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#can you tell i am typing this on my computer? bc im really in the oversharing flow rn
haediary · 1 year
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omg i love your headcanons!!! Can i ask for jaehyun bf headcanon pls
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THIS WAS DONE LIKE 3 DAYS AGO BUT MY COMPUTER LEFT ME so eveyrthing got deleted and did not save so I was crying for like 2 days unmotivated to do this again but here I am :) YOURE WELCOME ANON!
bf!jaehyun x gn!reader
now playing... 'focus' by nct 127
warnings; i curse
under the cut valentines !
(that shit is so corny I have to stop)
I LOVE JAEHYUN SM OH MY GOD
I feel like he loves to spoil you
like he's completely blinded by your pout or smile to the point he did not notice that he swiped his card and lost $300 that very sceond
lowk sugar dadd-
IM JOKING
but it's quite easy for you to convince him, it's probably the privilege you get from dating him
his memebers can't even get to that side of him
"jaehyun hyung, can you buy me an overwatch skin?"
"pfft no, buy it yourself"
"jaehyun...Could you please buy me that overwatch skin.. I'll pay you later I swear!"
"of course baby you don't have to pay me back at all!! :D"
HELP ME-
he's so love struck honestly
am I the only one that sees him like that?
late night talks while facing eachother in his fluffy ass bed at night
oh god im crying
the type to text "not to be that boyfriend but pls tell me you only love me?" bcs he grows even more self causious whenever some slight thought of him losing you starts showing up
bro he lives for your compliments and doesn't hesitate to compliment you back
bruh PLEASE wake him up with kisses all over his face he'll actually cry
he's not the "showering you with kisses" unless it's in private
he does it randomly tho
but if you shower him in kisses!?
this mf is NEVER gonna stop smiling OOOH-
I feel like he wouldn't introduce you to his friend unless you insist
partly bcs he's afraid they might flirt with you even though he trusts both them and you
and party bcs he's afraid they'll scare you away by exposing him
which they did 100%
"oh you're the person he keeps talking about"
"yk jaehyun always smiles at his phone when texting you"
"he even has your contact name saved as a red heart"
"I've never heard jaehyun talk about someone so much as he talks about you"
it's adorable really
but he's embarrassed
he doesn't get angry that easily
mainly because he likes to discuss and see other opinions on many situations
like he'd randomly ask you during the day or text you at 3am
"if I gave up my kid for adoption should I tell them that I'm their father at the age of 11 o 18? Because I think It would be less traumatising at the age of 11 especially bcs their brains aren't fully developed, but at the age of 18 it's basically their entire childhood of living in a white lie (if I had a reason yk?) and they'd probably be angry with me because I didn't tell them earlier, but what if it's for the best that they don't know their entire childhood and they won't let me explain myself because I legally can't force them so now I'm very confused, i think it matters what the reason was and the actual intentions behind it? pls tell me what you think I can't sleep without an answer"
"wtf jaehyun"
I think i mentioned this before but he absolutley loves it if you initiate on physical affection
like sure making out and basically fucking eachother in public is weird and just ew in his eyes
but if you sneak your finger in his closed hand he'd gladly open up and interwine your hands, maybe even place a kiss on the back of your hand bcs he like that ig
I feel like he has way too much videos of you that would make anyone piss their pants of laughter
like y'all would film eachother and take pics of eachother every single fucking time
all giggly and shit LIKE STOP-
would 100% buy a professional camera to take your ig photos for you (amazing photographer may I add?)
I feel like he'd be subcounsiously be playing with your hair or your fingers
if you have long hair, good luck you're getting knots for sure
if you have short hair, good luck you're getter a free perm
and if you don't have hair, he'd prolly play with your ears
you probably have the same music taste
like you'd share a 11 hour long playlist that keeps growing and whnever one of you finds a new song that you like you send it to the other to rate it.
he thinks he's so different because he doesn't enjoy matching outfits
but when you accidentally match he's gonna be so excited and pin point it everyone
"yeah me and y/n accidentally matched today"
goofy ass would point to you and to him infront of his members
"do you see this? it wasn't intentional at all!"
will tease and kiss your pout away bcs he can
he'd start crying if you run up to him when you've been separated for like months
no like seriously
the excitement you get of him just standing there is something he'll always remember
HELP HE'D GET SO INFLUENCED BY YOU
AND PICK UP YOUR HORRIBLE SPEAKING HABITS
HE DOESNT EVEN NOTICE HIMSELF
"lol you suck"
"who taught you that jaehyun"
you're basically the mood maker of the relationship
if you're happy, jaehyun is happy
if you're sad, jaehyun is sad
if you're -
you get it
overall you're both such an adorable couple that makes heads turn and you'd probably get free desserts bcs you both look unrealistically beautiful so...
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Playlist Shuffle!!
thank u @minnarr for tagging meeee!! 💚💚💚
Rules: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, and then tag 10 people. No skipping!
(i don't have a spotify, so i'll use the audio files i've already got downloaded on my computer, hope that's ok!! 😅)
òran a phrionnsa (the prince's ballad) by kathleen macinnes it's quite long bc it's like a romanticised story about bonnie prince charlie and the jacobites, with lots of allusions to mythology and folk history and such. idk i just think it's neat and i'm rly proud of myself for being able to recite the whole thing ok 😅
lon-dubh (blackbird) a gaelic cover of the beatles song by julie fowlis!!
sadhbh ní bhruinnealla by liam ó maonlaí (my fav cover as well! 🥰)
coisich, a rùin by capercaillie
hò bha mi, hè bha mi by julie fowlis
eilidh by robert robertson (my recording is BRILLIANT bc he's performing casually in a pub!! truly stunning!! sorry i just wanted to gush about it 😅)
cairistìona by kyle carey
thig am bàta by julie fowlis (again) (sorry i just really love her. this song SLAPS btw. THE DRUM BEAT is. amazing. and the story behind it is interesting as well 👀)
OK THIS IS. THIS IS GETTING RIDICULOUS. IT'S JULIE AGAIN. I HAVE TO SKIP IT NOW COME ONNNN
........it's julie again ._. im a broken birb ._.
FINE. YOU WIN MADAM.
hè gràdh, hò gràdh by julie fowlis. it's about cows. no i won't elaborate.
bodaich odhar hogha gearraidh by juLiE fOwLiS. it's about old men from hogha gearraidh fighting some other dudes or something. also there's fionnlagh and the piper's lad and tormod the deaf blacksmith asdfghjk fUCK THIS IM TIRED OF BEING EXPOSED. BIRB OUT >:V
TAGS. I DOn'T. JUST. EVERYONE. EVERYONE. U'VE ALL BEEN TAGGED. U ARE ALL TAGGED NOW. GOOD DAY SIR
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stitchthesewords · 11 months
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I just tried to send you an ask but the app fucking crashed. Hell on earth.
