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an-entity-i-think ยท 2 years
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Okay so you know the drill,, there's a gala! Wow Bruce Wayne is so dreamy ๐Ÿ˜ he's a whore ๐Ÿฅต he's a dad ๐Ÿฅฐ he's a- oh shit he's a hostage ๐Ÿ˜ณ
Everyone looks around frantic and scared but also... not really... cause ya know... this happens like every Wayne gala? Like they had to sign a slip saying that Wayne Inc isn't liable for any injuries during a possible takeover cause the Board was tired of people sneaking in just to sue after being shot by Ozzie's umbrella gun (it was just a graze ๐Ÿ™„) (Bruce pays for them all anyway)
But! This time Damian was in his arms when he was taken hostage! Extra collateral! How tragic! He's just a poor boy ;(
The corners have shadows of course and next thing you know- through a series of odd instances that are totally irrelevant to the story (oh his other children must be so scared! Must have hid under the tables since no one saw them,, how terribly sad) -a few of Gotham's vigilantes show up to save the day! (Is it 9 already?)
Alas! a goon (he's new, he's blue, he'll shoot himself in the shoe ๐ŸŽถ) gets startled and almost shoots poor defenseless Damian Wayne and oh Bruce becomes a real papa bear and slams his fist into the goons face-
"No." He practically growls- which uh Brucie can growl? A spattering of confusion goes around the room before a laughing Red Hood can be heard after checking on the goon-
"Damn! Good job papi!"
Everyone in the room pauses.
Did the Red Hood... just call Brucie Wayne Papi? The Red Hood, the anti-hero of unknown age who just recently obtained the praise of the city for taking down the recent baddie with the Gotham sirens when all the other bats seemed to be out of town?
A million ideas pass through the thoughts of the elite in attendance.
A million thoughts pass through Jason who just realized what he said after seeing that Goon Lagoon lost his front teeth.
He looks to Nightwing and in state of panic they speak to each other in a way that only panicking siblings who can't speak can share-
'You done fucked up,' Dick seems to say with a twitch of his eyebrow.
'Obviously, you stupid idiot, but how do I fix it,' Jason responds practically psychically with a tilt of his head.
Dick just looks at him in pity, and with a shake of his head, he stares into his little brother's soul with the plan
-of course nobody else hears this conversation,, everyone in the room just watches the two vigilantes stare at each other weirdly for a few seconds (theyre on complete opposite sides of the room? There is not a single shred of subtle about them having a mental conversation even if nobody knows what it's about) before a look a pure absolute disgust reveals itself across Red Hood's masked face (he threw his helmet for fun earlier in the battle not important) before settling into a neutral stiffness.
Solemnly devastated, like he's about to go off to war and his Beau will be left behind to be cared for by his evil brother who will no doubt try to take advantage of his estate,,
or like a teenager being told by an acquaintance that they found their old elementary school YouTube account with videos of them role-playing with their Littlest Pet Shop animals,,
or like when a mother writes a 12k story for her fandom during her toddlers nap time only for the child not only to wake up before expected but also somehow spill applejuice all over her laptop (the one she's had since she was a teen) shorting it and deleting the story because she didn't press save on top of being morbidly tired from lack of sleep-
He looks up and says with clarity in his voice even if it's also filled with the verbal equivalent of eating 4 lemons raw and slow- peel and all,
"That's what I call him in bed."
Everyone in The Know takes psychic damage.
The elite in the crowd do little more than nod before moving on.
Bruce just smiles big and fake and pretends like he doesn't want to die.
Red Hood looks at his gun with wistfullness, while Nightwing does an unnecessary amount of acrobatics along the chandeliers above them just to land next to him and pat him on the shoulder.
Later, an anonymous commenter spoke about hearing Damian Wayne whisper to himself, "I hate this fucking family," as Timothy Drake-Wayne (who appeared miraculously safe and sound) gave him a nod of agreement.
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allyymcl ยท 2 years
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halloween with boys :))?
โ€”๐—›๐—”๐—Ÿ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—ช๐—˜๐—˜๐—ก ๐—ช๐—œ๐—ง๐—› ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜ ๐— ๐—–๐—Ÿ ๐—•๐—ข๐—ฌ๐—ฆ + ๐—ง๐—›๐—˜๐—œ๐—ฅ ๐—–๐—ข๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—จ๐— ๐—˜๐—ฆ
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โ€”pairing; ot5 x f!reader
โ€”genre; fluff.
โ€”warnings; none.
โ€”a/n; thanks for requesting love! i still have another request, i promise im working on it! if you also want to request a hc, ill be glad to write it<3
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โ€”๐—–๐—”๐—ฆ๐—ง๐—œ๐—˜๐—Ÿ; vampire.
CASS IS SO EXCITED
ofc he would pretend he isn't
but secretly, he's been planing your couple costume a few weeks ago
i feel like he REALLY loves halloween
or maybe he just likes scaring people and having a reason to do it
anyway
he keeps doing it to nath and ken
they hate him for it
but he laughs his ass of as he tells how loud their screans were
when the big day comes, he would shyly confess you that he already got your costumes
you would laugh and call him cute
he would blush but then brush it off making fun of you
as he always does๐Ÿ˜ค
castiel took you to a hallowen party
it had amazing atractions
you two went to a scary house
he OBLIGUED you to go
it was an excuse to hold you
he couldnt help it
after it finished
he laughed at you and called you a baby
anyway
he made it up tomyou by buying you a really cool shirt
overall: you would def have fun with cass during halloween.
โ€”๐—ก๐—”๐—ง๐—›๐—”๐—ก๐—œ๐—˜๐—Ÿ; police officer.
nath isn't a big fan
he thinks halloween is a nonsense holyday
but, he ends up celebrating it if you really like it
he would even agree to get a costume
and ofc you would MAKE HIM wear a police officer costume
and tbh he looked really hot
anyways, your plans at first were to stay home
but, some of your friends were throwing a halloween party, and you two were invited
he picked you up, and you two arrived to your friend's house
it was REALLY hard to convince him
and he acted as if he didnt wanted to go
but then he went crazy
drinking, dancing, even doing karaoke
you would film him and take a LOT of pics of him drunk while singing his favorite song
when he woked up the other day, he didnt remebered anything
so, you showed him the video
he was soo embarrased
let me tell you that you will have a hard time convicing him to go to a party w you next halloween.
โ€”๐—Ÿ๐—ฌ๐—ฆ๐—”๐—ก๐——๐—˜๐—ฅ; mad hatter.
i think lys is kind of used to halloween because of castiel
he used to also drag him to celebrate his favorite holiday with him
thats why he cant deny you when you invite him to decorate pumpkins w you
its kind of clichรฉ
but, he really likes it
you two made a whole pumpking thing with candles and all that
and, used it to decore the school as they were organizing a halloween party
he didnt know if he actually wanted to go
but castiel and you took him anyway
(altought it wasn't really hard for you to make him wear his costume)
he was kinda uncomfy at first
but then he ended up having fun
halloween felt different w you
i mean, he liked going with his best friend
but you were you
and you gaved halloween, a holyday he didnt liked much, a new a meaning
and, as long as it means spending time with you, lys loved halloween.
โ€”๐—”๐—ฅ๐— ๐—œ๐—ก; ezio auditore.
he really likes halloween
mostly because alex and him spend their whole time playing pranks
on
e v e r y o n e
ok, so
this is cannon
his costume is ezio
anyway, he doesnt really need an excuse to cosplay a character of a game he likes
but, it was an excuse to make YOU cosplay someone
he really had to work hard to convince you
but when he did, he was really happy
armin throwed a huge party at his house and invited everyone
and he OBLIGUED them to come cosplayed
and he def made fun of everyone
every single person
if castiel camed with a costume, or kentin
neither him or alexy would stop repeating it for the rest of their lifes
but it was different w you
he loved how pretty you looked
and he made sure you knew it
he complimented you the whole night and took a lot of pics
he made polaroid and gave it to you as your first halloween as a couple.
โ€”๐—ž๐—˜๐—ก๐—ง๐—œ๐—ก; jacob black.
i think the fact that ken made you watch the whole saga of twilight w him its totally canon
in case you hadn't ofc
so, he decided to dress up as jacob
he kind of felt identified with his character
and, as a matter of a fact
he made you dress up as bella
he took a lot of pics too
and published them in every social media
he loved showing you off and how pretty you were that night
he liked that part of halloween
parties, costumes, the decoration..
the part he didn't liked much, was the prank part
the twins loved to make everyone angry by pranking them all the time
and let's just say kentin was his main target
but anyway, none of that really matters to him
because, since he met you
he wanted to spend this holydays with you
no matter wich one is
he loved you so much
thats why you made everything better for him.
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notanupstandingcitizen ยท 1 month
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The Chris Incident aftermath
well, in this messy timeline of ours you ought to know that the chris drama took place the LAST week before winter break. not much happened during those day besides me being literally traumatized. like, guys, i remember the EXACT date. 19 of december 2022, Monday, 3.15 pm.
