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kpop masterlist
🍓 = fluff themes
❄️ = angst themes
��� = smut themes
🤸‍♀️ = slice of life / bish idek what theme this is
🚀 = crack fic themes
🎩 = dark and/or violent themes
🏩 = genre fic, i.e. mystery, horror, fantasy, etc
🍳 = slow burn
🦕 = personal favorite
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A.C.E.
Memory | 🍓❄️🦕 Kim Byeongkwan x Reader + Park Junhee x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]
Ateez
Only One | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🦕 CEO!Choi San x Reader
BigBang
It’s An Act [WBU I] | ❄️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader
Smoke | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader
BTS
Runaway | 🍓❄️🏩 Mafia!Kim Seokjin (Jin) x Reader (Mafia AU) Preview 1 2 3 4 x
Mah Boyfriend | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🦕 Jung Jungkook x Idol!Reader
BTOB
Hidden Heart | 🍓🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🚀🍳 Lee Minhyuk (HUTA) x Idol!Reader [Headcanon]
Day6
A University Dilemma | 🤸‍♀️ Kang Younghyun (Young-K) x Reader (Univeristy AU)
What A Joke | ❄️ Kang Younghyun (Young K) x Reader + Park Jaehyung x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]
So... Haha... I Like You | 🍓🦕 Park Jaehyung x Reader (Fake Dating AU)
EXO
Wheel Of Fortune | 🍓🍳🚀 Park Chanyeol x Reader [Headcanon]
Welcome To The Jungle | 🚀🚀🚀🏩 Park Chanyeol & Oh Sehun (Jungle AU)
Maybe We Still Have A Shot [WBU III] | 🍓🍓🏩 CatHybid!Oh Sehun x Reader (University AU)
Unrequited Attraction | 🚧🏩🍳🦕 Mafia!Kim Jongdae (Chen) x Retail Worker!Reader
Color Palette | 🍓 Byun Baekhyun x Reader [Blurb]
Brown Leaves | 🍓 Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader (University AU)
GOT7
One Million In One Day | 🍓🍓❄️❄️🍳 Sugar Daddy!Jackson Wang x Reader Preview ~ Alternate Moodboard ~ Moodboard Teaser  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 
Car Rides | 🍓 Jackson Wang x Reader [Blurb]
Juice Box | 🍓🚀🏩🦕 Kunpimook Bhuwakul Bambam x Reader [Blurb] (Pre-Schooler AU)
Somewhere In Between | ❄️❄️Civil Engineer!Park Jinyoung x Reader + Architect!Henry Lau x Reader
Trading Secrets | 🍓🍓 Kim Yugyeom x WangSis!Reader
JYJ
Winning Losses | ❄️ Kim Jaejoong x Idol!Reader
Monsta X
Introspect | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Jooheon x Reader [Blurb]
Letting Off Steam | 🤸‍♀️ Lee Hoseok (Wonho) x ArtStudent!Reader (University AU)
NCT
Seventeen
December Dates | 🍓🚀 bf!Seventeen x Reader [Headcanon]
The Stroke Of Midnight | 🍓❄️🏩🦕 Mafia!Kwon Soonyoung (Hoshi) x Reader
Here's My Problem: I Can't Get You Out Of My Head | ❄️❄️❄️🎩🎩🎩🏩🍳🦕 Detective!Jeon Wonwoo x Actress!Reader
10 Ways To Get Over Gyu | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🍳🦕 Kim Mingyu x Reader + others (Childhood AU)
Half Of My Heart | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳 Kim Mingyu x Reader + Jeon Wonwoo x Reader (CEO AU)
On A Thread | ❄️❄️ CEO!Joshua Hong (Hong Jisoo) x Nurse!Reader
SF9
A Final Offering | 🍓🍓❄️🏩🦕 Deity!Kim Inseong & Child!Reader + Baek Juho (Zuho) x Mom  
What Does It Mean? | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️ Kim Inseong x Reader + Lee Jaeyoon x Reader (University AU) 
16th Floor | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Kim Seokwoo (Rowoon) x Reader (Office AU)
SHINee
Understand This |❄️ Choi Minho x Reader I Don’t Understand [Understand This II] | ❄️ Choi Minho x Reader
It’s All A Big Joke [WBU II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader
Th-that’s Not | ❄️❄️🚧🦕 Lee Taemin x Reader Regrets [Th-that’s Not II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader
Angel Bride | ❄️🚧🏩🦕 Pirate!Lee Taemin x Reader
Noona, You're So Pretty | 🍓 Lee Taemin x Noona!Reader
Stray Kids
Professional Boundaries | 🍓❄️🚧🦕 CEO!Bang Chan x Pre-School Teacher!Reader + CEO!Hwang Hyunjin x Pre-School Teacher!Reader 1 2 3 4 
Bootylicious | 🍓🚀 Bang Chan x Idol!Reader
Super Junior
The Soup | 🍓🍓🚀🚀 SuJu x SuJu Maknae!Reader [Headcanon]
Secrets Of A Maknae | 🍓🚀🚀 Kim Heechul x SuJuMaknae!Reader
The Boyz
Gentle With Me | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Sangyeon x Reader
TVXQ!
Pitter-Patter | 🍓 Jung Yunho (U-Know) x Reader (Pre-School Teacher AU)
The Art Of Deception | ❄️🎩🏩 Shim Changmin x Reader (Secret Agent/Spy AU)
TXT
Forget About It | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳🦕 Choi Soobin x Reader (University AU)  
WINNER
I’m Not Playing | 🍓❄️❄️ Gangster!Song Minho (Mino) x Reader 1 2 3 
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smolwritingchick · 6 months
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What would be the reaction from BTS, idols, and just everyone else when Jungkook and Jennie kiss on the stage at the award show?
Brainstorming! I strongly believe this will break the internet and be a crucial part in K-Pop history. I hope that’s not too ambitious 😅 could even be a smol soft launch of their relationship with their kiss making headlines.
GOT7: I see Bam Bam shaking Jackson while Jackson looks shooked. Overall I see the group acting chaotic and loving the moment. Yugyeom chuckling and proud to see Jungkook be so open about Jennie even if it fit so well with the performance. You can see the love in their eyes as they danced and kissed.
IOI: I see various reactions such as dropping their jaws, widening their eyes, covering their mouths and giggling to themselves with cameras catching some of them mentioning how happy and cute Jennie is with Jungkook.
EXO: being great friends with Jennie they would be surprised and a little chaotic too. I see Chanyeol covering his face too lol.
TWICE: Mina and Jihyo looking at each other with big smiles since they know and support their relationship while the rest talked amongst themselves about how surprising the moment was
MONSTA X: I see their reactions being dramatic and in awe at their chemistry.
GFRIEND: I believe their jaws will drop before jumping and squealing with each other on their moment together. Hayoon giggling with the girls and pointing out the kiss. Hayoon would also be clapping happily with Yuji and Eunha.
Seventeen: Mingyu and The8 happily grinning to see their friends openly kiss on stage.
BTS reactions: So I was thinking the kiss wouldn’t be known from the members and was in the heat of the moment. Jungkook would initiate it and Jennie would happily go along with it, wanting to make a statement on stage.
Jimin and Taehyung: trying not to freak tf out as they focused on their performance. I see them grinning and glancing at each other. They’d be so damn proud to see their ship be this open with each other ❤️
Yoongi: would widen his eyes a little at the bold move and wonder if this was planned in advance. After the initial shock, I see him being amused. “These kids…”
Namjoon: I have a feeling he wouldn’t be so surprised because JenKook tends to be extra af so he’d be amused and proud to see them show affection to each other on stage.
Jin screaming internally along with Hobi because they were definitely not expecting it. I see them widening their eyes a little as well. After the shock, they’d would be happy to see the couple be this bold in public and focus on their performance
Audience reactions: Be screaming loudly and shocked at the sudden kiss. I see some thinking they are playing this BST sexy persona TOO WELL. Some upset Jennie is kissing Jungkook. Some upset Jungkook is kissing Jennie. JenKook shippers losing their minds. Other shippers surprised one BTS ship is showing huge affection on stage. Some pointing out the 97 Liners looking very supportive and happy.
I do believe there will be bad seeds saying Jennie is forcing her Americaness once again and the kiss being inappropriate because of her. And get upset that she is “ruining” the K in K-Pop.
This moment will go viral. I feel like viewers are always anticipating some kind of kiss or big moment on stage. And I see a lot pointing out how the kiss wasn’t a quick kiss, it was a longer than anticipated one. And how Jungkook held her. Not to mention “bedroom eyes” 🫢 I also see people praising their chemistry for the performance and people claiming they were just acting. Debates would occur on if their kiss was appropriate or not and I see people defending it, saying that it felt great with the song and that they were great actors.
“Why did YOU kiss Jungkook?” Would be the number one question she’d get on social media. Although it was Jungkook who initiated the kiss.
I see her quoting her BST lyrics for this:
“I did say no matter how much I resist I can’t fight what you’re doing. He kissed me. And I kissed back. I officially fell into temptation. 😉”
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wolvela · 1 year
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genre: supernatural, wolf au
pairing: reader x kim jongin (kai)
part: prologue, i, ii, iii, iv, v, vi, vii, viii, ix
“Right, so.” Jin-Ae pulled you out of the room, Chanyeol trailing behind you, obviously still wary of you being alone with his mate, “Care to tell me who’s downstairs, love?”
Chanyeol looked at Jin-Ae and nodded, closing his eyes for a moment before nodding, “Uh, pretty much everyone minus Jongin.” he answered, and you stepped closer to the stairs, listening to the many voices that seemed to blend together.
“And how many is that exactly?” you asked, not being able to distinguish more than maybe two or three voices.
“Currently downstairs is eleven.” Your eyes widened at Chanyeol’s answer, that meant with you now, there would be sixteen people in the house, “I know it seems like a lot, but trust me, you get used to it fairly quickly.”
Chanyeol took the first few steps down, Jin-Ae following close behind him as he was holding her hand, but you on the other hand, couldn’t will your legs to move.
You were in an unfamiliar space, completely and utterly outnumbered, and as much as you wanted to maybe trust them, your instincts, still in survival mode, refused to let you do so.
Thankfully, Junmyeon must have noticed your hesitation so he laid a hand on Chanyeol’s shoulder, stopping him, “How about we wait for Jongin to come back?”
Speak of the devil, said wolf could be heard entering the house, mumbling apologies to everyone around him as he headed for the stairs, taking two steps up at a time, before stopping in front of you, a small smile on his face as he saw you were still there.
“Let’s go down, come on, give them some privacy.” Junmyeon ushered Chanyeol and Jin-Ae down, while the couple simply laughed.
“There is no privacy in this house!” an unknown voice called from downstairs.
“I’m sorry, for losing control like that.” Jongin sighed, and you looked up at him, his hair was disheveled from running his hands through it, you guessed, a small smile now on your lips as he grabbed both of your hands, “Just, picturing what he did to you and what I’m going to do to him once I-”
You cut him off there, “If anyone is going to get their hands on Tao, it’s going to be Mark and I.”
You took a deep breath, trying not to picture what state Mark currently was in. But hearing Tao’s name, or just a mention of him, it made your blood boil, remembering how much he took from you, but thinking of what you were going to take from him brought you some peace, for now.
Jongin noticed your change in attitude, so he decided that a switch in the topic might be the best, “You ready to meet the rest of the pack?” the rest of his family.
His small smile split into a much larger one as you nodded, following his lead downstairs, practically stuck to his back, his wolf enjoying your closeness. 
The loud chatter could be heard from upstairs, but as you stepped into the living room, much to your discomfort it instantly died, the living room so quiet you’d be able to hear a pin drop.
Thankfully, Jongin was rather tall so you were able to basically hide behind him. You disliked feeling that vulnerable with fourteen pairs of eyes trained on you.
You let out a small noise of complaint as Jongin moved to the side, exposing you to his packmates, now standing behind you as he began introducing everyone.
You listened as carefully as you could, giving Jongin your undivided attention, as to not forget anyone seated around you, but knowing yourself, you’d forget half the names by the time he was done.
First up was Minseok. You recognized him immediately from the cafe you worked at when he showed up with Chanyeol and another wolf seated in the living room. Seated on Minseok’s lap was a blonde woman, who was more than obviously his mate, Cora.
Next to be introduced was Kyungsoo. You recognized him as well, he stepped into Jongin’s room to help not too long ago. He seemed rather quiet and shy so he lifted a hand to wave with a small smile, as his other was wrapped around an equally shy girl with adorable dimples that showed when she greeted you with a smile and a more excited wave than her mate, named Jiwon.
Another quiet wolf, Yixing was seated on the floor in between Kyungsoo and Minseok, with a rather hyper mate it seemed. Just like Jin-Ae, she had a beaming smile on her face the moment you walked in. What surprised you, was that when Jongin went to introduce her she sprang up from Yixing’s lap, quickly made her over to you and wrapped her arms around you, “I’m Ha-Neul. Oh, I’m so happy our Nini finally found you!”
“Nini?” you look at Jongin with a small smile, who just refused to meet your gaze, watching Ha-Neul retreat to her previous spot, a light pink dusting his cheeks at the nickname. 
Jongin was more than happy to draw attention to his brother, Jongdae, and his loving mate, Daeun. Those two seemed like the type of couple people would coo at when passing by them on the street. Both having smiles on their faces, making you smile as well as you watched the couple just so, enveloped in each other, comfortably so. With Jongdae’s arms wrapped tightly around Daeun’s front as she sat in his lap, head resting on his shoulder, occasional kiss being pressed to her temple.
A woman emerged from the room that seemed like a kitchen, judging by the tile flooring and stone countertops you could see behind her. The woman though, much like Junmyeon had some feel of authority. The way she confidently walked into the room, eyes casting over all the packmates, as if counting them, before finally settling on you made it seem so.
In the blink of an eye the intimidating look was gone, replaced by a kind, welcoming smile, as she approached you with an outstretched hand, “I’m Areum. Junmyeon’s mate.”
You took it, fingers wrapping around her slender hand as you shook it, introducing yourself with a small bow.
The last two wolves who haven’t been introduced yet approached you, wearing matching grins as they stood in front of you.
You recognized the taller one, he was also at the restaurant you used to work at, along with Minseok and Chanyeol. The one next to him had softer features, that along with his blonde hair made you think of a puppy.
“And those are Baekhyun-hyung and Sehun.” Jongin introduced from behind you, “You’d be wise not to listen to what they say too much. Preferably not at all.”
The two wolves in front of you stood next to you now, each having an arm wrapped around your shoulders, before looking down at you.
“Actually, I think we’ll be great friends.” Baekhyun shrugged, while Jongin looked genuinely worried.
“That’s never good.” you heard someone mutter, not being able to distinguish the voice yet.
A silence fell over the large room, Jongin now standing behind you after he shoo’ed away the two wolves.
“How about we get you something to eat?” Jongin asked, and before you could open your mouth to respond, your stomach did it for you, growling loudly, making you sigh and close your eyes as a few snickers could be heard around the room.
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misswoozi · 2 years
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I've updated the Male and Female D's, but there may be inaccuracies as I wasn't sure about some members that had left their group.
All Female D50
Jihyo (TWICE)
Nayeon (TWICE)
Jeongyeon (TWICE)
Momo (TWICE)
Sana (TWICE)
Mina (TWICE)
Dahyun (TWICE)
Chaeyoung (TWICE)
Tzuyu (TWICE)
Sowon (GFriend)
Yerin (GFriend)
Yuju (GFriend)
Eunha (GFriend / VIVIZ)
SinB (GFriend / VIVIZ)
Umji (GFriend / VIVIZ)
Solji (EXID)
LE (EXID)
Hani (EXID)
Hyelin (EXID)
Jeonghwa (EXID)
Taeyeon (SNSD)
Sunny (SNSD)
Tiffany (SNSD)
Hyoyeon (SNSD)
Yuri (SNSD)
Sooyoung (SNSD)
Yoona (SNSD)
Seohyun (SNSD)
CL (2NE1)
Dara (2NE1)
Park Bom (2NE1)
Minzy (2NE1)
Solar (Mamamoo)
Moonbyul (Mamamoo)
Wheein (Mamamoo)
Hwasa (Mamamoo)
Irene (Red Velvet)
Seulgi (Red Velvet)
Joy (Red Velvet)
Yeri (Red Velvet)
Yeji (ITZY)
Lia (ITZY)
Ryujin (ITZY)
Chaeryeong (ITZY)
Somin (KARD)
Jiwoo (KARD)
Jessi
Sunmi
Chungha
Hyuna
All Male D89
Yeonjun (TXT)
Soobin (TXT)
Beomgyu  (TXT)
RM (BTS)
Jin (BTS)
Suga (BTS)
J-Hope (BTS)
Jimin (BTS)
V (BTS)
Jungkook (BTS)
S.coups (Seventeen)
Wonwoo (Seventeen) 
Mingyu (Seventeen)
Vernon (Seventeen)
Woozi (Seventeen)
Jeonghan (Seventeen)
Joshua (Seventeen)
DK (Seventeen)
Seungkwan (Seventeen)
Hoshi (Seventeen)
Jun (Seventeen)
The8 (Seventeen)
Dino (Seventeen)
Taeyong (NCT)
Taeil (NCT)
Johnny (NCT)
Yuta (NCT)
Kun (NCT)
Doyoung (NCT)
Ten (NCT)
Jaehyun (NCT)
WinWin (NCT)
Jungwoo (NCT)
Lucas (NCT)
Mark (NCT)
Xiaojun (NCT)
Hendery (NCT)
Renjun (NCT)
Jeno (NCT)
Haechan (NCT)
Jaemin (NCT)
YangYang (NCT)
Shotaro (NCT)
Sungchan (NCT)
Sungjin (DAY6)
Young K (DAY6)
Wonpil (DAY6)
Dowoon (DAY6)
Suho (EXO)
Xiumin (EXO)
Baekhyun (EXO)
Chen (EXO)
Chanyeol (EXO)
D.O. (EXO)
Kai (EXO)
Sehun (EXO)
Lay (EXO)
Onew (SHINee)
Key (SHINee)
Minho (SHINee)
Taemin (SHINee)
Jonghyun (SHINee)
Eunkwang (BTOB)
Minhyuk (BTOB)
Changsub (BTOB)
Hyunsik (BTOB)
Peniel (BTOB)
Sungjae (BTOB)
G-Dragon (Big Bang)
T.O.P (Big Bang)
Taeyang (Big Bang)
Daesung (Big Bang)
Hongjoong (ATEEZ)
Seonghwa (ATEEZ)
Yunho (ATEEZ)
Yeosang (ATEEZ)
San (ATEEZ)
Mingi (ATEEZ)
Wooyoung (ATEEZ)
Jongho (ATEEZ)
Shownu (Monsta X)
Minhyuk (Monsta X)
Kihyun (Monsta X)
Hyungwon (Monsta X)
Joohoney (Monsta X)
I.M. (Monsta X)
J.Seph (KARD)
BM (KARD)
Dawn
THIS IS SO COOL AND SO HELPFUL THANK YOU VERY MUCH, I will make it into a graphic when I'm next on the laptop!
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pcyheartgirlx · 6 years
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In The Bleak Midwinter [CH25] ;; Penultimate
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Genre ;; Angst/Smut/Fluff/Romance
Pairing ;; Chanyeol x Reader x Seokjin
Word Count ;; 7.8k
Summary ;; We’re all whores, we just sell different parts of ourselves.
You own a multi-billion dollar company, servicing the biggest names in kpop, in more ways than one. Under the name “Starlight Catering”, you, your best friends, Damon and Maya, and your hundreds of workers provide stress relief for idols.
You have partially retired, not because you didn’t want to, but because Chanyeol was your muse. He was all that you had time for and all you needed. Until Jin came along.
So what happens when you mix fire and ice?
You get smoke and all the lines are blurred.
[PLAYLIST] [BACKSTORY] [PROLOGUE] [CH1] [CH2] [CH3] [CH4] [CH5] [CH6] [CH7] [CH8] [CH9] [CH10] [CH11] [CH12] [CH13] [CH14] [CH15] [CH16] [CH17] [CH18] [CH19] [CH20] [CH21] [CH22] [CH23] [CH24] [CH25]
A/N ;; Holy shit. I can’t believe this is it. The penultimate. I’m just...ahh! Let me stop before I ramble. Enjoy this one guys :)
It’s over.
There’s power in numbers. Maybe if we round up all the workers and take them to a shooting range--
You do realize how many workers you have, right?
Fine. We can all go to the cabin and do target practice there.
And how are you going to bring them all there without getting caught?
We’ll find a way, I know we will.
But do they really deserve that? You promised them a life free from violence and personal obligation.
There has to be another way.
Thomas is waiting....
“Well?”
It’s over, (Y/N).
“Fine,” you said this with the utmost certainty, despite being unsure of what will exactly happen to you. You could die...but if you were on the Shelby’s team….
“Good. I’ll be seeing you in a few, I suppose,” You just nodded at his statement and watched him walk away smuggly. In that minute that you were alone in the hallway, you wanted to scream. Punch the wall and shoot the whole place up. Doing that would just cause a scene though, even if that was the release you needed. Instead, you just collected your thought, took a deep breath and walked into the room where everyone was either socializing or waiting for the next move. Your next move.
“Damon, Maya,” you called for them to follow you. With anticipation, they walked with you to a distant corner of the warehouse. You felt Jin and Chanyeol’s eyes following you all the way there.
“What’s going on? Where did they go?” Damon asked shakily.
“What were their conditions?” Maya asked flatly. She knew better than anyone that The Shelby’s didn't do anything out of the goodness of their heart. You bit your lip and intertwined your fingers, sighing before you told them your plan.
“Listen...Starlight Catering is over--”
“What?” Damon snapped.
“These fuckers…” Maya spat.
“It’s fine guys. I’ll figure it out when I come back.”
“When you come back?” Damon furrowed his brows, contorting his face.
“Where are you going?” Maya put her hands on her hips and mirrored the same expression Damon had.
“I have to go to China. That’s where Dominic is. And I’m taking him out,” You could tell they were about to protest all of this but you shook your head, trying to get everything you needed out before you had to leave. “I have to go, guys. It’s part of the deal.”
“But (Y/N)...” Damon started. You just shook your head again.
“You guys I know that this seems crazy--”
“It’s bloody insane! Honestly, (Y/N) what are you thinking?” Maya started to raise her voice and you put a finger to your mouth signalling to keep her voice down.
