#consciousness

[badamlyanhua]

There was a time where I was searching for peace,

searching for freedom, searching for love.

I cried all day, I cried all night.

I prayed for something without knowing what it was.

I prayed, that I will be forgiven by someone

a greater power I didn't believe in,

but I deeply hoped that it exists

so if I don't forgive myself, at least someone, or something,

with all the qualities I liked,

someone who is all loving, forgiving or accepting

would love, forgive and accept me.

At the lowest of my time I decided to it was over,

I was exhausted.

I had nothing to live for.

I had nothing, lost everything I loved doing in the past.

I had no interests now.

Where did that lively soul go?

Will it return?

Out of luck, if it exists, my plans didn't go as I hoped they would go.

I was still here and it revealed itself to me.

It was always there, but I refused to see.

It was always talking to me but I refuse to listen.

It was always touching me on the deepest levels,

and I refuse to feel it.

How could I be so naïve?

How could I ignore the obvious?

How could I blindly look over it?

It has always been right in front of me, everything.

Yet, I had the audacity, the guts to go find excuses that would justify why things are the way they are, or rather, not how I wanted them to be.

I talked all day,

I complained all night.

this cycle repeated itself for the longest time.

There is just one thing I had to do

and that was to fall into silence and keep quiet.

To listen, to see, to feel,

without ears, without eyes, without touch.

- P

[illuminatedmystic]

MOOOO !!!!

We have lost another “ “ blogger 😔 first it was illusionaurie now Cassandra xx but it’s for the best! She loved cows !! May she rest in peace I’ll always remember 145 days ago she created her tumblr account 🥹🙄💓 okay goodbye!!! And enjoy your dream

-> go within

Btw she’s also here : @clochettesworld

[abouangelazrael]

[infiniteko]

"Notice that which has always been here and aware of every experience. Be the "Knowingness" of experience. You don't have to know anything to know and be who you are. You are "THIS" before you learn it. You are the sense of "Knowing" not the one who claims to know something. You can't think about what you are because what you are is the "Awareness" of the thoughts that are trying to figure out what you are"

[shradsmanifestt]

Don't give up on your manifestation

Don't give up guys. Just don't. Why would you do that? When you ain't got nothing to lose anyways.

You are manifesting every second. Whether you're trying to consciously manifest something or you have no idea what manifestation even is , you're still manifesting regardless. That is the ultimate truth.

So why would you give up? You see even if you say you already have it or say where it is I don't have it yet, you are right. That's the beauty of it.

You see the subconscious mind is neutral. It does not care whether you like what you're assuming or you don't want it. It will always reflect your dominant thinking no matter what.

Knowing about manifestation and knowing how it all works you're already ahead then more than 90% of the world population. So when you know exactly what this is all about, why would you give up?

All you need to do is decide what you want. That's all you need to do. If it takes time let it, why let the 3d win over your imagination (which is the real reality).

Plus another important thing to note is. You have nothing to lose if you stop persisting. You'll just be stuck in the old story anyways. So do yourself a favour and persist until it conforms in your 3d

Trust your mind and trust me when I say you already have it. Just decide and it's ✅

[i-amyou]

I'm not seeking but I'm spiralling what should I do 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Are you spiraling or is that just a thought?

Breathe, slow down a little, aren't you just effortlessly aware of it seemingly happening? The changeless background on where it all appears, just Notice it. Nothing can harm YOU :)

[beamingdesign]

[noosphe-re]

"There was an exchange on Twitter a while back where someone said, ‘What is artificial intelligence?' And someone else said, 'A poor choice of words in 1954'," he says. "And, you know, they’re right. I think that if we had chosen a different phrase for it, back in the '50s, we might have avoided a lot of the confusion that we're having now." So if he had to invent a term, what would it be? His answer is instant: applied statistics. "It's genuinely amazing that...these sorts of things can be extracted from a statistical analysis of a large body of text," he says. But, in his view, that doesn't make the tools intelligent. Applied statistics is a far more precise descriptor, "but no one wants to use that term, because it's not as sexy".

