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rubys-domain · 1 year
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guess who finally got their own crit on there and beat the random trial ayaka that stole the achievement for months
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tomatopers · 16 days
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biggest peeves with genshin x reader fics
I'm going to preface this by saying you can write whoever you want however you want and no one is gonna stop you; heck, it likely won't even affect your likes and stuff. These are my personal peeves stemming from character portrayal <3 Characters A-D
Albedo ;; He isn't very heavily emotive; He is shown to approach almost everything from a logical/analytic standpoint!! My guy expressed concern with the most nonchalant voice, so he clearly does care, just not in an expressive/passionate way
Alhaitham ;; Similar to Albedo, but slightly more expressive! He clearly has things/people that he values, and his own ways of showing care differ from societal norms, which is why he comes across as cold and indifferent!! Even the vulnerability that comes slowly with trust isn't immediately obvious, but this is definitely something that's interesting to explore in works⎯ Would he change the way he feels comfortable expressing himself into something else for you? Would you want him to?
Aloy ;; fuck what genshin did to my girl im skipping aloy
Amber ;; One of her main personality traits is the lack of deliberation!! Even with people she really cares about and loves!! Overthinking? We don't know them
Itto ;; Let bro be silly. Let bro make mistakes. Let bro have no idea what he's doing, but know he's giving it his all no matter what⎯ This is the Arataki Way.
Arlecchino ;; Gonna be honest I know jack shit about her but everything I read sounds hot <3 I do think she isn't the type to get frazzled/embarrassed but boy oh boy you can try
Baizhu ;; bffr he would NOT let you neglect your health like... Look at the man 🤨 I don't think he's the yelling type either?? Like he'll stand up for you obviously, but wouldn't start a fight imo; He got them dangerous snake eyes and scary words fr
Barbara ;; idk i don't read minor x reader things + i don't think i've ever seen a barbara x reader ever 💀 I do think she'd be patient and caring to the point where doing anything bad would make you feel guilty asf :/ not even in a romantic way, just like⎯anything. The kind persona isn't actually an act, she's in a role where she cannot be seen as anything else but it isn't hard to be kind as she would act that way, idol or not. More of a character thought, not a fic peeve </3
Beidou ;; She would start fights for you and she'd win, we all know this. I do think that many fics don't explore her emotions to a deeper extent, like motives and such? I think there's a lot of flexibility in that, and many avenues to explore! Not a peeve either, just a thought.
Bennett ;; Minor again(?), I don't read Bennett fics aha 😭 Grasping at straws here, with such a brave face shown to everyone, taking it off to share the sadder stuff sounds hard
Candace ;; Dunno much either 💀 Nor do I see any fics about her...
Charlotte ;; Would she love and cherish you? Yes. Would she leave her job for you? No. Would she feel bad about always being busy chasing headlines? Yes! Would she only really do well with a partner who supports her career and aspirations? Yes!
Chevreuse ;; Sorry guys I don't even know her 😭
Chiori ;; Would also start fights for you, would also win; Clearly takes no shit, I imagine certain compromises would take a while to reach? Canonically fairly headstrong, I doubt she'd be a pushover with an s/o
Chongyun ;; Minor 🧍
Clorinde ;; Her showing vulnerability with you definitely means a LOT. Beyond her career and the things she does for it, I just know there's so much going on in her head :( Let my girl share, give her a safe space, be patient to eventually emotionally connect
Collei ;; Minor 🤨
Cyno ;; He does not seem like the dominant/aggressive/pushy type :( I bet there's complicated feelings between the way he acts as a General and the way he acts with a lover⎯undeniably would never want you to be scared of him. Teasing type, likely nothing worse.
Dehya ;; I haven't seen her done dirty, so I'm pretty content
Diluc ;; High-functioning man, having dealt with varying stressors over so many years I doubt anything could interrupt his work flow⎯having said that, yes that means issues with a relationship making him struggle to work would mean more; Yes, i still believe that's highly unlikely
Diona ;; No.
Dori ;; No. Also, I hate her.
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linkemon · 1 year
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Youtuber AU headcanons 2
Friendly reminder that English is not my first language. You can check my Masterlists both in English and Polish here.
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Chongyun
✧ This boy plays all (absolutely all) paranormal games. He is also no stranger to horror as the two genres often go hand in hand. For this reason he got a lot of viewers, as he sticks to the trends.
✧ He started recording thanks to you and his friend Xingqiu. He believes that this is how he can easier meet someone who spoke to ghosts before which has been his dream for a long time. He had a few reports so far but though he had thoroughly investigated them, they turned out to be false. His dream is to see at least one ghost in his life.
✧ Chongyun likes conspiracy theories. He has a couple of videos commenting on them. He believes in a lot of strange things.
✧ Fans loved him mainly for his personality. He is very open towards them and does not criticize. For this reason there were some haters very early in his career saying that he was actually faking kidness because no one can be so nice all the time. Chongyun said he didn't mind but you decided to intervene because it shouldn't be like that.
✧ One of his special signs is ice cream. He overheats very quickly and always keeps spare tube in the freezer. He ate them in front of viewers to such an extent that a brand of frozen sweets offered him cooperation. He agreed and now you can see his entire line in stores. In return, he got a huge supply, so he's happy.
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Yun Jin
✧ She started her career working in the opera. Thanks to this and education devoted to singing, she dedicated herself to this field for the rest of her life.
✧ Once she started working regularly, she realized how little people know about the behind-the-scenes work in a place like this. So she started with a few videos with trivia about the opera. She was very keen on spreading culture and older traditions in a modern version. Then she moved on to covers of all sorts of songs and it stayed that way for a long time. Her timbre of voice is perfect for calmer titles but she has been persuaded several times to collaborate with Xinyan and her rock tracks.
✧ Viewers are surprised by her relationship with her father. They find it cute how he passed on his passion to her. She recorded a video with him and her mother, where they talked about her beginnings in her career and also the dance abilities, which was rarely shared.
✧ Yun Jin does not stream. Her involvement with viewers is manifested in responding to comments. She does it in her free time, which she doesn't have that much. However, many times it happened that fans of her online work came to the performances. It was often their first time at the opera, which she confided to you that she enjoyed the most.
✧ She's getting ready to put on a big opera now. For the first time as a person coordinating the whole thing. You help her gain inspiration. She can be very tired but every day she asks you to tell her exactly all the interesting things that have happened to you. She's hoping she'll get the epiphany. Her dream is to create the greatest play the country has ever seen.
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Yanfei
✧ Lady lawyer whose channel is very small. Mainly because Yanfei rarely plays and quite niche titles at that. For this reason, she does not invest in equipment and has problems with it. Yanfe is a streamer because she values real-time interactions with viewers.
✧ A little more publicity brought her series called Ace Attorney. The adventures of the main character, who performs the same profession as her, meant that she could perfectly relate to the events on the screen. She explained in an accessible way what are the differences between the game and how the law works in reality.
✧ When someone leaves donations for a new piece of equipment, she sets it so they can choose a certain law and she recites it from memory. She has never been wrong. You wanted to buy Yanfei a better camera for her birthday but she said no. She wants to buy things for her hobby on her own.
