Rhy Maresh 👑
I'm re-reading A Darker Shades of Magic, and i feel like drawing Rhy was a good idea.
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my angel by Adrianne Lenker
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In the wake of the whole james somerton fiasco and inspired by this post, I wanted to share a few of my um, soft signs, like, orange flags to detect when someone is bullshitting you.
First of all, I am on the spectrum which means 1) I tend to take what people say at face value and 2) I have a strong sense of justice which makes me prone to biases, all of which combined means I am at perpetual risk of swallowing the bullshit.
So, what to do about it? You turn on the critical thinking and pay attention.
As one of my favorite youtubers, Hannah Alonzo, likes to say: "consider the source, remember the motive".
Who is talking to you?? What do you know about them?? What biases might they have?? How do they interact with your own biases?? Where are they talking from?? Is it anger?? happinness? boredom??
Also, why are they talking to you? Are they trying to sell you something?? Are they trying to convince you and why?? How do they go about the finantial motivation, if present?
If you have, in this case, a white cis gay man talking to you as it he has it the worst of the worst in the world, there's probably some exaggeration and you should start to wonder. There's a good chance he's bullshitting you.
How they talk about women and POC
No, no, stay with me. There's a rule I had back when I was dating men: Always beware of how they treat their mother. With the exception of extremes like mama's boys and cases of abuse, how a man treats the woman with whom they have that familial bond is a good indicator of how they are going to treat you. Do they berate her? speak ill of her? are aggressive or controlling? do they dismiss her opinions?
Same with creators, and by god I tell you, specially cis male creators, queer or otherwise, always always beware of how they speak of women, how they treat women, how they treat POC.
Somerton had a weird vendetta against straight women. It went mostly unnoticed. Then, he was dismissive towards lesbians and other queer women and it was once again overlooked. Then he went ahead and made sinophobic content about genres and cultures he knows NOTHING about. Again, it went unchecked. What I am telling you is IT'S NOT NORMAL. Contempt about women and non white-western cultures is not normal and if someone has them as them as an enemy or a scapegoat, they're probably bullshitting you. Take what they say and fact check it, see for yourself.
If at any point in a video or an essay you find yourself thinking "wait, really??" then it's time to fact check. Is it a bit suspicious?? is your logic telling you that's not quite how this works?? Then take to google, my friend, they might be bullshitting you. At worst, you dodge a fake fact, at best, you learn way too much about a topic you were already interested in.
Beware of the lack of nuance. I can not stress this enough. We all love monochrome, but life and societal issues are never black and white. It's just impossible, there's too many factors to consider. If you are being presented situations or anecdotes as absolute truths, you're probably being bullshitted. If it's too good to be true, it is. If it sounds waaay too convenient, it probably is.
A good researcher, a serious investigator, will always have some nuance because they have done the work and checked the sources. If someone provides you 1) no nuance and 2) no sources, THEY'RE BULLSHITTING YOU.
These are the ones I can come up with just of the top of my head, I'm sure there's more and please, add them. Remember that naivité isn't a crime, I'm fairly naive and that's made me distrustful, and these are some of the techniques I've found that help me navigate through a world of information without losing myself.
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"Pregnant?" Connie's mouth drops as you and Levi make the announcement. You kept your pregnancy a secret for long enough and your belly was starting to show too much, they would've figured it out anyway. Sasha stops eating, her eyes go wide, Jean next to her tries not to smile, he definitely wants to say something inappropriate. Before he gets the chance to, Armin speaks. "Congratulations captain and name!" He smiles at both of you. The tension at the table was awkward as you knew that some of them didn't even know you and Levi were dating.
Mikasa doesn't say anything but you can see the slight smile on her face meanwhile Eren looks like he is having some sort of flashbacks. "Congrats." He says, his green eyes shifting from his food to your belly, which makes you question a few things but you smile back and nod your head at him. "You know Captain for humanity's strongest soldier you sure don't know how to pull-ow!" Sasha stomps on Connie's foot under the table and Jean laughs. "Be mature for once will you!" The brunette says to him with her mouth full of food. Levi rolls his eyes at the banter, he really didn't want to tell them. It's not because he doesn't trust them but he thinks that it's safer for you and your baby if less people knew.
"You're the one to talk! Your mouth is full of food." Connie bites back at Sasha and she just continues to eat. Mikasa turns to you. "Congratulations. I still don't know how you keep up with him." She says, her and Levi did have a bumpy relationship but you know that she doesn't mean it in a bad way. "Well now I will have to keep up with two..." You chuckle. "Can we name it?" Jean asks. "Absolutely not." Levi doesn't even let him think about it. "And from now I want you all to be careful around name, is that clear?" They all nod at Levi's command.
"It's a boy." Eren says, he has been awfully quiet since you said that you were expecting a child, the whole table turned to look at him. "I mean, I think it's going to be a boy." He says, looking down at his food. Sasha shakes her head. "Nuh uh, it's definitely a girl!" They all start to place bets and Levi sighs, he whistles to get their attention. "You're not betting on a the gender of my fucking child. Now, after breakfast, I want to see all of you train extra hard understood?" "Yes, captain!" They all say in unison, Armin sheepishly looks at you. "I agree with Eren, I think it's a boy. I read that boys leave all the beauty to the mother and you're glowing Name." You smile at him, Armin always was sweet, well most of the time.
"Right, can you guys please keep this a secret? We don't want everyone to know." It's a simple request that leaves your mouth. They all nod, this went better than you thought it would, most of them are happy but Eren's reaction lingers at the back of your mind. "Listen when the little Ackerman terror is born, can I be the godfather?" That's a question that throws Levi off guard, especially since Jean asked it. "No, I want to be the godfather! That baby deserves someone fun as the godfat-" "Neither of you." Levi says, pinching the area between his eyes. "Now, off to training." Standing up one by one they all make their way outside, Mikasa approaches you. "If you need anything you can let me know." She says and you can't help but smile at her. "Thank you, Mikasa."
As the room clears, Levi turns to you. "I am surprised that none of them asked how kids are made." Laughing at these words, you shake your head. "They are all 17-18, Levi. They know all too well by now." You can still remember how traumatized Eren and Mikasa were when they found out, to your surprise, that Armin knew despite his two confused best friends. "Yeah well, all of them are still brats." He kisses your temple and then your belly. "I'll see you two later." He gives you a quick kiss before heading out to training. Your hand goes down to your belly and you rub the bump, in this time of war and hardship, a baby will surely bring at least a bit of happiness into it all.
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As a send of here's my compilation of every detail/gag or pretty much everything that I loved about the Fionna and Cake finale.
First off, the lighthearded stuff.
First of all. That's Hunter!!! We finally get to see HW gender-swapped counterpart's design. Gotta say I love that they kept it the same, it does feel like it could fit anyone.
Talking about him, I LOVE that they are finally adding him to the gang. I didn't expect him to be so prevalent in the finale, but I couldn't be happier! It seems like the crew has finnaly learned to apreciate HW and they are inserting her (even if it's Hunter) whenever they can.
All the raw emotion of the lich would have been unheard of at any other point in AT's history. The depression and hopelessnes, such human emotions were amazing to explore in him. He poses himself as a "ceesless weel" a god-like beeing of pure destruction, but even he neels when he realices it was all for nothing.
For some time I theorized that Golb (and subsequently Golbetty) was, in fact, Scarabs and Prismo's Boss. Kind of like a ultimate deity, high up on the pantheon. But seeing how Scarab adresses her in such a careles way, emphasizing that she should "stay out of this" made me think about the real power dinamic between thees two. And thus, of the whole multiverse bureocracy.
