#cluster b

[autopsyfreak]

my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is unintentionally treating others like they also have NPD. like oh? you've earned my respect? well this is how my brain works so i will treat you how everyone should treat me

like giving non pwNPD supply n shit instead of however the fuck you're supposed to interact positively with people and offer support

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[cluster-b-culture-is]

npd culture is firmly believing that you are better than everyone while also hating yourself and believing you’re worthless because you’re not “winning” at life

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[hpdcultureis]

hpd/bpd culture is please pay attention to me. please don't leave me. stop talking to other people talk to me!! pay attention to me!!!

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[psychopathicfreak]

I hate going through cluster B tags sometimes, I don’t need some bitch to tell me I’m “ valid ” . I know that . I also don’t really care whether or not a stranger thinks I’m morally upstanding . . . Now, where are my silly little relatable posts ?

[bastardboi333]

[nyanfever]

i take 10hp damage every time i get criticized

[xkao]

I need to know if there are other narcissists who DESPISE discord servers. Everything about them. Yes, sometimes they give you attention supply, but everyone else seems to get more attention than me! And everyone is so fucking annoying about the rules on there, like why does it even matter if I broke some stupid social rule?

[ohara-n-brown]

As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.

Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.

The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.

I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.

I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.

As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.

95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'

I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.

That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.

There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.

My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.

Borderline patients can't win.

And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.

BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.

Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.

And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.

I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.

Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.

Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.

To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.

I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.

I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.

You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.

Borderline people I'm sorry.

[autopsyfreak]

another mental illness meme i made out of boredom

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD culture is "Yes. Rely on me. I'm everything to you." And "God leave me ALONE you co-dependant LOSER." At the same time.

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[cluster-b-culture-is]

bpd culture is your brain being wired to be thinking of your fp so intensely all the time that you see them in every little thing you do or see or hear or feel

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[hpdcultureis]

HPD + BPD culture is

Notice me and only me or i'll die

Talk to me and only me or i'll die

Flirt with me and only me or i'll die

Befriend me and only me or i'll die

Let me be your favorite, me and only me or i'll die

You don't want to mary me and be mine even if we just met 5sec ago ? I'll die

You're my fp and my atp, you have to chose ME or i'll die

Either way i'll die because of you :3

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[worms-in-my-brain]

People with psychotic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with personality disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with substance abuse disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with tic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with bipolar disorder are neurodivergent too.

People with dissociative disorders are neurodivergent too.

Neurodivergence isn’t just ADHD, autism, anxiety, and depression. (Plus those last two also get left out sometimes!) Neurodivergence is anything that affects your brain.

“Neurodivergent people hate loud noises” is actually just as valid as a statement as “neurodivergent people have delusions,” “neurodivergent people have tics,” or even “neurodivergent people have low empathy.”

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

[abyssa111]