Anyway I saw we were talking about follower counts and tbh I always thought you had a tonnn of followers but I think it’s bc you are really nice so ppl keep coming back and interacting with you.
Aside from that, as a general complement, you are the type of person, from what I can tell, who loves a lot, and is loved back. Your blog is full of personality and an overflow of words (in a good way).
tumblr is a webbed site but also
DSFFHSGSKLAKLADFHA DM???????? DM MY MUTUAL WHO I CONSIDER TO BE A BIG BLOG????? THIS IS SO SWEET?????????? I AM. SITTING HER MAKING THE SWEETEST FACE AT THE COMPUTER YOU'RE SO NICE
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💗💗💗💗im. This is so nice like genuinely I dont know how to respond to it but thank you so much thank you for being such a welcome presence on my dash DM - I saw you were gonna start uploading some stuff to AO3 and I am SOOOOOOOOOOO excited for both you and me bc alas, I cannot navigate your tumblr blog on my 2nd generation kindle, wherein I read my fanfiction, and I wish to read DM writing at work. 🥰🥰🥰
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drunkhazed · 1 year
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HELLO!! I know this might be a weird question but I GENUINELY love your writing. It’s fucking AMAZING! And it really inspires me :3 my question is what exactly is your process while writing? Im really curious, maybe it’ll help me out with mine since i realllllyy like your style of writing and it’s usually what i go for when i write my fics!!
Much love <33
aw I dont think its a weird question at all🤗
I think people stopped asking me bc I am a messy unorganized writer lol. my advice isnt good, apologies😅
I have been trying to improve my writing and take it more serious but its hard, because I’m just unsatisfied with everything I write, but I do analyze every fic I read, and I try to register the things I enjoyed the most about them in my brain(tropes, dynamics, vocabulary usage, etc). I hate taking fanfic serious because I dont *feel* like a writer…. I feel like a fraud sometimes when I see how much effort/construction and work others put into their stories chwjxjjks.
I suppose my process is unorthodox, I hear anyway.. I tend to come up with new ideas regularly, and mostly make mental notes of them/let them play out in my mind until I write something. I also write fics on my phone😅😭 I have a computer and even bought a keyboard for my ipad but…..its just my preference to type on my phone.
I don’t proofread my fics and no one beta reads for me, I can go from typing 1000 words to 15,000 in a day also bc I dont have much free time for writing, I wish I did tho!
reading is super important I think, more important is WHAT you read though. I read everything, even if the tags are kind of crazy(if anything I’ll run to read something with unhinged tags even faster). while I prefer darker fics, I still read other dynamics. I don’t want my writing to be one set genre… I love smut but I love smut with more to it. big fan of characterizations/relationships between different characters and realistic but still humorous dialogue(oh I HATEEEE writing dialogue, its my least favorite part. I suffer the entire time.)
when I read I also save words I don’t use much/look them up to understand better. broadening your vocabulary is important when it comes to writing because you can only say “I’m so shy” or something so much……
I think about “showing, not telling” all the time when I write too, like describe- DO NOT explain.
I calculated how much I wrote on here in 2021/22 and It was over 400,000 words…….thats a lot of smut. mentioning this because PRACTICE!!!! keep writing until you find the style you’re most comfortable with and figure out your flow/what sets your work apart from anyone else’s. really pay attention to the fics you go back to read and that stick in your mind and try to figure out WHY, analyze what it is those fics gave you that stimulated something in your brain and build your writing up from there.
I hope this helped😅🤍
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fredheads · 2 years
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Tell me about some alternate scenes you wound up cutting from the It au!
SOOOOOOOOO TRUE BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i can answer this at last cuz i knew i would have to be at my computer to type this novel and ive been too sick.
FIRSTLY!! i considered making everyone (my 2 readers) think i killed mary off and then have her actually survive her attempt/actually show up later just for the funs of it and for a happy ending but THEN the gremlin in my mind said no happy endings allowed... but up until i published that last chapter i was like i could pull this off tho........ in another life.
i'm soooo fond of the scene early on in the book where ben goes to the red wheel roadhouse and gives his silver dollars away to the bartender for his kids and i just really love hot adult hal and wanted to give him that little moment but then writing it was taking too mf long so i gave up. sorry hal baby... i obviously cut hiram at home with his wife which is honestly a dynamic i would like to explore but i didnt want to explore it THAT much.
i had 100000000 pages of exposition planned about harry's life in riverdale and then i was like..... who is reading this. besides me.
i am tragically cutting harry and fred getting high together on drugs from indigenous people cuz im going book canon for the actual evil and we dont need all that exposition and that shit was too buck wild for me like i can never replicate that. did i consider them chilling smoking a joint outside the gymnasium instead??? i sure did..... but then i was like ok not necessary YET.
i am maybe cutting them going back and visiting the clubhouse the way they did in the movie.... i dont have anything i need them to do there and i feel like the movie just awkwardly shoehorned it in bc they didnt touch on the clubhouse for the first movie and suddenly wanted to? likewise i withheld the smoke hole from the fic thus far and was like i could do a flashback in part 2 if i wanted.... but now im like why was i so ambitious no flashbacks here 😂 rip smoke hole ONE day an adaptation will do you properly.... such a sweet richie and mike moment too 🥺 damn
when they start going for walking tours im tempted to cut alice going to her old apartment just cuz i do not care to rehash all that 😂 we saw the movie its fine. fred and silver and fp being homophobically bullied on the other hand i am SALIVATING sweating at the thought of writing.... im playing favourites so hard out here
thank you for asking!! i will have another dissertation about it when i finish im sure.... tell me what you'd want me to cut and what i cannot!!!!!!!!!!
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unsentnotes · 1 month
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what does it mean to you, to be loved?
15 March 2023 at 7:41 pm
Devising q for Ash.
To me, to be loved is to feel safe. To feel safety and warmth in their presence, to have trust and be at ease. To be able to be vulnerable, to be able to expose these sides of yourself that are fragile.
I feel many types of love quite often, from many people that surround me and people from afar. I'm a person that is loved by family, friends, lovers and acquaintances, or so i've heard.
One thing i personally know is that i give out a lot of love, Im quite friendly, very affectionate and i have a lot of care for those people around me. I'm glad I have this nature, my father calls me too soft because of it, but i think it's a reflection of how i'd want to be treated as. I wish for everyone to have a good time in my presence. Whenever i meet a friend of a friend, and introduce myself, they always have a lot of positive words that they've heard about me. "i love jen yeah! she's really nice and cool."
To feel and experience love is a truly beautiful feeling, and it is so very different each time.
