t talked to that girl in months and when you came into the house all communication stopped. You have to believe me. She was lying.ā€ He said and you shook your head and turned around and when he saw the tear tracks running down it broke him.Ā 
ā€œI canā€™t. Iā€™m sorry. How do I know sheā€™s not lying?ā€ You asked and he hesitated and you let out a watery chuckle. ā€œDo me a favor and lose my number. The only time I will speak to you is at work but thatā€™s it.ā€ You said and walked the rest of the way to your home leaving him standing there. You shut the door and slid down it and sat there and sobbed.Ā 
Kelly was distraught. Since you had come into the house, he hadnā€™t hooked up with anyone, he wanted you and only you. You made his days better and his drinking had cut down tremendously. He just hoped that he could talk to you and let you know that but right now you werenā€™t listening to him. He immediately pulled out his phone and sent a couple of text messages to you and called you but the messages went unanswered and the calls went straight to voicemail.Ā 
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When it came time for you to go back to work you were dreading it. You didnā€™t want to see him at all. You told him all about your ex and how awful men were to you. When you had arrived at the station the only spot available was by Kellyā€™s car and you sighed but parked next to it. You killed the engine and got out and walked into the nearly silent station. You walked into the locker room and got changed and then you were heading to find everyone else. As you were searching for anyone, Kelly rounded the corner and you stopped and so he did. He looked like hell. He had bags under his eyes and his eyes werenā€™t as bright. ā€œY/N.ā€ He said your name with a breathless whisper but you just shook your head and walked away.Ā Ā 
Each time he tried to talk to you, you would just back away or make up an excuse that you had something to do and leave. You felt bad for doing so but he did break your heart and most importantly your trust. You still love him but you had built walls up and they werenā€™t going to come down anytime soon. You had to put up with him for 3 days while you worked and it was gonna be difficult but you were going to pull through no matter what.Ā 
Over the next few days, you avoided him like the plague and each time he tried to corner you and tried to explain the bell had rung each time saving you. You honestly didnā€™t know if you were going to give him another chance or not. Everyone had settled into the kitchen while Squad 3 was out on a call. While you were there, they got to talking about anything but the subject of Kelly had come up. ā€œGosh Kelly has become so irritable in the last few days. Heā€™s even more grumpier and pretty much has gone back to his old ways.ā€ Stella said and then she turned to you. ā€œHow was the date?ā€ She asked.
ā€œIt was great and he was a gentleman. Afterwards we went to a little park near my house and as we were talking some girl came up named Alexa. She said that they hadnā€™t hooked up in weeks. She started touching him and he didnā€™t even try to stop her. He knew my history with men and how I was cheated on.ā€ You said and everyone was quiet.Ā 
ā€œYou know he has certainly changed since you came here. He started to become happy and friendly. His attitude has changed drastically.ā€ Sylvie said and everyone nodded in agreement.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™ve changed him for the better.ā€ Gabriela said and you just sat there quietly taking it all in.Ā 
ā€œThis Alexa girl he hasnā€™t talked to in months, almost close to a year.ā€ Casey said and you looked up surprised.
ā€œSo, he was telling the truth?ā€ You asked and they all nodded and now you felt bad for not giving him the time of day to actually explain.Ā 
ā€œHe was. He is so in love with you that it is almost sickening.ā€ Herrmann said, you thought about it and then the bells were ringing and Ambulance 61 and Truck 81 was being called out. As you were walking to the ambulance, the Squad 3 truck was pulling into the station. As Kelly got out you both made eye contact with each other but you had gotten in and shut the doors and you were off.
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When you got off shift you had debated on going straight home but you needed to see Kelly. You walked out to your car and noticed that he was already gone and you sighed. You got into your car and started the engine and headed over to his apartment. You knew where it was because you had been over there several times just to hang out and that was the first time you had admitted to yourself that you were absolutely in love with him.Ā 
You pulled into a space and parked and killed the engine. You started your way into the building and walked to the elevator and pressed the button and it immediately opened. You got in and then pressed the button for his floor. You waited anxiously for it to arrive at his floor and when it did you knew there was no going back. You got off and walked to his door and knocked. There was no answer. You debated on going back home or not but didnā€™t get a chance to turn around because the door was opening and it was revealing Kelly with a towel wrapped around his waist and his hair was wet. ā€œY/N?ā€ He asked and you couldnā€™t think of anything to say as you looked him up and down.Ā 
After a few minutes you finally had enough and no words were coming to you so you just smashed your lips onto his and he returned it. He was so surprised that it had pushed him back but he had grabbed your waist and pulled you inside and shut the door. He pushed you up against the door and the heavy make out session continued. You finally pulled apart when air was needed and you could feel his erection from underneath the towel. ā€œIā€™m sorry. I believe you and shouldā€™ve let you explain.ā€ You said and he shook his head.
ā€œThat doesnā€™t matter right now. Jump.ā€ He said and you did so and then he was back to kissing you, hard. He walked his way to his bedroom and gently laid you down. You broke the kiss and pulled the towel off and your mouth watered at the sight, he was huge and you loved it. ā€œYou like what you see?ā€ He asked and you nodded.
ā€œVery much so, but Iā€™m wearing too many clothes.ā€ You said and he chuckled and then started to slowly undress you while caressing every part of your body and kissing it. Soon you were completely naked and showing all of you to him.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re absolutely beautiful.ā€ He said and you blushed. He laid down on the bed and gently spread your legs and dove in. When his mouth met your hot core, you moaned and grabbed onto his head and pushed him more into you.
ā€œKelly.ā€ You moaned out and he smirked, he circled your clit and then he pushed a finger into and you were throwing your head back. He thrusted into you and then added a second finger ā€œOh my gosh.ā€ You moaned out that the rubber band feeling was starting to get tight and you were close. ā€œI want to come on your cock.ā€ You moaned out and he nodded and licked one more broad stripe up you before he was lifting his head and pulling out his fingers. He crawled up to you and kissed you, you tasted yourself on him.Ā 
ā€œYou ready, Baby?ā€ He asked while pumping himself twice and you nodded.
ā€œI need you inside me.ā€ You said and he nodded and positioned himself at your entrance and he pushed in. You both moaned together as he did so.
ā€œYouā€™re so tight.ā€ He said and when he bottomed out you felt so full and he stretched you in all the right places. He stayed still for a minute letting you adjust.
ā€œMove.ā€ You moaned out and he nodded and started to gently thrust into you. Your hands went to his back and your fingers dug into his shoulder blades.
ā€œYouā€™re perfect.ā€ He said and started to thrust faster making you moan louder.
ā€œRight there.ā€ You said as he hit your g-spot. ā€œOh my gosh, I love you.ā€ You moaned out and that just made him go faster.
ā€œI love you too, Baby. Youā€™re the only one for me.ā€ He said and dipped his head down into your neck and sucked on it. He gently bit it and that you were clenching around him.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m close.ā€ He said and you moaned out.
ā€œMe too. I want you to cum in me.ā€ You moaned out and that just seemed to make him go faster.Ā 
Kellyā€™s thrust was becoming sloppy and you knew he was close. Your fingernails bit into him making him hiss. He reached a hand down to your clit and started to rub vigorously which helped you get closer. ā€œCum with me.ā€ He moaned out and then he was bending down, taking one of your nipples into his mouth and sucking on it. When he gently bit it is when you came and you clenched around him which made him cum. You both came while calling out each otherā€™s names. You both were coming down from your highs when he pulled slowly out of you and laid next to you. You both panted out of breath but a smile was on both of your faces. ā€œI wasnā€™t lying when I said youā€™re the only one for me.ā€ He said and you turned to look at him.
ā€œI know. Everyone talked to me. Iā€™m sorry for not letting you explain.ā€ You said and he smiled at you.
ā€œItā€™s ok. Iā€™m just glad weā€™re here with each other now.ā€ He said and you nodded ā€œI love you.ā€ He said and you smiled.
ā€œI love you too.ā€ You replied
ā€œWill you be my girlfriend?ā€ He asked and you sat up leaning on an elbow.
ā€œYes. I would love to.ā€ You said and he smiled and he leaned over and kissed you.Ā  You were his and he was yours and that is all that mattered. Nothing was going to change that not now or ever.Ā 
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solefae Ā· 7 months
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pairings; jey uso x fem!internent personality!reader
faceclaim; scotlynd ryan
summary; Scotlynd's life turns upside down when wrestling star Jey Uso starts liking her posts. Fans are quick to judge, branding her a homewrecker. Little do they know, Jey's marriage ended months ago-a truth hidden from the public eye.
notes: this is my first post everrr so this might be trash šŸ˜’ and yess imma use her real name fa this bcuz I couldnā€™t think of a fake name šŸ˜­ + I love scotty yā€™all so I hope some of yā€™all donā€™t take these ā€œinsultsā€? a lil TOO seriously šŸ«£
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scotlyndryan Gave em the blues over this Aqua šŸŖ¼šŸŒŠšŸ„¶šŸ’™šŸ©µ
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trinity_fatu šŸ˜šŸ˜
scotlyndryan all u trinšŸ˜˜
jonathanfatu mane all this flirting with my wife gotta stop
scotlyndryan boy shut up šŸ˜’
user šŸ˜šŸ˜
user the baddest
themercedesvarnado ugh u too perfect šŸ˜«
scotlyndryan girl pls u too perfect
user scotty with the body šŸ˜
scotlyndryan liked this comment!
user NOW why tf did jey like this? šŸ¤Ø
user SAME THING I SAID šŸ˜‚
user ainā€™t he married ?
user YES
user yā€™all always do this šŸ˜’ just be putting dating allegations on anybody, they prolly just friends
user I hope Iā€™m not the only one seeing that jey liked šŸ˜³
user jey liking this knowing he married is CRAZYY
user jey WILDINNNšŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
user onm šŸ˜‚
user he hitting that on tha low šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
user they js friends
user how yk?? u friends wit em??