“If I die...here, with no one to protect me or you guys. Dominic will take out Jin and Chanyeol, then my workers and then you guys. I can’t let that happen,” They both looked as if they were finally starting to understand the severity in this situation. You continued, without another word or protest from them. “If I go to China with them and...and I fail--”
“If you die, go on,” Damon interrupted, causing you and Maya to give him a disapproving look.
“If I go and I die there, The Shelby’s will continue to take care of you all until they find Dominic. They’re not saints but they are men of their word. You guys need to make sure that every single one of our workers are in school, working, fuck I don’t care just make sure they’re in a position where they can have a future…” You started to feel tears welling up in your eyes. You thought about their well being, how much better off they were with you. Granted, Starlight wasn’t perfect. But it saved a lot of lives...including yours.
“(Y/N)...we’ll go broke…” Maya admitted softly. You just nodded at her and put a hand on her shoulder.
“Then...then so be it. I’ll figure out a way to wire you both money so you can be substantial. I’ll turn the deed of the apartment over to Damon in my will. I’ll make sure everything is taken care of for you and Alfie will be with me so we can make the necessary arrangements--”
You weren't able to finish your sentence before Maya and Damon brought you in for a tight embrace. It wasn’t visible at the time, but you could feel both their bodies tense and the tears fall from their face. You didn’t know if this was the last time you’ll see them, but you held on to them just as tight never wanting to let go.
“You guys...are the best friends anyone could ever ask for,” you croaked out as you pulled away. Damon tisked and hit your arm playfully.
“Fuck you bitch, we’re not your friends,” he sniffled, laughing a little bit at your fake pained and confused expression.
“We’re your goddamn family,” Maya added, smiling through her own tears. You nodded and looked down for a second, not wanting to see them cry.
“I have to go now...Damon...I’m going to need your--”
“Keys?” he pulled them out and rolled his eyes playfully. “Bitch, in your next life you better have your own car.”
“Are you going to say bye to Jin and Chanyeol?” Maya’s question was a valid one...but saying goodbye to them have proved impossible countless times. You just shook your head and she sighed. “Well...you better sneak out of here before they catch you…” You imitated her sigh and nodded.
“I love you guys…”
“We love you too,” Maya smiled.
“Now get the fuck out of here and kill that bastard…”
“And come back in one piece. Please.”
You turned on your heels and started to walk away, trying to make a run for it to the door. You knew that if they spotted you leaving, one of them, either it being Jin or Chanyeol, would stop you. But you should have known that it wasn’t going to work. The minute you passed the two groups, Jin made a run for it.
“Where do you think you’re going?!” he called after you, running behind you as you got to the hallway.
“Jin, I’m sorry! I have to go!” you called out, not looking back. Maybe you should of, because the minute you got to the door, you felt his arms wrap around your waist and your body was lifted off the ground. “Let me go!”
“Jin! Grab her!” Chanyeol’s voice echoed. Now the both of them caught up to you and as Jin put you down, you turned right back around to bolt out the door...only to see Chanyeol blocking your exit.
“You were really just going to up and leave, huh?” Chanyeol’s voice was dark and masked with repressed anger. You ran a hand through your hair and remained silent. “The fuck I look like to you huh!? I’m not Jiyong!”
“Chanyeol, lower your voice,” Jin barked. Chanyeol just put his hand up in protest.
“Don’t tell me what to do!”
“You guys don’t understand! I have to leave, NOW!” you bellowed. Jin grabbed you by the shoulders and turned you around so you could face him.
“Jagi, I understand that but...you can’t just leave like that. Not after all this happened. We just want to make sure you’re alright. Chanyeol may be hot headed about it but he wants to know too…” Jin was soft and gentle, his face emitted an angelic energy that just wanted to give you as much grace and goodness possible. But you weren’t in any position to receive that.
“(Y/N)...princess...Jin’s right. What happened? We aren’t going to be able to speak to you for a while and we at least deserve a proper explanation,” Chanyeol explained. His voice was starting to come down a few octaves and you just sighed.
“If you move away from the door, I’ll tell you,” They both looked at each other, as if they were trying to consult whether they believed you or not. In the end, Chanyeol moved and stood next to Jin, both men looking at you, right into your soul.
“What do you want to know?”
“Who was that guy?” Jin started, scrunching his nose up as he talked to put disgust and emphasis in his words.
“He was a fucking tool,” Chanyeol added. You nodded because that was indeed an undeniable fact.
“That was Thomas Shelby. Head of the Peaky Blinders that are run by the Shelby’s. They are a notorious and powerful gang that run out of Birmingham and were going to become allies with La Casa Nostra,” you explained.
“La Casa Nostra...that’s your father’s--”
“Yes,” you interrupted Jin. He just nodded and looked over at Chanyeol.
“So are they enemies now or…?” Chanyeol’s question trailed off. You shook your head.
“Yes. My father wants to tear them down because…” You didn’t want to finish that sentence. You knew that only anger would permeate of them two if you told them, but as they looked more intently into your silence, you feared their own assumptions were worse than the real story. “Because he left me at the alter when I was 18…”
“What?!” they said in unison. You put your hand up, trying to explain yourself more.
“It was an arranged marriage. I was going to meet him that day...at the alter. My marriage with him was supposed to give him comfort since he was grieving over the death of wife...and it was supposed to bring our families together.”
“Okay so why didn’t that happen?” Chanyeol pressed. You took in a deep breath before you answered.
“Because...my father put a hit out on his wife...as a form of vengeance for something they did to one of our people a long time ago...Thomas was to marry me and then after I gained his trust and he fell in love with me...I was supposed to kill him and our family would have been left to take reign of his whole operation. Through me of course but...that was...in the past….My father never forgave him or me for that. As if it was my fault,” you scoffed at the memory but pushed it aside just to look them both in the eye. Shocked wasn’t the word. Stunned did their expressions no justice. You exhaled heavily and tried to push through the rest of your ment.
“I understand...if you guys don’t want to speak with me anymore--”
“Stop, I would never want to stop talking to you,” Jin added, his voice full of tenderness. He wasn’t making this any easier.
“I know this isn’t ideal--”
“You can say that again,” Chanyeol added, gaining a look from Jin.
“But I hope you guys understand and can see why…”
“Go on,” Chanyeol leaned forward as if clinging on to your every word while Jin started to scratch the back of his head.
“Why...why I can’t choose either of you…”
“What?” Jin’s voice was shrill, almost screaming as you said this.
“Baby...no...please,” Chanyeol pleaded. You just bit your lip and watched them turn into blurry figures standing before you as the tears started to pool in your eyes.
“I’m sorry…” you choked, pushing past the door behind you and walking through it. You were a fool if you thought they wouldn’t follow you.
“Wait where are you going?” Jin called out as you started walking to Damon’s car.
“I just...have to go away for a while...but I probably won’t be back.”
“Please, jagi...let’s talk this out. I don’t care that you didn’t choose us, I just want to make sure you’re going to be alright.”
“I love you both so much,” You said this just before you got into the car and started the engine. By this time, the rest of the guys started to come outside. This is exactly what you were trying to avoid.
“I’m not going to stop fighting for you,” Chanyeol said as he stood outside the driver’s window. You just ignored him and put the car in gear, adjusting the rear view mirror while they both looked at you.
“Baby, please listen to us--”
“Are you paying attention?” You snapped at Jin who almost took a step back. “You guys see this life?! You can’t be part of it. This is not meant for you! Either of you!” You didn’t realize but by the end of your rant, you were screaming at the top of your lungs and all 15 men including your two best friends were now outside, staring at you.
“You don’t get to make that decision for us!” Chanyeol screamed back, slamming his fists on the hood of the car. You looked over at all of them, who just look absolutely heartbroken and confused. Then at your two best friends. They were the only ones that gave you a pure look of understanding and as the tears started to fall, Maya just mouthed to you one word. One word that initiated you to make the hardest decision of your life.
“Go.”
You looked over at Jin sympathetically, then back at Chanyeol before putting the car in reverse.
“I just did.”
With that, you pulled out of the parking space with great speed, and drove away.
“Did...did she just dump us both?” Jin asked almost as if everything that had just transpired didn’t even happen.
“Yep,” Chanyeol said simply, watching Damon’s car disappear in the distance. Jin locked his jaw a bit and looked over at the taller man.
“I’m not going to quit,” Jin stated firmly, looking Chanyeol up and down. Chanyeol raised his eyebrows as he continued to look off into the direction you had driven off into.
“Me either,” he responded, causing Jin to look in that same direction.
“Good luck,” was all Jin could muster at this point. He felt defeated and for some reason, slightly betrayed and he couldn’t figure out why. Chanyeol scoffed and turned on his heel.
“I don’t need it,” he spat at Jin before starting to walk away and back to his group. Jin felt something boiling in him. It started at the pit of his stomach and started to pulsate through out his body, as if poisoning his blood.
If he just left her alone, If he just accepted she found love somewhere else, If he had just gone away…
“Chanyeol!” Jin called after him, Chanyeol walked a bit and didn’t even look back. “HEY!” Jin shouted. Chanyeol stopped in his tracks and looked back at the man, but the minute he did, he fell backwards at the sudden impact he felt on his face.
Jin didn’t regret it. He didn’t really give a shit. After he punched him, he walked back into the van that the 7 men had came in and waited for his group.
Everyone who stood there at the front of the warehouse ran toward Chanyeol, who was picking himself up from the floor and spitting blood onto the ground.
“Are you alright!?” Namjoon cried out.
“That was completely uncalled for! Open your mouth!” Baekhyun cried as he helped Chanyeol to his feet. “Let’s make sure all your teeth are still intact.”
“Crowding around him isn’t going to help,” Kyungsoo added, fishing in his pocket for a napkin.
“We are so sorry, Chanyeol. Jin hyung doesn't know how to control his anger sometimes,” Jimin apologized frantically with Hobi at his side.
“Look we’ll talk to him for you and--”
“No...it’s fine guys. Really,” Chanyeol took the napkin from Jongin that Kyungsoo handed him. He wiped the rest of the blood from his chin and moved his jaw around.
“We’re even now…” The tall man admitted as he started for the van EXO came in, not wanting to look back at the pity in all of their eyes.
X-x-x
“Fuck! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!” you screeched as Johnny Dogs pressed an alcohol soaked cloth to your arm. It was just a surface wound, the bullet barely grazed you, but you were bleeding all over the place in the basement of a run down house on the outskirts of Hong Kong.
“Would you bloody concentrate for one moment?!” Alfie barked through the iPad screen. You looked at him, sitting there in your old office with papers scattered on your desk while he held another one in front of him.
“I’m sorry but I’m kind of dealing with an open wound, you fucking animal!” you bit back. Alfie rolled his eyes and shook his head condescendingly.
“And I’m dealing with lung cancer but you don’t see me whining about it!” As soon as he scolded you, Alfie started hacking and coughing. You took in a deep breath and looked away when you saw Johnny Dogs sterilizing a needle.
“How are you feeling anyway?” you asked sympathetically, trying not to scream as the first stitch was sown.
“Ah fucking ‘ell. You’re worse than the business people that showed up at your funeral. You never ask if I’m alright, why the fuck you asking now?” Alfie had a point. You just rolled your eyes before contorting your face in pain as Johnny stitched you up. “That’s the funny thing about death. People gather ‘round to celebrate a life that they otherwise didn’t give two shits about when they were alive.”
“Alright enough, go on,” You managed to croak at the older man who was now fixing his glasses and reading off the contents of your will. When he was done, he looked up at you through his lenses and you just nodded.
“Great well, I’m going to go read this off to your uh...beneficiaries and then everything will be complete,” You nodded at Alfie and sighed before looked at your now stitched and bandaged wound.
“Isn’t death supposed to be peaceful? Isn’t this supposed to be time for me to rest and all that bullshit?” You slumped in your seat and looked at the dingy and dusty contents of the basement before looking at Alfie again. “I guess this is what hell looks like, huh?”
“You still think you’re going to hell after all the men and woman you saved through Starlight? Jesus has no heart if you do,” Alfie scoffed. You shrugged and watched Johnny walk over to the sink and wash his hands.
“What are the news saying?”
“Dominic’s face is everywhere. Every channel. Law enforcements are on the hunt so there’s no way in hell he’ll be able to set foot in Korea. He’s stuck in China,” he said smuggly as he leaned back a bit. You just smiled and interlaced your fingers.
“We almost got him too. He’s planning on leaving China...he’ll probably be in the airport in 4 or so hours. We’ll get him there,” Alfie nodded and raised his eyebrows.
“Well done, (Y/N). Well done. Maybe with your new identity you can become a hitman for the Shelby’s?” You laughed at this and got closer to the iPad.
“Hitwoman. And I wouldn’t even dream of it. Not even in my worst nightmares.”
“An ex prostitite as our hitwoman? What class of people do you take us for?” You jumped at the sound of Thomas’ voice. When you turned to him, he stood there with his brothers and the rest of the Lee Dogs’ clan.
“You’d be more like a secretary,” John chuckled. You rolled your eyes.
“Please I’ve done more for you than Lizzie ever has...well...except fuck Tommy,” you sniggered.
“And that’s my cue to leave!” Alfie said hurridly, you looked back at the screen and smiled.
“Take care, Alfie. I’ll hear from you soon.”
“Hopefully,” he added sarcastically before the video call ended. You turned back to face the Shelby’s and smiled sweetly.
“How was my funeral? I heard there was a big turn out,” you commented as you sat back and watch all the men settle in.
“It was a bloody nightmare,” Arthur groaned as he plopped on a chair and fished for his flask inside his pocket. “Fake industry people crying and shit. Like they really care about the death of an old gangster.”
“I was an important gangster, with lots of business and even more money. Those people are drawn to wealth,” you commented as you took the flask from his hand and took a swig. Arthur made a noise of protest and as you handed it back to him, John snatched the flask as well and took his own swig causing Arthur to cuss at both of you.
“The news made it back to your father, I can imagine,” Thomas added as he pulled up a chair and sat in front of you.
“Where you spotted?” you asked, crossing your legs and focusing on Thomas, ignoring the Lees’ around you that were chatting and boasting about how many Korean woman were at the funeral, name dropping idols such as Irene and Taeyong that looked “good enough to fuck from the front”.
“Oh yes. All of Dominic’s men were there. As far as they’re concerned, the Peaky Blinders murdered (Y/N),” Thomas smirked a bit, the slightest little smirk, before he reached in his pocket for a cigarette offering you one. You decided, fuck it, and took one from his hand.
“Did you tell Maya and Damon I was okay?” You leaned in as Thomas flicked his zippo on, lighting your cigarette like the “gentleman” he was before lighting him own. It was those small quirks about him that made you think he wasn't as cold and heartless as he seemed.
“Yes but they were informed after the funeral,” When Thomas spoke, a puff of cigarette smoke decorated every word. You shook your head and tisked at him.
“How did Maya take that?”
Arthur and John laughed before Thomas sighed and took his peaky hat off, revealing a scabbed over gash on his forhead. You smiled and shook your head.
“That’s my girl,” chuckling as you took another drag of your cigarette.
“Wait a minute,” Thomas got up and lifted the sleeve on your shirt, his face furrowed and he looked at Johnny Dogs in anger. “You were supposed to cover her.” Johnny Dog’s started to sputter and tremble in his seat while you got up between them.
“Relax Thomas, I wasn’t spotted and if I had just stayed behind, Johnny Dogs would be dead. It’s literally a flesh wound and--”
“You think I give a fuck? You were given specific orders,” Thomas barked at you, his demenour changing before your very eyes.
“Oh fuck off, Tommy. We were able to take out 8 of his men and injure Brutto. With the biggest guy on his team walking around with a limp, we can get to him before he gets on that plane. Johnny Dogs and the Jopok did good. Even without your stupid fucking orders.”
No one in the room could believe you had just spoken to Thomas like that. But after 3 weeks of moving around China, hiding in basements and shitty motel rooms, you were done. You had to arrange plans for you own death. A decision that most people would hesitate to agree to, you did it in the drop of hat for Thomas. If your brother and father had the idea that the Shelby’s got to you first and now the Peaky Blinders were after them, they would panic. Their strategies would be a mess and fear would overtake them. Dominic, with a smaller and weakened team, would flee back to NYC with his tail between his legs and paranoia riding on his back. This was the perfect time to attack. Killing him at the airport was no coincedence. He would go out the same way Ronnie did. You were going to avenge his death even if it was the last thing you did.
“Good job,” Thomas said simply as he looked down at you. Everyone was shocked at his simplicity. Even yourself. But you couldn’t let that show so you just looked over to Johnny Dogs and nodded. “We attack tomorrow. Bright and early.”
“Actually,” you started. “There’s been a change of plans.”
“What do you mean ‘a change of plans’?” Arthur growled deeply. You just walked over to the iPad and pulled up some pictures of documents Dominic left at his hide out.
“We found out Dominic is fleeing China and going back to New York,” Johnny Dogs started as he walked over to you and Thomas, tugging his belt up confidently.
“His private jet is taking off in an hour. We had a few people for the Jopok take his pilot out, his crew, everyone is under our order. You, your brothers and the Lee clan are to board that plane--”
“And what’s going to happen when the Peaky Blinders walk out of that plane instead of your brother? We’ll be shot on the spot, Einstein,” John interrupted. You smirked at him and his doubts before you continued.
“Well, the jet set to land at Republic in Long Island but I’ve routed it to Teterboro instead. That gives you a 2 hour headstart to head for Spring Lake before the plane is supposed to land in Republic. 2 hours before my father finds out that Dominic never landed. I contacted your sister, Ada, in New York. Men will be waiting for you with guns, rounds of ammunition and man power,” You pulled up a picture on Google Maps Satellite view, displaying a rather luxurios looking beach house. “This is my father’s beach house, it’s certainly where he will be staying. I’ve got men pulling up every once and a while to make sure he’s there. He’s been there since yesterday. With his most trusted allies. A full house. And--” You pulled out a notebook that was sitting in your bag under your chair, ripped out a piece of paper and handed it to Thomas. “Passwords, informants, secret hide outs. There's names of enemies and friends that are masked enemies. The inner circle. FBI profiles, crooked cops. Back up plans, the back up to the back up plan. Everything is there. Soon enough, you’ll be the Kings of New York.”
Thomas studied the paper at hand then back at the smug look on your face. You had everything figured out. Thomas nodded and frowned approvingly before Arthur spoke up.
“And where are we taking out poor old Dominic?” Arthur spoke flatly. Still, you smiled at him before you put your cigarette out and stepped on it.
“In his plane...when you get over the Atlantic, dump is body out the plane. He’ll never be found. No one will ever know what happened to him. And then...dump my father’s body in the fucking Hudson.”
The room was silent and heavy. Waiting for Thomas’ response. Even though he was stoic and unmoving, you could tell he was impressed by your work. The one mistake your father ever did, is dangling his business in front of you, taunting you with what you could have but never will. Now, it was over for him. He always said in life, there are winners and losers.
In this life, you were the winner.
“Well, what are you all waiting for?” Thomas finally spoke, looking around at all the men in the room. “The plane leaves in an hour. Let’s go.”
X-x-x
As you sat in the private jet with Thomas, looking out the window into the sunset, you couldn’t stop wiping your hands on your skirt. The pain from the stiches on your arm subsided and all you could focus on was calming your nerves and stopping your hands from shaking. Arthur, being equally anxious, was pacing back and form while Thomas polished his gun.
“Hey,” You looked over at John who was sitting infront of you, studying your nervousness. Cocking your head at him, he just smilled and leaned foward. “You nervous?”
“No, John. I’m so fucking zen right now. On a scale of Mother Theresa to Ghandi, I’m fucking Buddha,” you looked at him like he was the biggest idiot you’ve ever seen. “Of course I’m fucking nervous. I could die.”
“Pft, we all could. But we won’t. We’re the fucking Shelbys’. We always--”
“Win?” you cut him off and rolled your eyes.
“No,” Thomas said as he walked up to you both, handing you a knife and a pistol. “We always get what we want.” You took the weapons from his hand and stuffed the pistol in the hostler around your waist.
“Just like we agreed?” you asked as you stood up. Thomas nodded and pointed at the blue tarp on the floor.
“As many stabs as you want.”
“Ain’t none of us going to promise we won’t peak at you in the shower though. Especially Tommy boy over here,” Arthur chuckled as he pointed to the bathroom door at the end of the plane. You looked over at Thomas, who was completely mortified.
“I could have sworn I heard him moaning your name last night in the room,” John instigated, cackling loudly with Arthur. Thomas shot them both a wide eyed manic look and they quickly stopped their nonsense. You cocked an eyebrow at Thomas who just shook his head and turned away.
“Look,” he said flatly as he pointed to one of the round windows next to a seat. You peered out of it, watching the two big and bloodied man drag another man with a bag over his head. The man was struggling and screaming profanities that were drowned out by the sounds of planes taking off all around them. The scene was risky in itself but nobody was going to ask questions if Jopok were there. But you focused back at the struggling man, thrashing and trying to pull free from their grasp. Him. It could only be one person.
It was Dominic.
The three of you got into position in front of the blue tarp, the Lee clan littered in a circle all around but leaving a clear space for the two hitmen to dump a bound Dominic on the tarp, ready for the assassination with heavily artillery in hand. As planned, you stood behind the Shelby’s only to be revealed at the perfect time.
The airplane door closed and the only noise you could hear is Dominic screaming and struggling as the two men clinked hand cuffs and chains around his arms and legs. When you heard his knees plop to the floor, the bag was taken off his head and a low guttural growl escaped his lips.
“Fucking Peakys” Dominic snarled. You could hear him trying to lift himself up, only to be pushed down to the floor again.
“Nice to meet you, Dominic. I would shake your hand but--”
Dominic spit, not sure if it was at Thomas or in his direction, before muttering “Fuck you.” Thomas chuckled at him, tapping his foot as he looked down at the man.
“You killed my sister,” Dominic’s voice sounded as if he was actually hurt, playing the facade of a grieving brother. “My baby sister. My father will murder you and your whole fucking kin for murdering his children.”
“That’s a nice role you’re playing, Dominic. The grieving older brother,” Thomas chuckled. “As far as everyone else is concerned, you killed her. And here you are, acting as if that wasn’t your truest intention. The sole reason you came to Asia.”
“I was trying to bring her back! To negotiate with her to come back. This is no place for mafiosa royalty--”
“This fucking clown,” Arthur laughed as he looked at Thomas.
“What did you say to me, you fucking yam-yam?”
