#damn i'm actually getting emotional 🥲🥲

[demainest]

그 무엇도 이보다 좋을 순 없어 / and this is as good as it gets

thanks @hoforwonho for the inspiration for splitting the gifs

[sos717]

Bro I'm just very anxious and scared rn and overconsumed too. Atp idk what do I do. Basically here in my country an exam (jee main) result came out and I didn't scored well. There's a lot of family pressure I'm crying every day just feel horrible. What do I do now?

I have read almost every single manifestation post on tumblr and recently found nd through 4d barbie....and tried to understand what they are saying. I found this blog yesterday and spent all night scrolling and reading your posts. It's Been 6 years since I found this side of reality. Law of attraction -> law of assumption-> affirm and persist-> states and ed art-> nd.

Anyways I read your post and what I understood is... that whatever situation rn is happening, happening because I'm aware of it happening. Or I can say that It's not happening to me but I'm awareness, aware of a person "me" to which all of it is happening and that "me" is hating it and sending this ask. It all is because I'm aware of it. And my real nature or the real me is That/knowing/awareness " ". All is one. All is that/knowing/awareness. Now with this understanding I noticed or yk imagined a complete opposite situation where this person "me" cleared this exam with good grades and slept. And when I woke up nothing changed. Ikik I'm the one noticed/ being aware of the fact that nothing changed but still..I hope you're getting what I'm trying to say. Do I keep noticing what i want or give up and run away to some forest 🥲 helpp

Hello! First I wanna thank you for reaching out, I know how hard it can be when we’re going through these frustrations, it can take allot for us to even ask for help so thank you for trusting me 🫶🫶, alright let’s get into this.

I’m going to tell you my approach at this first and explain your options, etc.

People come up with fancy words like “revision” and will just tell you to revise it, okay, let me explain what revision is first , your not actually changing a past because the past is not a place, neither is it a moment that is taking place right now, in the same way that you don’t change the future, because it’s not a place, there is only the moment we exist in, and the experiences of now and here are quite literally, the perception of our own activity.

The idea of revision is only you activating something that you end up experiencing, there’s no past that you teleport to and experience, it’s all just moving forward.

What you are, is conciousness, knowing itself, to give you a better way to understand this I want you to imagine ALL THE DETAILS that you go on and on about , “my test scores are always perfect”, “my teeth never stain”, “my hairs so healthy”, “I think that guy likes me”, “I never have to worry about money”, like ALL OF IT, imagine that, but remove the senses. What’s left?

All of this is conscious activity, it’s the things that are know. The source for all that’s ever known is of course you, because nothing else ever activates these things does it? Of course not it’s always you. And knowing you exist never requires senses, it doesn’t matter what state/condition the body is in, because regardless, knowing remains the same, it’s not something done on purpose, it’s your identity.

No emotion, no situation, no feeling, person, scar, or physical aspect ever intrudes on your identity, it can’t, because conciousness/you, are present regardless, it’s the thing that experiences, but also what all experience COMES FROM.

Understanding what I wrote above, also Segway’s us into the next point, nothing can determine what conscious activity is, but you.

Imagine all details and aspects that you know about life, like the color of your teeth, how money is, how success looks like, and notice that you always arrive to know an idea. “Why do my teeth look white” this is what you, as concioicness, activate yourself as, this is it, this is what reality is, this grand idea of manifesting and altering the world is this damn simple.

Now do me a favor and conceptualize, “why do my teeth look white” through the filter of perception (seeing, hearing, tasting, touching, smelling), and what do we get?

Oh, a “world”.

What was at first, only known, and was concious activity, is then percieved by the very thing creating the idea in the first place.

That’s what the world is

You, perceiving, your own activity

The world is not a seperate entity, or space, it’s the RESULT, or the SIDE EFFECT, that occurs when reality perceives itself.

The part we get mixed up is, we think the world is something we are trying to change, but this makes no sense, it always us, at no point does it stop being us, so what is there to change but self??

Theres only this, here, now, creation doesn’t stop because it’s the natural state of reality. Creation is what’s being perceived. And here’s the part where people get confused. Reality does not begin with perception. This part just makes no sense but I get why people are so frustrated.

Ask yourself, if reality and knowing is dependent on what’s seen and heard and felt, why don’t our problems disappear when we don’t see them?

Why doesn’t let’s say, someone’s medical debt disappear when they aren’t looking at their bank account? Why are they capable of knowing that they have medical debt? Right because the source of “I have so much debt” doesn’t come from anything but source, and that’s you, it doesn’t matter if your were underwater or skydiving, it’s still you. If seeing was the giver of “I have medical debt” you should only be able to know this when you’re looking at your bank. And never at any other moment.

It’s not memory, it’s knowing, and it doesn’t stop, so you going to the same idea over and over again is only its continued creation, because that’s what you are.

For your situation, personally, Id leave what’s already happened off my mind and relieve myself of the stress, if you continued in a story that was favorable, that’s exactly what you’ll perceive, but I need you to understand that your not changing something, whatever you claim to be is exactly what reality is, and that’s exactly what will be percieved. The world is the byproduct of you perceiving what it is you know. It can only unfold and continue in that respect.

I would say, gain some confidence in this first, bring to attention random things that you don’t really care about like blue butterflies, angel numbers, a pink turtle, and just randomly whenever you remember this, just give it a little bit of attention, and watch how these things suddenly begin to “show up”.

I’m not telling you that you can’t experience exactly what it is you want, but it’s hard for us to be patient and objective about our knowledge when we have something so stressful on our mind when we first step into this side of reality.

Especially if you don’t have things you can reference back on as say “oh wait but I know I was thinking about green snakes, and that’s exactly what I saw” and it reinstates your confidence in the truth.

Take it easy on yourself, you don’t become creatjon at some point, it’s just the natural state of this entire experience, it’s what you always will be, continue forward knowing what you prefer and don’t worry about anything else, allow yourself to win by choosing what is is you like, instead of what you don’t like.