user why jey liking my girl post? šŸ¤Ø
user she do NOT know you bro šŸ˜‚
user these comments weird asfcā€¦
user right
user frl tryna start rumors šŸ™„
user ainā€™t she already messing around with that one married dude that made baddies ?
user chile she donā€™t want lemon pepper, she want some of that samoan d šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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ilovepostingdrama girl js canā€™t leave the married men alone huh? šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
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user sheā€™s a homewrecker. period.
user this man is married to his high school sweetheart and she wanna come in and ruin that?? šŸ¤¦šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø
user THE ARIANA GRANDE 2.0 tweet got me crying šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user FRL šŸ˜‚
user šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
user are they wrong? šŸ‘€
user rumor. ITā€™S A RUMOR SO THAT MEANS ITā€™S PROBABLY NOT TRUE šŸ˜’
user girl this is most definitely true she slept with lemon pepper, who is also married šŸ˜‚
user and he got kids omggšŸ¤¦šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø
user she got no respect
user THE ARIANA TWEET IS TAKING ME OUTšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user RIGHT LIKE THEY AINā€™T HAVE TO GO THAT FARšŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
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gossippagee Baddies East Scotlynd Ryan sleeping with WWE Superstar Jey Uso? Rumor started back in December of 2023 when Scotlynd started liking and commenting on Jeyā€™s posts and since then, the rumor keeps spreading more. šŸ˜³
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user so based off her liking his pictures and commenting, they dating automatically? šŸ¤Ø GOODBYE this ainā€™t true, heā€™s happily married šŸ˜˜
user you might not wanna say thatā€¦
user girl she literally messed with a married man before, what makes you think she wonā€™t mess with a another one? šŸ¤Ø
user jey too loyal to mess with a homewrecker, he know better
user ur delusions is getting the best of u, homegirl is definitely messing with him
user so married men is her type? šŸ¤Ø
user WITH KIDS TOO!!
user ig so šŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø
user right like why canā€™t she find someone whoā€™s single ?? šŸ˜’
user WHY ARE YAā€™LL NOT WORRYING ABT THIS MF AGE GAP!? sheā€™s 27 and heā€™s 38, UHM HELLO!? šŸ˜³
user she prolly like older men šŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø
user RIGHT LIKE HEā€™S ALMOST 40!!
user age ainā€™t nothing but a number
user jey too fine to be messing around with her
user DAMN šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
user Iā€™m not calling her ugly but sheā€™s too young and sheā€™s a homewrecker šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
user RIGHT
user donā€™t do scotty, she fine asfc
a/n: thank you for reading! lemme know what yā€™all think about this series start off šŸ¤āœØ
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befuddledcinnamonroll Ā· 5 months
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Oh Joe, you precious little bean.
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Ooh, Ming is already jelly.
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Oh yeah, Tong 100% knows about Ming's crush. "Can I feed you?" and "One more bite". This is not friend behavior. Tong knows exactly how far he can push it to keep Ming on the hook.
Oh wow, and Tong doesn't want anyone to know he's dating May? Yeah, he's using both of them.
Oh, you like Joe, Ming, just admit it.
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Oh my, this is the week for stand-up railings, apparently. šŸ«£ At least the physics of these two makes more sense to me, I always have to laugh picturing Max finding a box for Nat to stand on before they get to it.
Also, love Up for proving you don't need visible abs or biceps to be super hot.
Porsche!!!! Oh, I missed you cutie!!
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Seriously, if you haven't watched You're My Sky, go watch it. He's so damn good.
Oh, I know Sol doesn't really stand a chance, but I love my boy for being a fighter.
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You and me both, Sol, you and me both.
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Someday we'll get our fight = foreplay scene.
Ok, this totally feels like Up and Poom laughing here and it's adorable.
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I am still fully in this one. They are doing the groundwork well for what's coming. Ming is an interesting character. There's an element of his crush on Tong that feels like he is someone who gets a sense of safety in longing for someone emotionally unavailable, and that Joe's openness and sweetness is disarming him. So I'm not surprised he lashes out, and will presumably sabotage the entire thing at some point.
As for Joe, he's starting as someone so needy for love and belonging that he isn't holding high enough standards for how he gets treated. I hope his journey includes knowing he's worthy of better.
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pairing: chan x curvy/plussizedfem!reader (afab)
genre: idol!chan. curvy/plussized!reader. hurt/comfort. angst!! slight fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ ONLY. reader pov. established relationship.
content & warnings: explicit & strong language. mild thematic elements. the angst is real and raw in this. reader deals with a lot of online hate for many different reasons (this includes things like: age discrimination, fat-ph0bia, and online bullying). territorial/protective chan. smut warnings below cut!!
word count: 6.7k
summary: against your boyfriend chan's wishes, you had made a twitter account after many years - and what a mistake that was. now, you're left with the aftermath of the damage, and chan is the only person who can pick up the broken pieces of you.
18+ warnings: unprotected sex (stay safe out there, guys!) but reader is on birth control. chan has a fixation for reader's tits lmao. fingering. someone gets a handjob... šŸ‘€ DIRTY talk. youngerdom!chan. oldersub!reader. making out. manhandling and slight size kink. praise kink. nipple/breast play. body worship. riding. excessive hair pulling/scratching. BREEDING KINK!!! pet names (babydoll, babygirl, kitten, etc.). daddy kink. multiple orgasms is alluded to. someone gets fucked on top of a table.
a/n: OKAAAY- firstly, I just wanna give a big shout out to my dear, sweet friend Belle (@cb97breathing) for being so kind as to request a chan oneshot, and inspiring me to write this dumpster fire of a fic lmao!! šŸ˜‚ I told her that my requests have been closed since may, but since she's such a wonderful friend, I've made an exception this time around~ šŸ«£ anyways, hope you enjoy this lil piece babe... you'll have to lmk what you think ehehehehehe... šŸ˜ˆ I wrote this in a single sitting last night, so it might make like, no sense at all but I seriously don't give a flying fuck at this point, so enjoy!! šŸ’€
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Soon after the two of you had started dating, you had promised your boyfriend Chan that you wouldĀ neverĀ go online to search for fans' comments about your relationship. Whether they were good or bad, he had made you promise him that you'd never read such things because it wasn't good for your health.Ā 
And for the most part, you'd kept that promise to him.Ā 
Ā Ā For years, you had left social media alone. Avoid making any form of account to begin with, that way you wouldn't be tempted to read some of the shit that people said about you online.Ā 
Ā Ā You were a pretty strong woman and could withstand a lot of chaos. This had proven to be true after Chan announced your relationship, as some of the Stray Kids 'fans' hadn't taken to the news very well. Instead, they stormed the streets of his company, protesting against the relationship and making humungous threads online as they tried to expose you.Ā 
Ā Ā But lately, you could feel yourselfĀ slipping.Ā 
Ā Ā At first, it had just started with making a harmless Twitter account. You had wanted to follow your boyfriend's private one that the fans didn't know about. And for a little bit, everything was okay. He didn't know about your activity online, and you wanted to keep it that way.Ā 
Ā Ā It was one day though, when you were feeling especially shitty about yourself, that you happened to stumble upon some random Tweet.Ā 
Ā Ā The things that the anonymous person had said about you dug deep inside of you. Reached for your heart and squeezed it in an icy, vice-like grip.Ā 
Ā Ā Then, it wasn't too long before you found yourself on theĀ wrongĀ side of social media.Ā 
Ā Ā The one that was full of darkness and hatred and violence.Ā 
Ā Ā And everything that you saw was always about you and Chan. But mostly, the sick people focused on you.Ā 
Ā Ā Nitpicking everything about you.Ā 
Ā Ā Your personality,Ā 
Ā Ā Your words,Ā 
Ā Ā The worst things they talked about were linked to your body and age.Ā 
Ā Ā Sure, you were on the curvier side of things. But Chan had always made it crystal clear from day one that he found you absolutely beautiful. The first time the two of you had met at that random club in Seoul all those years ago, back when Stray Kids was newly debuted, he had told you how stunning you were - inside and out - and he had only talked to you for anĀ hourĀ at that point.Ā 
Ā Ā These people who hid behind their screens online liked to point out your age, too. About how you were a few years older than Chan. They called you all sorts of things and claimed that you were a golddigger for getting with someone so famous.Ā 
Ā Ā Chan had never mentioned your age gap before. He treated you like you were his peer and not someone who had quite a few years over him. Because that's the kind of man he was - he didn't care what you looked like or how old you were. All he cared about wasĀ you... and what you were like on the inside. So all of the frivolous things that other guys worried about were cast to the sidelines, as he only ever focused on your inner spirit.Ā 
Ā Ā Obviously, your boyfriend was a rarity.Ā 
Ā Ā Even still though, you could feel your self-esteem tanking with each comment that you read. Each thread, each video. They only unraveled you a little bit more with every day that passed. And you knew that they truly weren't fans. Because people who loved Chan would never hurt him and you the way some of them were doing.Ā 
Ā Ā But that didn't change the fact that it really fuckingĀ hurt.Ā 
Ā Ā You knew that you shouldn't have made the Twitter account. But now that you were on it? Now that you were constantly checking what others were saying about you? You couldn't seem to stop.Ā 
Ā Ā Like a drug that was slowly overtaking your system, you couldn't get enough of it all.Ā 
Ā Ā The hate,Ā 
Ā Ā The shame,Ā 
Ā Ā The ridicule.Ā 
Ā Ā It spread throughout your veins, making you feel exhausted and angry, and heartbroken.Ā 
Ā Ā But of course, your boyfriend could never know of such things. Sure, he checked social media to see what fans were saying, but he didn't have that much time to hang around and catch the shitty side of things.Ā 
Ā Ā No, you had promised him you'd never go on social media, so you intended to keep everything a secret. He had warmed you away from it all early on since he knew how horrible people could be online.Ā 
Ā Ā And to be honest, you felt a little ashamed, too. To become so affected by the abhorrence that you were losing sleep over it. That you were losing your appetite, too. You could feel your motivation tanking as your brain replayed countless things that people were saying about you.Ā 
Ā Ā So there you were, snuggled under a fuzzy blanket and tucked in the corner of the large, black leather couch that was in your boyfriend's studio. It was late on a weekend night, and he had called you over to the company to hang out with him while he worked.Ā 
Ā Ā Although, you weren't really focusing on him after a while. Instead, you were scrolling through Twitter in silence, taking in the newest things that random people were saying about you.