Like, i was really skaken up by what happened with chris. Not only bc of what he did, but everything else. the lack of importance the school gave to it, the other boys' cold reactions, how my few guy friends stopped talking to me. Most importantly. Eric. Dumb fucking Eric.
I dont remember much of eric during the last week and winter break. I was mad at him, sure, but i was more busy dealing with nightmares about chris. you may say, cass, you are exaggerating this. no, im not. not only did someone violate my trust and the school did nothing about it, but it also reopened old wounds. lets say that i have faced two past sexual harrasment situations (wayyyy worse than what happened with chris) and in BOTH of those situations authority figures did nothing, at all.
so, my parents, worried about me, took me to therapy at just 13. we moved to spain and i was way better. The chris incident and the way the school handled it was a whole reset on the progress i had made. i had been once again put in a situation where the authority failed me spectacularly.
However, when i returned from winter break, when i saw chris, i felt nothing. He didnt meet my eyes. he kept his distance. i kept mine.
eric however...
the moment i laid eyes on him, I felt hot raw anger spread through me. I had spent christmas curled up in bed crying, blaming myself for not having reacted smarter to get proof of what chris had done, and eric what? he looked happy, unbothered.
There i was, in severe need of therapy, and there he was, cheerful as ever. smiling at students, asking about their break, joking about santa's gifts, motivating them for the rest of the year.
I glared at him. I didnt approach him to greet him or ask about his break. I couldnt care less.
Few days after that, he walks up to me all smiles and laughs, asking me how ive been, what presents did i recieve, if i travelled.
I just shot him a tired look and said, "It was fine. See you later" and continued walking.
For the next three months i was quite rude with this guy. like, fuck him,
he would greet me and expect me to be nice to him? like, bro? for real? i would be cold, dry, leave conversations with an awkward silence between us.
"Morning, cass!"
I would only nod my head at him. sometimes i would ignore him completely.
i didnt care how rude it came off. he hadnt care about being polite when he told i had "imagined" what chris did.
I was angry, and him persisting on sparking up chats with me only angered me more. like, couldnt he take a hint? I didnt want to talk to him. I wanted distance. I wanted him to fuck. off. to get lost, to stop talking to me. To leave the fuck alone.
Is he that fucking blind? i would think after our awkward encounters. Or is he really that oblivious to how he hurt me?
it took him FIVE months, FIVE, to finally ask me what was wrong.
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Suptober day 6- parody:
"Oh my god cass let me tell you. I mean, we went to this hendtrix concert and let me tell you everything went wrong. The engine did the while weeeiiirreeeaaaa feedback thing," he enunciated. "And, he dropped his guitar. It was like it wasnt even him i mean it wasnt the frist time we went to a concert from him but boy. He screwed up so much, it was like, i didnt know to be pissed or piss myself laughing!" Dean laughed his face hitting cass shoukder as he leaned forward chuckling.
"Dean stop youre parodying it. It was fine, he was sharp here and there and there was a small amount of feedback but honestly, not bad. Good songs." Sam shurgged walking passed.
"Dude. What are you talking about?!" Tdean said lifting his head up slightly. "It was hilariously bad. No all his music of course, but that concert specifically was unruly." Dean argued.
"Dean," sam sighed, "you know hes famous because of how good he is. Right?" Sam protested.
"Ugh." Dean scoffed. "Go away!" Sam did as he was told returning to eileen in the next room.
"So what else?" Cass asked his face beeming with the joy of hearign the few and far between joyful moments in the winchesters lives. "Oh yeah, dad showed us the moonlanding when sammy went through his, 'i wanna go to space' phase, d'you ever see that?" Cass shook his head. Though, of course he he had as he was technichally closer to the moin than he was to earth but he simply treasured the kiddy dissapointed look from dean for being so uncultured, not even including the reinactment he was allowed. If memory served the man had freaked out quite alot before a compatriot had calmed him down. Buzz had really done quite alot and had helped neil out of a panic attack, a shame he was sparcely remebered. If memory served he had planted a flag with a famous motto he couldnt quite place in his mind for some reason.
Dean stood out of the chair and starde walking slowly breathing through his teeth to mimmick the hiss of the oxygen maching keeping the human breathing in the vaccuum.
"One small step for man." He paused. "And one giant leap towards women!" Dean joked laughing at himself, cass smiled happily at him. "And then- and then the guy tripped. Ha HA!" He laughed hysterically. "And like... theres no atmosphere in space, so-so the steps from where the guy tripped over his own feet will always be there!!!" Dean had to sit down before he fell down. Cass smiled at him a glimmering smile before realising dean was doing the same.
Dean had of course remebered the most famous moment of 1969 but it made cass smile so much, he really didnt care. The sight of his angel so happy, it was all he needed in life.
"I love you," cass said suddenly.
" i love you too." Dean smiled.
"Did i ever tell you about the time sam saw a bra for the first time?" Dean asked already giggling like a child.
"DEAN!" Sam shouted from the next room.
Dean chuckled but continued with the story slightly louder, just loud enough for an to know what he was saying and thats how their day went. Dean parodying stories into tales of misshap or adventure and cass smilling purely at his smile as he did the same (which technically was a paradox but who cares because im tired and good night.)
A/N: so again, i reiterate. I had no idea what to do for this and had no clue what it is that they should parody. So im going to hand you over to the people that did it best. Twice. Please watch the links and show hillywood some love becasue they are amazingly creative people and they actualy have the cast of spn in them in places, also osric (kevin tran) plays sam in both which is nice.
Hope you havd fun<3
(Pt.1+2 spoilers for season 10 on, i wouldnt reccomend watching them befire youve seen all of the show bevause it has little spoiler nuggets all the way through and i dont think it is specific enough to spoiler warning im afraid.)
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coolgirl ยท 7 years
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beladeprived ยท 3 years
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The girls and finger hearts HC!!!! PLEEK ๐Ÿ˜ญ
im gonna add badly drawn doodles because im feelin motivated lksksjs
idk if youre referring to just the dimi daughters or not so ima just do em alllll
and and uh the maiden in the doodles is just my oc btw
Bela
is pretty confused at first
tries to do it and fails at the first time
is a confused babie
"did i do it right?"
you: no bela, sweetie thats a check mark
tangles her fingers the first try
eventually gets it
blushes everytime you give her a finger heart
she eventually gets it and starts reciprocating your finger heart
"so does this thing mean that you love me???"
gets used to your finger hearts she starts doing it more than you.
when she rounds a corner and she sees you, she quickly gives you a finger heart
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Cassandra
she raises her eyebrow at you the first time you do it
"wtf are u cussing at me?"
"is that an alternative of the middle finger?"
you: cass n o...
she doesnt wanna do it
rolls her eyes everytime you give her one
you: cass! *finger hearts*
cass: *rolls her eyes at you*
she acts like youre cringe but she acrually just doesnt wanna do it since she doesnt know how yet; she wants to study it first so she doesnt get embarrassed
one day you give her a heart
and she actually gives one back but she doesnt wanna look at you coz she gets shy abt it
she starts doing it to alcina and alcina is just like "??? dear what???"
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Daniela
immediately gets it
"ooh y/n is that a heart??" she happily asks
is able to do it at first try
is cheesy af
"y/n my head is itching :(("
then she pretends to have found something weird from her hair
then she cheesily says "i found this for you!" and gives you a finger heart...from her itching head (lmaO)
she pulls her finger hearts from random places
strikes random poses with it
gives everyone a finger heart
claims she bought her "stock" of finger hearts from the duke
yes she runs out of "stock"
tries to joke around with the duke about it
"how much is this worth?" she asks, offering him a finger heart
"miss daniela," the duke laughs," that seems to be worth a lot,"
daniela stop trying to sell finger hearts
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Alcina
*motherly sigh*
"ok whatever makes u happy ig"
could NEVER do it
she asks her daughters for help but she still couldnt do it
you: my lady...thats a check not a heart...
returns the finger heart but instead of heart its a "finger check"
daniela tries hard to teach her but to no avail
tries to do a finger heart with her mega long claws out
you: my lady is...that a threat???
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Donna
takes encouraging because she is vvv shy
shy to do the finger heart yes
she only does a finger heart for you
and when she does one she has a smile on her face
panics when you give her a finger heart at first
would awkwardly place the finger heart on your chest
would discreetly give you one when around other people
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Angie
can never do the finger heart
"finger heart? OOH LIKE THIS??? *holds up middle finger*"
yeah so she sticks to the arm heart
sometimes she would give you an arm heart whenever donna gives you a finger heart
jumps and bounces around while giving you arm hearts
would play hide and seek with you and would give you arm hearts when you find her
"aw you found me! heres your prize! *arm heart*"
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angie is kinda a pain to draw lmaO
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shadowsingersmate ยท 3 years
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Saw you were taking requests and Iโ€™m a slut for any ACOTAR x Reader fluff. Maybe a sweet early morning bit with Cassian with a shy/insecure reader who worries she may not be good enough to be with someone as powerful as him? ๐Ÿฅฐ
Okey so Iโ€™m new with this so Iโ€™m gonna try my best, hope you enjoy!
