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im letting go soon.
#cant hold on any longer.#about me#personal#depressed#depression#alone#lonely#sadness#sad#madness#mad#angry#hate#selfharm#self harm#cutting#cut#cuts#scars#suicide#suicidal
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leave them alone!!!! leave them alone!!
#i drew him holding flapjack but i couldnt bear to even look at it so...stylized hiding lol#the owl house#toh#the owl house spoilers#toh spoilers#hunter wittebane#luz noceda#doodles#also theres no way eveline isnt a clawthorne you wanna say eveline clawthorne soooo bad toh crew#there is no good time to post on a sunday morning but i cant wait any longer#i finished these at 3am
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Catharsis!!
#monster girl#blood#body horror#gore#vent#monster#angel#fallen angel#spider#spiders#kanna cant hold it back any longer 🩷#she wants blood!!!!! and guts!!!
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“Oh… you're that new farmer, aren't you?"
@eatasslikegrass 🫵🏽 >:3c
transcript: “ If it weren't for those horrendous clothes you might actually be cute. Actually, nevermind.”
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#stardew valley haley#quick haley edit before i get my hands on some tan lines :3c#i wasnt gonna post this until then but i cant hold her any longer#mean lesbian my beloved 🧎🏽♂️#ignore me queen <333 call me ugly <333#HER SUMMER FRECKLES OUUGHHHH#and when i make an edit of my stardew oc and haley.... mind ur business im delusional#i closed my game after taking these ss bc my puter was sounding like it was about to take off#i'll post somethig else soon so you can see her face better maybe even a few fits#*fizzysims
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When dainsleif was narrating chiori's collected miscellany and he said:
"Every kingdom runs on its own rules, and those who enter its territory must make sure to respect the law of the land, whatever their private beliefs may be. What am I insinuating? Nothing. I'm merely musing about fashion in general."
That was so silly of him. It made me have such normal thoughts.
#am i reading too much into it#Idgaf about the kit of characters im not pulling for but I still watch every collected miscellany#partly because its nice to hear his voice more than once every two decades#partly for stuff like this#like at the end of every collected miscellany he cant hold back the khaenri'ahn any longer and occasionally#you get the good stuff like this one#genshin impact#dainsleif#genshin
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it’s my birthday
#cj draws#tomorrow march 1st!#but i am posting early for my evening friends and because i love this piece i cant hold it in any longer
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Some of my favourite gay autistic bitches for Autistic Pride Day - PART TWO!!!!!!
#txt#a little early but. i cant hold it in any longer lol#p5#p4#persona#goro akechi#futaba sakura#yusuke kitagawa#yukiko amagi#souji seta#yu narukami#actually autistic#my art#persona 5#persona 4#p4g#p5r
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I feel like torturing dabi sexually will solve all my problems
#random 🥀#like#just edge him until he is raging and cant hold it any longer#and then overstimulate him to death
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lowest quality facedrop
#i fucking love these i cant hold them any longer#dissociate from your body and boom if you can appreciate the beauty of every person now you love your reflection#making peace with yourself is hard#bnuuyposting
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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I'm sorry, but I have McFucking lost it. You are all seething with such hatred built on a colossal lie. Fuck war and fuck you.
#israel#palestine#stop twisting the truth and stop forcing the situation into your stupid american mindset#the civilians of gaza are not terrorists#but the terrorists live rent fucking free in gaza#and they have literally said on numerous occasions#and attempted on numerous occasions#to enact a genocide on jews#i cant make you see the truth but i cant hold it in any longer#hamas does not fight for palestinians#hamas fights to exterminate jews#its in their manifesto#they have outright said it countless times#i'll use your own words back at you oh faceless and heaving masses:#MAKE IT MAKE SENSE#and if you dare suggest that i am supporting genocide or that i WANT people in gaza to die#maybe take the words you throw at every jew that doesnt lie down belly up for you#maybe you are projecting#because you all want israel to cease to exist#you dont want a fucking ceasefire and you wish hamas had the unfortunate power of the idf#do you know why the idf has this power?#do you know how much money goes in to maintaining the iron dome which is the only reason israeli casualties are 'so low'#do you have any idea that you are talking about human beings?#do you??#if the arab world had just accepted the sovereignty of the jewish people there would be no conflict of this scale#if hamas hadnt raped and tortured and slaughtered and desecrated#jews in a legitimate act of genocide that they specifically said is an act of genocide
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i need to eat his ass!!!!!!!!!!
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no but I've been wondering about this bc what is keeping Jessamine on earth...... directly protecting the london institute from a massive threat does seem like it would be the thing to allow her to move on but it obviously didn't. so if it's not her having to make peace with the fact that she's a shadowhunter then what IS her unfinished business
#i really do wonder if we'll get any closure on this in twp or if she'll just remain trapped by the narrative forever#bc i honestly cant really think of any other part of her storyline that could possibly be her unfinished business#like obviously jessamine also really wanted a family and a loving husband but for obvious reasons it seems unlikely that thats smth shell do#(unless she pulls a jesse of course lmfao)#actually hold on im on a jessamine spiral again. do u ever think about how she was 17 when she died#like if she had lived literally a few months longer she wouldve been able to leave the clave and live the life she wanted. god. anyway!#vic reads tmi#tid
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it's just that so much of adas character exists outside leon and every time i see people attribute every single good thing she does to that white man makes me so sick. like i am really begging you all to think about this woman as her own character and not just as leons little friend.
#speakerphone!#i have a longer meta post abt this but its not as neat as i want it to be. but just know. one day youll see it#and like. out of all the side characters in the entire franchise. SHE is the most fleshed out#SHE exists so far outside of leon in canon texts#you really cant say this about any other side character except MAYBE sherry#the only thing holding her back from main character status is the fact that she doesnt have a game as the lead#even though she absolutely could carry one sans that white man.#and dont get me wrong. i love thinking about ada and leons interactions because their relationship is so fun for both of them#but you can always. ALWAYS tell when someone only thinks of ada as leons not-girlfriend and nothing more.
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20+ years. and they're still having firsts.
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starting to panic abt the move. im under so much stress.
#.txt#its been coming for years. weve been planning it for years. but now its 4 months away and its reslly starting to set in#being in wa feels right. when we went in oct it was the most 'right' ive felt in years.#seeing the mountain felt right. being in the rainforest felt right. i felt like i was exactly where i was supposed to be for the first time#since i was a kid. i know this will be good for me. i just dont know how im going to handle such a big task.#i was 12 when we moved to mn so i didnt have to deal with any of the moving process besides packing my room#so this is really big for me and its super overwhelming and i just want to shut down#but i CANT#its such a huge mental task and i know its going to be super stressful but i dont have the capacity to fully actualize everything until its#really happening. i need to talk to a therapist i need someone else to make sense of all the shit going on right now#i need someone to just take the fucking wheel for ONCE and tell me everything is going to be okay but so far every single adult in my life#who ive talked to is telling me its a stupid idea and we wont make it and its going to fail#i need someone on my side for ONE MINUTE#for the love of god can i please just have an actual support system for five minutes#can someone please just actually fucking support me for once instead of talking bad about every fucking decision ive made in my adult life#can someone please just fucking be my parent for once. i want my mom. i want my mom to tell me everything is going to be okay.#vent#vent in tags#i am so close to a breakdown but i cant fucking afford one. this cant happen rigjt now i need to hold it together for a little bit longer.#just a little bit longer
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