Ā Ā User 570 - "nah that fatass could neverrr bag such a hot guy like chan, she totally seduced him or some shit."
Ā Ā User 194 - "I heard that he's into like, a mommy kink and that's why he fell for her while he was still so young... didn't they start dating when skz was still newly debuted??"Ā 
Ā Ā User 006 - "bro don't get me STARTED- this dumb bitch is over here thinking that he genuinely loves her... gurl, he's probably cheating on you with one of the itzy members hahaha"Ā 
Ā Ā User 288 - "Not her thinking she actually had a fighting fucking chance with our chan-"
You were pulled from the comments by the sound of a voice talking. You looked up to see that your boyfriend was turned around in his desk chair, muscular arms folded over his chest as he stared at you.Ā 
Ā Ā "Y/N."Ā 
Ā Ā The way he was calling your name, so seriously and without any hint of playfulness, sent a ripple of unease to course down your spine.Ā 
Ā Ā "Y-Yes?" You asked, gently placing your phone face-first down on the couch beside you, that way he couldn't see what you had been looking at.Ā 
Ā Ā "Did you even hear what I was saying?" He rose a dark, perfectly-manicured eyebrow your way. For Stray Kids newest comeback, he had dyed his hair platinum blonde again. He did it in part because his stylists had said he'd look good with bringing it back. But mostly, you knew that he had done it forĀ you,Ā since him being a blonde had always been one of your biggest weaknesses.Ā 
Ā Ā "Oh- no, sorry, I was kinda distracted..." You mumbled, fingers playing with the blanket around your waist, palms digging into the soft fabric as you felt your heart beat against your ribcage.
Ā Ā Chan threw you a deep frown before he placed his headphones down on his desk. He had been busy producing for the past two hours, and with a glance at the clock just above his head, you read that it was well past midnight. The company was quiet, signaling that everyone had gone home for the night.Ā 
Ā Ā Everyone except you and Chan, at least.Ā 
Ā Ā "I wasĀ askingĀ if you wanna get takeout," Chan began, running a hand through his blonde locks and messing it up even more. "I'm pretty sure that fried chicken place just down the road is open 24/7, so we could get that if you'd like."Ā 
Ā Ā You felt yourself shaking your head. Because honestly, soon after reading the comments from that night, you had lost all form of an appetite. "I'm not hungry right now. But you can get something if you'd like, babe... do whatever you want."Ā 
Ā Ā Without saying another word, you picked up your phone again. And already, you were getting lost in a sea of new posts and comments that had appeared while you were distracted.Ā 
Ā Ā "Baby." Chan's voice came out softer than before, but it still didn't pull your attention away from the darkness that was seemingly at the edges of your fingertips. "Baby-Ā listen to me."Ā 
Ā Ā ThatĀ got your attention. Automatically, you were lifting your head again, blood thrumming in your ears as you watched the swarthy look cross over your boyfriend's face.Ā 
Ā Ā "What's going on with you lately?" He said, leaning forward in his chair and resting his elbows atop his knees, showcasing his bare forearms. If you were in a different headspace, you'd be turned on by the sight of him like that - light hair all disheveled, and loose-fitting black t-shirt beautifully showcasing his muscular arms. "You've been acting different these days, and it's making me worry."
Ā Ā You tried to flash him your best reassuring smile, but you got the feeling that it looked a little more like a painful grimace than anything else. Because the only thing that was worse than all of the hatred was his finding out. No, you wanted to keep all of it away from him. Hide it inside yourself, that way onlyĀ you'dĀ be the one affected by the shadows.Ā 
Ā Ā "I'm fine, Chan. Don't worry, nothing's going on..." Your voice trailed off, as you caught his intense stare. Then his eyes were roving over your form, before stopping at your phone that was clutched in your hands, held close to your chest. You could feel the crimson blooming in your cheeks as he began to take notice of your secrecy regarding the device.Ā 
Ā Ā He was rising from his chair then, nearing you slowly. If he moved too fast, he'd scare you away irrevocably and there would be no comeback for him whatsoever. "What's got you so distracted,Ā hmm?" His question came out hushed as if only you were meant to hear it.Ā 
Ā Ā The anxiety danced in the pit of your stomach, as anxious butterflies flitted around your system from his approaching nearness. "Oh, uhm- just a friend from... high school."Ā 
Ā Ā "Oh yeah? What's her name?"Ā 
Ā Ā "Uh-Ā Vanessa."Ā 
Ā Ā "What're you guys talking about so late at night?"Ā 
Ā Ā You shifted uncomfortably in your position, limbs turning a little shaky at his closeness. If you reached out, you'd be able to touch him. "Just...Ā girl stuff."Ā 
Ā Ā Chan laughed at that, but it held no humor. No mirth whatsoever. Instead, it was dry and sardonic and left a hole to begin widening in your heart.Ā 
Ā He knew,Ā 
Ā He knew,
Ā He-Ā 
"Lemme see."Ā 
Ā Ā You knew it had been coming as soon as he had started grilling you about your phone. Even still, the two little words forced your eyes to widen frantically. Heart pushing against your ribcage in anxiety, you held on a little tighter to your phone.Ā 
Ā Ā "I don't really know if-"
Ā Ā "Give me the damn phone, Y/N," Chan said, his voice a little more raised than before. The firm line of his lips pressed together and his eyes that were dancing with a myriad of feelings told you everything you needed to know. His hand was already outstretched, as he waited for your next move. "I won't ask again."Ā 
Ā Ā And you knew he wouldn't.Ā 
Ā Ā Because if you didn't comply, he'd force it out of your hand.Ā 
Ā Ā Chan was a gentle man, with a beautiful soul and a love for humanity. But if there ever was a threat to the people he loved, if he ever held any sort of suspicion that something was amiss, he wouldn't hesitate to take the reins.Ā 
Ā Ā And that usually meant it came out in the form of anger - of pure, unadulterated rage, as he battled against whatever force was hurting his loved ones.Ā 
Ā Ā So just like that, you were raising the white flag. You were admitting defeat, as you slowly placed the phone in his open hand.Ā 
Ā Ā Holding your breath, you leaned back against the couch, waiting, and watching.Ā 
Ā Ā At first, nothing happened.Ā 
Ā Ā He stared at the phone in silence, eyes scanning the bright screen.Ā 
Ā But then, everything changed.Ā 
Ā Ā In an instant, his face was morphing into something dim and... scary. Eyes turning to slits as he read the obscene things that were right there on your phone, strong jaw ticking as he stood there. You saw the way his hand gripped on a little harder to the phone, knuckles turning white with his barely masked anger quickly rising to the surface.Ā 
Ā Ā You didn't realize you were crying until it was too late and the first sob was flooding from your mouth. Pathetically, a small whimper escaped from deep inside of you as your heart raced in your chest from the way your boyfriend's entire persona was morphing into a man who wasĀ beyondĀ furious. He was probably seeing red at this point.Ā 
Ā "Please- Chan, d-don't be angry with me!" You suddenly burst out in a tiny wail. Your desperate voice seemed to shake him from the laser focus that he had on your phone's screen. It yanked his eyes away from it and soon he was staring back at you. "I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-"Ā 
Ā Ā You had no time to react then, as he was throwing your phone aside haphazardly and dropping to his knees on the floor. In the next breath, he was upon you, reaching out with those strong arms of his and pulling you into him.Ā 
Ā Ā Like two puzzle pieces that were made to fit together, you melted against him. He wrapped his arms around your body, holding your shaking form close as you buried your face in the crook of his neck, the sobs racking through you. Your heart was beating so fast, you were afraid you were about to drop dead right at that moment.Ā 
Ā Ā But your boyfriend's hold on you saved you. Grounded you, forced you to take deep breaths slowly but surely. Relaxed your muscles until you were feeling a little light-headed from all of the exhaustion and pain. The entire time, Chan remained quiet, merely carding gentle fingers through your hair as he soothed your aching spirit.
Ā Ā And when the tears finally subsided, you were pulling away from his form, peering up at him with pink-flushed cheeks and bleary eyes. "A-Are you mad at me?"Ā 
Ā Ā Chan stared down at you, taking in a deep breath before he was speaking for the first time in a while. His voice was gruff, but not as stony as it had been earlier. "Why would I ever getĀ madĀ at you for the shit that psychos say online?" He reached up towards you, tucking a few strands of your messy hair behind your ear. "I mean, yeah, I'm disappointed that you got a Twitter in the first place, but I'm even more disappointed in the fact that you didn'tĀ tell meĀ about any of this."