๐—ช๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด: ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ, ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณ- ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฏ๐˜, ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜‚๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜๐˜€
๐—™๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜: ๐—ถ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜, ๐˜€๐—ผ ๐—ถ๐—ณ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—น๐—น ๐—บ๐—ฒ :)
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You were always insecure, questioning yourself and your worth had become a daily habit. Maybe it was because your family had always made sure that youโ€™ll feel the worse about yourself, think the worse about yourself.
Thankfully, you had escaped that miserable place. Now you were with your mate- the love of your life, cassian.
You met cassian at Ritaโ€™s, his bold self and incontrollable cockiness and loudness captured your interest immediately. He was the one who approached you first. He asked your name and complemented you y/e/c eyes, he said it was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Well, at that time he was dead drunk, swinging around in the bar, laughing at his own sloppiness but you just couldnโ€™t help but feel special, worthy.
It had been two months till you found out that you were mates. You, as happy as you were with the news, couldnโ€™t help but feel that the cauldron might had made a mistake, a ๐‘๐‘–๐‘” one. Youโ€™d feel like he was too good for you, that you were unworthy of his love and attention. Maybe he knew it too, maybe thatโ€™s why he never said that he loved you.
You never shared your thoughts though so they just kept creeping in your mind still. Well, of course you tried to hide those feelings and thoughts from cassian by keeping them as far away from the mating bond.
Today was different. You woke up, the broad sunlight hitting your face. You grunted, Cassian was still asleep you shifted so that you face him and stared at him, admired his intimidating, warriors features, his hair. How peaceful he looked asleep. But then the thoughts that haunted you crept in.
๐—ช๐—ต๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—บ? ๐—›๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ผ ๐—ด๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ.๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ต๐˜๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป. ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—น๐˜† ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—บ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ. ๐—›๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—น๐—น ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚.
It was all too much. You loved that male, with every fiber in your body you loved him- you loved him enough to know that you didnโ€™t deserve him, not in the slightest bit. You had made a mistake, he was too good, too kind, too strong, too caring and you were just a quiet insecure girl.
You tried your best to hold back the tears that were threatening to escape, when you heard Cassianโ€™s hoarse voice โ€œmorning beautifulโ€ he said. You smiled at him- no, you most definitely did not deserve him.
โ€œGood morning cassโ€ . Cassian smiled at you.
You couldnt take it, laying besides that male, you felt less...
โ€œim gonna go and make breakfastโ€œ you said quietly before you left the bed.
You knew thaf cassian would question the abruptness, you were the kind of person who would stay in the bed, usually cuddle with him and laugh at his jokes but not today.
You headed to the kitchen, you were angry at yourself.
You started chopping fruits.
๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐—ด ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—บ ๐˜‚ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—ฝ๐˜†, ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—บ, ๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚, ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ถ๐—ณ ๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฑ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฑ๐—ผ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ.
More of those malicious thoughts found the way in your head.
Cassian indeed did not deserve you, he deserved something more. Someone like nesta to match his boldness, someone more talkative, someone sure of herself.
You felt the tears breaking free, you couldnโ€™t stop it.
Your attention was captured by your self doubt so much that you only connected to the real world when you felt a pinching pain on your finger.
Looking down you saw blood- lots of it. You cried harder as you grabbed a towel, trying to stop the flooding.
โ€œyou okey? I smelled bloodโ€œ Cassianโ€™s worried voice echoed in the room.
โ€œOh yeah Iโ€™m fineโ€ you said as steadily as you could.
โ€œCauldron, how did you do that to yourself? Let me take care of itโ€ he said as he picked you up placing you carefully on the counter.
โ€œDoes it hurt?โ€ You shook your head as a record.
He watched you skeptically. โ€œThen why are you crying? Does it has to do with me? Did I upset you?โ€
You couldnโ€™t hear him, couldnโ€™t stand it. Hearing him so worried of hurting you.
You pushed him away and stood up. You could sense his stillness, his confusion.
โ€œI- darling? What hap-โ€œ
โ€œHow do you know that the cauldron hadnโ€™t made a mistake back then?โ€ You cut him off โ€œhow do we know that we are perfect for each other? That we match? That we deserve each otherโ€ the last words were a little less than a whisper.
โ€œY/n? What are you saying, do you not want this?โ€ You could see the hurt in his expression.
โ€œOf course I do, I do want this more than anything but letโ€™s be honest here cassian, I donโ€™t deserve you, I never did and I never willโ€
He flinched but he didnโ€™t miss a second. He rushed to you cupping your face with his massive hands โ€œwhat are those ridiculous things y/n?โ€ He said, his voice as soft as it could get.
โ€œYou really thing that I donโ€™t deserve ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚?โ€ He continued โ€œyouโ€™re my mate, my equal, the person the mother chose for me, that ๐—ถ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—บ๐—ฒ. I donโ€™t want better and I could not do betterโ€
โ€œBut what if it was-โ€œ he knew what you were about to say, and he didnโ€™t want to hear a lick of it.
โ€œI love you y/n and even if the cauldron has made a mistake I could not be more greatfull for bringing you into my life. Youโ€™re the best thing that has ever happened to meโ€ he finished and you swore his eyes were watery.
You couldnโ€™t help but cry harder.
โ€œWhatโ€™s that about? Did I/โ€œ
โ€œNo! No, you didnโ€™t say anything bad, I love you too cassianโ€
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acourtofbooksandfantasy asked:
Ugh when you said you love to write Cassian it made my heart so happy!!! I feel like heโ€™s underrepresented.
Soโ€ฆa Cassian x reader where she is a healer and helps him after something happens? Definitely fluffy but maybe sheโ€™s angry at him for getting hurt again?
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I loved doing this one! I love the idea of Cassian being fun but not dumb, charming but not sly like rhys. Goofy, not ignorant. Cassian is my absolute favorite after reading ACOSF!!! Thank you for the request! He is totally underappreciated!ย 
Azriel knocked with care. He began with a breathless greeting before asking you to pack your things to help at the House of Wind. Called to that damned training ring for the third time in a month. You despised being winnowed, so opted for being flown by Azriel. He had sheepishly admitted to another training accident with Cassian being a dumbass. When you glared at him, he only threw his hands up in defense.ย 
โ€œHey, Doc I was-โ€ He was shirtless on a rock with blood running down his chest is what he was.ย 
โ€œStop, just shut your mouth right now Cassian.โ€ You barked at him, earning a snicker from Azriel. You brought out your bag and sprayed disinfectant on his wounds. His face went slack and slightly pale, even though the wounds were healing well on their own. At the rate they were though, it would likely be days before he could fully stretch without ripping the tissue open again.ย 
You couldnt help it, if talking was going to make him feel better you would oblige. It wasnโ€™t like he was one of the other Illyrians constantly coming into your shop to ask questions about potions they knew nothing about, only to talk over you then try to get you on a date. You sighed, pulling out a roll of gauze and tape. โ€œDid you try to take on a bear this time?โ€ You asked, glancing up at his slick hair, the sweat that beaded his brow. Dangerously handsome.
He smiled at that. The brooding over you telling him to shut up gone. โ€œNo, just a tree. I think...And some rocks... It wasnt even my fault this time, Az was talking and-โ€ He hissed at the sting of a cotton ball applying to his chest. The muscles tensed.
โ€œRelax, being stiff only makes it worse.โ€ You scolded, laying your hands across his torso. The deep cuts began to heal even faster, until they were leaving only pink scars. Your hands glowed a light blue, the tingling warmth spreading from your palms was bright enough to reflect off the shine of his sword leaned on the tree behind him.
His hands shook slightly, his eyes seemed too dark. โ€œThatโ€™s the first time Iโ€™ve heard that oneโ€ฆโ€ He muttered, gritting his teeth as the itching of the wound sealing together started. He reached to scratch at a smaller one on his neck, and you slapped his hand away.ย 
โ€œAnd thatโ€™s the first time Iโ€™ve ever heard of an Illyrian flying into a tree.โ€ You gave him a look that said you didnt believe his story and he only shrugged, then winced at the soreness.ย 
Once the wound was closed well enough, you wiped down the dried blood, making it as clean as possible before you put the gauze over it. It was just to protect the new flesh, and in some cases patients reported feeling like it supported the new muscle and tendons growing back. You stuck tape to his shoulder, then wrapped it across his chest and side like a sash. He held it in place for you to cut, then sighed, rubbing his head.
ย โ€œYouโ€™re the prettiest maid at the ball, Cass. You should be happy.โ€ You laughed, putting your tools away. You would put them in a hotwash when you got back to the shop.