[helloiamadrawer]

𝚃𝙰𝙳𝙲 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚜 🎪

Warnings: none! just general/cute headcanons of the silly circus gang 🤸

Gangle can make some downright delicious matcha green tea, she has a set of cups and ofc tea bags in her room so when anyone in the circus is upset or stressed from a wacky adventure, she'd offer to make some for them. (Jax would probably be the only one to refuse but hey he's missing out)

All of the girls of the circus had a sleepover once (it was definitely Ragatha's idea :) ), and when it came to the most invigorating activity being a pillowfight, Zooble kind of hesitated.

"Yeah, I think I should opt out of this one you do know I hit hard Ragatha..right?"

"Oh come on Zoobs!" Ragatha cheered," If I can take a butcher knife to the head a thousand times you sure can't hit me harder than--oof!" a pillow ricocheted at her face, sending her bouncing around her room like a ball in a pinball machine (imagine the sound like the pinball makes while hitting the machine with the situation that is happening to Ragatha)

Finally coming back to solid ground, stars revolve around her head as she weaves from side to side as Zooble immediately ran to her followed by Pomni and Gangle to help the rag doll up and keep her steady. "I'm so sorry, I told you I hit too hard!" "Are you okay Ragatha?" Pomni asked cautiously, waving a hand in front of her face. "I'm good..no worries." she chuckled lightly, a wavered smile paved on her face from being clocked by a damn pillow. Rest assured, they never did pillowfights again because Zooble kicks too much ass lmaooo

Caine is a great singer AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE and here's how everyone knew: he left a door open one day leading to some sort of auditorium different than the one at the Tent, Pomni was the first to see the door, she hesitantly stepped into the other world.

An array of seats were swarmed through the area but no Npc's were in any of the seats but on stage there were a group of them singing a very flowing vocal number, it sounded nice and calming and then walking out in the middle of the stage was Caine, after their measure of singing was cut off by a motion of his hand, silence fell over until the chime of a triangle rang out and he started singing ♥️ his voice was remarkable (song below)

Pomni=flabbergasted and in awe that this a.i could sing so well, she could almost feel herself floating from the graceful power of his singing voice she HAD to tell everyone! she ran to everyone's room, spreading the word and by the time Caine finished performing, all the circus members applauded and cheered.

Ragatha and Gangle were crying a little cause it was so beautiful.

Caine was startled at first no one ever came to his singing performances but momentarily starts bowing in reciprocation of the wonderous appreciation for him.

Pomni has actually asked Caine if she could have a change of outfit, guess what the a.i does? JUST GUESS? Bro changes the color theme of her fit b r u h 😂

Jax and Bubble have kissed once but it was off camera

Zooble was so tired one day that the next morning Jax saw them sleeping in her own 'Zooble Box' full of their spare parts. The purple rabbit thought this would be a funny picture on the wall so he snapped one then getting slapped around by the grumpy assortment of parts after

Ragatha loves to bake. She could bake almost everything you could imagine. Her fav thing to make is pineapple upside down cake or peach cobbler 😋

Kinger collects fireflies in mason jars to have some light in his dark little pillowfort during the day and then the following night he sets them free into the night. he thinks of them as his tiny house guards 🥺🥺🥺

Whenever somebody is in emotional turmoil, instead of Ragatha being the one for emotional advice Pomni has learned to take her place sometimes since she has transformed Gummigoo into a more hopeful being after his traumatic realization of him being an npc 🥲

She's invented her own kind of comforting strat s since she has known now that her friends really care about her. You can say it kind of inspired her to be like Ragatha but in her own unique way 💟

Zooble listens to breakcore/vogue music because it helps them with being comfortable with their mix n' match parts and feeling whole. Sometimes feeling like a fem/them queen helps being in this hellhole of a digital realm 💅

Jax would say rizz and not know what it means, just only says it cause it sounds cool 🙄 bro is literally rizzing up ppl in the show (watch the pilot or ep 2 you'll see what i mean)

[youremyheaven]

I'm lunar and I actually lowkey agree about us getting depleted listening to peoples' stuff. I am a very good listener however and known to give good advice, I think I just 'feel' everything a lot, like Moon is very reactive so if you tell a lunar person your emotional story, instead of being like a grounded rock it'll go on the emotional rollercoaster with you lmao. Sometimes that's needed, sometimes not so much. Plus I think a more selfish lunar person would be reacting emotionally and making it about them which would be.. yicky lol

I actually have found Saturn women are veryy good at listening/giving advice too, though they probably need like Jupiter or Moon influence to give then that quality of caring much for other people in the first place. I mean Saturn is very 'keep your head down and mind your own business' but that's exactly what can make them such good listeners, they ain't getting caught up in your emotions when you come to them, they just look at you unamused and give you some reassuring grounded advice.

It's like how, I have a friend who says that yes, Moon is the mother and in it's most positive manifestation definitely has strong maternal/nurturing qualities, but possibly the more 'ideal' mother energy is Saturn (hence why we have Pushya as the nurturer) because of the way what children truly need is stability & non-reactivity. Not coldness perse but like, if a kid is bouncing off the walls and getting sugar highs it would be wild if their lunar ass mother started doing the same lol, Saturn can kinda sit and have the sternness to go 'sit down.' in a gentle way.

I guess lunar & Saturn Nakshatras are opposite too; so they're two sides of the same coin when it comes to nurture/mothering/listening 🧐

(sorry I be writing long ass things here, your blog is like a safe space for our astrological thoughtss/reservations and I appreciate it!!❣️)

Omg damn bbg you should write ✍🏻 (if you already post to your blog,lmk so I can follow👀😏) ,

This is such a great way of understanding Lunar vs Saturnian energies

Yeah 🙃😬 I used to have an imbalanced Lunar girl in my life and I couldn't tell her anything without her making it about herself 🥲😭 it was almost competitive??? (she did have Mars atmakaraka so maybe it's also bc of that lol). Like I could tell her I was SA-d and she'd be like 😎 I know 5 girls who were also SA-d 😎like BABE where's the empathy??? where's the listening, understanding and comforting??? ALSO WHY IS THIS A COMPETITION 😭😭😭🥲

I think Saturn influence can be very stabilising like you said but it's very unemotional and not very comforting. You can depend on them and they've got your back and there are definitely times when you need the other person to be very non reactive and just give you some adult rational talk. But if you want someone to give you a hug and just be there for you (without rushing to the advice bit) then Saturnians are not the way to go 😬

Imbalanced Saturnians can be very harsh as well. Saturn is the disciplinarian for a reason. The kind of parent who tells you to just suck it up and deal with it. Tough love without any regard for the other person's feelings or understanding of where they're coming from 😬

It's okayyy!!! I don't mind the long asks 😌 I like reading y'all's thoughts and observations. I appreciate you too bbg 🥺

[imaginarylungfish]

AUDHD 👏 GOJO 👏

I’m right there with you so, in true AuDHD style, I’m zooming into your inbox to infodump because I’m ALWAYS desperate to scream about this (shout out to @ellionwrites for patiently and compassionately listening to my unpolished rambles about a lot of this stuff in private)!

