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hxxseung · 2 years

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☆ enhypen soft relationship headcanons because i love them smsm

1/7 !! lee heeseung edition

(there’s a lot so bear with me)

!!☆ fluff

so he’d definitely microwave you ramyeon whenever you’re feeling out of it

microwave because he’s afraid of burning something the sweet man

(it happened once he’s never letting it happen again with you)

and like he’d go to the convenience store at like 2am with you

if it meant you being happy to get that one food you were craving

he’d totally pay and then tease you for not paying

but would forbid you from paying

like ever

AND omg he’d get so so so shy whenever you compliment him

i mean he already does

but like

he’d totally get flustered and like all soft :(

i wanna hug him fr :(

FOREHEAD KISSES. you cannot convince me otherwise.

he would cradle your face in his hands and give you a little peck on your forehead, then your nose, then your lips

and then he’d stare at you until you kiss him back

and then get all happy and shiny when you do omg i love him

he would make it his utmost duty to protect you whenever y’all go outside

like even if it’s just to get the mail he would be like

”no i can do it, it’s okay, it’s really early. you stay in bed i can get it for you.”

SCREAMING ILHSM

but he will endlessly poke fun if you sleep in

remember his iland morning call rap?

yes exactly

“it’s morning, why aren’t you awake? if you aren’t awake, what are you going to do?”

he’s the type to fluff up the pillows before going to bed like

he’d say he’s doing it for himself but it’s very clear that he spends more time fixing your pillow

even though you’re both fully aware that you will be on his chest by midnight

200/10 WOULD SING YOU LULLABIES AFTER BUSY/TIRING DAYS

he knows he can sing and he knows you like his voice so he just wants to make use of it to help you omg crying

kinda backhugs like that clip of his hands on jay’s waist?

that but he’s leaning into you and you’re leaning against his chest

he would love you and your body so much he’s just gonna want to cuddle every time you’re both free

at home? cuddle. in the car? hand holding or cuddling if possible. eating? def shoulder leaning.

physical contact is everything

omg and i had this thought that since he’s like a very leader type

automatically assigned the leader role

he’d want to not really lead per se, hee would totally prefer to follow you

because he wants you to feel comfortable in the relationship and he just

trusts you

he trusts you so much that he wouldn’t even try to lead anything big. he’ll nudge towards it but not as much initiation as hint-dropping

relationship-wise and otherwise

he’d have conversations with you while you’re asleep

ask you about your day, reply with how his day went, follow up with meals and check in on hydration/medication

and would say the things he’s too scared to say when you’re awake

for “practice”

boy is fr very thorough with his practice that shit goes on for days

and he pays so much attention to you that he knows exactly how you breathe when you’re really sleeping

so he’ll whisper the harmless, risk-free things when you’re not quite there yet

he would give you little kisses in the places you’re insecure of

corny jokes all the damn time

it’ll take him some time to get comfortable but once he is comfortable he is in his ELEMENT fr like

“am dope”

would never admit he’s not feeling well just for your sake

but would be so soft when you take care of him like he would totally cry :(

he genuinely cannot believe that he could ever find someone like you and would randomly get very emotional

he loves spending time with you

if it’s a hobby or if it’s a restaurant or if it’s something neither of you have ever done and are trying for the first time

he will put in effort to make sure it’s perfect

and would and will fall for you a hundred times again

please please play with his hair :(

he will learn everything about you.

birthmarks, freckles, scabs, scars, favourite jewellery, wishes, pets, family/siblings, who your favourite cousin is, your middle name’s origin

and he’d love all of it

he’d love all of you <3

#crying this is my first post #how did i get here #goddamn it vix #enhypen #heeseung #heeseung fluff #lee heeseung #enhypen heeseung #enhypen fluff #enhypen imagines #enhypen headcanons #heeseung imagines #heeseung headcanons #heeseung x reader #enhypen x reader #엔하이픈 #♡#♥︎

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hinamie · 18 days

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to moving forward

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #satoru gojo #jjk manga spoilers #hina.comic #before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma #its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD #im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts #page 8 made me want to bash my head in #could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload #but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it #rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome #i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone #it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards #personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again #oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do

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inkskinned · 1 year

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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.