✧ Yanfei considers it unethical to handle the affairs of her viewers. If someone introduces himself like this to her law firm, she will transfer the case to someone else. However, if these are general questions that appear on streams, she will answer them right away and quite extensively.
✧ Her Grandma - Ping sometimes comes into view. She usually brings tea or cookies. She waves to viewers but has not agreed to appear in public outside of these occasional meetings. You also stay away from your darling's youtuber work.
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tomiyeee · 1 year
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Genshin Character Design Notes
wanted to write down some stuff i’ve noticed while studying genshin character designs for my rottmnt au in case anyone could find them useful for their own crossovers/ocs.
these are not hard and fast rules as much as they are simple observations and patterns i’ve seen across characters. i am by no means telling people how to design their characters!! these are just things that i personally try to keep in mind while designing and wanted to share for those who are interested.
sorry it’s long, i’m obnoxiously meticulous and wordy 😔
5-star characters will almost always be using their burst in their wish art and the effects will usually take up half or more of the space. many will either have an almost solid background and/or ground to stand on. an exception to both of these would be klee which could be due to her being made very early in development.
4-star characters can be using either their skill or their burst and their effects will usually be pretty minimal with much more empty space around the character. effects are also much more generic save for some talent-specific visuals like sucrose’s butterfly or xingqiu’s swords. even the 4-stars with more complex art look basic next to 5-stars with similar effects (ex: chongyun/eula, xinyan/dehya, candace/tartaglia).
all of the archons so far have had their nation’s scenery incorporated into their wish art. nahida is possibly an exception as it looks like it’s just her burst, even though the burst itself seems to be based off of sumeru’s architecture, but this could also be due to her being isolated compared to the other three.
i feel like this one’s a given but long loose/draping fabrics and dangling ornaments are basically a requirement. this game has gorgeous cloth physics and they very much like to use that to their advantage in their designs.
also the characters’ movements and combat style often play a part in how they are dressed, especially in regards to the cloth physics. characters with quicker and more active movements, like sword users or those with more energetic personalities, have smaller capes, wear pants/shorter skirts, and overall have fewer loose fabrics to obscure those fast movements; their clothing/silhouette tends to hug closer to the body. meanwhile characters that have less movement and/or are more elegant, like catalysts, will have longer skirts or other long clothing items that accentuate those types of movements better. there are no strict rules for this one, but in general the clothing should complement how the character moves, not work against it.
most characters will have a very unique hair style/coloration (yelan, dehya, xiao) or they will have hats/hair ornaments (shogun, shenhe, childe) and many will have both. either way, their hair and head is an important point to add visual interest.
this one’s kind of specific, it’s just a fun thing i noticed: there are very few characters, if any, without a high collar, choker, or otherwise covered neck. i guess they don’t really like leaving the neck exposed lol.
basically this entire video has a ton of very good observations, but the main thing i keep in mind from it is that characters will “always have an appealing view from behind” since that’s how they are primarily viewed by the player during gameplay. characters in most other series will have a backside of their design that basically gets the job done and not much else. but genshin takes care to have a back view that is just as unique as the front. skirts and capes will have their own unique silhouette and flow. clothing cut, fabric patterns, and accessories will create shapes that are just as eye-catching as those in the front. they are basically almost their own unique character design, completely independent of what’s going on in the front.
the legs tend to act as a sort of “break” for the eyes, especially when viewed from the front. not counting skirts, the legs will usually have less patterning and/or darker, more subdued coloration compared to the torso. many characters will have bare legs or plain colored stockings or pants with large amounts of blank space/simple patterning.
some will have brighter colors or noticeable patterns compared to other characters, but it is almost never the main point of interest in the overall design. ex: yelan, shenhe, and albedo all have very ornate leggings/pants, but at first glance it’s generally drowned out by the brighter colors + higher contrast shapes on their torso.
some characters like razor, noelle, and heizou are exceptions to the pants rule. in these cases, the legs serve to simply balance out the design. razor and heizou’s brighter colors add interest to an otherwise simple and almost monochromatic design and noelle’s armored legs make her feel sturdy and more ornate, fitting for a knight. they are detailed enough to enhance the design, but not enough to take away focus from the upper body.
since the characters spend a lot of time running, climbing, etc, their legs are never completely covered/obscured. skirts, if not split, are knee-length at most. otherwise their animations would probably be a clipping nightmare.
pattern placement is very intentional on every part of the character. fabric patterns will generally follow the cut of the fabric so as not to interrupt the “flow” of the design. repeatable/tileable patterns are almost non-existent, except to add texture to a small area like the scales on zhongli’s coat, dark patterns on sara’s skirt, and glittery star-like textures on parts of several characters’ outfits.
(this one is very iffy and better left to your own judgement, but..) asymmetry is common, but not necessary. in fact, most characters’ silhouettes are pretty symmetrical; the asymmetry is more often in the smaller details like patterns or ornaments/accessories than anything else. more noticeable asymmetry is usually in angled/layered skirts (ningguang, faruzan, barbara) and one-sided capes/sashes (kaeya, alhaitham, wanderer), while the cut of the “base” outfit is otherwise symmetrical. the asymmetry in these designs is noticeable because it is used well, not just often. exceptions to this (namely yoimiya and tighnari) are usually going for a specific look that fits the character’s personal and cultural background and their personality.
aaaand that’s about all i can think of at the moment. i’m sure a lot more research and thought goes into these designs than what is listed here, but i am just one non-professional artist and i am far from knowing all the ins and outs of mihoyo’s design process 😔 these are just a few of the (purely surface-level) visual observations i’ve made while making my turtle au lol.
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kanonavi · 10 months
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hello new mutual navi <3 what are your thoughts on tgcf <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Hiiii new mutual Star <3 It's nice to hear from you, even though Hua is a menace and is terrorizing us <3 <3 I'll have you know I was at orchestra rehearsal and was unable to defend myself from their vicious attack, this was all very rude of them lol
But yeah tgcf omg.... I have so many thoughts about it tbh. For reference, I'm currently 6 volumes in (7 is in my possession, just waiting on my roommate to finish it first. If I read past him he'll get sad) and have watched all of the donghua so far and it's like. There are few things that I have felt more like the Target Audience for. My roommate clocked me for this, so this entire thing is his fault and now I've read 6 entire not-insubstantial novels in half a year.
To get the obvious part out of the way, I adore hualian, and out of all of my ships I think they're the closest I've ever gotten to loving both characters in it equally. Like in xiaoven I have a bias for Venti and in xingyun I have a bias for Chongyun, but with hualian I really and truly struggle to pick a favorite. If I had to choose, Xie Lian would probably win out just barely over Hua Cheng, but probably only because we're in his head for the books and thus get to experience his silly thoughts and awful trauma firsthand. However, they are rightfully a set, do not separate in my mind.