I actually have a LOT of thoughts about 236 and how it’s Gojo’s “unmasking”. That chapter is really emotional for me because of how well it articulates my personal experience of navigating the world as an autistic person. This post (and especially its tags) from right after it came out says it in a much more concise way, but Gojo’s upset pout breaks my heart because, to me, that's evidence of “no matter how much you try, people will misunderstand you” and damn… that hits a little close to home 🥲

It’s why his death had such a strong impact on me, especially when it felt like half the internet was ignoring the actual words Gojo said to claim “he never cared about that stuff, he was arrogant from the start and you just misread him". In combination with “it was the best ending for a character like Gojo" — right after we find out how deeply lonely he’s been, never able to truly connect with anyone after Geto left? Well, it was mindblowingly meta and, therefore, pretty painful to read.

I wrote an analysis of Gojo’s character in 236 and, even though I wasn’t viewing him through an autistic lens for that particular post, I think my words under the cut still read that way — that’s how baked into his character I think this stuff is! I genuinely think the two pairs of sorcerers sitting with their backs to each other is a visual representation of the double empathy problem. I'm not sure autistic and allistic people can ever arrive at a place where we fully understand each other, but that doesn’t mean autistic people have to carry all the burden and remain isolated. That’s why it’s meaningful that Gege makes it clear that all the characters care about each other, even if they don’t see eye-to-eye.

Glad to see you shouting about this reading of his character, because I haven’t seen many people talking about it. Some people are very hostile to ND headcanons, especially for characters as popular as Gojo, which is why I haven’t really talked about it much myself. However, I feel like any fellow AuDHDers who read my fic must be side-eying me constantly because I don’t think I’m subtle about how I write Gojo’s character at ALL 🤪

Maybe it’s time to be brave and publicly share my 236 AuDHD!Gojo manifesto for the five of us who are standing in a circle screaming about this! Cheering you on and sending lots of love ♥️

Ahhhhh thank you so much for this infodump!!!! I was on a AuDHD!Gojo rampage last night as my brain worm hit right as I should have been going to sleep. But such are things....

Like idk why it didn't truly hit me until now, but I can't unseen Gojo as AuDHD. (It was probably because I re-watched "Everything's Gonna be Okay" with some AuDHD representation and then I started thinking of other AuDHD characters and immediately thought of Gojo.) I did play with the idea a few months back, but it hit me with full force yesterday.

Idk like I get a little annoyed with people who think I or others like Gojo just because "he's hot" because like okay fine yes (but also I think I just have gender envy but that's a whole other can of worms). But also, no no no that's not it! My love for Gojo is more than that! He speaks to me as a character. He's misunderstood. He's seen as something he isn't. In my eyes, he's neurodivergent (and queer). And Geto was the only other person who ever saw him for who he really was.

Gojo's death was really hard on me. I remember exactly where I was when I read that chapter. And then the airport. Fuck. EmOtIOns. At first, I tried understanding Nanami's words. I really did. But really, I just didn't if I'm honest. Those words were a shock to me. Like yeah okay he's selfish (but like aren't all humans?). He also helps though! Isn't that obvious? And at the end? He wanted to have an equal to go all out with in a fight. Again, why was that bad? He was also helping! What's the issue? He's a fallible human. Like you said in your analysis, he contains multitudes. What's wrong with that?

So, like many others, I thought maybe I misread Gojo. But no. Now I think the missing piece was that Gojo is AuDHD and Nanami didn't quite get that. He didn't understand Gojo's actions. (And ahh god that lil pout. Gojo was just living his life and people saw him but they never ~saw~ him.)

I think the visual of the sorcerers back-to-back is a great metaphor for the double empathy problem. I never saw it that way, but I see it now and like it! And I think you're so right with the fact that the characters still respect and support each other even if they don't understand each other fully. I think that's a theme woven throughout the story.

Blahhh I feel like there is so much textual support for AuDHD Gojo. Like him being blindsided by Geto's defection because he didn't see Geto's decline (and don't get me started about Autistic!Geto with his strict black-and-white thinking), him just blabbing about sweets when he meets up with Megumi before fighting one-finger Sukuna at the beginning, the fact he thought revealing Yuuji to his classmates at the exchange event would be funny (cause hey, I thought it would too until it happened and I saw oh hey, it wasn't), etc. Plus, his blindfold. His overall personality. Like, it's such a heavy mask. Now I see that.

I feel like people either love Gojo or they hate him. (I immediately gobbled up your analysis and 100% agree. And I think people's reactions to his death are pretty telling.)

So, thank you for the yummy AuDHD!Gojo content. Please feel free to send me more/link me to things. I feel like I have a million more things to say but my brain is jumping all over the place and I've already spent 40 minutes this morning on this when I should have been getting ready for work. Hehe, whoops.

Gojo is AuDHD. I will die on this hill. Let's keep staring and screaming at each other about this. Sending you good vibes and love as well 🤍

[luciluck2046-md]

Damn so uhh...

I made the introduction for the Flesh&Sins AU fanfic! It's kinda weird that I forgot to make an introduction part for MD:GF AU, but I can't change stuff now! :3

Feel free to read it if you want, and if the story looks promising, add it to your reading list so you will get notified TwT

I will put the part here too.

(edit: I was wondering why nobody was reading it then I realized it was in my drafts lmaoooo)

Hi! I'm LuciLuck! The author behind this story which you are about to read!