Ā Ā You felt the tears prick at the corners of your eyes again at the mention of his disappointment in you. YouĀ hatedĀ the feeling that you had let him down. It tore through you like a painful slash, the icy blade digging into your soul and ripping open a cacophony of emotion. "I-I'm so sorry babe... I... I didn't want to worry you. I just... thought I could handle it on my own."Ā 
Ā Ā Your boyfriend fit a few fingers underneath your chin, tipping your head up so that you met his gaze again. "Babygirl, this isn't something you can handle on your own. You're not supposed to have such a heavy burden on your shoulders-Ā no oneĀ is supposed to. But because we live in such a shitty world, things like this happen." His thumb moved up your face, as he gently swiped at your bottom lip. The gesture eased your racing mind, slowly calming your heart as you came down from the intensity of it all. "I'm just glad that I know about it now so that I can help you."Ā 
Ā Ā You went silent after that, searching his face as he looked on at you with soft fondness. The anger had completely dissolved out of him as soon as he had seen your tears. Because that's the kind of man he was. When things got emotional, all rage he once felt was left to the wayside so that he could help you through the pain.
Ā Ā "Y-YouĀ haveĀ to know, that none of it is true, babe," you started, stuttering over your words from the dryness in your throat. "I... I didn't start dating you because I'm a gold digger or that I have a thing for younger guys and I-"
Ā Ā Chan brushed his thumb across the corner of your lips again, offering you a soft, easy smile. "Honey, you don't have to explain yourself to me. I know full well that all that bullshit is completely groundless." You two had separated and he was back in his chair, with it rolled so close to you that your knees touched. Chan reached out with his free hand, grabbing yours and squeezing your palms together. "I fell in love with you at first sight because I saw what a genuinely beautiful human being you were. And I've continued to fall in love with you every single dayĀ sinceĀ then. Your age- your size, none of it matters to me. You know I don't care about those stupid things... all I care about isĀ you."Ā 
Ā Ā You roughly scrubbed at your eyes, willing the tears away so that you could get a clearer look at his face. "Y-Yeah, I know... it's just, it's hard not to believe the things they say, you know?" You gave him a weak, humorless smile.Ā 
Ā Ā "That's the exact reason why I didn't want you going on social media... I wanted toĀ protectĀ you," he began, raising your clasped hands to his mouth and pressing a few gentle kisses against your knuckles. "I love you so much and only want the very best for you. And I always want you to be safe, yeah? I'm not gonna let anyone - online or in real life - hurt you like that again.Ā I promise."Ā 
Ā Ā This time, the grin you gave him was genuine and warm. "I love you too, Chan..." You whispered, as you leaned into him and gave his cheek a light peck. "So much. And I'd do anything for you - fightĀ anyoneĀ to keep you okay."Ā 
Ā Ā "That'sĀ my sweet girl," Chan's praise forced the peachy-pink tinge to creep up the column of your neck, pooling in your cheeks and rising to the tips of your ears. "Now come over here and sit down, I wanna show you some of the stuff I've been working on." He pat his lap, and you felt your heart leap in your chest.Ā 
Ā Ā He was trying to distract you. He was trying to pull your mind away from the contempt and all of the turmoil that he knew was still brewing deep inside your mind.Ā 
Ā Ā So you let him.Ā 
Ā Ā You let him pull your mind away to softer, quieter things.Ā 
Ā Ā And soon, you were situated in his lap with the fuzzy blanket wrapped around your shoulders. With your spine pressed into his firm stomach, you watched him type away at his computer as he pulled up a sample.Ā 
Ā Ā "This is something I want to put on our new album... I think it'd suit Changbin's voice fucking well." He mused off, as he began to play an expert of the song. It was fast-paced and upbeat, with a subtle hip-hop vibe to it.Ā 
Ā Ā You slightly turned to the side, offering him a faint smile, "I really like it, babe... feels like a great song to play in a concert."Ā 
Ā Ā "I know right? I haven't shown the guys it yet, but I have a feeling that they're gonna love it."Ā 
Ā Ā Giggling softly, you turned around so that you were facing him. He titled his head up to meet your regard, and you reached out, carding a few fingers through his blonde locks.Ā 
Ā Ā "You're so cute when you're excited about music," you muttered, tilting forward to give his forehead a gentle kiss. And when you pulled away, you flashed him a tiny smirk. "Hot, too. Like,Ā reallyĀ fucking hot. Makes me so jealous when I watch those producing vlogs you make and I see all of the fangirls going batshit crazy over you."Ā 
Ā Ā You had never confessed to watching some of his vlogs, since you didn't want him to think that you were stalking his content. But automatically, you could see the switch flip inside your boyfriend's mind.Ā 
Ā Ā Instantly, he was mirroring your smirk. Sparkly white teeth pulled taut against his lips as he peered on at you with a suggestive light dancing in his eyes. "Oh really? Well, just wait until you hear thisĀ nextĀ track..."Ā 
Ā He pressed a few things on his keyboard, and soon, a song with a deep bass was booming out of the studio's speakers. The sensual r&b feel of it vibrated around the room, wrapping around the two of you and causing something heated to stir in the pit of your stomach. It was quite dark in the studio, with the only light atop his desk casting a faint glow across Chanā€™s smooth, tan skin.Ā 
Ā Ā "I think I like this one even more."
Ā Ā Chan's gaze was still locked with yours, as you felt his hands move away from the keyboard, instead resting on either side of your hips. "Good, because I made it for you- for us."Ā 
Ā Ā Brows furrowed in confusion, your heart skipped a beat at the admission. He had made songs for you in the past, but nothing quite so... alluring. "What do you-"
Ā Ā He cut you off by his fingers digging into the fabric of your shorts, making you squeak out in surprise. "Made it one night when I was pumping myself dry to that picture of you- you know the one... black lingerie, in front of our bedroom's full-length mirror..." He ground out in a raspy voice, leaning up into you and nuzzling the tip of his nose into the exposed skin of your neck. He took in a shuddering, deep breath, and as you restlessly shifted against his lap, you could feel the growing hardness there, hidden just underneath his black sweatpants. "Imagined what it'd be like to fuck you to it... have you screaming my name as you ride my cock so perfectly- the way you always do. Was inspired by the thought of you taking me so well that you canā€™t talk anymore, that you go fucking mute and all wobbly-legged as I fuck that tight, little cunt of yours wide open with my cock."Ā 
Ā Ā "C-Chan, I..." But you were cut off once again, this time by his head moving downwards, as he pulled the neck of your oversized tee down so that your clavicle was exposed to the cool studio air.Ā 
Ā Ā Then his teeth were grazing over your skin, biting down softly, tongue swiping and soothing, and you already knew that violet and crimson would bloom from that exact spot when he was finished.Ā 
Ā Ā "You'd like that, huh?" His low voice rumbled against your skin, shooting freezing shivers up the entirety of your spine. "Like me to fuck you right here while this music is playing on in the background."Ā 
Ā Ā And the words were already leaving your brain, surging out of your mind as the fire began to blaze in your core. It made everything around you deep red, as you honed in on your boyfriend at that moment, and how he looked up at you with a sardonic kind of smirk.Ā 
Ā Ā You nodded quickly.Ā Desperately. "Holy shit, yes-Ā yes, please... I... need you to fuck me right now." Without even realizing it, you were grinding against him. In your heated frenzy, you hadn't even registered the fact that you were moving back and forth on his clothed lap.Ā 
Ā Ā Chan reached up then, running a few of his slim fingers through your hair, before he was grabbing onto your locks, pulling back slightly so that your neck was more exposed than ever before. "SuchĀ a good girl..." His lilting tone praising you so well made you squirm in your spot, your legs positioned on either side of his waist. "But you know what good girls do, right? They...Ā ask nicely." He said the last of his words in a quiet whisper, his tongue lapping at your sensitive clavicle once more, sucking and kissing the expanse of skin there.Ā 
Ā Ā Then he yanked a little harder at your hair, forcing your eyes open in shock. You bit down hard on your bottom lip, as you subtly registered the sound of that new r&b track he had made repeating on itself. He had set it to that, already knowing how the night would turn out.Ā 
Ā Ā That devious little minx.Ā 
"Please-" You breathed out, whimpering softly at the feel of his hardness hitting that one spot between your legs. "Daddy, please... want... want you to fuck me right now. Need it so bad, I-I can't breathe I need you so much,Ā Daddy."Ā 
Ā Ā Chan was silent for a moment, and just as you were about to whine for him all over again, he was moving. Fingers grabbing onto the hemline of your shirt and slowly lifting it up your torso. "Well... I guess, since you're beingĀ so goodĀ tonight, I have no choice but to give in to you." He said in a low tone.Ā 
Ā Ā His fingertips grazed against your stomach as he made his way up your arms with your shirt, teasing you silently. You cried out at the feeling of him being so close to you, yet he wasn't even doing that much. He hadn't evenĀ startedĀ yet.Ā 
Ā Ā Once your shirt was off and cast to the side, he made quick work of your bralette, and soon, that was forgotten too. Chan pulled away from you to admire your topless form for a few seconds, shaking his head from side to side in approval and smiling like a maniac.Ā 
Ā Ā "Always loved your titsĀ soĀ fucking much," he purred, face nuzzling into the middle of your chest just as one of his hands came around one of your mounds, squeezing slightly. "Whenever I see them like this, it makes me wanna suck on them for days- fuck it,Ā months."Ā 
Ā Ā Then his head was moving to the side, as he pressed fervent kiss after fervent kiss to your exposed breast. You clutched on tight to his blonde locks as soon as his mouth hovered over your hardened peak. His breath was hot against your gooseflesh, making you shake with unchecked want.Ā 
Ā Ā "I'd let you too," you sighed just as his tongue poked out between his mouth and came in contact with your bare skin. "If I could live the rest of my days with your face buried in my tits, I probably would do it in a heartbeat..." You felt yourself beginning to slip off the cliffside in that moment, as his teeth grazed your nub, sharp canines sinking into your skin while his hot mouth fit around your cleavage perfectly.Ā 
Ā Ā "Fuck- pretty sure you're gonna be the death of me, baby doll," his mutter jolted across your flesh, sending flashes of white-hot bliss to dance through your veins. His head was moving after that, focusing on your other tit while his hand played with the one he had just had his attention on.Ā 
Ā Ā Expert fingers pulled and tugged, twisting and soothing. You felt the warmth rising into your cheeks, and as you closed your eyes, youĀ sworeĀ you saw little stars dance across your vision from the way that his head was buried so well between your cleavage.Ā 
Ā Ā "D-Daddy, IĀ can't-" You were suddenly begging, hands wrapping around his locks and pushing his face closer to your skin.Ā 
Ā Ā He was drawing away from you at that, lips wet and a little puffy from the abuse that he was giving to your tits alone. Dragging a finger across the line of your jaw, he played with your bottom lip for what felt like the millionth time that day, all the while flashing you one of thoseĀ smirks.Ā Ā 
Ā Ā The one he only used when he was especially turned on.Ā 
Ā Ā "I know baby girl, I know..." He gave you a teasing pout, just before he was tipping into your form and his lips were nearing yours. "You want Daddy to make it all better, yeah? Want me to use my cock on you now?" His mouth fit around yours, his tongue dipping between your teeth and tasting you.Ā 
Ā Ā You moaned into him, loving the way he met your grinding midway. The two of you were moving in perfect sync to the music softly playing from the speakers. And as his tongue lapped at yours, you could faintly sense one of his hands leaving your hip, traveling to the waistline of your shorts and sliding down the front of them.Ā 
Ā Ā Chan swallowed whole the shuddered gasp that fled from deep inside of you as you felt his fingers toy with you, running along the line of your panties before he was dipping in. Then you were turned into a shaking mess of limbs and whines, as he slipped his hand close to your throbbing core, thumb circling your sensitive bud, pressing into it and drawing senseless figures while another one of his long fingers toyed with your entrance.Ā 
Ā Ā His lips moved away from yours, a string of saliva following in the wake of your separation. Slowly, his mouth came over the shell of one of your ears, teeth gently grazing your lobe as he said in that dark voice of his, "Hmm- already soĀ niceĀ and wet for me... you're gonna take me real easy tonight, yeah, dollface?"Ā 
Ā Ā Your head was bobbing up and down in silent agreement, a string of breathless cries flooding from your lips at the feeling of two of his fingers sinking into your essence. You moved around his hand, swiveling your hips in a rhythm that matched the beat of the sensual song playing in the background.