I do have a favorite character outside of the main pairing though and that character is Shi Qingxuan and I love her so so so so much it's not even funny. My roommate didn't predict this even though Qingxuan and Venti are so incredibly same guy, it's like. Of course I, renowned Venti enjoyer amongst my compatriots, was going to love the character who's the master of the wind, is a bit silly goofy, enjoys their drink, and also has a cool Gender going on. I have, however, been cursed (blessed) by my roommate's takes about her that don't seem very fandom mainstream, so I am just going to be content rotating her in my brain endlessly. She is in the microwave. Also, it's been an absolute treat watching her in s2 of the donghua, she is everything to me.
The last thing I'll add for my bare minimum thoughts about this series is that I do actually like it for very similar reasons that I like Genshin Impact. In Genshin, I've always been very fond of the immortal characters because I love the way that the writers at mhy explore the humanity of inhuman characters. The Gods and Dragons and Adepti and God-made Puppets and otherwise in Genshin aren't human, but the struggles that they face are incredibly human, whether living like and alongside humanity is one of their goals or not.
Tgcf, with its humans (exceptional humans, but still humans) that ascend to godhood, is much the same to me. Most of the Upper Court officials are completely detached from humanity much of the time, but their struggles and their vices are completely and totally human. Xie Lian is the most interesting of them all to me, since he's used his godhood to live the human life that he was never allowed when he was actually human, and I could go on an entire rant about that but I'll spare you the details. Every character in the series is so interesting in the way that their human problems have been left to grow and fester over the course of the centuries, and it's both awful and enthralling to watch.
oops that was so long my head is very full of thoughts. Thank you for the ask, even though it was kind of an arranged playdate lol I appreciate the chance to ramble <3
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midnights-wish · 4 months
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who is your favourite genshin character and why? 🖤🌹
oooh, it's sucrose! ♡
there's three reasons, which together they basically boil down to 'good, unique, & fun to use skills, cute design, identify with the personality given to her in some way', but i'm gonna be 'a little' more specific because i like the question & i don't get to talk enough about her:
her design; although i have to admit that i kinda had to overcome the fact that her ponytail reminds me of a horse's tail. so while i thought her design overall was the best out of those released at the time (i started playing when eula had her first banner), i was also kind of distracted by the fact that she kind of reminded me of a horse at first. ^^'
i identified with her a lot when i first started the game. for one, i too have always been curious about anything around me, but most importantly, i was very, very shy back then as well. nowadays she reminds me a lot of my younger self & a little of how i behave in my 'weak' moments.
last thing, & most importantly for me because otherwise i wouldn't have mained her, are her skills: i tried them out in a domain, loved it because they fit her character so well (while, most others at the time, i felt didn't really, tbh) & also because they're incredibly practical. also, & i'm gonna go on a bit of an unrelated tangent now, i feel they're very underrated, & that out of all the older characters in the game, they're still the most original; back then they all kinda copied each other - f.e. kaeya & xiangling, xiangling & amber, chongyun & rosaria, klee & xingqiu in some aspect, as well. while sucrose's still are unique for the most part; i've heard kazuha being compared to her. & i guess i'm gonna agree that he is probably a stronger character, although her crowd-control is much better imo, but that's besides the point. what i was gonna say is that, even though she gets compared to him, their skills aren't too similar; their elemental skills may be a little similar, but the execution is still different enough that their only link is the crowd-control (which again, i think she does better - rest obviously comes down to play-styles). so, summarized, her skills are still pretty unique, very useful, keep most enemies in one place, make decent to pretty good damage (mine at least, i'm sure she could do even better if i got her better artifacts), & above all, they're a lot of fun.
anyways, shortly after i tried her in the domain i got her, & i've been maining her ever since. only thing i hope for is that they'll change her hairstyle a little when she gets her new skin. >.<
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kiriiqt · 2 years
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Hello, Aether! :D
I read your Tighnari x reader fanfiction where the reader couldn't sleep. It was really cute and I'm going to read it when I have trouble sleeping during sad days! (Why didn't I see it sooner when I had this problem three days ago? :'))
But I usually can't sleep because I'm too fixated on something (playing a video game, drawing, writing, doing homework, just anything) and I have trouble wrapping things up. Hence my sleep schedule is wonky, I purposefully wake up much earlier than I should to not let people down when we have plans together.
Can you make a father figure! Zhongli x reader where he tries to softly tuck the reader into bed, but the reader still fidgets inside the sheets because too many stories are in her/his head? Zhongli reads/tells a bed time story to the reader with his soothing voice and that's when the reader falls into slumber?
You can make this story gender neutural!
from the listener, to the storyteller
- in the vast expanse of your mind, sleep doesn't seem to find you easily.
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characters: zhongli & reader (platonic) a/n: i’m so happy you found the fic comforting, the general feedback i’ve gotten on it made my day lol. i’m also in the same boat with getting fixated on things (genshin until 4 am gang wya…), along with generally just struggling to fall asleep so i get it :) i hope you manage to get enough sleep at least every once in a while though, its super important for your health. I really hope I got the father figure dynamic right on this one, since it’s not something I usually write. hope you enjoy it, and I'd love feedback if you have any. warnings: accidental neglect of health, zhongli is a father figure, use of dear and love as a nickname.
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Silence didn’t find you easily.
A vast expanse of imagination was what made up your mind; a universe, much greater than that of Teyvat itself, Zhongli was sure. Similarly, you had a foot in all camps when it came to day-to-day life. Whether it was running errands for people in Liyue Harbor, training with Chongyun, attending Xinyan’s concerts and accompanying her while she practiced, or engaging in your own hobbies…the break of dawn marked the start of your day, and you didn’t mind that.
It made Zhongli happy, really, but one thing always weighed on his mind.
Sleep didn’t find you easily.
It became apparent in your appearance; the dullness of your eyes, with dark circles often accompanying it. Your smile never lit up your face the way it usually would. It became apparent in your behavior; how you’d occasionally get up to stretch or do jumping jacks to stave off the exhaustion, and how you’d steal Chongyun’s vision to press the cold crystal against your face, hoping that the brief shock would keep you alert. At first Zhongli let you do your own thing - but as he noticed that the late nights were more common than not and how the faint glow of your lamp would spill out from under your door almost each and every night, his worry grew.
You had been busy taking notes on a talisman that Chongyun had given you, when a soft knock on your door snapped you out of your focus. You blinked, your eyes heavy, and straightened up in your chair as a yawn forced its way through.
“Doors open!” Zhongli quickly made his way in, inspecting your room; books and papers were spread out on your desk, the talisman in question hanging from a makeshift jewelry stand. Your lamp cast a faint glow across the entire room, and he noticed that your bed was still fully made from that morning.
“You should get some rest; it's quite late.”
You shot a glance to the clock next to you, and your eyes widened slightly. Surely it wasn’t half past one already? Last you had checked it was only eleven. Though, this happened quite often.
“Right…I’ll just wrap this up. Chongyun lended me this talisman because he thought it might help with inspiration for my next story, so I just want to take a few more notes so I don't forget… It would be quite useful to advance the plot since the main character…” You trailed off as Zhongli made his way over and inspected your work; scattered papers detailing timelines, a study of the talisman, odd thoughts that would become relevant later… and it didn’t even make up half of all the things at the forefront of your mind.
Inspecting your face, he bit back a sigh at how exhausted you seemed.