This tittle card rips me apart. It's briming with thematic importance. But I feel so many emotions simply beacuse it says cheers, it's like a send-off, a happy cheerfull goodbye to all of us who enjoyed this show. It made me tear up a bit when I first saw it.
For thoose who aren't aware Pawn Swan's was created by Steven Wolfhard after CAWM alongside the pup kingdom. He has in his tumblr a gigantic amount of lore about it. I'm sooo happy they finally got to use his ideas and designs. Many of the pups seen all trought Shermy and Beth's sequence were in his drawings too. So go check that out!
I'm a complete sucker for happy endings and THIS was PERFECTION. I simply connot describe how much I obsolutely LOVE that they are able to comunicate and talk. it's just perfect, this show has me spoiled-rotten.
In pure Marceline fashion Marshal tries playing another song. And Gary is soo into this man it's unreal
But, also in pure Marceline fashion, he gets interupted. It kind of reminded me about Marceline's song to Bonny in Obsidian. But it's kind of the oposite outcome, Scarab isn't affected by it at all while Glorbo is finaly delt with.
Talking about Simon being happy. I'm just so glad that he has been able to reconect with Astrid!!! This man is such a DAD, I love him :,)
Before Fionna's world was finaly canonized we can see that it really just amounts to the city. Which makes sense because if you are trying to put a whole world in a dude's head, you are going to have to cut some stuff out.
Anyways, after they are made legit we can see that the city has expanded! And I also assume that now there's not only a city, but a whole world too!!
This really came as a surprise honeslty, but a welcomed one at that. I assume that since Jay agrees to stay in the city, even if it's not forever, Farmworld Finn must be fine. It doesn't make any sense for him to drop his 4 little brothers just to screw around in another universe.
The only sad part is that, since we don't see neither PB nor Marcy in the tank that means they are probably dead. In the end it does seem like they took eachothers life, together.
Now onto the heavy stuff!
"This is the world we want to fight for. The Scarab is kind of invincible. But we won't give up. If we die, we'll die together, as ourselves"
This cuts deep. At this moment Fionna was ready to die. She acknowledges that she had tried everything she could and that, in a way, it was her fault. But she also understands that this is what it is. And she's ready to depart. In what she thought were her last moments she found happines in thoose and that around her. Magic or not, they were all together, and that's what mattered.
"We made our choices. We could have made better ones, but I don't have any regrets. You were a wonderful experience"
We knew Simon had wronged Betty. She had put away everything for him. He didn't do it on porpuse, but he recognised he could have been more thoughtful. In the end, while Simon acknowledges his mistakes Betty doesn't demonise neither him nor the relationship that came bacuse of it. It's a very sentimental, heartfelt conclusion.
As humans we often try to make our best to navigate life. But with all the choices in front of us it's very hard to get it right. A lot of time might have to pass before we truly see how wrong we were. We realize that we hurt people, and that things didn't have to be this way. But once we acknowledge this we can finaly move on. At this moment, Simon realizes that it's okay to fail but, unfortunetly, we can't go back. We have to live with it and it can't prevent us from moving forward.
In the end all we can do is have compassion for ourselves, and for each other.
That was pretty much all of the details and highlights for me. There's some other ones but they are kind of too obvious to point out.
Thanks a lot for reading the whole thing! It means a lot :)
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MC scams drunk demons
Demon brothers x gn!MC
Summary: The demon brothers found out that MC has taken advantage of not being affected by demonus and decided to scam demons by beating them in drinking competitions.
A/N: I think it's unfair that MC can't get drunk on demonus at all. You mean to tell me that everyone else(except Solomon and Luke) can get wasted and we have to look after them??
Lucifer
-he heard about it when some demons were complaining about losing their money at RAD. He honestly thought it was Mammon at first and was already thinking about a punishment, that was until he heard them talk about one of the human exchange students
-"What were you two saying about the human exchange students? You should have no problem telling me about it, do you?" Yeah...the two demons nearly shit themselves when they saw the avatar of pride behind them
-what he managed to find out was that you accepted drinking challanges from random demons at bars in exchange for money, only to beat them without seeming to be remotely drunk
-That's when he realized that not every demon knows that demonus doesn't affect humans. He decided not to tell them that, so they won't come after you
-He decided to confront back at the house of lamentation. After dinner he called you into his room and made you explain yourself
-You explained that it all started when some demon challanged you to a drinking competition thinking you couldn't handle large amounts of demonus. And when you beat him and took his money you realized how you could take advantage of that. You also didn't mention that Mammon helped you
-You tried to explain that it was basically their fault for entering in a drinking competition with a human without doing their research. You even added the fact that you were always feeling left out when the others were getting drunk but you didn't as an emotional reason to try to make him empathaze with you
-Least to say...that didn't work. You were no longer allowed to go to bars alone so you wouldn't scam anymore demons. You were also not allowed to drink demonus for a week as a punishment.
-You did find that a section of the storage where the demonus is held in HOL was dedicated solely to human world alcohol. And the really expensive type too. So I guess that was a win for you??
Mammon
-he was the first one to know and that's because you told him.
-Needless to say he was really proud of you. THAT'S HIS HUMAN. He probably even helped you from time to time to find demons that would take you up for the challange.
-90% of the times he comes with you and watches from the distance in case a demon gets angry about losing to you. He wasn't gonna let anyone harm his human that's for sure.
-When he heard Lucifer finally caught wind about the whole thing he was already prepared for a brutal punishement that never...actually came? What? You later told him that you didn't tell Lucifer about his involvement, after all it was your idea.
-Lucifer never sent him as your escort to bars, while you didn't say it he knew Mammon was also involved.
-Guess that was the end of this scheme...for now at least
Leviathan
-he found out about it after you said you couldn't attend a video game night. At first he thought it was because you didn't want to spend time with him and that sent him into self depricating episode
-after calming him down and reassuring him you explained the whole situation he actually got pretty excited. It reminded him of some cool anime scenes
-he did go with you a few time to watch from a distance. He wanted to see if it would resemble some of the animes he has seen
-there was one time a demon got really angry with you(Mammon was not there) so you took Levi by his hand ran away from that bar together. He didn't know if he should die from happines or embarrassement.
-Levi was on of your escorts to bars after Lucifer caught on your scheme. You couldn't really bring yourself to put Levi in a tight spot by scaming demons with him around.
Satan
-found out a bit before Lucifer punished you. He heard it from some acquaintance of him and decided to just ask you directly.
-he was a bit dissapointed you would do stuff like that, but he did agree with you on the fact that the other demons were stupid for going agaisnt you in a drinking competitions. They should research a bit about their opponents.
-he went with you one time just to see how far other demons pushed themselves in order to beat you. He already knew the demonus had no effect on you, but he wanted to see if other demons would figure it out
-one of the brothers that has to go with you to bars after Lucifer punishes you, but unlike Levi he does let you enter in one drinking contest or two. Only to mess with Lucifer.
-probably drank some of your human world alcohol to see how it affects him(while not immune, it seems that demon have crazy high tolerande)
-"It doesn't taste too bad, I wonder how it would taste mixed with demonus. I should probably ask MC to try it with me"
Asmodeus
-found out about it from his fanclub. He heard them gossip about a human beating demons in drinking competitions.
-at first he thought it was Solomon running some weird magic experiment but when he asked the sorcerer he realized he was wrong
-he then went to you and you confirmed his suspicions."MC why didn't you tell me!? It was so cruel that I had to find out from other demons. You have to make up for it now~"
-he insisted to come with you the next time to the bar. He wanted to take so many photos to post them on Devilgram. You had to talk with him to at least block Lucifer from seeing the photos so he wouldn't find out
-the posts brought you more popularity and by extension brought you more demons to challange...the bad part was that the popularity made demons talk about you more and that's how Lucifer found out oops
-Asmo was banned from escorting you to bars after he saw a posts on the fifth born's devilgram about you being in a drinking competition after your punishment
Beelzebub
-found out from Mammon after he asked him to go with you in case a demon got angry. And good thing he did cause a huge ass demon got really angry and tried to attack you.