Ā Ā Yanking a little harder at his bleached roots, you forced him to peer up at you. Catching the way his eyes were hooded and the shadows of the room danced across the sharpness of his cheekbones and nose, you could take a pretty good guess as to how close he was too.Ā And he wasn't even inside you yet.Ā 
"N-No more teasing, Daddy...Ā please." You knew he loved all of the begging. He admitted to such a thing early on at the start of your relationship. If there was one thing you could get away with in bed, it was begging. Do a little light groveling for him and his cock, and he was all yours.Ā 
Ā Ā In the next beat, he was ripping his hand away from your soaking core, hands making quick work of his sweatpants and boxers. Soon, his shirt was off too, showcasing his toned abs and biceps. Once he was finished shucking off his pants, he turned his focus back on you, lifting a suggestive eyebrow your way.Ā 
Ā Ā "Go on, kitten-Ā stroke it." He motioned with a single tilt of his head downwards, and your eyes followed his gesture until you came in contact withĀ him. All throbbing seven and a half inches of him, tip already puffed red and leaking out precum.Ā 
Ā Ā You gulped around the lump steadily forming in your throat, your lips already parting in silent want as your eyes traced the long vein that ran up the length of him. He was utter perfection and a sight to truly behold. His half-naked form always left you breathless, no matter how many times you had seen him.Ā 
Ā Ā Without another word spoken between the two of you, you reached forward, hands coming around his rigidness. Instantly, upon contact, he threw his head back against his chair, moaning out in that husky voice of his.Ā 
Ā Ā Slowly, you began to stroke up and down, pulling and squeezing only slightly. You could feel him practically swelling underneath your fingertips, as he neared his release. And just when you thought he couldn't take any more of it, your boyfriend was clawing at your bare hips, guiding your body so that your entrance was sitting just above his cock.
Ā Ā "Fuck- I love your bodyĀ so much," he growled, as he helped you get into position. And as you began to sink down onto him, his eyes tore open and met your gaze. The emotion you found there - of pure love and adoration - did something funny to your stomach. Cast butterflies across your entire system, making you feel all floaty inside. "Love every inch of you- every curve, every dip, every dimple."Ā 
Ā Ā As the words fell from his lips, you were beginning to move against him, hips making languid circles, pushing back and forth to feel the tip of him hit that spot deep inside of you. Chan worked against you, thrusting up between your folds and steadily helping to build the rising release inside of you.Ā 
Ā Ā "Yeah- just like that," he groaned out, face flushed a dark red colour from the way you fit around him so perfectly. The wet sounds of the two of you moving together in tandem cast a whole new form of lewdness over the track that was playing in the very background. Made everything so much moreĀ hotter. "Taking me so well- this pussy was fuckingĀ madeĀ for me."Ā 
Ā Ā You clawed desperately at his shoulders, nails raking down his proud, muscular back. He met each one of your movements by plunging so far into you, you could feel your insides melting from how badly your orgasm was approaching.Ā 
Ā Ā "You feelĀ so good, holy shit, I-" You began to say but froze up from the feeling of Chan moving the two of you again. And soon, he was frantically pushing aside the things on his desk that was just behind you, shoving his keyboard aside as he grabbed onto your hips and hoisting you up onto the lacquered wood.Ā 
Ā Ā You had no time to catch your breath then, as he was wrapping your legs around his torso and beginning to plunge into you on a whole different level. Before, riding him had been languid and sensual. But this new position was ravenous and wild.
Ā Ā And as his cock reached all new places inside of you, you faintly sensed the feeling of a thumb pressing against your bundle of nerves, rubbing incessantly there to drive you closer to the edge.Ā 
Ā Ā "You said you were jealous of the Stays that fangirled over my producing form, right?" He ground out, pounding into you so irrevocably hard that you could do nothing but hold on for dear life. Nails digging into the muscles of his shoulders, you bounced against him with each push and pull. "But you know that there's no one else for me, kitten.Ā You're still my favourite girl."Ā 
Ā Ā That had you crying out in white-hot bliss, as he fucked into you a little rougher, thumb rubbing at your clit a little faster. Your hips moved on their own accord, meeting his rocking halfway and driving you so close to the cliffside of orgasm.
Ā Ā Your boyfriend bent down towards you then, tongue tracing the line of your lips as he gave you a feverish kiss. "Want you to say it, yeah? Tell me that you know." The tip of him hit into that gooey spot with every other breath that you took, and it was hard to even focus on what he was asking of you.Ā 
Ā Ā Even still, you managed to control your bearings. Over the curses and cries that had been flowing from your lips unbidden for the last half hour, you spoke up. "I-I'm still your favourite girl." You said in a desperate plea, head tipping back in pure ecstasy and eyes rolling into the back of your skull from how good he was making you feel.Ā 
Ā Ā "Say it again."Ā 
Ā Ā Another couple of frantic pumps.Ā 
Ā Ā "I'm still your favourite girl."Ā 
Ā Ā "Again!"Ā 
Ā Ā At this point, he was ordering loudly in that gravelly voice of his, one hand digging into your hip so tightly, you were sure you'd see bruises there the next day. Meanwhile, the other was busy between your legs, working you up to a total and complete frenzy while his cock fucked you right open.Ā 
Ā Ā "I'm still your favourite girl!" You screamed out in a strangled moan, your quickly-approaching orgasm making everything cast in a film of red haziness and confusion.Ā 
Ā Ā "Good..." Your boyfriend praised, stroking into you with sloppy movements as he approached his high. "Such aĀ good girlĀ for me... my special, pretty girl." He was buried so deep you could feel him turn completely rigid as he finally approached release. "NowĀ comeĀ for me, baby doll..."Ā 
Ā Ā And that was all you needed to hear.Ā 
Ā Ā Instantly, you let yourself go, riding the wave of pure, cosmic euphoria.Ā 
Ā Ā It shook you to your entire core, making your limbs jelly-like and boneless.Ā 
Ā Ā It blew galaxies across your screwed-shut eyes, forcing out moan after countless moan as you allowed the orgasm to course through your veins in fiery red heat.Ā 
Ā Ā And the singlemost part that sent you over the edge completely was the feeling of Chan finding his release too - the explosion of whiteness coating your very walls.Ā 
Ā Ā Everything was soĀ warm-Ā 
Ā Ā Your cheeks,Ā 
Ā Ā Your heart,Ā 
Ā Ā Your limbs,Ā 
Ā Ā Your pussy.Ā 
Ā Ā It felt like you had been dipped into a vat of eternal fire, and your boyfriend was the tinder to the match.Ā 
Chan was a groaning mess above you, thrusts turning sloppy and shallow as he rode out his high. And when you were both finished, he didn't pull out quite yet.Ā 
Ā Ā You cracked your eyes open to catch a glimpse of him gazing down between the two of you, eyes still filled with so much lust and love.Ā 
Ā Ā "What?" You asked hesitantly, shifting in your spot on the edge of the wooden desk. "Did I do something wrong or-"Ā 
Ā Ā Chan's eyes flicked up to you then, and they softened exponentially. "No-Ā no. I was just admiring this sight... your pussy so full of my cum. Almost makes me want to fuck it back into you right here and now..." He let his voice trail off in a light tone.Ā 
Ā Ā You knew how much he loved to breed you. He did it almost every single night. And you loved it too- playing with such a taboo and 'dirty' thing, even though you knew you were on birth control.Ā 
Ā Ā He wasn't theĀ onlyĀ one who got a high from it all.