I just thought that I need to explain some things before you start reading/I post the first chapter.

I write in my free time, so there's gonna be a BIG inconsistency in my posting schedule. I am also not a pro at this, nor a native speaker. You might find a lot of expiration errors or typos. Don't judge me too hard for this, but you can tell me where I did wrong or where I could improve. Also, at the end of every "Episode" aka chapter, I will leave a note.

Now enough about me, I need to explain the story. It's going to be relatively gruesome, but I'm gonna put warnings where it will be needed (eg: tw gore, tw depression, stuff like this). I'm also a bit sadistic so of course, the protagonist will go through the 7 circles of hell.

Now I'm going to put the description that is for the book HERE because some of you don't read it.

Uzi Akari Doorman is a "weirdo" and a "freak" (her own description) that loves a bunch of "cringe" stuff like anime, guns, and freedom. In her attempt at killing the first Glavex she met, Nash, she ends up with a new friend and a crush on his sister, Vixen!

But now her planet is in constant threat because of different causes and she is challenging herself to actually do something about her unhealthy habits.

/^ᐠ . .ᐟ\ฅ 𖥂 (<- this is how each scene is going to be separated)

Vixen Elliot is Nash's older twin sister and Jade's little sibling. She is a Glavex - A human genetically modified to kill and survive off blood. Her killing abilities are the highest in her team and she's avoiding her brother almost all the time until she can't do that anymore. While having to fight him, she notices the passion that a petty human has for revenge, who's fighting her older sister.

Now she's helping that "petty" human in her missions, but that doesn't mean that she isn't fantasying some... Unusual stuff about her. This young woman's challenge is understanding her emotions and trying to express them in a less violent way.

At the moment the first chapter isn't finished yet, but stay tuned in!

If you are bored while waiting, I recommend reading Murder Drones: Glowing Future AU! It's another MD AU that you might like! (it's also my most read book...) Please don't judge my writing too harshly. 🥲

[redwinewhiteroses]

Hi, hope you're fine. I'm resending since i forgot to put my sun sign, which is taurus. I'm Nicole, 22

I would like to ask about my first time in bed with my future spouse. If you don't do +18 readings, please change for "first kiss"

Thanks in advance 😊

So the first sexual encounter with your future spouse is going to be a very deeply profound experience. It's like nothing you've experienced before, sensations you've never felt before and something that will deepen the bond of your relationship. This is going to be a perfect union of mind, body and spirit. It's not just going to be physical but highly emotional as well. It's definitely going to be a very raw and carnal love and you two fit perfectly together. There's heavy counterpart energy here so this experience will be extremely healing for both of you. You will have solid trust in each other and will feel incredibly safe and comfortable in this experience. I see that there will be a lot of tears(tears from pleasure or emotional) and an outpour of emotions. One of you or both of you will cry during and after this sexual encounter maybe because it stirs up all your emotions and this rush of passion and excitement will completely wreck you in a good way. Again if there's any trauma or any insecurities around sexuality that you or your partner has faced, I see this union will bring so much healing and will be the stepping stone to feeling absolutely secure in your sexuality. You two just belong with each other and this experience will just solidify your relationship and just really enhance the intensity of your connection.

So there will be a lot of mutual appreciation of your bodies. You'll just be very hands on. You will admire the curves, the flesh, the sensations and there's a lot of discovery. Feeling each others' bodies and just being tightly close to each other.

Leading upto the actual act, there's going to be a lot of dedicated foreplay for a long time. It's so dedicated and so earnest. Not rushed in any way. They could be quited skilled with their hands. They will take a lot of time getting to know every nook and corner of your body and will absolutely melt you with their skills. You will be very turned on after this. They are very dedicated and determined to make you feel good. They will be very gentle when they touch you.

Then the actual act will feel so intense. You will climax so damn fast😭 You will definitely experience a big O. Pleasure will build up naturally and it will be a wild ride. There will be a lot of fluids, can be a messy experience. It will feel like a life changing experience and will bring a lot of good luck, conceiving a child is also possible. You will be spent after this. You will feel like you can't take anymore or it will be too much pleasure. Can be overstimulated 🥲

Aftercare will be sooo good. Your partner will literally burden themselves to care of you. No matter how tired they are, they will still take really good care of you. They will literally carry you to the bathroom to clean yourself. Will be very responsible and reliable and make sure you are comfortable. Both of you will feel quite exhausted ngl.

The whole experience leading up to the act and everything in between will be very thrilling and exciting. There will be oozing passion and both partners will want it more than the other. Both partners will pursue each other earnestly and excitedly. There will be intense charisma and passion in bed. Very impulsive and proactive and each other will find the other very attractive and sexually appealing. Might admire the partner's sexual prowess. There will be a drive, a deep desire to make this experience intense and a memorable one.

That's all for your reading🥰

Sending you love, light, joy and peace!🩷

[simpingandshitposting]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤

Two ppl actually tagged me in this so thank you @malewifetouya and @happyely 🖤🖤🖤

Sadly some of my most favorite projects are ones that are still sitting in my drafts unfinished 😭 but out of all the ones I've posted these are the ones I'm most proud of <3

"Come Home" — Deku:

I don't even know if this would be considered a fic?? Cuz honestly this was such a short little thing that I wrote in under like 15 minutes 😭 probably the shortest amount of time it's taken me to ever write literally anything. But it was after I watched S6 E136 and literally that night I had a dream where this whole scene was played out in my head. And it just felt so dramatic in the right ways and just raw emotion that I had to write it down. And it's STILL my most liked post on this entire blog😭 but honestly understandable bc sometimes I go back and read it and I'm just like "damn wait I wrote that????" lmfaoo

"Only for you, Toshi" — Shinsou:

Completely opposite from the last one, this is actually the longest thing I've ever written. (that's posted anyway, there's a few longer still in my drafts) I just feel like Shinsou doesn't get enough love but he definitely deserves it😭❤️ all my friends that read it said they really enjoyed it and I'm just really happy with how it came out after working on it for a couple weeks, and that not touching it for a few months and then coming back to it only to finish it in like 2 days lmao

