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mulderscully · 9 months
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sorry but i wish i was unemployed so bad rn
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wimbledon2008 · 1 year
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benzema leaving for big saudi money and luka staying despite the imminent arrival of a teenager who plays in his same position. because that's what real club legends do
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araneitela · 5 months
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Part of me genuinely wants to go back to the non-icon border icons, but part of me is also used to the little bit of aesthetic it adds by now. But also, forever unhappy with them, you know? Forever to and fro.
Any way, to business: while this isn't happening right this day, my activity will fluctuate towards the end of the month. In brief, I'm temporarily moving in with some relatives who have a fair bit of space to spare, as to take more time to prepare and find the place that I'd like to settle into in a much more definite manner. I've had to rush the last two times I moved (which involved a move abroad), so now I'd like to be smart, and take more time than I was given, and I was offered the perfect 'in between' to do that at my own pace. I anticipate being able to hook up my PC just fine once there, so once settled, I see myself as being around often enough for you guys to not see much of a difference. I'll likely reblog this when the time has come, but until then, know that any silence is likely due to stress and/or move prep!
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seventh-district · 3 months
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#Seven's Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#can i go more than a fucking week without having my cptsd triggered again? pLEASE???#me and my haywire nervous system can't ever catch a fucking break i swear to god#at least i managed to get the Matt fic posted before that happened and ruined my night#literally three minutes after i hit post. something has to happen IRL and ruin my slight good mood. sigh. anyways#my chest still feels tight but my focus is coming back i think. lets hope the rest of the night is uneventful#anyways. uh. positives. got the Matt fic posted on here And Ao3! yay. after working on it the last two evenings it's officially done#i know i put way too much effort into my fics especially ones that will get very little readership but eh i can't help it#time spent doing something you enjoy is never time wasted or however the saying goes#uh oh. the stress injury in my neck is starting to feel tight again. that's probably not a great sign#i should try to relax. been sitting at my desk too much recently and my back's mad abt it too#i would unwind with some Genshin exploration grinding or smthn but that's just more desk sitting time#so hm. animal crossing in bed it is then#watch me say that then spend the next 3 hours on tumblr#i cant help it i want to update my pinned posts and fill my queue up some more#and i have some drafts to work on... still need to finish that Sun & Moon appearance guide for ES#maybe i'll pull an all-nighter. i need to fix my sleep schedule again. like badly. but then i risk a migraine. aaggghhhhhh#anyways this has been Venting and Bad Decision Making 101 thabks for coming to my TED talk#oh hey look at that i got a like on the Matt fic. mood slightly improved. thank u whoever u r <3
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ayrennaranaaldmeri · 10 months
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bruh they did not release coral island ("full" version) without even finishing a main storyline and slapping WIP in your fucking journal 💀💀💀💀💀
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sxldierselfship · 23 days
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Honestly, sometimes I do a lot of thinking about the guys and I love concluding that RED and BLU are different people despite having the same general appearance. My obvious preference regarding Demoman is the RED team's Demo. I think it's because, in my eyes and vision, he just looks better in red? Red is also my favorite color, and when I play the game I try to be on the RED team as much as possible. I have nothing against BLU Demo obviously, but my preference is specifically for RED Demo.
This also brings in another topic, that being his class emblem (the little patch/icon on his upper arms), I found that I much prefer the icon that looks like a stick of dynamite because, in my version of the game, that's what he wears. This is why my blog icon is the same, save for the little hearts I added to it. I think pretty much my preference for Demo is the same as my preference for the game, my version is stuck in 2008/2009 before a lot of stuff was added (it's the Xbox version), so to me, the game is very barebones.
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theo4eve · 25 days
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Horrible first day.