-Beel knocked them out in a second. While a short fight it was a really cool one. When the demon tried to attack you Beel caught their fist and punched in the face. That was enough for the demon to fall unconscious.
-you bought some food for Beel as a thanks but he told you don't have to but he wasn't gonna refuse if you're offering
-he did wonder if he could do the same thing as you but with eating competitions. You had to break it to him that there aren't many demons that would go up against him.
-one of the brothers that has to be with you when going to the bars after punishments. If you bribe him with some food he will let you scam a demon.
-"Thanks MC, you're really kind and don't worry, I won't tell Lucifer"
Belphegor
-he overheard some RAD students talking when he was trying to fall asleep. He didn't really pay too much attention to it until he realized Beel was starting to go with you to bars when Mammon couldn't so he could protect you from angry demons
-then he got both interested and worried for you and decided to go once. He talked more like insulted a demon into leaving you alone.
-"Really? You're such a sore loser because you lost in a drinking competition agaisnt a human? Or is the alcohol just making you more of a useless idiot than usual?" He knows his way around words when he needs to.
-couldn't really think of a way to make Lucifer's life harder without getting you into some serious trouble so he kind of gave up on the idea
-asked for cuddles in exchange for keeping your secret safe he would have kept your secret safe anyway but why not take advantage of it?
-"MC, come to bed with me. You have been away for too long and I miss cuddling you. I am sure you don't want me to tell your little secret to Lucifer" good thing you know he is joking
-Lucifer doesn't even ask him to make sure you won't get into any drinking competitions. He knows too damn well Belphegor will let you do what you want
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when i lay on you, it's only me and you on my mind
⋆❀ — includes: ayato, alhaitham, zhongli x gn!reader
⋆❀ — summary: just you surprising them by laying your head in their lap and resting
⋆❀ — content: gn!reader, fluff, suggestive themes, suggestive talk, they are so in love, pet names ("puppy" in ayatos, alhaitam calls you cat), talk about collars and discipline in ayatos, talks about adoration with zhongli, mentions of worship, toughts about marriage with zhongli, nothing explicit just suggestive. you are ayatos fiance, use of the word master in a playful way, alhaitam may be a little occ but i imagine this is how he acts when he is in love.
⋆❀ — a/n: hello everyone, this is my first time writing in a long time, but i will be continue with this type of little stories here. sorry for any mistake english is not my first lengauje
⋆❀˖°·🍰࿐ ࿔˚ ayato:
the dim light of the early morning fills the room, as ayato is absorbed in his work, cheeking documents, writing letters, and tending to the affairs of the clan and inazuma. you knew that your fiance had so much on his plate, always busy with so much work to do, but at the same time, you yearned with moments of closeness with him.
entering his office in the most quiet manner you can, you see him immersed in his work, a smile grows in your face, he hasn't noticed you yet. so following the wims of your heart, you make your way to him,bsettle on the floor, and rest your head in ayatos' lap. He startles a little with your presence, was so immersed in his work that doesn't notice you until you were almost to close, but when he notices he knows it's you, is easy for him your smell, your presence, so he looks down with a small smile, and when his eyes meet yours, he can help it and the one of his face only grows wider. You smile to him as his fingers gently glide through your hair, caressing you with tendernes, he goes back to his work and continue to caress you, and you just enjoy the moment not needing to say words in that moment.
while he continues with his work for a while, you almost falling asleep again, ayato can't help himself "aren't you like a loyal and obedient puppy? demanding and expecting the caresses and affections of his master?" he comments while he continues writing in his endless pappers and stroking your hair with his other hand, "umm a puppy?" is what you say in a sleepy voice, a mischievous smiles shines in his face and he says "yes, my very loyal and needy puppy".
"well if that case, you are not being a very good owner" you say and give him a slap in the thigh, so he can stop with his nonsense but his smile only grows wider, as he let's out a laugh you give him another slap and he looks down to you, his expression full of amusement "oh i think im a very good master, but perhaps i should be a bit stricter with you, don't you think?" your gaze meets his, and you return his banter, "so you want to try to be a stric master? well, i will be waiting to see if you can keep with that facade" you tease, he smiles more with exitememt and happines and stroke your hair just a little more stronger. "so bratty, you will see"
but even if you see, you don't care you love him and want more time with him, and even though he's busy and focused on his affairs, he always finds room to you, so you smile and let him be, enjoying his company and affections.
⋆❀˖°·🍰࿐ ࿔˚ alhaitham:
the room was quiet and peaceful as alhaitham was engrosed in his reading, he's well aware that you have enter the living room and are walking towards him and the sofa but decides not to interrumpt, thinking you simply will join his side for a tranquil moment together. However you pick his interest when you move up the book he has in his hands. As he looks at you, you offer him a sweet smile while you settle in the couch, and use his lap as an impromptu pillow. As you clutch your plushie and you snuggle in his lap, he continues with his lecture, as the fingers of his free hand delicate glide trought your hair, the only sound is the shift of the pages, the breath of you two, and your hums of satisfaction.
alhaitham's eyes shift from the pages of his book to you, studying your face for a moment "you know, if you want to sleep, the normal thing would be to go to bed" he breaks the silence in the room, his face is serius but his tone is light and teasing, he takes the scene studying like he studies his books, you surruended by a blanket and holding a plushie as you rest in his lap. After the sugestión of going to bed you can only can comment "well actually, your lap is more comfortable" he returns his gaze to his book and continues with his administrations on your hair and comments "you have quite sense of comfort, if this is what you find cozy" his eyes serious as he reads, but you can sense his enjoyment in the situation.
your response is a nibble on his tight "so elocuent as always" he muses with a smirk, and takes your chin to meet your eyes with his piercing eyes "always with interesting ways to make your point" he hums and continues "yea interesting is the right word, always making me wonder what goes in that pretty head of yours" you can quit your your look in his eyes "maybe thats better, that you don't know everything that its in my mind, so you dont get bored of me so easily". He looks at you with an egnimatic smile but doesn't answer anything, returning to his book and the caresses in your hair.
the two of you continue like that for a while, his administrations in your hair make you hum of pleasure almost sounding like a purr, you have him chuckle "you are a spoiled cat" he comments with a touch of amusement "that air on you and the way you seek my attention" you look at him with indignation "i'm not a cat" you retort. his fingers mid caress "so i should stop" he remarks with a teasing tone, raising an eyebrow at you "no, a little pampering doesn't hurt every now and then". alhaitham chuckles softly and his fingers continue with his brushes on your hair "don't take it as an insult, i am just observing what i see kitty cat" you respond away that you are not a cat, but he continues as he doenst had heard you "maybe i should consider buying you a collar and a bell, it would be an interesting addition to your ouftis" you cant belive him "a collar and a bell? seriously?".