"Attention" — Dabi:

Now this wouldn't be a post about my fics if I didn't include something for my absolute favorite character in the entire show🖤 this fic was very self indulgent bc I'm such a brat🤭 and I'm convinced that Dabi is the king of brat taming. Fun fact, the outfit I described is something I literally own in my closet 😂

"Secrets" — BakuDeku x reader [UNFINISHED]:

This is a multi-part series I'm co-writing with my bsf @haru-x-ren on a joint account we made. (@bunny-x-haru if you'd like to follow) it's currently still a work in progress with only a few parts released, but it is a continuation of a 2 part fic I wrote when I first started called "You're the Only Thing That Makes Sense" — Bakugo So I do recommend reading this one first before Secrets for context and background info. I feel like you can really see my growth in writing from then to now, cuz that was like literally the second thing I ever posted lol. And Haru was literally my biggest fan bc he's the one that got me into writing fanfic<3 so after he read it, he had this absolutely BRILLIANT idea (spoiler) to take the scene I wrote where bakugo and deku were caught fighting after school hours (similar to that scene from season....2? When Bakugo learned about OFA) and turn it into a BakuDeku love triangle and I was honestly obsessed with the idea

And lastly

"For Your Eyes Only" — Dabi:

Another one for my fav<3 this one was for his birthday and is very nasty🤭 also with a little bit of fluff at the end bc I am indeed a hopeless romantic with no romance�� also, the cover photo is most definitely the reaction I was imagining when he walks into the room lmao

Side Note:

I know it's been a while since I've posted any writing and I am so sorry 😭 I guess I've just been in a little bit of a funk when it comes to my creativity lately. I mean I've got plenty, and I do mean PLENTY of ideas written down, but Im having a hard time executing them and turning them into something I can post. But I promise I'll get back to posting as soon as I can and I'm really sorry to everyone who has been waiting for stuff😭 I appreciate your patience❤️

Here's 5 other writers I recommend<3

@cathwritestragediesnotsins @aquadenks @kemakoshume @coffee-colored-hopeless-romantic + any other writers who'd like to make ur own posts<3

[moononmyfloor]

Snowy Night: Timeless Love Ep 1-2 First Impression

(Contains spoilers, obviously. And I might rant, consider yourself warned)

Ep 1

I like the opening theme instrumental, very soft and soothing

Miss Li Qin you really like that shoulder hunch thing don't you? It gives you 👻 vibes, it doesn't help you are actually literally dressed like a ghost

Even though I was having a complaint right away the following aesthetics are nice.

Oh wow a (literally) fridged character! Cdramaland this year really loves their fridging!

I'm afraid what's with the snow setup of this show and the complimentary heavy cloaks, Li Qin is gonna do a LOT of ghosting (literal)

Xiao Xi is here and once again serving my favorite "light has left his eyes" look as always! I hope he gets a lot of betrayal and mortal injury and torture and piggyback and pregnant scenes once again! 😌

Not the biggest fan of the side character costumes

Ayo is he finally losing the baby fat in his cheeks 🥺

No point, he's the one who still gets the most kid treatment in the show🤣Baby fat or not

Um I was looking forward to this show for a long time because it seemed like a huge portion of photography took place in complete snowland but looks like that exact thing turned out to be its weakness. The CGI is awkward. You can see exactly which scenes took place within a greenscreen set because the background blending is not done seamlessly enough. All the money has gone to keeping the cast and crew warm in the snow scenes from the looks of it 🥲

BUT it's not all unenjoyable! Look, the FL is having an all-girls harem! 😍

Damn girls. aren't you difficult to satisfy…. can't let her rest even one night? 🤭

Ohh look fresh meat arrived on her doorstep 🤭

Oh yeah? 😏

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Brother really nearly offered his virginity in exchange for her help

The harem is like "Jiejie do we kiss/fuck/kill him"

At first I thought this was her wall of Girl-of-the-Night's name tags, too bad it's just a collection of lifesaving coupons lol

Ep 1 conclusion is that even though it fell a bit behind my expectations but it isnt bad, has potential if they want to work on it After all it took CQL 10 eps to get on the tracks!

Ep 2

Those are the longest ass nails I've seen on a doctor

Titanic much?

Yeah ok the costumes aren't costuming in this show except for the fur coat game. Please keep all of them covered in cloaks all the time I beg you

I mean at this point it's not just an aesthetic need but a practical one too because this drama's second name is frostbite.

So he walks all over her property even after being warned to not to AND offer her unsolicited advice about being safe in the woods alone as a girl. Dude she's been LIVING here, WHILE keeping a bunch of other girls safe too. Know your limits.

Why are they getting thrown into unnecessary forced sugar moments, please work on establishing your characters first so the audience can care for them before trying to create chemistry out of nothing, show.

Doctor lady wasn't transparent about the procedure she was going to conduct on the kid, and blames it on the kids' guardians that it was to prevent the guardians' emotions besting them. Like??? Sure they broke your rules but you aren't also completely at the right here, you told them nothing because you were overconfident and haughty is what. "Short time hurt is better than Long time hurt" wtf

And of COURSE they end up dual cultivating under a lake. It's like this show is in such a rush to simply check off all the hot tropes in their list one after the other, with little substance to back them up.

Ep 2 conclusion is that I hadn't facepalmed nonstop in a single episode this much in a long time, I guess this show is not for me. I mean if it's not serving neither a good plot nor solid characters and not even the hyped and promised aesthetics then what am I here for? Sorry, Zeng Shunxi. I've loved almost EVERYTHING you've been in but looks like this one is an exception .

[pseudowho]

HAITTTTCHHHH….

I need to talk to you about something!!

First things first HIII

So, today was my brother’s high school’s annual event (which he was hosting, so proud of him) it’s his last event and he will graduate in 4 months. I skipped an interview because he’s more important tbh, and I got my hair professionally done and got dressed up was so happy in general.

The event went great too, butttt

Just when the day started (this was before the event) I got out of the salon and got an uber, and istg it was the creepiest and the most uncomfortable moment of my life.

The cab driver from the moment I got in, kept asking intrusive questions like, how old are you, and kept staring at me through the rear view mirror (which I ignored as much as I could).