He smiled only slightly, tight lipped and face still pale. โ€œYeah..โ€ He almost whispered.ย 
This wasnโ€™t the normal behavior for the most charming, self confident Illyrian you knew. It made you suspicious. โ€œCassian, whatโ€™s wrong? Did you hit your head too?โ€ย 
โ€œI dont remember.โ€ย 
You had Azriel bring him to your shop immediately.ย 
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โ€œI cannot be held accountable for what I said while medicated.โ€ He said slowly, laying in the exam bed with a tube hooked to his arm. It was only healing water from a local temple, but you didnt want to tell him. Let him believe whatever placebo effect it had.ย 
โ€œThis machine is run by healing magic, so it might be bright. You need to wear these.โ€ You handed him the dark set of glasses that were nearly impossible to see through.ย 
โ€œNo pictures.โ€ He gave you a serious look before putting them on and holding still, just like you had instructed him to while you ran the scan over his head and neck.ย 
You stood at the control station, feeling what the machine was outputting. The vibrations resounding back telling you all you needed to know. A mid grade concussionโ€ฆ along with several old healed skull fractures. โ€œThere we are..โ€ You muttered to yourself, shutting the scanner off and tapping him on the shoulder.ย 
He didnt move. Your heart began hammering in your chest. You flung the scanner off and placed your hands on either side of his head. His mind was throbbing. The pain tolerance this male hadโ€ฆ
You began pressing massaging your healing into his temples, moving through his hair to his spine. It continued for hours. It was like his body was battling you. Azriel checked in every so often, bringing you snacks and asking if you needed anything. He promised that Cassian would be fine to just nap it off but you felt responsible. Especially with the pain you could feel trying to fight you.ย 
By the time he stirred from deep sleep, you were sweating. Your hands were nearly numb and your back ached. He groaned and rolled to his side, then tried to sit up. Only to be pulled back down by the aches he felt. His eyes opened weakly to look up at you through his lashes. โ€œYouโ€™re my best customer, Cassian.โ€ you stroked the sweat slick hair away from his forehead, admiring the rosy tint to his cheeks.ย 
Your heart soared when he smiled weakly at you. Your palms glowed with rejuvenated light, and you pressed them back to his temples. He sighed in relief.
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Middle of the day and Feyre hasnโ€™t been in touch with Rhys for hours. She had to be away at the Winter court for a meeting and had left Nyx with Rhys in his office. An office which was now empty and littered with stuffed toys.
โ€œCass have you seen Rhys and Nyx?โ€
Cassian overseeing valkeryie training
โ€œI last saw both of them gorging on chocolate chip cookies that Elain bakedโ€
โ€œOh thanks, Ill head back to the house.โ€
โ€œOh and Cass, youโ€™ve got some cookie dough on the side of your mouthโ€
Laughing, Feyre winnowed back into the estate but found the kitchen empty, save for a Shadowsinger of course.
โ€œHey Az, whatchya up to?โ€
Azriel suddenly straightens and blushes
โ€œOh I umm was just looking for a field reportโ€
โ€œIn the kitchen?โ€
โ€œYesโ€
Feyre wanted to laugh but held it in, โ€œhave you seen my mate by any chance?โ€
โ€œI saw Rhys take Nyx flying around velarisโ€
Feyre decided just then to give up trying to find them. Surely theyโ€™d be back soon. She turned to leave the kitchen but couldnt help herself
โ€œAzโ€
โ€œYeah?โ€
โ€œNuala and Elain usually leave the cookies on the top shelf near the spices, in case you didnโ€™t knowโ€
Feyre left the kitchen, she heard Azriel shuffling and his cry of victory three seconds later.
Feyre walked into her bedroom and stopped short at the sight before her eyes
Rhys was in his dark silk pajamas, shirtless. Nyx sleeping soundly on Rhysโ€™s chest. Her mates arms held their son protectively even in sleep. His wings curled slightly around the toddler and candy wrappers on the side table.
Feyre couldnโ€™t help but chuckle and swoon at the sight. Leave it to her boy to run his dad ragged in the middle of the day and leave it to Rhys to always spoil Nyx with sugar and flying regardless.
She moved to lay beside them, Rhys slumbering eyes open briefly and he simply opens one of his arms to tuck feyre in and his wing lays over her, cocooning the three of them.
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STEPHCASS FOR THE MEME <3
PRE-RELATIONSHIP
How did they first meet?
here is my personal hc. tim told cass about a girl. he didnโ€™t tell her anything about the girl, just that she was woefully unprepared to be a crimefighter... but also she was kinda cute, in a totally naive way (90s tim was kind of an asshole, never forget). cass couldnโ€™t quite understand what he was saying while he showed her the batfile on her---the picture of the spoiler, etc. but she got his general tone and body language. cass then sought steph out. for nights. nights looking for the spoiler. when she found her---she tackled her, immediately engaged her in a fight. she went so, so easy on her. she just wanted to see what a cute girl was. and steph... was definitely a cute girl. at the time, cass couldnโ€™t talk, couldnโ€™t communicate with her. but she left her a gift. a nice knife that she had throw at her head---deliberately missing it, that was... especially ornate, and seemed shiny and valuable, and most of all purple to match her costume. pretty purple girls like pretty purple things, right?
What was their first impression of each other?
steph probably did not think well of cass, at first. after that first outing---the batfamily got involved. cass was to help steph with her fighting. steph was to help cass with her speech. without the mask on---steph could see how much cass enjoyed her company. it was hard not to realize she had a sense of humor about everything. the laughter she had exhibited on a still-baby-at-the-time spoiler screaming her head off about what she thought was some kind of demon-ninja batgirl was... genuine, and not malicious in the slightest. she seemed to want to be friends, and every time steph frowned at her, or was a sore loser, cass simply smiled and laughed harder, finding everything steph did perfectly amusing. as they got to know each other---cass got better at talking, and steph got better at fighting, and they kind of, met somewhere on the outer edges of the middle for a while. there was always something standing between them--though. a resentment, not between them, but a misunderstanding. that cass belonged to bruce and the bat. and steph belonged to tim.
Did any of their friends or family want them to get together?
i feel like conner kent at the very least shipped it. alfred really thought there was a spark between them, and during their brief frenemy stage---alfred made sure steph knew cass genuinely cared for her. bruce did NOT want them to get together at all, though. neither did tim, for obvious reasons.
Who felt romantic feelings first?
cass. it was love the first time steph managed to punch herin the face. did she win? no. but she GOT her. and through that tenacity, cass realized that her friend was so much more than a silly, pretty girl. she was a fighter. she was a champion. and more than anything, she was brave, and determined, and they had practiced a thousand times for just this moment. and afterwards, steph was just so proud of her overall failure instead of being herr typical loser.... cass couldnt help but know steph was always going to be the love of her life.
Did either of them try to resist their feelings?
they both did! didnโ€™t want to ruin the friendship!
If you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think?
cass would get a curious look, steph wouldnโ€™t believe you!
What would their lives be like if they had never met?
they would be a lot worse, a lot lonelier. steph never wouldโ€™ve become batgirl, thatโ€™s for sure, and cass wouldโ€™ve learned to speak---but in a way entirely removed from her own personality and love of herself & life.
GENERAL
Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go?
it was a mutual thing in ocean city, maryland. they were in a photo booth, sitting in eachotherโ€™s laps, leg over leg, they did a silly face, and then another silly face, and then their faces were so close---and then SMOOCH CITY, and they WOULD NOT LEAVE THE BOOTH lol.
Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like?
they considered ocean city their first date. but theyโ€™re not really theย โ€˜datingโ€™ types. they both LOVE to fight. they both LOVE to crime fight. they both LOVE spending time together doing NOTHING. if anything, the first time cass had to go to a gala with her was the first time they realized---ugh, do we REALLY have to be WAYNES? do we really have to have REAL LIVES? why canโ€™t we stay in our cuddle - asskicking bubble forever?
What was their first kiss like?
it was the most natural possible thing, and it was something they had both almost had so many times before that it was like drowning in sensation after you had subsisted off of gerbil-cage drips of water for years. they couldnโ€™t stop! they were consumed with want, and they only stopped when they started to get a little TOO frisky and somebody moved the curtain of the booth because they wanted to get their own picture taken and they were likeย โ€˜fuck! okay lets get french fries!โ€™ lol
Were they each otherโ€™s first anything (kiss, relationship, etc.)?
steph is cassโ€™s first gf, and vice versa.
Whatโ€™s their height difference? Age difference?
cass is 5โ€ฒ7โ€ณ JUST tall enough to be taller than her gf >: )
Whatโ€™s their relationship with each otherโ€™s families?
cass will kill the puzzler or whatever the fuck his name is. he sucks. stephโ€™s mom loves her tho :โ€™ ) and well. the less said about bruce and steph the better, but like. your whole blog is proof of how much the rest of the batfam loves steph!
Who takes the lead in social situations?
they both are theย โ€˜HAHA! THE ECONOMY!โ€™ gif tbh.
Who gets jealous easier?
cass. steph is special cargo, the first girl / person she ever loved romantically, the first friend she ever had. however, cass has made it very publically known she wants threesomes with other hotties of multiple genders.
Who whispers inappropriate things in the otherโ€™s ear?
CASS CASS CASS.