alhaitham chuckles softly "it would be hard to ignore you if you walked around with a bell" his hand continues gently stroking your hair, smiling lightly and his eyes shining as he is pondering something while he examines you "hmm, a green collar, right?" he comments thoughtfully, as if considering the idea more seriously than it seems. "i suppose you'd look good with one." Your gaze is a mix of incredulity and amusement. "you're joking, aren't you?" he doesnt reply so you continue "i can't believe your having such a serious conversation about collars and bells" he laughts and you think that maybe you will let him do anything "don't worry i don't see you as a cat" he touches the point of you nose softly and gets back to his lecture, and as you start to close your eyes you heard him say "although turquoise would look nice too"
⋆❀˖°·🍰࿐ ࿔˚zhongli:
the house is imbuid with a tranquil serenity as Zhongli enjoys his tea in the early morning. the sounds of the wind and leaves and the nice smell of tea fills the room as his thoughts seem to wandering to memories of past years and his ancient life. He ponders on how his life has envolved, growing for being rex lapis to his new identity as Zhongli. the dim lights and shadows stretch across the room, his gaze fixed on the tea cup and his absorbed in his reflections, as you enter the living room quietly missing your lover in the bed in such early hours.
his eyes move towards you figure, as you enter the room "darling did something happen? did i wake up you up?" you ignore his question as you approach him with soft steps "you want some tea darling?" he ask but the only answer he gets is you setting your body on the floor and resting your head tenderly in his lap. His haze lands on your face with a mixture of surprise and warmth. in the soft glow of the romm, his eyes meet your, and a gentle smile takes place in his lips. his fingers travel to your hair delicately stroking it, and his other hand caress your check, as if his exploring every corner of your being.
in the stillness of the early morning he studies you and gets back to his early toughts about the development in his life is reminder of his present, now you his new anchor a steady rock in his life, he so keen to contracts and agreements, but he knows that in this moment and in his life you are his most treasure one, you and him dont have a writing contract per se, but he knows that the most important ones don't need one, and maybe sometime in the future he will fill one with you, putting your lifes together by law, and you be in all accords al his but in this moment that is all insignificant because he has you here.
and as you wait for him to finish his thoughts, just enjoying his tender caress and his company, zhongli cant help but notice the difference or approach of his former life. People getting on the floor to make formal bows and displays of respect were the norm when he was known as rex lapis, but now here you are, yes on the floor, but resting and laying in his lap, and your eyes shines with so much adoration to him.
"it's interesting how things have changed," he murmurs softly, sharing his thoughts aloud to you "in my ancient life, people used to bow before me with reverence and distance. Now you're here, in my lap, in a gesture much closer and human." his voice is gentle, and his eyes shine with something maybe is a mixture of nostalgia and awe as he observes you.
you hum acknowledging him while you tought what to answer to him, commonly he is the most elocuent between the you two "but i can help but revere you too" you answer almost shyly with a soft voice, and it's true the adoration in your eyes as you look at him tells him all "and i want to worship you with al myself" and you do but your worship to him is different it represents a new phase in his life – a phace in witch he allows himself to experience all the warmth and closeness that you offer oh so fully to him, but in the end he worships you too and even more, and he takes all you give to him so freely because he can never get enough of you.
his hand takes your cheek, and he looks directly at your eyes "oh my sweet darling, if you insist on that you want to worship me maybe i could teach the correct ways to adore me my love" his eyes shines with something strange as he continues "so my little love you are so desperate to revere me?" and he will take everything you give to him, so he can love you fully and give more to you.
⋆❀ — a/n: i hope you enjoy it, and if you want that i write more you can ask for more characters, at second part, or another situation, and I accept constructive criticism and feedback but with respect. is the first time that I have written in a long time and my first time writing for genshin characters. so xoxo to everyone, i hope to be updating more things soon.
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Sweethearts Headcanons! Jacaerys x reader
Pairing: Jacaerys Velaryon x reader (GN)
Warnings: None, probably targcest, bad english 😛
• He's hungry of your touch, always want to hold your hand, whatever you guys go, he always go holding your hand, specially in important reunions, he does to calm his nervious, you give the calm he needs.
• Is a fact that his love language is make acts of service, he feels the necessity of help you in everything you do, he enjoys brushing your hair, help you to putting your clothes on, even he can chop your food in a dinner if you ask him. he always extends his hand for you to go down the stairs, or to get you out of a carriage.
• He always defends you, but he feels euphoric when you you defend him from some mocking Aegon's comment.
• Jace is little bit quiet, but when he is around you he doesn't stop talking.
• Is the same thing with his laugh and smiles, his situation made him a little bit serious so he doesn't shows happines frecuentely, but when you're with him he smile and laugh a lot, even if you're not being funny on purpose
• He feels so proud when you're watching him flying on Vermax, or practicing with his sword (He always tries to impress you)
• talking abt dragons, you always make dragon racing with him, and he loves it! jace have sm fun 💖💗💕
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uh if you take requests, a young nanami gets a haircut from the reader please!
This is you sharing one of your favorite moments from quarantine with your boyfriend~
Me and Nanami moved together in Late 2019 and it’s been a year since we’re living together. It’s COVID means we’re staying home together at home, working from home. The second wave of COVID was not that scary, even though it’s not as serious as the last one still we couldn’t take a chance to go out and get sick or anything. Well on a random Thursday me and Kento were sitting in the living room and we were working. I saw him sitting on the couch in living room looking at his laptop without even looking anywhere else for almost an hour now. I was worried about his eyes and the back pain he’d get from being in that position. But that wasn’t the only thing I noticed, I also noticed the way he was trying to move the strands of his hair away from his eyes. His haircut wasn’t really bad but it wasn’t my favorite, it gave “EMO” and I felt like his facial structure and his hair cut didn’t match him at all. I kept watching him struggling and getting all annoyed. And that’s when decided to go to bedroom and bring one of my hairbands. Coming back to the living room I stood behind his couch and placed my metal hair band on his forehead and swiped his whole hair upwards. At first he was startled then he looked back at me with a smile. “You noticed?” He asked me and I replied with “of course I did. You were struggling for almost 30 minutes now” I chuckled at him. He held on my hand pulling it closer to his lips and kissed on it and went back to working. I stood there blushing and smiling as he went back to working in his laptop.
After a bit as it was already around 1 pm or something an idea hit me, I nervously asked him, “shouldn’t you go take a shower already?” He only nodded being busy at typing on his laptop. At this point the constant sound of clicking on keypads kind of annoyed me. I wanted a break and wanted for him to take a break too. “…Ken?” I called him. “Yes, darling?” He said while his eyes were still stuck on his laptop screen. “Honey, before you shower…. Can I do something for you?” I asked him. He replied “What do you wanna do, sweets?” I smiled and looked away and said “Would you mind if I cut your hair? Like a new hairstyle? It’d be comfortable for you….” He stopped typing and looked up at me “can you do it? Have you ever done this before?” He asked slightly concerned. “Well I have done this for my dad before so I can cut your hair as well. And if it doesn’t look good you can just go bald” I joked “and If you go bald the women would check you out less” I added. He chuckled at me and said “well don’t make me go bald, darling but a haircut sounds nice. I need it”.
We walked towards the washroom after a bit as I made him sit in front of the bathtub, his head leaning backwards in the tub as I started washing his long hair with lukewarm water. I couldn’t really find a good position as he was sitting on the floor, so I was leaning down with my legs spreading on the sides of his lap. My loose shirt touching his face as I kept washing his hair with water. Then I pulled his head closer and semi-dried his hair. I brought a pair of scissors and took a deep breath and said “I won’t cut it too short, just a little from the front so that it doesn’t cover your eyes and I’ll trim the sides a bit too okay?” He nodded. “And I think maybe I would keep the back long as well but I wanna give you an undercut!” He looked up and me with a smile and nodded.