Ā Ā So you opened your legs up a little more for him, already feeling the stiffness of him coming back, his tip nudging that warm spot deep inside of you.Ā 
Ā Ā "Well?" You wiggled your hips a little bit, just taunting him for good measure. You flashed him your best smirk, the one he always gave you. "What're you waiting for, Daddy?"Ā 
Ā Ā The toothy grin that spread across his mouth then made your head skip a beat. Made the butterflies burst against your stomach and float up into your bloodstream.Ā 
Ā Ā "Have I ever told you how much I fucking love you?" He mused, lips coming close to hover over yours again.Ā 
Ā Ā You shrugged nonchalantly, like the position the two of you were in was anythingĀ butĀ risky and sensual. "You could stand to mention it a few more times."Ā 
Ā Ā Then, just as he was tilting back in to give you another breathtaking kiss, he was muttering in that rumbly voice of his that he knew drove you crazy. "Well then- I fucking love you."Ā 
Ā Ā And just like that, you were turned into a giggling little schoolgirl, fangirling over her school crush. All the while, Chan began to shift against you again, hardening cock beginning to fuck his seed right back into your aching cunt.Ā 
Ā Ā It was enough to make you forget about everything,Ā 
Ā Ā The hate,Ā 
Ā Ā The heartbreak,Ā 
Ā Ā And all of the anxiety.Ā 
Ā Ā It didn't matter if the respite would only last for a little while - only for a single night.Ā 
Ā Ā Because if Chan's version of 'soothing your worries away' entailed his cock being buried deep inside of you for hours at a time, you weren't going to complain.Ā 
Ā Ā Nope, not one bit.Ā 
Fin.
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INDYCAR DRIVERS AS ROMANCE BOOK TROPES
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summary: I give romance tropes to my favourite funky indycar men. if yā€™all actually want to see me do any of these, please tell me in the comments šŸ«£
dedicated to my bestie @magnummagnussen who helped ghostwrite and give her ideas on a few of the tropes! (sorry for not including sting ray bestie, I have his trope to callum!)
pato o ward
reverse grumpy sunshine!!! pato is a bright ball of sunshine and in an ideal romance book he would pair with a girl who is a little grumpy (just a little bit) and cynical about falling in love and then dear sweet patricio would sweep in and show her just how magical being in love can be and show her that soulmates are real and life doesnā€™t have to be doom and gloom all the time
josef newgarden
single dad x nanny trope! I can see this playing out as recently widowed josef (probably not the right word) struggling to balance being the only caregiver for his son next to his racing career. cue y/n, the nanny he hires to watch after his son while heā€™s away and competing. heā€™s scared to fall in love again because heā€™s still grieving what he once had, but his son grows attached to y/n and how could josef not fall in love with someone his son loves so much?
kyle kirkwood
second chance romance! he lost her once, and now that sheā€™s back in his life he wonā€™t give her up!! the way I see this one playing out is that maybe they were together before kyle made it to the big leagues, back when nobody in america knew his name. but while she was deciding which ivy league scholarship to choose, Kyle is thinking about his career. she gives him an ultimatum, and he picks racing. so she goes to her big fancy school and forgets about him. but when a family tragedy brings her back to florida and she comes face to face with kyle, who is now a grand prix winner, hes desperate to keep her from being the one who got away.
colton herta
accidental pregnancy!! their relationship was falling apart, the distance and the pressures of coltonā€™s career. eating them alive. words were said that couldnā€™t be taken back. so they called it quits, he moved to nashville and she tried to keep her head down and finish school. until she missed her period. her world seems to be ending with those two little lines, but she still cares about him. she canā€™t just keep coltons child a secret from him, this disaster is as much his fault as it is hers. so she goes to indiana the weekend before the 500 and she tells him. tensions are running high between them both, but theyā€™re trying to do right by each other and the baby, and the experience reminds them that maybe they were meant to be together all along.
marcus armstrong
brothers best friend!!! y/n ilott knows that marcus is off limits. since she was fifteen sheā€™s thought all her brothers friends were gross anyways. marcus was always by far the most annoying. fast forward a few years and theyā€™re racing together in the same series again and suddenly marcus armstrong isnā€™t a gross as she remembers. and has his voice always been that sexy?? but callum can NEVER know.
david malukas
wrong number! letā€™s face it this man is too lazy to make contacts for half of the names in his phone. he was so sure that was sting rays number. why wouldnā€™t it be, the man from idaho had typed it in himself. turns out, it wasnā€™t sting ray at all, but some random college student who lived over a thousand miles away. he starts to text her when she gets bored, eventually progressing to face time calls, and begins to get flustered once he has a face to put with the personality. ends with him flying out to meet in her in person.
christian lundgaard
fake dating! he shouldnā€™t have done it. every bone in his body told him not to do it but the panicked look on her face was enough to make christian agree to pretend to be her boyfriend to scare off her cheating ex boyfriend, who was making her seriously uncomfortable. it was just supposed to be for the weekend, until the guy started leaving her alone. but a lot can happen on one race weekend and suddenly it doesnā€™t seem so fake anymore.
callum ilott
childhood friends to lovers! they were always just supposed to be friends, but if thatā€™s the case, why does callum hate her new boyfriend now that the relationship is getting serious? why does y/n still feel like something is missing? cue a drunken night out leading to the hottest sex callum has ever had and lingering questions on both sides about what they really truly want out of life and love.
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William afton nsfw alphabet from the movie please
William Afton / Steve Raglan - NSFW Alphabet
A/N: Thanks for the request! This was interesting as I wasn't feeling him at first but I've slowly been converted ... Slowly! Some of these were insipired by @hoshikoe ! šŸ«£
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A = Aftercare (What theyā€™re like after sex)
Depending on what mood heā€™s in and the dynamic of your relationship, he can either be very warm and intimate, or quite dismissive.
B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerā€™s)
His hands. Theyā€™re big, theyā€™re powerful, and theyā€™ve done unspeakable things, murderous or sexual. Yours are small compared to him, and it makes him feel like a God. On his partner heā€™s a thigh and ass man, he loves to rub and grab them and leave them raw from his manhandlingā€¦
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically)
Likes cumming in you because of the power aspect, but definitely does not want kids! Cumming all over your face after a blowjob is like crack to him, especially when it drips down your chin and he makes you lick it off his fingers. Also likes to see it trickle down your thighs or ass.
D = Dirty Secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Heā€™s given you a plushie with a camera in, and is constantly surveying you. Likes watching you undress, masturbate, even have sex with other people without you knowing. Even mundane things like music choices, heā€™ll play a song that you like when you're around and chalk it down to a ā€˜coincidenceā€™ā€¦
E = Experience (How experienced are they? do they know what theyā€™re doing?)
Heā€™s VERY experienced, and loves that youā€™re inexperienced compared to him. If youā€™re a virgin he loves it even more, and he promises to be your teacher - Just do exactly what he says ;)
F = Favorite position (This goes without saying)
The Lotus - Having you in his lap where he can hold you down and use your lower body as he pleases is his vice, and itā€™s a position that works anywhere - In his office, at home, in a car, wherever. The Eagle in second as he loves watching your boobs bounce with every thrust as he chokes you.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)
Not goofy at all. He takes sex very seriously, and itā€™s one of the few times he can be ā€˜himselfā€™ - Ruthless and dominant.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
A significant amount of hair, but itā€™s not too wild as he keeps it trimmed (when he feels like it). Has a greying happy trailā€¦
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
It depends on his mood and your relationship. If he was married/dating you heā€™d tell you how beautiful you are and how much he ā€˜lovesā€™ you (whether he can feel it or not), but if youā€™re having an affair/forbidden relationship heā€™s less cuddly and sluts you out.
J = Jack off (Masturbation headcanon)
Loves jerking off, even if he has you. He does it to his secret footage of you, or will call you into his office/bedroom and make you watch him until he cums. Intense eye contact. If he hasnā€™t fucked in a while then his loads are heavy, otherwise theyā€™re a normal amount.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
He is KINKY. Off the top of my head - Power play, dom/sub, role play, light BDSM, cucking (with him as the bull), phone sex, corruption and age differences (not p3dophilic adjacent). Bring it up and heā€™ll probably try it.
L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)
His office. The risk of someone walking in is a turn on, and itā€™s convenient for him as he can keep his *real* life private.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Itā€™s not explicitly sexual, but someone who is shy/introverted/naĆÆve. He loves the idea of building you up with compliments and attention yet breaking you down so that you become obsessed with him - Feeding in to his love for power play and corruption. Outside of this, short skirts/tight fitting clothes/glossy lips always get him going.
N = No (Something they wouldnā€™t do, turn offs)
Piss/scat play. Incest stuff (Stepcest is a grey area). Letting you be dominant.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Receiving. Heā€™ll happily give it (as long as youā€™re in 69 or to get you to experiment with oral sex if youā€™re a virgin) but nothing beats the image of you between his legs. He likes losing control and facefucking you.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
He always starts of slow and sensual, but he always loses control and fucks you like a ragdoll.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Loves them. Heā€™s a horny old man and will get it when he wants and whenever he can. The different locations and risk of being caught turns him on.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)
Heā€™s a literal serial killer, risk taking is in his blood. He will experiment with everything regardless of location or kink as long as heā€™s in control.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
Heā€™s got great stamina for a man his age, so he can last for an average of 3 rounds, but it depends on the intensity of your session.
T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Yes, probably only something simple like a vibrator or a nipple clamp. His cock is his favourite toy, and prefers the power of him being the only thing that can make you cum. Doesnā€™t use any on himself.
U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)
A BIG TEASE, ESPECIALLY WHEN IT PLAYS INTO HIS POWER/DANGER KINK. Will touch your panties under your skirt at a restaurant/when working or brush past you ā€˜accidentallyā€™. If you tease him, you will be punished.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Depends on the situation - If youā€™re having a secret relationship, heā€™s good at being quiet, but if not/youā€™re alone, heā€™s vocal, but not loud. Says dirty things in your ear and grunts when he finishes.