“You agreed to train with Chongyun in the morning, did you not? You need to get adequate rest before then.” The comment made a sheepish smile cross your face, and Zhongli could tell that you hadn’t exactly factored that into your schedule. He sent you a pointed glare, his voice taking on a more stern tone before he left the room;
“I’ll be back in ten minutes or so - finish your notes and get changed, alright?”
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When he returned with a cup of tea in hand, it was as if you hadn’t moved; the pen was still frantically moving across the pages, drawing lines to connect your scattered thoughts. You did change into sleepwear though.
A hand on yours halted your movements, and Zhongli gently nudged the pen out of your grip, before his hand settled on your shoulder to rub gentle circles.
“Fine…” You sighed, albeit a bit dramatic, and made your way to your bed as he followed, pulling a chair with him. The covers were pulled aside, and an extra pillow was added behind your head as he tucked you in. You took slow sips of the tea as he sat down.
“Tomorrow before work, I’ll let Chongyun know that you can’t make it-” you opened your mouth to object, but Zhongli gave you a sharp look. “- He’ll understand, don’t worry. I believe he would rather have you get enough rest for once, even if it means missing training.”
Knowing he was right, you didn’t protest this time; It wasn’t uncommon for Chongyun to (gently) scold you for not getting enough rest, and he’d undoubtedly do the same whenever you apologized for missing out on training.
“You’ll have plenty of time to write tomorrow. I’m sure Hu tao wouldn’t mind you dropping by to take a look in her library either…” It was as if a flicker went off in your eyes; the promise of new inspiration brought more ideas with it, onto the ever-expanding drawing board that was your brain.
“...But first, sleep.”
Darn. Forgot it was the middle of the night.
Chuckling, Zhongli settled for looking out the window, at the Harbor that had gone to sleep hours ago; the streets were empty, save for the patrolling Millelith, and the occasional odd shadow in the alleyways.
“I’m not tired, though.”
Another stern look was cast your way, though a playful glint accompanied it.
“Well, from now on, consider it a house rule then; you sleep before twelve. And…” he briefly glanced at your alarm clock, eyes widening for comedic effect, before focusing on you again with a smug grin threatening to break out on his face.
“...it seems that you have surpassed that time by nearly two hours.”
The only response he got was a roll of your eyes, and he let out somewhat of a laugh before continuing.
“The youth these days...such bright futures ahead, yet so incredibly spoiled and disrespectful-” You interrupted him with a wheeze, and he shook his head in feigned disappointment.
“Come on, now you really sound like an angry grandpa. Did Hu Tao put you up to this? Granny would be disappointed.”
“Assuming you are referring to Madame Ping, I can tell you that she would have sent you to bed long ago”
“Ugh”
You plopped back down in defeat, ignoring Zhongli’s laugh, and tried to get comfortable instead. A part of you hoped that the extra pillows would just swallow you up, take you to dreamland, and then back again in time to accompany Chongyun; but a million different thoughts filled your head, and focusing on your plans for the next day was doing you no favors. Zhongli could tell; you were resisting the urge to toss and turn, and your muscles seemed way too stiff as you fidgeted.
“You really cannot sleep, can you?”
You shook your head, avoiding his gaze as he leaned over in his chair, sighing a bit; 
“Is there a specific reason you cannot sleep? Is anything - or anyone - bothering you?” The concern laced in his voice caught your attention, and you glanced back up at him, eyes widening slightly.
“No, not at all, I just…” you trailed off, and he seemed unconvinced, but waited for you to continue.
“I just lose track of time - it’s like my brain just refuses to get tired, or something, and I have so many ideas and things I want to do…” Zhongli let out a hum and nodded as some of the concern dissipated, and gestured for you to lay back down. He seemed lost in thought for a while.
“Hm, how about I tell you a story then?”
“...Sure”
Lost in thought again, he looked away briefly, and his hand moved to gently rub your shoulder.
“Alright, close your eyes and try to breathe deeply.”
You did as asked; suddenly hyper aware of just how tired you were. It still seemed as if your mind failed to recognise it, but your body was overtaken by exhaustion.
Zhongli began to tell one of his many stories - this one lighter than most. It was about a time long past, when he would regularly spend time in Juyeun Karst with his fellow Adepti. Meanwhile, he continued to rub your shoulder, before moving to your hair, combing his hands through it gently. Occasionally, you’d ask questions; your voice getting more and more meek as time went on. Zhongli wasn’t sure how long he sat there, but he didn’t mind; it was worrisome that you couldn’t sleep, so of course he wished that he wouldn’t have to, but he didn’t mind at all. To his pleasant surprise, it seemed to work; you finally relaxed, and your words became more and more slurred with sleep.
“What about Xiao? Cloud Retainer always tells me funny stories about Ganyu, so what about Xiao?”
Zhongli chuckled; he was sure the Yaksha would curse you to the depths of the Chasm and back if he heard you ask such a question - though, he also knew that Xiao was quite fond of you so maybe, just maybe, he’d even tell you stories himself…
“I do have some, but they will have to wait…if i’m not mistaken, you’re getting quite tired.”
Your reply was muffled, but you didn’t seem to protest. Zhongli continued to comb through your hair, waiting for you to fall asleep.
“Just rest, I’ll wake you up tomorrow. Don’t worry about anything, dear.”
He began to hum absentmindedly, one of the many lullabies he had learned during his many years of life, and a few minutes later, you were finally asleep. He quietly got up, planting a small kiss on your forehead, and as he was leaving he turned off your alarm clock, and the small lamp on your desk.
“Sleep well, love.”
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You’ve now gotten me hooked on the possibility of the reader knowing the wildest shit about Ganyu and Xiao (and even Shenhe) because of Cloud Retainer and Zhongli...and all three of them being too soft for the reader to do anything about it, so they just scream internally instead lol.
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chongyun has basically become obsolete with all the dendro bonuses, especially in spiral abyss, and xingqiu is still useful as ever. I always wonder if chongyun gets upset at aether always using xingqiu for everything. :( at least I main him on my claymore only acc so he gets the love he deserves 
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i-just-like-goats · 2 years
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Chongyun x Reader no pronouns specified
Summary: Request - I just was fantasising that Chongyun and Y/N would share a popsicle and I just found it so cute! Please include that if you do make it btw
Warnings: none that I can think of
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Chongyun was someone you just could not read. Unlike most people, his facial expressions had very little variation, at least around you. It made you wonder if he liked you or not.
He was someone you’d consider a friend. Chongyun’s company was one you enjoyed a lot. But could he say the same about you?
"It's winter, yet you're still eating that popsicle?"
"You know why I am,"
"But doesn't the taste get repetitive? You don't get tired of it?"
"I guess not,"
Xinqiu groaned from Chongyun's left. The latter turned his head to stare at his friend intently. You giggled as Xinqiu dragged Chongyun away while he kept on eating his popsicle.
Several minutes passed as you sat on the grass waiting for the two to come back. Chongyun came into your line of sight first, looking a little sheepish as he approached you with Xinqiu trailing behind, a smug look on his face.