I sat on top of his lap to get the good view of his front hair. Combing his damp long hair covering his eyes I took a strand of them between my fingers and started cutting them. I kept my hand steady and kept processing with it. Sitting on top of his lap it felt so perfect. As I kept cutting his hair, I could feel his hands holding on my waist tightly and roaming around from up and down. I couldn’t feel anything other than happiness and flustered. “Ken, baby, stop with that… I’m gonna mess up if you keep doing that” but he wasn’t the one to listen to me. He didn’t care about his hair more than me. I kept cutting my hair giggling from time to time as his fingers tickled on my waist. I finally got up and sat on the edge of the bathtub, for the back I used his trimmer and started pushing it upwards from the back of his neck. Keeping his hair smallest on the back but enough to make his head look full. The upper part of his hair covered his undercut making it look even more perfect. As my fingers touched on his neck while I trimmed his hair I couldn’t hold myself back and I ended up telling him “Your skin feels nice” I said to him leaving a kiss on his neck. “Does it, now?” He teased back looking at me with a smile and rosy cheeks. All I could do is turn his face back to the front and giggle at his teasing.
I was finally done with cutting his hair, putting down the scissors I cup his face with my hands and moved his head from side to side to see if it’s even from every sides. He just sat there looking at me and smiling. 𝐹𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉���𝓇𝑒𝒹. Giving a sweet kiss on his soft lips I got up and started washing his hair again, this time with shampoo and conditioner. The washroom filled up with the mix of his citrus and musky smell. I washed his hair and dried it. After it was done I pulled him up from the floor and asked him to check it on the mirror. He was standing in front of the mirror looking at himself for a bit and checking his hair and face over and over “I look….different but in a good way, Sweets” he said and that’s all I needed to hear from him. “You look amazing, Kento… and honestly this suits you a lot better” I said chuckling at his reaction. His hair wasn’t covering his eyes anymore, he looked perfect. He pulled me closer and looked at me he wanted to say something more but he couldn’t, all I felt is his warm lips against mine and a little mumble of “I love it so much, honey”. To me those longer locks made him cuter but this new hairstyle made him…. HOTTER. And since then I’ve been Ken’s personal hair stylist, I cut his hair every now and then and he doesn’t even believe in going to the salon to get haircut anymore. He says I have magic in my hands that makes him look perfect and feel better~
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Finding out that his student lives alone
[ PLATONIC HEADCANONS ] [ Koro-sensei ]
[ Assassination Classroom / Anatsu Kyoshitsu ]
⚠️ This contain a little bit of spoilers
× This is inspired in Kotaro (from Kotaro lives alone)
I cried a lot while watching the anime >< but is a really good anime ✨✨
I really liked this prompt I should write more with it
The moment the reaper decided that he will pass the rest of his days as the teacher of Class 3-E he promised to himself and to Aguri to be the best teacher he could ever be, that is why when he got accepted on Kunugigaoka high school he makes sure to check all the infomation they provide him about his new students
In that moment he noticed how there wasn't much infomation about your family, even when it was strange he tries to not worry to much about it, but it still not easy to ignore since a school as prestigious as this would not allowed itself to make an error so simple as forgeting information, even for an 3-E student
He tried to ask the director about it but he doesn't really give any important information, just clarify that in fact it isn't a mistake, that your case is a peculiar one, still leaving him with doubts and worries but he wasn't in position to pry
When he finally meet all his new students he tries to not just focus on you since he wants to help everyone, he will find out what is happening to you without leaving everyone else behind, and for a while he just works on make a bound and win everyone trust as your teacher
After some time the group get more close and caring to each other and with the teachers too, and still he didn't manage to know more about you, since you are just polite and independient most of the time it makes things a little more difficult, specially since whenever someone ask you about your family you don't say much, just simple answers (and you don't show any special emotion towards the topic, neither happines nor saddness), it could reach the point where most of the group start to get curious about it too
Koro-sensei tried to ask you indirectly making it seem as just curiosity or as his responsability as your teacher, but he isn't too good at hide his worries so soon or later you will find out his true intention. You can confront him about it or just let him be, but at the end you will have to tell him about it (he is stubborn enough to make you give up), and he is thankful that you tell him
However, he wasn't ready for what you told him, even if you don't give him all the details just by knowing that you had been living alone for several years it shock him, he knows how it is to have to look after yourself all alone since such young age and he doesn't wish that for no one, it break his heart knowing that you had been through so much (even more since you had to change of house to avoid been found for your abusive parent)
He is literally on the verge of tears and will be a while like that, if you try to comfort him or reasure him that you are fine he will cry even more, telling you between his cries how stronge and brave you are for endure all that happened to you, once he calms down he reasure you that he mean it, not everyone will be as stronge as you are, but also will tell you that you aren't alone anymore, you have him and all your classmates who gladly would help you whenever you need it or even just make you company
If he get to know that some of your neighbors where been helping you since (even when you are already independent) he will be more relieved and thankful with them, he even go to them to thank them personaly, with you knowing or not
Even when he reconize your strength he knows that living in those conditions isn't exactly healthy, so he will makes sure to make you feel like in home in the class. He is already like a proud and worried father for everyone, but this will just increase his parental instinct
He will try to make some activities where everyone can hang out together because he doesn't want you to feel lonely, is pretty obvious that he is planning something but he just brush it off
He from time to time ask you if everything is alright or if you need anything, along with remembering you that you can stay in the classroom and use the facilities if you want or need. He knows you had been taking care of yourself all alone for a lot of time but he still want to make sure to be there for you
Also, he won't say anything to anyone about the situation with your family unless you are comfortable enough and explicitly give him your permission. He isn't going to push you to open up to the rest of the class neither, but when you do it (because you want to) he feels happy and even proud of you
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can i get s’more ponyboy stuff 👽
- 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐨𝐰
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𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑝 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 :)
𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓: @paxdawg : 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑖 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑠'𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑓𝑓 👽
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: 𝑠𝑢𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠
𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒: 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦/𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐!𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟, 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐!𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟, 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐!𝑠𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑝 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟, 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐!𝑡𝑤𝑜-𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟
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"wake up, pony!"
The youngest curtis sibling sat up slowly, rubbing sleep from his eyes. y/n, who had fallen asleep in the living room the previous night was snuggled up beside Pony. She was probably carried in by Darry- he knew Pony had trouble falling asleep by himself.
''Pony!" Soda hollered again. He flew into the room, practically burning the floor with how abruptly he stopped.
Pony grumbled at his brother's unwanted morning enthusiasm. "Whats up?" he asked, gravelly morning voice low and husky.
"Darry's lettin' you skip school and Two an' I are gonna have a snow day with y'all," Soda explained, a wide childlike smile playing on his face.
Pony felt y/n yawn, something they always did when they just woke up. To no one's surprise, y/n turned to face the brothers, lazily brushing away hairs. "Who's skipping school?"
Pony looked at y/n with a fond smile. "We are. Havin' a snow day with all the guys. Sound savvy?"
Soda laughed at y/n's immediate change in expression. Their eyes brightened and they started softly hitting Pony on the thigh. "You ain't playing with me, right? Darry's chill with this?"
Soda's excitement was clearly visible with the way he was vibrating with happines. "Yep," he answered.
y/n turned to Pony. "Move it, Curtis. I need to go get ready to team up on Dare in the snowball fight we are most definitely going to have with absolutely no protests." The look they gave Pony was comical; y/n knew Pony would never say no to having a snowball fight with his brothers, they were just playing with him.
{❄}
Darry had y/n on his back the second the car stopped. Their jokes with Two were downright comical, and everyone was glad to finally be out in the snow. Pony (on Soda's back) reached out and poked y/n's side which made them yelp and jerk away. Pony and Soda guffawed as y/n veered Darry off track from the hill they were heading to.
"I hate you!" y/n shriek-laughed when Darry launched y/n off his back and into the drifts. He was pulled down by the hem of his coat, falling so fast y/n barely had time to roll away before Darry plopped down and sank into the snow. As he emerged from the snow, Soda toppled over with Pony falling right beside him in his side.