And the worst part is I know the damn reason why this happened. See, I am tiny yet voluptuous. So according to the social “standards” of my country, I should wear something that doesn’t hug my figure. All my life I’ve worn baggy clothes, mostly shirts because tshirts always accentuate my curves.

Not forced to wear them, but I subconsciously dressed like that, because I don’t wanna get all the unwanted attention. It saddens me because I’ve never gotten the chance to dress how I actually want to (I love the blouse and pants combination or pantsuits, would kill to wear a turtleneck🥲)

And today when I said “fuck it” and wore something that has been holed up in my closet for ages, this happened. (This is what I wore 👇)

It’s like I’m not allowed to have a personal style. And if I’m getting any attention, it always boils down to statements like- “you should’ve dressed modestly, because why would you wear something like “that” if you’re not asking for attention”

While I naturally veer towards comfy clothes, and sneakers, I do have days when I wanna explore my style and dress up. But god forbid I do that, because l’ll distract the male population in my vicinity.

Sorry for the rant…I’m just too sensitive today🥺

Love as always.

And I hope your upcoming weekend is relaxing and wonderful❤️

Heeeey!

So first of all:

It is not your fault that you are being hypersexualised simply because you are curvy. It is not your fault that you are victim-blamed and told you have brought it upon yourself. You have the fundamental human right to walk out of the house butt-naked if you choose, and still have absolute autonomy over your body and utter respect directed towards it.

I could deconstruct further, but that's the honest truth.

I, too, am voluptuous, and I do dress to show my shape, after being taught my whole childhood that I was simply fat and should cover up. I, too, get looks. It's so far beneath me, I'm an expert in sneering at dirty little men. I highly recommend developing it as a skill.

I advise being fighty, on your part, as it's the only language some of them seem to understand. Talk back. Make their penises feel small. They don't fucking own you.

Hope, at least, you're in a country where it's relatively safe to do that.

Fuck them. I'm sick of women being blamed. Whenever there is an ill emotion in a man, his finger will invariably find a woman to point at.

I'm sure you looked dazzling. Fuck that Uber driver. I'll slash his tires for you.

love,

-- Haitch xxx

[studentinpursuitofclouds]

Hello! I saw the fallen warrior headcannon and I must said that was so we'll done and a punch to the heart :')

And later when I was thinking about it a thought so crazy, funny and, dare I say, possibly fluffy, came to my head.

What would their reaction would be if the Farmer was able to control themselves? Yeah, they are dead and all the magic in their body is now without restrictions but they're able to think and not attack anyone in sight. Please respond if you have time, I would love to see how you use this! :D

Heya 👋 Yes, that last headcanon was like swallowing glass 🥲 But in your ask, I decided to dilute it with a bit of humor. I hope you don't mind if I write about just a few. Thanks for the question!

Marlon:

The Farmer doesn't hold a grudge against Marlon at all for the fact that at their first meeting after their actual "death", Marlon met the Farmer not with a shocking look, but with a sword put to their throats. The old adventurer still hadn't lost his skills and reaction, as well as his logical thinking, so he didn't remove the sword from the Farmer, asking them questions that only the Farmer could answer. When the one-eyed adventurer realized that it was really his deceased (as previously announced) friend in front of him, he put away his weapon. Still, Marlon didn't remain emotionless for long, and in its place came shock and anger. "What. the hell. happened?" After he learned the details, he immediately signaled to Magnus to teleport to the Guild immediately. Marlon and the Farmer can only wait for Magnus, and all this time Marlon stands 3-4 meters from the Farmer, keeping silence. He understands that the (former? after all, they are technically dead) member of the Guild feels terrible and embarrassed. He so wants to wrap his friend in his arms, ruffle their hair, promise that everything will be all right. But he knows that it is not right to give vent to emotions. He is not a connoisseur of magic, and here it stinks of necromancy and dark magic, and the experienced old adventurer wants to do what is best: not only for the Farmer, but for everyone.

"Can the dead still drink cognac?" Gil and his unabashed comments are just an art form in their own right, but the sarcasm and goofy jokes somehow help to dilute the tense atmosphere.

Lance:

Lance has rather mixed emotions. Of course, he is glad that his friend is alive... Although, not quite alive. At least they have self-consciousness, and the body doesn't decompose. Lance had only recently grieved for the loss of the Farmer, and now they appeared before him, even if they were walking dead. After asking the Farmer about what they remember before or after turning into a "fallen", the adventurer will think carefully about further actions. Unfortunately, Lance didn't have any experience in necromancy, as it is forbidden among magicians, but he will notify his colleagues about this case so that together they can find a way to help the Farmer. If not even bring them back to life, then at least try to help the Farmer control the magic flowing from their body. And before they find a solution - Lance will keep his eyes on his friend (or more?...). The poor second in command will laugh without malice if even in such a state the Farmer wants to return to the farmer's worries. "You haven't changed a bit. I'm glad even if you had to face all this..."

Isaac:

Isaac has a similar first encounter to Marlon's, but if the old one-eyed adventurer gets by with a warning, Isaac will immediately go on the attack. Like, without delay. The same Magnus, Camilla, Alesia, Lance and Marlon will need 5 minutes to calm down the raging Isaac and explain the whole situation. Yoba knows he didn't mean for it to happen, but he's lost too many friends in these damned deserts. The scarred swordsman had to learn the hard way what it was like to succumb to his own emotions and almost fall prey to a fallen comrade, a lost soul. That's why he started attacking the Farmer so violently. However, the understanding that the Farmer is still the same Farmer (well, apart from the little fact that they are fucking dead) is so unbelievable. Well, they can't leave them without help, right? Isaac does not understand the intricacies of magic at all, leaving this matter to the same Camilla or Magnus, but if they need to get an important thing in some forgotten cave to help the Farmer, he will be the first to volunteer to help. After all, this time, he has a chance to get at least one of his friends back...

"Hey Isaac, I have a joke for you: If a man in a wheelchair gets bit by a zombie, would he still be called a walker?" Isaac takes back his words, they are not his friend, he hates them, let them continue to be like the walking dead, he doesn't give a shit!