#everyone is pissing me off#my mum not knowing I get out of school late. Like how it's supposed to be?#saying how we can't go out for groceries today anymore..#and I keep on fucking saying I hate the peel of cucumbers because they taste acidic and refuses to be chewed#and there's cucumbers on my dish#and my lil sister not fucking cleaning up after herself#getting told 5 times to get her shit off the fucking ground#trying to run away from her chores and get scolded?#not even cleaning her own desk properly#everyone gathering in my room when I'm busy doing homework#going to my room to eat so I can be alone then my family all fucking goes in and causes a ruckus and laying on my bed when they have one#getting left behind at school#being someone's cheat for homework#people asking for my stuff when they should've brought that shit to school themselves?#having no friends around me at all#all my friends are two aisles away. Together#and apparently my gf is friends with the friend she swore she hated and wants not to be friends?#being the only fucking loner#they all have someone they know right next to them or in front of them#and i'm stuck with a bunch of popular kids and a kid behind me won't fucking stop talking so that's fucking great#not being able to eat at school without feeling like a fucking alien or being embarrassed because everyone js doesn't eat#I brought a sandwich and ate because I was hungry#normal human things y'know?#and some kids making fun of how a take bites of it??#this kid in school okay#I met her first#I introduced her to another friend#now they sit together.#and they're closer than I'm closer with her#and the friend I met first?
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im-getting-help · 3 months
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i can't find the motivation to keep going guys!! i think i lost it a while ago but i didn't notice lol i think it probably slipped that time i lost my wallet? idk
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qcellbit · 1 year
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I love QSMP so much I’m going to theow uppp it’s all about love it’s literally all for love
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origami-butterfly · 10 months
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One of the only things I like about mocks is the desk graffiti.
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missshame · 11 months
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I hate studying I just wanna create stuff and see the world I hate how little control I have over my life
#Let's make it clear I know I'm lucky to get higher education and I'm grateful for it + knowledge can be the greatest tool#It's just that medschool is killing me and there's just too much stuff to learn and I'm struggling so badly with it that at the end of the#day it feels like I'm not learning anything and I'm completely dumb and uneducated#I'm not even a good student but it takes all my energy and even when I'm not studying I rarely have the energy to do anything#The only thing I sorta do consistently is working out because it makes my brain shut up for a while and it helps the muscle pain I got from#All the stress and sitting at my desk/working long days at the hospital#Anyway I love complaining sorry#I just feel like I had /have a very creative artsy nature and I'm really suffering from the lack of it like not in a I don't have enough#time for my hobbies and to relax#Which is already bad enough btw I don't think it should be considered normal for anyone to be too exhausted to do anything outside of work#But I really feel it in a I'm not myself anymore it's hard to move forward and build confidence and a sense of self while having a life so#far away from what you love and feel like you need + denying yourself what you desire the most can't be good to your brain let's face it#Anyway long story short first thing I'm gonna do when I finally get my degree is by me some drums learn the guitar and paint on the walls#And in the meanwhile Idk do I keep living this way? If I do will I go completely insane?#Or do gift myself the right to give up on the idea of being a slightly less bad student and do I say fuck it and start living my life now ?#Idk! Idddkkk !!!#Oh my god
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roseymoseyberry · 1 year
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I cannot imagine a deeper pit in hell than being trapped physically in the middle of my most infuriating coworkers and my boss, the latter of whom is literally like 2 feet behind me, while they're trying and failing to solve the weirdest fucking puzzle
Yet here I am
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acoyote · 1 year
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i really gotta stop pretending i'm not a creature of routine and schedules. i try to act like 😎 i can just go with the flow 😎 meanwhile i get all stressed out when i can't eat dinner at The Right Time. or my entire day crumbles because one (1) thing went wrong or differently than i expected
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polaroidcats · 1 year
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brought my own lunch to work today, so if all the "stop buying starbucks to become a millionaire" blogs are correct i'll be able to afford a harp in no time!!
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i despise having a body it feels like all of my nerves are being set on fire
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girlyliondragon · 2 years
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You ever think about how sucky the tiny tables grade schools gave you were?
I didn't until I saw a photo of a class with them and then I got horrible flashbacks.
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