W = Wild card (A random headcanon for the character)
He has a cucking kink. Would cuck his wife and your boyfriendā€¦(Not naming namesšŸ‘€)
X = X-ray (Letā€™s see whatā€™s going on under those clothes)
Slightly over average in length and girth; but nothing dramatic. At the end of the day he knows how to use it!
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
HORNY AS FUCK. Like a teenager. Will take you anywhere and everywhere. He basically has no boundaries.
Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Depends on the situation. Can fall asleep pretty quickly at home but has intimacy issues so he might get up and do something after. If youā€™re in a forbidden/taboo relationship heā€™ll just leave, sorry.
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Heyyy, I hope youā€™re well!šŸ’– Iā€™m soooo obsessed with your ā€œevery time I flyā€ fic itā€™s all Iā€™ve been thinking about the past 2 days seriously šŸ˜­šŸ„¹šŸ™Œ I would love love love to see Tommyā€™s point of view or a scene of someone comforting him before the accident šŸ¤§ totally get that you probably already have a plan for the fic thoo but just wanted to spread da love anyway and share!! ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
Ahhhh! šŸ«¶šŸ«¶šŸ«¶ I am feeling better from yesterday! And I JUST FINISHED chapter 4 (5om ao3 cause of the prologue) so of course Iā€™ll give you a little Tommy POV! I do actually have a plan to turn the backstory I wrote here into a full fic, especially now that I have angsted a little too hard towards Buck and I feel the need to detail everything that happened with Jay and why Tommy feels like heā€™s to blame even though Buck was in the wrong! šŸ«£ but that will be after this fic is finished! Anyway!
Here you go šŸ«¶šŸ«¶
Tommy lays on his couch, staring absentmindedly at his TV. He couldnā€™t tell you a single thing thatā€™s happening on it, but the background noise is just about to lull him (finally) to sleep. If he doesnā€™t get some soon he might go insane. But to be fairā€¦ he feels like heā€™s gone insane already. Insane with grief, definitelyā€¦ insane with guiltā€¦ for sure.
He should have never kept this a secret. Now itā€™s all coming back and ruining his life all over again.
There's a knock at his door. Loud thuds to the tune shave and a haircut. Tommy groans and pulls the throw pillow over his head to muffle them. He knows who it is alreadyā€¦ They have a key.
ā€œT-Bone!ā€ Sal says equally as loud, pushing the door open. He hears his heavy feet trample across the entryway. If he gets dirt on the rugā€¦ heā€™s dead. There's a shuffle and two small thuds, then the footsteps sound much softer. Tommy canā€™t help the small smile that works its way to his face. Heā€™s threatened Salā€™s life many times about tracking dirt into his house. Seems heā€™s finally learned. ā€œThere you are!ā€ Sal says walking into the living room.
ā€œHere I amā€¦ā€ Tommy repeats, not meaning for it to come out quite so sarcastic, butā€¦ itā€™s been a very stressful week. He pushes himself up to sit, and looks up at Sal.
ā€œDamn, T! You look like shit!ā€ Tommy does his best to attempt to kill his so-called friend with a glareā€¦ it doesnā€™t work, and Sal plops down beside him. ā€œCome on, it canā€™t be that badā€¦ā€
ā€œHe found out about Jayā€¦ā€
ā€œOh,ā€ Sal leans back into the cushion. ā€œWellā€¦ did you tell himā€”ā€
Tommy shakes his head, rubs at his eyes. ā€œFucking Gerard mentioned himā€¦ā€ he says. ā€œAnd then Evan just sprung it on meā€¦ and I panicked.ā€
ā€œSoā€¦ what does he know then?ā€
ā€œHe saw the articlesā€¦ he knows we dated,ā€ Tommy shrugs, burying his face in his hands.
ā€œThatā€™s all?ā€ Tommy doesnā€™t respond. ā€œWaitā€¦ thatā€™s all? He dumped youā€¦ for that?ā€ Tommy nods, face still covered, he tries to breathe and it comes out a sob. ā€œThe hell, T?!ā€ Sal pushes to his feet, turning towards Tommy, and grabs him by the arm, hauling him up. ā€œCome onā€¦ you are done wallowing over this kidā€¦ā€
ā€œWhatā€¦ where are we going?ā€
ā€œOut!ā€ Sal says, grabbing his and Tommyā€™s shoes from the doorway
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Ep. 5 Ramblings (After watching it a second time)
- Protective Sand is so sexy. (This is important information and vital to the plot šŸ«£)
- The way Ray & Sand compliment each other is just *chefs kiss* (Sand is a natural caregiver and Ray wants/needs to be taken care of) Their sarcasm. The way they can banter back and forth. Sand knows when to tease him and Ray knows when to pout/give puppy eyes. Sand stands his ground and Ray gives in. Ugh, I could go on and on.
- Nick interrupting SandRay, but also leaving as quickly as possible because he ships it was king behavior.
- Ray eating his breakfast after Sand asks him to (even after he said he didnā€™t want it at first) was so šŸ˜©
- Iā€™m not sure if anyone else noticed thisā€¦ The face Ray made after Sand told him that he didnā€™t trust him with his life broke my fucking heart.
- Ray smiling after Sand helped him with his helmet (while Sand was facing away from him no less). You arenā€™t slick babe. We see those heart eyes šŸ˜»!
- The entire clothing store scene! Everything about it was perfect. That second outfit he chose for Ray was horrible and I wanted to rescue our sad meow meow.
- Mew is so fucking adorable. Thatā€™s it. Thatā€™s all I have to say.
- But seriouslyā€¦ Top seemed genuinely concerned for him and was also ready to destroy the person who almost ran Mew down. One point for Top.
- Nick & Boston were entirely too sweet the majority of the episode. I didnā€™t believe it, but I also couldnā€™t help loving it because Mark is just fucking precious.
- Nick changing his entire identity just to keep Boston interested was super depressing. It was also very realistic and relatableā€¦ I felt called out honestly.
- Summer. Sweet Summer. I just love that she backed off and didnā€™t make things awkward. I also found it interesting that Ray chose to tell Sand that he wasnā€™t flirting, just simply keeping her company. He then completely shifted his attention away from Summer once Sand returned and didnā€™t even notice that she left.
- Iā€™ve said this before, but Ray looks so damn happy anytime heā€™s with Sand. Heā€™s relaxed. Heā€™s lighter. He smiles so big and bright. He just seems comfortable and free.
- The TopMew date was very interesting. Loads to unpack and Iā€™m still trying to figure out how I feel about it. Something about them is justā€¦ off. I think itā€™s supposed to be this way. Likeā€¦ Top says I love you first and I was so shocked. I literally couldnā€™t process it lol. I honestly have no idea if he was sincere or not.
- Boston wasnā€™t a dick to Mew when he called for advice about sleeping with Top. Good for you babe.
- Nick is helping with their graduation project? Likeā€¦ itā€™s nice of him, but what the fuck?
- I know most people will disagree, but Top didnā€™t look happy at all when he saw Nick & Ton together. At first glance, I thought he was jealous, but also disgusted? But after watching the episode again Iā€™m conflicted.
- The entire scene with Sandā€™s mom was amazing. Sheā€™s sort of a mess and I feel like there is a lot more to this part of the story, but I loved her so much. I do think Sand has had to take care of her for a big portion of his life. He said himself they are more like friends which is good and they clearly talk about everything, but it makes sense that heā€™s someone who needs to be in control because his childhood was probably chaotic.
- Ray sang a love song to Sand for his birthday. Okay bestie.
- They opened up to each other about their parents šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­!!! This scene was my favorite of the episode. They really took a huge step forward here in terms of trust & communication. (this brings me back to them wearing the exact same shoes in episode one. They might be from different financial backgrounds, but they are more alike than they know. Theyā€™ve walked similar paths. Blah blah you know what Iā€™m trying to say!)
- Nick, sweetheart, love of my life. You just had to drag Boston up the steps and into your apartment?! You couldnā€™t let him suffer alone just this once?
- Sand & Ray being total boyfriends in front of Nick & Boston was just everything I ever wanted. I truly thought Ray was going to freak out when he realized Ton saw them, but he didnā€™t give a flying fuck and continued to be his clingy self with Sand right in front of their salad.
- I hate you, Boston. I also want to hug you because I think you hate yourself.
- The bed scene with Sand & Ray was devastating. Ray tried so hard to reach out, but Sand couldnā€™t take his hand. He has so much baggage surrounding whatever happened with his ex and Top, that Iā€™m sure he felt so fucking stupid for letting it happen again. Like great I love someone else who doesnā€™t love me back. I just wanted to wrap him up and protect him from the world. My heart broke for Ray too. He started the process of moving forward only to have his past thrown back in his face. You could tell how bad he felt for Sand and how desperately he wanted to fix things.
- That final Happy Birthday was so unnecessary and I expect an apology from Khaotung and Jojo because watching First (yes I said First not Sand) shed that single tear was too much from me to handle.
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theinheriteddutchess Ā· 28 days
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Messy Christmas: The Perfect Hallmark Christmas Movie Fanfiction
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(so sugarsweet/crazy you might want to rethink what youā€™ve done with your time)
(aka a pretty realistic summary of all Hallmark movies as a whole)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader, Ransom Drysdale x reader
Summary: imagine all Hallmark movies but then with Bucky and a little bit of Ransom...I seriously don't know how to summarize this. Just sit back read, and let the magic of Christmas flow through you.
Word count: 1680
No Warnings šŸ‘šŸ» (technically cheating, because; HallmarkšŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø.) Also confusing options because I had to capture most tropes in one.