"Hey Y/N,"
"Hey,"
"I-" 
Chongyun tore his gaze away from you to glare at the ground. He took a few breaths and when he spoke again, you thought you saw a hint of red on his cheeks.
"I finished my popsicle,"
"Oh, that's good. I'm glad it didn't melt,"
"Archons," Xinqiu muttered, "What he's trying to say is that he wants to get another one,"
"Oh, alright. Why didn't you say so? Let's go!"
You started walking with Chongyun to Liyue Harbour but stopped.
"Xinqiu you aren't coming?"
"Ah, not this time. You know how it is with my family,"
"I see. Well, I'll see you next time then!"
"Yes, see you,"
Chongyun started walking again. You waved and jogged to catch up to Chongyun.
"Would you like to try some?"
Chongyun had finished purchasing his popsicle and you were currently sitting on the beach with him.
"Yes please,"
With the same facial expression as always, he held the popsicle towards you. You took a small bite from the top. It was cold and sweet. You could understand now why he kept eating it. The popsicle lacked a taste to grow tired of.
Unbeknownst to you, Chongyun forced himself to avert his eyes from your adorable thinking face.
"Cute," He muttered under his breath.
Chongyun held a cold hand on his cheeks to regulate his temperature.
"It's cold,"
"It's why I eat it,"
You smiled softly as Chongyun draped his white jacket over your shoulders.
"Thanks,"
"You should be,"
"Hm?"
"I wouldn't do this for just anyone. It's cold,"
"I'm honoured,"
"Xinqiu keeps calling you smart, but you are so dense,"
"Sorry?"
"I like you Y/N. A lot. And I've liked you for a while now,"
He hastily took a large bite of his popsicle, but started coughing violently.
"Perhaps it's a good thing I gave my jacket to you even if I'm cold,"
He handed the popsicle to you as he continued coughing. You laughed lightly. How adorable. This was your first time seeing him so flustered.
"It's not funny." He pouted.
"No," You took another nibble, "But you're adorable,"
"I should be saying that to you,"
"Well then, you'll get the chance on our date next week,"
"Wait really?"
"Yep. Let's go lover boy, I've almost finished your popsicle,"
"A hilichurl,"
You snapped your head to where Chongyun was looking to find nothing there. When you turned to face Chongyun, he was moving away from your hand. He had a mischievous smile on his lips.
"The popsicle!"
"I'll buy you another one,"
"You better, 
Chongyun placed a quick kiss on your temple as an apology. Without any change in countenance, he grabbed your hand and led you back to Liyue Harbour, leaving you blushing profusely.
You still found him difficult to read, but that's what attracted you to him.
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rubys-domain · 1 year
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sooooooooo, now that the stream spilled the deets, let's talk 4.0 banners shall we?
1st half: Lyney, Yelan; Lynette
2nd half: Childe, Zhongli; Freminet
pulling plans below cuz this is gonna be a long one
so, on my main account. i don't know if i want to pull zhongli this rerun tbh. i already have layla and she's serving me pretty well already. maybe after i get the other 5 stars i really want. yelan though......
see. on my main account, i already have xingqiu. and i probably won't need a team where i'll be using both of them anytime soon. originally i wanted her because i thought i would need xingqiu in both teams in the abyss. but 1) i still can't be bothered to do the abyss, and probably won't be for a good long while, and 2) i'm not even gonna need him for my chongyun team in the abyss since i'd be going the melt route. my cyno team would benefit from having her instead of xingqiu, sure. i just broke my back pulling for kokomi though, and i don't fancy doing that again in literally the next round of banners. therefore, yelan will have to wait until her next rerun.
so, new characters. i am kinda curious about lyney. but i know nothing about him except that he's a pyro bow user. so i'm gonna do it like this: if i want cons of the other 4 stars on the banner, i'll casually pull (i.e. not being on a mad dash to grind primos like i'd been for the past week or so). if i don't, my primo wallet can finally take a breather.
for the second half, despite me giving freminet the massive side-eye back when he was leaked, i'm a sucker for cryo in general so i might be tempted to get a copy of him. if i do then i'll pull on the zhongli side. if i get a zhongli along the way, that's cool too. but honestly i'd rather i lose the 50/50 (and get tighnari, fingers crossed), which would make me a little more ready if venti or anyone else of personal interest gets a rerun soon after
okay, time to talk about the alt.
this is a bit of a tough one tbh. since yelan is getting a rerun before xingqiu comes back to the starglitter shop, i am incentivized to pull for her since i don't have xingqiu there yet and it doesn't feel good in the slightest. but i still haven't gotten kokomi there yet, and she would also be a godsend to have. so i need to figure out whether or not i should keep pulling for kokomi or wait until yelan's banner.
and i'm probably gonna skip zhongli's banner there honestly. even though i still haven't gotten her shield strength up to snuff, the bottleland event did give me a free layla. and even though he would be a massive upgrade in the shield department, i'm gonna be exhausted as all hell after grinding primos for kokomi/yelan.
actually... how about this. a few days before the current banner ends, hoyo releases a notice for the next half's banners. so what i'm gonna do is this: i'm gonna hold off on pulling in the alt until then. if xingqiu turns out to be one of the 4 stars featured with yelan and lyney, then i'm gonna keep waiting until 4.0 to pull. (still gonna keep my starglitter tho in case i get super unlucky and don't get either of them). if he's not one of the featured 4 stars, i'm dumping all my primos into kokomi's banner. and then it's all up to luck — if i win the 50/50 i get kokomi, and if i lose the 50/50 i get yelan. or at least a higher chance of getting yelan depending on how many primos i can grind. i'll still pull even if i get kokomi though. at least until i get a rosaria or the banner ends. i won't pull on yelan's banner until the 2nd half banner notices drop. then, if there's still no sign of xingqiu and there aren't any 4 stars i want in the next banner besides freminet, i'll dump all my remaining primos into yelan's banner. if i get her, yay. i just really need to grind up starglitter to get xingqiu cuz i want to get him either way. if i still don't have enough starglitter by the time yelan's banner ends, i'll wait for the 4.1 stream and 1st half banner notices before deciding whether or not to pull on the zhongli banner. if there's a 5 star i really need or a 4 star i really want cons on, then i'll continue pulling for starglitter on the 4.1 banners. if none of the 4.1 banners sound useful then i'm pulling on the zhongli banner. getting freminet or zhongli along the way would be a happy bonus.
sigh i do hope i don't have to get yelan though... i'm not confident that my alt can farm the ruin serpent without everyone being on life support after every single fight. farming the aeonblight drake for layla was painful enough.
