sir twas i, the keefex anon mutual. it's 12:14am and i'm not done with this fic for ayyam-i-ha, i'm sorry :( i'm gonna keep writing until it reaches an ending. or until i force it to end out of being tired. it's gonna be shit compared to the sokeefitz nightmare fic in terms of plot, probably, but it's got nice vibes i swear. when i post it tomorrow keep in mind i was sleep deprived when i wrote this. okie ily /p sleep better than i'm going to lol <3
Izzy. Izzy oh my god. Izzy please take your time and take care of yourself, I can wait I promise you I do not mind delays at all I probably won't even notice I'll just go "oh shit a fic!" without realizing. You do not need to apologize and you don't have to rush it, I promise.
That being said, omg a keefex fic! I'm so so curious to see what you've written (for me??? you're writing a fic for me??) when you do share it, I'm sure it's going to be absolutely lovely--I mean I'm going to love the thought and effort and support behind it either way, so.
I hope you didn't lose too much sleep over this, but thank you in advance for the lovely keefex fic <3
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it’s okay if getting better is taking longer than you hoped to. if getting better doesn’t mean getting cured. if somedays are better than others. if others seem to heal faster. if it’s exhausting. if your illness is chronic and progressive. it doesn’t mean people won’t love you as you are, it doesn’t mean you don’t deserve help, it doesn’t mean that you can’t ever be happy. you still deserve care, love and kindness when you’re suffering, and i hope you find it within yourself to feel compassion towards your own body, even if some people might not, even if it doesn’t work in the way you wished it would, even if it’s different.
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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........
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LXS talking about the efforts Yibo made to become Test Pilot Lei Yu :
When I first met Wang Yibo, I felt that he had a kind of perseverance. In addition, he likes machinery very much. I think that an actor’s love for a subject and a character is the prerequisite for doing a good job, including him before we shoot. He will also make various preparations — read various books and watch documentaries that I recommend to him. When he came, he already had a certain cognitive foundation, so he entered the role when he was acting, and his sensitivity was very good.
At that time, we had I was more impressed by the two games : One is that they tried the parachute on the Gobi desert. At that time, the Gobi was about 16 to 17 degrees below zero in Gansu. He had a high fever that day. I asked him if he wanted to take a rest. We are not going to shoot today. He said it was fine and he persisted until that night. After the hot scene where they wore short sleeves, we took pictures in a very cold weather. The temperature inside was minus 2 degrees minus 3 degrees. It was snowing heavily that day, but their clothes had to be sprayed with water and then It was still very cold, and then I asked everyone, and I said otherwise we would shoot this scene another day They said it’s okay, they are confident that they can perform well, and they spend a lot of time on physical training.
We are in a small county outside the city, and there is no professional gym. We just borrowed a few simple fitness equipment from outside. They exercise every day. At that time, there were executive directors. They reminded me, they said can you stop taking pictures, then I asked why he said that. The make-up assistant said that Yibo was strangled by the seat belt with blood spots all over him, then I asked him, I said, can you bear it, he said no problem, he felt the intensity is not enough. We should increase the threshold value to express the sense of limit. We still turned the power to the maximum and continued to shoot.
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hey hey hey, how’re you doing morgan? ik 2023a didn’t start off great for you, so I’m here to offer you some hugs and hope you’re feeling better/taking care of yourself/ self-care. I do miss your daily rambling on your blog (n-not not that I check them everyday like daily news oooohgodimexposingmyself what-are-you-talkin-about-whoops).
Take care of yourself!!! 💙❤️🍀🫶🏼
hi friend im doing a lot better after ranting to almost every single friend about almost every single thing that went wrong already this year i went through all seven stages of grief and tired myself out. that being said i think im doing a lot better mentally thank you for asking!!!!!!!
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his shitty wrinkly shirt and slacks mean the world to me
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bpd is super cool and fun bc if i am attached to someone and they like someone else more than me, i either:
resent the person i have never met (bc they're better than me)
resent the person i am attached to (bc they don't like me more)
OR
resent myself (for not being good enough)
and it usually happens bc the other person has a fucking romantic interest in the person they "like more". fam i do not even want that with you why am i acting like it's a competition
it also happens with best friends though. like. why does my little pea brain think i need to be the ~best friend~ of everyone i latch onto like a parasitic worm. that's too many people i can't be a best friend every time
and on one memorable occasion, i felt it about a FUCKING CAT, which is all new levels of pathetic (me and the cat became friends though)
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R U OKAY OMG :((
I AM OKAY!! I have very thin arteries going to my brain and I’ve been taking edibles heavily, those two things combined with watching beau is afraid enduced a seizure I’m pretty sure. I have an appointment with a neurologist and I’ve stopped ingesting cannabis. I’m taking better care of my body now 🩷 I appreciate ur concern tho that’s very sweet. Pls don’t be like me and abuse drugs. Pls take care of yourself and your body will thank you🩷🩷🩷
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noritoshi is so funny because like. he was super injured during the goodwill event and he still played baseball. even after the other students expressed their concerns for his well being. then he doesn’t wear a helmet or any form of protective gear during the game even tho like. his entire head is covered in bandages. he gets up to bat and just starts interrogating yuuji on why he became a sorcerer and then just. gave up and got himself out.