My father doesn't show affection at all, his "love language" is doing things; gift giving and acts of service. He never has told me that he's proud of me or that he loves me, but i can tell in the way he saves my photos and achievements onto his computer in folders. The day after an argument, and he's been grocery shopping, i can tell when he's sorry and he loves me bc of the mango sitting at the bottom of the fridge. He doesn't like mango. We have a strange and difficult relationship, my dad and I, we bicker a lot and generally don't agree on a lot of things. But I know I am loved by the little things he goes out of his way to do for me, like buying lactose free milk despite thinking it's a load of bullshit.
My best friend Hannah, we barely talk online, but when we're both going home, and we're 10 minutes away from each other, we meet and it's like we're kids again. We don't have to talk or to chat or converse or update each other everyday, i know she's proud of me no matter what i do, as i am so utterly proud and happy for her in everything she does. I feel her love through her unwavering and continuous support for me, always.
Adam. He did love me, so much, though that love emerged from what i could give him and the love and hope i provided for him. He loved me so much he was planning to marry me. He loved me so much that he was terrified of me ever leaving his side, which isn't a healthy mindset i know, but he didn't understand what he was doing. Adam saw me as someone that could save him and help him through anything, his trust and vulnerability he allowed me to have is soemthing i never took for granted. His love was very strong but his heart was very fragile, so so delicate. I know he loved me because he didn't want to die because of me. It can be interpreted in many unhealthy selfish ways, but he did truly love me.
They say a mother's love is the strongest unconditional love out there. I agree wholeheartedly. For almost 10 years, my mum's heart has been aching and hurting, desperate to see me and hold me in her arms again. To hold her daughter and to see her in the flesh, to kiss her and to catch up and live the rest of her life with her. I know my mother loves me. There isn't any more i need to explain. She loves me so fiercely and unconditionally more than anyone on this earth.
Tommy. This person appeared in my life in such a specific time that allowed this love to blossom and bloom and eventually weep and decay. Tommy allowed me to be free, they had so much trust and faith in me and they had so much positive energy. They truly understood my situationship and my past relationship and allowed me to explore this newfound freedom, to explore it with them. It was the first time I was allowed to be truthful, to start a new slate with no insecurities or barriers. For the first time, i could be vulnerable and be curious and to learn without being reprimanded or scorned for my "failures". I was in the process of a rebirth of my own self, a life and sense of self without Adam, and Tommy was there to hold my hand through it. The love and care i have for this person is almost indescribable, because i am so utterly grateful for everything they have done and introduced me to. They have allowed me to become who i am today, continuously supporting me in everything i did, hyping me up and being so proud and happy with all of my achievements- big or small. I needed that more than anything in that time period, im very lucky to have known this person, and i am humbled that i could even be a part of their life as prevalent as i was. I know wholeheartedly that i was loved, and continue to be loved in their own way; just no longer romantically.
Robbie. My darling darling Robbie. When i said that love is beautiful and comes in many different shapes and forms, he really made me realise this. He's so,,, real. So human and so organic?
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guru-gu · 7 months
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commitment
hi yesterday i saw a blog post from ali abdaal saying that a really lifechanging exercise is writing 1000 words per day. so here i am. I'll first try to keep this up for 10 days and see where it goes. see as a student athlete i don't have that much time in my life. but if this is really as lifechanging as it says i'll try to make time for it.
see sometimes i think im really committed to shit. like i started gratitude journalling a little over a year ago and I'm still going strong. I'm on my second journal. when i do a chloe ting workout i have to finish it. but i feel like i exude a lot of characteristics of a low commitment character.
sometimes i feel like my commitment is fueled by my own ego. like there reason i commit is because i would be so disappointed in myself. i could do a chloe ting workout before. and it's only 10-15 minutes. but that means i only commit to things that are easy for me. i still think about that time i went to run, prepared to go for 5 kilometers, and ended up running like 1.5 miles before stopping and walking. i had more than enough time to finish—my mom was taking a whole ass to shop at wegmans.
there's so much stuff i do on the computer that's low-commitment. i feel like having wayyy to many tabs open signifies you don't want to shut the idea off yet but you're not devoted enough to take the time to look through it. having a watch list is low commitment when you ignore it for this new show you're introduced to, which looks hot and fresh. i almost sent a scheduled email today bc i wanted to give myself enough time to edit it before it got sent. the machine is committing for me, not me sending the email.
ok but i didn't start this thing just to complain about my commitment. tbh those were more observations, than wining, really. I'm trying to complain less because i noticed people tend not to like it—it brings the mood down or sum. but are people really that affected by what we say? if someone's complaining about something constantly, it starts to get annoying. i mean if it's a group collective oh-my-god this is horrendous, sure it's cathartic. but if it's only one person and we're all experiencing the same thing and it's really not that bad then nah. but if someone else feels sad, ofc I'm gonna feel sad that they're sad, but it's not gonna change my core emotions. like I'm not gonna be upset for the rest of the day, I've got my own life. is that just me? maybe i need to learn greater sensitivity. but i don't feel like that's necessarily a wrong thing to be.
ok commitment. hmmm commitment. i commited to writing 1k words today i really feel like i gotta finish this. i had a friend tell me today that writing 1k words is a hellla lot and I'll burn out. i was like psh whatever but now i can def see how it would drain me if i was tired or sum. 545 words so far. now I'm just stalling
ok you know what i hate i hate hate hate stalling. like time is precious don't you dare waste mine ON PURPOSE. i get rlly frustrated by stonewalling but i rlly gotta understand its not they don't wanna respond but its that they cant bc they're too inundated. well sometimes I've been with people who are hella passive aggressive and it gets on my nerves bc just communicate already?? I'm not gonna know and you're j making me anxious. if you're in the wrong i don't think anxiety should not be a side effect of another person's anger. i think regret and feeling sorry should be the right emotion. you know what?? i think passive aggression is just petty revenge. you WANT the other person to feel worried even though it's a totally irrelevant emotion. just because it eats them away bit by bit inside. it's like if you accidentally stepped on a person's flower bed (and now all their flowers are ruined and dead) and so you decided to chop down their favorite cherry tree. and oh my god don't even get me started if you have a rumination problem. think passive aggression is an anxious person's nightmare.
you know i think typing might be better for journalling than hand writing. because for hand writing i have all these thoughts sand emotions and i feel like i need a lot of words to describe them. brevity is not my forte. to me, almost all words serve some kind of purpose—like a buffer before you arrive at a stronger word, or a deeper exploration into the way the person forms sentences or sum shit—you can really pinpoint all the nuances in emotion. yes journalling seems purer. it's like getting water from a well, while i prefer my poland spring plastic global warming garbage.
speaking of which i have no idea how people even drink well water. it comes from the ground—it's gotta have some dirt in it. i remember in sixth grade we learned they operate on aquifers. some sedimentary rock or sum idk not a geologist.
hmmm 900 words. i cna't tell if this will get trickier or easier as time goes on. i told some people about this which makes me kinda scared bc I'm v much talking unfiltered. do not want to get #cancelled.
also i love talking with hashtags. can we bring that back?
bellbottoms, no. those can stay in the past. never a fan i j always thought they looked kinda disco garish and it was always a bit much, a bit uncoordinated, a bit of walk into the closest blind and spin three times. I'm sorry to anyone who likes the disco theme, perhaps you can teach me to appreciate it.