#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo,ide yo !!#i just like rambling ig#my main is mostly for pulling whoever i want#while my alt pulls are purely for utility#yes i am still gonna try wishing for the doughnut on main lmao#there's just no way in hell they'd rate-up chongyun again in 4.0 when he already had a rate-up in 3.7#and he's probably not going to be on the limited banner again until next year#and shenhe's also likely not rerunning until next year#so yeah#those are probably the only two reasons i can think of for wanting to religiously save my primos for a banner#venti and albedo i can always spend for when i have the money. i'm in zero rush to get them#especially since i'm not yet satisfied with the builds of the characters i already have#pulling them now would only make me feel pressured to level them up instead of grinding for talents or artifacts for my other characters#yeah i really want them and i'll still use my f2p primos to pull for them. i just prefer to have my other characters built better first#especially in the case of albedo. i'd essentially be committing to building an entire team since none of my geo characters are built#my alt pulling plans will drastically change if sac sword gets a rate-up again tho#i'm almost guaranteed a xingqiu via starglitter yet i don't have a single sac sword on that account#if it's in the 1st half of 4.1 then i'm not even gonna bother pulling on the character banner#i'll just keep pulling for as many sac swords as possible#in that case then hopefully lyney's weapon is good so i can epitomize that and give it to yoimiya if i happen to get it along the way#aqua simulacra would also be fine. it's just that the hp passive is kinda wasted on her#plus lyney's bow HAS to have a reddish color scheme right??? would make way better drip for yoi than yelan's bow#also hopefully it's a crit rate bow because goddamn do i struggle with getting crit rate#i mean i /guess/ i could go polar star if sac sword gets a rate-up with that#i don't know who i would give vortex vanquisher to if i happened to get it though. shenhe ideally but i don't have her#and idk if i'll ever pull for her on the alt tbh#cuz i definitely can't use it on zhongli. and i'm not using any polearm users atm so it's probably just gonna sit there#if i get the vortex vanquisher then i'd feel almost obligated to get shenhe since apparently it's her#second bis behind her sig
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lorebeth · 4 months
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Hello I was just recently watching avatar the last Airbender and it got me thinking thinking, what if there was an avatar in Genshin impact, I thought it might make sense because all of the elements in Genshin impact are ones that benders from avatar are capable of using. So I was thinking what if the avatar was the reader and she was born in Fontaine and when she was born it put Fontaine into a bit of an excited uproar because it had been a long time since the previous avatar passed away, and I was wondering, how would the avatar play into the Fontaine archon quest, would she be able to ask the past avatar's for guidance, and how would her upbringing from childhood be? Would she be kept under protection as she learned to control the elements or would she be granted a normal childhood and begin training when she becomes a teenager. I'm thinking about writing a story about it and I have some fanmade Avatar's you could use, their under the post, The New Avatar basic information, but if you're not comfortable with writing this that's completely alright and I wish you the best ☺️.
I’ll be so honest, I love avatar so much and I haven’t gotten to Fontaine yet because I’m lazy as hell 🥰
LMAO
I’ve also seen you used she/her so that’s what I’ll use!!!
but if we’re being like 100% honest these are my headcannons:
I think because the Avatar has been dead for a while, the new one that has just come is a bit an anomaly to the public.
I think that she’s a bit of a concern and everyone would be in utter confusion.
I definitely think they’d be excited that the avatar is from Fontaine and with such strong beliefs in Justice and the Legal System, they’d believe the Avatar should be the upmost ‘Just Symbol’ not only representing Fontaine but as a standard of how other Nations should be as well
But let’s not get political, let’s go more into the childhood of the avatar
I think it’s normal for the avatar to get their powers later in life, so maybe toddler/young child, like Korra! (I love korra so much) 
So this would mean for a few years in her life, the avatar would be a normal person until she starts controlling a random element without a specific vision.
If nobody had visions and it was purely elemental powers, I also think it would be strange that the young child could master so many things at a young age
I’m guessing her parent/s are concerned and take her to doctors, etc!
This can lead to spread panic and anxiety through the people of Fontaine, causing for Neuvilette and Focalor to be asked to come to meet the child.
I also think the leaders of the different nations would want to meet the child as well
I’m not so sure about the snezhnayans seeing as they hate everyone, but perhaps the Tsaritsa needs the avatars powers over the gnosis’ which could lead to a potential villain in the heroines plot!
I also think she wouldn’t have much of a childhood after she is confirmed the avatar. 
Because they haven’t had one in years, she would be expected to train from maybe her preteens (12-18+) and live her entire life with no real connections and only to be raised as a weapon
But I think she’d probably have friends from different nations, and I’d like to think that depending on her personality, she’d always have some sort of friend group to match!
So if she’s shy, she might hang around Childe and Xinyan (honestly so happy they met those few updates ago they’re so silly (I’m a xinyan main)) or someone who perfectly brings her out of her shell
If the avatar is more outgoing and strong, maybe like Korra, I imagine someone calm like Chongyun or depending how old the avatar is, I’m going to say young adult, I’d recon Alhaitham and Kaveh are the BEST
IMAGINE AN AVATAR TRIO WITH KAVEH AND ALHAITHAM it would be so silly, Alhaitham trying to make sure your powers are controlled and making sure you and Kaveh don’t burn down the entirety of Sumeru on a visit there? Honestly such a good fic 
Honestly it would be like a “gotta catch ‘em all” situation with the avatar! Gotta make the most friends >.<
I also think that some more serious things like mental health could be really really exhausting for the avatar and that she’d always be on edge, people trying to hunt her down, perhaps steal her powers or even kill her, etc. it wouldn’t be the best time of her life that’s for sure, and if they hadn’t had an avatar in so long, EVERYONE who hates the avatar would want her as a target.
But other than that, I think the avatar would either hate Fontaine and want to explore, or is fearful she’ll accidentally disobey the Fontaine court and get herself imprisoned. I also bet they have a super secure prison JUST for the avatar incase she goes ballistic.
I would argue that how there are subbending techniques in the show, I believe that the avatar can and does mix the elements together, making specific healing ailments, bending the earth with super hot or super wet terrain; enhancing the geo power in some way. Honestly it’s all so interesting
I also believe that the avatar state would be so fun to explore and make up as you go along, and maybe the avatar runs away from Fontaine and does something stupid? Who knows! It’s all so fun to think about!!
THIS WAS LOVELY WRITING! It really got me thinking!! TYSM FOR THE REQUEST! 🫶
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potato-cerealkiller · 10 months
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10 characters | 10 fandoms | 10 a negotiable number of tags
tagged by @zukoisblorbo :)
Damian Wayne. dc. i am an absolute sucker for human weapons who learn to be more than their past. the fact that his character development is imperfect and riddled with human mistakes makes me so insane. i just love that his palatability is seperate from his relative moral soundness, he isn’t a perfect abuse victim and i just love it. 10/10 he spins on my blorbo lazy susan a lot.
Bronya Zaychik. honkai impact. this was an og og fandom for me, but i do still love her. the supposed ‘lack of emotions’ she exhibits is very relatable to me as someone who probably has some form of alexithymia, the fact that she is nonetheless accepted by her friends and is portrayed as a complete human being just gets me so bad. also fits into the human weapon archetype <333.
Ranpo Edogawa. bungou stray dogs. i just adore him! similar situation to bronya where he isn’t told he has to fundamentally change himself to have a loving support system. his flippancy towards extraneous things like adult responsibilities, and his inability to understand the reasoning behind social conventions does remind me of myself at times. but as aforementioned, my favourite part of his character is probably that individuality doesn’t have to be sacrificed for success or respect! maybe i will catch up on the recent chapters some time…
Chongyun. genshin. social masking allegory and legacy character… i have a similar approach to fielding my emotions, and while I don’t have a decades long legacy to live up to, I find the way he has to navigate succession in his own way very interesting. he was also my first main, so!