Notes: this was written last Christmas in fun and is therefore silly and not meant to be taken serious in any way. It was caused by a Hallmark challenge, and this just popped out. ... And then I also made that picture abovešŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøšŸ‘šŸ»
Only for the most hardened readers... You might regret this but you are an experience richer... Not a good experience but let's face it, can it get worse then this? It can only go up from here. šŸ«£
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You had forgotten how small the town was.Ā 
You had left 10 years ago for a reason, you needed to get out of there. Spread your wings and have opportunities you'd never get there. Sure, you loved your family, but you could do that at a distance, only a phone call away. Besides, they weren't going anywhere, no one was down here. Except you.Ā 
Sometimes you felt a little guilty, it wasn't your fault you were amazingly talented at business, unlike the rest of your town, but you realized they just missed you, because you were a really nice person. No one in your new town thought so, because everyone else was also busy with business, and not busy with people, but luckily you had met the second love of your life, Ransom.
Ransom and you had met at his business, when he tried to make a deal with yours, and it was love at third date. He was a little boring at times, with the routine he kept at all times, but his hair and clothing sense was spectacular! You really fell for *insert haircut* and his perfect white teeth. In return he liked your work ethic and your cozy but clean apartment that didn't have any personal decorations.
It all went perfectly, he had even proposed, just before the phone rang and informed you of an emergency in your old town. It was a shock to find out your dad got sick/your family tree business was failing/cookies needed to be baked for charity/the Christmas Parade needed to be handled, and only you had the skills to pull it off/you got fired at your job and had to go home to lick your wounds/your parents lied to trick you to come back/you needed something from someone else to succeed more at your current business. There was barely time to say yes to your now fiance, before you booked your ticket and went straight to the airport.
The trip only seemed to be about 10 minutes, which was lucky because you needed to be home soon, but you had just enough time to reminisce about your past. All the faces of old friends popped up inside your brain like a weird montage remindingĀ  you of all the things you had tried to forget.
Then you arrived home.
Nothing changed, including your bedroom. Everyone had remembered what an amazing person you were and was very glad to see you back, almost like they'd been stuck in time waiting for your arrival. This made you feel warmer than ever, a feeling you had forgotten all these years, but you also reminded yourself you had business to return to.
Oh and a fiancee. But you hadn't told your family yet, surely there was time for that later? You weren't even sure if you were going to invite everyone to the wedding. They would probably not fit in with the rest of the well dressed people, so they probably didn't even want to come.
After walking through town - which took about 30 minutes and you basically met everyone right away who started bringing up old random, but cute, memories with you, causing you to smile so much it hurt the corners of your mouth and made you look slightly insane - you finally bumped into your old flame, Bucky.
Like literally bumped into him. It was weird because he hadn't been there a second before, but you might've been distracted by warm cozy feelings.
It was awkward at first, but also because all your old feelings caused you to have more feelings now! And you shouldn't because you were engaged, but no one knew that.
So when Bucky invited you for coffee/baking with his niece/helping with a show for the school/ice skating, you accepted.
Just like old friends!
Who used to fuck a lot. But just because you've seen him naked a lot, didn't mean you couldn't see him as a person, so you would see him exactly like that. A person with a brain and interests and feelingsā€¦just like the feelings you had for each other when you were youngerā€¦before you left town to grow up.
During the date, you kept gazing into his beautiful eyes, and smiling every time he said something funny. And you were genuinely happy, because it was so easy to be around Bucky, even if his hair was stylishly disheveled, and he wore a very simple sweater and boots that showed he wasn't paying 6 months paychecks for business clothes, but he was so kind and giving.
It seemed all his time was spent helping others! He was such a good person. Youā€™d forgotten what it was like to not only be a nice person, but a giving person, and he had this sense of community you only ever had in this old town of yours.
And then you tripped and he caught you/you and him were left alone after family dinner he was also invited to - even if it was your parents house - and they were suddenly gone/you went outside to say goodbye while snow was falling around you, and he kissed you!
And you kissed back because you suddenly realized all those old feelings had come back.
And just when you were going to make a confession (perhaps about your fiance, but maybe just confess your eternal feelings; you didn't know), Ransom showed up.
It was so very awkward. Not even because of the kiss, but because he clearly didn't fit into the family. Suddenly he was rude and uncaring, said things you had also said before, but suddenly sounded worse coming from his mouth! And he seemed to look down on your family, perhaps because you had as well all these years, but now you were here and just been kissed by a hunk, this behavior was unacceptable!
You told him off, but he didn't get it. Even if you were very clear, suddenly his intelligence had left him and he had forgotten his manners too!
And then Bucky stepped in telling him off when Ransom was kind of slightly raising his voice - because you had been acting weird and weren't answering his questions what was going on - it wasn't like you were in danger since Ransom kept a good distance, and had never been violent and just seemed a little frustrated. But he figured out instantly what was going on. So he asked to talk to you privately.
And you two went alone, 2 meters away, so Bucky could listen in on the conversation, but also didn't seem to hear anything that was being said. He could see your expressions of heartache clearly though. The tears in your eyes, and eventually the hugging you did with your fiance.
He left with a very sad expression on his face while he walked home, where he soon arrived even if the distance shouldā€™ve been farther, and then sat alone in the living room, staring at a picture from when you were much younger and clearly happy.
But meanwhile you were looking for him because your fiance had just broken up with you, since he didn't know how to handle the fact you had feelings in general, but especially for Bucky. He left without saying goodbye to your parents, even if he only just arrived 2 hours before.
You found Bucky easily, because there had only been 3 settings where he could be. And when you arrived, your nose was so red from the cold, but in a cute way, not with snot running down your face and watery eyes. But in a glowing beautiful kind of way?
And Bucky was hesitant, because you had just broken his heart all over again, but your hopeful small smile gave him hope anyway.
You admitted to having been engaged, but you were not engaged anymore because you loved Bucky!
Then you were worried. What if he didn't love you back?
He had kissed you, but people did that all the time! Like when your bossā€™s assistant kissed him when he made a good deal. That didn't mean anything either, because he was married, soā€¦
But then Bucky stared into your eyes from really uncomfortably close, and told you he had always loved you, since you were kids.
You wondered for a moment if he had even been with anyone else, with how intense he was speaking. If he had always only loved you, and was kind of hoping you came back all this timeā€¦jeez he was going to pop as soon as you grabbed him!
But your thoughts halted when he kissed you again. He was a very good kisser, and there was a lot of kissing and did you hear music somewhere??
Next thing you knew it was a year later and you and bucky were at your parents for another Christmas. Hadn't you just celebrated Christmas? Bucky was again kissing you, and then finished with a very sweet kiss to your ringed hand, showing you had gotten married. And your kid looked just like Bucky. You just hoped it was going to have the same caring helping personally their father had! And his baking skills. And his handyman skills. And his ice-skating skills. And his Theatre skills. And his Christmas trees selling skills.. And his- your mother put a cookie into your mouth unexpectedly, causing you to focus on nibbling on it, without ever really eating it.
And you were very happy with your love. You'd given up your business to start a bakery/run for mayor/start the same business in this town/working for prosperity for the whole town/be a family woman.
With Bucky by your side you'd never want for anything, and now you always kept smiling this wide smile, a smile that hadn't yet reached your eyes.
Perfect.
The End.
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hiiiii anon who has had 9 of their requests written. Ig iā€™ll use the squid emoji from now on to represent myself šŸ¦‘
you asked if there were any other requests of mine you havenā€™t gotten to and im genuinely having a hard time remembering all the requests ive sent you šŸ’€
But ik there is one i requested about ethan and reader having phone sex when being in a long distance relationship
one angsty fic that ends in smut where both ethan and reader think the other person doesnā€™t have feelings for them anymore
i think i suggested one the notebook coded one
and i think i suggested one where its super fluffy smut where ethan and reader lose their virginity, and are at first nervous because they want it to be special, but realize itā€™s special purely because itā€™s between them
oh and i requested a second part to the voyeur fic (that og request was mine as well šŸ¤­)
AHHHHH ILYSM
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Ahhh, my favorite cephalopod ā¤ļø
okay OKAY the phone sex oneā€¦have they ever met in person at any point of their relationship? Or is it like a met online kind of situation? Just want to know if Ethanā€™s already familiar with readers body or notšŸ«£
The angsty smut one where reader thinks Ethan doesnā€™t like her anymore, I was kind of leaning more towards a friends with benefits situation but they both have their feelings (readers made hers obvious, but Ethanā€™s scared of heartbreak), and Ethan gets a little cold towards her, like not acting like he always does around her, and she thinks he doesnā€™t want her anymore, which leads to Ethan thinking she doesnā€™t want him because she just kind of does her own thing(I still have the request so I know how you want it to end, I donā€™t want to give the whole thing away because someone else might read this and Iā€™d ruin the storyšŸ‘€), seriously, let me know if that sounds okay!
With the Notebook coded one, the only thing Iā€™m really caught up on is how much time passes between the breakup and when they see each other again, and if they both still try to date other people during the breakup or if itā€™s more likeā€¦they both just donā€™t want to because they still love each other sm that they canā€™t even really think about anyone else (Iā€™ll admit it, I only half-watched the notebook oncešŸ‘€)
The virginity one Iā€™ll get to soon, because I just need to write some super sweet fluffy smut in my near future lmao
And the voyeur fic, Iā€™ve actually been working on that one a lot lately! I keep bouncing back to it and tweaking a few things, because obvi reader and Ethan see each other after she sucked the soul out of him and like, thereā€™s SO MUCH TENSION.
For real, if you want to talk about this stuff through asks, we can! Or if you want to message me, Iā€™d of course still keep you anonymous! Iā€™m sure youā€™ve realized that I like to go into detail, like itā€™s probably awful tbh, but I want to make sure something I write is exactly what you want! ā¤ļøšŸ’•šŸ«¶šŸ»
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