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foster-the-moths · 1 year
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saw ur rb saying you dot mind ppl asking you questions to get to know you better, and since i am terrified of talking to ppl online (and other reasons i will not specify), what colors do you like? what are your interests (it can be of anything, media, hobbies, cool things you like to research abt, etc)? -imaginary anon (and if i have sent you an ask before, im coward anon w a different name just so you know). also sorry if this is just too much and if im being annoying and making you uncomfortable :(
YES THANK YOU i love all shades of red and also the shade of green they used for the ui of computers in the 70s. i have a lot of other colors i love but usually that depend on the context. as for interests uh. tmc obviously but i also love a lot of other internet horror series (i got into it with marble hornets when i was like. 13/14? and watched a bunch of other slenderverse series from there. i love amateur media so so much) recently ive been introduced to older horror stuff from the 70's that i havent had time to fully check out but i want to soon (deep red, suspiria, i have a whole list). honestly i love horror less for the scary stuff (i'm. not really scared of things i know are fake) but instead for the stories they tell i LOVE world building and character arcs in horror media its just so good. pokemon is a big interest for me as well, i love bug types. for things i like to research i have. a very long running special interest in insects and arthropods in general (since before i could speak LMAO) that has tapered off a little bit recently? for some reason? but i still love them. i have entire wikipedia articles and obscure websites of knowledge abt arthropods locked up in my brain. especially moths and harvestmen (<-if u don't know what a harvestman is u want to ask me abt them SO BAD). i also have entire drawers of dead insects i found and preserved (i do not kill my specimens, could not bring myself to do that, all the bugs i have were already dead) and i have some in there that i think are really cool (like several types of moths and what i believe is an Agapostemon/sweat bee!!! it is a metallic green bee. +many more). also cat coat genetics but only a little bit. also i love jigsaw puzzles and sudoku and solitaire. oh shit ALSO i have a big fascination with dreams and nightmares, mostly my own bc they are wild, but other people's dreams are also really cool, not dream analysis or deeper meanings just stories and weird shit. also DON'T WORRY i love getting asks (and also talking abt myself 💀) you're not being annoying or making me uncomfortable or anything youre fine 👍 (i. definitely get being very anxious abt being annoying though, so ALSO know that if you repeatedly ask "am i being annoying" that is ALSO not annoying to me.)
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domesticateddog · 2 years
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on his computer typing this up so if i post this unfinished it's because he walked in the room lol the first two or so hours were very awkward, of course, neithr of us knew what to do. he kept putting his hand on my back and rubbing my arms and stuff trying to break the ice and soothe me. everytime he went to hold my hand or touch me he would ask "is it ok if i do this?" we sat there and i would quietly state how everything made me feel, how confused i am rn, saying im not sure why im here, explaining that i want him to get help and that my mom offered to find a doctor for him and everything.
he wants to get back on medication so that's great, he needs it desperately. he's still unstable but not in the weird vindictive/apathetic/uncaring split personality way he was the other day. he's been extremely affectionate with me and we ended up having sex twice last night. i cried the first time and he just held me, rubbed my back as i laid in his arms and told me it was ok to cry. but before that we just slowly got back into into the way we were, although im still very apprehensive about it all. and he would come up and hug me, touch me (comfortingly) and then eventually he'd kiss me and after several times i gave in and we did it. im torn between whether that was a mistake or not but oh well. idk if it was because it was so..... perfect. it just felt so meaningful, he kept telling me how much he missed me, how he's been thinking of me a lot since it happened and jsut how much he loves being around me. it's still kind of awkward at times, but that's gonna take time to heal. he honestly doesnt remember a lot of what happened which is shocking but he says he remembers "the gist of it".
he kissed me a LOT yesterday and even he was like "we've been really kissy today" and i said "well yeah i think youre trying to make it up to me by being nice to me" and he said "idk i just really missed kissing you". he kept calling me his lil carrot again and he picked me up like 7 times lol i think he's very confused rn now (as am i) but i can see him underneath it all. i think i know him better than he knows himself at this point. he's been relatively normal albeit slightly manic/hypomanic or SOMETHING at times, it's so odd. the mood swings are crazy, but not like they were when he’d switch. im just so glad that he's mostly acting like himself again. that's all i wanted. i dont care if he doesnt understand his feelings bc i do, he doesnt grasp it and he's extremely impulsive so sometimes he lashes out like that bc to him, how he feels in that exact moment is how he thinks he'll always feel. it's hard to explain. there's no thinking ahead or understanding that his past actions dont correlate with his current feelings (almost like he's mentally ill or something...). my mom wanted his dad's number just in case something happened and his dad told her that he thinks im too mature for my boyfriend and that i deserve better. obviously my mom is in the same boat bc she thinks im being a doormat and that im blinded by my love for him.
i’ll continue writing later there’s more
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mojwisungie · 3 years
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hc | boyfriend ♡
req (from: anon) ➥ : read the mark-jaemin boyfriend, and then then renjun-jisung boyfriend headcanons,,, can you do one for the remaining members? thank you~~
☄︎ with: lee jeno, lee donghyuck, zhong chenle ☄︎ lou.note: this has been in my wips for so long im sorry anonie but here i am to give it you guys as an offering for my birthday (its tomorrow on the 26th but anyway) hehe hope you all enjoy <3
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ੈ⋆ mark & jaemin ver. | renjun & jisung ver.
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Jeno
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the observing, supportive boyfriend
jeno doesnt pay much attention to things that arent important
but YOU are important
you mean so much to him, and thats still an understatement
he often thinks that by paying attention to you and everything you do
he'll know you in a way no one else does
at this point, he knows everything about you
your favorite sweater (which he owns), favorite color, favorite artists, favorite songs, etc.
jeno actually knows your order by heart even if it varies in different restaurants
his mantra is actually happy y/n = happy jeno ^_^
thats also the reason why fights dont usually happen
he knows when its too much for you and so he will do what he thinks is best for the situation
anyways: dates with jeno are either doing physical activities or plain cuddling on the couch
it would mostly be him who initiates dates like hiking, biking, etc.
but, he would also always check with you if youre okay with it or if you want to rest 
one time you asked him for a day in those sport grounds ?? like those places that has random games like wall-climbing, archery, and trampolines
oh this boy has the biggest smile on his face asking you, “hold on love, are you serious ( ◕▿◕ ) ?”
during hectic weeks, he’s definitely up for movie marathons
if he still has some energy, he will make a blanket fort for the both of you
also jeno lee is a cuddle bug (you cannot change my mind, this case is closed)
and so he’ll use these lazy dates to indulge in hugging you for as long as he can 
on the supportive note, he always reassures you with the kindest words
AND hes the type of guy who will ask you if you need comfort or solutions when you rant to him T﹏T
and that is actually proof that he is the best support system
he'd be your hype man when you need a push
thinking of auditioning for a club? go ahead, he'll teach you what he knows
want to try a new hobby and start journaling? he'll help you find cute stickers (and he'll buy them too)
he will always help in whatever way he can, and he will constantly assure you that he’s there for you as you have been for him
he is reserved, quiet, and keep things on the down low, yet with you, he’s entirely different
jeno loves you just as you love him, and he’ll do everything to prove it to the world- you.