#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone #yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr #ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person #and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens #have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists #and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference #we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender #and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different #i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.

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kitamars · 23 days

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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade

#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol #also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been #played. somehow #their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying #anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr #school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe #have a good day and week! :3 #spiderman #peter parker #marvel #ok bye

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starryaike · 1 year

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Song - Feel Better by Penelope Scott

#Been thinking about this for a while and I finally did it!#Look at it!#Tbf this song also fits Flowey a LOT #But Chara lives in my brain. so #this is the first time ive done something like this i hope it's good #also if there's any better way to format posts like these tell me cause god knows i do Not know how to use this site #anyways i think about them a lot #im gonna go cry bye #undertale #chara #chara dreemurr #asriel #asriel dreemurr #lyric comic #my art

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magpie-trinkets · 5 months

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continuing that "maya tries to contact claire" post, i present you the post-Spirit of Justice follow-up

#post that caters to ME specifically #let me first tag #ghost trick spoilers #lost future spoilers #now that that's out of the way. you know who's on that suitcase ;)#also claire is fucked up by time travel shenanigans so it's possible let's just say #also ghost powers grow and change with time sooooo. let's play with canon #layton “i have a dead girlfriend” and yomiel “i had a dead girlfriend” bisexuals #also yes the whole gang traveled to london they're just strolling around #maya had unfinished business and now that she's more powerful she's BACK #this would take place 7-or-so years after lost future/plvspw so layton is in his mid-forties here. i had to look it so correct me if im not #also yes this is a crossover AU i have rotating in my mind i love the source material and layton's and claire whole thing no shade to that #powerful narrative that made me cry #but with aa and gt magic fuckery we have the technology #also about the jail bit. that's a fic i am writing (one sentence every month)#ghost trick #professor layton #ace attorney #my art #ms paint #GOD. that wall of text is surely something

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 11 days

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Started a new book series, and has been a journey...an Odyssey, if you will.

#poorly drawn odyssey #the odyssey #Athena #telemachus #penelope #odysseus #calypso #I also drew Phemius the bard and Antinous the leader of the suitors but I'll hold onto those for a while longer.#The Odyssey has been on my reading list for ages and I finally decided to just dive into the Robert Fagles translation.#*nobody* ever talks about how damn funny the Odyssey is. Oh my god. I have been howling.#The poor bard doomed to keep playing for this unending feast. The most unwilling court jester.#Penelope being introduced by her crying about how much she 'hates this song'.#And Telemachus is the goodest lad. The OG protag to set about on his heroes journey.#He is kind! He is soft! He yearns for adventure and finding out the truth! He wants to get back at his bullies!#He even gets a companion named Mentor. THE original mentor! Who is *totally* not a god by the way. Just a guy.#Not to mention how much Odysseus gets hyped up only for his first appearance to be him sobbing non-stop.#Honestly I was mostly motivated by the need to do research for a personal project but I've been having the best time.#I sincerely doubt my current audience has any overlap with classic Greek literature but expect a few more PD-Odyssey posts.#(Yes - I am familiar with Epic the Musical; this is not fanart of that adaptation).

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wwillywonka · 2 months

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rewatching where no man has gone before and it's wild how different spock's characterisation is in this versus the rest of the series. like i know logically (haha) that the episode was so early that the show and nimoy didn't really have a grasp on the character yet (made evident by the "one of my ancestors married a human woman" line), but it also strikes me that this is technically kirk's first episode in timeline (production) order, meaning jim and spock have barely started to get to know each other. it's obvious from the chess game that they're already very close and likely have been joined at the hip since their very first meeting, so i like to think that spock is almost, ya know, giddy at this point, adjusting to the comforting warmth and joy and security he feels just by being around jim all the time because it's all so new, because he's never had anything like this before. spock likes jim so much and so immediately and wants to get to know him better and feels safe enough around him to let jim get to know him better, too. the interaction at the end, "i felt for him, too" and "there might be some hope for you yet, mr. spock." followed by a very not-subtle, fond smile from our dear vulcan first officer, just stands out so much against the rest of the series. young spock and his brand new blossoming crush for his captain and he hasn't gotten to the point where he's afraid of those feelings yet, just basking in how nice it feels to have a proper friend. so damn cute. it fills me with butterflies.