LOVE
Who said โ€œI love youโ€ first?
steph, and she agonized over it, only for cass to say it so easily in a way cass didnโ€™t think it would ever be easy for her to say. like steph is some magical fairy tale princess that lifts the curse on cass to never be able to express love the way love is supposed to be expressed. steph just makes things easy. she makes everything easy.
What are their primary love languages?
TOUCH. GAMES. QUALITY TIME. GIFTS.
Who uses cheesy pick-up lines?
they both do theyโ€™re TERRIBLE.
How often do they cuddle/engage in PDA?
batgirl and the black bat are forced on seperate patrols bc they do this so much and they HATE it and SNEAK OUT and kiss ANYWAY!
Who initiates kisses?
cass!
Whoโ€™s the big and little spoon?
cass is big spoon!
What are their favorite things to do together?
they really like watching wrestling and kung fu movies together i think. steph also likes girly movies, but cass gets bored after a while and just starts wrestling with her over the popcorn and then wrestling leads to hankypanky. most of all they love fighting and dancing AND PLAYING PRANKS on the bat boys.
Whoโ€™s better at comforting the other?
cass is.
Whoโ€™s more protective?
CASS IS.
Do they prefer verbal or physical affection?
physical affection.
What are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise?
jenny - studio killers
What kind of nicknames do they call each other?
they both call each other batgirl affectionately, cass also learns new words to say girlfriend and sweetie all the time and uses those.
Who remembers the little things?
STEPH.
DOMESTIC LIFE
If they get married, who proposes?
they COMPETE to see who will do it first. they use the batcave to make sure the other isnt going to look for rings. and when they find the other one shopping for rings. its fucking GO-TIME BITCH. youโ€™re not going to propose to me, iโ€™m going to propose to you! when they pop out the boxes at the exact same time, cass steals the ring from stephโ€™s hands and holds it up over her head and throws hers at stephโ€™s head likeย โ€˜YOU HAVE TO MARRY ME FIRST. NO TAKEBACKSIES.โ€™
Whatโ€™s the wedding like? Who attends?
itโ€™s a big wedding. cass loves, loves people. itโ€™s a whos-who, especially since cass is gonna be batman and she has all the justice league contacts now. cass turns a bit into a bridezila, but like, as a joke, mostly, and she calms down when steph is likeย โ€˜i thought we could be more intimate...โ€™ lol
How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like?
they adopt some bratty street kids that are tangentially related to joker / black mask / puzzler / lady shiva as a fuck you. they love their kids so much.
Do they have any pets?
so many cats. a million cats.
Whoโ€™s the stricter parent?
cass.
Who worries the most?
steph.
Who kills the bugs in the house?
cass.
How do they celebrate holidays?
they go to concerts!!!! big loud concerts where they can mosh!!!
Whoโ€™s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning?
cass! no school! just cuddles!
Whoโ€™s the better cook?
steph. cass doesnโ€™t know how to, and also refuses to, fry an egg.
Who likes to dance?
cass most of all!
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I don't date Cops (J. Halstead) P2
Summary: Will is trying to convince you to go on a date with his brother which you didn't want to do until you spent some time with him without knowing he was Will's brother.
Words: 1224
Requested: yes/no
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"Set it up or give him my number,"
Will stops dead in his tracks and looked at you. "What?"
You rolled your eyes. "You heard me,"
"But you said-"
"I know what I said. Just do it,"
"Alright, I'll set it up,"
"Thank you,"
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It had been two days since you met Jay and told Will to set it up but you haven't heard from Will or Jay so you were thinking that Jay wasn't interesting. Which didnt bother you.
You saw Will walk in hand in hand with Natalie. You looked at them confused, last time you checked, they were on the outs. "CFD Plan 2. Mass cass,"
"Dr. Y/L/N and Dr. Halstead, I need you. Trauma three,"
You quickly put your gloves on as the paramedics came into the E.D. "What do we have?"
"12-year-old male, crush injuries, severed artery, massive blood loss. Got a tourniquet on his right leg. Tried to intubate but couldn't get his jaw open. He lost his pulse on the ride,"
" Put him on our monitor and rapid transfuser. Grab 4 units of O-neg, and start with a round of Epi,"
The paramedics looked at you. "Already hit him with the Epi times two,
"Still no pulse. He's in fib,"
You did the best you could to save his life but you just couldnt save him. "Time of death 8:31,"
You heard a heart shattering scream, you turn your head and what you could guess it was his parents. "THATS MY SON!"
Will patted the dad on the shoulder. "Im so sorry, he was to far gone for us to save. We tried of everything,"
You walked out the room, throwing your gloves in the trash. But quickly putting clean ones on. "Where do you need me Maggie?"
"Trauma 2,"
You walked into the room and this time it was a little girl. You looked at the paramedics. "Left AC, obvious femur fracture,"
"Good distal pulse. It's blown. Sweetheart, we're going to take good care of you,"
The little girl cried out for her dad. "You have to go back for my daddy! I love my daddy!"
You looked at Maggie. "You know anything about that?"
"Pretty sure her father was loaded. Must've been sent to Sinai or County,"
You nodded and looked back at the little girl. "Okay, sweetie, look, you see this lady right here?"
"Uh-huh,"
"Her name is Maggie. She can find anybody, anywhere, okay? I promise she'll find your daddy for you,"
"Better believe I will, hon,"
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"It was only an hour and a half,"
You were looking at the bloody E.D when Maggie walked up to you. "What?"
"It was only an hour and a half,"
"We mustve treated two dozen patients and youre telling me it was only an hour and a half?"
She nodded.
You were just exhuasted beyond anything you ever felt before. You felt as if you could sleep for months. "So what exactly happened?"
Maggie shrugged. "From what I was told some asshole purposely caused a multi car pile up,"
"What? Why?"
Maggie shrugged. "I don't know,"
"Dang this place is a mess,"
You turned around and saw Jay walking through the E.D. "Yeah, its been a long hour and a half. Im guessing you're here to question the victims?"
Jay shook his head. "No, we already got the suspect in custody, my boss is still questioning him though,"
"Oh, I'll page your brother then,"
"Not here for him either. Here for you,"
"Me? Why?"
"Why didn't you tell me that you were the girl Will was trying to set me up with?"
"I didn't even know you were Will's brother and then when I found out, he got slammed and I didn't see you after that,"
Jay was quiet for a second. "So how about that date?"
"Yes,"
"I wouldve said tonight but after seeing the E.D, how about tomorrow?"
"I'd like that,"
Jay smiled. "I'll see you then,"
Jay said his goodbyes to Maggie and then walked out. "Good choice, that is one fine man,"
You chucked and went to check up on a patient.
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"Let me get that for you,"
Jay went to your side and pulled the chair out for you and then pushed you in. "What a gentleman,"
"I try,"
"So Will tells me that you were in the milltary?"
"Yeah, I was in the Rangers. Saw some messed up things there and lost some good friends but I wouldn't change anything if I had a choice to go back,"
"Is that why you joined the police force?"
"Yeah, after I got out, I still felt like I didnt do enough to help people, so I joined the Academy. A few years later, I got shot in my arm working undercover and I got to choice if i wanted to stay where I was or go to a new elite unit and I chose the elite unit,"
"Thats sounds cool but also like it hurt,"
Jay laughed. "Yeah it did. But your turn, what made you go into medicine?"
You sighed. "My dad died when I was younger and we were in the hospital probably over 50 times from the time I was 10 to 11 and saw how hard they tried to save my dad. I also saw a lot of doctors working their magic and save a lot of people's lives. I couldn't save my dad because I didn't know how to and so I decided that I would help others by learning medicine and becoming a doctor,"
"Oh I'm sorry for your lost. What did he die of?"
"A rare disease that only 1% of the population gets so they had no cure or no idea how to treat it,"
"Oh I'm so sorry,"
"It was a long time ago. He wouldn't want me to be sad over it,"
You and Jay had spent the next 2 hours talking about everything big and small. He was now walking to you to your door. "Im resisting the urge to kiss you right now,"
You looked at Jay. "Don't resist it,"
He smiled and kissed you.
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"I swear Jay, if I had to keep looking for more clues, Im gonna-"
You cut yourself off. You were leaving a voicemail on Jay's phone because today was your one year anniversary and he decided to make a scavenger hunt of all your past dates and things memorable to your relationship. It was cute at first but this hunt had like fifty parts to it. You just wanted to kiss and hug your boyfriend at this time.
You put your phone down and smiled. There was Jay in the middle of a beautifully lit clearing on one knee. You walked up to him and he started. "Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, Ive known you were the one since the first day I met you. You are the only person that makes me feel like I can breathe in this crazy world. Youre the first thing I think of when I wake up and youre the last thing I think of when I go to sleep. You're everything. Will you do me a favor and accept my last name and marry me?"
You nodded yes, not trusting your voice. Jay slides the ring on your finger.
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rainbowratsstuff ยท 3 years
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2019 munkojerrie headcanons
Munkustrap has always had an odd sort of fondness for the twins and always tries to give them the benefit of the doubt. He can see they're just mischievous children at heart and deserves a chance.