'The machines we have now are not conscious', Lunch with the FT, Ted Chiang, by Madhumita Murgia, 3 June/4 June 2023

[etherealkissed88]

thank you, your order has been placed

★ its yours the second you choose it

you order juicy couture pants and bags online. it says its coming in 3-5 business days. u chose/decided you have the juicy couture items by ordering it, therefore you know its already yours. so naturally, you think about how good the pants will fit you and imagine how the bag will complement your sexy fits. you are now in the state of the wish fulfilled. you want something -> imagine it + know its true.

okay so you already ordered the sexy clothes and you got confirmation from the “thank you, your order has been placed” which you saw after you paid for it online. so its now a fact that its coming. theres no reason to wonder “when is it coming” because its already done. when you are imagining how sexy you will look with the items you just bought, you are aware that its yours in the now. theres no question that its already yours.

you ordered (decided) the clothes -> you know its coming / you have it already (its done)

after you ordered it, will you start thinking “what if it doesnt come” and feel stressed because of fear? no. but it doesnt matter if you do have those thoughts or feelings because its inevitable that you will get it since you already pressed confirm when you ordered aka you decided its yours. once you decide on a desire in imagination, its set in stone and nothing in the 3d can change that (unless you allow it to).

1. choose your desire via any method or simple decision in imagination

once you have a desire, immediately give it to yourself in imagination. visualize it or affirm or script or whatever. remember you have the ability to choose because you are the only source of power in this reality

2. be the one who already has it in imagination

know that once you decide or affirm or visualize that its yours, it is yours. stay true to imagination & "trust the unseen". trust the law. know its done and that you already experienced it because imagining = experiencing

3. persist regardless of the 3d

anytime you think of it again, remember that you are the operant power aka imagination, which molds the 3d. this is why assuming it is in the 3d doesnt do shit because you should be assuming its in imagination while leaving the 3d alone since it will always change to match who you are being in imagination…always. persist in the assumption that its done, because it literally is. like online ordering, you know its coming/you know its yours even without physical evidence. you never needed physical evidence especially since imagination is what produces the physical evidence in the first place.

kisses, etherealkissed

[lazyyogi]

Acknowledging the good that you already have in your life is the foundation for all abundance.

Eckhart Tolle

[portalibis]

Leonora Carrington, "El Laberinto"

[badamlyanhua]

At night, I couldn't sleep,

at day I couldn't stay awake.

My mind was constantly racing,

looking at myself, I only found flaws.

Overanalyzing my personality,

I always felt improvement.

I couldn't stop comparing myself

to those I would like to be like.

Why do they have it easier?

Why are they more open?

Why are they not anxious like me?

Why are their smiles and laughs genuine?

How come they can eat a meal and keep it down?

How could they meet with friends and not break down?

How can they speak openly about what is bothering them?

Where do they find the words to describe their emotions?

If I try, I choke up,

if I attempt to speak, I tear up.

It was easier to stay silent,

except that some people are meant to be happy,

others are meant to pretend.

I thought that I must've done something to suffer the way I do,

I am never meant to be happy, I am never meant to feel peaceful.

I haven't done anything to be loved,

so what is my purpose?

Should I leave or should I stay?

Or weigh out my options?

If I left, I would be at peace,

if I stayed, they would be at peace.

I do not care about myself,

I do not care about the others,

so which path should I go?

If I leave, the cries of a mother,

something that should never be heard,

would haunt me forever.

If I stayed, my own existence,

is what I was tired of experiencing.

"How are you really?"

I have no answer to that.

How could I, if I look at myself,

see and feel nothing?

If I look at outside of myself, I see and feel nothing,

so tell me, how would I know how I am doing?

"I am fine" is a lie.

"I am unwell" is a lie.

"I don't know how I'm doing" is a lie.

I do not know, I can't put it in words.

So I gave up explaining myself,

I gave up explaining my actions,

I gave up pretending,

I gave up trying,

I gave up.

I prayed to Buddha for peace,

I prayed to Guan Yin for mercy,

I prayed to Ji Gong for help,

I prayed to Chenrezig for compassion,

I prayed to Lord Vishnu and Lord Shiva to stand with me.

All those times, I could not shake the feeling of selfishness.

"I don't have it as bad, they have it worse."

What am I complaining about?

What am I doing here?

Am I ungrateful?

Like everything else, I do not know.

I seeked refuge in them,

because I cannot help myself.

I do not know how to help myself,

and even if I knew, I am too weak.

So what should I do?

Staying is unbearable, leaving is unbearable.

How come there is no solution for both sides?