“Watch your fucking mouth,” John said as he pulled his pistol out and pointed it at Dominic. Thomas just put his hand up and motioned for John to stand down.
“As much as I would love to put a bullet in this guineas head...this isn’t our hit,” Thomas smirked at Dominic who contorted his face at him.
“You fucking pussies, you can’t kill me yourselves?” Dominic laughed at their faces. He was really asking for it and The Shelby’s exhibited the most self control you had ever seen. The three of them looked at each other and then turned around back at you before moving aside, leaving you there to face your brother. Dominic’s face dropped and the color in his skin drained as you walked closer to him, knife in hand and a loaded gun in your holster.
“S-sorella? You’re alive?” he quivered. All the years he tormented you, bullied you, pushed you to your breaking point. It came down to this moment. Watching him squirm and quiver on the floor like a dying insect at your feet. That’s what he was anyway. He was vermin.
“Dominic...il mio fratello,” you said softly as you stopped infront of him, looking down at this pathetic man. “Chi non muore si rivede.” Dominic hung his head low and started to sob, repeating Hail Mary’s as you got to your knees to face him.
“You scared, big brother?” you mocked as you brought the knife up to his chin and pushed his head up as he looked you in the eyes. “Terrified, maybe?”
“You’re not going to get away with this, schifosa puttana,” he spat at you through tears. You laughed at looked at Thomas who was smiling down at you.
“I think he’s doubting me Thomas,” you giggled and looked back at Dominic.
“Not a very smart idea, Dominic. Considering she’s not only out for her freedom,” Thomas commented.
“I’m also out for venganzia...for Ronnie!” you screamed in his face as you stuck the knife deep into his side. He cried out in agony as you pulled out.
“For all the people in my life you scared away,” Another stab. “For threatening Damon!” The blood felt warm on your hand. “For spying on me!” His body started to shake and the blood was spilling all over the tarp. “For switching the gifts!” Stab. “At…” Stab. “The…” Stab. “Gayo!” Stab. “For putting the people I love...” Stab. “...in danger!” you twisted the knife in him, letting the warmth of his blood wash over you as it gushed out when you pulled out. He cried out once more before he fell to his side, stab wounds littered his body. On his arms, thighs, side, places that induce immeasurable pain but not enough to kill him. You picked his body back up so that he was kneeling up right again. Sliding the blade across his cheek, he winced as it left a deep gash.
“You...set me up,” he managed to rasp. You laughed in his face, grabbing him by the collar and bring him only inches away from you.
“You’re damn fucking right I did,” You sneered as you stabbed him again, a few more times as you watched the agony wash over his miserable ugly face. When you were done, you threw his body on the floor and watch him writhe in his own blood, crying and praying for mercy.
“God’s not going to save you now...not after all the blood on your hands, Dominic,” your brother managed to laugh at this, blood spilling from the sides of his mouth and all the slits you made as he looked up at you.
“E tu, sorella? Look at what you did, to your own flesh and blood. Unforgivable,” he started to choke on his own blood and you cocked your head at him.
“E tu, fratello? You were out for me. To get me,” you kicked him as he laid there a pathetic mess. “What makes it any different?”
“You betrayed us! Left us!” Dominic used all the energy he had left to yell at you. But you just scoffed and toyed with the bloodied knife in your hand. “You had your role and you didn’t fucking play it. All for what? For those two chinks?” He started to cough up blood again, the blood was pouring out of him like holes in a dam. “All of this shit will catch up to you, (Y/N). There’s no place in heaven for rats like you.”
You couldn’t hear another word. Even though your brother was laying there, a pitiful fucking mess, you still felt like you were a teenager. His words for some fucking reason were getting to you. Even on the brink of death, he had this fucking control over you. You put your hand on your gun and took it out of the holster. The gun was shaking in your grasp, just like when you had accidentally shot at Jin...at Chanyeol...fuck. You needed to end this, they...they are counting on you. It was time to shut him up and cut ties with the poison that was your family. This was it.
This was…
You aimed it right at him, the barrel of the gun aligning it with his forehead in range as he looked up at you with the purest hatred.
Your…
“I’m okay with that. I found my heaven. And he’s in Korea…”
Freedom.
“Goodbye Dominic.”
The sound of your gun going off was deafening. It echoed through out the whole aircraft and when you saw Dominic’s limp body fall back against the bloodied tarp, more emotions hit you. All at once. You stood there unable to move, everyone stared at you but didn’t dare say anything. The tesion was thick and Thomas Shelby, being the man that he is, put a hand on your shoulder and took the gun from your hand.
“It’s over, (Y/N). It’s over…”
His voice chanted that over and over again mentally but he didn’t say a word. You were looking around but couldn’t see anything. Opening your mouth to talk but nothing was coming out. It was over...finally.
Fuck.
You ran to the bathroom and threw yourself over the toilet, letting everything come out while you threw up. All the stress, all the anxiety and paranoia. It was all detoxing from your body. You shook and pinched yourself as you spewed the contents of your stomach. Is this...real? Am I dreaming? Is he really dead? You tried to get up after you were done, walking back out to confirm that his body was there, only to be greeted by the Shelbys.
“Here,” Thomas handed you a towel. “Clean yourself up.”
“We have to depart in 30 minutes,” John stated. You were only able to nod robotically.
“I know…” you said softly. “But...I just...want to see his body.”
“No,” Arthur said. You looked at him, confused and letting the anger creep up.
“What do you mean n--”
“You need to shower, get yourself cleaned up. You have blood all over you. We took the liberty in getting you some clothes from the fashion district so you had something nice to wear when you go check up on your rich Chinese friend.”
“Huh?” You were geniunely confused at Thomas’ words. He exhaled sharply and rolled his eyes.
“Yi..something or rather. Who ever it is you were dying to protect here. Go, shower. I rented out a whole resturant for you two to enjoy and catch up,” Thomas put a hand on your shoulder and nodded. “You need it after all this.” Looking around and seeing the men roll up Dominic’s body in the tarp, you knew he was right. It was time. Time for you to go out and enjoy dinner with an old friend. Laugh and talking freely, without worrying about who’s coming up behind you. Thomas...he made up for leaving you at the alter...and he did it tenfold.
“I-I…”
“You’re going...to shower...you bloody bitch,” Arthur laughed widly as he took a swig of his flask, turning around  and raising it. John put a glass of whiskey in your hand as well as Thomas’ before he elbowed you playfully.
“Here!” Arthur bellowed as he stood up on a chair. “Here is to the Peaky Fucking Blinders! And to (Y/N)! The deadliest cunt in Asia!” The men cheered and bellowed as everyone took their drinks and chugged it down. You did the same, smiling as wide as you possibly could.
“Off you go now,” John said as he pushed you back in the bathroom.
“Unless you want to go back to NYC,” Thomas commented. You shook your head violently and grabbed the bag of clothes he handed you.
“Like I said...I found my heaven here…”
X-x-x
“Miss? Your table is ready. Mr. Zhang informed us he’ll be here within 10 minutes,” the hostess said to you sweetly. You nodded as the usher motioned for you to follow him. As you walked through the vacant resturant, it brought you back to the day you and Chanyeol walked through the resturant for that “business meeting”. The anxiety that ate away at you that day was sickening but to imagine...you won’t have that anymore. Smiling to yourself, you remembered the rooftop, the igloo and the way his skin glowed in the city light. It’s been 3 weeks, almost a month since you’d seen or heard from him. You just wanted to be held by him and kiss him everywhere...and as soon as you sat down and looked at the menu, you thought about how Jin could and would possibly eat everything the chefs would whip up.
No matter how far you were from them, no matter how deep you were in this life, they always popped into your mind. You sat there, staring into the menu thinking about both their laughs, their smiles, the way Jin bit his lip when you walked into a room. The way Chanyeol ran up to you and swung you around like you were his precious doll. You missed them so much...but...even when you got back…
“(Y/N)?” Yixing asked as if unsure. You stood up and smiled at him as he approached the table haphazardly.
“That’d be me,” you giggled. Within the blink of an eye, he ran up to you and took you in for a constricting embrace.
“I’m so happy you’re alive. I...I was so broken up for days. Until...this Thomas guy called me. I thought he was joking but--” He couldn’t finish his sentence. You just hugged him back and laughed a bit.
“I’ll explain over dinner,” you pulled away and motioned for him to sit. He shook his head, walked over to your chair and pulled it out for you, pushing it back in when you took a seat. As soon as he sat across from you a waitor came rushing to your table.
“Mr. Zhang. Ms. (Y/N). Can I start you off with anything?”
“I’ll have some red wine, please,” Yixing nodded at him and smiled slightly.
“Yes, I’ll take your finest whiskey.” 
“On the rocks or?” The waiter trailed off as you shook your head.
“I’ll take the bottle...with a glass. Thank you,” Your tone stayed sweet and lively.
The waiter and Yixing looked at you wide eyed before you shrugged and narrowed your eyes at them.
“What?”
“Oh uh...nothing. Coming right up,” the waiter squeaked before he scurried off. Yixing looked over at you with confusion.
“A whole bottle of whiskey?” You inhaled sharply as he shook his head and laughed. “Alright well...tell me everything. What did I miss? How are you...dead but alive?” You just inhaled deeply and sat back.
“Well…”
It was a long hour. An hour of explaining things from top to bottom. From the moment Namjoon called you that day to inquire for Yoongi, to the Gayo, to the constant back and forth between to two, the fight with Maya, Ronnie’s death and finally how you ended up here with the Peaky Blinders and your family’s overthrown royalty. Yixing looked at you stunned and speechless as you downed your 6th glass of whiskey.
“So...here I am.”
He blinked a few times, looked at the bandage on your arm before taking your glass and pouring himself a glass of whiskey.
“I needed that after hearing all of this,” he cleared his throat as he put the glass down.
“Imagine living it,” you chuckled, pushing a pieces of pasta that was on your plate with a fork, smiling to yourself. He poured himself another glass and took the shot before digging into what ever was left of his salad.
“I mean...I would be smiling too if you finally had your freedom,” he chuckled after stuffing a forkful of salad in his mouth.
“Oh it’s not that it’s just...my first date with Jin...he made spaghetti for me and...I don’t know,” you trailed off as Yixing looked at you, putting his fork down and sighing.
“Sounds like you miss him.”
“And Chanyeol...I just...it doesn’t matter. After everything I put them through, why would they want to even see me? I mean, I’ve been gone for a month,” You slumped a bit, the smile fading from your face. Yixing scoffed and smacked your uninjured arm. “Hey what was that for?”
“For being silly,” he shook his head at you and wiped his mouth with a napkin. “I don’t know Jin at all but if I know Chanyeol, he’s probably been thinking about you every day and every night. And if Jin loves you the way you say he does, he’s been thinking about you just as much,” Yixing pointed at you and continued. “It’s just up to you who you think is a better pick for you.” You tisked at him and leaned your chin against your hand as your propped your arm up on the table. He was absolutely right. But there was one thing that kept you from deciding.
“But how? How can I choose without breaking the other one’s heart? I don’t want either of them hurting...it’s just not fair. And I know life’s not fair but…”
“Listen,” Yixing scooted closer to you and used his hands to emote, as he always did. “When I was with Maya, I thought ‘There’s no one in this world that is better for me. She’s the one’ but then I had to come back to China. Figure things out for myself. And she met Yoongi. And I met Kaylan…”
“That’s right! How is she by the way? What’s she like?”
“Kaylan is...sweet. Patient. Soft spoken. Shy. Beautiful...just...amazing,” Yixing smiled to himself as he went on. “But...she’s not Maya. And sometimes...a lot of the time, I think about that.”
“She probably thinks about that too,” you admitted, not really helping his case. He shook his head and continued to explain.
“What I’m trying to say is, Jin or Chanyeol, who ever you don’t choose, will meet someone who will make them happy beyond their wildest dreams. But they wouldn’t be able to meet that person if you didn’t show them what love is. What treating a good woman is. So yes, you’re going to have to hurt one of them and yes, it’s not fair. But everything works out in the end. You’re living proof of that, Ms. ‘Wild and Free’,” Yixing chuckled at his last statement and so did you. After taking another shot of your whiskey, you looked at the dessert menu and then back at him.
“Lets get some cake and then maybe go back to your place? I can meet Kaylan?” Yixing shook his head at your statement and frowned.
“As much as I would love that…” he took the dessert menu from your hand and looked it over. “You’ve got some things you need to do back home. I’ll always be here. China isn’t going anywhere and neither are me and Kay...your frie--your family...and the love of your life...they’re waiting for you.” You sighed heavily, nodding at the undeniable truth. You needed to go back and show face. Show them all that you were alright and...you needed to tell the man you wanted to spend the rest of your life with that he is your heaven. That he was the reason you had enough courage to keep going these past few weeks. That he was your sun and your moon and your stars. With the decision made, you straightened yourself up and smiled at Yixing.
“I’ll ask for the check, since dessert is out of the que--”
“Um...who said all of that?” Yixing scoffed and scrunching his eyebrows at you as if you were mad. “When have you ever taken me for a man to pass up some sweets?”
And at this you laughed. The most genuine laugh you have had in a while. And while you and Yixing marveled at the tiramisu and the hot cocoa that the waiter placed in between the two of you, your taste buds went on a frenzy.
This moment, this moment with Yixing just enjoying this dessert and reminiscing on old memories at the EXO dorm, this was the beginning of your utopia.
Now...you just had to live out your euphoria.
When the two of you started to walk out the restaurant, Yixing turned to you and crossed his arms.
“So,” He cocked his head back and looked at you inquisitively. “Where are you off to now, Zombie girl?” This was a question you didn’t even know how to answer. There was a purse full of cash hanging from your shoulders and not a care in the world infiltrating your aura. Turning to Yixing, you looked around at the city before you and shrugged. 
“To be honest, I don’t know,” you exhaled a breathy laugh and put your hand on your heart to stop it from beating out of your chest. “I just have all this adrenaline and...maybe I could stay here and start a new life or go to Japan and study with a samurai and just...” It was like you were out of breath and you smiled a bit. “Wow, I feel like I’m running a mile a minute.” 
“Woah woah, slow down there,” Yixing put his hands on your shoulders and leaned in to look you in your eyes for a second. “It’s cuz you are running a mile a minute. Relax,” His voice was soothing and melodic, as if guiding you through a meditation. “It’s like you’re in this long hallway, right? And there’s all these doors you can open all around you. But the only one you have to open is the one in front of you.” The words spoke volumes. Your breathing steadied and you nodded slowly. “That’s it. You’re fine...”
Everything was starting to feel less muddled, less frantic and hurried. The door at the end of the hallway was right in front of you. You knew what was on the other side. All you need to do was open it.
“You need a lift any where?” Yixing smiled at you when he noted the epiphanic relief wash over you face.
“Yea...the nearest airport.”
It was that night, in the bleak midwinter, that you made the decision that determined your future. This was indeed, the first day of your life.
A/N;; Thank you so much for reading! The last chapter will be uploaded in a few days. I want it to be perfect! There will be...a fun twist to the ending. I can’t wait for y’all to read it. <3
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K-Pop Stars
A comprehensive list of photocards you have yet to add to your collection.
Jungkook | BTS
Jimin | BTS
V | BTS
Suga | BTS
RM | BTS
Jin | BTS
J-Hope | BTS
Bang Chan | Stray Kids +3
Hyunjin | Stray Kids +10
Jaehyun | NCT 127 -1
Haechan | NCT Dream +2
Taeyong | NCT 127 -2
Yeonjun |��Tomorrow X Together +39
Mark | NCT 127 +2
Felix | Stray Kids +10
Seonghwa | ATEEZ +7
Jaemin | NCT Dream +12
Lee Know | Stray Kids +25
Ten | WayV +1
Han | Stray Kids +10
Jeno | NCT Dream +10
Jisoo | BLΛƆKPIИK +16
Yuta | NCT 127 -1
Hongjoong | ATEEZ +11
San | ATEEZ +8
Changbin | Stray Kids +16
Doyoung | NCT 127 +7
Wooyoung | ATEEZ +12
Joy | Red Velvet +10
Johnny | NCT 127 -9
Seulgi | Red Velvet -4
Momo | TWICE -15
Soobin | Tomorrow X Together +45
Sana | TWICE +23
Renjun | NCT Dream +6
Beomgyu | Tomorrow X Together +56
Onew | SHINee
Chanyeol | EXO -23
Nayeon | TWICE +44
Yunho | ATEEZ +11
I.M | Monsta X +12
Lucas | WayV -18
Yeosang | ATEEZ +4
Mina | TWICE +14
Seungmin | Stray Kids +24
Irene | Red Velvet -18
I.N | Stray Kids +32
Mingyu | SEVENTEEN -2
Ryujin | ITZY +39
Mingi | ATEEZ
Xiaojun | WayV +4
Jungwoo | NCT 127 +4
Jonghyun | SHINee +18
Wonwoo | SEVENTEEN -5
YangYang | WayV +8
Yeri | Red Velvet +8
Chaeyoung | TWICE +33
Hoshi | SEVENTEEN +15
WinWin | WayV +1
Hendery | WayV -15
Sehun | EXO -35
Chenle | NCT Dream -1
Kun | WayV -1
Yeji | ITZY
Jongho | ATEEZ +16
Shownu | Monsta X -18
Jeonghan | SEVENTEEN +5
Jihyo | TWICE +25
Vernon | SEVENTEEN -3
Hyungwon | Monsta X +7
Jinyoung | GOT7 -3
Taeil | NCT 127 +2
Eunwoo | ASTRO
Minhyuk | Monsta X -4
Jun | SEVENTEEN +12
Kihyun | Monsta X -17
Xiumin | EXO +12
Dahyun | TWICE +19
Jooheon | Monsta X -25
Heejin | LOOΠΔ
Jinsoul | LOOΠΔ +19
Yves | LOOΠΔ
Tzuyu | TWICE +3
Woozi | SEVENTEEN -8
Joshua | SEVENTEEN -3
Dino | SEVENTEEN +10
Moonbyul | Mamamoo -12
Seungkwan | SEVENTEEN +7
Wendy | Red Velvet +2
The8 | SEVENTEEN +4
Hwasa | Mamamoo -11
Solar | Mamamoo +6
Suho | EXO -56
Chen | EXO -50
S.Coups | SEVENTEEN
Sangyeon | The Boyz
Sunwoo | The Boyz
Younghoon | The Boyz
Juyeon | The Boyz
Young K | DAY6
The number in italics indicates how many spots a name moved up or down from the previous year. Bolded names weren’t on the list last year.
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The 9th Infantry Couple | Chanyeol
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Sergeant Chanyeol x Sniper Reader, enemies to lovers au!
