Please, I've left myself behind, crying at night to the light that was once there. I've fallen with no escape from reality shackled. I cry at night while showers waters run ldoen my face like rain from the skies. I'm hurt with old wounds that open up at sunrise. I cry alone in my head deep in my soul physically, my body part ways like a slipt road. My heart screams help as my soul cries at loneliness. Wherever I am, a happy place is nomore in the life of noir. Left in the dark, like useless memories of life. Life that I am finished. It has shown me nothing but pain, suffering, and battered memories of happiness that ends and sadness that multiply. I must decide to multiply or devide my life kissing heavens gate by sunrise. Life is a journey in different eyes. Woe is me, I cry.
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I never wanted to be a burden for you, I never wanted to hurt you. But in the end I did it. Im sorry.
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Wozu schlafen, wenn der Körper lieber über Fragen und Probleme nachdenken möchte, auf die er nach unzähligen schlaflosen Nächten immer noch keine Antwort gefunden hat?
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You stopped saying “good night”
And I stopped sleeping. </3
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i wish i wasn’t such a burden and could help you more when you’re down, i’m sorry.
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I’m laughing so much the CC creators are the hero’s of this community. The absolute speed that they have got the infant CC out is impeccable. I salut you creators. Never leave us
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@moondollk Take my heart it's beating for you anyways <3
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I hate the saying "if you love them let them go"
Because I don't want to let them go. I can't bear to let them go.
I love them so much it physically hurts and makes me feel sick.
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People come and People leave...
I stand still.. wanting them to be..
Afraid of loosing them, I lost myself...
And yet they left without knowing...
I'll continue to stand still.. even if they leave,
Coz now I know the real me.
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A broken man, pointless and paintless canvas, an emotionless zombie of frustration. What has become of me? Over the years, fear, achohal, and darkness have been my best friends. For many years, I've lost count of the feelings around me. Yet I still believe in hope after it has run away from me like a fatherless child. Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Please remember, but I can't. Hurting those around me only adds to the broken pieces I once had left and cherished. My reflection becomes blurry. Life writes my life with a broken typewriter, misspelled words of discomfort and sanity. I cry oh how I cry in order to feel a genuine smile; but I hurt the ones I love, the ones that make me feel alive, the ones who will mourn me." I'm truly the rock at the bottom. It's clear I truly just want to disappear.
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Why did I think this time would be different? Did I just imagine it all?
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Wenn du mich verlässt, verlasse ich die Welt…
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the day bae goes back into the abyss is the day i die. made so many friends thru this new british man and then he’s gonna leave 😩 harry already puts me through this cmon joe bro
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If you must go, just know I gave you my whole world.
Jhene Aiko
Beautiful Ruin
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