Haechan
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the enthusiastic, soft boyfriend
he is!! literally!! the sun!!
he often calls you often in the morning to wake you up, greeting you with the loveliest voice saying, “good morning darling, how was your sleep?” SADKJASD
if he’s free, he’ll actually drop by yours to bring breakfast and eat with you
and if ever you still live with your family, you bet that once you slip into the kitchen he’s chatting up with your parents like he’s their son
actually... he technically is
he loves going out with you and your family as much as he loves going out with his
hyuck is very family-oriented, you really dont have to plead to him if you want him to come to a gathering
as long as you say yes to him inviting you to their family activities too 😌
he once asked you to go with him to this intimate family dinner his relatives organized
and you ask him, “are you sure im allowed to go? the invitation in the email complete says Lee Family and clearly.. im not-”
this man didnt even let you finish and says, “BUT YOU WILL BE!! SOON!! I WILL MARRY YOU!! baby come on just please come with me!!!”
he means it though
you dont know it, but the thought of spending the rest of his life with you often comes into his mind
and so dates with him can be both ends of the spectrum
you guys could go for fancy restaurants, amusement parks, and even late night computer games (if you dont play, he’ll teach you dont worry <3)
but there are also domestic dates such as grocery shopping, helping each other babysit nephews/nieces, and the such
its obvious to every one that haechan is so soft for you
and he doesnt care what other people say
one time, mark heard him talk to you in the cutest, softest voice and laughed... and regretted it bc haechan turned to him in the most serious face and the deepest tone saying, “and so?” 
as much as possible, he wants you to feel loved bc thats what you make him feel
despite this, arguments are still there, but it doesnt go on for long
fights dont escalate as you both work together against the problem
so at the end of the day, no feelings are hurt or turned a blind eye to
disagreements are often rooted from the nature of work though, thats why every time things arent so fine, he’ll do his best to fix it
because he treasures his time with you and the love you both invest in
he didnt value time that much before, bc he’s so used to putting up with whatever that comes his way
but when you came into his life, he realized it is indeed precious
haechan spends every second loving you beyond infinity
Chenle
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the parental, sincere, affectionate boyfriend
you’ve seen him rant, right?
he’ll do that often, but only when its about you not getting what you need
others may not see it, but he’s really concerned when its about you so he’ll do anything to make sure youre well taken care of
if you havent eaten yet bc youre too busy going over your notes for your exams, he’ll buy you your favorite food and feed it to you
all the while talking about how you shouldnt put aside eating bc its important to eat meals at the right time
this guy solves old math problems when he has time to spare, so he’ll be okay with you coming to for help whenever you struggle with your lessons
as cliché as it may be, he will also get you the stuff you need- whether it may be for school or for your personal shenanigans 
you complained about your laptop once, saying it keeps on lagging
he deadass goes, “do you wanna go and buy a new one now?” 💀
he just wants you to do well in the stuff you do, okay ??
chenle is blunt about pretty much everything in your relationship too
he tells you all the stuff he knows he should tell you
including embarrassing moments of his members
the dreamies cant joke around with you too much,, bc they know you know everything (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
but jokes aside, sometimes his honesty can be cause of some arguments
bc he gets too straight-forward at times and ends up unintentionally hurting you :((
and when you explain why it made you feel that way, he’s lost bc he thinks he was just saying the truth
but as time passes, he will learn how to be upfront with you without having to sadden you
please be patient with him as he is with you 👉🏼👈🏼
anyhow, dates with him would always be one for the books
if you ever think that he probably doesnt remember the dates you wanna go on to, youre wrong
bc its all listed in his mind and he’s determined to tick every single one from the list
when he’s busy or away on tour, facetimes would be a regular thing
he’s prepared with the timezones and he will remind you to sleep when you should, no buts y/n
if you tell him you cant just drift off, he’ll always offer to sing you to sleep
and when you do, he’ll take lots of pictures to treasure the little moments he has with you
some people tell him he looks too deeply in love
but he doesnt really see anything wrong with it because it was with you
chenle completely knows that he loves you so much, and he’s willing to love you until forever
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giiiiirl ive read ur newest fic and omg??? kinky af eren is so hot like when he pushes his cum inside her just so it wouldnt go to waste!!! ugh ur mind i love it!!!! anyways, i am imagining them to like tell their parents theyre alr together and then all of them will be like "not surprised" and "FINALLY!" carla will dote on their baby boy and will be the bestest grandma out there ugh. its a kinky fic but i cant help my fluffy thoughts T___T
😂😂😂 anon I love u, I finally wrote a full honest to god breeding fic, like thats the whole fic, that's the whole kink IT'S ALL ABOUT THAT, THE SEX, THE PRIMAL URGES and u out here like 🥺🥺 I think Carla will love their baby. im dead. For u I will write a little something bc this entertains me 😂😂
When they tell their families they're having a child there are some mixed reactions to say the least. They're all together for thanksgiving and they're all just staring at them. "You two are dating?" Her dad asks and her mom is practically vibrating in her seat with excitement over grandchildren. Meanwhile Eren's family are just struggling to comprehend the news. Grisha looks a little concerned about it but Carla is practically crying. "Oh Mikasa, my darling girl, I always knew it would be you to get my child to pull his head out of his ass. I knew one day you'd give me grandbabies, that you'd convince him." Carla pulls her into a strong hug, "He brought home all those other girls just to appease us at Christmas, but I knew it could only be you." Mikasa is happy, so happy, until she computes Carla's words. Hold up, what other girls now?? Eren didn't date, he was like a sexless robot half the time she's known him and now he's a creepy little nympho, there hasn't been a lot of in between since she's known him.
Her head whips around to look at him from her place in Carla's grip, "Other girls, Eren? Care to explain?" Rather maddeningly, he shrugs, "You didn't think I was celibate the entire time did you?"