Word count: 4472 Genre: fluff, action, slight smut. Author: maari Warnings: mentions of fight, guns, bad guys and death (not the main characters), very suggestive but nothing too explicit  I can't actually write smut so I'm trying sorry. Note: Not him only being my bias but also serving in the infantry, the same one that I wanted to serve in my country's army, coincidence? I don't think so. I don’t know nothing about the korean army i think you can tell but I made a research and the position of Chanyeol in the army it’s similar to Sergeant so we gonna stick with that, ok? Ok.  Summary: You saved Chanyeol's life, your biggest enemy, and now you will charge. Next >>
Whoever came up with the idea of ​​putting Chanyeol and Y/N on the same team must have done it on purpose. The two hated each other, the whole division knew that. In fact, the entire army knew. She thought he was cocky, whenever he had the opportunity to rub the patent in her face he did. While Chanyeol found her arrogant, it was clear that she was jealous of him and the only thing she did was doubt his ability to lead. Hatred was something they both couldn't explain the real reason for. They had already taken serious punishments for their behavior, they didn't reach physical aggressions, not for lack of opportunity, but because their colleagues separated them. But the choice was purely technical, Chanyeol was great at combat and Y/N was an excellent sniper. Perfect for the rescue mission of one of the commanders who was held hostage in enemy territory. And while they knew exactly that, it wasn't like they were going to stop arguing once they got to the right spot and started talking with Jin about the plan. Poor Jin, always between the two. “I'm saying, Park, let me in. I'm smaller than you two, I'll walk into any hole." she saw him roll his eyes for the thousandth time and he took a deep breath. "You just want an opportunity to show your skills." he said and she laughed humorlessly. As if he didn't want to do the same. "And you just want to show off your Sergeant rank." she complained and Chanyeol smiled teasingly. “The rank you want?” he asked and before she could reply he continued. "And it's sir to you, don't forget my position." he pointed to the uniform where the rank symbol was and she went still. “Do you understand, soldier?” Y/N swallowed what she really meant to tell. "Yes sir." she replied against her will, making his smile widen. She wanted to punch those perfect white teeth. “Are you guys finished so I can give my opinion?” Jin asked ironically and they agreed. “The Sergeant is right, Y/N, the mission is to enter and withdraw. You're a great sniper, we need a watchful eye out here. I cover for you.” Jin spoke to Chanyeol. “Then let's decide the codes. Eagle." he pointed at Y/N. "Raven." then to Jin. "And…" “How about cockroach?” Y/N spoke as she saw him point at himself. Chanyeol laughed wryly, trying not to fall into her little game even though it was a difficult task. She could irritate every last tip of his toenail. "Dolphin." he decided. “Check your communicators and equipment.” he ordered and the two did. Y/N prepared the equipment on the ground, her long gun that had been her partner lately and put on the infrared sight, plugged the communicator to her ear and lay on the ground, adjusting the weapon on her shoulder and looking through the scope. Alright. "Try not to hit me, it's the plan to return with no bodies to the base." Chanyeol spoke to her, watching she raise her head with a playful smile on her face. "Don't worry, as tempting as it is for me, I know how to control my feelings, sir." she spoke wryly and saw him roll his eyes but not respond. Chanyeol and Jin walked away, weapons ready and taking cautious steps as they surveyed the area of ​​the abandoned shack. Y/N followed them looking through the scope, her instincts sharper and on alert. Although the intelligence work had been very successful in finding out where the commander was being held, she felt that something was wrong. The shack was exactly on the border between the two countries, right in the middle, a place that until then the South Korean army had ignored, the region was remote and difficult to access, but after satellite images showed unknown movement, the place was carefully observed by drones while commanders of other divisions were too busy with other problems. However, after realizing that there were too many orders arriving at that location, a team was assigned to look closely at the situation. The army engaged the enemy, casualties were high, and the commander was held hostage. And that was where the white horse division came in. The division was highly decorated and had high level soldiers, so it was chosen to rescue the hostage and return. No more deaths in that place apart from the enemies. “Do you see this, Raven?” Chanyeol said while looking at the wooden boxes outside the shack, there were many and they weren't there for nothing “Positive, Dolphin. If that's what I'm imagining, we've entered a minefield.” Jin responded and covered the Sergeant, seeing him approach and lower his weapon. “What are you seeing?” Y/N asked curiously, it was still quiet. Too quiet. Chanyeol took the knife from his belt and opened one of the boxes, his back being protected by Jin who was watching the place. “Armament. Heavy." Chanyeol replied and shook his head, that just could be a new base for terrorists. “AK47?” Y/N asked, this time taking a deep breath. "Not only that." Chanyeol opened another box, this time dark, and swallowed hard when he saw what was there. "They have enough bombs to destroy an entire city." The three soldiers were on alert. If they kept weapons and bombs, the plan was much bigger than they imagined. They hadn't taken the commander hostage just to look nice. "Let's hurry, Dolphin." Jin warned and looked back quickly, seeing the Sergeant nod. “Shoot anything that moves.” he ordered. “Do you see any movement in the shack, Eagle?” “Negative, sir. It’s dark, with no thermal signs.” she warned. If the information was correct, the hostage was underground and they would have a 9-minute time window to rescue and get out of there. "Let's go in." Chanyeol spoke and saw Jin next to him. They went in, it wasn't difficult to adapt to the darkness and they analyzed it well. The shack looked so far normal, almost empty except for a table and a few chairs, an old kitchen that had only recently been used. They headed for the stairs that would take them down to the basement, still on the alert in case they needed to clash, but the place was empty. They went to the door where the hostage was supposed to be and Chanyeol opened it, with Jin behind him and his gun pointed. Hearing a groan of pain, Chanyeol turned on the flashlight and saw the injured commander, sitting in a corner and tied up. "We found the hostage, extracting it now." Chanyeol warned and went to the commander, undoing the ropes and making him lean on his shoulder. He was injured and could barely stand up but he was alive. Y/N noticed a strange movement and cursed when she saw what it was. "You guys need to leave now, they're back." She warned, hearing Jin complain. "How? We still had two minutes.” Chanyeol spoke and they tried to hurry, but with the commander weak like that, it would take more than two minutes. "They knew." Y/N noticed the way they approached the shack with long strides and weapons at the ready. Chanyeol huffed and handed the commander over to Jin, who stared at him confused, but held the man back. "Get him out of here, I'll delay them." he spoke, although the soldier didn't agree it wasn't like he had time to argue, so he lifted the commander on his own shoulders after dropping the gun and carried him. “How many, Eagle?” Chanyeol asked and held tight to the gun, heading towards the door of the shack they had passed while Jin came out the other side. "Six." she reported, already with one in her sights. They got closer and closer to the shack. “I take care of three and you take care of the rest.” warned and she could almost smile when she heard that. She assumed her all-too-familiar sniper stance and when she saw Jin come out the other side with the hostage, she shot the first one. A clear shot to the head, which made the others run confused and shooting all over the place, hoping it would hit whoever shot it. But Y/N was at a strategic point and the uniform hid her very well between the bush and the fact that she was small compared to her colleagues, helped her even more. She found the second target, this time hitting the back of the head. However, the third target entered with the others and she momentarily lost him. Chanyeol prepared himself inside the shack, hiding as much as possible in the dark when he heard the gunshots. The first guy who came in, he hit the knife in his neck, which instantly fell like rotten fruit. The second pointed the gun at Chanyeol but he disarmed him before he fired, the noise of the shot echoing throughout the shack, the two had a hand fight and when Chanyeol noticed that a third came in ready to shoot, he used the man's body as a shield and the third fired. Killing his own partner. Chanyeol was quick to throw his body on top of the third man, this caused him to get distracted and Chanyeol kicked his gun away. The two fought hand to hand, Chanyeol noticed that he was a little smarter than the others, he had a knife and tried several times to hit Chanyeol, so he had some difficulty putting him to sleep, but he managed to give a choke and was about to break his neck when he heard a shot that shattered the window. He didn't feel the burning of the shot in any part of his body, so he turned around and saw a fourth man go down with a thud to the head. Chanyeol turned around, not letting go of the man and looked out the window, seeing Y/N get up from where she was with the gun and wave a goodbye, Jin was by her side with the hostage. He broke the neck of the man he was holding as he felt an odd sense of relief at having been saved by none other than Y/N. Now he owed her his life. And she would charge.
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The return to base was quick. Chanyeol came out of the shack with some photos of the contents of the boxes to show the division commander, more evidence for the plan to protect that area from the terrorists. The commander was taken straight to the ambulance that was waiting for him at the base and then he would give his statement, a lot of precious information was with him and the Intelligence would need to know. Chanyeol, Jin and Y/N were released by the commander. Jin took the opportunity to check the equipment for the next mission and Chanyeol disappeared before Y/N even looked at him. She laughed but it wasn't like she was going to worry about him now, she'd have plenty of time to rub it in his face that if he was alive, it was thanks to her. So she decided to take a shower and eat something while still at the base, without thinking too much about what had happened that night. It was still dawn when she was heading back to the dorm and she passed a room, hearing a muffled groan of pain. She would have ignored it if it hadn't been for two reasons: she knew that gravelly husky tone all too well. And because he never, ever complained about pain. The Infantry demanded a lot from a soldier, because everything was fought on land, sometimes in the rain or scorching sun. Aside from the physical fights, there was a lot of heavy training, but Park had a bit of admiration for Y/N for never giving up or protesting. Even after he became a sergeant, he seemed determined to dedicate himself even more. So, curious, she looked through the half-open door and felt something that until then didn't know she could. Compassion. That's what motivated her to open the door as she watched Park try to touch his back, unsuccessfully.
“Want some help?” she asked aloud and watched as he returned his attention to her, still not turning to face her. "No, thank you." he responded by trying to take a deep breath as the position didn't help with the gaping cut in his skin. But Y/N didn't obey, on the contrary, she approached seeing that he had a first aid box on the bed. Without saying anything, she took a cotton ball and the liquid to clean the cut, during the process she just limited herself to paying attention to what was in her hand. "Take off your shirt." she ordered and glared at him, seeing him look at her with outrage. He bordered on offense. She even found it funny. “Hurry up, Park.” He huffed but did so, with some difficulty. Y/N didn't think it would feel a bit hot to see him rip off his black shirt, well, she knew he was strong but even though they were in the same room, she couldn't remember ever seeing him shirtless. And she wished she hadn't, because Park was defined. Very defined. The kind she couldn't take her eyes off his strong shoulders and well-shaped biceps. She shook her head as if trying to shake off the naughty thoughts she'd had, this was Park, she shouldn't think of him like that! And although it was only a momentary lapse, it didn't go unnoticed by Chanyeol who smirked proudly. "You're pretty stubborn." he commented and Y/N made him raise his arm, the quick contact between the skins generated another feeling, until then unknown to both. "You seem to forget." she spoke and bent down enough to run the cotton over the cut after analyzing it. "What?" Chanyeol turned his face to face her and noticed how close she was, in a way they had never been before. He could even get a better look at her face, the concentrated expression as she cleaned the wound was… reassuring. “That I was the first student in the first aid course.” Chanyeol gritted his teeth from the burning and saw that she was looking at him out of the corner of her eye, as if she was expecting him to make drama, like most soldiers. But he held back, as usual. "Now you're going to tell me that you always wanted to be a doctor." a smile played on her lips and Chanyeol didn't find her that annoying. She was even pretty, when she wasn't pissing him off. “Wrong, I wanted to be a dancer.” she admitted, straightening up again and discarding the cotton. "Ballet?" he asked, watching her pick up gauze and bandage. "Belly dance." she replied and saw his jaw drop, the expression of pure surprise. "Okay, you can laugh." she rolled her eyes as she covered the area with the gauze. "I won't laugh, I just wanted to understand." Chanyeol admitted, seeing her raise her eyebrow, silently asking what he meant. "How did you go from dancer to army soldier?" He noticed that she swallowed and the soft touch of the cut ceased, indicating that she was done. "You were lucky, the cut wasn't deep. I think it's just going to need some ointment for the next few days." she changed the subject and started packing the things in the box. Chanyeol waited and when he saw her leaving, he held her wrist lightly, making her stop. The touch gave off a heat they hadn't felt before, but it wasn't strange, quite the opposite. The way he had touched her was comforting. Y/N took a deep breath, she knew he wouldn't stop with the questions because she had given him freedom to ask them. "When your custody is in the hands of the government, you don't have many options." she shrugged, feeling Chanyeol's gaze analyze her deeply, so she sat beside him on the bed. That would be a long conversation. "I'm an orphan. I know absolutely nothing about my parents, I wasn't even adopted by any family and within the orphanages I had two options: become a criminal or a law enforcement officer. I ended up studying at a military school and well, I came to a stop here. Not too many adventures." She smiled, without any humor. Chanyeol looked thoughtful. He didn't know Y/N's story, didn't even remember the one time they'd talked alone. But now, he understood why she was so withdrawn and why she avoided getting attached to anyone. "And dancing was part of your life?" he asked in a tone Y/N hadn't even known Chanyeol had the ability to use. Tenderness. "It did. I used to watch dance videos out of pure curiosity because it takes a lot of training and discipline, those are things the army also needs, but I ended up falling in love with belly dancing. It takes a lot of skill." Chanyeol stared at her again, analyzing every inch of Y/N's face, as different as the times when they cursed each other or exchanged barbs, she looked vulnerable. It was as if he was the only person she'd ever opened up to, willing to share something so personal and intimate that no one else knew but him. "I like playing instruments, I used to think I was going to have a band when I was a teenager." he laughed, looking away. Y/N looked at him, he had a smile that was amused to remember something and for some reason that warmed her heart, not anger like she was used to. But because he hadn't made fun of her childhood dreams, he'd shared his own teenage daydreams. It was as if they were exchanging secrets. "And why did you join the army?" she asked, curious. She could even imagine Chanyeol as a vocalist or guitarist in a band. "My grandfather served in that same division." The phrase made Y/N understand everything. She wanted to have that kind of story, follow in the footsteps of a close relative and make him proud to have continued the legacy. But she couldn't because didn't even know where she came from. "He sure is very proud of you." she spoke and smiled, seeing he stared instantly. It was the first time they had looked into each other's eyes at such a short distance, in a welcoming silence. She had never really noticed Chanyeol's dark eyes but realized that they were lighter than they appeared, the chocolate brown was attractive, she could almost hear a voice calling her to swim in the immensity. Chanyeol noticed how Y/N's figure fit perfectly with the sparkle she carried in her eyes, of course the vulnerability was still there but he felt a companionship that he had only seen on missions, when she was forced to help him. But there, there was no obligation. It was spontaneous. He felt as if she was looking for a home like the one he had, an overwhelming urge to protect her then surged. They didn't realize it but the bodies drew together like magnets, the heat seeking closer and closer. All the disagreements or even anger they felt were far away, they didn't even remember them. Chanyeol lowered his gaze to her lips, too inviting, it was as if they asked to be kissed and he didn't repress it, he showed the desire he felt. Y/N didn't object, she could barely, not with him so close. It was ridiculous how her body trembled inside with his cologne, it wasn't the one he put on after his shower that she thought was overdone to get the attention of the few women in the base, it was his natural scent. Of sweat, gunpowder and danger. Was he supposed to be stupidly handsome like that even after a mission that almost took his life if it weren't for her? She bit down hard on her lower lip as she saw him brush their foreheads together, their noses touching softly sending a shiver through both of them. The moment their lips met, her eyes closed, giving in to the sensation. She felt Chanyeol's hungry and powerful lips grab hers in a single-tempo dance, slow and sensual, making her feel completely intoxicated. She reciprocated in the same way, feeling her hands tingle and almost create a will of their own to grab his shoulder. When they pulled apart millimeters, Chanyeol took Y/N's face with one hand and brought her back, just the feel of his long fingers made her give herself completely to the new kiss that started greedy, almost desperate. She threw her arms around his neck, bringing their bodies closer, feeling Chanyeol bring his hands to her waist as their tongues met. While they fit perfectly, Chanyeol forced his torso so that Y/N lay on the bed with him on top and he made her sigh, wrapped her legs around his waist. He raised one hand to the back of her neck, feeling the skin prickling under his fingers, and set the pace of the kiss. Slower than Y/N wanted, so she pulled away, breathless, and glared at him. "I'm the sergeant, beautiful." he smirked, seeing her lips completely red and swollen. "Your patent has no jurisdiction here, Park." she complained, feeling her body temperature rise considerably. He shook his head and brought his lips to the back of her neck, placing long wet kisses on her skin, making her squeeze his shoulder. "It is what you think." he replied, close to her ear. Y/N had to close her eyes to control the sounds her mouth wanted to make. "I hate you." she spoke and felt his teeth grip the skin near her collarbone. "It's mutual." he responded with anger and pleasure at the same time. Y/N felt his wide hands go to her uniform shirt and forcefully undo the buttons, he pulled away enough that she could lift her torso to discard the uniform across the room. The two looked at each other once more, the anger was there once more but now it was mixed with the desire of the heat of both bodies to get involved and suddenly everything seemed more desperate. When the lips met again, the rhythm was faster as the hands trailed and tried to remove the other pieces that hindered the process. Chanyeol lifted her onto his lap when he remembered the bedroom door was open, on the way to close it Y/N planted kisses on his neck as he gripped her thighs tightly to keep her steady. He tossed her onto the bed, seeing her smile with her teeth gripping her lower lip, his hurried hands making their way to her boots which were thrown in a corner along with her pants. When Chanyeol got back on top, covering her body with his own, she helped him get rid of his pants, Y/N taking it off with her own feet while receiving a dirty look from him. They kissed again, Y/N stopped her hands on his broad back feeling the warm skin between her palms while Chanyeol couldn't stop caressing her entire body, he wanted to memorize every inch from top to bottom. It wasn't until the last pieces of clothing were thrown away and their hot bodies fully met that they looked back into each other's eyes, while the rhythm they maintained took their breath away. The tired, heavy breaths meeting, making the place a lot hotter than it actually was. Chanyeol wanted to bury his face between Y/N's neck but couldn't look away, even though her hands were scratching his back in a painful way, it didn't matter. And Y/N had finally given in to the urge to surrender to the immensity of chocolate brown eyes, she found much more than she imagined there. She hated Park. She hated his wide and sometimes innocent smile, hated his childish and serious way at the same time, hated his rank and how the uniform made him so irresistible. She hated wanting him so much. It was there, fully surrendered to her deepest desires, that she realized that the hatred she felt was actually attraction. As Chanyeol lost himself in Y/N's inner heat, he felt not only his mind being taken over by every inch of her, but also his heart. He knew that the moment he truly looked at her, without the childish teasing they had, he would find her pure heart. That would make him fall in love as fast as ice melting in the hot sun. And now that was it. There it was not pure and simply carnal attraction, it went further. And when the two of them reached their climax together, her nails still digging into his skin and him moaning softly in her ear, they realized that the bond between them had grown stronger. Unique. They took a deep breath before pulling away, Chanyeol realized that Y/N was restless and about to get up so he hugged her around the waist, bringing her closer. She made no move to fight it, nor would she have the strength to do so, and she placed her hand on his chest, feeling it rise and fall rapidly. They stayed like that for a while until they caught their breath and normalized, Chanyeol made abstract designs on her skin as she shamelessly looked at his definite abdomen. "Thanks." Y/N felt the back of her neck prickling as she heard his husky voice so close but she stared at him with a raised eyebrow. "For this?" she looked suggestively at the embracing bodies, drawing a laugh from him. "Also." he grinned and brought his free hand to the back of his head, making his biceps more evident and drawing Y/N's attention. "For saving me today." It was her turn to smile. "It wasn’t a big deal." she shrugged and propped herself up on her elbow to bring her face closer to his. "I think the only person who should shoot you is me, sir." she smiled teasingly and he looked at her sideways. "You really wish you were that lucky." Chanyeol used his strength and the fact that his body was twice as wide as hers to get her to lie down again. "But I still haven't forgotten all your provocations." He raised his eyebrows and smiled at her. "You can punish me any time you like, Sergeant."
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iibonnieeslibrary · 3 years
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Updated: 02•07•22
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Xiumin
Don't Look Away - breakyeol
2am: Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Chapter VII, Chapter VIII, Chapter IX, Chapter X, Chapter XI, Chapter XII, Chapter XIII soobadnoonecanstopher
Suho
Lay
Baekhyun
A Head Full of Dreams - kyeungsoo
Dog Days - muchomango
Mutually Beneficial - breakyeol
It's A Date: Chapter Ⅰ, Chapter Ⅱ, Chapter Ⅲ, Chapter Ⅳ - softyexo
The Heir - byuntrash101
I Give Up: Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Chapter VII, Chapter VIII, Chapter IX, Chapter X, Chapter XI, Chapter XII, Chapter XIII, Chapter XIV, Chapter XV, Chapter XVI, Chapter XVII, Chapter XVIII, Chapter XIX, Chapter XX, Chapter XXI, Chapter XXII, Chapter XXIII, Chapter XXIV, Chapter XXV, Chapter XXVI, Chapter XXVII, Chapter XXVIII - soobadnoonecanstopher
Chanyeol
We Got Married: Chapter Ⅰ, Chapter Ⅱ, Chapter Ⅲ - kgyeomiex
Break A Sweat - breakyeol
Barbecue sauce on my..? oh - sweetjekyll
25 Kisses - sweetjekyll
Comforting Embrace - sweetjekyll
D.O
Read My Lips - breakyeol
Kai
Sehun
Happy New Year, OSH - cxsmicmyeon
What Happens at Après-ski - j-pping
Red: Chapter Ⅰ, Chapter Ⅱ, Chapter Ⅲ, Chapter Ⅳ - enaasteria
A Little Witchcraft: Chapter Ⅰ - sweetjekyll
a claus for celebration - kyungseokie
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Monsta X (group imagines)
x clan: Chapter Ⅰ, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Chapter VII, Chapter VIII, Epilogue - softhoures
Shownu
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Minhyuk
The Fader - dropsofletters
Affaires Douées - jinjikook
Kihyun
A Familiar Face: Chapter Ⅰ, Chapter Ⅱ, Chapter Ⅲ, Chapter Ⅳ, Chapter Ⅴ - yoonguurt
Catch 22 - taexual
Surrender - yehet-me-up
The Real One - dropsofletters
Covert - echowriters
Make My Wish Come True - taexual
Hyungwon
Risk Another Goodbye - dropsofletters
Catch Me If You Can - yehet-me-up
At Your Service - yehet-me-up
Clock's Ticking - jinjikook
Walls of Gold; Hearts of Stone - yangyanghater
Jooheon
Explicit - yehet-me-up
Playing With A Heart - dropsofletters
Get What You Give - yangyanghater
Changkyun
Do I Even Know You - dropsofletters
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RM
Jin
Suga
J-Hope
Jimin
V
Jungkook
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passionatelyfanfic · 3 years
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I still have Halloween stuck on my mind, but what couples costumes would they wear?
Thank you for this ask anon x
I've added pictures of what or who I am talking about, not the actual costumes.
BTS Halloween Couple Costumes
Seokjin/ Jin
Wouldn't they look perfect as a Disney Prince and Princess? Although I love Belle, I am not sure the Beast would suit him, so let me go with either one of my second favourites, either Naveen & Tiana or Flynn & Rapunzel. He would be extremely hot as either.
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Yoongi/ Agust D/ Suga
I am torn between 'Slam Dunk's' Sakuragi Hanamichi & Haruko Akagi and Chucky & Tiffany. I know he nailed his look as Chucky a few years ago, but wouldn't it be kind of cute to see him as Chucky again along with his Tiffany?
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Hoseok/ Jhope/ Hobi
He talks about his puppy Mickey too much for me not to think that he and his partner would look so cute as Mickey & Minnie mouse, if not them, what about Danny Zuko & Sandy Olsson from 'Grease'?
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Namjoon/ RM
Something I would like to see him and his partner dress as, the Addams family, Gomez and Morticia (I have such a crush on her). I just feel that something with a dark, sexy sort of theme always suits him.
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Jimin
Can I go with Christian Grey & Anastasia Steele? I am most certain the rumors of him reading the books and watching the movies are true! He already has that sexiness about him, he just needs some toys.
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Taehyung/ V
I really wanted to say 'The Godfather', him as either Vito or Michael Corleone, but then neither of them really had that real love story. Michael's first wife died and the other divorced him. So I thought, one of Johnny Depp's characters, I think Edward Scissorhands & Kim Boggs would suit them perfectly.
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Jungkook
I think it would be lovely to see him show his love for Marvel and Iron Man of course. I think he needs an Iron Man suit like Chanyeol (EXO) and he needs his Miss Pepper Potts at his side.
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yoonia · 3 years
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Schedules & Progress
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© Yoonia, 2016-2022. All rights reserved — Unauthorized use and/or duplication of these works, including reposting, translating and modification in any form, is strictly prohibited.