Wanda Maximoff. marvel. similar thing to damian in the fact that she is an imperfect person who does not have an idyllic path to redemption and heroism. she’s messy and desperate, but that doesn’t make her undeserving. kind of love the position she’s in right now where she just has this quiet wisdom from all she’s been through. scarlet witch (2016) also has a special place in my heart for the second comic i ever read (shout out to the runaways for being the first).
Andromache. the old guard. immortals!!! love examining the impact of time on personhood, as in a ridiculously prolonged span of time, and boy is she fascinating. she’s completely jaded at this point, and only really existing rather than living. she almost becomes a product of time rather than an entity born from its passing. it’s just so interesting to see a character so entirely devoted to a cause through obligation, because what else can she do?, the only thing she remembers is how to fight.
Fushiguro Megumi. jujutsu kaisen. i love how much of a deranged mess he is. watching him have to unlearn his suicidal tendencies was so fucking interesting. he has this cool arrogance to him that makes him eminently unlikeable, but he is still a fundamentally good person at his core. for some reason my memory really failed me here? so not much to say, but I remember liking him.
Xie Lian. tgcf. innately good person despite his trauma! i love characters like this and i thought him fighting a literal manifestation of his past, more selfish self, was a fun way to signify his growth.
Homura Akemi. madoka magica. one of my childhood favourites. i watched this series at age seven and it probably severely impacted my psyche. her loneliness turned obsessive attachment and love is utterly heartbreaking to me. her unquestionable and desperate devotion to madoka is just. agghhh. the way that she needs her so intensely that she’s willing to sacrifice her personhood, the universe itself. ultimate blueprint for toxic yuri 10/10.
Boris Pavlikovsky. the goldfinch. he’s a lot of things but a mentally stable person is not one of them. i find the line he walks between total self annihilation and self preservation very interesting. he represents this kind of pseudo-eternal youth, he always commits to extremes. he doesn’t ever ‘overdo’ it but more because it would hinder his ability to live tomorrow rather than because of any adverse health effects. the fact that he is such an optimist at his core despite everything is just a fascinating contradiction.
tags if anyone wants to do this >>>> @sejaprune @calithilan @sizzlemourner @gladiikal
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tirsden · 4 months
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Flower house in an underwater lair? Naturally. The Genshin Impact f2p challenge gang has finally redone their teapot, or at least, the inside of the house for the moment. I always forget how bad the build limit is... the kitchen has five pieces of furniture plus Noelle, and it's at red.
Ah well, the house sleeps a lot more people now compared to the old version using the Inazuma realm that had, uhh, one bedroom owned by Chongyun and his waifu-water-boi. Priorities, n'all that. No privacy to be had here, guys... get cozy! :D
Update: The waypoint at the flower-mansion seems to have a load order issue, or more precisely, the floating platform under it. I'll fall for 30% of my hp if I use that teleport to enter the teapot initially, and the fall will begin before the loading screen even finishes. Teleporting there after having loaded into the teapot works fine... so I moved the teleport onto the main balcony near the cooking station opposite Tubby's side, and that works much better. It'd be nice if the devs made it smoother to work with floating platforms and the always-finicky teleporters within the flower-tree's hitbox, but I've done it on my main account and eventually figured it out here.
Sneakypeek of a lil' more outside (which is now properly online):
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aetheternity · 2 years
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Its been a year my love 💞
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By the time this is posted I will have been a Venti main for a year and I can't even begin to properly explain how much this sweet angel has done for me. He doesn't even realize how much he's impacted my life.
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I've talked about it a couple times before but when I started playing Genshin, Chongyun was my favorite character but after I had finished the archon quest Venti had quickly made it to the number two spot within the next three months he'd became my favorite. (Because Chongyun refused to come home and because Xingyun shippers ruined him for me ya'll know the drill at this point.) I remember saying that despite my love for him I wasn't going to pull for him because I hated using bow characters on my laptop.
I had had such a difficult time with the Dvalin part of Mondstadt's archon quest and I kept dying with Venti though I found humor in it as his dying line kept going waa waa waaah. I started playing through the Liyue quest and once I was done with that I found myself missing Venti so much. I quickly returned to Mondstadt to do his story quest and it was during his trial period that I knew I wanted him so much.
After that I started training everyday to get good at using bow characters. I would use my Fischl's aimed shot as much as possible and worked myself up until I was very comfortable using bow characters. His rerun ended up being a good five months after all of that and I didn't pull any characters on any banner except for Gorou on Itto's first ever banner. He came home during the Irodori festival with one pull sixty one soft pity, guaranteed because I had gotten Mona on the last banner.
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I was so excited I sobbed because I finally had my beautiful boy and he's barely left my team since. I only take him off when I'm fighting anemo related bosses or anemo resistant bosses.
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I love to think that he was waiting for me to pull because he came home so fast. I told my friend at the time how much I love him. He's just such a beautiful character.
I wanna properly explain all my feelings and the reason I love him the way the way I do and I finally feel mentally prepared to get it all out there.
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So here we go. Around the time I started playing Genshin I had recently gotten out of a pretty messy breakup. The guy in question and I had started dating when we were eighteen our relationship lasted till we were twenty. During this time my now ex had been trying to help me cope with the fact that I was a child abuse victim.
Not gonna get too deep into that but I had realized when he was talking to me about his family and the kind of relationship he'd had with his mom that my childhood wasn't normal and I was extremely jealous of how kind and gentle his mother was towards him in comparison to how my parents were. Which lead to resentment pretty early on which made me lash out at him a lot. I had spent a lot of that time trying to piece together my feelings trying to cope with all this new found hurt and I was so young I didn't know how to.
But even before he'd made me look at it genuinely I'd always had this feeling. This gnawing weight on my chest like I wasn't breathing as though a weight were sat on my chest. It started when I was probably about thirteen that I didn't feel free. I'd go to school and be happy to be out of my house but I everyday I felt an immense sense of dread at the knowledge that I'd have to go back home. I knew I was dealing with something bad because I grew less and less happy as I aged and everything made me mad. I was always mad or sad and I took it out on everyone.
When I was sixteen I was diagnosed with depression. Things get darker from here so trigger warning.
Circling back to when I was eighteen. I had asked my mom if I could go to therapy because my ex had told me I needed it for my anxiety (which I'd had my whole life) and my depression (Keep that in mind). I was paired up within a few weeks with a man who was in sixties. Long story short he didn't help me and I ended up leaving therapy with more trauma then I'd gone in with. He'd constantly made really gross remarks towards me and asked me about my period and when I was going to get on birth control.
He'd even asked me when I was planning to have sex with my then boyfriend and when I'd told him I wasn't sure if I was ready he'd told me to hurry and decide or my now ex would probably dump me for an easier girl.