— P

[illuminatedmystic]

[abouangelazrael]

[infiniteko]

cr: midnight gospel

[olivianyx]

OMGG I JUST GOT RESULTS WITHOUT BEATING MYSELF UP WITH ROUTINES 😭 + RANT ✨

HEYY LUVS! I JUST WANNA SHARE MY RESULTS I MANIFESTED WITHIN 2-3 DAYS! THIS YEAR'S GONNA BE MY BEST YEAR Y'ALL ✋AND GUESS WHAT I DID? NOTHING. LITERALLY NOTHING. NUH-UH. PERIODT.

⚠ LONG POST AHEAD, SWEARING ⚠

WHAT I MANIFESTED:

🪄 PASSING MY FRESHMAN YEAR WITH HIGH SCORES

🪄 MY FAMILY BOUGHT A NEW APARTMENT WHICH WERE PREPARING TO MOVE IN 3 WEEKS

🪄 ME GETTING INTO THE VOID STATE 😭 AND MANIFESTED CLEAR SKIN! (DAYUM GETTING INTO THE VOID IS DEFO VERY EASY OMGG)

🪄 GETTING LESS ANXIOUS LATELY!

🪄 MY GASTRITIS AND ULCERITIS GETTING CURED

🪄 GETTING MORE COMPLIMENTS IN MY UNI!

🪄 GETTING TALLER! I WENT FROM 5'3" TO 5'7" IN 2 DAYS 😭😭

🪄 GETTING DREAMS OF ME SHIFTING TO MY WR 🥺 (ACTUALLY RESPAWNING LOL, AS THIS THING IS REALLY CONTROVERSIAL IN HERE, PLEASE DON'T GET ME CANCELLED- I'M DOING DEATHLESS RESPAWNING ✋)

🪄 MY MIND IS SURPRISINGLY CALM 😌 THERE'S STILL INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS THO (THOSE ARE ANNOYING ASS BITCHES) BUT I JUST IGNORE EM LIKE I IGNORE PEOPLE AT SCHOOL 🗿

🪄 GOT MANY CONFESSIONS TOO 😭 AND I REJECTED EM ALL, CUS I JUST WANT TO BE SINGLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE ✋🗿 JK

🪄 GETTING COOL CLOTHES THAT MY MOM DENIED A LOTTA TIMES! (ACTUALLY I'VE ORDERED EM BUT STILL HAVEN'T SHIPPED TO MY ADDRESS YET LOL)

🪄 MY CRUSH BECOMING CLOSE TO ME HEHE 🤭 LIKE SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME MUCH, BUT LATELY SHE'S BEEN TOO CLOSE TO ME AND ALWAYS WANNA BE WITH ME LOL, 3 DAYS BACK SHE AND I WALKED HOME TOGETHER, WHILE WE GRABBED SOME SNACKS, SPOKE ABT EACH OTHER AND ALL (I FELT LIKE BEING IN A SHOUJO MANGA 😩)

🪄 A NEW PHONE! THAT SAMSUNG GALAXY S22 😩

I MANIFESTED EVERYTHING WITHIN 3 DAYS 😭 I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES, JUST. 3. FUCKING. DAYS. GODDAMMIT.

HOW I DID IT:

JUST FULFILLED IT IN MY IMAGINATION

YEP, YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT. I LIVED IN THE 4D REALITY, I NEVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT THE 3D AT ALL. OK LEMME BREAK IT DOWN FOR Y'ALL SO JUST PAY ATTENTION FROM HERE ONWARDS.

🪄 SUPPOSE SOMETHING UNDESIRABLE OR UNFAVORABLE CIRCUMSTANCES ARE HAPPENING IN YOUR 3D. WHO'S THE CAUSE FOR THAT? YOU. 'BUT I DIDN'T IMAGINE OR THINK OF THESE 😭' BABY, YOU'RE THE SOLE CAUSE, EFFECT, AND THE SOLUTION. THERE'S NO OTHER EXPLANATION TO THIS.

🪄 AS WE ALL KNOW, 3D IS A MIRROR. RIGHT? WHATEVER YOU THINK ABOUT, YOUR ASSUMPTIONS, YOUR THOUGHTS, YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR PERSPECTIVE EVERYTHING WILL BE REFLECTED. SO WHY NOT THINK THE WAY YOU WANT SO YOU CAN EXPERIENCE THE SAME? GET IT.