⇝— Updated: Dec 8th, 2022
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⇝— 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 ⇝— 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 ⇝— 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬
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⇝— 𝐉𝐚𝐧 - 𝐉𝐮𝐧 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬
✎ Blog announcement: insight on 2022
✎ Sneak peek: Wip teasers and summaries
✎ A Night With You: a drabble | Chanyeol x reader | boyfriend!Chanyeol drabble, fluff - Posted: Jan 23rd, 2022
✎ Sweet Temptations [M] | Jungkook x reader x Taehyung | Sex Club!au, Escort!Taehyung, Escort!Jungkook - Posted: Feb 21st, 2022
✎ Shifters series: Fic Glossary & World Map
✎ Bad Things [M] | Yoongi x reader | Brothel/Sex Club!au, Escort!reader, Street Fighter!Yoongi - Posted: Mar 15th, 2022
✎ Blood Moon Rising P.28 | Jimin x reader | Supernatural!au, Werewolf!reader, Vampire!Jimin, Angst, part of Shifters Series - Posted: Mar 28th, 2022
✎ Shifters series: Characters as OCs and Pairings Guide 
✎ Shifters series: Under the Willow Tree - an excerpt
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⇝—𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐲 - 𝐃𝐞𝐜 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬
✎ Blood Moon Rising P.29 | Jimin x reader | Supernatural!au, Werewolf!reader, Vampire!Jimin, Smut, Angst, part of Shifters Series - Posted: Aug 23rd, 2022
✎ In Motion: visual concept & playlist | Jungkook x reader | Masturbation Club!au, Smut, Mature theme - Posted: Sep 1st, 2022
✎ Blood Moon Rising P.30 | Jimin x reader | Supernatural!au, Werewolf!reader, Vampire!Jimin, Smut, Angst, part of Shifters Series - Posted: Nov 8th, 2022
✎ Under The Blankets [M] | Tattooed boyfriend!Jungkook x Tattooed!reader | Established relationship!au, PWP, Smut, Mature theme - Posted: Nov 17th, 2022
✎ In Motion P.11 | Jungkook x reader | Masturbation Club!au, Smut, Mature theme - Posted: Nov 29th, 2022
✎ Falling - the trilogy: visual concept & playlist | Jimin x reader | Artist/non-idol Jimin!au, Assistant!reader, Smut, Mature theme - Posted: Dec 1st, 2022
✎ Cinnamon Bliss - bonus chapter #002: Mistletoe Kisses | Seokjin x reader | Single Dad!Jin, Baker!reader, Smut, Mature theme - Posted: Dec 8th, 2022
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⇝— 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬
✎ Slow Dancing | Namjoon x reader; Jungkook x reader | Soulmate!au, Angst, Smut | Chapter list - completed - latest update: Slow Dancing - epilogue; posted Jun 15th, 2022
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⇝— 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐨𝐧 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞: Dec 1st, 2022
➛ 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝:     ↪ Monthly Writing Journal     ↪ Writing Class 101 with Dia     ↪ Original Story: Honey Skies | Prologue; Chapter 1-12     ↪ Never Falling (M) - Uncut Version      ↪ We Are All Dreamers (M) - Special Edition: Male version     ↪ Game On! (M) - Unpublished WIP (rough draft) | Jungkook x reader       ↪ Under The Willow Tree - Blood Moon Rising hidden explicit scene #001
➛ 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝙱𝚘𝚊𝚛𝚍 & 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜:     ↪ Carousel; character chart & family tree     ↪ Carousel; Inspiration Board     ↪ Shifters Series; Inspiration Board     ↪ The Dragon King: Blood Moon Rising side story - excerpt & moodboard     ↪ Cinnamon Bliss; Inspiration Board     ↪ About Time; Inspiration Board     ↪ Shifters Series; World Map & Legends     ↪ Shifters Series; A Complete Guide to Original Characters and Pairings    ↪ Chance Encounter - Visual concept & Playlist
➛ 𝙵𝚒𝚌 𝚃𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚜:    ↪ Only Us | Jungkook x reader x Jungkook | Mafia!Jungkook, FBI Agent!reader, Twin!Jungkook ↪ G.H.O.S.T - A Hacker’s Tale: Carousel Side Story | Hoseok x reader | Hacker!Hoseok, assassin!reader    ↪ Take It Slow(previously titled Virgin Mary) | DEAN x reader | Bartender!Dean, Writer!reader ↪ Flux: Blindsided | Yoongi x reader x Jungkook | Polyamorous!au, Smut, part of Flux Series ↪ The Whispers in The Mist | Yoongi x reader | Sacrilege!au, part of Sacrilege collab
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¸¸.·¯⍣✩ 𝔤𝔬 𝔱𝔬 𝖓𝖆𝖛𝖎𝖌𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖕𝖆𝖌𝖊 ¸¸.·¯⍣✩
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ratherbefangirling · 2 years
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🦋Butterfly🦋
Episode 12(Jimin focus)
Pairing : Kim Seokjin x Reader ft platonic ot7
Genre: BTS Universe AU, Slice of Life, Hurt/comfort, Fluff
Synopsis : Jin thought his marriage would be a new start but will he be able to overcome the ghosts of his past.
Masterlist
Previous/ NEXT
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Once you jimIN you can't jimOUT
Jimin spent all his free time in Yoongi's house. Almost always there like the resident pet.
He would come as soon as his classes got over. Sit in the shop or the studio if Yoongi was there. Do his assignments.
He'd then help whoever was cooking. On weekends he would sometimes dance with Hoseok or help make content for Hoseok's dance channel. 'Hope world'. As a guest till Hobi healed.
He also spent time with Jungkook when the younger was bored or doing his work. They had almost broke down the sole flower vase in the house because they had gotten overly aggressive over a 'not so simple' game of monopoly.
Considering his constant presence at the place Yoongi decided one more room mate wouldn't not hurt.
Jimin's heart almost came out of his chest when Yoongi told him they needed to talk.
He almost wanted to take another pill to control his anxiety.
"I'm sorry Hyung. "
"What have you done?"
"Whatever it is I won't do it again. Please forgive me."
"Calm down Jimin. I just wanted to say you could officially shift in if you still wanted."
Jimin's mood did a complete 180°.
"Ar-are you serious hyung? I love you!" He exclaimed in glee and hugged Yoongi.
"Yah!" Yoongi said trying to push the younger away.
"Jungkookie... Hobi hyung." He called out.
Both came out to see him.
"Hello I'm Park Jimin your room mate. Please take care of me" He said with a respectful bow.
Then Junkook came and Jimin caught his hands and they jumped in excitement.
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The shop seems to be empty when you arrive.
Your night shifts at the hospital had finally ended and since Jin was too swamped with work practically living at the office only coming home for change of clothes. Something about a quarterly review. You find sleep evading you so you decided to come to Min Yoongi's music store.
"Can I help you?" A voice asks and you turn to find a very cute boy.
"Yes please, my husband likes this artist called Suga... and I wanted to learn a bit about him. Do they have new music coming since you work at the store you must know." You tell.
"Your husband has great choice do you want me to recommend someone similar.. for now we don't know about a new release but fingers crossed." He says.
You nod and follow him as he guides you and recommends some music.
"Doctor."
You snap your head upwards at the familiar voice.
"Jungkook."
"Hello Doctor." He greets.
"You know her?" The other boy asks.
"Yes, she was my doctor when I broke my leg ... infact she's the one who treated hobi hyung too Yoongi hyung told me." He tels Jimin.
'"Thank you for taking care of my donsaeng and hyung doctor." Jimin says.
"It is my duty uh.."
"Jimin. Park Jimin."
"Nice to meet you Mr. Park. And Jungkook, take care... I will be leaving." You say.
It's when you're in your car that you connect the dots that it was Jimin, the brother of Park Chanyeol.
You wondered if they spent time together frequently. Maybe it was a recent development considering the conversation you had overheard. Jungkook seemed much healthier than when you first saw him. He seemed happier with Jimin even Jimin had visibly brightened in Jungkook's presence. You wondered if this was how they were during highschool the seven of them.
You needed to look through the pictures. There was still one person missing.
You wondered if you should be interfering but then you remembered his rare sweet smiles. You decided you wanted more of it even if you had to bulldoze his negativity.
Some people were worth the fight.
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lunarimagines · 4 years
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MOBILE MASTERLIST
I have received many requests to update my masterlist, so here it is! As of October 18, 2020...
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~ = TRIGGER WARNING
* = SEXUAL CONTENT
[REDBUBBLE]
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Kpop
+ EXO
YOU’RE THE NEW GIRL WITH A ‘BAD GIRL’ IMAGE [VERSION 1] [VERSION 2]
THEY’RE IN THE MOOD, BUT YOU’RE ON YOUR PERIOD
THEIR GIRLFRIEND IS ANEMIC  
PLAYING WITH THEIR GIRLFRIEND’S LONG HAIR
MAKING BREAKFAST WITH YOU
JONGIN REACTION TO HIS GIRLFRIEND ALWAYS ASKING PERMISSION BEFORE INITIATING SKIN SHIP
WHAT DATING JONGIN WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING SEHUN WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING TAO WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING LUHAN WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH KAI WOULD BE LIKE
LATE NIGHT LUHAN FLUFF BLURB
BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH EXO (OT12)
WOLF!CHEN
*ONLY I CAN (KYUNGSOO SMUT)
*HOW YIXING WOULD BE IN BED
*SEX WITH BAEKHYUN
WHAT DATING BAEKHYUN WOULD BE LIKE
*WHAT SEX WITH KRIS WOULD BE LIKE
*I HAVE NO REASON TO BE JEALOUS (SEHUN SMUT)
*WHAT SEX WITH JONGIN WOULD BE LIKE
WHEN YOU CONFESS TO KAI
WHEN THE MANAGERS SUGGEST HE BREAK UP WITH YOU 
*SEX WITH CHEN
*SEX WITH KYUNGSOO
*SEX WITH LUHAN
*SEX WITH SEHUN
WOLF!KAI
*SEX WITH CHANYEOL
*SEX WITH SUHO
DATING CHANYEOL
*SEX WITH TAO
*SEX WITH XIUMIN
DATING KYUNGSOO
BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH CHANYEOL
YOU HAVE BENIGN ESSENTIAL TREMOR
WOLF!BAEKHYUN
THEY FIND OUT THEY’RE DOING A ROMANTIC BALLAD WITH YOU (THEIR CRUSH)
FLUFFY XIUMIN ONE SHOT 
~YOU’RE SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT 
CUDDLING WITH SUHO AND ACCIDENTALLY WAKING HIM UP
~YOUR SELF HARM COPING NOTEBOOK
YOU’RE DATING IN SECRET AND HE KISSES YOU (UNKNOWINGLY) IN FRONT OF CAMERAS 
JEALOUS!JONGIN
MARRIED LIFE WITH CHANYEOL
CUDDLING WITH KRIS AND SEHUN
*TOUCH IT [JONGDAE SMUT]
DATING KRIS [WU YIFAN]
HUSBAND!JONGIN
SECRETADMIRER!JONGIN
CUDDLING WITH EXO
THEIR GF HAD ADD
WHAT DATING JONGDAE WOULD BE LIKE
GROWING UP WITH JONGIN
YOUR CHILD CALLS HIM DAD
YOU THINK THEY ARE CHEATING
EXO REACTION TO SEEING YOU AGAIN AFTER YOU TWO BROKE UP
WHAT DATING TAO WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING SUHO WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING LAY WOULD BE LIKE
YOU FAINT IN HIS ARMS [CHANYEOL ANGST]
MARRIED LIFE WITH LUHAN
THE OVERLOOK [BAD!BOY CHANYEOL]
A-Z NSFW
[JONGDAE]
TEXTING
[JONGDAE]
+  BTS
YOU TELLING THEM ‘I LOVE YOU’
S/O TRIPPING OVER NOTHING
TYPE OF TUMBLR BLOG BTS WOULD HAVE
HEARING YOU SPEAK YOUR MOTHER LANGUAGE
LOSING SOMETHING OF THEIRS WHILE IN THE CAR
DANCING AND ACCIDENTALLY BREAKING THE T.V.
WATCHING A MOVIE WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS WHEN A SEXUAL SCENE COMES ON
WAKING YOU UP IN THE MORNING
~ FINDING SELF HARM SCARS ON YOUR BODY
MOVIE NIGHT WITH JUNGKOOK
WHAT DATING RM WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING JUNGKOOK WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING TAEHYUNG WOULD BE LIKE
WHAT DATING YOONGI WOULD BE LIKE
BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH SUGA
* VISITING NAMJOON AT THE STUDIO
BEING BEST FRIENDS (OT7)
YOU’RE AFRAID OF DOGS
YOU WATCH THEIR EVERY MOVE AT DANCE PRACTICE
YOU HATE WHEN PEOPLE TAKE PICTURES OF YOU
YOU’RE REALLY AFRAID OF BUGS
*SEX WITH JIMIN
*SEX WITH TAEHYUNG
*SEX WITH YOONGI
*SEX WITH NAMJOON
*SEX WITH JUNGKOOK
*SEX WITH JIN
*SEX WITH J-HOPE
*DO YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU (JIMIN SMUT)
*WATCH ME BABYGIRL [JUNGKOOK SERIES - COMPLETE] [1] [2] [3] [4] [vmin filler] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] [16] [17] [18] [19] [20]
WHEN I HAD YOU [JIMIN ANGST/FLUFF]
BAKING WITH JUNGKOOK
*THEIR S/O GIVING THEM A SHOW
*THIGH RIDING YOONGI
*WOULDN’T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY [NAMJOON SUGAR DADDY SMUT]
THEIR CRUSH/BEST FRIEND IS AFFECTIONATE WHEN SICK
~THEIR TEENAGE CHILD GETS IN THEIR FIRST CAR ACCIDENT
~THEY HAVE A DREAM WHERE YOU DIE
*I HATE YOU. I LOVE YOU? [JIMIN ENEMIES-TO-LOVERS SMUT]
*PHONE SEX WITH NAMJOON
THEIR S/O IS CATCALLED 
BRINGING THEIR AMERICAN S/O TO MEET THEIR PARENTS
DATING NAMJOON BUT BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BTS
THEIR S/O TAKES THEM TO A HAUNTED HOUSE
BEING FRIENDS WITH JUNGKOOK AND YUGYEOM 
DANCING QUEEN [HOSEOK FLUFF]
*REACTION TO YOU SAYING “TAKE ME”
BTS THINKING THEIR S/O IS CHEATING
THEIR S/O IS A PICKY EATER
*BTS REACTION TO YOU GIVING THEM A SHOW
*YOONGI FWB
BTS REACTION TO YOU SITTING ON THEIR LAP…
~IF YOU’D LET ME [JIMIN ANGST]
YOU CUDDLING THEM IN YOUR SLEEP AND SAYING “I LOVE YOU”
*YOU’RE ON
THEIR S/O GETS A LIP PIERCING
DATING YOONGI BUT BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH BTS 
*YOU “FLEXING YOUR MUSCLES” 
IF SOMEBODY HAD TOLD YOU… [JUNGKOOK FLUFF]
*I WAS KIND OF HOPING THIS COULD BE YOUR PRESENT [JUNGKOOK SMUT]
BTS REACTION TO THEIR GF BRINGING THEM LUNCH
THEIR GF IS SIMILAR TO HOBI AND HAPPENS TO BE CLOSE TO HOBI
*FACE DOWN [YOONGI SMUT]
THEIR CRUSH IS DOTING/MOTHERLY
*YOU MOAN THEIR NAME DURING SEX
*YOU WANT SEX WHILE THEY’RE WORKING
*PHONE SEX WITH YOONGI
*REVERSING ROLES [YOONGI SMUT]
JEALOUS!YOONGI
BTS REACTION TO YOU HIDING YOUR SMILE WHEN YOU LAUGH
EYE ON THE TARGET (JUNGKOOK) [1] [2]
SEOKJIN AS YOUR SUGAR DADDY
BTS REACTION TO THEIR S/O CUPPING THEIR FACE AND KISSING THEM
~BTS REACTION TO THEIR FRIEND NOT BEING COMFORTABLE WITH THEIR BODY SIZE
TEXTING
[JIN] [JIMIN] [TAEHYUNG] [SUGA] [J HOPE] [RAP MONSTER] [JUNGKOOK] BESTFRIEND!JUNGKOOK HIGHSCHOOL!BTS FUCKBOY!YOONGI
SNAPS
[TAEHYUNG]
A-Z NSFW
[JUNGKOOK] [YOONGI]
+ ATEEZ
CONDITIONALLY YOURS (Seonghwa) [1]
ATEEZ REACTION TO ANOTHER MEMBER WALKING IN ON THE TWO OF YOU MAKING OUT [1] [2]
ATEEZ REACTION TO BEING JEALOUS OF ANOTHER MEMBER GETTING CLOSE TO THEIR S/O
+ INFINITE
YOU TALK ABOUT SEX
+ BOYFRIEND
THEY ALL LOVE THE SAME GIRL
ACCEPTING AN AWARD YOU
YOU THREATENING TO FIGHT THE CEO IF THEY DON’T GET A COMEBACK
VALENTINES DAY WITH KWANGMIN
*SEX WITH DONGHYUN
+ MISS A
GOING INTO TOWN WITH YOU
+ MONSTA X
THEY ACCIDENTALLY HUG YOUR SISTER INSTEAD OF YOU
*SEX WITH MINHYUK
SINGING A BALLAD WITH THEIR CRUSH
MARRIED LIFE WITH SHOWNU
REACTION TO THEIR GF AND ANOTHER MEMBER…
BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MONSTA X 
THEIR GF IS OLDER THAN THEM
ANNOYING THEIR MEMBERS BY SHOWING PDA WITH THEIR S/O
THEIR GF GIVES THEM A MASSAGE FOR THE FIRST TIME
*RETURN THE FAVOR [KIHYUN SMUT]
DATING IN SECRET WHEN HE ACCIDENTALLY KISSES YOU IN FRONT OF CAMERAS
*YOU SAY THEY HAVE A SMALL DICK DURING A FIGHT
WHAT DATING IM WOULD BE LIKE
TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX
*HE WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE IF YOU HADN’T... [KIHYUN SMUT]
YOU HUG THEM FROM BEHIND AND ACCIDENTALLY GRAB THEIR CROTCH
MARRIED LIFE WITH JOOHEON
*SEX WITH IM
MARRIED LIFE WITH IM
*SEX WITH HYUNGWON
*SEX WITH KIHYUN
*SEX WITH JOOHEON
*SEX WITH SHOWNU
*SEX WITH WONHO
MONSTA X REACTION TO THEIR S/O HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK
*THIGH RIDING MONSTA X
+ GOT7
*SEX WITH JACKSON
*SEX WITH JUNIOR
*SEX WITH MARK
*SEX WITH JAEBUM
YOU WEAR THEIR SWEATER, YELL “KISS ME”, THEN RUN AWAY
*SEX WITH YUGYEOM 
LIVING WITH BESTFRIEND!JACKSON
THEIR GF HAS SWEATER PAWS
GOT7 AS FATHERS 
BEING FRIENDS WITH JUNGKOOK AND YUGYEOM 
*THEIR GF KNOWS HOW TO DEEPTHROAT
YUGYEOM DATING AN OLDER WOMAN
YOU’RE DATING MARK AND THE OTHER MEMBERS ARE JEALOUS
*SINCERELY, YOUR NEW FWB [YUGYEOM SMUT]
*REACTION TO THEIR GF WANTING TO BE SPANKED
JACKSON HAVING A CRUSH ON YOU
*I DIDN’T HAVE TIME FOR “CLASSY” [JAEBUM SMUT]
*SEX WITH YOUNGJAE
YOU’RE SICK BUT DON’T WANT TO WORRY THEM SO YOU KEEP IT A SECRET
DATING JAEBUM AND BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH GOT7
BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH GOT7
TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX
*SEX WITH BAMBAM
TEXTS
BESTFRIEND!JACKSON
SNAPS
[JINYOUNG]
+ C-CLOWN (DISBANDED)
*SEX WITH ROME
DATING CHRISTIAN YU [ROME]
+RED VELVET
YOU CALL THEM YOUR BEST FRIEND
*AN OVERWHELMING FEELING [IRENE SMUT]
+ INFINITE 
*SEX WITH MYUNGSOO
TELLING HIM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX
+ IKON
*SEX WITH HANBIN
*SEX WITH DONGHYUK
“I DIDN’T LOVE YOU” [DONGHYUK FLUFF]
*SEX WITH JUNHOE 
*SEX WITH BOBBY
+ NCT
SOULMATE!MARK
WHAT DATING LUCAS WOULD BE LIKE
STUDY DATE WITH JUNGWOO
NCT 127 + JENO REACTION TO THEIR S/O BEING 160CM
EXCUSES, EXCUSES [HAECHAN FLUFF]
NCT DREAM REACTION TO THEIR GF BEING 165-170CM TALL
~NCT DREAM REACTION TO THEIR GF BECOMING DEPRESSED BECAUSE HER PARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE
TEN TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION
WHAT DATING MARK WOULD BE LIKE
DATING TAEYONG
DATING JOHNNY (NCT)
FAKE TEXTS
BESTFRIEND -> BOYFRIEND MARK
WISHING MARK A HAPPY BIRTHDAY
[DONGHYUCK]
TWO WRONGS MAKE… A COUPLE? [Prince!Renjun] [1] [2]
+ F(X)
THEIR S/O HAS FIBROMYALGIA 
*SEX WITH AMBER
+ BLACKPINK
BARISTA!ROSÉ
WHAT DATING LISA WOULD BE LIKE
YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ROSÉ
+ BLOCK B
*SEX WITH PARK KYUNG
+ DAY6
*TENDER LOVE AND AFTERCARE [BRIAN/YOUNG K SMUT]
DATING DOWOON
+ PENTAGON
WHAT DATING WOOSEOK WOULD BE LIKE
+ SHINee [NO LONGER WRITING FOR]
BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH MINHO
LIVING WITH BESTFRIEND!KIBUM
SECRETLY DATING WHEN THEY ACCIDENTALLY KISS YOU IN FRONT OF CAMERAS 
SINGING A ROMANTIC BALLAD WITH THEIR CRUSH
THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON THE SAME IDOL
BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH SHINee
THEIR REACTION TO YOU CRYING
BEING SCHOOLMATES WITH TAEMIN
GROWING UP WITH TAEMIN
YOUR CHILD CALLS HIM DAD
+ TWICE
*WHAT DATING JIHYO WOULD BE LIKE
FIRST KISSES WITH TWICE
STUCK IN TRAFFIC WITH TWICE
*SEX WITH MINA (TWICE)
+ GIRLS GENERATION [SNSD]
DATING TIFFANY
THEY FIND A GUY NAKED BY ACCIDENT
THEY FIND TAENY KISSING ROMANTICALLY
SOMEONE FLIRTS WITH THEIR SECRET GIRLFRIEND
THEIR BEST FRIEND IS HEARTBROKEN OVER A BOY
+ MAMAMOO
THEY ARE JEALOUS 
AND THEN… [MOONBYUL SMUT] [2]
+ SEVENTEEN
YOU’RE A TRAINEE UNDER PLEDIS
SUCK IT UP [JUN ANGST/FLUFF]
“IT’S TIME” [CHAN FLUFF]
*SEX WITH MINGYU
+ VIXX
THEIR GF HAS WAVY/CURLY HAIR
TELLING THEM YOU’RE A VIRGIN BEFORE THE TWO OF YOU HAVE SEX
+ ASTRO 
REACTION TO YOU SQUISHING THEIR CHEEKS
SNAPS
SANHA X CUTE
+ 2NE1
YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON CL
+ SISTAR
BEING YOUR BEST FRIEND IN SCHOOL
+ X1
GOING THROUGH A HAUNTED HOUSE WITH BF!HANGYUL
T.V. SERIES:
TWD
TELLING CARL YOU LOVE HIM
TEEN WOLF
SCOTT MCCALL
UNDERCOVER IDIOTS [PART 1] [PART 2] [PART 3]
DEREK HALE 
INDISCREET JEALOUSY
COME ON CINDERELLA
*SOLID ALIBI
I DIDN’T SIGN UP FOR THIS
DON’T DRINK THE ORANGE JUICE
THE MURDER OF THE BETRAYER [PART 1] [PART 2]
ISAAC LAHEY
I HAPPEN TO LOVE THAT ABOUT YOU
I’LL TAKE THAT CHANCE
STILES STILINSKI 
VALENTINE’S DAY
PRANK WAR
TVD
DAMAN SALVATORE
VICTORIAN ERA ROMANCE
~FINDING OUT ABOUT YOUR ANOREXIA
SUPERNATURAL
DEAN 
HUNTING HAS ITS PERKS
PROPOSING TO YOU
BLUSH
BANDS:
5SOS
BLURBS:
ASHTON IRWIN 
FRATBOY! ASHTON
CALUM HOOD 
ROUND TWO
MICHAEL CLIFFORD 
LATE NIGHT
BIRTHDAY AU MEME (AKA MY VERY FIRST IMAGINE EVER ON THIS BLOG)
LUKE HEMMINGS 
WHAT DATING LUKE WOULD BE LIKE
IMAGINES:
CALUM HOOD 
*SAVING WATER
4/4
HE FINDS OUT YOU’RE REALLY TICKLISH
1D
HARRY STYLES 
I’LL BE THOR
MOVIES:
THE OUTSIDERS
SODAPOP
~SODAPOP FINDING OUT ABOUT YOUR DEPRESSION
THE AVENGERS
THOR
BEING ABLE TO LIFT THOR’S HAMMER
YOUTUBE
BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH DAN AND PHIL
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wip tag game
✎ RULES: post the names of all the files in your wip folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous they are. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips. (you can make your own post or reblog this one!)