Mungojerrie usually just sees Munk as the annoying dad of the tribe always trying to stop his and his sisters fun. But he secretly really appreciates how much Munk really does care about them and let's them stay with the jellicles.
When Jerrie and Teazer were questioned about old Deuteronomy and the catnip fiasco, that was the first time Jerrie had seen true disappointment in Munks eyes. He never forgot that. It was the one moment he kept coming back to and made him feel even more guilt then he thought possible.
He wanted to make things right but he didnt know how and he was honestly too scared to approach Munk again.
Munkustrap was also avoiding him. He couldnt believe they would actually work for Macavity even if others in the tribe have warned him about them. Still he couldnt bring himself to punish Mungojerrie and his sister much. He still believed (or more like hoped) they truly were sorry and were trying to be better now, that it was just a mistake.
Rumpleteazer and Cassandra can tell they need to talk, with all their constant looking at each other and casually dropping the others name into conversations.
So they decide to force the two to talk and so their brilliant idea was to trap them in a wardrobe at Jerrie and Teazers house.
It's very tense and awkward at first. Neither of them want to say anything. Eventually Jerrie starts by apologising for what happened and goes on about how stupid they were for going along with the plan and explain everything that lead up to it.
After a long pause Munk finally tells him that he believes him and knows he and his sister really didnt mean it.
They laps into a much more comfortable silence with Mungo finally able to relax and they start to actually chat normally. Learning more about each other until Teazer and Cass finally let them out.
After that they start bumping into each other a lot more and then start making it a deal to walk together through the London streets to the theatre everyday.
Munk learns how much of a heart Jerrie really has and how much he cares about his sister. And Mungo learns that Munk can have some fun every now and then.
Jerrie starts helping Munk to relax by taking him to go explore or forcing him to have a nap in one of the fanciest bedrooms he can find. Munk helps Mungo to break off from Macavity and his other followers and becomes someone Jerrie can talk to when his sister isn't there (he also tries to get Mungo to behave more but that's easier said than done).
Cass and Teazer notice how much they're getting along now and are definitely developing crushes on each other. They're usually the ones responsible for them always 'accidentally' bumping into each other.
Their first kiss was very sudden and not planned in the slightest.
They were sitting up on the wall in the back garden of Munk's human house after haven a stollen dinner provided by Jerrie. Munk was in a playful mood and telling Mungo some of his worst punny jokes, which despite being terrible still make Mungo laugh. There comes a pause where they're just staring at the stars, with Jerrie whistling a soft tune. Suddenly the whistling stops and Munk is suddenly pulled into a kiss.
They don't want to make their new relationship too public right away. They're still figuring out what exactly they are.
There's a lot of secret smooches and making out in alleyways. Very passionate in their private moments.
Teazer eventually caught them but didnt tell anyone except for Cass and let them reveal it when they were ready.
Other little headcanons:
Mungojerrie is very ticklish and Munk takes full advantage of that
Jerrie has laid on top of Munk several times to get him to actually rest for once and stop him moving
They cuddle a lot in little hidden spots around the theatre
They love to watch the sunset while being silly and carefree together, making jokes and sharing little kisses
They tease and prank each other a lot but people are far more inclined to think Mungos behind it then perfect Munk
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kurawastaken ยท 5 years
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Some Damian hc's please!
(Just a side note that i basically use the continuity before the reboot mushed with some new 52 and so on stuff)
-His sleeping position used to be very rigid and at attention and it got more relaxed as he lived in the manor. He likes to hug pillows now
-Has multitudes of sketch books that have live drawings, batfam, nature, strangers you name it
-Plays battle royal games on his phone
-Has a heheheh laugh. It's cute
-Bleps a lot. Also cute
-Caught Dick's habit of tilting his head when talking or listening to someone
-His swords were one of the first gift that was awarded by Ra's himself for passing a test. He felt bad about feeling so attached to it now that he deserted the League Of Assassins but Dick told him that it was a mark of all those years of hard labor that made him into the fighter that he is today. And that did make him feel better.
-Really thinking about getting more cats. Really.
-He may be ruthless and painfully honest but he cant gather the strength to tell Alfred that his pancakes are not that great. Just like the rest of the batfam
-Steph taking him to that bouncy house is one of his most cherished memories. It also gave him a taste for amusement parks.
-Why did nobody tell him about the Whales that will sometimes just swim under the batcave??
-Considers himself a member of the justice league
-When Bruce came back, he preferred to keep his distance from him. This is when he started to actively express his respect and attachment to Dick. Maybe it was an unconscious action following his deep fear that the situation will go back to what it was before Bruce disappeared
-He does not feel confident about being a leader anymore. The life of an entire group of people beung his responsiblity was not something that he thought he would not like but now he really does. One person is fine but really, he prefers to follows those that he trusts. But who does he trust
-Liddol child but a lil chubby. Just like Bruce
-It actually took him time to trust Cass but once he did she's one of the only people that he doesn't question
-Did I say that he had a :3 mouth?
-"Master Damian I beg of you to stop feeding the rats in the Batcave"
-Just like Cass he heard that Dick was bummed out about the fact that he the only one left to do a quadruple. And like Cass got pissed that he couldnt do it.
-Rejection became one of his biggest fear.
-Has started to bring his own souvenirs from the missions he goes to
-His most sleepless night was the night he had to work for Bruce as Gotham's scooter
-@whore4batfam 's hc: He has Martha's nose
-Pinches his earlobes when he' thinking hard
-Started a sock collection. He likes socks
-Lactose Intolerant. Now indulges in cheese and mac n cheese and milkshakes.
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sseroxy ยท 5 years
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Can You Forgive a Monster
Good ol Cass x Lance fanfic/fluff/angst
Takes place after season 3 and what I believe happens.
Warning for blood and injuries
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It's finally over. Years of working with new friends and the final product was a nearly destroyed Corona, a town of injuried civillains, almost 10 casualties, a broken princess of light and prince of Dark, friends hurt and beaten up, but most importantly, a warlock who's only remain in this world is a single horn. Zhan Tiri had beeb defeated at last with the power of the Sundrop within Rapunzel, the Moonstone with Cassandra, the faith within Eugene, and the scientific magic within Varian. A great battle between friends and foes. The most painful battle for everyone; having their own friends fighting them, Zhan Tiri leading them in bloody rage.
Finally, all are settling down, only a day after this war. The wounded are being tended to, those capable are cleaning up rubble where houses and shops once stood. Some lost more than others, whether if be a person, thing, or body part. But I was okay now. Rapunzel had lost her hair, Cass lost the Moonstone and the bloodlust that came with it. Those powers were back in the Heavens where they belong, restoring balance.
Quirin had been freed at last, his note holding a final goodbye that won't come for another 20 years. Varian had been redeemed and has been working with Xavier since, allowing him to help in the war. Xavier decided to keep Zhan's horn as a reminder but also for any spells or experiments. The Brotherhood had been reunited, and after it all, Eugene had found his family in Corona and the Dark Kingdom. The Dark Kingdom had decided to make an alliance meeting with Corona, one that took place today. All knew it was a sure agreement.
While all were getting their lives back to normal-or what they wished to be normal-an incredibly injured Cassandra laid on her bed, resting off the day before. When she opened her eyes, they looked around and met with three others in the room. Rapunzel smiled greatly, pulling her friend into a large bear hug, gaining a painful grunt from Cass. She pulled back, offering space. Cass looked her up and down, saddened by the scene. Rapunzel had lost her golden locks for her natural brown, short hair, and her leg was in a cast as she held herself up with a crutch. Her face and arms were covered in bruises and cuts; she knew where they were from.
" I'm so..so sorry.."
She let out a whisper, regret showing it's face within her voice. She looked down, remembering it all. Everything she did. She had every intention to use that stone for glory, to take it, to finally take what she worked so hard for. This was never what she wanted. She not only hurt her friends, but was at the mercy of that thing. That twisted creature of magic that wanted nothing more than to use her to destroy everything.
" This is all my fault.. I let him get to him..i let him hurt you.. I hurt you."
Her brows pushed together as she tried to keep the water of her eyes From pouring. She clenched her teeth and her fist. Her left fist. She looked at her right arm to see it was gone up to her elbow. Exactly where her burn was. That painful reminder of her first dip into pain and madness and it was just gone. She moved it up anf down, feeling nothing but a sting in it's end.
" Careful. It's still healing."
Eugene put a hand on her injury. She cringed at what happened to him. The left side of his face was covered in bloody bandages and his right side as well. The flashback struck her; cutting his eye and stabbing his side with the rocks. She looked at Lance, who had bloody bandages around his head and his arm in a sling. He wasn't hurt as badly as Eugene or Rapunzel. She went easy on him; as if she even had a choice.
" It's okay, Cass. It wasn't you."
Rapunzel sat next to her, a small smile from her lips gave a warm, but disgusting feeling to Cass' heart.
" It was, though. I chose to grab the Moonstone. I chose to listen to..him."
She looked away, her teeth clenching harder. Rapunzel took her hand.
