#cbse rants

[intellectual6666]

I have some things to talk about, which I felt and saw after I got my CBSE 10th results.

Everyone takes credit. Like relatives who for the whole year kept saying, "our children also gave boards, why are they (my parents) acting like it's such a big thing?", "they are showing as if only they have work and they are busy, we are useless na", came to say, "she is our daughter/granddaughter, that's why she excelled in her exams." I do have a lot of respect for them and yes, I love them a lot too and also you can take credits of it, due to their ashirvad I was able to excel in the exams but why act like they are "only" reason I got good marks in it ? I would like to give 50% credits to my parents and the rest to me and my God. There was also a time when my father was not able to give the monthly fees of my school for 3 months, but he managed to keep me in a English medium private school by working his ass off. My mother left her social life, didn't even go to ISKCON (her favourite place) so that she can keep her full attention on me. We went through so much financial issues in 2022 and 2023 (first half) but my parents didn't let my education sacrifice. I, didn't take any tuitions so that I do not put extra burden on them (another reason I didn't take tuition coz I prefer self study more than tuitions). Me, who got so stressed because of my class 10 boards that by the time my exams were near my mental health worsened. I was getting suicidal thoughts and got introduced to new health problems which still haunt me, hypertension and palpitation. But still, I worked hard, my closest friends helped me, my parents helped me and most importantly Krishna ji, Ganesh ji, Radharani ji and Mahadev helped me. My struggle was totally mine and no one fought the war inside me other than me. So before taking the whole credit, atleast for once one should think about the people who really worked hard.

Second, this comparison shit kills one inside. No, I didn't compare myself to anyone as my parents never taught me that nor they ever compared me to anyone. Basically me and my maternal uncle's daughter are really close. And she is quite average in her studies. But trust me she is an amazing dancer, singer and artist. I envy her because of the great acting skills she have. But according to that typical thoughts, her parents always compare her with me and try to demean her, on the thing that she is not much good in studies and I'm comparatively good in it. Her results came out some days ago, as she used to study in an ICSE school and to be honest, she did amazing. Getting such marks is not so easy in ICSE board. Yesterday her mother kept comparing her with me and made her feel insecure and bad. Like why ? What do you get by hurting a child ? Why the actual fuck can't you ever be satisfied with whatever she got ? Praise her, tell her she is amazing, bring some confidence in her instead of making her feel so insecure that she starts to kill her feelings for everyone. Please freaking stop that. My mother, as usual a boss lady, replied her so sassily that my sissy ran to her and hugged her for 15 minutes straight. All of my closest friends got above 90% and I got below it, but God my parents didn't think about that for even once. They kept praising me.

So this was a rant post and you can totally ignore it if you want. Sorry for writing such a long ass thing, I had a lot to burst out.

And also sorry if there's any spelling mistake.

Congratulations to all the 10thies and 12thies for acing your exams. Everyone did amazing. I'm proud of you.

[tired-yashika-core]

when women write beautiful poems and then those go into ncert. oh the misinterpretation of such deep heart-stabbing poem by blogs and websites owned by indian tutors. rage is all i feel.

[honestlysublimecherryblossom]

MEN ARE FUCKIN COMPLICATED AS SHIT!!!

⚠️: rant ahead (solely for entertainment purposes)

You don't need an expert to say this but trying to find a man (or boy) to date or even just get to know is so fuckin hard. You think women are weird with their mood swings? Try boys!

I have been texting this japanese guy who randomly approached ME and he was alright. BUT NOW, unfortunately, what was smooth sailing has now become shitty lake water.

Our "friendship" is approaching its one year and yet that guy refuses to show me his face or reveal what he sounds like through facetime; says he's insecure. Ok, that I kinda understand that crap! What I don't understand is how can this guy be insecure if he can send me a pic of his fuckin abs?(don't know if that's him tho)

What gets even weirder is that he disappears for weeks/months at a time and when I ask what happened he gives me reasons and explanations that are vague as shit! At first I was ok, thought he probably needed his space and alone time. It happened a second time, I was chill. Third time was the charm because I lost my cool with the reasons he's pulling out of his ass and immediately he gets defensive! I mean if your friend goes missing for a long time, you eventually text ti find out if they're alright. That's the normal response! I gave up on that eventually😕

THEN HE DROPPED THE FUCKIN BOMB: he said he likes me! WTF...the dude ignores me yet he has the audacity to like me when I know jack about him. This is the same dude that refused to give his best friend my profile in fear that his friend would flirt, work his way into my heart and he would lose me (his words not mine). What the actual fuck should I make of this?

It's been another 2 months since he ghosted me (again). His friend has been keeping me company and he's seems like a good guy I guess.