✎ tagged by: the loveliest people ever @yoonia​ and @flurrys-creativity
✎ tagging: @sugakookitty @milfgyuu @xlovelyyoongix @flowerboykun @kthpurplesyou @horanghoe  @playmetheclassics @hobeemin @defwoodz @baekhyyun @moonctzeny @raibebe @sanjoongie​. Anyone else I didnt tag can also play too and just tag me so I can see ❤
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Not in any particular order: Lover Boy (EXO oneshot)
pairing: Chanyeol x reader
Genre: fluff, angst, smut, strangers to lovers au,
Summary: Meeting him was unexpected. Falling in love was meant to happen (summary might change).
Love Song (NCT series)
𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: fiance!Jaehyun x reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff, smut, established relationship au
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: Jaehyun whisks you away for a weekend getaway before you get married. Weekend Getaway
pairing: husband!Jimin x ceo!reader
genre/au: marriage au, ceo au, fluff, smut, a bit of angst?
summary: You are a boss during the day: closing deals on mergers and making the most important decisions in your company. But at home, you are a wife and a mom who has very little time to enjoy the fruits of your labor. Jimin aims to change that, with one weekend in Vegas.
Anime No Genjitsu (NCT Dream series)
Pairing: OT7 x reader
Genre: will specify in each oneshot
Summary: The lives of the members through some of my favorite slice of life animes.
Isn’t It Ironic? (BTS oneshot)
pairing: collegeboy!Seokjin x reader
genres/aus: angst, fluff, smut, college au, enemies to lovers au
synopsis: You don’t care for Jin that much; He is from a rich prominent family and you come from poor backgrounds who is attending university with a scholarship. You are supposed to despise him with every fiber of your being. So why do you find yourself falling for him instead?
All Your Fault (BTS oneshot)
Pairing: mafia boss!Jimin x reader
genre: fluff, angst, smut, mafia au, strangers to lovers au
Summary: He came crashing into your life literally, and you haven’t been able to get rid of him ever since. But maybe you like it this way?
TBA (WayV oneshot)
pairing: Kun x reader
genre: fluff, smut, honeymoon au
Summary: TBA
The Athlete (SVT oneshot)
Pairing: athlete!Hoshi x reader
Genre/AUs: smut, fluff, sports au, friends to lovers au
Summary: You are assigned to write an article about Kwon Soonyoung, the trailblazing athlete that everyone calls Hoshi. But as you spend more time with him, you realize there’s more layers to him than football.
Seven Deadly Sins (BTS series)
Pairing: reader x ot7
genre: fluff, angst, smut, supernatural au, fantasy au
Summary: You’ve been single for a long time and you miss the feeling of having something warm underneath your body. You go into a “candy shop”, full of things to satisfy your needs until the right person comes along. You come across a grimoire, full of spells to bring your fantasies to life. Will this be best thing that ever happened to you or your worst mistake.  Untitled Seventeen oneshot Pairing: Jeonghan x stylist!reader
genre: fluff, angst, smut, slow burn 
summary: TBA Studio 54 (NCT oneshot)
pairing: dancer!Yuta x reader
genre: fluff, smut, 70′s au. lovers to exes au summary: It’s supposed to be a fun night at Studio 54, the hottest club in New York. Running into your ex wasn't apart of the plan, but you will make the most of it anyway. 
70s Rockstar (NCT oneshot)
pairing: rockstar!Yuta x groupie!reader
genre: fluff, smut, rockstar au, 70s au
summary: The hottest band is in town and you plan to bag the hot guitarist with the blonde hair and rockin vocals. Now how to get backstage... Desperado 
pairing: Christian Yu x reader
genre: smut, fwb, criminals au
summary: TBA
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As part of the AO3 Ship Stats project, this list shows the 100 most-posted pairing tags on Archive Of Our Own in the period 24 July 2019 - 2 August 2020. This list was created by comparing the current number of fics with data gathered for the 2019 AO3 Ship Stats.
There are 71 M/M pairings on the list, 15 F/M, 3 F/F, 8 Gen and 3 Other. (Please note that on AO3, ‘Name & Name’ indicates platonic or familial ‘Gen’ relationships, while ‘Name/Name’ is used for romantic and sexual pairings.)
Of the 200 names on the list, 23 are women and 3 are characters of ambiguous gender, down from 28 and 3 in the 2019 list. 92 are POC, and 7 are racially ambiguous, compared with 64 and 11 two years ago.
For more information about the AO3 Ship Stats project, please check out the accompanying FAQs. You might also be interested in the All-Time Top 100 Pairings and the Femslash Top 100 list. These stats are also available on AO3.
ETA: Fixed the Change value for Merlin/Arthur Pendragon.
ETA 2: Fixed Race categorisation for Michael Guerin/Alex Manes.
A text-only version of this data is given below the cut.
Rank   Change   Pairing   Fandom   New Works   Total   Type   Race 1   15   Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)   Good Omens (TV)   20298   28726   M/M   White 2   72   Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn   魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù   10671   13130   M/M   POC 3   8   Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren   Star Wars Sequel Trilogy   9076   21306   F/M   White 4   28   Eddie Kaspbrak/Richie Tozier   IT (Movies – Muschietti)   8441   12227   M/M   White 5   N   Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion   The Witcher (TV)   7573   7573   M/M   White 6   1   Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter   Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling   7239   40312   M/M   White 7   5   Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   7070   16824   M/M   POC 8   0   Peter Parker & Tony Stark   Marvel Cinematic Universe   6807   17366   Gen   White 9   -7   James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers   Captain America (Movies)   6262   49659   M/M   White 10   4   Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   6141   15375   M/M   POC 11   -5   Steve Rogers/Tony Stark   The Avengers (Marvel Movies)   5613   36264   M/M   White 12   68   Aziraphale & Crowley (Good Omens)   Good Omens (TV)   5503   7928   Gen   White 13   -8   Jeon Jungkook/Kim Taehyung | V   Bangtan Boys | BTS   5254   23339   M/M   POC 14   5   Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug   Miraculous Ladybug   5183   19631   F/M   Whi/POC 15   5   Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   5001   14073   M/M   POC 16   -13   Castiel/Dean Winchester   Supernatural   4927   84563   M/M   White 17   1   Jeon Jungkook/Park Jimin   Bangtan Boys | BTS   4596   17867   M/M   POC 18   N   Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)   9-1-1 (TV)   3716   3716   M/M   Whi/POC 19   5   Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor   Supergirl (TV 2015)   3614   13048   F/F   White 20   -16   Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood   Shadowhunters (TV)   3599   24787   M/M   Whi/POC 21   2   Pepper Potts/Tony Stark   Marvel Cinematic Universe   3569   17384   F/M   White 22   14   Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   3565   7325   M/M   POC 23   N   Adora/Catra (She-Ra)   She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)   3538   4919   F/F   Whi/POC 24   15   Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)   文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs   3512   8768   M/M   POC 25   N   Wang Yi Bo/Xiao Zhan   陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) RPF   3446   3446   M/M   POC 26   -12   Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski   Teen Wolf (TV)   3249   59286   M/M   White 27   10   Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)   Merlin (TV)   3157   18688   M/M   White 28   -11   Kim Namjoon | RM/Kim Seokjin | Jin   Bangtan Boys | BTS   3155   16682   M/M   POC 29   66   Ayanga/Zhèng Yúnlóng   声入人心 | Super-Vocal (TV)   3111   5285   M/M   POC 30   -21   Min Yoongi | Suga/Park Jimin   Bangtan Boys | BTS   3026   19851   M/M   POC 31   -3   Sirius Black/Remus Lupin   Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling   2958   17686   M/M   White 32   N   Martin Blackwood/Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist   The Magnus Archives (Podcast)   2917   3367   M/M   Ambig 33   60   Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   2672   5023   Gen   POC 34   12   Peter Parker/Tony Stark   Marvel Cinematic Universe   2623   6160   M/M   White 35   N   Hinata Shouyou/Kageyama Tobio   Haikyuu!!   2601   10485   M/M   POC 36   22   Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy   Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling   2583   10171   F/M   Whi/Amb 37   -8   Kim Taehyung | V/Park Jimin   Bangtan Boys | BTS   2507   9891   M/M   POC 38   -37   Keith/Lance (Voltron)   Voltron: Legendary Defender   2480   30317   M/M   Amb/POC 39   20   Billy Hargrove/Steve Harrington   Stranger Things (TV 2016)   2438   5338   M/M   White 40   N   Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou   Haikyuu!!   2387   7629   M/M   POC 41   N   Patrick Brewer/David Rose   Schitt's Creek   2363   3150   M/M   White 42   5   Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee   NCT (Band)   2331   5854   M/M   POC 43   8   Rey & Ben Solo | Kylo Ren   Star Wars Sequel Trilogy   2304   6506   Gen   White 44   N   Dabi/Takami Keigo | Hawks   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   2294   2930   M/M   POC 45   N   Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru   Haikyuu!!   2272   11155   M/M   POC 46   -24   Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Min Yoongi | Suga   Bangtan Boys | BTS   2259   12668   M/M   POC 47   N   Felix Hugo Fraldarius/Sylvain Jose Gautier   Fire Emblem: Three Houses   2218   2218   M/M   White 48   28   Jaime Lannister/Brienne of Tarth   Game of Thrones (TV)   2186   7063   F/M   White 49   19   Bakugou Katsuki/Todoroki Shouto   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   2169   4991   M/M   POC 50   N   Ben Hanscom/Beverly Marsh   IT (Movies – Muschietti)   2163   3116   F/M   White 51   3   Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley   Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling   2128   11699   F/M   Whi/Amb 52   -31   Sherlock Holmes/John Watson   Sherlock (TV)   2121   61544   M/M   White 53   -5   James Potter/Lily Evans Potter   Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling   2110   10125   F/M   White 54   -28   Jeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi | Suga   Bangtan Boys | BTS   2074   9498   M/M   POC 55   N   Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín/Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén   魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù   2073   2494   M/M   POC 56   -25   Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter   Hannibal (TV)   2064   17257   M/M   White 57   N   Kakyoin Noriaki/Kujo Jotaro   JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure   1964   3580   M/M   POC 58   N   Midoriya Izuku/Uraraka Ochako   Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia   1896   3983   F/M   POC 59   -46   Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov   Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)   1843   24332   M/M   Whi/POC 60   15   Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley   Harry Potter - J. K. 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pcyheartgirlx · 6 years
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In The Bleak Midwinter [CH21]
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Genre ;; Angst/Smut/Fluff/Romance
Pairing ;; Chanyeol x Reader x Seokjin
Word Count ;; 8.9k
Summary ;; We’re all whores, we just sell different parts of ourselves.
You own a multi-billion dollar company, servicing the biggest names in kpop, in more ways than one. Under the name “Starlight Catering”, you, your best friends, Damon and Maya, and your hundreds of workers provide stress relief for idols.
You have partially retired, not because you didn’t want to, but because Chanyeol was your muse. He was all that you had time for and all you needed. Until Jin came along.
So what happens when you mix fire and ice?
You get smoke and all the lines are blurred.
A/N ;; Chapter 21~~~ its here!!~~~~
[PLAYLIST] [BACKSTORY] [PROLOGUE] [CH1] [CH2] [CH3] [CH4] [CH5] [CH6] [CH7] [CH8] [CH9] [CH10] [CH11] [CH12] [CH13] [CH14] [CH15] [CH16] [CH17] [CH18] [CH19] [CH20] [CH21]
You still couldn’t get over where exactly you were going. The both of you walked in silence as you approached the car, stuffing the last of your bags in the backseat before you handed him the keys. Jin got into the driver’s seat and adjusted himself nervously.
“Why are we going to see Chanyeol?” you said bluntly as you put your seatbelt on. When Jin turned the car on, he sighed and scratched the back of his head nervously. He fumbled putting the keys in the ignition and you noticed his jaw clenching. You weren’t sure if it was nervousness or frustration that plagued his mind. Either way, it bothered you to see him look so stressed. Not even work stressed him this much. Things started piecing together now.
“This is what happened. Damon was getting emotional about not being able to say goodbye to Sehun. Maya was doing her best to comfort him but he still looked--”
“Devastated I bet,” you interrupted while Jin backed out of the parking space, slouching back in your seat as you let the thought play in your mind. “Sehun means a lot to Damon.”
“I can tell,” Jin shot you a quick glance before he drove out of the parking lot. “Long story short, I proposed the idea that Damon see Sehun before he left--”
“This was your idea?!” you shrieked as you shot back out of your seat in panic. Jin shook his head and gripped the wheel.
“Maya,” he emphasized before he continued. “Asked if it was okay if we could drop Damon off. It had occurred to me that I didn’t have the keys to the cabin. So the plan was for them to let me swing by my dorm so I could get the keys. Then they would drop me off back here...I mean they told me you should drop me back off at my dorm before you stopped at the EXO dorm but…”
“But what?” you asked in confusion as you started to match his frustration. Jin sighed heavily and started to grip the steering wheel. Biting his lip and shifting as if he was trying to find the words to say.
“I want to spend every second with you before you go. From the moment you drive off I want to make sure you’re okay...and that you’re...alive…” Jin swallowed hard with his last words. His knuckled started to turn white and the speed of the car started to increase slightly. You put your hand on his thigh at an attempt to calm his nerves.
“Jin...there’s a reason I’ve said that falling in love with me is a mistake. I’ve said it to you and Chanyeol,” Even though the tenseness in his body eased at your touch, his face remained the same, absorbing everything you were saying as he looked at the road in front of him. “This isn’t a life I want you in. You’re too precious for that because you deserve all the good things in the world. Nothing but bad things follow me. Everywhere I go...so I have to run.”
“One day, you’re going to have to face it, (Y/N). You can’t live life just running away from it. Nothing happens when you run. You just exhaust yourself,” Jin debated. He was right to some extent. But you were used to exhaustion. Your whole life was exhausting. From the moment you found out about your family’s business. It was always holding secrets in, pretending to be okay, watching death before your very eyes. You turned the faucet on, hoping to get clarity through the water; washing away all the dirty blood, the pain your family had caused and the poison you moved on the street. But no matter how many times you turned the faucet, the only thing that poured out was more blood. It took you years to figure out something you tried to deny. It followed you everywhere. That’s when you realized, you can’t wash blood with more blood.
“One day...but I have too much to lose right now. What I really want to know is,” you shifted so you were facing him, even though he couldn’t take his eyes off the traffic in front of him you wanted to watch his face while he talked. “Where did “You need to say goodbye to Chanyeol” come from?” Jin started chewing on the inside of his cheek and you brought you hand up to his cheek, brushing it slightly with the back of your fingers so he would stop.
“Well...I thought about it...not being there before you left and finding all this out through a phone call. Watching Damon, a guy that I pictured to be hard as nails, becoming completely broken over not being able to be in Sehun’s arms one more time…” The light turned red and he took full advantage of it. He turned to you, ripping his hands from the steering wheel so he could hold yours for a second. “I realized that if I was in Chanyeol’s shoes and I didn’t get to say a proper goodbye to you under the circumstances...I would be just as broken as Damon...and I know part of you will be if you don’t.” You were completely focused on him, studying the way he spoke and the sincerity in his words. The nerves in your body caused you to twiddle your fingers against his and look down at both of your hands, trying to find the courage to speak up.
“What makes you say that?” you questioned. Jin just inhaled, kissing your fingers lightly before he let you go and placed his hands back on the wheel as the light turned green.
“You spent 2 and half years with him. Granted, I know there are things he should be doing for you that I know he doesn’t. But no matter what I do, I can’t erase that time or your emotions...I’ve learned to accept that.” His hand traveled and lingered on your thigh as he drove off. A smile played widely on his face. “But I know I can do better for you, jagiya. I don’t want you to worry about that right now. Let’s just focus on keeping you safe.” The silence that lingered weighed on you a bit. You didn’t know what to say honestly. There was a lot of truth in something he said. Right now, you had to focus on keeping yourself safe so you can keep them safe. And how you were going to assure Chanyeol that you would be fine. The distance already growing between you was just going to get longer. Maybe this was a good thing. Things can settle down quietly with ease for both men. It’s finally done...It had to be done.
“Right here, jagi?” Jin asked breaking you out of your thoughts as he slowed down in front of the dorms.
“Yea...let me call him,” you sighed as you pulled your phone out. “Should I tell him you’re with me?” Clutching your phone in your hand as you tapped it on your chin. Jin sucked his teeth and slouched in his seat.
“Aish, (Y/N). You’re going to see him right in front of me?” he whined as he rolled his head toward you. “I brought you here, can’t you go in his hallway?”
“Jin! I wasn’t going to have him come out here and shake your hand, relax but if he asks me how I got here…”
“Just tell him, you’re not a liar. If he wants to argue, he can do so on his own. I’m not in the mood today,” As he said this, you exhaled heavily and looked at your phone. Hopefully you had worn him out earlier so that he wouldn’t be in a confrontational mood. You put a free hand on his thigh and squeezed it lightly as you brought the phone up to your ear.
“Let’s go in the garage, 5th floor,” you said as the phone rang in your ear. “I don’t want to be sitting here like this.” Jin nodded while he turned into the garage next to the building. The more Chanyeol’s phone rang, the more your anxiety started to expand in your core.
“He’s not picking up,” you said biting your lip as you hung up on his voicemail. Jin continued to drive on the 3rd ramp of the garage and shrugged.
“I’m sure everything’s fine, baby girl. Just...call him again.”
The second time you rang him, Jin was approaching the door to his hallway when Chanyeol picked up.
“Yo--ah-yoboseyo?” Chanyeol rasped deeply, the sound of his voice when he just wakes up was intoxicating. Dark and elegant like the espresso.
“Chanyeol, I’m sorry I know you’re sleeping but...I need you to come outside real quick.” You glanced over at Jin and studied him as he cocked his head to the side. His gaze was fixated before him, as if he was trying to imagine a different setting, tuning you out so he didn’t have to hear you talk to the other man. Chanyeol groaned in your ear as you heard him stretch and exhale.
“I heard Damon and Maya here earlier,” he whispered. “I actually hear them now. Should I tell them to come out too?”
“No,” you undid you seatbelt and opened the car door, stepping out so Jin wasn’t forced to hear you speak to him.. “Just come to the door by your garage. And please hurry.”
“Just come inside, princess. We can take a nap together and your friends can take you home. You need to be with people that care about you right now. The cab ride from the morgue must have killed you…”
“Uh...I didn’t take a cab, Yeollie.”
“Oh! You drove?”
“Chanyeol…” you sighed as you looked through the window of the car door, studying Jin’s unbroken stare. “Just come out here...please.”
“O-Okay...is everything alright (Y/N)? You sound...I don’t know, shaken.”
“I’ll be waiting here. Okay baby?” you swallowed hard before you hung up. Walking back to your car, you opened the car door again and threw your cell phone on the seat. “You going to stay in here?” Jin shook himself out of his gaze to give you his attention. He bit his lip as he thought about the answer to your question.
“No,” he hoisted himself out of the car and walked over to you, leaning on the car next to you. “I’m going to stand right here.”
“Jin, you’re instigating,” you pointed out as you stood in front of him, crossing your arms on your chest as you watched his smugness.
“I’m not going to say a word, jagi. But I’m also not going to sit here like a fool and let him think I brought you here because of any other reason beside that. I am a decent human being...and he should be threatened,” Jin mirrored your stance and crossed his arms, pursing his lips at you and giving you an unsatisfactory look. You sighed and looked behind you, hoping Chanyeol wasn’t over your shoulder before you did what you were about to do.
“You know I love you, Seokjin,” you assured him as you kissed him lightly, risking a lot just by doing this. “But I don’t want Chanyeol to be fired up before I tell him this. I don’t think he’s going to take it well.” You took a few steps back and rubbed your arm. The sound of the door behind you opened made you turn swiftly and the look on Chanyeol’s face sparked and ignited an anxiety that you were trying to suppress.
“Chanyeol--”
“Is this a fucking joke, (Y/N)?” Chanyeol spat at you as his hands balled into a fist. He started to stomp toward you, you could hear Jin shift to his feet, taking a step closer to you as if in defense mode.
“Chanyeol, she has something important to say to you,” Jin shot back at him.
“Shut the fuck up. I’m not talking to you,” Chanyeol was quick to shoot him down as he stood right in front of you. He looked down at you and his lip started to curl.
“Let’s make this quick, jagi. I don’t want to start regretting bringing you here,” Jin barked at you as he eyed Chanyeol. The taller man’s face contorted at you and he put his hands on his hips.
“He brought you here? What’s going on?”
You looked over at Jin and shook your head disapprovingly. Jin just sighed and ran his fingers through his hair with frustration. As you turned back to Chanyeol, you put your hands on his shoulders and he tensed at your touch, breaking your heart slowly.