Carla is quick to reassure Mikasa though, before her mind can explode. "Oh don't worry about it Mikasa, they were all those nerdy little science girls, the tall willowy ones, no curve to them. Usually had glasses and no charisma, for a while I thought Eren was cloning them or something. You were the only reason I held out hope," her future mother in law is tearing up a bit, "And now you're giving me everything I could have ever asked for, oh thank you Mikasa, and a baby boy too, I've always wanted another boy to dote on. My grandson is going to be spoiled!" Eren gives her an exaggerated thumbs up from where he's being interrogated by her side of the family.
She's a little miffed he has had real girlfriends, a little curious too, what does mad scientist Eren Yeager's type look like? She knows it's obviously her now, but she can't help her morbid curiosity, what kind of weird science girls was he seeing before .The field of genetic research doesn't really lend itself to great dating possibilities.
He grins as she mouths to him that he'd better tell her later.
Irritatingly he shrugs once again and Mikasa resolves to leave him as soon as their child is born, she can't deal with this shrugging anymore!
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danny phantom season 2, ep 12-16 thoughts! these episodes, in comparison to the first 10 or so, felt way more laid back and low-stakes, which I appreciate sometimes. I didn't appreciate how lazy jack's halfa design was in masters of time, it made me so annoyed I redesigned it. 👎🏻 u_u
see prev episode thoughts in this tag <3
-'picking a fight with me and my upgraded form!' 'you upgraded to a mullet?' DANNNNY. YOU CANT SAY THAT TO TECHNUS. YOUVE HAD A MULLET TWICE NOW ('fun' split danny, and evil future danny BOTH HAD THEM). I HAVE THE RECEIPTS.
-danny seeing technus hurting valerie and yelling I AM GOING TO BREAK YOU IN HALF. SAMEEEE <3
-axion labs is now a part of vladco. FUCK YOU VLAD. hes not even really IN this episode, but just thought I'd throw out a nice fuck you anyway.
-'capable of blasting a single person into space in (2) minutes!' tucker. that would kill someone. i mean yeah they might get to space, but theres NO WAY THEY WOULDNT CATCH FIRE, OR THEIR ORGANS WOULDNT LIQUIFY BECAUSE OF THE STRAIN. THEY'D PROBABLY PASS OUT BEFORE THEN, BUT. ...no, okay, I get why vlad bought this company. this is RIGHT up his alley.
-danny KNOWS VAL DIDNT DO THIS, THAT SOMEONE STOLE THE SUIT. AND SPENDING ALL NIGHT CHATTING WITH HER. <3 and val is a 9TH DEGREE BLACKBELT?? danny's mom is, too!! omg and she hunts ghosts, his parents would love her. and her fav fruit is kumquat bc its a funny word. im so with danny val is amazing. I love her and I Do Not Want To Hear It From Sam.
-I knew danny wanted to be an astronaut, but the bowling tidbit is like. yes give me more useless info abt these characters, I love tiny details that make them feel more human, and im glad hes got hobbies aside from ghost stuff, we dont really see a lot of that!!! (I mean, we knew 'fun' danny from when he split himself in half liked bowling, so obv it makes sense he LIKES it, but hes very GOOD at it. so proud of him, bowling king) val calling him neil armstrong and them teasing each other. LOVE THAT.
-technus you are my favorite grandpa for setting this up. SAM WHY ARE YOU BEING SO CREEPY BE HAPPY FOR YOUR FRIEND!!! STOP SPYING ON THEM!!! who actually cares if technus did 'set them up' together, theyre having fun and enjoy each others company!!! 'you think the universe wants you two to be together?' 'i dunno, but maybe /I/ do!' EXACTLY DANNY!!! SOO TRUE.
-and valerie being happy sam said she wants to try and be happy for them and make room at the lunch table for them. and hugging sam over it. VAL NEEDS MORE FRIENDS.
-VAL GOING AFTER TECHNUS IN HER SUIT WITH (1) MILK, AND (1) TREE BRANCH AND KEYS!!!. I LOVE YOUUUU BEST GIRL. her new suit kicks ass
-dannys like 'HEY IM AN ASTRONAUT :D' AW. ...HES IN SPACE... the fact he's actually intending to give her the ring. with SAMS NAME ON IT?? IM CRINGING DANNY NO. YOU CANT DO THAT...thank god he didnt. thank god valerie cut it off and said they can just stay friends for now. tbh, they both have a lot on their plates!! they obv both still like each other...it can be a future thing!! when she knows about phantom! youre 14 theres no need to rush. I just want her to have friends and be happy :(
-...danny struggles to do (1) pull up. SAME. but all the ghost fighting in phantom form REALLY doesnt carry over at ALL? that sucks
-sam being as fit as she is, is not just a goth. shes a goth jock.
-honey I Shrank Our Kid, One of his Enemies, and his Bully: the episode
-dash's crush on phantom is So Obvious. fitness buddies :) watching them interact always makes me laugh. also, phantom, with PANTS. 'how many costume changes you gonna go through, what is this, vegas??' DASSH DJKSFHASKDF
-MADDIE GOING AFTER THE MOUSE WITH A BROOM, WHAT THE FUCK. AAAH. JUST BUY SOME KIND OF MOUSE TRAP.
-danny likes lime and vinegar chips. which sound very good.
-'our boy finally has the physical prowess of a 60 year old president!' ...poor danny LMAO
-'what's wrong with beauty pageants' oh tucker you sweet naïve child. what ISNT wrong with them. who approved this for a high school?? (I mean, yes. unfortunately child pageants exist, but...) also danny and tucker once again treating the pretty girls like objects. I need to meet the grown man who wrote this, I just want to talk...
-prince aragon's dragon form reminds me of maleficent (color scheme wise) which is always a bonus. considering the episode is called beauty marked, I feel like the sleeping beauty references are deliberate
-sam with the fake fangs. once again her accessories never miss. hate the 'not like other girls, girls who get sucked into this kind of thing are all shallow and all want to be carbon copies' bs tho.
-sam trying to be the Worst Bride, being rude as shit. DORA IS GOING TO GET KILLED. DID YOU MISS THE PART WHERE SHE SAID THE PRINCE WILL HAVE HER HEAD IF YOU ARENT THE IDEAL BRIDE. YOU /KNOW/ DANNY WILL COME SAVE YOU. JUST ACT CHILL UNTIL THEN. even if you were doing fine to get him to take off the crown, consider maybe not letting his poor sister get punished also?? sure, she could also take off the crown and has dragon powers, but did you know that for sure?? dora didnt even really realize it until you guys talked!! (or at least, she was scared to stand up to him. you had no guarantee she would...) but. good for dora. ANOTHER friendly ghost to add to the List :)
-tucker is so under appreciated in his time. if he was doing a tech-based campaign today he'd have a better shot. people in 2004 had NO IDEA how much tech would be a part of our day-to-day lives...altho. tbh if you're going to be running for student council president, maybe you should..focus on things to actually improve the school? since he's going for a tech angle, he could say like, he would be running fundraisers for the schools computers to be upgraded, etc? we've already SEEN he can be good at money-making entrepreneur type stuff!!