[literatureloverx]

HII:]] HOW HAVE YOU BEEN??? I MISS YOU TOO🥺🥺🥺 I'm fine ig? Just a little stressed cause I'm a group leader and I really hate presentation🥲 Well anyways you're getting married huh🤩🤩 I volunteer as the ring bearer🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️ or just anything, even the priest if you want.

This is very random but if you ever became a new being, like an animal what would you be? Whether you turn into one or reincarnate as one is up to you. Personally I want to be a jellyfish. Why you might ask? Well let me ask you this, when you think of jellyfish what's come to your mind? Brainless, heartless, or deadly stings. Just a lump of plastic bag like life that floats in the ocean. For me jellyfish is something more than what I have just said. I like all animals equally but jellyfish and capybaras stand out of all the animals, yes more than cats. I like— no I want to be a jellyfish, well kind of. Jellyfish are creatures that live in every part of the world whether it's the deepest part of the ocean or not you can find them floating or swimming away in the sea. They don't have a brain, heart, or eyes therefore they're not able to conjure thoughts and emotions(though they do feel physical pain which is:/). Being able to exist without thoughts is something I crave. Some of them are bioluminescent— which is so beautiful to me, to be able to light yourself in one if not the darkest place in this world is so incredible not just as a metaphor. The seas and oceans terrify me in some degree (it's like the darkest pit of hell this world almost hell like feel for me, unknown creatures that resides in this world without our knowledge, the thought of drowning— not being able to do anything but be pulled down deep in the darkness; all alone and lastly the horrors that are called storms.) but this simple (well not really) creatures makes me so comforted by. They don't just float around and let life take them, they'll swim away if they need to. All I can say is that I like them a normal amount.🤗🤗🤗 Capybaras and Pandas are also great candidates.

(damn, that was a lot of yapping😔😔)

Well have a good day my dearest 🤗🧛🏻‍♀️🫀

Hi 🧛🏻‍♀️🫀-anon! ♥️

I’ve been doing well, thanks for asking! I’m sorry to hear you’re stressed with presentations.🥺 I can totally see why, but I think you’ll be fine as long as you stay true to yourself. Your warm and comforting personality can be perfect for leading. Be confident!♥️

Being the ring bearer sounds great! (I don’t see why my wifey would have any objections, to be honest)

As for the animal question, that’s such an intriguing one. I mostly associate with swans because of their aesthetic (which is obvious) and their territorial behavior (I’m fiercely protective of my loved ones). However, an anon once called me “deer-beauty,” which actually makes a lot of sense. So, I’d probably be a doe.

Your thoughts on jellyfish are really fascinating. I love how you see them as more than just their basic traits. The idea of existing without thoughts and being bioluminescent is poetic and quite beautiful.

Thoughts often plague us, and being human can feel tiresome. I’ve sometimes wished to be more like certain people who seem to navigate life with ease, free from the complexities that trouble me. So, the idea of being a jellyfish doesn’t sound strange at all. I get you. ♥️

I really enjoy your reflections because they give me insight into your thought process, which I find truly fascinating. If I remember correctly, you’re an INFP, and I can definitely see that. ♥️

Also, I have a small gift for you:

[lila-lou]

I loooooved this new chapter, it’s always so fun when more other people are thrown into the mix. But I gotta say, I’m kinda getting more and more sad for the reader 🥺

Like, I know the situation is complicated and everything but it feels a bit like it’s always her having the short end of the stick? She’s always the one that has to be understanding and okay with everything. And it’s just like the little things? Like Jensen could’ve put on the ring in the car instead of right in front of her. But he did that and just tells her that’s how it has to be. And then after the convention, he doesn’t even make sure she gets home safe and just kinda left her on her own to get home and idk it just makes me feel a bit sad for her 🥺

I hope Jensen actually puts in effort to further their relationship and puts in effort to work this situation out. Of course it’s hard with divorce stuff, especially with kids around too. But jeez man just get a good damn lawyer and do something about it!

But I still love this chapter, grumpy Misha is funny! It’s gonna be hilarious once he eventually finds out lol

Can’t wait for more! This is one of my absolute favourite series!! :)

First of all, thank you very much for your feedback! I'm always really excited about feedback, especially when it's so detailed!

I'm totally with you. I understand you 100%. But honestly, most men don't think that far 😂 sad but true. I actually try to package the story (of course everything is just fiction) as realistically and logically as possible. Although I also have to say that I write Jensen definitely nicer and more sensitive than I think of him 😂 I think that guy can be a real asshole and is absolutely not as emotional as I'm trying to make him seem here.

Back to the point, well "close to reality": let's assume it were true, I think the whole thing would be sooo much more complicated and difficult for "the new girl". I actually have to stop myself again and again and remind myself: come on, this is supposed to be a romantic story with a touch of drama and not the other way around 😂

So far, just a little glimpse into my head 😅.

But, for a “simple reader POV”: fuck, absolutely! He should get a fucking lawyer and leave his shitty wife. The reader is already having to endure a lot and it's only going to get worse, so yes, believe me, I feel sorry for her too. (The ring scene stung 🥲) Oh, and the scene with misha finding out is one of my favorites 🙈 just because of the little glimpse of Jensens feelings about that 😂.

There will be a lot more situations where I would like to take Y/N in my arms while beating up Jensen 😂.

Thank you soooo much🩷

I hope you’ll keep enjoying the story 🩷

[dfortrafalgar]

https://youtube.com/shorts/sdhneLjlTTE?si=uyIWMeysHWr3Q8QD

Seeing this and thinking about your fic just has me going like: 🥲🙃

I cannot imagine her doing anything like that in panic of something happening…

Yes I did in fact just think about your very well done angst fic while scrolling

Oh and I saw you said your writing was bringing you turmoil. Please be sure to rest if it gets really bad. You know what’s going on better than any of us do. So while I’m here like: maybe it would be best to get it all out and then rest so that way it’s just done and over with, don’t hurt yourself in the process for our sakes.