“Ronnie...he was murdered,” you said shakily. Chanyeol’s face started to soften as he watched you start to break down. He glanced at Jin before he cupped your face in his hands and pushed your face up towards his.
“Baby...don’t tell me...” Chanyeol’s voice started to crack. You didn’t need to explain him what was next. It was as if he knew. Unlike Jin, you had time to prepare Chanyeol for the instant this happened. You spent hours upon hours humoring his “what if”s and crazy hypotheticals. As much as you assured him this wouldn’t happen, it did. His touch was trembling and when his thumb brushed up against your cheek, you could feel the desperation behind his contact.
“It was him, Chanyeol...Dominic...he’s here.”
“No…” Chanyeol’s hands traveled to your shoulders, gripping them as his head hung low. “No. No. No. No. No. No. This isn’t happening--”
“I have to hide out for a bit--”
“Princess no please…” Chanyeol started to shake visibly, bring you close to him suddenly. You heard him sniffle into your hair as he held you tight. “Stay with me, here. I’ll protect you, I promised you I would always protect you. Let me keep that promise, baby. Remember we talked about this? I--”
“Sweetheart,” you muffled into his chest, knowing the next words that would come out of your mouth would absolutely break him. “I can’t stay. And you’re not safe either. I’ve called in some favors and there will be someone outside your dorm at all--”
“(Y/N),” he stuttered as tears started to flow down his face. He looked over at Jin and wiped his face. “You’re just going to let her do this? You’re okay with the thought of her being alone somewhere?” Jin narrowed his gaze at the taller man.
“I trust her...I know she knows what she’s doing,” Jin sneered. Chanyeol rolled his eyes and let his arms drop dramatically at his sides.
“For fuck’s sake,” Chanyeol ran a hand through his hair, watching you as you shrunk in your awkward posture. “Where are you staying? I want to go see you.”
“Actually,” you took a step to the side and looked at both of them. “I don’t think either of you should come see me…”
“You’re out of your fucking mind,” Jin laughed sarcastically.
“I’m going to have to agree with Suckjin here,” Chanyeol chimed right after, recieving a glare from Jin. You could tell it was taking everything in him not to blow up. It was apparent in the vein that was about to pop right out of his neck.
“I don’t want anyone following you or worse if they see you alone…” your voice trailed off and the realization of your words started to sink in for both of them.
“How long?” Chanyeol whispered as he looked at you in defeat.
“I’m not sure.”
“Honestly, jagi. Why can’t we call the police? I’m sure they’ll want to do something about the mafia trying to kill people!” Jin added frustrate. The anger he held back from Chanyeol was laced into this proclamation. But Chanyeol beat you to punch. He scoffed at him and walked closer to you.
“Do you hear yourself? The mafia. Dominic has the money and the means to buy off any cop he wants. And even if they don’t comply to him, he’s not afraid of the fucking cops,” Chanyeol put a hand on your shoulder and all you could do was look at him with fear. Everything he said was true, it was like your own words were coming out of his mouth. And you were thankful for it. Because these were the things you didn’t want to say. Once they’re said, they become real...and they were so fucking real right now.
“Jagiya, he’s exaggerating.”
“Again with the fuckin jagiya,” Chanyeol grumbled. You shot him a disapproving look and tsked at him.
“He’s not, Jin. Dominic...he has no remorse. That’s how my dad raised us…” Jin wasn’t buying it though. He shook his head and grabbed you by the wrist.
“Hey what the fuc--” Chanyeol was cut off by Jin who was dragging you toward the car.
“I refuse to sit here and just run away,” Jin spat as he opened the door. Just as you were about to snatch your wrist away, Chanyeol pulled you away from him forcefully and crashed into his chest.
“Don’t you get it, Seokjin? It’s not running away,” He growled at him. Jin just walked over to you both with fury in his eyes. You pulled away from Chanyeol and stood in between them, putting your arm out to stop Jin from getting closer to Chanyeol. “She needs to formulate a plan. But she can’t do it here with a target on her back. Your precious jagi, is doing this for us,” Chanyeol scrunched his nose up at him and scoffed. “So much for trusting her.”
“Hey hey hey!” Suddenly, Damon’s voice filled your ears and as you turned to the direction of the door, you saw Maya, Damon and Sehun making their way toward the three of you.
“Hyung! Hyung!” Sehun cried as he went over to Chanyeol, pulling him back by the shoulder as he leaned up against your arm. “Relax, relax. Now isn’t the time for this, hyung. Come on.” Maya and Damon rushed to you shortly after.
“I knew this was a bad idea,” Maya spat at Jin who was backing away slowly. The look of shame and guilt washed over him as his back hit the car.
“This was his idea?!” Chanyeol snarled behind Sehun. You shook your head and walked over to Jin, taking him in your arms as you looked at everyone.
“Guys, stop,” you begged as you felt him tense in your arms. “This is still new for him. And he’s trying, okay? Ease up on him, he’s just trying to help.” There was a silence and all you could do was lean your head against Jin’s chest as your arms wrapped around his waist. His arm rested on your shoulder and when you looked up at him, you could tell he was shocked and flustered. But you could also feel Chanyeol’s eyes boring into you with intense anger. You could hear his teeth grinding from where you stood. Still, Jin’s body felt sweet and softening. You wanted to stay there forever...you just wish Chanyeol could join you instead of glare at you. How sick is that?
“Alright,” Sehun croaked, trying to break the silence. “I think...this is a good place to wrap this up.” You saw him glance at Damon quickly as his lip quivered slightly. Chanyeol just looked away from you, not wanting to watch you hold him anymore. Because of that, you pulled away, nodding at Sehun’s statement as you looked over at Damon and Maya.
“We gotta get out of here.”
Damon sighed and made his way over to Sehun, taking him in a long embrace. Sehun buried his head into the side of Damon’s head. Although he whispered, you could hear the words he said to him.
“You’re always going to be on my mind, Damon. I love you.”
Damon tensed and you just smiled to yourself. Maybe Damon would be the one who gets the guy. You didn’t see why he shouldn’t. When this blows over, if it ever does, that was your mission. To make sure Damon ends up with his soulmate.
“(Y/N),” Chanyeol’s voice snapped you out of your thoughts. His head was cocked to the side as he motioned for you to come to him. “Can I talk to you alone?” You looked over at Jin, who was rolling his tongue along the inside of his cheek. He looked at you from the side and cocked your eyebrow at Chanyeol’s direction, as if signalling you to go with the taller man. You nodded at Chanyeol and followed him, leaving Jin with Maya and Sehun with Damon. Chanyeol took your hand and guided you deeper into the parking lot, following a familiar path you had taken earlier.
“Come here,” He said breathlessly as you reached the front of his car, which was facing away from the group. You crashed into his arms again, letting his arms wrap around you in a tight embrace. You felt his body convulse against you and as you looked up, the tears that fell down his chin landed on your cheek.
“Baby shhhh, it’s okay,” your voice was soft, consoling him as he sobbed quietly. This isn’t the way you wanted to say goodbye. If only you could tell him. Tell him that this was the last time you were going to hold him this way. As you brought your hand up to his cheek to wipe his tears, you wanted to tell him this was the last time you were going to catch his tears, despite having the longing feeling of wanting to catch every tear that ever escaped his sparkling dark eyes.
“I’m s-sorry,” he choked in between sobs, burrowing his face into your hand that cupped his cheek. “This isn’t how I want you t-to see me. I’m just so scared for you.” You felt the stinging in your eyes as you watched him break down in front of you. You pushed yourself onto your tippy toes so you could kiss the tear stained skin.
“I’m going to be fine. I’ll have Maya get us some burner phones, so I can call you every now and then. You know it’s going to be hard,” you started to choke on your own words as well, a single tear ripped from your eyes as you got lost in his.
“I know, baby. I know. But we’re going to get through this, right? Don’t forget, I have something planned for us. That’s not going to change,” he brushed his lips against yours softly, lingering there for a minute. It was that moment. That was the moment to tell him. So he could forget that future he planned before he became too engrossed in the idea. But you were falling head first into his loving gaze and his tear stained face deterred you from the idea. He was already hurting so much…
“Nothing is going to change,” you lied. And it took everything in you to say that. The corner of Chanyeol’s mouth turned upward slightly into a faint smile. That small grin eased you. You were true to your word. You’d do anything to see him smile. Even lie.
“Do you love me?” he whispered as he cupped your face. You smiled and placed your hands over his.
“With all my heart,” you breathed as his lips brushed against yours delicately.
“Will you wait for me?” One more lie, you said to yourself. One more lie, so you can see just one more smile. Just one more.
“Until the end of time.”
This time, his lips crashed against yours, working feverishly as they overlapped yours with every kiss. It wasn’t full of lust that usually constituted this kind of starving kiss. It was desperation. The longing of wanting this to last forever was reciprocated on both sides. Anytime you felt like you were going to pull away, Chanyeol’s lips trapped you into him. You clung on to more than just his lips and the hands that cupped your face. You clung onto his soul, his aura and the entity that was Chanyeol. This was your last kiss and you made it count, every second. Every brush of your tongues, every sweet exchange of soft moans that escaped your lips.
But all great things come to an end. And as Chanyeol pulled away from you, you almost felt like a piece of you own soul was being ripped away from you. You studied his pink swollen lips and the way his eyes glossed when they met yours. His tongue pressed in between the pink skin before his deep enthralling voice broke you out of your trance.
“You should probably get going...”
You nodded and hugged him one last time.
“I’m going to miss you so much, my Yeollie,” you whispered into his chest. He just smirked as he squeezed you lightly.
“I’m going to miss you more, princess,” he said as he buried his face into your hair. The both of you pulled away, taking your hand in his as you walked away from his car and back to the group that waited for you previously.
“You ready to leave?” Maya said as she watched you approach them. She was leaning on the car next to Jin who couldn’t get his eyes off your hand in Chanyeol’s. Sehun and Damon held each other, clinging onto each other for dear life. You just nodded and freed your hand from Chanyeol. You looked up at him and sighed.
“I have to say bye to Jin now,” you admitted. Chanyeol sighed and pursed his lips together, nodding slightly at your words.
“Take him by my car,” his words made you raise your eyebrow at him. He just shook his head. “If anything happens, I’ll know where you are.” You nodded and looked over at Jin who was staring at the floor, crossing his arms as Maya talked his ear off.
“Tesoro,” you called out to him, receiving a small glare from Chanyeol.
“Tesoro?” he echoed. You just elbowed him as Jin walked over to you.
“Let’s talk in private real quick.” Jin glanced at you and then at Chanyeol hesitantly before he nodded. The both of them exchanging rage filled glances before you walked away with Jin.
You needed to make this count. The cabin was just temporary. You were only going to stay there until you and Damon found somewhere else to hide out. This had to be your final goodbye to both of them. As you neared Chanyeol’s car with Jin trailing behind you silently, you realized that there wasn’t enough time in the world to say goodbye. You barely spent any time with Jin. You wanted more. When you thought of going back to the cabin, you envisioned running through the woods trailing behind Jin. Chasing after him as he took you to the pond he had mentioned to you before. Not to hide out from your brother. Not without Jin.
“(Y/N)...you’re going to be fine, right? He’s not gonna find you out there, is he?” Jin snapped you out of your thoughts. You didn’t even realize you had reached the car and you were now facing him. You looked up at him emotionless.
“Huh?” That were the only words you were able to utter. Truthfully though, you weren’t paying too much attention.
“I’m just saying that maybe you should have someone stay with you. Besides Damon.”
“That person would have been Ronnie,” you muttered silently. Jin just sighed and put his hands on your biceps,
“Hey,” he breathed trying to get your attention. When your eyes met, his lips parted slightly and he gave you the softest look possible. “We’re too much alike, sweetheart. I know what you’re doing. you're being really strong for everyone, (Y/N). I don’t know and I can’t imagine the severity of how this is hitting you but...,” Jin’s hand started to pull you slowly closer to him. It felt like he was a magnet drawing you in. “But I want to make sure you’re going to be okay. I don’t want anything to happen to you. So all fronts put aside, are you positive he will not find you?”
“I don’t know how to answer that,” Jin’s hands were gripping desperately at your biceps as he held you inches away from him. You couldn’t feel anything but the anxiety that began to devour him. “But it will buy me some time for sure. I just need to get in contact with my lawyer.”
“Maya’s uncle,” Jin added. You looked at him and raised your eyebrows.
“Yea...you remembered,” He grinned at your statement but the look of dread still painted his face. “Everything is going to be fine. I just need to work on my offense. My defense isn’t looking too bad. I’ve got some time for that...depending…”
“Depending on what? You make this sound like a game and it’s not, (Y/N). This is your life you’re playing with--”
“But this is what it is to him, Jin. Life is a game and there are winners and there are losers. And you know what you do to losers, Jin? You get rid of them. We’re primal fucking beings and--”
“Jagi, I get it. Shhh,” Jin cooed at you trying to calm you down as you spoke but you just kept going. It was like you couldn’t stop. Suddenly, you were a teenager again and your father’s words were spilling out of your mouth. Everything hit you at once and it kicked open the door that you kept all these memories locked away. Jin’s face dropped slightly as you continued.
“--primal being kill to survive.”
“(Y/N) stop.”
“I gotta fucking eat. I have to make sure my family eats. I’m superior to that loser because I was born a winner--”
The words halted at the back of your throat and as Jin’s lips crashed against yours, you could feel your muscles easing and you were back. This was your reality. And the way you fell into his chest as your lips moved against his gave you some sanity. When he pulled away, you hesitated opening your eyes. How were you going to face him after that little episode?
“Jagiya, you know I understand more than anyone about holding in your emotions,” Jin licked his lips after he spoke, sighing lightly as he still tasted you on his tongue. “But under the immense stress this is causing you...are you sure you should be alone?”
“I’m going to be with Damon!”
“But Damon doesn’t hold you like this,” Jin whispered as he wrapped his arms around you, bringing his hand behind your head as he pressed you against him. “Damon doesn’t kiss you like this,” He began to kiss your cheek, peppering his way to your lips.
“Jin…”
“I’m going to miss you. I’m going to worry about you.”
“I know....” You looked at his lips and then back into his eyes. “I miss you already…You know...we didn’t have much time together but every second I was with you made me extremely happy. Thank you for that.”
“Jagi, you’re talking like you’re leaving me forever,” Jin giggled, cupping your face in his hand. “When you see me again, I’m going to make sure to take your breath away.”
But I am leaving you forever.
You couldn’t let this thought infect your mind. The look in Jin’s eyes was crippling, you could see how incredibly broken he was and the light that gleamed in his iris was dull. But he kept smiling, kept loving you tenderly and stayed positive. Jin was a blessing, a true blessing. Somehow, it started to become easy at the thought of leaving him. He deserved someone with a heart of gold with all the love in the world to give. Someone who he can be proud to bring home to his parents, someone who knows how to be just as delicate and angelic as he was.
“I need to get going, tesoro mio. Before it gets dark…”
“You hate driving in the dark,” Jin laughed breathlessly and you mirrored the same reaction. “Let’s go, babygirl.”
“Wait!” You grabbed at him and spun him around, wraping your arms around his shoulders as your lips collided with his with a longing force. The kiss was still and unmoving. You lingered there for a moment but the message was clear. It was at that moment you both wanted time to freeze.
“I love you,” you whispered softly as you pulled away. Jin smiled and you felt his hands on your waist.
“I love you too,” he replied with the same softness, kissing your cheek before he took your hand. “Don’t make this harder for me,” Jin dragged you to the direction of the group, looking back at you and grinning before you got there.
“Finally,” Chanyeol growled as the two of you appeared. Sehun hushed the taller man by shooting him a disapproving look as he held Damon in his arms.
“Right then,” Maya interjected as she walked over to you too. “Come now, Seokjin. I’ll give you a ride to your dorm before I move the hunnies.”
“Don’t forget to--”
“Call you and let you know where they all are? I got you covered, (Y/N). Don’t worry. I’ll keep them safe,” Maya assured you. She cocked her head to the side, signalling Jin to follow her. He looked at you and grinned.
“Remember what I said.”
“Of course, tesoro.”
He looked over at Chanyeol, who was seething at the sight of Jin openly flirting in front of him. Jin fueled the fire by giving you a kiss on the cheek and winking at he walked away.
“Soon, jagi. I’ll see you soon.”
You nodded and smiled as he disappeared into the parking lot trailing behind Maya. You knew he would be safe with her. She was taught by the best men and women in Birmingham how to hold her own in any kind of fight. You were glad to have her. She and Damon were all you had.
“I promise I’ll try to be back before our anniversary,” you heard Damon whisper to Sehun. It wasn’t just hearing him that brought you back to this reality. It was also the way Chanyeol turned you around to face him. You were so in and out of what was going on around you, you smiled widely at him even though he looked pained and frustrated.
“Please. Be careful,” his voice was clearly shaken and his lips brushed against your forehead before he spoke again. “I trust you baby. I do. I’m just so scared.”
Chanyeol always told you what was on his mind. He made you very aware of his feelings without any hesitation. Jin was the opposite. He showed you what he thought would benefit you. The rest was locked away. He had no time to be weak, no time to cry. His mission was to uplift those around him. While Chanyeol protected them.
“I promise. I’m going to be extra careful. Nothing is going to happen to me,” you assured him as you turned around quickly, looking at Sehun as he pulled his nuzzling face out of Damon’s hair. “And I promise you, nothing is going to happen to Damon.” Sehun pressed his lips together into a thin line as you spoke. You didn’t want to interrupt their moment together but it was time for you to leave. You couldn’t risk staying there another minute.
“I love you, Chanyeol,” you said to him as you turned around, hugging him tightly.
“I love you too (Y/N),” he replied lowly, squeezing you lightly before he let go.
“Come on, Damon…” you sighed heavily as you started for the car. “It’s going to be a long drive.”
X-x-x
It had been about 2 hours and a half since you left Seoul and Damon still hadn’t said a word. The tension in the car was indistinguishable. You didn’t know if it was anger toward you or sadness toward the situation at hand, but it stopped Damon from doing anything but look outside the car window. As you neared closer to the familiar path to the cabin, you ran your thoughts over again, thinking about how you were going to ask Damon what was on his mind. As you took the exit on the highway, you coughed nervously and glanced at Damon in your peripheral.
“You’re going to love the cabin,” you gushed hesitantly. “It’s really nice and it’s got a beautiful vie--”
“I’m not mad at you, (Y/N),” Damon’s voice was flat and you thought he was lying at first. But as he continued to plead his case, you thought otherwise. “This isn’t your fault. I hope you know that. It just sucks. I really like Sehun...and I think I do love him….but I’m so worried about him. He doesn’t know it but…”
“It’s okay. You can’t help it. It’s hard to have them worry about us when we know what Dominic is capable of…”
“Kind of sort of not helping,” he muttered at you as he positioned himself in his seat.
“Sorry…” your eyes were fixed on the trees in front of you. For a second you felt trapped, caged into the forest like an animal. Usually, you would think of it as freeing and like you could run and run until your legs hurt. But you were already running and everything was hurting. You could tell Damon was starting to get tired of this. You’ve never seen Damon cry or complain over anything that your life at thrown at your two. Even though he was always the one your trusted to see that raw side of you, the way Jin had seen you earlier. You gripped the steering wheel, as you turned down the weaving path similar to the one in your mind.
“We’re not staying here for long, are we?” He knew your plan before you even told him
“No. We aren’t. But don’t tell Jin--”
“This is kind of a fucked up way to leave them both, (Y/N).”
The words rang loudly in your ear. He was right. It was cowardly and heartless. But your intention behind it justified it, at least in your head it did. You’d do anything not to continue hurting Jin and Chanyeol. Even if it meant disappearing.
“It’s for the best…” Your voice trailed off as you studied the scenery around it noticing you were about 15 minutes away from the cabin.
“I know you think that,” Damon said softly as he watched you fixated. “But it didn’t have to be this way.”
“We’re almost there,” you tried changing the subject which just caused Damon to shake his head. He just replied okay, taking the hint and not prodding into the stresses of your battered mind.
When the two of you pulled up, you smiled at you noticed Damon’s eyes widen. It had been a while since he had gone out to the woods in general. Much less stayed at a cabin. That was something you both did in the many winters back home. Driving to the Poconos and sitting by a fire while smoking and drinking the night away. Even though those cabins were a lot larger, the quaint one you were parking in front of added a certain comforting atmosphere. It was a feeling that penetrated the tension on your subconscious the minute you pulled up. As you unloaded the car and walked in, the memories started flood back and you figured out why you felt so much more at ease. It was the memories of Seokjin that calmed you and when Damon brought in the last bags, he came up next to you as you stood in the door way of the living room, gazing adoringly at the rug carpet that was in front of the unlit fireplace.
“I don’t even want to know what happened here,” he said playfully in disgust. You just laughed breathlessly as you walked over to the fireplace.
“All I’ve got to say,” you started to load some wood that was placed next to the fireplace, smiling to yourself as you started to light it. “Jin is so very very flexible.”
“I’m going to unpack! I’ll be back when I’m done!” Damon cried out immediately, leaving you to the fireplace and your memories.
X-x-x
The next four days went by painfully slow. You and Damon spent a lot of time running Starlight from your laptops, trying to stay as under the radar as possible. Things were starting to eat away at you both financially. You needed to up your security tenfold, making sure all of your girls and guys were escorted with every encounter. Maya was dealing with a lot. She took on Damon’s job of taking care of the hunnies but now they were scattered all over Seoul in different safe houses. You didn’t know how to thank her except by promising her a long vacation to anywhere in the world when everything died down. If everything died down.
It was a time bomb. You were waiting for Dominic’s next move. Anticipating it. You knew that his plan, whatever it was, had come to a screeching halt when he saw security at EXO and BTS’ dorms. You knew that he had already raided your apartment to find you disappeared without a trace. Dominic didn’t know where you were but he knew your presence still pumped heavily into that city. It was just a matter of finding you. You were almost sure he never would. Even today, on New Years Day, you were confident he wouldn’t be able to close in on you as you browsed for different cabins, yachts, shit you’d even invest in a bunker if you could find it.
Damon walked into the dining room and plopped himself at the head of the table. The same place where Jin had decided to make a meal out of you weeks before. You smirked as you watched him swirl his cereal in a bowl.