he’s a funky lil dude
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I can't wait the manwha reach chapter 100+ (Web novel) just to get the full glorious look at the OP close-knit constant miscommunication misunderstanding chaos incranation of a found-family gang.
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Sorry, but you turn me on.
Hello, friend !! ♡ * ⊹ 🎀
It is very nice to hear from you c:
I am not sure what you mean though, and a little confused cus I don’t do anything here? This is just a soft & happy blog to cheer people up! ♡
Which I hope I do for you, too :D
(My blog is here to brighten *everyone’s* day after all, and you are included !!)
So while I do not quite understand you, I am wishing you very well all the same! Take care of yourself & be safe this season, okay ?? ♡ ♡
Sending lots of love & much happiness! If you ever need a hug, kind word, or a prayer I am here, my friend !! ~ XO
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♡ ⊹ 🧸 ˚ . 🎀 * ⊹ ♡
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OMG JUST HALF PREGNANCY ALREADY AKSJDHKSAD
yes, i think im going to read that fic until i die JAJAJAJJA
and everything is going to be alright, you are going to be the best mom, i mean you ARE the best cmon
CAMIIIIIIIII HIIIIIIII
oh my god can you believe it took me 2 MONTHS to respond to your message I am the worst 😭😭😭 I'M SO SORRY CAMI PLEASE FORGIVE ME
truth is so many things happened during these few weeks, I had to be hospitalized for like 10 days because of dengue fever, and then they found some liquid in my lungs so I couldn't breathe without my supplemental oxygen and had to be taken to the ICU for two days, and I'm still doing blood tests every now and then because I'm gonna be having surgery next month but my hemoglobin level is still low so I keep going back-and-forth to the hospital to make sure everything is fine it's just so awful and expensive 😭😭😭 not to mention my son got sick too 😭😭😭
I'm fairly doing well now, I'm just SO pregnant and my body is so bloated it's hard to even try to stand up from my seat LMAO
ANYWAY I'M SORRY FOR RAMBLING
what about you darling??? how are you??? I hope you're doing great, Cami, please know I'm sending lots of hugs and kisses your way MWAH MWAH MWAH I LOVE YOU
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I've finally found the time to sit down and read system collapse and I hope everyone knows that my live reaction notes are like a mile long and I'm not even halfway through yet
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alright i'm gonna say a couple of things on the whole. energy of the dash and then i'm gonna continue with my day.
i want you, dear reader, to take a second and think about why you made your blog. why you've gathered your character(s) and decided 'hey, i wanna try writing this guy'. in any capacity, you made this choice because this character MEANS something to you. either you see yourself in them, you thought they would be interesting to explore, or you just like their energy! that is totally great and very normal. to some extent, you're being self indulgent when you open this website.
tumblr roleplaying, at the end of the day, is a hobby. and it should not stress you out, nor should it bum you out. it's okay to find joy in parts of this hobby that are not...writing with other people as well. some folks love making their blog pretty with amazing graphics. some folks love filling novels with metas. some folks love talking about their characters kissing other characters. some folks love engaging w their mutuals ooc -- on the dash or in dms. it is completely valid to like or dislike any part of this. it is not valid to call this behavior 'selfish'. it is also valid to curate your space and find people who enjoy the things that you do!
there is no right or wrong way to do this. if you do not vibe with the way someone runs their blog, it is very easy to soft or hardblock and continue on with your day. ultimately it's not that deep.
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hey !! I saw you read some murakami and I was wondering if you had any recommendations (I know his books can be misogynistic at times sooo), hope it’s not a bother
of course its not a bother! i feel like i'm fairly..i guess numb (for lack of a better word) to the misogyny in these types of books lol so i'm not sure what anyone else would like. but i really enjoyed the wind-up bird chronicle. i feel like it had the best writing of what i've read so far, and the detached surreality of the protagonist's experiences really resonated with me as someone who basically went through my teens and early 20s in a dissociative state, lol. i also like that murakami doesn't hold your hand through the plot; it's very ambiguous.
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