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[charulein]

I still can't believe that falling in love with Venat was what finally helped Stubborn accept that Minfilia is... Gone. That no matter what she does, she can't bring her back... Just like how no matter what she does in Elpis, Venat will become Hydaelin, the past must happen for there to be a future,,,

[stubbornyucca]

Tell me what I'm supposed to do With all these Leftover feelings of you 'Cause I don't know And tell me how I'm supposed to feel When all these nightmares become real

(x)

[charulein]

The EW patchquests are so fuuuuun!!! Plus they have dragons!!!!! A queer-looking goth gal!!!!! The power of friendship!!!!!

[charulein]

Ough, as I was getting ready for work an idea crossed my mind and I felt myself taking emotional damage,,,,

The alchemists of Radz-at-Han were able to make two vessels for Vrtra, right? With the specification to receive one of his eyes etc, and the vessel is capable of eating and emulating other tasks that make it feel lifelike for both Vrtra and the people who encounter Varshahn.

Well, Stubborn did manage to somehow finally make peace with Minfilia not coming back thanks to Venat, but what if the thought crossed her mind that had she journeyed earlier to Thavnair and petitioned the help of the alchemists, they could have helped create a vessel for Minfilia's soul...

A scary thought Stubborn would need to dismiss immediately, ere it took hold of her..

[charulein]

I never did Gaius' ultima questline in shb (mostly bc I was fed up with shb), but it's not at all what I expected??? Whole-ass Gundam plot??????

[charulein]

Vrtra truly is the weakest of the First Brood....

[charulein]

Stubborn looks so fucking handsome in this screenshot jfc

[charulein]

I still really, really liked Endwalker, but gods if it wasn't a roller-coaster between utter elation and utter 'i hate this' xd

[charulein]

The ending was so beautiful until z showed up

[charulein]

I went from Endrunner to Endwalker bc the Trip to Elpis changed my entire perspective on this godsdamned expac

[charulein]

Ough, I need to do a write up of how meeting Venat changed Stubborn,,,,,

[charulein]

Stubborn is so funny,,,,, the moment she finally falls in love again it's doomed from the start,,,,,,,,, yes this is about Venat, no she won't take criticism, yes I tried asking her

[charulein]

Huehue, I preordered Dawntrail!!!!

[charulein]

Moons haunted!

[charulein]

Guess who finally made a refsheet for her beloved wol,,,,,

[charulein]

I think when I resub (once work abates, so probs next week?) I'm going to continue the whole writing as I go bc it's so much fun??? I'm not really enjoying shb, but writing down how Stubborn is experiencing it helps a lot plus,,, yay writing!!