#cluster b culture is

[cluster-b-culture-is]

npd culture is firmly believing that you are better than everyone while also hating yourself and believing you’re worthless because you’re not “winning” at life

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[mirroringshards]

idk who needs to hear this but you CAN romanticize your own mental illness. you don't have to be miserable and in constant pain all the time if youre mentally ill. dont cater to the comfort of ableists

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

me when my personality disorder actually impacts my life and doesn’t just make me a cool manic pixie dream girl (i will have this realization twice a week)

[cuperno]

Das Problem mit Gefühlen ist das ich sie nicht kontrollieren kann.

[kittykatkatprotector]

I want to kill myself thank you for asking

[fatherlessmoth]

My partner just said "you aren't in your villain era you're having an episode" and if that isn't the ultimate cluster b culture idk what is

[unlovablecreatureofsin]

Someone: *slights me in a very minor way* Me: *thinks of the most hellacious, out of pocket insult that is very specific to them and would hurt them in ways words cannot describe but does not say it bc I am nice..*

[bpdcodone]

I feel like the worst person alive but simultaneously the most beautiful handsome man to walk the earth 🤪

Also I need my FP

[npdemu]

npd culture is this conversation i had with my EP (paraphrased)

him: don't you think you're better than me or whatever? me: no, i think us two are better than everyone else him: something is wrong with you

[clusterb-pd]

bpd + npd culture is splitting on friends cause theyre hanging with ur friends wo u and thinking you hate them and dont need them but then need keep them around for the supply tho u hate them... sigh

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[borderline-culture-is]

Cluster B culture is being in a bad mood and knowing you have to answer at least a "yes" as soon as you leave your room because you know someone will talk to you and repeating to yourself before "be nice, be nice, be nice. You can do it, just answer nicely and keep going" But the moment someone actually talks to you, you accidentally pull out the harshest voice you ever had and then thinking "oh come on! seriously? you had one job!"

I tried.

-🕸️

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[cluster-b-culture-is]

bpd culture is your brain being wired to be thinking of your fp so intensely all the time that you see them in every little thing you do or see or hear or feel

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[bastardboi333]

I don’t think it’s talked about enough how absolutely terrifying and hard it is to try and recover when you have a cluster b pd. I never asked for this, but it’s what my brain thought was needed for surviving in my environment growing up. Now that I’m not simply surviving I’m not sure how to start living.

It’s like drowning, gasping for air, and then you find a life jacket. Most people know how to swim but you were never able to learn. Nobody ever took the time to teach you. So you cling to this life jacket for so long. Years it seems. Eventually you’ve been wearing it so long it seems like it’s a part of you. It’s fused to your skin and you don’t know where you begin and it ends. But one day you make it to land. You don’t need your life jacket anymore. But everywhere it’s been touching, your skin is raw and bleeding. It hurts to even pull on it, let alone take it off. And deep down your scared to take it off because you could always get lost at sea again. So you keep it on. It hurts, it’s uncomfortable, but you can’t bear to take it off. You don’t even remember how to take it off. You try ask for somebody to help you, but nobody seems to care. So you continue clinging to your life jacket while gritting your teeth and bearing the pain. Cause what the hell else are you supposed to do?

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i will always long for a home i never had and a mothers love i never got to feel.

[will-pilled]

How it feels when your FP calls you sensitve/complains about you being emotional

[kittykatkatprotector]

and then suddenly everything is bothersome and everything I do feels embarrassing. I know it’s time to dig a grave