Pony army crawled over to where y/n was recovering from their laughing fit. With a large smile, he pulled y/n's bulky coat-covered form onto his in an embrace.
"Silly goose," y/n whispered to Pony before giving him a small kiss on the mouth.
"Two!" Soda yelled from a drift. "Let's bury these lovebirds!"
The pair laughed again as Two-Bit scrambled to where they were located to help Soda. Pullin y/n impossibly close, Pony couldn't help but think about the first winter they were dating; y/n had pulled him out of the house to make snow angels. Beautiful little snow imprints that showed the shape of two lovers. Pony went back into the yard after y/n fell asleep and watched the snow reflect the colorful beams of light from te setting sun. Pony'd go as far as to say that was when he fell for y/n.
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ɪɪ. sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏɴᴇ (ᴛᴇᴀsᴇʀ)
ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ – 1.1k out of ?
ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ’s ɴᴏᴛᴇ – Here is a small sample of Second To None, part two. I promise I’m working hard to finish it soon!
ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪ – ᴘᴀʀᴛ ɪɪ
The storm wanes as the day comes to a close, thick clouds parting enough that the tied flap of the marui can be raised once more. Neteyam does it for you, eager to help when you mention the quieting winds. What had been incessant howling earlier has soothed to a soft whisper that has warmed in the soft, misting rain. The tide is still high but the water isn’t so choppy without great gusts of wind stirring the water. Tuk is quick to abandon her braiding to bask in the revealed light of eclipse. For a few minutes there’s nothing but brilliant yellow light cast over the island before it winks out like a torch being snuffed. Light is quick to return as the stars begin to shine and the darkened ocean finally finds its light as the stilled waters give way to the faint glow of syuratan hidden beneath the wavering surface. Tuk hangs over the edge, little legs kicking in the air as she sticks her head into the calmed waters. She rises with a giggling splash accompanied by the clicking of an ilu as the larger animals finally emerge from their shelter beneath the floating village.
The rest of Awa’atlu resurfaces as well, breathing a great sigh of relief as if rising after a long dive. Children just as restless as Tuk rush to the water’s edge and she goes to play with them a small ways down the path. Her voice is still clear as you begin to prepare for dinner, lighting a cookfire and gathering ingredients. Usually the meals you prepare at home are for yourself only so it is a welcomed change to have more mouths to feed. Happiness swells like cresting waves in your chest as you watch the two of them eat, enjoying the food you’ve made for them. It is another moment of stolen motherhood. They are not your children but you feel responsible for them. For their health, for their happiness.
It is not only because you were tsakarem. There will always be a piece of you that wants to look after the members of your clan but these children, Jakesully’s children, feel different when you think of them. It makes your heart break and mend all at once as Tuk makes herself comfortable in the cradle of your folded legs when she’s done eating, content to fall asleep against your chest as you talk with Neteyam. Your conversation is aimless as you speak over the dying cookfire, torches slowly dwindling their light until there’s only the blue glow of Pandora around you. He tells you of his exploration around the island and his training with Ao’nung and the others.
“They laugh at me because I cannot throw a spear. I was taught to use a bow. Throwing arrows without it seems strange.” His complaint holds no malice. There is a smile playing on his lips. No longer are the arguments between the children rife with malice. Now there are only well humored jokes between friends, like teasing siblings.
“You will learn,” you hum. “It is hard to master a spear. I could not throw in a straight line for many months when I was first learning. Ao’nung was the same. Watch when you’re training. Sometimes he will still throw a bit to the left. Learning when to release takes patience.”
It’s in the pale light that Neteyam’s face seems to change, drawing into a severe expression as his eyes empty of mirth despite your light tone. When he looks up at you again there’s something heavy and longing in his eyes.
“I don’t know if ma sempul has said it, but thank you. For everything. I know that we are outsiders and that tsahìk Ronal did not want us here to start. But you have made this place feel like home for us. For me.” Your lips part to say something but all that forms on your tongue is his name, filled with a heavy maternal anguish. Here is this child taken from his home and all that he’s known because there are demons looking for his blood. He is fighting. Everyday he has to fight to find happiness here under such dire circumstances. There are times when you see them forget, when Awa’atlu truly seems like home but the soul doesn’t forget where it’s been.
“Oh, Neteyam,” you say again, trying to reach for him. He lets you comfort him for only a moment before standing.
“It is late. My father will be wondering where we are.” And like that the illusion shatters. You are not his mother. It is not your place to soothe and placate. It’s a small miracle that he does not take Tuk from your arms, that he lets you walk beside him back to his marui. Jake is still awake though Kiri and Lo’ak have gone to sleep for the night. He takes Tuk from you to lay her down in her usual place and you take a steadying breath before placing a hesitant hand on Neteyam’s head. His shoulders raise for a moment, tail stiffening behind him before he slowly relaxes and leans into your touch. He wants comfort, you realize, but it seems that he’s gone without for so long that he’s forgotten how to accept it. Not for the first time your thoughts stray to his mother. She’s little more than a wisp of a thought in your mind, vague and undefined. It’s the one thing you can’t bring yourself to ask them about despite the itching in the back of your head to know even as little as her name. But the thought of her must be like a healing wound to the family she’s left behind and you won’t be the one to tear at their scars until they’re bleeding anew.
Neteyam leans against your side, not hugging but allowing you to smooth over his braids for a moment longer until he squares his shoulders and steps away. His eyes are towards his feet, avoiding your knowing gaze as he bids you goodnight. There’s a hesitance in his steps as if he is forcing himself towards his own bedroll in the marui. Whatever comfort he has taken in your gentle touch has soothed and disturbed his soul in equal parts. There’s conflict in his eyes when you finally see them flashing in the darkness of their home. He wants to accept your affection but something is holding him back. Before you can ask Jake takes his son’s place beside you, pulling you away from the sleeping children towards the beach. The water is colder than usual and nearly to your knees as the shore is buried beneath the heightened tide.
“I missed you today.” He says as he pulls you further into the water.
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Yandere Banda Sunato x Reader - Play you
Notes: yandere themes - violence - manipulation - emotional abuse - murder - DARK - NON-CON - DARK BANDA - physical abuse - stalker Banda -
Banda picks you as his next victim because you have something he cant describe about yourself. He just likes you, he has these morbid dreams of you screaming for help as he attacks you when you leave work at night (why do you keep passing by that dark corner?). He laughts at how stupid and scared you look when you feel his eyes on you the entery walk to your home.
Banda will do his work and get your schendelure. From days to weeks. He knows what you do at every hour and with who you are. Banda will let you be free for a couple of days till he decides its a good time to kindapt you.
When he does he even leaves a fake email with your apparent words of wanting to go and visit new places.
He gets you at night, when you ordered food and instead he shows up, dreased as the delivery man with blood on his face and that empy smile.
He will keep you in a house apart from the big city or in a aparment complex where he knows no one asks couestions.
For some days he justs gives you food and water, does not talk to you or answer your questions. As day pass he will show you how no one is looking for you (thanks to his email) so he can break you and then take your pieces to make a new you.
But you, were smarter. For each piece he collected from you a part of your sanity stayed.
As time passed and Banda saw how subimisse you had become he started to give you freedom.
He let you shower, gave you proper meals and let you sleep in a bed.
With him, you had to hide very well how uncomfortable you were while sleeping being hug by him. Or during the days when he would kiss you and touch you.
Your plan was simple, fake your love for him and once you get him distracted enought kill him or attempt to. The news were talking about him, about how he killed 4 women and was now hidding.
