#composition class is a f-g nightmare when you are schizoid (not into any poetry and expressing 'feelings' no matter mine or someone else's)
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erik alfred leslie satie you were the real one
#i mean that on all accounts. however. currently i am referring to the fact he dropped out of paris conservatoire twice#we both were too silly for the art music educational institutions 😔😔#being into avant-garde ideas and some of the styles sucks. how tf i dont fit in BOTH art and pop music standards and expectations#composition class is a f-g nightmare when you are schizoid (not into any poetry and expressing 'feelings' no matter mine or someone else's)#my professor doesnt allow pieces without an Idea; a Picture that is Painted by Notes. more they dont even exist to her.#and then theres me. flat affected fucker who rarely has Ideas (and even if i do neither i want to nor can explain them) but often Neat#Sound Combinations. oh and also most of the conventional themes/ideas disgust me (see: 95% of poetry and songs being about l*ve)#sigh why cant i just magically be left alone to finally live my truth#the orientation to the listener and their basic ass perception while writing music and yk. expressing _yourself_ by it is so sickening
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