Take care darling. You’re doing fabulous ✨

god damn that woman is POWERFUL im fatigued just on my period let alone PREGNANT LOL

(for anyone who might not want to go to the link, its a video of a woman who dances for a living seeing how long she can go hiding her pregnancy!)

i am honored that you were thinking about my fic while scrolling tho honestly 😭😭😭 that is always the highest honor!!!!

haha and thank you for your concern! i promise im doing fine, i think a part of me has just been kinda shocked at the reception this fic has had and how much i've actually enjoyed writing it and researching for it and really digging through my own experiences for it, despite, admittedly, not being a writer lol. i know my constant updates might make it seem like i'm a writer, but i'm typically not, i'm used to other forms of art! so again, that plus all the deep emotions this fic has invoked and the immense positive reception it has gotten has just made me so emotional!!!! and i really really thank yall for that <333

[youremyheaven]

I wish she hadn't done Animal because I don't think she gained anything from the film. The whole "national crush" thing is fake PR hype and most people don't find her attractive or feminine and slut shame for that movie :((( the amount of comments I see on IG reels about her calling her "cheap" or "masculine looking" is insane 💀

Damn!!! She's also Pushya Moon no wonder the body type!!!!! I'm screaming rn lol....these mindless assholes!

Also fun fact one of the most famous Bond girls Ursula Andress is also Pushya moon hence, the body type. Lmao I doubt anyone would call her manly but anyway Indian men ☕

Indian men and Indian audiences (men & women) are reallyyy hard to please 🥲🥲 probably because we have a culture of worshipping stars like they're Gods (in South India especially, many successful actors actually have temples dedicated to them 💀💀💀) so the kind of people the audience exalts to superstardom have to fit into a very narrow definition of beauty and appeal.

A long time ago I heard a film critic say "in America, someone like Reese Witherspoon is considered America's sweetheart and a big star, but someone like her could never make it big in India" 💀💀💀 I know that sounds like a very bizarre thing to say but basically Indian actresses who have a more "girl next door" beauty never become big stars. There's always a handful of such actresses who have their moment of fame and then quickly fade away ://

These are the only women who have ever achieved "superstar" status in India (and Aishwarya & Deepika are still not considered legitimate superstars due to their limited acting ability)

All of them have a very soft full face with a heightened "feminine" appeal. They're also strikingly beautiful.

People however have criticised Deepika for being tall and "flat" and not being womanly enough, even though her face is considered to fit Indian beauty standards to a tee (small face, big eyes, small forehead, dark eyebrows, full cheeks, full lips etc)

So you can imagine how hard it is for others lmao

I wouldn't call Triptii "masculine" looking by a long shot but she does not fit the mould of what Indian audiences find appealing in their actresses. It's crazy how the male actors here look like goblins but women are subject to unholy standards 🙄🙄

Triptii looks more like a model or influencer and these days her face is so heavily botoxed she looks a bit uncanny (I don't mean to be rude and I'm not criticising anyone for getting plastic surgery but as an actor, your job is to emote and if you can't move your face, then like what's the point 💀) And her Saturnian body type is also not ideal according to Indian standards 😔😔😔

Compared to the other women I've mentioned on this post, Triptii does not have the same "heightened" or "exaggerated" femininity. On top of all the other slut shaming, botox shaming etc that she's been subject to, her looking "unconventional" (according to Indian beauty standards with her longer face and features and strong jaw) adds to the criticism she receives 😔😔😔

Lookshaming is huge in India. People pick you apart for every perceived flaw regardless of whether or not you're famous lol. I had a friend in college who had a small forehead with a lot of baby hair and she told me she's been made fun of it her whole life even though her face is super harmonious and there's literally nothing wrong with her forehead 💀💀💀 people just tear people apart for anything lmao 😭😭

[gamerism]

😎

Top. 5. yakuza/rgg quotes? I know there are probably Many, but I am Curious. And you know what, who said honorable mentions can't be included too lol.

This one goes out to the translation team ig. Wouldn't be here without them ect ect. There probably are a lot of honourable mentions because this series has a lot of great moments but I'll contain myself to the 5.

5. "No point? You're just makin' things harder on yourself. Deprivin' yourself for no damn reason. You think the world gives two shits if there's a point or not? Keep that up and it'll break you." -Majima YK/1

(And doesn't it just? Doesn't this exact thing break Kiryu down piece by piece? That's something I love about a moment that's so early, that was written so long ago. And how it's come to reflect the series as a whole.)

4. "Hamazaki left a message for you before he went. 'Keep the Tojo Clan safe from the cops. It's the only proof left that guys like us ever existed.' [...] It took me forty years to realise this. But for guys like us... our lives aren't really our own. There's always someone new to help. Someone we need to protect. These past few years, I fought that fate with all I had. But I'm done fighting. It's time I accept the hand I was dealt." -Kiryu Y4

(I can't help but think about the Implications whenever I hear this quote and Kiryu's headspace from 4 on, & especially in 6 as well.)

3. "Once you step into the shadows you're stained black for life. No gettin' that mark off ya. But... You can still choose who you bring down with ya." -Majima Y0

(🥲🥲 always so ouchie)

2. "Every girl dreams of becoming a star one day. I wasn't any different. But the reality is I had already found what makes me whole. I thought that if I could make it as an idol...I'd be able to keep the orphanage running. But it came at a cost. I would have to leave behind the very man who raised me. [...] Even though he was unconventional, I could always rely on him. I...I think of him like a father. And I love him. I love him very much. [...]" -Haruka Y5

(I cut this short but this whole speech makes my heart ache so bad. The definition of illogical action done for deep emotional motivation. & Kiryu doesn't get to hear it. 😭)

1. "I'll let you in on a little something, The yakuza game, it's not like boxing. The man who gets beat down isn't the loser. The guy who can't tough it out till the end, he's the one who loses." -Kuze Y0

(Yes I know that's probably obvious considering I used this for a gifset recently, but it's really just stuck in my mind since I first saw it.)

Though speaking of honourable mentions while coming up with this list I did think of a) a late game ishin scene i like a lot but its long, from multiple characters, and i don't actually want to spoil it for people so :)

And b) ishin's final scene probably says something profound at some point but its genuinely 20 minutes of uninterrupted dialogue and my brain fucking groans and turns off whenever i watch it. so.