“You know I’m getting tired of not having eggs and pancakes and bacon and--”
“Relax,” you interrupted his voice from getting any more whiny than it was now, never braking your gaze from the laptop screen in front of you. “Maya is coming by later today and bringing us some groceries,” you looked up at him and pointed him out, putting emphasis on each word that came out of your mouth. “But you have to not eat like there’s a supermarket I can just drive to and re up on the goods. I have self control.”
“I have self control,” he mimicked and mocked you, raising his voice up a pitch to add to his exaggeration. You rolled your eyes and shrugged.
“Honestly, Damon, how old are you?”
“5, bitch. I’m 5 fucking years old eating this god damn cereal with no milk,” Damon snapped, moving his head to the rhythm of his words. You laughed it off as you continued to browse through the dark web for incognito hide outs. Suddenly, you heard the sound of tires treading on the stone trail outside. Your ears perked up and your hand shot to the chair net to you, grabbing your gun and gripping onto the cool metal tightly.
“Honestly, (Y/N). How long are you going to keep that thing next to you? It’s probably Maya!” Damon cried out as you shot out of your seat.
“Shhhh...you can’t be too careful. Stay here and don’t say a word,” you whispered as he rolled is eyes at your creeping down the hall. Your footsteps were light and slow, making your way stalkingly toward the front door. Your hands trembled slightly making the metal in the gun clink softly. Your nerves were shot and every time you thought about it possibly being Dominic finally pulling up on you, your stomach knotted and you shook like this. These past 4 days have been a fucking nightmare.
When you finally reached the door, you heard the car outside turn off. You peered through the the small window next to the door and dropped your weapon.
“(Y/N)! Are you okay!?” Damon asked worriedly, the sound of the chair scratching against the wooden floor following his question.
“This isn’t happening. No no no. What the fuck!” you sneered as you watched him walk out of his car and toward the door.
“(Y/N)?!” Damon’s voice filled your ears again and so did his footsteps behind you. Still, you ripped the door open with fury in your eyes.
“Chanyeol! What the fuck do you think you’re doing here?!” you spat at him as he made his way toward the front door. His eyes widened as he approached you, noticing the madness that was over taking your demenour.
“Chanyeol!?” Damon echoed as he came up behind you.
“Really, baby? This is the welcome I get after I drove hours to come see you on New Year’s Da--” You cut Chanyeol off as you grabbed him and pulled him inside with force, slamming the door behind him.
“Gee, Chanyeol...how did you find this place?” Damon said nervously, shaking his head at him frantically. You noticed this and figured that Damon told Sehun where they were staying after you specifically told him not to. But the damage was done and right now, you were in no position to deal with how he was told more than what the fuck you were going to do now.
“It doesn’t matter!” You grabbed the gun from the floor as Chanyeol gasped silently.
“Put that away!”
“No! I have to see if you were followed!” You started to look out the window inconspicuously as you clutched the cool metal close to you.
“(Y/N), baby. No one followed me. I came to spend sometime with you...I even brought food.”
“You brought food!?” Damon piqued excitedly, causing you to snap your head back at him and give him a deadly disapproving look. He just shook you off and tisked at you.
“Come on, (Y/N). The food, I mean, Chanyeol came all this way,” Damon chuckled as he looked over at Chanyeol, who was pursing his lips at him. You still weren’t budging. You were almost glued to the window, scanning the road and everything in between for any sign of unwanted guests. Chanyeol’s footsteps were getting closer behind you and when you felt his hand on your arm, the way you began to loosen was involuntary.
“Baby, please,” he begged silently. You closed your eyes and let his sweet dark voice invade your ears. Lowering your weapon, you turned to him and sighed heavily.
“You know coming here was extremely dangerous, incredibly thoughtless and highly risky! What were you thinking!?” thinking about the worst thing that could have happened caused you to start raising your voice a bit, taking Chanyeol back as he took his hand off your arm.
“Look, I’m sorry...I just didn’t want you to start the new year alone,” he hung his head a little low and rubbed his arm as you continued.
“That’s more important than your safety?! More important than mine!?” You screeched as you started waving the gun and your hand around in emphasis. Chanyeol put his hands up and furrowed his eyebrows at you.
“(Y/N), what the fuck? Calm down!” The anger in Chanyeol’s voice started to pick up as he took a step back.
“Yea, watch where you’re waving that thing bitch!” Damon added. You simply ignored them as you continued to scold the tall man.
“Calm down!? Do you understand how stupid this was!?”
“Stupid?! You’re calling me stupid?!”
“If the shoe fucking fits!”
“Hey!” Damon barked, getting closer to the two of you. “(Y/N), you’re being a cunt.”
“Yea well this cunt wants us all to survive so fuck you both. I’ll be upstairs keeping an eye out while you two each your fucking food,” You started to walk off but stopped when you felt a fairly large hand grab at your wrist.
“I’m not done talking to you. Don’t be fucking disrespectful,” Chanyeol said lowly, narrowing his gaze as you turned to him. You simply snatched your wrist from his grasp and matched the same glare he was giving you.
“You shouldn’t talk to me like that when I have a gun in my hand. Don’t let history repeat itself.” With that, you marched upstairs, leaving Chanyeol to seethe in his thoughts and Damon to diffuse this awkward situation.
X-x-x
“Fuck me, these roads have gotten worse and worse!” Maya screeched as she drove down the winding road. As the trees around the car started to close in on them, Jin couldn’t help but smile knowing they were getting closer.
“Yea, they get like that as soon as you get off the exit and closer to the mountains,” he chuckled at Maya’s expense as she struggled.
“Where did you find this place anyway? Yoongi was jealous that we were coming up here so it must be as nice as he described,” she pointed out as the anger slowly started to dissipate. Jin just smiled and pushed his bangs out of his face.
“Yoongi loved this cabin,” he marveled before he started. “It was during our predebut days. We were working so hard and so much time had passed. We were all starting to get defeated even though Hobi had just came back to the dorm after quitting for a while,” Maya stared intently at the road in front of her but was listening intently. “I was thinking of ways on how to bring our spirits up, keep everyone positive. I thought, maybe doing something sporty would bring us closer together. So I saved as much of my allowance as I could so we could take a trip here, snowboard in the mountains and just have a good time.” The road was straightening out again and Maya took advantage of it and looked at Jin warmly.
“Jin, that’s so sweet,” she doted. He just shrugged and smiled.
“We had so much fun that day. My dad even sent me a few extra dollars so we could drive into town and eat at this restaurant that's a few miles down the highway...but when we got there and finished eating, it started to snow so bad. We couldn’t drive far so we looked up cabins in the area that we could rent for the night. All the hotels were far.”
“Ahhh, I see. I’m guessing it was this cabin,” she said as if she was enlightened. Jin just nodded and relaxed in his seat.
“It was small but we were used to packing into rooms together. I’m not going to forget that night. Me and Namjoon stayed up late but when he fell asleep, I started to walk down to the kitchen when I noticed Jungkook and Tae in one of the rooms. Tae had his arm wrapped around Kookie and they looked so...so peaceful. I was envious at the time. Envious that they found love for each other through this. I thought I’d never find love but I knew when I did...I’d want to bring them back here too.”
“That’s...that’s so romantic, Jin,” Maya’s smile faded slightly as she pushed her hair out of her face. “I knew it was a good idea bringing you with me. She might be a little upset because you know how careful she is but I know she trusts me...plus, you guys deserve to be happy. Her especially.”
“That’s interesting,” Jin started. “Considering the way you two fought before…” Maya tisked at him and rolled her eyes.
“That was stupid. I was just upset and...maybe…”
“Jealous?” Jin said as she hesitated. She jumped at his words, as if he struck a chord. “Sorry...I didn’t mean to be rude--”
“But you’re right,” she sighed heavily and started to bite her lip. “Yixing stopped called me...Yoongi isn’t ready for anything serious even though I shouldn’t suspect anything...I just...I came to Korea hoping to find something that wasn’t in Birmingham. To get away from things that held me back from advancing I suppose…”
“I understand,” Jin started before he gave her some oddly familiar advice. “But you can’t run. You have to face those things and knock them down or else they’ll always keep your from advancing. And as far as finding love,” he crossed his arms and cocked his head to the side. “Love has a funny way off...coming to you. In strange forms sometimes.” He heard Maya snigger as he got lost in his own words.
“Finally we’re here!” She said excitedly as she started to pull up. But the excitement didn’t last when she noticed a familiar car parked next to Damon’s. “Fuck that’s--”
“Chanyeol’s car,” Jin muttered disappointingly, scratching the back of his head as all the happiness drained from his face.
A/N ;; 2 more chapters will be posted later tonight :)
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Bloodied Gems | Mafia Jin Oneshot Request |
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Summary: it was your birthday and Seokjin arrives at your workplace for a surprise visit.
Pairing: Mafia boss! Jin x Flight Attendant! Reader
Warnings: Swearing, violence, mentions of of blood, shootings, murder and death.
Words: 3K
Tag: @blancabennett | Thank you for the request, Hope you like it ! |
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Being a flight attendant was a taxing job, the long hours, sometimes rude passengers being stuck on those planes with you for long stretches of time, no to mention the uncomfortable scratchy staff uniform you had to wear. But even with its cons, you loved it, you got to meet so many people, travel to so many exciting and rich locations.
Of course part of you was thankful to your job as you would’ve never laid on him without it.
KIm Seokjin, one of the most influential names in all Korea as well as dangerous.
Kim Seokjin wasn’t just another man, oh no, he was a criminal or more commonly known as Seoul’s most handsome mafioso.
The name was gifted to him by the media, buying into the mans outwardly appearance which he didn’t seem to mind from all the articles you had seen about him online.
And you certainly didn’t blame them once you set your own eyes upon the man, he was beautiful, somehow even more beautiful in person than his captured visage in the media and you already thought he was attractive then.
You remember feeling so embarrassed you hadn’t even noticed someone as renowned as Seokjin would be parading around your workplace, wishing you could’ve in the moment prepared to be face to face with a gang member.
He was surprisingly kind, funny even as he talked with you. Not the exact persona you expected of one of the mafia but you couldn’t deny his presence intrigued you.
The same could be said for him as well.
You were captivating, even in your work uniform, Seokjin couldn’t take his eyes off you.
In all his years he had never met anyone quite like you, you were so bright, smart and so stunning.
You were the bright light to his life of shadow.
The run ins continued as time went on, Seokjin always had a way of finding you throughout town whenever he could, not that you minded.
Run ins turned to exchanging numbers, then that turned into arranging dates and eventually those dates into a relationship.
You pulled down the fabric of your uniform skirt as it continued to ride up as you walked through the airport, cursing whoever was behind the creation of them before you heard your name being called.
“Y/N!”, recognizing the voice, you smiled when you came face to face with your coworker and fellow drinking buddy Chanyeol. “There you are!”
Your head cocks to the side, eyebrow raised at your friend. “Morning to you too”, quipping with a slight chuckle as your arms cross over your body. “You seem in a hurry, what’s going on?”
“Boss wants to switch around the crews on the planes and wants you on first class duty again”, Chan informs with a knowing look on his face, not the first time had been requested to serve first class but an annoyminous patron.
“Oh?”, you shyly play with your hands, a blush forming on your face as you know who had specifically requested you.
Chan raising a singular brow at you. “Oh indeed”, he smirks wiggling his brows suggestively to which he received a smack to the ribs from you as well as playful glare.
“Shut up”, you muttered with a quick smile, one Chan returns before capturing your gaze with a serious expression, one that made you frown slightly. “What is it?”
He sighs, “just be careful, I know you care about this guy but he’s, you know..”, you knew what Chan was getting at.
Not many people were aware of your intimate relationship with Seokjin, especially why he would always ask for you to accompany his flights but the company you worked wouldn’t dare to question someone of his stature.
You did however tell Chan of your relationship with the notorious Seokjin and while he was supportive and teased you plenty about it he had the tendency to worry about you considering your boyfriends bloodied reputation.
It was your turn to sigh, “we’ve talked about this.
He nodded shamefully. “I know.”
It goes silent for a few moments before Chan gestures pushes you forward toward Seokjin plane. “Go on, I’m sure he wants to see you as much as you want to to see him. It is your birthday after all”
“And I’m spending it at work”, you laugh, happy to see the tension cease between the two of you. “I’ll see you around”
~
Seokjin grinned ear to ear when he saw you approaching him in the empty loading bay by the plane, wasting no time, he wraps his arms around you with a hearty chuckle. “There’s my beautiful girl!”
He hoists you up in his strong grip, a squeal escaping your lips as you were being lifted into the air, “J-Jin! Put me down!”, you said in between giggles but Jin just twirls you around one more time. “I’m supposed to be working you menace!”
He chuckles before finally releasing you, but not without capturing your lips with his own.
It takes a moment for you to register his plump lips making contact with your own, but once your shock dies down, you melt into his kiss, returning it tenfold.
Jin smiles against your lips before pulling away, leaning his forehead onto yours lovingly. “Happy birthday my love”, he says, gently pecking the skin on your temple.
“Thank you”, you nuzzle your forehead on his, enjoying the warmth of your boyfriends embrace. “Although you didn’t have request me, again.”
He kisses your temple again, his lips lingering a little longer. “Like hell I’d miss my girls birthday.” You roll your eyes as you pull away, his hands dropping to your hips.
A pair of chuckles sounded from behind Jin, you recognising the two culprits immediately with a smirk.
“Good to see you Kook and you too Jiminie”, You we’re well acquainted with Jungkook and Jimin as they were Jins body guards and fellow gangsters that accompanied him wherever he went.
Occasionally they were tasked with watching over you too, or would drive you home at the request of Jin even if you insisted it wasn’t necessary.
The two boys blushed at your nicknames, desperately tearing their gazes away as to not be under your teasing glare.
Jin chuckles at the sight of the younger men in his service. “You never can win against Y/N can you?”, he teases which only made the blush on their cheeks redden. “Go on you two, I’d like a moment with her alone before we fly off.”
The bodyguards nodded, pretending that his boss's girlfriend didn’t just reduce them into blushing messes. “Happy Birthday Y/N”, the two of them chime in together with shit eating grins before skittering off before you could eye roll at the two of them.
Jin sighs, “Those two”, you giggled at his tone, thinking he sounded like a disgruntled father trying to keep his children in check.
“They giving you trouble again?”, you say between giggles, knowing how Jungkook and Jimin love to get up to their antics.
“When don’t they?”, He forgets about his fellow mafia brothers when he sees your beautiful smile, the smile of his girlfriend and the love of his live.
Jin takes this as the time to grab a hold your hand within his own, bringing it up to his lips, kissing the skin atop your hand. “I have something for you.”
“Jin”, you whine, “I told you that you didn’t-“
“Nonsense”, he digs into the pocket to bring out a square velvet box. “Let me spoil you once in a while”, Jin holds out the box for you which you take with a grumble, not exactly surprised Jin went back on his word on birthday gifts.
“You know I’ll never be able to get you anything that’s half the value of whatever you’ve bought me”, you shyly look away as you hold the small and what you assumed, expensive box in your hands, your fingers tracing over the velvet fabric.
“The best gift you can ever give me is yourself my love, I never need more”, his words making your heart beat faster, a blush threading to take over your entire face. “Now open it.”
You nod in defeat, trying to contain yourself from being a flustered mess which you were untimely failing at but knowing Jin, he would just love you more for it.
You couldn’t deny part of you was curious to see what he had bought you, the suspense only growing the more you held the box within your hands.
So you finally open the small box, Jin eagerly watching on from his spot. A grin finds it self on his face when you sees you reaction to his gift now fully revealed.
What sat in the box was a silver chain bracelet, real silver that was accentuated with small diamonds that littered through out each chain link and finally ending with a singular pink gem stone.
“Jin”, you say his name breathlessly, still in awe of the jewelleries beauty. “I don’t know what to say…”, Jin smiled softly, feeling like he was falling more in love you as every second passed.
“So you like it?”, you wanted to laugh at his question, when he knew just from watching you that you did. “It’s beautiful Jin, I- thank you.”
There that smile was again, the thing that made the mafia boss physically weak in the knees and had his heart lurch out his chest. “Would you like me to put it on?”
You grin brightly, nodding as you hand him the box and the bracket separately, tucking the empty box back into his jacket pocket before tentatively linking the chain around your wrist.
Jin smiles lovely when he snaps the clasp of the chain around your wrist, his hand gently messaging the skin around your hand. “Happy birthday”, he repeats before pulling you into another kiss, you were ready for this one, parting your lips so he could explore chasm of your mouth as you wrapped your arms around him.
The kiss turned make out session continued for a few minutes, Jin almost ready to lift you up to take you into the plane and away from the open but his phone suddenly sounding off stopped him.
He groans before reluctantly pulling away from you with an apologetic look to which you shook you head at, telling him that it was okay.
“Jimin this better be-“
Jins words come to a grinding halt, you watched on in worry as you saw Jins normally amused expression drop, his face physically paling as he spoke with Jimin on the phone.
“Jin? What’s the matter?”, you ask with a small voice but he doesn’t speak, only giving you a fearful look before speaking to Jimin again.
“Get Namjoon and the others and keep civilian casualties to a minimum, tell Jungkook to get Y/N out of here”, He orders strictly, his words sending chills down your spine.
“Jin? What’s going on?”, you ask again, not liking the tension filled silence between the two of you, especially when Jin starts pulling out a gun. “Jin what are you-”
He cuts you off, cocking his gun as his eyes survey the area, “Jungkook is going to get you to safety, don’t worry I have everything handled ok?” , his words don’t reassure you, you could see the look in his eyes and he was scared.
Something Jin hardly ever was.
Within minuets Jungkook came rushing over, wielding a similar gun in his hand. “Jimin was able to get most of the people out, but things aren’t looking to good in there.”
“Bastards, I’ll handle this. Take Y/N to my place”, Jungkook nods, gently touching your shoulder to guide you towards him but you pull away.
“Jin what the fuck is happening? Is everyone ok?”, you ask fearing the worst as you saw Jins glum expression but Jungkook kept pulling you towards him, trying to get you away as his boss had ordered.
The mafia boss raised his hand, Jungkook let go of you at the sight of Jins silent order and you came barreling towards him, gripping his arms painfully tight.
“I want you to listen to me”, he says firmly, taking your hands off his arms and holding them in his own hands. “I can’t do what I need to do if you are here, I need to make sure you are safe”, his hand raised up to cup your cheek. “So I need you to do this for me alright?”
His thumb softly caresses your cheek, you leaning into his delicate touch. “But what about you?”
A sad smile paints his lips as he shakes his head, of course you were more concerned with his safety rather than your own. “I’ll be ok once I know your far away from here.”
You were loosing this battle the more you stared into his eyes, you felt your resolve crumble at his gaze. “I-I”, but something catches your eye and you felt time freeze before you.
A wandering red dot traced Jins body, Jungkook shouting out behind you and running forward towards the two of you but he wasn’t fast enough.
It took mere seconds for you to shove Jin aside to the ground as the sound of a resounding gun shot screamed through the air.
Jin looked up in shock, not feeling a single ounce of pain in his body, and to Jungkook, who looked physically fine as he leaped up with his gun in hand, racing after the shooter with a nod of approval from Jin.
“J-Jin?”, your voice trembling, barely being able to to stand as your hand clutched your lower abdomen.
Jins eyes widened as he saw the blood began to seep through your work uniform, his mind replaying the gunshot in his head in a painful loop as he had realised what had happened.
You had protected him.
“Y/N!”, he screamed for you, watching you start to loose balance and seeing the blood start to drop from your stomach down to the ground.
He ran towards you just as you were about to collapse completely, scooping you up into his arms and taking you behind cover as he could still hear gunshots.
You whimpered, the searching pain of the bullet wound in your gut feeling like it was on fire as Jin held you towards him. “Ssh baby, it’s ok, you’re ok”, his words coming out frantically, emotion taking over his whole face as he laid you down, ripping his jacket off and using it to press down on your wound.
Everything felt hazy, your world starting to loose color, your body wanting to stop, to give in but you couldn’t do that, not now. “Keep your eyes open Y/N ok? Do it for me “
“Jin”, you could taste blood in your mouth as your spoke, almost choking on it as built up in your mouth.
You felt it, and you think Jin did too.
Jin shook his head in denial however, “No”, he spat, “don’t you dare Y/N”, he shook his head more, not wanting to believe what he knew was happening, wishing this was just a sick dream. “You’re going to be fine”
You smiled sadly at the visage of him, hating how shaky his voice had became as he was calling out to you.
You raised your blood stained hand, your vision becoming even more blurry as your eyes were filled with tears, reaching up towards Jins cheek.
The thickened substance staining his handsome face but he didn’t seem to care as his hand held your wrist, forcing you to keep your hand there.
“Jin I’m not going to-“, you coughed out blood, wheezing as the simple task of breathing now becoming harder by the second.
“No!”, he yelled, tears glazing over his eyes , pushing down on your wound to stop the bleeding but it wasn’t enough to stop the damage that been done to your body. “Why would you do that Y/N? It’s my job to protect you!”
You couldn’t help but laugh even if it was painful for your body to do so, “Because I love you Jinnie”, a tear now falling down your cheek, “for once I wanted to protect you, just like you do for me.”
Jin let’s out a painful sob, pulling your hand to his forehead, you barely feeling the drops of his tears patter on your skin.
“I love you, so much Y/N, please don’t leave me.”
His tears only seemed to amplify yours, “I don’t want to Jinnie”, you hiccup, nothing but sobs escaping you now. “I really don’t want to.”
You tried to fight it, to stay for him but you lost the fight when your eyes began to close by themselves, your ears starting to tune out all sound around you.
You only vaguely heard Jin scream out for you, begging and pleading for you to stay with him, promising he would never let you down again but you you had lost the strength to move, to hear and to speak.
“I’m so sorry Jin.”
You faded away from him, sad to leave but if you had a choice you would do it all over again if that meant saving Jins life.
There would be no other choice.
~
Jin cried over you body, not even registering Jungkooks presence as he arrived back, staring in shock at your fallen body and his boss sobbing over you.
Jungkook wrapped a comforting arm around Jins shoulders, staying silent but still staying by his side.
Jin sniffled, clutching your body towards him, a sight Jungkook had to resist tearing up from the sight of. “Is he dead?”
Jungkook shook his head, “Beaten but alive, Namjoon knocked him unconscious and has him detained.”, he said in a small voice, fearing Jins reaction to the murderer of his love still being alive.
“Good”, Jungkook not expecting his elder to smirk maliciously as he removed the bracelet he had just gifted you a few minutes prior from your wrist, the once pink gem now stained red with your blood. “He’ll wish Namjoon would’ve killed him once I’m through with him.”
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