#cluster b problems

[mysterious-sludge]

Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.

[phosphenemoth]

I don't know if I'm ready to go to sleep or die.

[carnage-cathedral]

btw guys managing your symptoms also means apologizing for things you didn't mean to do. sometimes you do things because of your disorders that you genuinely didn't mean to do, but if it hurt someone you still have to take accountability and make up for the hurt you caused

[happyherringbonkpickle]

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

[nofuckingideawho]

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

[yourgirlinpieces]

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

[ladygrey111]

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

[unhingedbbg]

im gonna block everyone and shoot myself in the head

[mysterious-sludge]

People breaking up with neurotypicals: It's not you it's me, I think we just need some space.

People breaking up with someone with a personality disorder and already sensitive emotions: I don't like you. You're disgusting and vile scum of the earth and I pray that the likes of you never disgraces an area within 100 feet of me again!

[bpderanged]

They need to invent sleep where I don't fucking wake up.

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive

[bpdetrimental]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[nofuckingideawho]

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

[autopsyfreak]

i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.