" Yes, those were choices you made, and I really wish you didn't, but you had your reasons. And you didn't want to hurt us, that was Zhan Tiri. You were in a bad place and I should have been paying more attention to it like I should have with Varian. It's over, though. It's all okay now."
She hugged her, that disgusting warmth again. A warmth she hated because it was no longer innocent. It was built on hurt, guilt, and betrayal. How was Rapunzel so happy after it all? She wanted to be happy.
" I'm mad about the whole thing; especially with you ruining this beautiful face and my own," Eugene motioned at Rapunzel and himself, " But I think we'll all get over it. Though I'm not too sure about the Brotherhood or my father, they might not be so quick."
He laughed slightly, then proceeded to mess up her already bedhead hair, to which she pulled away slightly.
" Hey, uh, can I talk to her for a moment?" Lance spoke up with a small voice. Eugene and Rapunzel looked at each other, slightly surprised, but nodded. Once they were gone, Lance sat on the bed next to Cass. He sighed.
" I'm so-"
" Don't." Lance cut her off. She was taken aback slightly at this, " I get it." He looked at the floor, " You feel bad for everything you did, heck i would too, what you did was really terrible." Cass' eyes darted, " But it doesn't mean you're terrible."
Cass held what was left of her arm. " What are you getting at?"
" You're a good person, Cassandra." He stated, " You have so much going for you; physically, emotionally, even your personality. You have so much inside you and you wanted people to notice it. And we do."
" What are you talking about?"
" I have seen and noticed everything. Even when you though no one was seeing you, I was watching. I learned so much from you. You taught me how to be stronger, fearless, and helped turn me around from my life of crime."
He laughed slightly, " Even when you knocked me on my butt, i still looked up to you."
The silence took the room once more. It was like an awkward silence. Cass sat motionless besides her slight shaking from trauma. She shook her head.
" You..look up to me? Why"
Lance looked at her, holding a sort of kicked puppy expression.
" Because you are.."
He choked on his words, thinking to himself if he should tell her how he felt. What he's been wanting to say for a long time.
" I..have a thing for strong women."
He smiled slightly, hoping she'd get the hint. She scoffed.
" You want help with Adira or something?"
Lance jumped up, his body full of what he wants to say.
" IT'S YOU!"
He yelled. Cass slightly jumped at his sudden tone. When he saw her uncomfortable gaze of confusion and slight fear, he sofftened.
" It's you, Cass. I..I like you."
Cassandra looked at the large man presenting his love to her. She couldn't react. Was this the right time? Was she ready for this? Didn't he like Adira?
" Lance, I-I..i don't"
Lance let his shoulders drop.
" You dont feel the same- GAH! I knew I shouldn't have said anything, after everything you're not ready for this and should have known better,"
Lance walked around the room, his hands on his face.
" I shouldn't have said anything. Just pretend I didn't."
" Lance.."
Cass got out of the bed, her feet touching the cold floor beneath them. She too Lances hand with her left.
" Now wouldn't have been the best time, but since we're being open..I do too."
She looked down, then back to make eye contact with the lovestruck thief before her. He started to smile.
" How long?" He asked.
" Since the island."
The room seemed to feel hotter and the air tasted sweet. Almost too sweet to breathe. Lance, with tears, opened his arms slightly, to which Cass leaned in. The embrace was at first one sided, as Lance hugged Cass, but he felt her arm wrap around his large middle, sniffling being heard as she started shaking. He felt his eyes drip their usual tears.
Why was this so hard? Why was this so painful? Is it because of the war? Was it that they dont feel they'd make it together? These questions buzzed in both of their minds. Though, Cass had another thing on her mind.
" How can you forgive me?"
She sniffed, her arm burning along with her chest. A flashback took her mind with surprise.
" Cass, what are you doing?!" Rapunzel screamed in horror at the sight of her best friend become the host of the Moonstone.
" Taking my destiny." She said before forcing the black rocks to attack her once beloved friends.
Her eyes snapped open from the memory.
" After everything I did.."
Lance held the small woman tightly.
" I hurt you."
-She felt the tear of flesh as she cut Lances head with a black rock protruding from her arm like Hectors blades. This wasn't her. She didn't do this. She didnt want to do this. Lances cries of pain as he fell back shook her core. She wanted to stop, why couldnt she stop? She recoiled, but felt her head burn with her arm. The vines on her neck and arms were unable to be seen by anyone but her. Gripping her head, her eyes glowed blue and green as she fought. She couldn't stop him.-
" I almost hurt everyone."
-A burning sesation from her chest made her scream out in agony. Zhan Tiri tore the power out of her very soul in front of everyone. They all looked on in horror, Rapunzel trying to stop him. "STOP!!" She cried. He finally tore the Moonstone from her chest and-
" I was a monster."
-He dropped her body, the group rushing to catch her. She wasn't dead yet. Her arm was shown to be useless again, much worse this time. Her color drained but her hair remained blue. The Black Rocks that took place of clothes were scattered along her body, some still embedded as her actual skin. Zhan Tiri consumed the stone but he never would have guessed-
" You're not a monster, Cass. You never were."
-"You can't expect them to hand your destiny over after all of this can you? You have to take it." The creature behind the door had a point. It showed her everything she's worked for and had taken away. Her glory, her dignity, her arm." The Moonstone is meant to be yours."-
" You weren't yourself."
-" I can fix you, just listen..and obey."-
" You cant think that for a second, okay?"
-The finale surged as the scroll revealed how to use the power. Cass still had the Moonstones energy inside. Even if it killed her, shed fix this. Rapunzel held her hand along with Eugenes and Varian activated his machine. This was it.-
" And I want you to realize that I will never see you as a monster. Trust me, ive done terrible things too, but you stuck with me, didnt you?"
Lance tore apart from the hug, putting his hands on Cass' shoulders, keeping eye contact.
" We're in this together, whether as a team or-"
His sentence was broken by a kiss. Cass brought his head to hers with her hand, and even though Lance was big and strong, even if he wanted to he wouldnt be able to break her grip. He didnt want to, though, and instead embraced this moment. It was warm. Not disgusting anymore. The disgust was from thinking she didn't deserve the warmth except from the burning of her arm. This was different. It was nice. Needed. For both of them. It felt like eternity until they broke their lips, yet they wish it would've lasted longer. They looked into each other's eyes, tears staining their faces.
" Better?"
Lance asked. Cass chuckled slightly, hugging him.
" Yeah..better."
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maginpui ยท 5 years
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Post the first line of your last 10 published fics, then tag 10 people.
tagged by @artpharosโ€‹ย 
Before i write this. i have a feeling my first lines are super short and make no sense. Lets see!ย 
1)ย โ€œKomaeda sighed once more.โ€
oh boy. OHH boy. this is a komapooh fic. for april fools because. i made my whole twitter komapooh. and i made this as the cherry on top of the cake. Its horrible. but its new. its horrible tho. i died laughing when i wrote this.ย 
2)ย โ€œIt was the perfect world for me.โ€
From my tales of xillia 2 fic perfect world- surprising name right? i bet u couldnt have guessed it with the first line. If u want some ludger and julius angst- this is the fic for u- an au actually but not really? but an au. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS.
3)ย โ€˜ โ€œWeโ€™re next Velvet- arenโ€™t you excited?!โ€ Magilou peaked out of the line, her hat smacking the people behind her in line.โ€™
A silly berseria fic i did for berseria week! Just a fun fic where everyone goes to a haunted house and nothing ever goes right....... I mean its always a disaster.ย 
4)ย โ€œThe Phantom thieves hideout out wasnโ€™t necessarily what one defines a hideout.โ€
Some futaba/Yusuke for a good friend!!! I donโ€™t wanna spoil it! so just read it here.
5)ย โ€œThe paper between Edna's fingers was not one she was meant to read today but one addressed to her future self.โ€
Some eizen and edna angst for a friend too because im a sucker for angst between these two! I actually still like this fic. i forgot it when i read the first line so i read it again. and im likeย โ€œoh nice i wrote this.โ€
6)ย โ€œFor Eugene, the Snuggly Duckling was a second home to him.โ€
THE ONE. TANGLED FIC I HAVE. and probably the last. just because i wanted some cass and eugene interactions but season 2 has to go off stopping my chances to write any more cass fics. THANKS SEASON 2. i always make it a rule not to write for ongoing shows but. this was one exception.
7)ย โ€œWhenever Sara refused to drink, everyone knew in an instant that something was wrong.โ€
A trails of cold steel fic for a good friend of her rarepair Sara/toval! this is one fic i realized i can improve A LOT since im currently replaying the game. but whats there is there and it was a little difficult to write for me so i think the fact i got it out there is great!
8) โ€˜โ€œOh cโ€™mon Polly!โ€ Trucy turned her head.ย 
THIS ONE WAS WRITTEN A WHILE BACK. its an ace attorney fic of the great siblings which i wrote as a christmas gift. Just some fun sibling stuff! a fic to frustrate u more than u are already because that they dont know they are siblings.