🪄 IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE 3D, CHANGE YOUR 4D FIRST. CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE TO HOW YOUR DESIRED SELF WOULD SEE THE WORLD. KEEP DWELLING IN IT. IF THE 3D SHOWS UNFAVORABLE CIRCUMSTANCES, DON'T FUCKING GET TRIGGERED. GO BACK TO YOUR IMAGINATION AND DENY YOUR SENSES.

🪄 EVERYTIME YOU SEE SOMETHING ELSE IN THE 3D, GO 'BRUHH THIS IS MY OLD STORY, I ALREADY HAVE WHAT I WANT, THIS IS JUST FAKE' AND MOVE ON. DISTRACT YOURSELF. CUS THE 3D WORLD WHICH YOU SEE IS AN ILLUSION, IT'S NOT REAL. IT'S YOUR CREATION, WHY WOULD YOU TRY TO CONTROL WHAT YOU CREATED? IT'S ALREADY IN CONTROL. YOU ONLY GOTTA REALISE YOUR GODSELF. YOU ARE THE CREATOR, NOT THE CREATION. STOP FUCKING VICTIMIZING YOURSELF.

🪄 I GET IT THAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE ARE CONFUSED BETWEEN LAW OF ASSUMPTION AND NON DUALISM. EVEN I WAS, BUT SLOWLY I REALISED THAT WE'RE ALL NOTHING. WE'RE JUST LIVING IN OUR OWN CREATIONS. VICTIMIZING OURSELVES IN OUR OWN CREATIONS. IRONIC RIGHT?

🪄 THOSE THOUGHTS, ANXIETY, FEELINGS, EMOTIONS ARE ALL IN YOUR PHYSICAL REALM. YOUR MIND, YOUR BODY, YOUR EGO EVERYTHING IS NO REAL, WE ASSUME IT TO BE. WE'RE ARE SHAPELESS, FORMLESS, WE'RE NOTHING! AND EVERYTHING AT THE SAME TIME. CUS EVERYTHING COMES DOWN TO ONE THING, I AM.

🪄 K Y'ALL MIGHT BE SUPER CONFUSED, WHAT I'M TRYNA INFUSE IN YOUR BRAINS. SO WHAT YOU DO IS, LIVE IN YOUR 4D.HOW? IMAGINATION. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IN YOUR 3D, GO BACK TO YOUR IMAGINATION, AFFIRM OR VISUALISE. ANYTHING IS FINE BTW. JUST STAY IN THE STATE OF WISH FULFILLED.

🪄 STOP RELYING ON METHODS, FUCK THEM. JUST BE. DON'T TRY TO CHANGE SOMETHING WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE THEM. JUST STOP, SURRENDER, STOP FIGHTING, STOP TRYING SO HARD WHEN YOUR ALREADY IT. SO GO LIVE IN YOUR IMAGINATION, FULLY SURRENDER. DO THINGS WHICH YOU LIKE. GO LIVE YOUR LIFE. TAKE YOUR POWER BACK.

LIKE AREN'T YOU TIRED? TRAPPED IN YOUR OWN CREATIONS? YOU CREATED THEM, YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE WHATEVER. TELL ME HOW LONG ARE YOU GONNA LIVE THIS BULLSHIT LIFE? YOU'RE REALLY GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE. SO LISTEN UP, DO WHAT YOU LOVE, AFFIRM, VISUALISE, OR DAYDREAM, ZONE OUT, WHATEVER. ALL I DID WAS DO THIS MEDITATION IN THE MORNING, WENT ABOUT MY DAY WATCHING JUJUTSU KAISEN LMAO. THEN RANDOMLY AFFIRM, LIVED IN MY 4D, NEVER PAYED ANY FUCKING ATTENTION TO MY 3D, CUS I'M GOD. I REALLY LOVE VISUALISING, SO I PUT ON A SONG AND START DAYDREAMING IN MY ROOM SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT. ALSO, I DID SATS BEFORE GOING TO BED. THAT'S IT. THAT'S ALL I DID FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS, AND GOT WHAT EVER I WANT. ALSO I MADE A CUSTOM TAPE TOO (IT'S A GENERAL SELF CONCEPT ONE) I LISTENED TO IT FOR 30 MINS AND JUST WENT ABOUT MY DAY THINKING I HAD WHATEVER I FUCKING DESIRE, CUS IT'S ALL MY CREATIONS AND I HAVE IT ALREADY. THERE'S NOTHING TO GET, IT'S ALREADY IN ME.

LUV YOU, BYE 💋