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muffediller · 2 years

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Jeeeezzzzzz

I truly dont know who i am + i am sick of whatever it is. Not sure of my sexuality anymore on account of sleeping with a guy and my gender seems to be on the move following that and. I just really need something stable right now. Anything. I'm also quite anxious lately but I got an appointment with a psychologist tomorrow and probably going forward. I don't know how much I can say about gender identity or anything even though like the rise in general transphobia and discussions of it is probably part of the reason I'm so anxious.

Who made everything work like this. It's so hard. I want to forget who I am. I think it would help me. Clean slate.

#something like issues disorder alright #dont worry though i will never become cis nor het #i might be a little depressed not sure #im really lonely #i miss some sort of close companionship but fear getting that close to someone #line theyve probably got better things to do right?#not right but it feels like that #and people have the ability to care about more than one thing

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