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Everyday the allure of going on t just for a little bit so my voice gets lower gets stronger
#cuz like okay here’s the thing#I don’t wanna be a guy. the idea of being a man makes me VISCERALLY uncomfortable and dysphoric#HOWEVER#I have realized I definitely want more masculine features#and it’s like hm. hm. hmmmmm. just for like#a lil bit#a lil bit and then stop#cuz I don’t wanna ‘pass’#but I also don’t wanna immediately get clocked as ‘woman’#cuz I don’t like that either#however I cannot admit this to ANYONE#because this is not a mindset about ‘transitioning’ that very many ppl like or appreciate#so like ugh#kaz rambles
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Okay, but what if EoW!Zelda had to impersonate Link
#echoes of wisdom#the legend of zelda#loz#loz eow#zelda#link#josh art tag#the scenario i imagine is that nobody but zelda onows that link got got#and link presumably when on a whole quest to save zelda so people would know him or at least of him#so maybe zelda would feel the need to make everyone think everything would be okay#cuz look! links still here and taking care of things!#idk i just think its a cool idea and its one ive actually had for a while#a little while ago i wondered what the next loz game would be like and what i would want to see#and i of course thought of playable zelda#but i thought#what would cause zelda to be playable?#so i thought maybe something would happen to link and he would be unavailable so zelda would take his place#and then that idea fit so well with eow!#i think its fun seeing a zelda in the classic green. and the hat#imposter!zelda au
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(disappears for a month and reappears with a slightly obscure hyperfixation) Hey guys
#★ my art#art#dandys world#dandy’s world#Is that it What do i even tag..#idk why i called it obscure it has 10mil visits on roblox but i Dont see it anywhere so. Whatever i say what i want#★ arin rambles#Oh boy here we go#so i found this game like. The day before yesterday. So ive known this game for 2 days. Dude#DUDE. DUDE. my friends call this game my baby rattle its so absurd#the way this garbage mascot horror has ensnared me. i feel like a fool#Just hold on let me paint a picture for you. So just listen (<- aka read but just pretend)#So i press this game not knowing what on earth is in store#and me and my bestie choose our basic boring loser starter. And we walk into that elevator. and im walking around just Amazed…#And i look over and theres like A tv on the floor. And theres the most jaw dropping smooth animation on there im like OKAY THIS GAME IS FIRE#and i see the funny rainbow flower#AND RIGHT NEXT TO HIM…. THAT BORING BASIC BLUE HAT..#I SAW HIM. I WAS GOBSMACKED.#We lost the game cuz shrimpo jumped me because i was So distracted i took like 20 screenshots of astro#And thats how it all started#i didnt know his name..#in fact i didnt even know if his cover was purple or blue#but i knew 1 thing for certain..#THIS WAS LOVE!!!!!!!! AND I WANT TO BEAT HIM WITH A ROCK😭😭😭😭😭😭#dandys world oc#dandys world astro
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An idiot like you...an idiot like you...
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME
Ep. 9
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#IM BACK WITH MORE MICROEXPRESSIONS AND MINOR DETAILS POSTING WHEEEEEEEEEEEE#anyway 'only i...since i was young til now...have been looking at you' if you even care. cuz. *gestures* this is ALL that. in these hugs#and okay thinking about it - im a little obsessed with the way we dont really See the reasons Why ai di loves chen yi#like usually in dramas theres a 'here's who he is through x's eyes here's why he is desirable' etc. and kiseki is not. like that.#ai di and chen yi bicker constantly. chen yi brushes ai di off. we see all their rough patches. but the little things ai di says in ep4 -#'he picks on & scolds me the most but he cares for me the most' are shown as part of it all AND actually one of the first things ai di says#in that scene is that they grew up together. like idk theres something about how it doesnt need to be some big thing.#some great quality of chen yi's that makes him loveable. ai di just loves him. it's that simple. he just does and always has and always wil#and loves him for everything chen yi is. even the parts that hurt him. 'an idiot like you' followed by 'im naive. im foolish.' IDK MAN.....#ITS LIKE AI DI IS ACCEPTING AND LOVING ALL OF CHEN YI'S INADEQUACIES. WHILE DAMNING HIS OWN. feeling so stupid for feeling so much#for someone he cant help but love - bc their lives have always. been. entwined. & you see that love echoed in chen yi. in how relaxed he is#how he kisses ai di's choker..follows ai di's lead & ai di's mouth. before chen yi's mind knows its ai di his body knows & loves him easily
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i went out the other day and ran across some nice dresses so ofc i had to draw @sunnyys-jarss's roommate au boys in them! (If you haven't checked out their au, do so, they've got a fun blog at @ask-the-atwr-au!) Forgive me for the poor form of dresses and poses; I'm not very used to drawing people in formal clothing, so this was good practice!