Something I've neglected to mention until now was that even with my boyfriend back then I hadn't felt like he was a completely safe space. We fought a lot and he'd often said things that made me feel worse about myself. He slut shamed me and got really mad when we had the exes talk and he found out I had more exes than he did. He'd screamed at me a couple times and he had lovebombed me less than a month into the relationship. But I was a dumb eighteen year old who thought I was in love so yeah..
That weighed feeling was so intense with him because he never left me alone and he didn't respect my boundaries at all. I'd ask him to give me an hour of space he'd get mad and guilt trip me into shortening the time or telling me I didn't love him. He'd cry and I'd stay. Once we had actually broken up he'd cursed me out so bad said that I'd been a horrible girlfriend and that I was a loser yada yada yada. He'd turned all our friends against me but we had stayed friends because I still had feelings for him.
During that time he made fun of anything I said. Told me he hated me and wished I'd just fuck off and confessed to me that he hadn't been truthful during our relationship about never having done anything sexual with anyone. (We were both bisexuals) he'd given oral to a guy two years before we dated and I had never done oral or anything sexual with anyone which I had been honest about.
Once I'd finally cut ties with him for good the entire weight of every single thing he'd done, everything my parents had done to me, my old therapist all of it came crashing down on me like a ton of bricks. I had started cutting again for the first time since I'd been hospitalized at sixteen and I had been gifted a new therapist she is the same woman I still have to this day. At the time I was nineteen and by the time I was twenty I had slowly started to get slightly better. By the time I finally picked up Genshin I was twenty one years old. I was still suffering pretty bad mentally from all the horrible pain I'd suffered in a relationship with my ex and my relationship with my parents was god awful I couldn't talk to them about anything.
I played through the first story quest of Genshin and Paimon had asked Venti what the god Barbatos stood for and when he said freedom I felt like I could breathe again for the first time. Like he'd shoved that boulder on my chest away and was pulling me out of the rubble I'd been buried beneath for so long.
Freedom was all I ever wanted to have. All that I had been secretly pining for and ever since then Venti's had such a deep place in my heart. I fell in love with him so fast. I found LunAsmr about three weeks later and I listened to Venti tell me he loved me. Sometimes I wish I could tell him personally just how much he's changed my life cause who knows where I'd be without him.
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I don't know maybe I've said too much but every time I hear a new voice line from him or I get new information about him I fall so much more in love with him. I felt like I was too broken to be loved or to feel love towards another living thing but he came along and took all of that worry away. He's not a comfort character he's THE comfort character and I am so thankful that Hoyo made him because he's my everything now. I'm in such a better place.
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He has the biggest room in my teapot and the number one spot on my team because he's just that important to me because he's so honest and kind and everything I never knew I wanted.
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If you've actually read this far wow and thank you. All of this stuff is so heavy but I knew I wanted to get this out for the anniversary of my favorite character coming home to me. I know I'm putting a lot of information out there for a bunch of strangers to read but I wanted people who I will never see in real life to know everything, all of the beautiful things Venti has done for my life because I can't tell Venti himself!
I'm so happy to have mained this amazing archon for this long though and I can't wait till we reach two years. I hope other Venti mains have just as much peace in his existence as I do everyday.
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roseapov · 9 months
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Happy 2nd Genshin Anniversary for me!
07.01.2022-07.01.2024
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It's been a really long time, right? 2 whole years of daily playing, but I'll admit, I did experienced a little burnout lately, but I'm starting to slowly play again, and maybe later on, once a week? That whould be satisfactionary, to not miss any short-timed events.
Every pic above has some significant meaning to me, such as Xiao, my main dps, the only character i got 2 of in a one 10 pull, got his weapon at 7 pity, the person I started playing for, and whose banner enticed me to game in 2.4 in his shared one with Shenhe. Even tho I haven't gotten him on that banner I still managed to, in 2.7 on his banner with Yelan. Always in my team ever since, same with Venti!
Chongyun, being my first 4* character I've ever gotten, maybe even my first 4* ever? He carried me so much during all of my time as an low-ar player. He's even 90 lvl now with maxed friendship.
Also Venti, my beloved. The first 5* character I've ever got, being with me all this time, even till now! That's a true destiny, if I might say so? He's great and will have forver hold a special place in my heart, my favourite of all!
As for the twins, I think that's self explanatory, isn't it? The start of the story, where I picked Aether to be the protagonist of my story, a long, long time ago...
The 5 Archons together are representing all of the Archons and regions I explored during all of this time. All of it had it's precious charm, with their Archons at the front, it's been an amazing journey.
The Sumeru pic has a special place in my heart, where I were the to it, making it my first Nation to wittness releasing. It was such an amazing time, when wherever you looked there were edits of the trailer with Shakira songs. It was so great! And that upbeat, tropical music fitted perfectly with a lively Nation such as Sumeru. And when people couldn't believe that Kusanali was made white-skinned and a child instead of an tanned woman! These were the times..
And the Fontaine one pic, well it is to also represent the Fontaine Archon Quests that I wittnessed releasing and being in the game up till now. The joy this quest brought me was unexplainable, and Neuvillette! Yes, he indeed is an astonishing man, forever in my heart, with an amazing story of Furina these quests were the best ones so far! And Lyney too! Such a charming magician. With wonderful released characters too, same as Sumeru in fact!
It has been a lovely journey that I hope to continue for as long as possible! This game will forever hold a place in my heart!
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A commemorative photo! I hate Spiral Abyss..
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hi hi hi, i'm just curious about who's your favorite bow-user character? and sword-user and polearm-user and catalyst? 💕💕💕
WAHHHHH hi hi so it varies a bit depending on personality/lore vs gameplay (although they overlap) so I'm gonna answer for both and also add claymore just to finish it off dhfjsjsjjshd
personality/lore/vibes:
bow: YOIMIYA MY GIRLLLLLLLL 💕💕💕
sword: I wish I could say ayato but I'd be lying bc he's a boring bitch. so after that albedo and al haitham, albedo's lore is SOOOOO 👌 and al haitham is always such a mood
polearm: arlecchino and shenhe!!
catalyst: wanderer easy lol. but I also really love wriothesley, yae miko, and xianyun!
claymore: DEHYAAAA MY GIRLLLL 💕💕💕 (pt. 2) I also have a soft spot for chongyun bc he was my first main
gameplay/kit:
bow: yelan her kit is so fucking hard to beat... I genuinely go out of my way to not put her on teams sometimes just so I can give other characters some love lmaooo. yoimiya and tighnari are also loads of fun to play!
sword: al haitham for on field and albedo for off field!! also kazuha is very hard to beat for meta reasons and I like ayato for brain dead gameplay
polearm: I use thoma way more than one would think so probably him fjjdksksj I think arlecchino will also be up there but I haven't leveled her/gotten used to her kit yet
catalyst: yae miko probably just based on my usage, but I also love playing wriothesley and wanderer
claymore: navia is SOOOO fun its ridiculous but I also really love using dehya as a support. actually those 2 + albedo and thoma are one of my most favorite team comps to play these days
bonus exploration:
exploring overworld without at least one of xianyun, yelan, or wanderer is painful fhjdjskjsksksj xianyun is easily my fave now since she has amazing mobility in all directions but yelan being bow + hydro is also really great for puzzles
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