-oh my god wait. this episode is JUST YUGIOH?????! A REBORN PHAROH USING A TEENAGER AS A VESSEL?? YESSSSSS
-tucker using his new minion to feed him grapes and carry him. AND LOCUSTS ONTO THE BULLIES. I love how when he's possessed, he gains winged eyeliner.
-this episode is giving me big 'plankton makes everyone in bikini bottom his slaves and build monuments of him from the spongebob movie' vibes. and the pharaoh has a traitor who works for him? VERY big yugioh vibes. aknadin confirmed
-I like that danny is still completely exhausted after using ghostly wail. (still patiently waiting on him to get duplication)
-LOVE the fenton's 80s outfits. I get hes 14 and embarrassed by everything they do because theyre his parents, but. cmon, this is one objectively cool thing theyve done. love 80s fashion.
-...was vlad just standing on that streetlight waiting for danny to come out? how'd he know they'd be coming out the back? how long has he been up there???
-oh, wait, his ecto-acne has flareups? that SUCKS. danny was...well I dont want to say he was LUCKY HE HALF-DIED, but he was lucky his was pretty instant (I'm assuming that had to do with the power/scale of the portals being different?) I remember in the ep we met him, vlad made a point of saying he was stuck in a hospital for a long time, so. that really actually sucks and I feel bad. not that it excuses anything he's done...but like. it does suck.
-vlad being so sure danny wouldnt help him he made it somehow contagious to his friends to make sure he'd get help? danny is a nice boy, he wouldve helped if it was anyone else. the only reason he wouldn't have is because of the shit vlad did to him, on purpose. vlad 100% dug his own grave by being the biggest asshole, so it is very hard to feel bad for him.
-clockwork is back!!! and making danny learn lessons The Hard Way. Uhhh, okay. I kind of get Danny’s logic, that time traveling this far back would prevent vlad from becoming a halfa also, ergo no arch nemesis or ectoacne to worry about. But the fact that was basically the first solution Danny came up with to solve this problem is actually so funny. It’s so extreme
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-APPRICIATION FOR THESE 80S LESBIAN BG CHARACTERS.
-vlad telling maddie in the lab (in the 80s) he has something he's wanted to tell her 'for a long time'...how long have they known each other? I assumed they met in college, since jack always calls vlad his college buddy/roommate, so jack and vlad for sure met in college, but did vlad know maddie longer? thats surprising if so. Tho we don’t know what year of college they’re in so they could mean they met as freshmen and a few years have past…speaking of maddie shes crushing the 80s look.
-vlad blames jack, but. maybe dont stick your face 2 inches from the portal??! THIS FEELS LIKE LAB SAFETY BASICS. IF SOMETHING HAS POTENTIAL TO BE DANGEROUS, DONT GET NEAR IT. WITH YOUR FACE UNPROTECTED IN ANY WAY. (altho jack didnt really give a Big Warning besides screaming BONZAI. so. also that, but cmon.) also, they need gloves, goggles, and to pull all of their hair back tbh. but fuck lab safety, I guess!
-cryyyyinnng at how lazy they were with jack's ghost form design, its just plasmius' design on jack!!! you couldve given him his own design!!
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-there. I did that in about 10 minutes and its somehow less lazy than what made it into the show. embarrassing! better yet, I think the episode would've been better if maddie would've gotten the ectoacne. or maybe its just me, wanting to see her design! anyway. I'm sure people have already done redesigns of them both as halfas. I have to go look after I finish this watch through. Also mildly frustrated jacks resentment and bitterness is basically also a copy paste of vlads backstory. They’re different characters, I really don’t think jack would stew in bitterness and jealousy the same way vlad would!! I also don’t think he’d give up after one time of trying to hunt ghosts and getting laughed at. Our canon timeline says different…I dunno, I get it was for laughs, but I’m annoyed because the POTENTIAL this plot has…
-did vlad really wear a stupid cheese hat to his wedding. ok actually that kinda rules. and the cheese door knocker. the dairy-only buffet table. vlad still got rich, just on being the New Dairy King. (Assuming that means he owns a lot of dairy businesses?) ok! this actually is great. hope maddie isn't lactose intolerant!
-'no matter how hard I tried, I could never get rid of my ghost half, the half I knew Maddie could never accept' ohh, ouch, what a horrible thing to say to her HALF GHOST SON. 'YOUR MOM WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOU' BASICALLY.
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-maddie strapping danny to the table with a lazer pointed at him in a secret lab she keeps from vlad that she makes a point of saying is sound proof so he can scream all he wants...CHRIST. DANNYS POOR PYSCHE.
-also, not to feel bad for alternate vlad (because, he did lie to maddie saying jack blames her and never wants to see her again...) but. being married to a woman 20+ years and she immediately goes back to jack? if she didnt love vlad and feels like she had to hide shit from him, and says she wasted her best years with him, WHY MARRY HIM. it feels like leading him on!!! cannot believe im feeling bad for vlad, but. this alternate timeline vlad is significantly Less Horrible than Our Vlad. did she not think she'd get funding for her ghost stuff? (which, fair assumption since they're considered 'ghost fanatics/nuts in canon...but...) why did she think jack or vlad would be her ONLY OPTIONS? be like your sister. be single. Actually, this au could’ve been really interesting if after the accident, vlad lied to her and said jack never wanted to see her again, but she stays single. Imagine how much that would bug vlad… like, in her mind, it was never a competition it was jack or no one type situation…
-danny being like 'leave him ALONE' this jack is a HOMEWRECKER, DANNY. let them go to court and settle this at the least. ...or just throw vlad into the portal. (100% human, defenseless vlad) CHRIST, MADDIE THATS BRUTAL. THATS MURDER.
-danny seeing his mom immediately accepting him and his dad being half ghosts in this universe, if I was him this would be a great sign that his universe's maddie would also.
-*maddie voice* "clockwork will help!" *2 seconds later, with clockwork* "I will Not Help." TOUGH LOVE KING. YES LET DANNY SEE THE SODA HIMSELF AND DEVOLP BETTER OBSERVATION SKILLS.
-when clockwork ""reset time to the way it was"" just before danny "meddled"" ...did he really erase a whole alternate timeline? ...damn. because maddie and danny both called it an alternate timeline by name, it splitting when the college incident went different, so it wouldnt have really mattered if he reset it, right. like because danny's timeline is on a different stream? why didnt clockwork just. show danny a replay and not Reset That Timeline. wh...I wonder how many people that Erased From Existence. Anyway! once again stating clockwork is casually terrifying!