(without color under the cut)
#crappy doodles#was gonna put ruin in one but unfortunately didn't find anything nice :(#(well i did find this one shirt but i dunno if i wanna add it here or separately or at all cuz it's not as dapper but)#ig he's helpin them out with trying things on and holding their things while they get all dressed up?#also ignore the poorly drawn fingers i still suck at drawing hands#but uh anyways yea here's this!#so i caved and shaded eclipse#was gonna color them both but it looked wrong so instead we've got the various grey tones#i really like the way eclipse turned out tbh#I didn’t know what color to shade sun with#Originally did orange but I didn’t like it so now it’s pink and i still don’t like it but#i dunno i think it turned out okay?#also m’gonna tag the tsams stuff here if that’s okay with you?#if not then I’ll take them off!#—>#tsams au#tsams eclipse#tsams sun#not my au
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look me in the eye; i'm dizzy
[static image below]
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#animation#oc#pink space#AYYYYYYYY I FINISHED THIS WOOHOO ! ! !#i have had this sitting in clip for like a week while i did artfight + then i had the idea to have them spinning so i've spent my morning#doing that hfbhsv :DD#my first real attempt on synfig!! it turned out insanely good for that i think hbsvh ; even if it is just a little turning n stuff lol :>>#i mostly had trouble exporting because i was 1) confused 2) very impatient when it comes to my files so hfbsvh#i figured it out though yeyaye :DD#also had to slow this thing down + compress it on a seperate site bc well. that's just how i know to do it hbfshv#initially i thought i could use clipchamp but they don't let you do any fine-tuning (it was such a basic tuning but lol (fine tuna..ing...)#and also they don't let you export with a transparent background ? my soul. my heart. hbfvshh#oh also with the compressing; this thing barely makes the cut for file size so i am sitting here waiting for it to load lnmfshv#i've gotta work on my bytes cuz i always have at least 1-2 things every year that need to be like screenshot or smth#//OKAY IT WORKS THANK GOD LJFSHV#hit post yeehaw :D
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Misha nicknamed the horrifying monster that's been killing everyone in the dream!!!! Misha!!! Misha!!!! They're not pets!! That's a killing machine!!! Gallagher has been killing people with it!!! Gallagher isn't human either!!!! Mishaaaaaa!!!!!! He has no fucking idea what's going on does he???? It's all a little pet daycare simulator to him!!! He doesn't know!!!! Misha listen!!!!!
#MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!#imagine the leak about ratio giving him a stellaron was just ratio like 'here random child. hold this for me.' and mishas like 'okay! :D'#and ratio walks away and misha has no idea whats about to happen like one week from then#MISHA DOESNT KNOW!!! HE LACKS CRITICAL INFORMATION!!!!!#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#cuz i mentioned the stellaron thing
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I hate self proclaimed “queer theorists” on this stupid fucking website because 90% of their posts are like “All lesbians are terfs because gender can change which makes sexuality obsolete so that means lesbians automatically hate trans ppl <3 What about gay men you ask? No, it’s different, don’t ask me to elaborate <3 Haha I love trans women so much *insert most insane transmisogynistic take three lines down* And this is all real and true because I am a boygirl fagdyke and I said it is !!!!! Btw if you argue or point out any flaws here it’s because you’re an awful evil gate keeping exclusionist >:( Peace and love go firebomb a Walmart” and then somehow the post has 563782922992737228 reblogs of ppl agreeing
#also if you look at their blogs you can usually scroll for less than five minutes before finding something racist too#and something aphobic#I need to stop venturing into tags jfc I cannot take this stupid fucking website anymore#you’re all like ‘yayyyyy gay ppl! trans love!!!!! not lesbians tho 😡’#and then think installing shinigami eyes is the best thing you can ever do for trans women#I hate it here#sorry tried going into some tags to try and find more ppl to follow cuz my dash has been kinda dead#and stumbled a post that was like ‘it’s perfectly valid and okay to be DISGUSTED by lesbians btw <33333’#and I lost my mind#kaz rambles
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" Losing battle of loss "
#hi guyyss X33#im feeling really really bad :3#the emptiness is consuming me day after day after day and i don't know how much more i can handle#it hurts to see that all the people i care about have better things to do than talk to me . i don't like being people's last option .#im being selfish . im being a bad person . i know these people have their own busy lives and yet i still choose to feel hurt over the fact –#– they aren't here to talk to me 24/7#it's even worse since i feel like they're all going to die . or that im going to die#i don't want to lose them . i don't want them to leave without me even saying goodbye . i don't want this to happen again .#*sigh*#anyway#because im feeling so terrible . i decided to make a drawing to feel a bit better#i don't typically vent through art cuz it's really cringe but i guess i feel a bit better#im also trying to write something so i can express my feelings . though i guess it's pretty bad#ill get back on my feet soon though !! i just know it !!#ill get that spark eventually !!#okay#bye-bye#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis hv tony#tw bugs#i guess ?#pls ignore me
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okay fuck it actually heres a drawing from the other day
#probably all ill post maybe idk im not sure tbh…….#scribbles#klonoa#popka#uhh nothing much to say abt this tbh thats why im posting it XD so uh heres some rambling ig#i feel like ive been drawing a lot more oc stuff lately which is cool ig cuz i barely ever draw original stuff#but at the same time it Sucks cuz like. idk theyre some newer ocs i kinda feel weird abt sharing for some reason#like idk i feel like theyre lame 😔 plus im still figuring out a lot of stuff for them so idk maybe thats part of it#uhhh also uh i feel like ive been getting like? actually really fucking good st art ? and like i feel like this every#few months (which is a good thing it means im improving / enjoying how my art looks) but like.. idk it judt feels more legit this time like#idk idk it doesnt really make sense but im having fun with art and thats good#i drew like. seven full drawings yeaterday for artfight im still like . stunned by how i managed to pull that off without having#drawings i ended up hating . like even with some that were an absolute pain in the ass to draw they turned out so cooollllll#okay ill stop rambling now idk what im trying to say
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isaac lahey ("your father locked you in a freezer in the basement to punish you." "he didn't used to.")
"shape shifted" (teen wolf) // "cut" (catherine lacey) // "abomination" (teen wolf) // "unleashed" (teen wolf) // "motel california" (teen wolf) // "anchors" (teen wolf)
#teen wolf#isaac lahey#web weaving#child abuse tw#blood tw#like isaac's dad saying he's not angry. isaac asking scott if he's angry. when scott says no isaac asks if hes sure. cuz his dad said no to#him asking derek if he did something wrong because he feels like he's being punished#him begging scott to punish him because he feels like he did something wrong#because his dad use to assure him when isaac got hurt it Was his fault. but now things are out of order.#'feel better?' he's asking scott. he's asking himself.#also isaacs dad reassuring him that hes not angry. offering false comfort. and then lashing out at isaac.#derek saying 'come here. let me look.' he gets isaac to offer him his arm. his trust. to reach out to him. and then he breaks it. 101.#derek's trying to teach him.#but jokes on him isaac's had this lesson before.#(though it seems he never learns.)#i just got a lot of feelings about him okay
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I have edited ONE WHOLE CHAPTER and honestly, this shit isn't even that hard. What the fuck was I so worried about.
#local writer once again discovers she can in fact write. stay tuned to see if the lesson sticks. (it will not.)#tbf the process of markup is hard but implementing the edits is not cuz by that point I'm like 'okay cool I know what I need here'#also I've added the words 'unctuous' and 'roseate' and I am living my best life#both actually as descriptors for color! 'unctuous' was actually the one modifying a red tone lmfao#(roseate was referring to a deep gold on the copper side)#if there's one thing you gotta know about me it is that I will get wild with the colors#ANYWAY I will not edit another chapter at midnight. that would be a recipe for disaster.
