#depressing shit

[floralgraveyard]

(TW TW TW TW) hi, I'm Rachel or Ray. and when I was 8 years old. I was jumping off a bed at my friends/dads house and landed head first on a dresser drawer and smashed my head in and was bleeding the entire night and my entire face was COVERED in blood and we should've gone to the hospital but we were too far away from one. So I had the scar open and had to let it heal naturally. and 2 weeks after that happened. my dad got arrested for grooming!!! and then after that my life went on a downward trajectory, at 8 years old!!!! everything in my life has been fucked since then lmao. and on top of that when my dad WAS there was negligent and in recent years I found out he's homophobic as fuck!!!

and I umm. I brought the nerds gummy clusters!!! freeze dried :333

(please continue this HAIDHSJS)

Hi I'm Valerie and once I dated a guy who I had a crush on for about six years and after our break up he told me he only was with me because I'm easy to manipulate

And I brought Haribo gummies

(trauma candy salad, please continue or else I'll die from embarrassment)

[visilepoem15192x]

[toskkaa]

When life’s so shitty you can’t even put it into words anymore

[moontus]

𝐍𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

𝐓𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 "𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰" 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 "𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠?"

𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭

- 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐬

[promiseimfine]

I don't know if i'm getting better or worse

[rainywhispersblog]

When you grow up in an abusive home, you don’t become a people pleaser to please people. You become a people pleaser to keep the potential for more abuse away.

[stuuupidthingsss]

I fight so hard not to kill myself right now I swear

[strangementalitycrown]

I keep trying to be enough for everyone else, But I crumble beneath my own gaze. A thousand hands I reach to help, Yet none can lift me from this maze. What is this chase, this ceaseless race, to pour from an empty, hollow core? The world takes, and I erase, losing myself to give them more. But in the silence, a truth unfurls— Enough is not theirs to define. It waits within, a buried pearl, a quiet knowing: I am mine.

I keep trying to be enough for everyone else, but I can’t even be enough for me

[foxlungz]

Seems like I can’t catch a break lately lol this year keeps getting worse and worse

[lilhumbleloser]

I can’t live like this anymore, it’s like I can legit feel the life being sucked out of my body everyday.

[irldottore]

im such a failure. the only things i do are smoking, drinking and playing videogames. im not doing as good as i want to at school, i look like shit, my room is a mess, im not loosing weight, i dont have the motivation to do anything. i constantly feel tired, uneasy and uncomfy.

[jacobhubertusart]

October 11, 2024. By Jacob Hubertus

[transparentnightpussy]

😭 😭 😭 Nobody told me that hitting beans means I'll bleed like a snitch

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. TW, WELL DONE MAKE UP ON UGLY ARM

You don't want to see it I assure you.... You can go ummm look at a tree maybe this arm is way too ugly for your pretty eyes to see....

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It doesn't hurt while I do it... It sucks like a B when I'm done tho

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Stop !, I like hands and I'd like to see some dm me maybe 😭😭I'm so lonely

This kinda looks like Mavis or something

I stopped the bleeding after using water and wet towels and tissue.... I'll need to buy bandaids now, huffff*

Last times styros are healing well I'm craving more but for now I'm satisfied hehehehe

Goodnight ❤️

[lullxbyblue]

I’m burning bridges again

[lisaii]

Irgendwann ist etwas in mir kaputt gegangen und egal was ich tue, ich schaffe es nicht, es zu reparieren.