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Yeah let's have it lol. And it might be small to others but it's big to you so it still matters.
STOP HJSAFGHGDIQWUOHGUBHA i love you thank you!!! you are very sweet for saying that <333 i love complaining to people!! this is fun and i switched to my computer so i could type more and faster lmao long rant ahead
OKAY OKAY lets start with the fact that i couldnt fall asleep last night no matter how exhausted i was. ill blame it on pre school jitters but it was annoying bc i am not a morning person. right so i have to go to this place thats like 30 min away from me by bus for my ONE class so i had to wake up extra early too so ofc!! i was tired!!! and i knew it would happen so i planned everything and set it all up so it would move a bit faster in the morning (SOB i am someone who takes 15 minutes to like put on socks in the morning if im tired) also!! i just got back to my apartment like a few days ago so everything is still in suitcase (im lazy) so i knew i would need something or whatever and so i planned for it. ANYWAY everything was going okay UNTIL i put on my outfit i was so excited for. okay listen i bought this sweater right before covid happened and its so cute and never got to wear t so ive been pumped and i purposely laid it out flat so it wouldnt wrinkle and then this morning IT WAS SO WRINKLY and then i put on these pants that i love that literally fit last week and they were like falling down and i couldnt do anything about it bc i didnt want to be late and my hair was straightening properly so i looked dumb I WILL ADMIT THOUGH my makeup and jewelry looked poppin. get to the bus only to find out that this deal the used to have of like 3 months of free bus rides for quite cheap NO LONGER EXISTS so now my budget for the month is all out of wack too. now, my friend told me to wait for her only for her to SHOW UP LATE and then get MAD AT ME when i told her i would go by myself to class. SCREAMS and we arent even done. its still only 8:50 am at this point. we get to class and i realize I DONT THINK I UNPLUGGED MY STRAIGHTENER i live alone so this??? is an issue. so im concerned the whole class and then my teacher tells me i have 3 weeks to make a 20 page thesis <333 and wouldnt give us good examples of what kind of topics to pick <333 now class ends early so thats a plus and me and my friend decide to go eat lunch later which is something to look forward to but i get to the bus station and start waiting with some friends but there is a ton of traffic due to construction so we waited for 30 minutes, in the cold, for a bus that NEVER SHOWED UP. so my friends decide we should walk home. and im so panicked thinking about how i might have almost started the biggest fire in world history i agree. AND on the way once we start walking this guy i used to LIKE a lot literally ignored me this morning so i made sure to say hi to him when i walked past him and he was so dry :l and im over my little crush on him but??? you cant IGNORE ME??? anyway back to the walking home. BABE ITS AN HOUR AND 15 MINUTE WALK AND I START SWEATING. and my white shoes got really dirty. then i say goodbye to my friends and he tries to hug me but i realize i have like a mini lake underneath my sweater so i dodge him and look like an idiot <333 then i embarrass myself over text to my hopefully soon-to-be boyfriend. but i get home and my straightener was unplugged so all was good but then i wait until 3 pm for my friend to answer my texts about lunch only for her to go eat lunch with her parents :D without telling me :D and ive been starving for hours :D then!!! this lady who was supposed to help me clean my kitchen CANCELLED AGAIN. so i took a nap and woke up late and now i wont be able to sleep. as i said this may seem so insignificant but it kept piling on and these are only the things i can remember <333 there was definitely so much more <33
and honestly this is truly how my days go like one time i went to go get coffee and came home to the police bc the mafia set a car on fire near me <33 this is how my life runs <33 me and my near death experiences <33 ANYWAY this part was kinda unrelated but i felt like it needed to be added. so if you made it to the end of this without wanting to claw your eyes out thanks <333 and if you want any more story times pls let me know i will literally talk about them any day any time akgduewd
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okay i know a little while back @somehow-i-got-an-account wanted stories of how i may be “haunted” in some way , i’m gonna compile a few here in case anyone’s interested :)
be warned, there’s a lot of writing beneath the cut !!
so, i’m not really sure what’s going on with whatever “haunting” may or may not be happening here. first of all, i don’t know whether i believe in ghosts or anything, but it would be nice ? in a way?
there may be explanations for my “”encounters””” so idk. these are just some things that have happened to me .
1) this one happened a few weeks ago. i was sat on my bed, on my phone or something, and i heard the shower turn on in my mum’s bathroom. obviously, i thought nothing of it - “someone’s just having a shower” - and ignored it.
about two minutes later, the front door opened and i heard my mum and my brother come home - i hadn’t realised but i’d been home alone. clearly i got scared, as the shower was still on and i had images of some creepy “lives in the walls” home intruder type stuff. i armed myself and went to check it out, but there was no one there. checked all the wardrobes and stuff. no one. we turned the shower off and that was the end of it i guess .
2) this one happened a few months ago, at my dads house (this, i think, means the house itself isn’t haunted, as things happen to me wherever i’m living), and it shook me for a while. i was coming upstairs to my room, and heard computer keys clicking from inside my room. obviously i was super confused bc i don’t HAVE a computer in my room, and anyway, all my family was downstairs at the time.
i walked into my room, and realised the noise was coming from my phone, which was on my desk. the screen was black, so i went over and pressed the home button. at the top of the screen was the little green banner that says “tap to return to facetime”, so i unlocked my phone and pressed it (kinda scared bc wtf. who was i on call to ??). thankfully i was only on facetime to my best friend, so i said “hello???” (like i was SO confused, took me a little while to compute what was happening 😭) and i asked her why she was here (idk why i said it like that but i did), and she said that i’d called her (i didn’t !! i was downstairs) and she’d thought i’d been there the whole time. i asked her if she thought i was just being completely silent with a black screen, and she said “no, i thought you were here because i could hear you breathing” WHAT . ?? yea that one shook my soul a little bit
3) this one happens at both houses. there could be an explanation ?? but i’ve never suffered from any kind of hallucinations, and never spoken to anyone who’s had this happen to them. idk maybe it’s actually a really common thing and im just overthinking it (tell me if you’ve experienced this ig??)
sometimes, when i’m just on the edge of sleep, i’m woken from the brink. kind of like when you suddenly feel like you’re falling, and start yourself awake even though you weren’t really asleep. this doesn’t happen that often, but it’s definitely happened more than once. i’m woken up by a voice in my ear, really close, really loud, but it only says one word. i can never remember what it says, but i know it’s one syllable ?? maybe it changes, maybe it’s always the same word. idk. but yea that’s a thing !! i’m usually too tired to be scared when it happens though so i just go back to sleep lmao
anyway !! there’s a few more things but they’re minor, and there’s a ouija board experience but that was a while ago so . if you’ve got any thoughts let me know ig??
oh yea, and if i am haunted then i’m actually quite fond of my ghost :) they might just want me to take a shower and call my friends !! <3
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