Banda made you believe he did not do such a thing. That the police needed someone to blame and saddly he was there in the wrong moment.
You smiled and said that "of course i believe, you have been nothing but good for me" then will cuddle him, tremblingn a bit and when he asked about it you simplely said "if because im near you, i get such a happines that makes me tremble".
The next days you took notice on how Banda had been letting you be more on your own (inside the aparment, seeing the light of the day was still a dream), but now he would let glasses out, knifes he uses to cut the meat so perfectly by the reach of your hand.
You knew he had a cellphone and that he uses fingerprints as his password, so you plan on using that to contact the police once you kill him.
Was it messed up? Yes it was, part of you did die when Banda tortured you for these weeks, other part of you stayed strong enought.
But there was a darker part, one that kept telling you to not do it. That Banda was keeping you safe and well. You where healthy, having 4 foods a day, not having to worry about money, why would you want to get away from this heaven?.
"Lets drink tomorrow" you proposed to Banda. You two were currently having dinner with some random music in the background.
"For what exaclty? Banda asked. The took sometime studying your face.
"For celebrating...i have been with you for months now, and i believen they have been the best moths of my life.
Banda stayed silence eating his food, he had seen a change in your behaviour but was still unsure if you had truly changed. While his tortures were all mental and never physical (he liked to save these) he still tought you had some fight spirit on you.
And it ecxited him.
"Alright, i will try to get us some beer"
Tonight, tonight you were going to do it. Banda had bought lots of beer and some chicken meat. He seemed so happy about the situation.
Oh fool.
You two started to drink, you made sure to see him pouring your drink. As the two of you drunk you got closer to him, the knife hiding in you felt almost bad but you knew you had to do it.
Banda took one last drink and went down to kiss you, and in that moment you attacked, your hand when you the knife and ready to kill him but a hand took your arm, twisted it painfully and took it away.
You looked with horror at Banda. He had the most evil expression you had seen.
"So this was your plan, getting me drunk and stab me....not bad but too amateur"
You went to respond but you started to see blurry, was the beer ? It could be, you havent drink in a long time, but beer was by far not the strongest thing you had drink.
"Something's wrong darling?" Banda asked drinkingn a bit more "oh, it may be these pills i gave you, you know when you went to get us more food"
Shit, yes you did leave for a moment. You two were having such a good time that you let yourself be carefree and asked if he wanted more food.
You felt back, you back hitting the ground, you tried to get up but Banda pushed you down with his foot.
"I knew you were being too easy, i never made a mess of you, never did break you enough"
He got down, sitting on you, now he was moving the knife around your face and passing it by your arms. He cut you and you cried in suprise.
"Now, this will happen. Im gonna cut you, and you will cry because i know it hurts. But dont worry" He kissed your lips and then your neck.
"We will play around pain and pleassure tonight. I wanted to have you in a different way, a sweeter way, but you decided to act like this".
He did small cuts in your arms, kissing them, sucking your blood and then kissing you. He slowly took your shorts, making cuts in your tights, then he removed your shirt, and craved his name on your stomach.
You screamed and begged him to stop but Banda just laughted making you feel his hard dick.
"Oh im going to make you feel so good. You will be screaming my name all night. You wont ever think on doing something like this again. And you know what, we will repeat this in the morning, oh yes, stop saying no. We will do it anyways.
That night Banda tortured you in the worse way possible. The took your dignity away, he played with you all night and when he got tired he tied you up and as a promise he continued in the morning.
He left you there, covering in blood and cum. Said he needed to pick up somethings from a friend and left you.
It could have been hours or minutes, time became blurry, but he returned he took you to the shower, help you clean yourself and took care of your cuts. He then took you back to bed, he tied you up, kissed you and wished you a good night.
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Amen!
Yandere!Momo x Deity!Reader
This idea came from a little story idea in my head where a robot falls in love with a god
TW/CW: Yandere behavior, dead bodies, sacrifices
As a deity, you've been worshiped in every way, from simple incense to brutal sacrifices.
Though, sacrifices were the few offerings humans made to satisfy you. But even so, incense sticks and mini altars having your statue was enough for you, and in return? Anything your divine powers can offer.
Hundreds of years that seemed like seconds to you passed. You kept your own peace, preventing disruption of human life unless you were called upon to interfere. It was quiet, almost like floating in a cold pool.
And a strong energy, which looked like an ear pull, caught your attention.
Things for me? You thought. A good time has passed
You definitely haven't left an eye on earth these days, you barely know the latest news! The thought of seeing how the humans who once treated you so lovingly left a metaphorical smile on your form.
Your presence lit up the area, the figure before you covered his face with jis arms, trying not to be blinded by your gleaming appearance. Emerging into the physical world was almost like stepping out of a pool.
You looked around, the environment interesting, some type of apartment? You've seen one of these before.
But what you didn't expect was the figure in front of you. You looked at him, seeing a metallic skin.
"Not human...?" You breathed silently
You took a better look at him, he had a straw hat and a flamingo coat. The robot knelt down to an altar of you, candles and incense and brutal squiggles of your form taped against the wall.
The robot lifted its screen towards you, spotting the miracle he had madly prayed so much and so much for to appear on front of his screen.
The robot's hands with their fingers crossed in a prayer pose began to shake. You've never seen a robot smile so much in your existence.
"M-My god..." The robot's voice trembled as he saw the miracle in front of him.
The robot's language was different from others, it wasn't Chinese, Russian, English and not even Portuguese or the other hundreds of human languages. But it's not like that stops you from understanding him.
"Yes." You affirmed "Your god is here" A small, kind smile appeared on your face after seeing the happines of the robot
With his knees shaking, the robot rose to his feet, worshiping every bit of your appearance with his eyes.
"I-I did... Everything for your, Y/N..." The poor robot's voice still sounded breathless, but at the same time, it was gentle. "They didn't believe in you... They didn't believe in any of the miracles you could bring... They thought you were a joke from the soft ones..." So lovingly in the robot's entire life, he touched your fabric.
"I was the only one who had faith in you..." The robot, remembering the angry memories, lightly squeezed your soft fabric "They told me I was crazy..." He whispered with hate.
Your smile disappeared seeing the robot's situation, you ran your hand over his head. Your smile returned after seeing the effect it had on the robot, making him stop squeezing your costumes.
"A-And I did everything for you, my god! Every incense spent, every prayer said, every picture I made of you on your altar!" The robot recomposed its posture, opening his arms with his huge smile and small drops of sweat being shown on the screen. You gasped in shock from the scene in front of you. "Every. Single. Sacrifice!"
Behind the robot, there were lots and lots of corpses of other robots, others only looked like they had a few scratches, while others with less luck had their heads completely destroyed by stones.
This was your first robotic follower, and so far, the first most loyal one you've ever seen. You never expected a robot to escape its own programming to do such madness.
But at the same time, you're not even sure you should be surprised, maybe certain robots' sanity is more fragile because of they have more recent experience with emotional things than humans, right? After all, robots weren't originally made to feel like humans, so It's not like they know if there's a limit or not...
"Please, Y/N!" You escaped your thoughts by the robot suddenly taking your hands, and when you blinked your eyes, he was already on his knees again for you.
"Stay! Stay with me, I beg of you! I dedicated everything for you my god!" The bot cried "D-Do you want more sacrifices?! I can do that for you!–"
"No"
He shut up immediately.
"It's enough, Momo"
Just from his name coming out of those divine lips, Momo, the companion, felt his entire body melt.
"My beloved god..." Momo whispered, leaving the grip in his hands.
Having the freedom of your hand again, you let your right hand escape from Momo's hands, then, slowly positioning it next to the robot's head, being considered his "cheek"
The moment could take anyone's breath away, and at that exact moment, Momo was close to falling into a waterfall of emotional tears.
