I don’t want to have to barely survive each day because my thoughts are eating my alive I’m worn out I just want to give up
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There’s beauty is the hard work it takes to be skinny BUT GD CAN THIS SHIT GO FASTER
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i just want to feel good enough for somebody
i just want someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. i just want someone to send me little messages throughout the day. i just want someone that will bake cookies with me. i just want someone who will make coffee for us in the morning. i just want someone to be in the same room as me. i just want someone to be there when i need them to be. i just want someone to feel heard and understood when they talk to me. i just want someone who will let me softly sing to them. i just want someone to wipe tears from my eyes and hold my face in their hands. i just want someone to exist in the same room as me. i just want someone who will listen to my story. i just want someone who doesn't have reasons that they don't want to be with me. i just want someone to feel immensely loved by me. i just want someone to lay with. i just want someone i can come home to on a long day. i just want someone that will make me food on the days i feel bad. i just want someone to talk to. i just want someone to know that i will not judge them. i just want someone who will spend the day at the beach with me. i just want someone who will let me keep my leg overtop of theirs as we read books. i just want someone who will listen to my music, as awful as it is.
i just want someone to tell me that this isn't asking for too much
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I have loved you once, I can’t do it again.
Lord knows how the last one ends, with me scrubbing the blood stains.
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Suicide attempt went a little bad so now my friends won’t laugh at my suicide jokes anymore..
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The vicious cycle lmao:
Is dysphoric-> is grumpy and rude cos is dysphoric and sad/annoyed ->men r presented as grumpy and not communicating feelings -> feels more dysphoric cos is presenting more masculine 😭😭😭 and it continues
Hate this sm 🥲
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Sometimes it feels like people would be better off without me
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