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sorry for the spam today lol, hoping to have this little ref sheet done by tomorrow so I can work on other designs for bigger pieces
#maybe some nikolai designs#cuz like okay confession I was obsessed w a darkolai fic exactly 1 year ago#and I’m pretty sure that’s what put me on the path to drawing this dude#cuz like I think about it a lot and I lost it and I’m anguished#if anyone knows the darkolai fic hmu I think it’s here on tumblr#it had a thing w mouths but it was so well written that I was like yeah I get the hype behind mouths now#I’ve been like waiting for someone to request darkolai art for a YEAR#I’m that desperate for an excuse to think about this fic#OH ALSO IT HAD A MOODBOARD#patrick ireland was like praying in white and crying and covered in blood#which like um why wasn’t that in the show#what the fuck#robbed
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#Grim draws stuff#Grim's characters#spooky month#spooky month oc#fan character#OC: Mortis Grimm#ohhh Mortis lore finally#only took me 9 months since his creation and a good 50 rewrites to get to this PFF#can't believe my boy already has 100 images on toyhouse too??#I don't have a fave OC istg#anyways#lore crumbs :3#I changed some stuff from his backstory like 90% of anything I've written/drawn about him in the past is outdated#those were warmups guys I swear#I swear I wasn't super committed to an old idea that highkey sucked pff#but hey#I improved I learned#now I think I got a solid story#more coming in the future hopefully#I won't be doin things in order it's either lore bits or I'm committing to whole comics maybe but never in chronological order#maybe even stories too (like actual written stories)#you gotta guess what goes where /hj#also I better be stickin to this story now cuz those rewrites weren't for nothin#I love that he started as a silly guy that hunted ghosts now he's a fully fleshed out character and he's an exorcist instead#I originally intended on him being just a silly character with no super deep story but here we are :3#I think this all started when I decided to make him lose an eye#from that point on I was like 'okay but how did he lose it?'#and then the illness began /silly
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i don't really like touched all that much but damn id be lying if i said its artstyle for promo art was shit. wanted to do a piece imitating it ft. quasar !!! say hi guys !!!!!!! shes here !!!!!!!!! oh my god !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alts under cut
#aidan art tag#oc ~ quasar#i referenced wario's promo art for this piece. ive wanted to draw quasar in his pose for a while now cuz i thought it looked cool#and well i think it turned out pretty alright all things considered#it gets pretty weird trying to draw her in unconventional angles like this one so im happy with the result#and yes i know the jagged outline thing is from twisteds art but i wanted to try it here too okay
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You know I think we can resolve a lot of our problems and moral dilemma by asking ourselves "does this really matters that much?"
#this is mostly in relation to current moral panic specifically in france but i think it van apply to a variety of contexts#like idk if yall know but france hate muslim people (specifically women) so much and it's so absurd#like... so much debate over muslim girls in school specifically#'we can't let them wear hijabs cuz hijab is a symbol of oppression*' okay well does it really matters that much?#isn't it more important to let them go to fucking school in peace instead of forcing them to remove it#(*i know it's stupid but that's the mainstream view of the hijab in france)#'but we have to stay religiously neutral at school' why? i understand teachers being religiously neutral but students who care?#wouldn't it be better to let anyone exprime their identity instead of forcing a standard‚ so‚ y'know‚ people can learn about diversity?#'well sometimes they refuse to go to swimming lessons because they don't want to be half naked in front of boys/men'#yeah i can understand that somehow not sure it's specific to their religion tho maybe we shouldn't force kids to get half naked idk#maybe we could allow them to go to female only swimming lessons if they want to#'WHAT?! but that's separating bous from girls that's sexist and we won't surrender to that backwards vie-' does it really matters?#obviously i don't believe society should be segregated between men and women but here isn't it more important that those kids learn to swim?#(yeah i fucking hate this debate)#and that works for a lot of subjects#'but trans people-' that's 0.09% of people what the fuck are you talking about#'but if we let kids transition and they regret it' yeah what if? sometimes people do shit they regret (but let's look at the stats too)#if they have regrets we should support and help them and that's it#and like‚ sometimes the answer is 'yes' and if it is you have to keep fighting for your cause#but you have to choose your fights donlt waste energy again things that don't matter that much
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