Honestly it's so fuckin disappointing. I wasn't expecting much tho. In my entire life, I haven't dated or been in a relationship so I'm actually clueless. The disappointment approaches the point of being hurtful because even though I wasn't expecting a lot- from a guy who sits a thousand miles away, who refuses to show me who he really is even when it's been a year- it doesn't make it hurt any less. He's my age so I guess that's why it bothers me.

I don't know wtf went wrong but I do wish it worked out.

[hoarder-of-dragons]

I'll just say it What the fuck happened today??!!

[parxkram]

Boards what?

Not me singing Ateez during the physics exam

ik you get deja vu--

of fucking up paper :)

(but really wtf was physics man)

[yawnzshit]

3 days until physics exam and i still feel like i know nothing maybe i should just kay es em :D

[stevensgus]

Why is there so much lack of content about cbse class 11 english chapters like?????

[vedajananixx]

have my half yearly right now... watch me turn into the most intelligent piece of shit for two weeks that will fuck you over in all possible ways only to morph back into a potato that forgets her own name sometimes... i'm in 10th. this is necessary. sorry not sorry. fuck you. i need my marks.

[solis-angelus]

Physics exam tomorrow 🙏🏽🤌🏽 finishing the syllabus is not even a distant wish rn.

The anger brings out the poets in us.

[tamquamm-alter-idem]

india fix your education system challenge india stop trying to make ur children clients challenge india stop wasting so much potential challenge india realise we are not defined by our memorisation power challenge india stop making academics the epitome of success india stop killing their spark challenge india-

[intellectual6666]

Annotating books : Nah that's too much

Writing all the literary devices in NCERT English book : Yup

[tired-yashika-core]

guys i think i just made a masterpiece

[leaderwon]

baby i just came across ur hindi board paper rant lmao it was damn relatable however i have some advice for you,, if you're not looking to top then i would say you absolutely shouldn't stress because board would hardly ever like ever fail you,, if you've written shit then the teachers will find a way to pass you guaranteed.

also like bywons said if you discuss answers it'll affect the other papers and i also strongly recommend that,, write that paper and forget all about it, it's gonna be okay! i'm assuming it's ur 10th grade boards so i'd also like to add that ur 10th grade scores will only go so far as helping you get admissions in new school for 11th & 12th that is if you decide to change schools. other than that no one asks for it so do not stress so much, it's good to be serious about studies but don't let it take over you okay? take care and remember to take breaks! <3

STOP THIS ASK HAS ME JUMPING DOWN A ROOF??

I AM LITERALLY SUCH A BIG FAN OF YOU??? LIKE I LITERALLY READ THE JEALOUS THING TODAY MORNING STOP

my idols reaching out to me I MUST BE IN HEAVEN

thanks SM for the advice! I'm not looking to top but im looking for a decent enough percentage, perhaps above 80+ % becuz im in cbse and it's easy to get above that and if I don't the society will be UP MY ASS. I am predicting alround 56-58/80. Which is around 76-78% total incl internals. I do have regrets becuz it did de motivate me slightly BUT NOW IK WHAT TO DO :))

Thank u so so much for the advice i really appreciate it!

[enhadiares]

🦆 ANON HERE

IM 12th CBSE TOO IVE GOT CHEM TOMORROW LMAO

I HAVE PCB WITH PSYCH SO WE SHARE A SUB AAAA

will definitely cry to you about psych later

ohmygod and where are you from?? only if you're comfortable with sharing that and dude did you think the eng lit section was hard cause I did and the comprehension was so easy but it was also so lengthy lol ngl I zoned out in the middle of the exam for like 5 minutes thinking about enha fics and all

OMGGG YESS FINALLY SOMEONE I CAN RANT ABOUT EXAMS

BEST OF LUCK FOR ALL OF YOUR EXAMS 🤞

is it just me or you too? I thought psy is going to be very easy but now that I think of it I can't seem to remember things properly 🤡

I am Punjabi 😌💪🏻 and you?

Also yes the lit section was hard?!? Like wtf I thought it's going to be the easiest. I got set 3 and I wrote 3 articles and my hand was crying with pain . I wrote like kuch bhi 😭😭 I hope the examiner gives me marks 🙏🙏

[shawty-writes-a-little]

Thinking about that one specific time of tenth grade during the two boards era where everyone on the desiblr side was each other’s moral support, the “aaj ka paper easy hoga” manifest, wishing everyone goodluck the morning of exam, ranting about the paper post exam, ranting about the literature chapters, making a meme out of everything, wishing CBSE’s downfall man 😭😭😭

[fanvergentshadowhunter29]

The fact that CBSE thought it was such a great idea of bombarding vacations with ‘Subject Enrichment Activities’ and ‘Art-Integrated Activities’ is the most ‘CBSE’ thing this board has done to “pRoTeCt” and pReSeRve” our mental health. 

Right, like I’m gonna fall for that hypothesis.