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[lamiasage]

he thinks he's adorable ✨

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[gaytedlasso]

I can’t lose when I’m with you

How can I snooze and miss the moment

Snooze - SZA

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Dean and Cas have missed so many moments together - unspoken words and reckless tension between them.

But now they never let another one pass them by. What does time matter, as long as they’re together.

[xofemeraldstars]

SUPERNATURAL 11x13 ❝ love hurts ❞ // 11x18 ❝ hell's angel ❞

[thepixelagora]

I was doodling, then my hand slipped, now we're here.

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[winchestress]

Cas in the deleted 4x10 scene

[demonlandline]

I hope it’s not too late

[archivistsammy]

everything is awesome when your name is dean winchester (youtube)

[deancaskiss]

whisper your name without making a noise

Happy November 5th, yall! It’s time for a fix-it fic for 15x18 with all the angst, feels, and fluff (and maybe a little deancas kissing too)! I hope yall will love this fic as much as I enjoyed writing it! 

Word Count: 12.5k

Summary: 

Losing Cas to the Empty felt like Dean was losing a piece of himself. I love you, Cas had said; and then he was gone before Dean got the chance to tell Cas how he felt. But Cas might have taken more than just Dean’s heart when the Empty ripped him away. Cas is gone, and so is Dean’s voice. Traumatic mutism: according to Sam and Eileen, Dean had been through a traumatic experience losing Cas and now he was mute. So, Eileen taught Dean sign language, and Sam bought notebooks for Dean to write out his thoughts. But Dean never stopped aching for Cas; praying to him every day and searching for a way to bring Cas home. When Dean finds a way into Empty, it’s a fight like he’s never fought before. Scream, Dean, scream, the Empty taunts. But Dean can’t stop until he’s rescued Cas, kissed his angel breathless, and told Cas the truth about how he feels—voice or no voice.

Read the first section below the cut, and check out the rest of the fic on ao3!

It started with the sobs. The kind where shoulders shake and lungs seize; breath catching over and over again as tears burn trails down cheeks. The scream built up in Dean’s chest, ready to ricochet off the dungeon walls and into the abyss that the Empty left behind.

No sound came out though. No agonized scream. No piercing anguish. Just a torrent of tears and a rattling shake throughout Dean’s entire body.

And maybe that was all Dean deserved. Because there was no noise, no sound, no words that could portray the ache of losing Cas.

Dean turned his body into the cold wall, thrashing his fists against the sharp brinks until his knuckles stung and the bricks turned copper red; silently screaming until his throat hurt.

But there was no noise.

Dean’s lips formed Cas’ name over and over again; a mantra, a prayer, a false hope for something, anything.

But nothing came.

Not Cas. Not his voice. Not the Empty.

Minutes bled into hours, and Dean’s throat felt hoarse, even without a single noise falling from his mouth. As if the sobs had scratched and clawed their way up from his chest, from his heart, cut open and pouring red on the ground.

Red like blood.

Red like love.

Red like the handprint drying on Dean’s shoulder.

The image blurred from Dean’s vision, fingerprints merging into little red splotches shaped like hearts, and Dean tore the jacket off, throwing it across the room as he opened his mouth to scream again. Another surge of anger tore through him when he still couldn’t verbalize Cas’ name.

A second later, Dean dragged his knees across the ground, scraping open a hole in his jeans as he scrambled to grab the jacket again, holding it against his chest. Maybe, if he just stayed here long enough… maybe Cas would fight his way back. Back from the Empty once again. Back to Dean.

Because this couldn’t be the end.

They couldn’t end here. Not like this.

Not after everything they’d been through; when they could be so much more.

Dean waited for what felt like a millennia. Waited for Cas to come striding back into the dungeon, proclaiming they had unfinished business between them.

Because they did.

Because Cas didn’t give him a chance to think, to react, to say his piece, too.

But, as time slipped by, and Dean’s voice continued to fail him, he knew it was too late.

Cas was gone.

Not coming back.

And Sam and Jack were still out there. Still fighting Chuck.

And maybe that was Dean’s only hope. Chuck was still out there. And maybe, just maybe, if they won they fight, he could get Cas back. And he could tell Cas… he’d tell him… well, maybe he wouldn’t be able to say anything with his voice failing him. But he could show Cas, with just one touch.

There was still a war to fight.

And goddammit. Dean wasn’t stopping until he won his angel back. Screw the rest. He just needed Cas. That was all he wanted.

And maybe his voice, too.

Just so he could say three little words out loud for Cas to hear.

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[Read the rest on ao3]

[restlesshush]

I’ve had a good life, Dean.

Dean in 1x12 / Jack in 14x08 + 14x07

[acklesology]

MISHA COLLINS as HARVEY DENT in GOTHAM KNIGHTS

[lamiasage]

Happy pride month to them! <3

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[gaytedlasso]

A portal from the Empty opens up, as Dean emerges with Cas half-conscious and leaning on his shoulder. Unable to bear another step, Cas crumbles to the floor, bringing Dean down on top of him. The portal closes with a crash, and a silence settles in the room.

Cas' chest heaves below him, but Dean can't even take a breath. Cas. Cas is- he's here. He may be covered in Empty goo but he's here. Cas is home. His eyes flutter open and Dean slowly pulls them both up to a sitting position. Cas looks up in exhausted disbelief. Dean's gonna say it. He has to say it. He has to say the words that have been inflating in his ribs and threatening to burst.

"You stupid son of a bitch. Of course I love you." And before he can lose his nerve, Dean grabs Cas by the face and kisses him so hard he's sure that he'll taste blood any second.

Dean pulls away from Cas and finally takes the breath he's been struggling to inhale this whole time - instantly leaving his lungs the moment he opens his eyes to see Cas' face.

Cas looks stunned, maybe horrified. His face goes through the entire spectrum of emotions so quickly that it makes it all indecipherable. Tears in his eyes are so close to falling Dean isn't sure how they're still holding on. His mouth hangs open but not a single word comes out. Oh no. He doesn't want this. He regrets it. He sh--

Any thoughts of doubt were squashed immediately as Cas grips Dean by the shoulders and kisses him like his life depends on it.

It may be their second kiss, but it feels like their first. It's warm and soft and tender. Dean simulationeously relaxes and feels every inch of his body light up as Cas moves his hand to rest in his hair, empty goo be damned.

If he's honest, it feels like love.

~

Finale, what finale?

I only know the post Empty rescue makeout scene

[xofemeraldstars]

DESTIEL 2ND ANNIVERSARY by @destiversary -> day two: season 5

[thepixelagora]

People wanted more of this, there's more.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

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[winchestress]

[demonlandline]

moments before dean loses his balance and they both fall into the river