"...I'm sorry" Momo took comfort in your glorious touch, snuggling his head over your palm.
"Apologies are not necessary."
Momo thought he was so filthy compared to the magnitude of you, but who was he anyway to disagree with his god?
"You did a hard job, Momo." You faced the dead companions "I admire your faith in me" You glared at the robot, who had been smiling uncontrollably since he saw you. "Tell me, dear follower, what do you need from me?"
"Let me serve you!"
"...Oh?"
The robot walked a step with his knees closer to your figure. "Please, Y/N, allow me to serve you! You deserve all kinds of admiration from me. Not only will I have your presence all the time, I will satisfy you!" Momo begged
You faced the poor robot, so loyal and willing to do anything for you. You caressed his face once more, which Momo shuddered at the touch.
"If that's what you wish"
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i’m gone. - lee felix
pairing : felix x reader
genre : angst
warnings : swearing, crying, arguing, breaking up, idk
summary : you and your beloved boyfriend were always in good terms, but one night, it all took a huge turn to the wrong side.
wordcount : 743
a/n : this is my first angst!! hope you enjoy<33 might have some mistakes since english is not my first and favourite language !! also i’m a fast typer so might include some accident typos, anyways hope you enjoy<3
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You were excitedly getting ready for your date night with your boyfriend that was planned a few weeks ago. You just did you makeup and now was moving onto attacking your closet, until you heard you phone buzz.
“love i am so sorry, i have to cancel the date, i have an unexpected schedule. i swear i’ll come to the next date💕”
You were devastated, on the verge of a breakdown. This was the 10th time this has happened. It felt like, he didn’t love you anymore. You fell to your knees and started sobbing as thoughts filled your mind.
“what if he doesn’t love me? what if he’s seeing someone else? and that’s why he’s making excuses.”
Those kind of thoughts filled your mind to the brim. You were crying, sobbing, sniffing whatever you’d call it. Your crying was later interrupted by another notification on your phone.
You quickly got up and opened your phone. You were relieved to read the message you were sent.
“i’m coming home a bit later today, maybe at night but i don’t have time to attend the date, love you”
You were relived. Even though he said he isn’t going to attend the date, your still happy he’s atleast coming home and not hanging out with other girls.
The relationship between you guys was always close. Both of you guys loved skinship, and were very clingy after all. You found a lot of same habits and traits you both seemed to have. Even what you both eat.
When you met Felix, it was an instant click. You hung out all the time, talked about each other all the time, basically involved the other in anything. In college you decided you wanted to go from besties to lovers, but weren’t sure if Felix was feeling the same.
You later on built the courage and confessed to him one thursday evening. The whole day was full of emotions ranging from sadness to overwhelming happines. After that you guys were inseparable.
But what you didn’t know was what would happen this night. Something horrible. Something that you will remember for the wrong reasons. That you guys were finally separated.
You heard the door open as you were sitting on the couch eating chips. You sprinted to the door and greeted Felix with a warming hug.
“well hi” felix said while hugging you back.
“i was thinking we could watch a movie and cuddle after? how does that sound?” you excitedly ask while smiling.
“bae i’m sorry but i’m really tired. maybe some other night?” he groaned.
“you almost never have time for me! i don’t know if i can do it. i never can spend anytime with you alone, privately! whether it’s you hanging with the boys or you always have an excuse!! i’m never an option.” you complain, not noticing that you are raising your voice.
you see Felix’s eyes starting to get watery and his freckles are getting drowned in his tears.
You only now realised what you said and tried to hypothetically apologise, but nothing helped. You felt too bad, you really fucked it up now.
“no it’s fine, i’m just trying to focus on studying, i’m sorry. i’ll try to find you more time, love, i really am sorry.” he blurted out, which only made you realise that now you cheeks were getting stained in you tears too.
“no no no no bae it’s okay, i’m the one to blame, i fucked up, i said hurtful things, it’s my fault, my reason to apologise.” you said, tears staining you grey t-shirt.
“whatever, i can go if you want, you said you couldn’t do it anymore” he said. you froze for a second there, to fully understand his words. did you really say you couldn’t do this? shit, you did. you knew he wasn’t coming back either, so you tried to stop him from going, but were unsuccessful.
There he went. he just ran out door to the dorms. you completely lost it when the door closed. you fell to your knees and started screaming his name while sobbing uncontrollably.
It had now been a few days since you and Felix broke up, and you had noticed he was constantly avoiding you, you were hurt by it, but it was understandable. You hurt him, and he’s allowed to be hurt.
Every night you always found yourself curled up into a ball in your bed sniffling onto Felix’s hoodie, which had his scent to it. It was the closest thing you had to him. You were really not okay.
But you can’t do anything but just wait for him.
idk yall tell me how this went!!🥹 i just made something and i hope y’all enjoyed <3
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Arwena’s JiB 12 experiences
I got to ask Jensen a question
On the Jensen afternoon panel, I got to ask Jensen a question! It was a question I would have loved to ask both Jared and Jensen. So I prevailed it with:
“My question would have been for both Jared and you. But since you two know each other so well, maybe you can take an educated guess at Jared’s answer.”
And Jensen was like: “I can answer for him!”
My question was:
“After 15 seasons of Supernatural, what aspect of Sam’s and Dean’s personality was hardest to act.”
Jensen gave a thoughtful answer. He said it was hardest to act out Dean’s insensitivity. Because yes, Dean could be insensitive at times, but he, Jensen, tends to be a little bit more sensitiv. That would be the first thing that came to mind, but there were other things too, like the relationship with his father, his mother.
I loved his answer, but what really nearly left me a puddle on the floor was HOW he answered it. He looked over at me and kept staring me in the eye. I’m very good at holding eye contact and nodding and encouraging people to keep going, and I did just that, and Jensen was looking at me more and more, and I was melting internally more and more. His gaze was so intense!!! I can’t find the right words to describe it. I almost didn't survive it! (You can see in the video how often and long he is looking to his right - the videos left.)
When he came to the part of answering for Jared, he thought for a moment. And then he was like “he would probably have a lot of things to say here”, and he said it so fondly, with a smile on his lips. I bet in this moment he missed his partner in crime on stage dearly. Anyway, he said for Jared the hardest part to act would probably be dealing with an older brother that was shorter than him.
Jensen explained how Jeff was taller. And for people who didn’t know he explained that Jeff was a Ph. Dr. He mimed Jeff coming into the room sayin “all right, what seems to be the problem today?” and Jensen answered his own question with “Not you you. You are not the problem, you hansome, tall son of a bitch!” (Jensen really seems to have a thing for the Padalecki men. Lol.) He said all that facing the audience and then expressed his happines about now beeing the tallest on set himself. So I thought he was done with my question and moved away from the mic, but stood two meters back because I realised he was still sort of talking about that theme. He mentioned “sasquatch” again lovingly.
Then he looked back over to the microphone and said “Thank you for your question”, but seemed a bit confused for a second, because I wasn’t there any longer. I regret that dearly. (You can’t really see that on the video, but both me and all my friends had the impression that he was a bit confused by my absence, lol.)
If you are interested, here’s the link to the panel video. My question starts at 12:15.
Anyway, that was the best moment of the whole JiB. And at JiB 11 I'm gonna try to ask Jared the same question. And tell him that Jensen did a good job at answering for him, but that we'd like to hear his thoughts on the matter too.
Oh, and one more thing:
When Jared made a video call later, I unfortunately missed it. But someone tried to ask him my question as a "hand me down question". But Jared didn't understand, the connection was bad. However I'll tell you more about that in a separate post about the video calls.
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