9) โ€˜โ€œOh, Lukeโ€ฆ They didnโ€™t mean it as a punishment.โ€โ€™
Another christmas/pattymas gift! Its a luke and guy fic! Also my excuse to show luke being a good boy!
10)ย โ€œIt took many sleepless nights but he finally built it.โ€
Another guy centered short fic of what happens after abyss- this one is an excuse to show how cool guy is!! Also another pattymas/christmas gift!
Tagging @letmereachforthestars and @dazais-guardian-angel because u two have amazing fics to share with the world!
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ocean-butch ยท 6 years
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How is cas different from ur other girlfriends
akcjwjxia i had to wait like SIX HOURS to answer this bc of a goddamn test i had bUT OH BOY ANON AM I GONNA LOVE DOING IT alfjadjsk i just love talking about my gf i love her so much i wanna gush about her 25/8
the short answer would be basically in every way bUt imma do it part by part.
okay so, in a simplified version iโ€™ve had relationships with people whose personalities worked well with me but who were shitty girlfriends or a good girlfriend who just didnt really fit with my personality. iโ€™ve actually given that so much thought even before i met cass, but the point is that i met her and she was just perfect for me in both ways (technically its more complicated bc theres a bunch of logic into this that im not explaining bc my mind is weird and it would be Way too long but anyways). but ok let get into How she fits me perfectly.
first of all literally no one ever in my entire life has made me laugh as easily and genuinely as she does. im not even exaggerating, like laughing was never really A Thing for me to look for in girls bc it just never happened???? like i had fun conversations and stuff but there was never anyone that made me go โ€œholy shit i have never laughed this much with anyone elseโ€ and we have So many inside jokes, which is a thing that i almost never have????? and i always used to wish i did bc everyone would talk about it and iโ€™d feel like i just wasnt funny and That was the problem. and also this is really important bc its one of the things that made me realize that i liked (and eventually, came to love) her. bUT its not the only one so theres also like all these things that we like and we can talk about for HOURS like i remember when i watched infinity war and the first thing i did when i got home was call her and we talked about it for like 2 hours idek but it was great. the point is, we have a bunch of shared interests (which isnt like 100% necessary but its still really nice), wHICH LEADS ME TO: her music taste is amazing and i love that so much bc i love music With My Entire Soul and its the best thing in the fucking world (after cass & my friends and tied with the ocean) but yeah thats great too. AND i think more importantly than the last 2 things is that she is literally so fucking easy to talk to. like ever since the beginning we didnt really have that awkward phase where we run out of things to talk about and the conversation keeps dying like we never had that it just flowed so well and that was such a good feeling. another thing is also how comfortable i feel talking to her.
like i have never felt this way with any of my girlfriends bc i was always scared that i was gonna be annoying or say something Wrong and theyโ€™d start to realize i sucked and then break up with me, but shes just so kind and idk she just has this way about her that makes me feel at home and its always been there like i dont believe in love at first sight or anything like that but i swear to god the day after i met her i already felt like i could tell her anything and that was such a comforting thing and i needed that so badly at the time. i dont feel like i was able to describe this aspect very well tbh like im not doing it justice. like, she makes me feel like im not annoying at all, and like i could just randomly start ranting about anything and she would be like super invested in it, and just literally so comfortable in every sense of the word. she is my home, no ifs ands or buts, i just feel it every single time that we talk or that i simply think about her, and i have never felt this so clearly with anyone. and i think this comfort i feel with her is kinda connected with how she has always made me felt so appreciated, in a way that no one has ever done. like, i had like 2 tags about my wants and needs in a relationship, there was โ€œmy dream girlโ€ to remind me that i shouldnt settle for anyone after i got out of a rlly bad relationship, and there was โ€œthings i wish someone would tell meโ€ after my โ€œfirstโ€ relationship (i dont really count it bc Officiallyโ„ข we only dated for a week) because my gf at the time would almost never be affectionate with me and it made me really insecure so i started that tag as a way to vent kinda. anyways my point is that i made those tags bc i would always feel super anxious in my relationships bc i never really felt loved or even wanted (aka the good personalities awful gfs relationships) i just felt like a burden and it was such a big thing for me.
okay now iโ€™ll say that there Kinda was an exception to this before cass, because it would be unfair to say that that relationship was detrimental to my mental health, but it was still different. like, that ex did make me feel wanted most times, but not only did i still have A Lot of insecurities about the whole thing bc of some things she would say and do or not say and not do and iโ€™d get like super uncomfortable or just sad really but also bc whenever the conversation would start to die out i was Absolutely Certain that she was gonna break up with me. it was pretty bad im not even joking. and like ofc my anxiety isnt her fault OR responsibility and like sure i still get anxious about cass sometimes but its not like that its basically just when she doesnt answer for a long time i think that something bad might have happened but even when my rude ass brain does try to tell me that she doesnt love me i KNOW that its not true, and that is a kind of peace that i have never ever had before. but anyways, so that was the good gf whose personality didnt fit mine and its weird now bc that is so obvious but i really didnt wanna believe it at the time even though i knew it wasnt gonna work out, but now its just really weird ngl (but i wont get into the why).
and now cass. wow okay let me tell you about cass. she is perfection. she is literally everything i have ever wanted AND things i didnt even know i wanted. she is everything no one else ever was and i just remembered that when we started dating in may i said that exact same sentence to abby. its just so true, she really is everything that no one else could be. because theyre not her. iโ€™ve said this a lot of times but i really dont see how i could ever love anyone else after loving her, it just doesnt make sense to me because she really is like,, as good as it gets. there is no one better than her for me. weโ€™re literally meant to be i s2g like when we broke up for a while i would tell everyone i wasnt really trying to move on at all bc i just hoped she would come back to me and i couldnt miss that chance. i knew she was my soulmate, although at some points i lost almost all hope (but never all) and i started thinking that maybe she was the love of my life but i wasnt the love of hers. and thats bc she really is everything ive ever dreamed of like she has all these little things that she does or say that sometimes wouldnt even mean anything to other people but to me they are So important bc theyre things ive dreamed about while my ex girlfriends ignored me akcjsjxn like, i was talking about how comfortable she feels to me and a big part of that comes from little things like the fact that even when we were just friends she would spam me when i was gone for a long time and that not only made me feel missed and appreciated but also it meant i could do that to her and it wouldnt be annoying bc she felt the same!! like, she missed me too! and me knowing that she actually Wanted to talk to me and the fact that she actually showed me she cared was super great when we started dating bc it made me feel like if i was feeling sad or insecure, i could literally just ask her to be a little more affectionate and it wouldnt feel fake bc i actually knew she cared. and you have No idea how much that meant to me bc i literally didnt know it was possible for me to feel that way. like honestly i thought it was an innate aspect of who i am that like if i asked for affection it would be meaningless? bc iโ€™d be lowkey forcing the person to say something? but with her it felt different bc we had enough intimacy for me to feel comfortable enough to do that.
HOWEVER i never actually Had to do that bc i got insecure exactly once (1) on the first night we started dating back in may bc i didnt know how much she liked me and i was like in love with her so i thought she would think i was too much and then i told her i was sad and that i was gonna sleep and the next day when i woke up she said something along the lines of โ€œhow are you babe bc i remember you said you were sad last night and i couldnt stop thinking about it bc i want you to feel good all the timeโ€ and thats something so small but wow it just meant so much to me bc i would cry and beg any fucking force in the universe to make my last ex do Anything At All to try to make me Not Sad and it would be awful and i would feel so so unloved and then cass just said that and something clicked in me and i never doubted her feelings to an actual Meaningful extent while weโ€™ve been together anymore (like ofc i get insecure sometimes and especially when we broke up, but while we have been dating ive never gotten like actually Sadโ„ข specifically bc i wasnt sure she liked me) but it gets even better because some of the things she does are so so special that i never even imagined them like shes literally unreal, i literally never thought someone like her existed and its just so wild to me that i get to be with her.
and i know im saying a bunch of cliches but i mean it all so much like i remember when i was dating one of my exes i was learning her first language but she didnt try to learn mine and i really wished she would bc i just always loved the idea that someone would do that for me?? (and she was like the good gf so yknow,, just how that relationship literally did Not even compare to cass) and guess what yes cass is learning portuguese and its the cutest thing ever btw bUt the point is she does all the little things ive ever wanted in a partner (i literally have a post with a list of things i appreciate in a partner and she does all of them!! well, the ones that arent like irl or smth) also i literally have a draft in this blog that is a list of cute things cass has done/said that means a lot to me personally but i didnt post it yet ยฏ\_(ใƒ„)_/ยฏ and like theres just so so many things that i havent talked about, like how im not even sure if i was ever in love with anyone of them anymore because what i feel for cass is just so different and so much more, or like how cass actually makes me want to try to get better, which ive never actually wanted before bc it always seemed to scary, like she literally makes me wanna be not only alive but also happy bc she makes me feel like i deserve it. she has been such a good influence on me and my mental health and thats so important and its the first time someone has been this good for me.
but anyways the point is that cass is right for me in every single way like she really is my other half she literally just is everything that she is and thats how shes different from my ex girlfriends.
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