Supernatural making Adam say "Since when do we get what we deserve" to Dean (who'd end up on a rusty rebar) and Cas (who'd end up in the Empty) was savage and cruel and fuck them writers
I rarely go on Twitter these days unless Misha posts something but I was SO real for this and I have like 5 followers on there so nobody saw it and I just really need to stress how mad the finale makes me for how bad it was in general but also the mockery it made of Cas sacrificing himself to keep Dean alive
really truly just wanna cry at work thinking about dean and cas constantly losing each other. they can never really count on the other being there or being alive and it never lasts when they’re together and it’s horrible and heartbreaking and they just deserved to have a life of consistency and peace!!!!!!!
Dean's nothing about our lives is real speech? When he says "everything we are is because of chuck"? He was speaking privately & directly to Castiel when he said that.
Not to Sam. Not everything I am. Everything we are. Dean was having a full on crisis.
"You asked, 'What about all of this is real?' We are." Dean didn't know how right Cas was.
Like no baybee. It'll take 15 episodes, but god himself will tell you Cas defied him and his plan to love you, actually.
i'm a firm believer that cas' confession was so so fucked up like you can't tell your best friend with extreme guilt issues that you love him and that's what's gonna kill you and then disappear forever and leave him to deal with that. it's so messed up. and i want cas to be confronted with the consequences of his actions.
so when they finally get cas, after the relieved hugs and "are you okay"s, i want sam to be so mad at cas. i want sam to yell at cas. "i don't know what you said or did to him, but you need to fix it. i want my brother back. dean hasn't spoken a word in months, he's not eating, he's been sick and depressed, he's lost weight, he's not showering, i barely recognise him anymore. dean has been through so much in his life but i've never seen him like this. now i have a feeling i know what happened in that dungeon but it's not my business. all i'm saying is you need to talk to him, and you need to apologise for leaving him like this, and you need to make it better. ok. good to have you back."
"Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are.You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know.
You know, ever since we met, ever since I pulled you out of Hell... Knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam, I cared about Jack... I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean.
So after I finished my Marvel story I figured I’d jump back into Supernatural. This story is one of my favourites I’ve ever written, so if you guys wanted to give it a chance that would be amazing!
So here is the latest chapter of my giant fix-it for the end of the show, aka ‘the author gives Dean the love and support he needs while telling an angsty story of him getting Cas back,”
I just rewatched the season 9 finale and I interpreted Cas’ reaction to Metatron telling him Dean was dead COMPLETELY differently this time. You could see the horror just completely take over his face, the way he’s gotta soldier through the agony to make sure Metatron is locked up and THEN he tells Hannah is that all he wants is to be an angel. An ANGEL. AN ANGEL who can’t feel emotions or love or loyalty except to their orders. I think that despite Cas’ belief in free will, a tiny selfish part of him just wanted to never feel anything again because Dean was gone and he had nothing with fighting for anymore. Nothing worth his free will. His everything was dead and Cas didn’t want to deal with the emotions that came with his fall—angelic and romantic. Free will meant nothing to him without Dean. And that’s fucking heartbreaking.
Say it with me. A major Castiel plot point remains unresolved.
We like to think that Cas ended up living as a human in heaven with Dean in Dabb's original draft, but Look how surprised Cas is when he can heal later in s15. ... After patching up his relationship with Dean. Interesting.